Letter(s) to Bylle (USA)

Letter 1

Hello Bylle!
I have been very occupied and could not write to you earlier. Now I have time. Bylle, I am never had still dating through the Internet. I think that very interestingly when two people have dating by I-net, I ` m not sure that I attached my pic am correct. I ` m very bad the nobility how to use a computer and consequently I hope that correctly attached my pic. I ` ld want to know about yourself more, but if you have any pics, please would send me them. I want to tell you about myself. My name is Anna, I am 30 years old, I live in the village Kilemary. I work as the nurse on care of patients. I love my work, and you Bylle? I live in small village where 3000 people live, I am realy from Russia, and I am sorry that my profile on the dating site said that I am from your country. It was my silly mistake, I at all do not know as so it has turned out, I searched for the country in the list and have not found but if it is possible, we could further talking so far. I hope that you like my photo, but I want that you also have found out my soul, for me the soul of the person is very important. I also wish to see your photos, it will be not difficult to you to send me them tomorrow? I hope that you can see my pic, I also will be glad to see yours pic. I am looking for a man who desires to live for living and love for love. I believe that those find the treasure who seek for it. I want him to be strong, caring and attentive. I want to feel that strong shoulder I may lean on. I wish to feel me as a real woman beside him and be sure he can defend me. I don ` t believe in divorce because family is something sacred for me. I search a man who will consider me as usual female, as the wife and mother him children. My man has to respect a woman, take care about her and understand that she was created especially for him :). I prefer to see a man without very bad habits, healthy, optimistic, loyal, sociable, honest, smart and intelligent. I am looking for my special man in this beautiful life! I do not want that man was especial but if man me will understand and love for me he will most special. I will be glad to answer your questions, please write to me about myself more if you are interested in the further dialogue with me. I with impatience will wait for your following letter,
Sincerely yours new friend Anna.

Letter 2

Hello again Bylle!
I ` m very glad to see your letter, What I to want? First of all I to wish to find out about you. Probably you are disturbed by an age difference but it does not disturb me. I search for the real man who will love me. I do not consider young men as real men. They only hurt. I also do not search for a way to arrive to other country and I do not search for a rich life. Probably it will be difficult to me to explain me the desire to find the real man. But in due course you can probably understand me in it. Concerning your question. I do not know what way of communication of the Internet uses Internet cafe. But in my village it is a lot of phones. But not in it a problem. A problem that to call so it is far necessary to connect special service of trunk calls. I cannot call to you because nobody connects this service here. But I will search for a way and probably in the future we can hear each other. I hope. I would love tell you more about myself. I was born in Jule 13, 1979. I am 176 centimetres or 5 ` 7 feets. My weight 55 kgs (121 lbs). Volume of my body 37-24-37. I was born in a small village and I live in here my whole life. And in this life I didn ` t see many thing, but I learnt about this world by the books, news and another things, I live as any people in this and have simple life. I never have a travelling from Russia, but I dreamt about it all times. But I was travel in city Sochi, do you know where it? It ` s located near Black sea. The south part of Russia. There it was very good. I love water, lakes and the rivers. I live near to lake. I ` m very romantic woman. I seldom have bad mood and with optimism concern to the life. I love when around of me cleanliness and an an beauty. I very much inquisitive, in life I wish to see and try everything, in fact the life is given only once. Except for music my passion is the cookery. I am delivers great pleasure to do various dishes. I like to communicate with interesting people. In men I appreciate such qualities as honesty and fidelity to the beloved. Fleeting novels it not for me. I am ready to give completely myself only to that person whom I will really love. I would like to get acquainted with you more close, and to learn about youself more, And I sent you my another pics, I hope did you receive it? These photos have been made recently and you can see as I now to look. Tell to me that you think of these a photo, it is very important for me. I like to experiment the appearance. Now I have long hair. These photos show to you as I to look now. Also I to wear glasses. I hope that it does not disturb you? I have no the own computer even, and I should visit the Internet-cafe to write to you. And I can visit the Internet-cafe only once per day, maybe more if I would have free time. I am at work all time, work is difficult, but it is all my life and I love the work. I want to ask you Bylle. Tell me please, you dream to see what woman every day near yourselves? For the sake of what woman you are capable to make everything, that to take hold of her heart and always to be together with her? Excuse me Bylle, probably to me still early to discuss with you such frank things. But it is very interesting to me to know, what girls draw your attention. Bylle I short written to you my prospects on my future. If for you it interestingly then we can discuss these themes in more detail. Bylle, I will wait your e-mail.
Yours faithfully Anna.

Letter 3

Hello again my friend Bylle!
I ` m very glad your letters. Bylle when I have seen its that I smile. I do not represent the day now without your letter. You became very interesting to me, and dialogue with you gives me sense in a life, in each day. I do not know precisely about that that you suspect the account of it. I hope that you think precisely also. I want to learn you it is better, and I will speak more about myself in the letter. If you will have questions be not afraid to set them to me, I will answer them with pleasure. Thanks that you corrected my letters. I unpack it and I will read houses and to learn. Probably it will help me to write better. Thanks for it. I know that it has demanded a lot of your time and it is very lovely that you have made it for the sake of me. Thanks! Bylle, I would like to tell to you about my parents and friends. I live together with my mum, her name is Dariya. She is 59 years old, she is works in the school as bookkipper. I haven ` t farther that he was died when I was been little. Mother never told me about he. I don ` t know why she want not talk me about him. But she helped me in all and give me a good advices. When I told she about you she saw me that understand why I smile now. My grandmother live in village, her name is Klavdiya, she is 78 yeas old. I ` m one child in the family but I have 2 cousins and 3 cousin sisters who live in other cities. The older from brothers call Vlad, younger - Pavel. My sisters names Yulia, Elena and Anastasiya. Also I have many girlfriends, my best girlfriend is called Nastya. We with it are friends already since the childhood, and never quarreled. We studied at one school, then in one college it as teacher, and I as the tutor. But we often meet and we go together to shops and in theatres, museums and at cinema. My friend Nastya asked me to send the regards to you. Bylle it would be very interesting to me to learn about your family and about your friends. Also it was very interesting to me to learn about you even more, and I ask if you will have time answer some my questions. What do your friends and parents think of our dialogue? Where you have received your education? How you like to spend the free time? What is the time you work? In what days you have the day off from work? I work six days in a week except for Sunday. And if you cannot receive my letters, I mean has left to the grandmother in village. But I will try to write to you every day if I can not to you I will write to warn of it you in advance. Bylle, I wish to be with the person who will give me tenderness, love and passion with which we will meet every day our life together. And we will enjoy love every day and to bring each other happiness and good mood. All this depends on mutual understanding people, the man and the woman should understand each other at first sight, and from half of word. Trust - the most important source of creation of relationship between the man and the woman. And if people wish to create good relationship to not break off them up to the end of a life, It is necessary that everyone trusted each other, and lie never. I dream of finding in this world of the only thing the man for love and marriage, to be together with it and to be true to it. The main thing to be favourite and still will arrive to us. I think so. You agree with me Bylle? Today I send you photos which have been made in village at my grandmother. I hope that these photos bring a smile to you! And I would like find out that you think of its photos. . On it I ` m finish the letter, I hope that I ` ll receive your letter it soon.
With best wishes Anna.

