Letter(s) to John (USA)

Letter 1

Hello my love John!!!

I waited for the moment when I again shall receive from you the letter and this happy moment has come, and I can learn, that you think of my previous letter. Your letters fill my life by sense. I to start to understand, that my life, it does not mean without you because I love you.

I have told about us with you to the girlfriends, they are very glad, that I have found the happiness, and that I shall leave to you. Certainly, they will miss on me, as well as my parents. I talked to mum on the account of to arrive to you, and told about you much. Mum perfectly knows how strongly I love you. She knows, that I shall be, is happy only with you. And she trusts you completely. Mum asked to transfer you huge Hello. That you cared and loved me when I shall arrive to you because she will experience for me, but mum knows that when I near to you, I shall be as behind a stone wall. It seems to me, that we already on are close with each other, we as if the husband and the wife only, unfortunately, divided in huge distance so much. But, not looking on we should continue to love it each other and to trust each other, you with me agree?

I that can not do with myself, it is love, she sings in me as a bird in the spring sky, I think, that it is destiny it can be dangerous, but I am madly in love with you. Your letters are filled with such heat and care, and at me tears of pleasure sometimes run. I think "My God, thank, that you have helped me to find my unique person, and I hope, that we shall incorporate to it and we shall be happy". I dream of our meeting and how we shall walk with you to keep for hands as we shall look after one after another and as we shall do love.

I to speak you these words with the big work how I cannot find money which to me are necessary for the visa. If I to have this that I at all would not began to name cost of registration of all documents, instead of slowly began to collect all necessary documents. I do not know, that to me now to do after your words. You speak, that I to find money, and on returning to you you will return to me it, but I cannot find this money how I do not know where it to take. Now in my head it is created what not clear how I do not know that to me to do.

I cannot find money how also me very much it would not be desirable to ask it you, but it is possible, that you want to help me with money. I shall be very grateful to you and as soon as I can arrive to you, I shall search for work to return to you of money. For me the point of honour will return it to you of money. I want to tell once again to you, that you can help me if only you have desire to do it. Do not think, that I to ask it you how I never to ask money one person. I always try to solve the problems without whose that of the help. It is a unique case when I cannot solve this problem without your help. Today I have found out, how it is more convenient to you to send money to me. To me have told, that system Western Union the most convenient and fast system of remittances. Only it will be necessary for you to send money to my name and to it the address of bank:

BIN BANK
Russia, zip code: 190031
City St. Petersburg, street SADOVAYA 44-a
My full name: Natalia Edeleva.

After you to send me money to you should give a special code (MTCN) which is necessary for informing me. Please, do not overlook to write to me this information, differently I can not receive money in bank.

I LOVE YOU; I WANT YOU, YOU FOREVER IN MY HEART, IN MY IDEAS. I dream, how you will carry me on hands to embrace me, to kiss and caress my gentle body. It is a pity, that it only dreams and whether is fated to them to come true the God knows only. I hope soon to see your letter.

Your letters have filled in my heart pleasure and happiness. You have shown me, that I can love again, I know it because I grieve without you. I to love you and I start to understand, that love this such strong feeling, I am glad, that I could test it due to you.

Yours forever Natalia!!!