Letter(s) to Surur (South Africa)

Letter 1

Asalam aleukum my dear, Surur!!!
I very much missed you!
I am very glad to receive your letter. I hope that you correctly understand my letters. I'm so happy that you all the day long in my thoughts and dreams.
I am glad to read your letter again. How are you? How is your mood?
I hope that at you all well. I ask God (Allah) that you should be healthy and happy. Today at us solar weather and this is good. I wish to tell to you that my heart has started to fight more often when I think about you.
I so require tenderness and care and I do not think that I ask much.
I'm person for serious relations, for creation a family, and I am happy that you searching for similar relations, I wish to have a family, lovely person nearby, to feel care and constant support in difficult minute, I aspire what to aspire each person in the life. I ask the Allah about this happiness and I very much hope, that Allah will hear my prays. The Allah has already heard my prays and has presented to me relations with you and I'm grateful Allah for it.
I should trust the person with whom I will live all life. To trust its each word, gesture, a kind, a smile. Now in the world it is a lot of meanness and a deceit, but it is necessary to trust people who surround us. I do not say to you, that it is necessary to trust each person, it is necessary to know well the person to be assured. I know you not long, but I can tell, that you the fair and open person, it very much is pleasant to me and gives hope that I can love and be loved by you!!! My mum always says to me, that I should be opened only for the husband, and in Sheriyat it is told. My mum the wise person and consequently my father always is very happy with all.
My mum speaks to me if the husband is happy the house will be filled by pleasure and kindness, my mum does all for my father and consequently at them always love and mutual understanding. I very much wish to have a family similar to mine.
And I can ask you, you to me suggest to arrive to your country and suggest to make what that measures, that you mean, because I never left for limits of Russia.
My dear Surur, I told my parents about you, I have told, that I have got acquainted with you in the Internet and we already long enough communicate, I have told my parents all that you told to me about yourself, I have certainly told, that you the true Moslem person. My father very attentively listened to it and has told in the end our conversation, that he is very glad to hear, that I communicate with the true Moslem person and he allows to communicate to me with you! I was very glad to hear it, my father strict, but the fair person, likely, and for it too I love him! In general I very strongly love and I respect my parents.
My dear Surur, I already repeatedly thought, that through Internet dialogue suffices for full mutual understanding, certainly it is possible to use phone as, but nothing will replace personal meeting.
The Allah sees, I very much would wish to meet you in a life!
What do you think about it? I would like to see you not only in a photo, but I do not know how this to do, because we are far . You like me, and I think, that our relations can be deeper. I do not know how to explain it words, but it much more, than dialogue is simple.
In my thoughts I often represent you, I see your smile, your eyes, but these are imaginations all only, I know, that in a life you another, you are better.
I wish to see your eyes and a smile, it delivers me infinite pleasure.
I want that you became happy and to divide this happiness with you.
I wish to know, what does you happy? I will try everything, that in my forces what to give you happiness. Please, give me chance to make it and to do it!!!
Give me chance to love and be loved, that we had the strong and strong family full of love, respect and mutual understanding, now it is my dreams and prays to the Allah, but I very much hope, that you like the wizard will make so that my dreams became a reality!
I wait for your letter, and I promise, that I will think of you every minute.
Yours Maryam