Letter 4

Hello dear Bylle!!!
It ` s good to hear from you. Thank you for your letter again. Dear Bylle, your letters as bearns of the sun warm my heart. I ` m glad when I receive them. And you become interesting to me every day. I ` m glad that we can to learn eachother and I would know about you more. You are like me. I very much would like to learn more about your interests, what you do at leisure and about your work. I hope you can able to send me your pics also. Yes, it is correct. I have no children and was never married before. You asked me about a meeting, now I do not know about it, after all we only have got acquainted. But if we want a meeting I can visit you. Bylle, you asked also my full name. I also can give it to you. My full name Anna Vedernikova. How you like to have a rest? For example, I like, to have a rest on the nature, especially in village at the grandmother where the beautiful nature. I like to walk on coast of river, it proceeds about that village where there lives my grandmother. I go there usually when I have holiday on work, or in the days off. There are come my relatives, my cousins and sisters sometimes, and we together go to make barbecues. Are you like shish kebabs? What kind of film are you like to looking? What kind of music are you listen? What are you doing when I sleep, when I write you the letter? My favorite films are "Titanic" and " Gone with the wind ". I like films about love and serials, and also I like comedies. But I haven ` t more spare time for looking cinema because I working a lot of time. Usually I listen the radio because there are many different kinds of music, I like pop, rock, jazz, blues, classical music and relax music. Sometimes I have a time which a not good, and in this time I like to sing songs, but not very well. It seems funny and silly but I do. I wish to learn from you about your job. Bylle, are you like your job? Are you go to work with pleasure? Have you many friends and colleagues on your work? I think that yes. You so nice man and I am sure that you don ` t have enemies which want to you angrily. I work as the nurse on care of patients. To like me my work. I can help people, and They thank me. For me there is nothing better, than a smile on the face The patient. Sometimes I work two days on end, at us it refers to Watch. Also it is necessary to spend the night on work. What to help those whom It became bad at night. Bylle I work in the basic six days per one week. And you? Every morning I get up at 6:00 am and I do morning exercises, then I take a shower and I have breakfast. Then I go to work, usually I reach there by the bus. I think that my work easy, I have a dinner at 12:00 pm and at this time I have time to eat a break. Usually I to write to you after work late at night. This convenient time for me and I after work to go to the Internet-cafe. Then home. I sincerely and I will tell to you all that you will ask. I am nothing hide from you. I hope that you will tell me all too. I would not want that we had secrets one from another. I will come to you, but I should be completely sure in you. I am glad to send these photos today for you! They have been made in my village two years ago. I love autumn, here this very beautiful season. I hope that to you pleasantly to receive from me photos and I hope that you can please me with the photos also. I send you a kiss, not many, but one and very gentle. I hope that you receive it when will open my letter. Where your letter? I again miss without it!!!! Write to me faster if you can!
Your Anna.

Letter 5

Hello my dear Bylle!
I am very glad to see your letter today, it is very interesting to me this communication with you, to learn all about you more and more. And in this connection my feelings to you become all more and more close. I feel that our relations start to develop all more and more quickly. It so is unexpected for me as we like only recently have got acquainted, but already we know each other as-as if we saw each other earlier. I do not know as you think Bylle, but it seems to me that so. Concerning mine a surname. It is a surname of my mum. Yes, I also received these photos. I understand that you now have no many photos. You asked me in the letter about shish kebabs? It would be pleasant to me to prepare it for you! I am assured that it to like you. Also I can give you my address. My Russia address, 425270, Mari El republic, village Kilemary, lenin street 10, 22. Now you know it! In this photo I together with my girlfriend Nastya. It is a photo it has been made when at me was Birthday. It was fine and joyful day. And my girlfriend to come to congratulate me. This old photo and on it I have curly hair. It was for a long time, now I have long hair. I know her very much for a long time. We with her since the childhood together. She always maintains me. She to me as the sister. Today on work I weigh day thought of you, recollected your words, each word written by you, and all time was surprised that it occurs to us. It was very pleasant to me to know that somewhere the person, let even for many miles from me, which thinks of me just as I about it, read my ideas and dreams in my letters, also write me about your ideas, shares the secrets. It seems to me that very romantically and it is unusual to me too. Today we with girlfriends wished to go somewhere a few to have a good time and a rest from work. Most likely we are going to go to a cinema or danceclub, precisely I don ` t know, But most likely we will go to looking film which has recently left on the screen about the big love in a cinema. But I very much would like that at viewing this film by a near with me you sat Bylle. In such place as a cinema our acquaintance would be closer many times over, we could feel each other, to share impressions about film, to sit holding each other for hands, to look each other in the face and to smile. I would like to spend with you time very cheerfully and that this moment was remembered for ever. And during this moment we shall reach something greater.... And where I shall make with you some things. And ideas about it do me more joyful and cheerful, I think of it all time. I would like ask you you could to go with me to a cinema or somewhere? Would be cheerful to spend time with you how you consider we could make it sometime? Today my friend Nastya has come to me and has told that she will go on meeting with her guy. She has started to tell to me about that as she has lead with it the last meeting. I have presented this picture in my mind and I was envy little bit to them showed. But all the same I am glad for them, seeing that it is simple be shone with happiness. Then when it has left I represented as though could occur between us. Bylle, you would stand with me and your both gentle and strong hands would embrace and caressed me. You whisper to me gentle, beautiful and tender words, embrace and give me the gentle kiss... Probably it will seem to you little bit ridiculous and strange, but you Bylle when see pair enamoured people, are you think about me or recollect me? Very much frequently men approach to me and try to begin dating, but I help them to understand, that with me these things to fail. Bylle, I frequently I think above your messages and I understand, that you it is serious concerning me. I don ` t looking in our dialogue only entertainment, and I write you some very personal words and things, as to the close person. And I want to tell to you Bylle, that I am glad, that at me is such the person - as you! Probably, dear Bylle, it is time to me to finish this letter, and I now shall write that a lot of superfluous and I will have then confusion before you. I wait for yours e-mail, my lovely. Embraces and my kiss!!!

Your Anna.

Letter 6

Hello my dear Bylle!
I am very glad to see your letter today. I look forward to your letters every day. I can't wait to read them. I had a good mood from that you have written to me today. How are you? What weather do you have there now? How are your mood? Today I have a very good mood, and weather today just fine is clear and sunny. I am glad that you have found my village. I thought that you cannot find it, it is very small village and I so is glad that you can to make it! Here in Russia we have no farm. It is called private houses. Here many private houses. But there are no farms. Here there are many fields where grow up a potato and wheat and also much another. I have a bicycle, but there is no car. He is not necessary to me. I to go by the bus for work. Here it is very cold where I live. Now here approximately -10 Celsius degrees. I do not have sisters. At me only cousins. You also asked me about my hair. Now I have long direct hair. Bylle, I am able to speak well in English. I have nevertheless some problems in text drawing up. But do not worry. I am good to speak in English as well I think that you without problems can understand me! Today very good weather to take a walk along the street and to take a breath of fresh air in park. I in a head have all new and any ridiculous ideas, ideas and dreams of us with you. I had dreamed today, that I walk on park, and towards to me there is unfamiliar to me a man. It approaches more close and in it I see the person similar to you. It approaches even more close and it appears that it actually you. You have approached to me and have greeted, I have noticed that at you a beautiful voice. You have asked me - "That such beautiful girl walks one on park?.." I have answered you - "If you will keep my the company we will be already two.." You have turned in that party whence you went, and we have gone together to walk on park. We went and talked about everything, about all our interests and habits. Then you have told that I can is tired and have suggested to sit down on a bench. Both of us have sat down on a bench and sat very long, there has not come yet evening. In the sky there were stars and the full moon and we looked at them and admired with beauty of the night sky and stars. Then to me I became cold also has asked that you have nestled more close on me. To me became warmer from that I felt your body, and on my body the small shiver has gone. We have a little more sat also I has told that is time to me home, you have told that you spend me. And we have gone home together keeping for hands. When we have reached my house you has told "We can see tomorrow?.." I have told you - "Yes, certainly! I shall postpone for then all the business and I shall wait for you..." Then you have approached to me more close, have strong embraced me and have kissed... It was a fine kiss and at this time I have woken up from a call of an alarm clock. I needed to go for work and I should rise urgently. Bylle all day was good, I felt like well and all turned out. Bylle I do not know as you it have made but you always in my ideas. I think of you and about that as you. What did you make today? I was very unusual day since morning. After this dream has dreamed. You see dreams about us? What we make with you together? Bylle I hope that I shall receive your letter tomorrow. I with impatience wait for your letter. My mum and my girlfriends transfer you the greetings. They are glad that I have got acquainted with you. I today to wish to share the good mood. I am glad to send you today these photos. These are old photos and they have been made when I studied as the nurse. I studied in other city. I lived there within 4 years. The name of this city of Nizhni Novgorod. It was fine time. To me was then 20 years. It was good time. Also I send a photo when I skied. It is a photo it has been made approximately 5 years ago. Bylle, you like to ski? You tried it? You love in the winter it? I hope that you like this picture and I would love to see your pics in your following letter. Bylle, I will wait your next letter.

Yours Anna.

