Letter(s) to Gerard (Netherlands)

Letter 1

Gerard Hi!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! you know it is hard time because of so many things to do and i am getting crazy to see that I have to leave my hometown very soon,I am afraid and I am glad I have so many different feelings I think you understand my condition!Gerard Please write me the name of the closest Airport to you (possibly International) and the code (if you know ,For example the closest inter Airport to me is Irkutsk and it's code is (IIA). I already started to pack my things and I want to start my trip ,so I will go to Moscow from Irkutsk. I have so many worries and I'm so afraid to start everything but if I don't start it now I will never do it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I will go to airlines office now and will buy a tickets to Moscow, its very expensive, but I have some savings so I have money to pay for plane ticket to moscow and to pay for renting room in moscow. As soon as I will arrive to Moscow, I will finish my documents to travel, as work permission, medical insurance etc.Gerard when I am in Moscow I will buy ticket to your airport. I know it will not be cheap, but my mother will receive a salary for last 6 months (her work detained wages) and will send me money to Moscow .and about one important thing,do you agree that good sex is quite important for successful relationship? I like sex but at first I have to be sure that I have feelings because just sex without feelings is not so hot and tender,I think so.please tell me what do you think about it? Gerard I think that if we will be together we will have a lot of fun because we both are enough old to understand that all the things ending in the bed!!!!and we will have hot feelings I am sure!do you have big bed for us???,some kind of the joke!but like they tell here there is some truth in every joke!Sorry I am a little fantasy today!
Gerard now I know you little more and I think we should tell about all the things and be sure that we want the same things!!!
Talk to you later!Olga,kiss you in virtual space if you don't mind! !!!! and I hope you like my new pictures I will send all I have I want you to be sure
that you really want to meet me.

Letter 2

Gerard hey my dear,I am here again.yestarday I sent two letters ,something was wrong in internet connection and only now I see your letter.it is 14:40 P.M.here in moscow and maybe now you see the time difference between us.I will wait for next letter from you and as soon as I get it I will know your news and I do hope it will be good ones!!!Right????I know you do all the best and I believe and I am sure you will be able to do it!
I can't wait to meet you in airport and kiss you in person Gerard I have not any news and you know very ,very ,ugly traffic here.Only underground helps to travel around the city!I kiss you and do hope to get the letter from you soon!PLease tell me something nice to improve my mood,I feel very lonely here.I want to say something pretty but my head works not well now,I am sleeping yet and just can't wait to get your lovely letter with good news and just be sure that we will meet soon,try to imagine my condition ,I am alone in great city and I worry so much,and Gerard dear I have so many diferent fears and one of them that you can meet different girl living in your city to fall in love and forget me in last minute before our meeting and I only hope that it is my silly fear!and if you need some more info to make transfer please feel free I have been the bank and I know all the info.you know that everything depends on you now and I try to do all the best from my side too.
I keep sending my pictures,when I worked in agency they told that i am pretty enough but I think that I am usual girl because in my soul I am still little girl and it is strange for me that sometimes men are afraid to tell a word ,it seems to me that they think that I am like hoolywood star don't notice any people around but I am not I am very friendly and like to keep alive conversation and like to smile a lot.I am very easy going person and I am only one man woman,I hate to see that some of my friends have a few men to meet,I can't ,it is just impossible for me!and I wait the same from my man,I do hope you are not wind man and I am sure that when we meet you will not look at other girls and you know that my great dream is to see ocean and I do hope we will be on the beach one day in future!I like to swim a lot!!!Do you like swim???Well,I will close this letter and wait for your I think I will be here in the evening I try to be here twice a day,in the morning and in the evening!Kiss you Olga,and please let me know more exactly when you will be able to send transfer!???!?I know that it is hard but it is Wednesday here and I have not a lot of time to wait!
and you know I need about 950 usd from your side!