Letter 7

Hello my dear Bylle!
Bylle, I am very glad and it was so nice to hear from you to see your letter. And it is very pleasant to me to have acquaintance to you. We have already learned about each other more and I think that between us should not any secrets. Isn`t it Bylle? Have you any secrets from me? I do not hide anything from you and always sincere with you. I will answer on all your questions. I think that we should learn more about each other if we shall decide to meet ever or even to live together. After I have better learned you, so it is pleasant to me to receive your letters. And I am happy from that that you write to me such sincere letters. Bylle, I never left the country. I always lived here and seldom to go on my country. I work in rural hospital. She has no name. It only hospital. Do not worry, it is not difficult to go every day to me for work. It occupies only 15 minutes. You ask me about my mum. I spoke with her, but I did not talk much about a trip now, after all before we should find out better each other. Unless I am not right? I will look also a photo which you to ask. I have similar photos. I feel very happy. Bylle, and what you feel? And what you feel when receive my letters? You as a beam of the sun warm me when I receive and I read your letters. It is very pleasant to communicate with you, you like me very much, and at me all ideas on you. Many of my girlfriends, mum with grandmother ask me about I from them hide what secret. As I began to smile more and became very happy recently. I am assured that they know the reason of that I to smile began often. As I told her about you, and they only were glad for me and for you, and also for ours with you of the relationship. They speak that you doing me happy. And I completely agree with them. You as a beam of the sun warm me when I receive and I read your letters. It is very pleasant for me have communication with you, you are very much like me, and at me all ideas on you. Many of my girlfriends, mum with the grandmother ask me about secrets which I hide from them. As I began to smile more and became very happy recently. My mother has told to me that I began to smile during a dream. And it is rare with me happens. Today at night she has glanced to me in a room and has seen, that when I sleep, I was smile. And she has told that did not see me such happy already for a long time, and does not remember that I was so happy. And I smiled in a dream today at night because saw you and both of us in a dream. As I think of you all time when I rise. When I eat, when I go for work, when I work, and even when I sleep. Bylle, you became very close to me, and I would like to learn you better. I don`t know as you consider and that you think of it, but I think that you that the man which I searched for all life. I every day wait for your letters, they became for me irreplaceable, and I would like to see more than your photos and especially I wish to see your smile on a photo. I all time represent myself on a photo, where we with you together. You would would like it, whether not so? I also send you my photos, I am glad send it for you! I very much like this photos and I am glad will share it with you! It was a holiday at my acquaintance and I am glad to send these photos for you! When I do not receive your letters I am very strongly afflicted, I worry about that that has occured to you, or me even there are such ideas - "Really Bylle played with my feelings?...." But there can be it not so, in fact it is simply impossible, I am right? I wait, I with impatience wait for your following letter. Write me Bylle! I hope tomorrow when I will come and I will look e-mail having found your letter I shall fill the heart with your warm words.

Yours Anna.

Letter 8

Hello my lovely Bylle!
I am very glad to receive your letters today. How are you today? I am fine, and I am feel that to me becomes better when I receive and I read your letters. I am glad to send you these photos. These photos have been made in the autumn last year. I am glad to share these a photo with you, they very much like me also I hope that to you also pleasantly to receive them from me. Yes, I was mistaken. Probably I have written you the letter and when re-read that have written to you have casually carried the allocated text to other place and have not noticed. Bylle, you could tell to me about the last relationship with girls? Also I would like to know, you to speak with other girls now. I ask you tell to me it. It is important for me. Mine dear Bylle, I shall not stir to your attitudes, and we can communicate further as friends though I start to feel that we begin more than friends. I try to forget about it, but I cannot forget it as this question most of all interests me. I ask you about it because I could not find the man for serious attitudes here in Russia. And I have already started to think that at us in the country to men sex is important only and it is more than anything. It are not important family, the future children are not important, and such feelings as love, romantic attitudes are not important. As-as if the woman it only any subject for using. They do not understand feelings to the woman, and they do not understand that the most important wants in exchange from them any girl. Or there can be I search not in that place. Can somewhere in the world there is such a man which is capable to love, respect, concern me to me as to the woman and to not give someone in insult, to not break and to not break heart, to give only happiness, tenderness, passion, love and caress. And I think that woman and the man who will love each other they can be together, and they will aspire to it even if they are divided with many miles, mountains and oceans, and many other barrier. Because for love there are no barrier. And how are you think about it Bylle? I think that it so, in fact for love there are not barrier and distinctions in the age of, love this very raised feeling. In fact people are ready to go for the sake of love on greater victims, and the some people even risk the life to achieve love. For me it seems very romantic, that people are capable of all for the sake of love. For me would be happiness when the loving man for me does such simple things as: Kisses me or When I wake up or it wakes up, To do the friend for the friend favourite dishes, To help each other with difficult situations, and to solve all problems together, and all to do together, To meet me from work and every day to see off me home, To not recollect anything bad and to think only about good. I think, that I can make it. Bylle, you could be such the man in my life? You would agree with it? You are very much like me. I feel that you can give me that love which to me is necessary and to become my knight. I think that if we could spend time together. For example, a romantic supper at candles? Or a trip together on picnic on the nature? Or pleasant and passionate weekend at home? How are you think Bylle? I wish to ask you Bylle. You are communicate with other girls now? You the good person and I think that at us the big future. But me interestingly that you feel? You can communicate with other girls? Tell to me fairly, I shall understand. Tell to me about your dreams, well? I hope to hear your answer soon,
Your gentle Anna.

Letter 9

Hello my dear Bylle!
I am very glad to receive your letter, and I I thank you for your sincere words. It is very interesting for me learning more about you. I adore to read your letters, this letters are so nice and gentle for my heart. I save them in my heart and I in my mind only your words. Each letter give a peace of happiness. Your word give me a good mood and I smile often when I read your letter. Concerning your questions. I spoke to you that I live together with mum. I live in apartment. I have no house. I also have an own room. No, I do not become angry about you there is nothing. Why you so think. Sorry that I did not give you a kiss. I not to wish you to indulge in it ;) Today the weather is very nice, but there is not a sun and is nasty. And my mood was is is a little bad while I have not read through your letter. If you not against that that we with you have talked about our last relationship tell to me a little about the last relationship. Did you have many women in your life? Why do you not together now? What reason of your parting? But if you do not wish to speak it to me you can not speak me about it, I shall understand all. I shall tell to you about the last relationship. In my life was a few guys, but all at them had a general bad behaviour, the purposes and character. All of them wanted from me only one, they wanted only sex and it is more than anything. All of them like alcoholic drinks. Some guys drank even too much. They behaved as animals. And certainly our attitudes quickly came to an end. I was very much disappointed in men here, and it is very a pity to me that I have not found anybody from men who would have with me sincere and fair relations which would last long and in my life such men to which it was not possible would be to trust and which would understand me. But I think that already has found that the man which me will understand and love as sincere as I. I think that we with you already much more than friends. And I all time have such feelings similar to love, it seems to me that I have fallen in love with you Bylle? I do not understand that occurs to me.. But this feeling gives me happiness every day.. And what you feel Bylle? Today I am full of good mood, and to me have very much pleased that we with you have such good acquaintance. It is very pleasant to me to read your sincere and warm letters, and you at all do not understand that they mean for me. I never earlier had acquaintance through letters or the Internet and for me it something new and fine. And it seems to me is very surprising, that feelings of two people reveal and become opened each other. Both the exchange of ideas and feelings through electronic letters is simply inexpressible feeling. It would seem simple letters and words, but in them it is so much sense and so much feelings. It is simply improbable, how you think Bylle? And how you concern to electronic letters? Today I so am glad to send these photos of my mum and the grandmother. On the first photo I and my grandmother and also I send a photo of mine grandmother and mums. Now you can see my family! Also my mum sent regards to you. I hope that you like my photos. I shall try to send you more if you want. Whether as you think it is possible to create attitudes with the person through electronic letters? I think that you with frankness can answer this question Bylle. On it I finish the letter to you, but I promise that I shall write to you tomorrow more more in detail about the feelings to you.
With best regards Anna.

Letter 10

Hello my dear man and my lovely sunshine Bylle!
I am very glad to see your letter today, so it is pleasant to me to receive your letters, As they as beams of the sun the heat warm my heart. They cheer me up irrespective of weather in the street and in what mood I would not be. I like all the same to receive your letters, and I am very pleasantly each time to read them. I love your letters, just I adore them!!! To me it becomes very boring if I don`t receive your letters, Last night I looked yesterday at stars in the sky. I each time leave on a balcony and I look at them. I think that you correctly to specify my address. I am not assured, after all I never sent mail so far. But you to write all is true! 425270 is mine postal code (zip code). Also thanks for your phone number. I have written down it and to me you are pleasant that to give to me it! I also am glad that your mum not against me and it is pleasant to me to find out it. To me it is pleasant and I would like that you have transmitted her thanks from me. Also that you to tell thanks about last relationships so is detailed. I am glad that it does not confuse you and you can answer this important question for me! There are three things on which person can to look very long, are stars, water and fire. In them there is any mysterious force which draws a sight of the person as the magnet draws iron. Also in your letters there is any force which draws me to you, in your words any force is concealled. That only one your words suffice to draw my attention and to transfer those feelings which you test when write to me the letter. When I write to you the letter too I try to write to you that most of all excites me and to share the feelings. I try to learn more about you and to tell about myself. And I very much like to learn each time you, that you do and that you feel. My interest to you becomes more and more high. And so yesterday I looked at stars. You know that for each person in the sky has the star. And if the person dies, the star falls from the sky. And I searched for the star and yours, I think that they are located by a number, or even together. Because I feel you, I belive to you and know that you always sincerely with me and never me will deceive. I feel that we understand one another though I not in perfection own English, but I can understand one another. We understand our ideas, our imaginations. We feel one another and even the distance can not an obstacle to us. Bylle, after I have lain on a bed I did not think that sleep at once and have not switched off light. But a bit later after I have lain I have fallen asleep. Mum has seen that at me shine light and has gone to a room. She has told that at night I slept and smiled, on my face there was a happiness. I know why. Because at night I saw dream in which we with you went on park. We held one another for hands, spoke, communicated. Bylle, you joked also I much laughed. We have not come nearly in a pool of water, but in time it have noticed and have bypassed. In the sky stars shined and shined to us road. I felt like perfectly, especial when you have lifted me on hands. There there were steps downwards, to a fountain, and you have lifted me and have attributed directly to it. And you have kissed me!!! I have felt your love. Your tenderness, my heart has flashed fire and I would wake up what to kiss you on the present but you were not. It was dream and I have overlooked about it. You see dreams of us? Tell to me them, I very much want to learn them more! It would be fine if it was a reality. And I hope that it happen. I want kiss you Bylle! It is good, if you require my kisses and embraces I will send you my kisses and embraces! I send you one thousand my kisses and embraces. I hope that now you feel better :)
Yours and only your loving Anna.

Letter 11

Hello my dear Bylle! How are you?
I am very glad to receive and read your letter, I am very glad to see your worm and gentle words! Thank you for your letters and never don `t forget to write me. Thanks that you wish to give a gift to me for Christmas. But me will be enough only letters from you. Also you can probably send me a card? I do not require any more what and to me it is pleasant that you think of me! Concerning Christmas. Here it is celebrated on January, 7th. And also it not the main holiday at us in Russia. At us New Year we celebrate the main holiday and Christmas later. I do not have pets. I have no a lot of time and is constant on work and I do not have time to look after a pet. But I always dreamt to have a pet. You asked me about a photo in glasses. I do not like to do similar photos and usually I remove my glasses when me photograph. But I will look for you similar photos. My dear Bylle, me very pleasantly that we with you can understand now each other much better, And our attitudes go all further and further, and we all become closer. I feel that it not just friendship, and something is more, isn ` t it Bylle? My mother and my girlfriends very much are interested in our acquaintance and all time ask as well as where we have got acquainted with you. I am very interesting to them with what person has got acquainted, that you from yourselves give, where live and what kind of food you like where work when for us a meeting or others. On some of these questions I do not find the answer, and at all I do not know that to me to tell it. In fact I at all do not know that that you love from dishes. You tried dishes of Russian kitchen? You prefer what dishes from other countries? My grandmother is interested you would try borch and pies. I would advise you to try, as my grandmother prepares for the best and tasty pies. I very much would like to know that your friends and relatives speak about us with you? What do they think of our attitudes? What do you think of our attitudes? What plans at you with me? I wish to know more and I think that you would like to know about me also absolutely all. Now it seems to me that I know about you not so much, but it seems to me that we are familiar with you all life, and I cannot understand whence at me this feeling. I that it am not enough of all, that feelings transferred through letters are very much differ from feelings and touches, and I would like to hear your gentle voice in mine ears, To feel your strong and tender hands when you me will embrace, feel touches of your lips when you will kiss me. It would be very fine if we with you could walk together on coast of a beach, go on park, keeping for hands and enjoying the happy moments of our life. Yes, between us the big distance, and we cannot meet simply so not having overcome it. The distance between us divides us with you and prevents to make to us so a lot of prophetic which we could make in ours with you relations. It would be better if we could meet in realities and our dreams would turn to a reality, and mutual understanding would be better. Maybe in future we would be meeting, isn ` t it Bylle? I hope that your day today was well? I shall be glad if each your day will bring to you happiness and pleasure, also that your mood was lifted, take care I am glad to send you it is a photos, they have been made in our village, I like this place, it is our park. I also will look more photo for you! Remember I told to you that I went in this city on rest? I shall look also still photos for you from my rest and soon to send also! Tell to me that you feel when receive my photos and my letters? To me it becomes sometimes sad, because you are not present beside. I also feel now. Because you not with me. I miss you and with impatiens I wait your following letter,
With the best regards Anna.

Letter 12

Hi my dear and lovely Bylle!!!
I ` m so happy to see your letter, I was a few problems to write to you the letter, as places in the Internet-cafe have been borrowed, and I had to wait a little while the computer will be released. But now I can read your letter, and to me simply to not transfer the feelings simple words. Your letter warms my heart, and so it is pleasant to me to read it with a smile and good mood. You asked me about ice-cream. I love it! I like it. That you have told thanks me also about mum and the Birth. No, I did not have similar cases in a life. I was born normally and I also do not know similar cases. I have no big family. I live a silent usual life here again seldom that happens. So it is lovely that you like to receive my kisses. I am ready to give you my kisses every day. But me it is bad, after all I cannot give you real kisses. Thanks for your invitation also that you are ready to meet me. I am grateful to you for it. But it is difficult to dare to fly. After all I will fly to the country unfamiliar to me and I should think of it. Also thanks that today you to send me these photos. It so is interesting to me for finding out more about you and your childhood. Bylle, what are you think about our meeting? How are you represent our first meeting? What will occur at our first meeting? What shall we do when we for the first time shall see each other? What will you doing in such situation? What do you think of that as I will conduct myself and how I will be dressed? What our first words will be? You would like to hear what words from me? I would like to hear from you such words as, "Welcome in my country my dear Anna!!!!!!..." I want that this meeting was remembered to us forever. As it will be the first that there will be at us with you the general, And the first feelings gone through together we should remember it for ever. I represent it so, we see each other and our hearts begin to fight all more strongly. I climb down from the plane and I approach to you. You stay at the airport and wait for me. I see your gentle smile on your face and on my face there is a smile too. I approach to you more close and my heart fights with each step all more strongly when I already will approach to you even more close, and we embrace, and after that we speak each other; "Hi Anna! I it is glad you to see, welcome in my country! ", On that I answer:" Hello Bylle, I am glad to see you too! How I waited for this moment, really is it not a dream?" Our meeting will proceed also I will be in your embraces. As I dreamt for a long time to be in your embraces, yes we with you both will worry and worry, I will especially worry. I probably cannot tell anything to you if you will not kiss me. Will you kiss me Bylle? I think about it and this first kiss will be fine. Then you take me for a hand and conduct me behind yourself. Then we go to restaurant and we spend there, our first romantic evening, a supper with candles and slow music. We will dance and be turned in dance. I will be with you Bylle!!!!!!! I am glad to send you today my photos. I hope that it delivers a smile to you. These photos have been made in the autumn. Probably I also shall see more than your photos? My dear Bylle, I would like to learn what you think of our meeting and how it will proceed? I would be very glad to hear its continuation from you. Please tell me what are you think about it. I wait with impatience for your following letter. I wait and I miss, I adore you my gentle and tender prince Bylle!!!!!!! I send you thousands sweet and gentle kisses!!!