Letter 3

Gerard hey my dear,every time I tell hello I imagine that I see your face and see your smile I know you will smile when you will see me because I like to smile all the time,maybe it looks a little silly but I prefer to smile than to be ugly monster.Well,I see it is my last days here and I will leave moscow so soon and I am so excited!I guess I will get transfer today or tomorrow and it is all right!thank you my dear,I have known that you are my right choice and I have not any doubts about it!I will try to be here later in the evening today I am so tired last days,it is so great city and so many cars,too many people and too much voice,Gerard you know I am from small town and I am not modern person but I think it is not problem to live in great city ,just need time to get used.Kiss you again,I am thiniking of us all the time!and I would like to tell you that I am not pure russian,my father is from kazachstan,it is ex soviet republic and I have a little different color of my skin,a little more dark ,I am mixed, my mother is from Russia and my father is from Alma-Ata,now we live in Siberia you know,I do hope I don't scare you I just you to know all about me!I have not any secrets and do hope you are too!I am very easy going person and i am sure that when we meet we will have a lot of joy because I think our life is too short to be sad every day,I know people here they are angry all the days without any real reason,just such nature and I do hope you are not!!!!Gerard you know I like to enjoy every minute of my life ,of course sometimes I fall into depress and even cry but I am only human and we all have strong and weak sides.well,I will close this letter and leave you !!Gerard dear please don't keep silence and if you have any problems just let me know,I have to know all the things because everything depends on you now!Olga!

Letter 4

Gerard hello again ,I am here after my visit to the consulate and to the agency I am so happy to say we will meet in few days!!!! I am really lucky girl to meet you. Honey the thing is that everything is ready and I have to leave moscow on Saturday but I have a little problem and I really hope you will be able to help me. You see I never expected I will ask you for such help but I have nothing else to do. You know my mum promised to send me money for tickets by western union as soon as I will find out prices but she was told on her work that because of economic crisis she will receive all the money she saved from every months salary only in a few months. So that is why she can`t send me all the sum for tickets now and she was able to send only 200$ I have got it today.I can`t delay my flight because all my documents are arranged on exact dates.Gerard I wanted to ask you to help me to pay for my tickets directly but I was told in travel agency I can't use your help or ask you about sending me tickets or ordering electronic ones because I have a permission to use the help of the travel agency only. Your see its business of travel agency to arrange all travel things for my trip, such is the law.If I will but ticket by myself, I won`t be able to use my work visa. so you can`t send me tickets. I`m sure my mom will help me but she needsd more time and I can`t wait so long because I need to buy tickets till my flight date. I was in the bank to try to ask them a loan but they said I need to have registration in Moscow to get a loan from their bank and I don't have it! I know I`m asking you for very big but maybe it will be possible for you to help me. You are my last hope and I have nothing else to do. If I will not buy tickets my visa will be canceled and it will be forbidden for me to apply for visa again for next 8 months. I have only about 150 dollars that I expected to take with me for the first time and plus 200$ mom sent so if you will help me with 950$ I will have enough to buy tickets and have some extra money for travel needs. I know its a big sum of money ,but please try to help me and I promise I will return you money back after my first salary or as soon as my mom will send it , as she promised. I will cross my fingers hoping for your help because I want to meet you so much!!!!! I will be waiting for your answer!!!I will be here in late evening and please don't worry if I can't answer immedeatelly I have too much to do. Gerard make a transfer by western union, I have got transfer from mom and have all the info for it and it was so easy to get.Only show my passport. You should know my rent address here is 14/88 Chaikovskogo street, Moscow, Russia.129366 Remember my full name is Olga - (first name). Kalacheva-(last name, its the right writing in transliteration from russian, I was told it by manager in travel agency). and you should put it on western union list and you can choose any bank in moscow,so I can pick up the money at any bank of moscow. it will be safe to use western union transfer because I need to have passport to receive it!And please after you complete transfer write me the number of the transfer, P.S. I`m so sorry I asked you for such help, but you see you are my last hope and now my only wish is to meet you. I want to start a new life and I`m sure we can spend so many happy days and probably nights together!
Please try to help me with the sum and in one month I will return you money back!! P.S.Gerard dear I am not sure I should tell this but I want to let you know if you don't like me when I come I will not bother you and it is only your choice to spend time with me or not. I know you may be too busy or just meet different woman but in any case I will return the money back. I will have a room for rent if I want, a job and I want to say please don't worry I don't want to use you just to reach my goal. I am sure when we meet we will have no regrets about it, Gerard I promise. I dream about our first meeting, our first night .............I think everything depends on you! please, honey, don't leave me alone I've done so much to start this trip and I don't want to give up.and as always forger about important thing,please tell me your full name I mean right writing because when I was getting mom's transfer they asked about full name of the sender,not only my name!it is the law!