Yours and only your love Anna.

Letter 13

Hello my dear and lovely Bylle!
I am very glad to see your letter, it was very pleasant to me to hear yours Ideas on our meeting, I also think about it. I am glad send today my photos. I am assured, that you them already look. They have been made in Sochi on a beach and I am glad will share these photos with you! You asked me some questions. Do not worry, I can come without problems to Internet cafe. But I have no a lot of time because I work much. I also can print your letters. Here there is a printer and I can do it! Here there is no coffee. It only the name here again only computers. I usually to write to you in the evening after my work. Now here 6 PM and I to write to you. Usually I to write to you in 6-7 PM. This convenient time for me! Whether bread Is pleasant to me? Yes, I love bread and all versions. It is the important part in a Russian cuisine. Concerning a trip I do not know I am afraid of boats or not, I also never travelled ocean. But my fear of flight it because I never flied before. I worry about it. But when time I will come I will make it, I will overcome the fear! I wish be with you and I wish to spend together with you time. And I think that we should discuss our meeting with you. It seems to me that the god wanted that we have met you and it is our destiny. I think that it not vainly that to us there is also all this occurs to the best. I with impatience waited for your letter and very much wished to hear your answer. I am pleased very much with that that you which person I have grown fond and want to be together with you too as would think of that what to hold me in the hands. It very much pleases and even pleasantly excites me because it means that you not against me and do not want to push away. I with excitement waited for your letter. I thank you Bylle, for that you fill my heart with love and the hope which vein in it has become stronger and now it is possible that we will achieve all in life if we shall make it together. I want to be with you. I would want that we with you were together. I dream about our meeting. Bylle I brawl learn tomorrow all about trip and I shall inform to you when I can arrive to you. We will be together, I promise to you it, I would shall make all that in my forces what to be with you. I love you Bylle!!!! I want to be with you, I want to be in your embraces, I want to feel your love, your passion, your tenderness, your caress. I would want that we could enjoy every day when we shall be together and I would shall make all that we were happy together. I want that we could touch one another, that we could enjoy love feel and touch one another. What is we would meet the morning together. That each day I could see you. To hear your voice, to feel your breath, to see your sight, gentle and full of love, all this is necessary for me and I want to be with you Bylle!!!! We shall be together, we shall create ours with you the world. This world we full love and caress. We shall be happy. I am sure in it. I will be the happiest girl if shall be with you and I would shall make all that it happened. Soon we can talk. To go together to park, go on a beach, to make love and embody all our dreams in a reality. Bylle, you agree with me? You will meet me? I love you Bylle!!!! I want you Bylle!!!!!!! Bylle, only with you I want to be together and to go on this life with you!!!!

Yours and only your loving Anna.

Letter 14

Hello my dear love Bylle!
I am very happy to see your letter today, And this only thing that can calm me now. I am very sadly now, I am very afflicted and disappointed. I don`t know what to tell to you, I do not wish you to upset.. I have for you unpleasant news, and I do not know from what to begin. Today I went to travel agency and learned that I should do and that I should have at myself for a trip to you. And when I have told that is necessary for me and how many it costs, I became so is insulting, I am very much ashamed now before you, and I am sorry for that promised you what I can not make. The trip to you will cost very expensive, and I haven`t all sum which to me have told in travel agency. I regret very much Bylle! We cannot be together... Today when I have come to travel agency to learn that is necessary for me that I could arrive to you, I have learned that that I should have necessary documents for travel, is the passport for travel abroad, the visa, payment of taxes and tax collections, the certificate on passage of medical examination, and after reception of the visa already and the ticket. But except for it I still should go to Moscow. I have asked why I should go to Moscow, and to me have explained that I should pass medical examination in Moscow. And to go to Moscow are necessary money for road to Moscow, on residing and a feed at Moscow. Also it is necessary to get tickets. I simply was frightened having seen such price for the ticket, I understand that I promised you, that I will arrive to you, and I will try to make it. I will make all that in my forces to arrive to you, but I do not know when I can make it. But I will do the utmost that we with you dream was executed also we were together. I understand that this news very much has upset you, and I ask you do not leave me, please do not stop to write to me. Bylle, you the unique person which has remained with me and which I very much love and I wish to be with you. I am ready for all to be with you, both I will use the best efforts, and I will make it if you will support me in this difficult situation. I ask you Bylle, only do not stop to write to me your warm and gentle letters, I very much require them. I hope that you understand me and will write to me... I want that you did not leave from me and have remained with me and if we will be together we will embody our dream in a reality. I love you Bylle!!!!!!
I LOVE YOU AND I AM NOT AFRAID OF THESE FEELINGS!!!!!!!
I would will make all that we with you were forever together and were happy. You are my Prince. Bylle you are my dream and I want to live in this world with you!!! I do not present as it is possible to live without you.
Forgive me Bylle.....
I want to cry and I don`t know what doing now, I am very sorry....
Yours and only your loving and gentle Anna.

Letter 15

I know about money and I do not demand from you money!!! I never would take from you money, I understand it and I remember that you spoke to me earlier. I only have informed that I now cannot arrive. I do not understand your letter and of what you wish me to accuse. These words offend me and I do not know what to tell to you. I am surprised to all your words. If I searched for money that I would find the rich man with good work. But understand that I do not search for it. I have found you and have fallen in love with you. I understand that you have no money also. And I do not know why you so concern me. I did not demand from you anything except love and trust in it. I understand that now to you difficult, but to me also it is difficult and if you wait and love me that I promise that I will do the utmost to visit you. It will demand time, but I will make it! I am ready on any risk. I not the silly or naive girl. But I never tested similar feelings before. I test them to you. Probably it is silly. But it is the truth. Bylle, I hope that you will explain me the last letter, to me it became bad after it. I do not understand why you so write to me and I hope that you also will understand me.
Anna.

Letter 16

Hello my love Bylle!!!!!
I was happy to receive your warm letters of love and care. Thanks that you understand me and I promise that I will do the utmost that we were together. It will be difficult also will demand time. But we will be together. I want it. I love you! Bylle, it is enamoured in you. I all life waited for the prince, unique and unique the man. I have found him. It you!!!! You my prince! I every day think of you, your words, your ideas and your love warms me. You have shined my day with the light! I every day think of you and I can not live without you more. I wish to feel you. Your kisses. You would like to kiss me to kiss? I would like! As though you saw our day together? Our usual day? I would see it so. We would wake up with the first beams of the sun. And the first that I to see it your smile. You to lay on other half of our bed and to look at me and to smile. I also would smile! Bylle, you would kiss me and we would not wish to rise. Then I would make a breakfast and we sat together all family and had breakfast. I to spend you for work and also itself have gathered for work. Bylle, you would think of me on work? I yes. I would dream of you and thought of you. Bylle, we would be the happiest pair. We never would leave!!! After work we could go to small cosy cafe or restaurant. Our days together and our nights would be unforgettable and unique! I so wanted that all our dreams were executed also we were together!!!! I cannot live without you more! I at top of happiness because I love you. I adore you and I can not live more without you. I know that we are created the friend for the friend! Now I have excitement about our meetings. That we not together. For it some days have happened very much much and I never wished to cause you a pain. Bylle if I have caused you a pain in heart mine the last the letter forgive me. I did not know that will be required for a trip. I hope that you can forgive me for it. I think that we were reduced with Destiny! On my eyes now tears, but it is tears of pleasure, that you are at me. Now we not together. But I dream of this, I know that we can be together that it would be not necessaryl. I never shall throw you. I love you and is ready to speak you every day it! I wish to make you the happiest the man in the world! You are necessary to me! You my air! Bylle, I love you.
Yours Anna..

Letter 17

Hello my love Bylle!!!!!
I am madly glad to see your letter. I am always happy. They deliver to me pleasure every day. I adore you! I like to receive from you letters. I have not forgotten about your mum. I hope that with her all well now. I understand that she still in hospital. I did not write to you about it. Because in our country it is not accepted to ask constantly about what that can hurt the person. It is difficult to explain it. After all it is the Russian culture. But I hope that you will understand me. Please inform on her state of health to me. I am very glad to your letter today. I missed and all the day long thought of you. Last night I could not fall asleep and laid on a bed and dreamed of us together. I dreamed as though wished to be with you on a beach. That we looked at a decline together. Bylle, you would like this? As though you represented it? I know that it would be perfectly and beautifully. Because our love is fine. Bylle, I love you. I wish to share the dreams with you. We would sit on a beach and looked far in horizon. On the red sun which slowly would fall for horizon. When the sun to leave for horizon and on my body there would be a shiver you has embraced me more strong that I have not frozen. On a beach there was nobody except for us and all this beach belonged only to us! Bylle, I would give all now that this dream has happened also I felt as you embrace me and warm heat. As you touch mine a body and gently iron the hand my shoulders and hands to warm. On my body would run a shiver. You would smile and have looked at me. You would bring the lips to mine and have passionately kissed. It would be a fine and hot kiss. We would kiss! Bylle, it so is fine! You would caress me. Probably I dream much. But as though it would be fine! As though I wanted it with you. I to wish to tell to you that would be further. Then we could go to evening cafe and have coffee. How you think, what we could do further? I hesitate to speak about this much. But I would would like to lead all this evening with you! I love you and only you are necessary to me in this life! Probably it only dream. But I would give all that I have, if only this dream became a reality! If only to see you. I understand your question of rather our meeting. Now I do not know as I can fly to you. But I have promised to you that I will use the best efforts. A lot of time will be required that I have collected money. But I hope that I can fly more likely. If I save money that probably year for me is required. I understand that it long. But I do not know that to me still to make for this purpose. I cannot live without you any more and your love. I adore you. I never would throw you. I would like love. Love only with you and from you. I would like to give you all care and tenderness, to present you my heart. Bylle, in fact you the finest the man on light. I so am happy what to meet you. That we have found each other! You my prince! I love you! I gently embrace also passionately whole. I so wished to do it every day!
Yours and only your love Anna.

Letter 18

Hello my dear love Bylle!!!!
I have just received your letter which you to copy for me. Probably you have not had time to comment on it. Do not worry, I will wait for your letter. I am grateful for this letter, that you to send today! Bylle, I all life waited for that person, that unique and unique. Which can understand me. Which will love me and to appreciate. With which to me it will be good and for the sake of which I am ready to go on edge of the world. I thought that never I shall meet him, but I have found him! Bylle, you my man!!!! I know that relationship cannot be ideal and that we will have difficulties, but I shall overcome for the sake of you all barrier. I never thought that one pressing of a key can change my life. But it has changed! Because you in my life. You have appeared as light which is lighting up darkness. I as if a flower reach for the sun. To you. You my sun. Bylle, I love you most lives. I cannot transmit you words as I strongly require you and as you to me are dear. You are necessary for me. My mum speaks that at me eyes are shone. In them a spark. You have kindled this spark. She speaks that never saw me such happy. You make me happy. I spoke with her yesterday and she to me has told to transmit you that hopes that you on the present to love me and will not make to me a pain. I know that you never to cause me a pain and sufferings. Because we are created the friend for the friend! Bylle, my mum very good person. And in all maintains me. She also maintains me in desire to visit you. She has told that wants to me happiness and if I shall be happy with you she will be glad for us! I to ask her about that that I wish to be with you and she has understood me. She has told that wants that I was happy. Bylle, I shall be happy with you. There would be nobody in the world who so understood me and loved as you. I feel your love through your letters, your care and your tenderness! I wish to kiss you and to give you the heat. I love you. You have stolen my heart! I should think more of whom I constantly I think of you. I dream, I so to want that we did not dream any more and were together. If I could that I would turn to a bird and have flied to you!!! I love you most lives! I miss you very much and very much I wish to be with you together! I love you very much Bylle!!! I want to be with you forever Bylle!!! I need you in my life Bylle!!! With impatience I wait for your answer,
With love forever yours and only yours Anna,

Letter 19

Hello my dear love and my loving prince Bylle!
I am very happy to see again your letter, It is very pleasant to me to hear from you such pleasant and gentle words. Very much you do not suffice me also I I wishes to be with you and only with you Bylle!!! I understand your questions. But I all heart search for variants, I search for all possible to be with you as soon as possible. I understand that you cannot wait for me the whole year. But I do not know as me to be. I will probably ask the help from the family and friends? I will find out about it. Or take possible I can the credit in bank. I find out about it also. You asked me about trip cost. When I went to travel agency To me have told, that fly to you I I should make documents and get tickets. Tickets cost depending on the airport in which to fly. To me have told that I all over again should make documents. In travel agency to me have told, that I will need to have the passport, the visa. Also I should pass medical examination and interview in Moscow. All this would cost 710 us dollars. Also it would be necessary to get tickets. I think that all trip will cost approximately 2000 dollars. I understand what it is the big sum. I did not wish to speak to you about it. I have no money now. But I will make all what can. To me your words are pleasant and I am grateful to you for your support and love. And I will do the utmost. I so am always glad to read your letters. I so hope that very soon we will not need to dream and we can execute all our dreams together. We shall be together and we shall be the happiest pair on light. Bylle, you to me are necessary to most life. All my love only for you. Now my days last very long. I wait every day when I can come and write to you. Each minute without you as eternity. Even on work these ideas do not give me rest. I feel that I can not live without you. It is new to me, because I never tested such strong feelings. I at all do not know as to describe to you them because it is difficult to transmit words it. As though I wanted that you saw my eyes that you looked in my eyes, you could see in them fire of feelings to you! You have stolen my heart and now I belong only to you. You my angel. Gone down and presented outside of the second the life. I long time lived work. It was so tiresomely and every day was boring and monotonous. Only my work delivered to me pleasure and I lived to it. But after you have appeared in my life I true life, that such has understood that such true feelings. What is the love? I think that it when you can is on edge of the world and the nobility that love you, that for you wait. When you feel love for thousand miles and that you smile when close eyes and represent second half. When you can simply feel spiritual support of the favourite person. Care and tenderness. Fidelity and fidelity. And consequently I cannot without you any more. Me torture an idea that I cannot embrace you. I can not touch you and I can not feel your kisses and warmly your body. I can not wake up in the morning and see your smile. Bylle, I love you. If in my life it is fated to love and be happy, it only with you. I know that we are created the friend for the friend. You are necessary for me as air. As water. I love you and a life without you for me a hell. I tomorrow shall go to bank and I shall try to take the credit. I shall inform you all that I find out. I so want that we could be together as soon as possible. I love you and I wish to present all love to you. I ask you tell to me that you feel. As you represent love. Silly so to love? I do not know. But I am ready to sing with happiness that you are at me. I love you. I send you one thousand kisses and embraces. I shall wait for your letter with impatience.
Your love Anna.

Letter 20

Hello My Love Bylle!!!!!
I am very glad to receive your fine letter. They deliver to me pleasure every day. And I wait for them with impatience from you! They an ornament of my day. I so wanted that we did not dream any more and could be together. All that I want in this life it only to be with you! Bylle, I today went to bank and tried to take the credit, but to me it do not give, they have told, that cannot give, if I to take off from the country. I tried to issue the credit for mum, but the size of the mortgage is too great. So it is a pity to me, I do not know what to make. I shall try to go tomorrow to the aunt. I for a long time did not see her. she lives in other city near to me and I shall ask for her the help. I shall tell to her as strongly I love you and that you are necessary to me. As though I wished to see you and your fine smile. Bylle, I would give all for one instant with you. Because without you mine lives torture. I every day come home and to me is lonely. I think of you and it warms my soul. But an idea on that that you are now far also I cannot kiss you dements me. When I open eyes I in the morning do not see of you on other half of bed. I do not have not enough your heat and your love. Bylle, I so want that the passion and love overcame us. We would be together and were the happiest pair on light and nothing could prevent to our happiness. As though strongly I wished to embrace today you. That you have taken me on the courageous hands and held me and kissed. That we could enjoy our love. I would like to do with you the most usual things. Present as it simply to go together on shops. Or to walk in park. Or to make a dinner together. You could stand behind of me and help to prepare. Held my hands in the hands, gently ironed them and kissed me. You would like it? Yes? I should afflict you, we would forget about preparation of a dinner and enjoyed love!!!! Bylle, I love you most lives!!!! I never shall throw you. You my ideal! You my prince! My love to you pure! To Me of anything it is not important any more. Bylle, me you are important only! My love Bylle, you are necessary to me. You make me happy. But for full happiness I do not have not enough you beside. To me happens so difficultly without your support. But I know that you there far behind ocean to experience about me strongly. I ask you do not long. We love each other and this most important! Where that in the sky and I know our stars that they together. I shall look today at stars and I also hope that you can look at the sky. Because I send you so much kisses, how many stars in the sky!
I love you my prince!
Your love Anna.

Letter 21

Hello! I waited for your letter, but you have not written. I hope that will be fast at you more time. I look forward your letter.
Anna.

Letter 22

Hello my sunshine Bylle!!!!!
I am very glad to see your fine letters! Bylle, you are necessary to me. Your letters give heat to my heart. Sorry that I have not written to you. I went to the aunt. Her name is Klava. Unfortunately she cannot help me. She has taken the credit recently for education of her daughter. But we it is good to talk with her and she understands me. I shall go tomorrow to other aunt, she lives in other village and I hope that she can help to be to us together. Bylle my life belongs to you. I cannot put words at all as I wish to be with you as you are necessary to me. Me draws to you as to a magnet. As I represent us together to me becomes warm on heart and it would be desirable to smile. Ideas on you give me a smile. I shall be happy only with you my prince. As though I wished to do all with you. I wish to maintain you in all. So simply it would be desirable to embrace you. It would be desirable to feel heat of your body and your kisses. Bylle, why we yet together!! As I could live without you earlier. I do not understand. In fact when I have found you I have understood that such love and that such on the present to love. Bylle, I love you. These are such usual and simple words. But they such important and such fine! Bylle, you the most remarkable the man on light! Bylle, you represent all friends with whom I spoke speak me that I have changed. They speak that for a long time did not see as I smile and as my eyes are shone. This all was made by you with me! You have stolen my heart and now I belong to you!!!!! Bylle, you in fact mine the man? I every day dream of you. About us together. Each our day will be unforgettable and unique. Even we shall do the most simple things together. Bylle, I so wish to feel your kisses. Bylle how you represent our night together? I know that it will be fine. You that the man which are necessary to me and that with you to me will be good. We are created the friend for the friend! I want that you caressed me and kissed, that we have merged in our passion and felt heat of ours body. I wish to receive your hot and passionate kisses. I wish to be in your embraces!!!!! I dream that you spent the hand on my body and on my body have passed a shiver. I shall kiss you. I shall look in your eyes and to see in them reflection of our love! I love you most lives!!!!! I cannot live without you more!!!!! Wash love. All that you can make for me it to love me and to wait. To wait, because I understand that you can help nothing and I promise that I will do the utmost that we were together. I am not upset and have not despaired. We have time and we will be together. I know it! Understand, that there is no such work to arrive to the USA. I found out about it and the unique variant it to fly under the visa. And I will do the utmost for this purpose. I not to want that you spent all savings and last money and flied to me. I not to want that you were disappointed in a life here or probably in what that. I to fly to you and we will know that to us to make further. I love you and I wish to be with you! Me do not take for work in embassy, you offer me impracticable things. I the nurse also studied as the nurse. But I cannot fly on work. All that I can make it to save enough money and to take off to you. Anna it very much sounds also to me it is pleasant! It also is pleasant to you? I today am tired and I shall go to sleep. I shall think of you and about us. Unfortunately I again one. As though I wanted that you were with me. You always in my heart. I love you.
Yours and only yours Anna.

Letter 23

Hello My Lovely Man And My Sunshine Bylle!!!!!!
I am glad to receive your letter. I with impatience waited for it both my heart was warmed also my heart knocked when I today have opened it. Yes, I like this song which you to send to me in the letter. I read it and also I have this letter with myself. I to print it and read on work also. I understand also it also approaches for our feelings with you. It describes them! Understand, that I cannot be patient. I also very much wish to see you as you me. You so wanted our meeting, asked me about it and now I know that I will make all for the sake of it. I will do the utmost and not possible for this purpose because I love you. It not only empty emotions, it first of all our feelings, our love and unless for the sake of love we should not make all? For the sake of what then to us to endow all? I like your idea to speak on the phone. I have no house phone. I found out to call to you I should go to other city. I will make it. We will soon speak. I promise to you, I find out about it more and I will inform you! I also dream to hear your voice. I think of that as it would be good if could in weekend go on a nature and have a rest there. I will be cooking tasty salads, we would take with ourselves tent, knifes and all other accessories to a campaign and have put in the machine. Then I have still taken a bottle red wine. I do not love alcohol, but a red wine I drink on holidays but not much. We would take meat what to fry it on a fire and would go to a wood or on seacoast. Where you would want? I would like closer to water. There we would put tent, would grow a blanket what to sit on it. Would put on a table salads, a wine glasses, have dissolved a good fire. Then together I would shall send swim in water, to lake or the river. The main thing that we could swim together. We would bathe, laid on a coast, kissed. Caressed one another, would enjoy a nature. Looked at the sky. Have then returned to tent, have prepared for meat and would sit to have supper. A fire shine us. Bylle, you open a bottle and pour a wine in glasses. We drink a little for us and I see that one droplet has remained on your lips and I kiss you gently, you respond on my kiss and take me on hands and carry in tent. We are engaged in love, we enjoy each second of love, each minute of passion and it is very good us together. Then we leave tent, we categorize a blanket closer as a coast and we look at the sky. You embrace me and warm the heat. We are closer and closer, we speak we speak and we fall asleep under singing night birds and under a night rustle of leaves. I think that soon all of what we dream the reality begins. Each our day will be filled with love and we shall be happy for ever. I went to the aunt in village. My aunt has given me 100 dollars. I know that it not a big sum. But it is a big sum of my country. My aunt asked to transmit you, that if we shall be together that you would care of me. I think that it will be difficult for us. I shall try to find still money. But I do not know who can help still. My aunts my most close relatives. At me it is not a lot of relatives. I have counted that to arrive to you I should work 1 years. Also I could earn additionally somewhere else. It is very huge term and I do not know as I can live without you so long. Bylle, you could wait for me? I shall search still for variants to arrive to you. I love you, and I send you the most most sweet kisses and I hope that they warm you at cold night in your bed. If when you read my letter and in the street night that look at the sky. There you will see constellation the big she-bear as a ladle. I send you this ladle full kiss and tenderness.
I love you Bylle!
Yours and only yours Anna.

Letter 24

Hello My Lovely Man And My Sunshine Bylle!!!!!!!!
My love of me warm your letters when I receive them.
I ADORE YOU MY PRINCE BYLLE!!!!!!!
I always your woman, I always was yours. I wish to be yours the wife. I wish to see you and to be in your embraces. But I want that you have made my the proposal when we will be together when you can take me for a hand and tell these warm words! Since first days of our dialogue I have understood it. I do not know as to explain my feelings. I do not know as it to make, but I feel it! You asked about phone. Here in village there are phones. But I would find out what to call in other countries special service of trunk calls should be connected. But nobody calls so far and does not connect this service. I will need to go to the big city and to call to you from there. I promise that I will make it. I should find out about it more, after all I also never called so far. I recently went on park and have decided to sit down on a bench. Our park very beautiful and many like to spend time. It is a lot of boys and girls which else study at university or parents with children went on park. At night at us it is especially beautiful, when light lanterns. And I have presented as it would be fine, if we together went in such park. Bylle, you would like this? I madly would like to hold you for a hand and to go with you! Here many pairs walk and from this to me became sad. That I cannot divide with you that evening. That I could not go with you, could not kiss you and embrace. I dream to feel your fine and gentle kisses. I most of all wished to see your smile. We could sit down on a bench and kiss each other! You could press me to you and warm heat when became cold. Bylle, would be would be desirable me that with me now and I could embrace you or sit to you on knees and kiss you gently and passionately. I want to be with you. I want to feel yours warm, your breath, I would want that we groaned with happiness and love. You are not present with me and to me is sad without you. I believe only in one that there will come day happy for us and we with you shall be in embraces of one another, all we shall make together and we shall make so our life would be full of happiness and love. I want to be with you my love. You are necessary to me!!!!!! I require you, as in air, as in water! I want to enjoy our happiness and love and I would want that we for ever were together. But I do not know that to me to make now. I try not to be disappointed, but I do not know as long I can live without you, I require you. But I do not know that to me to make. I love you and I wish to be only with you! I send you the kisses, the most gentle that you could feel my tenderness and that your heart would be warmed, that your ideas would be about me.
I love you!!!!
Yours and only your gentle and sweet Anna.

Letter 25

Hello My Lovely Man And My Sunshine Bylle!!!!!!!!
Lovely Bylle, I am very grateful to you for letters your gentle and full of love. I very much miss you and is glad to receive yours the letter. Your letters deliver to me a smile to my face! I each time smile and is glad to see your letters!!!!! It is surprising for me also. I understand you, we do not see each other and we do not hear each other, but we love each other also it surprisingly! I cannot transmit words as I am glad for you and your mum. That she maintains us and is glad for us. I dream to get acquainted with her. It will be very pleasant to find out for me her. Transmit her my words of gratitude. I know what you the good man and I am grateful to Destiny that she has presented to me you. All your dreams and desires are fine. Each time I read them with pleasure and when I close eyes I represent it! You resemble what which other men I met. I dream to be your wife. I also have told to mum about your offer and she has smiled. She has told that is surprised to it, but is very glad. She not against also has told just wants to us happiness. Bylle, I do not know concerning music. I will try to receive it from you and if I can open I at once I will inform you! We can try it also. I love you my prince. Bylle, everyone in life has two strips, black and white, the period of failures is black it, white - happiness and love. After I have met you that in my life there was only a white strip. I feel perfectly because I feel your love. I feel your care. Bylle, I love you most lives. I know, that we are created the friend for the friend. You that unique, unique the man which I waited all life. You my sun!!!!! I want to be with you, I want to kiss and make love. Bylle, I so strongly wish to feel your kisses, your embraces. I every evening look at the sky, on stars and I search for ours with you stars. I think of you and I dream of us together. I REQUIRE YOU. I CAN NOT LIVE WITHOUT YOU MORE!!!!! I hope that now you also feel better. You worked much and should have rest also. I hope that now your muscles are not ill. Here too there is this drink in Russia. But I not to drink it it is a lot of. I not to drink alcohol also. I to drink it is rare. Thanks that you wish to send a gift for me. But I cannot accept it, after all all that I wish to be it with you. But now we cannot allow it to ourselves, this the expensive. To me there will be enough card for Christmas! It is pleasant to me that you care of me. But I cannot accept from you money. I hope that you will not be angry. I for ever yours and only yours Bylle. You for me the closest person. I all would give to embrace you only. To me nothing is important except for you. I every day miss you. Bylle, you the person which have presented me the most fine feeling - love, I adore you for it and I would want that we always were together, that we would be always full of passion and that our kisses would warm us each minute. I am happy, because that I have you, you are dear to me, I feel that we are created one for another. Everyone in this world has happiness. The main thing to find it. I have found the happiness and the love.
IT YOU BYLLE!!!!!!!
I love you and I shall like always.
You for ever in my heart.
Your loving and gentle Anna.

Letter 26

Hello My Lovely Man And My Sunshine Bylle!!!!!!
I'm fine. I mum asks to to transmit you the regards. But me it is very boring without you, it is boring because I can not be with you and I can not enjoy our our happiness with you. I cannot embrace you and that you whispered to me on an ear tender words. That has embraced me strongly and kissed. I want to feel your embraces, kisses both your tenderness and love. And today this idea has made me sad. I weigh day thought of you and dreamed. Yes, I like your idea about a marriage in seminary. I cannot present it, but I will be perfectly assured that it! I like your dreams of us, it is pleasant. But I do not know that to me to do. To me it is sick to you to speak, but I do not know as we can be together fast. I search for ways to start to do documents, but leaves nothing. Probably I have passed your question concerning my religion. But I spoke to you earlier about it also. I have religion. I the Christian on Belief. I to go to church approximately once a month. At you it is so much dreams, it is so much desires. I want all it. I wish to be your wife, I wish to love you and to be with you and these thoughts kill me that I do not know that to me to make for this purpose that we were together now. I constantly dream and to dream every night to me as we together. These are good dreams but when I wake up and I understand that you are not present beside and it only the dream to me to become was very sad. I thought of that as it would be good if we could go together to shop and choose one to another good things, a meal or still that or. We together take the carriage also shall push it and put there that that it is necessary. You will put the hand on mine and we slowly shall go along a counter. We shall take various food, spices, greens fruit, bread and many other things that I could prepare for tasty dishes for us and we enjoyed them each day. We after shop would come home and I made to you a fine dinner, and you would be with me on kitchen and assisted me. I would ask you to give me some spice and you have given me them and have gently taken my hand then. Other hand you would embrace me for a waist. I would lift eyes and after I have felt as on my body have passed a shiver. It you ironed the hand me. To me I would be very pleasant also has closed eyes. After I would feel sweet and warm your kiss. Similar I have strongly fallen into a reverie. But I very much would like it!!!! Or in shop of clothes we shall buy clothes for you or me. I shall help you to choose the most beautiful suit and you will look always fine and you help to me will choose a beautiful dress. I can not choose itself. Basically I am am helped by the girlfriend, I know that you too will help me the most beautiful dress in which I shall love you and you will love me in it. You will help me to choose female linen? I would want that it was pleasant to you and I hope that you will not refuse to help me in a choice of it. Probably I dream of this too much. But my days pass all with an idea on you. I never dreamed have changed me much but when you have appeared in my life you and my life and now each my day passes with an idea on you. Bylle, I have found the happiness. It you! Our life will be together fine. We shall enjoy in each our afternoon together and each our day will be remarkable and unique. Certainly we will have difficulties, but we shall pass all difficulties, holding each other for a hand. We shall go on our life together. Bylle, I so wish to make you the happiest the man on light. Bylle, you will make me the happiest girl in the World? I know what yes!!!!!! Bylle, you in my heart and I madly love you. Now I shall go home. I shall think of you.
Yours and only your loving Anna.

Letter 27

Hello My Lovely Man And My Sunshine Bylle!!!!!!!!
I am very glad to receive your letter. All bad in my day cunningly also remains only good. Your letters warm my heart and soul. Yes, I like your idea about the marriage in the seminary! I would like it. We dream too much, but I like it, I want it in the future with you. I cannot without you. You asked me about my religion. You are right. I to go in Russian Orthodox Church. Whether I do not know there is it in your country but if there is that I will be glad! Why you speak that you speak what you hope what you can live up to all the expectations you have of me? You have already justified all my expectations. I never thought that a meeting such good man. I love you, I require you! You asked also rather bed. I houses have a small bed. To me it will be not important what bed. It only trifles, it is not important, I am ready on all and all that I wish it that you were a number. Bylle, I have no scars on the body. Understand, that all my day is my work and anything interesting does not happen here. If that that happens I will write to you. It is usual boring day and only your letter, dialogue with you this most important event in my bottom! I every day think of us. As we shall be together. Last days I dream much. But I hope that you like my dreams of us. I can make nothing with you. My relatives speak that " I fly in clouds ". Bylle, you know this expression? It means that I constantly dream and I do not turn any more on what attention. I would want that you were in my embraces and I could sit on yours knees. I frequently think of that as we together are engaged in love. I many times imagined ours with you the first night of love. I am sure in that that we not shall to sleep this night. We shall enjoy our love and I am sure that first night I shall not forget never and I know that you will make all as well as I that we would be happy and groaned from love and happiness. We shall be in a bed and we shall not leave it. We shall be in embraces by our passion and love. Fire of love will burn in our hearts and to us will be very warm! We shall accept bathing with you, we shall caress one another and to help be washed. You would like it? You could now to me a back? I could also! When I think of it it that on my body runs a shiver and now I have decided to stop this subject. I can not write now the big details because that very much was excited when the beginnings to think of it. Because I so want it, that to me to become sadly, that we yet together. What you think of our first night of love? How you imagine to yourself it? I shall wait your dreams tomorrow! Probably I not to answer some your questions. But I will look and answer, I read your letters and after to write the answer, I do not remember all your questions. I hope that you not sad.
It is time to me to go.
I hope to receive your letter.
Yours and only your loving Anna.

Letter 28

Hello My Lovely Man And My Sunshine Bylle!!!!!!!!!!!
Now here approximately -30 Celsius degrees. It is very cold now and when to go I has frozen. But I have received your letter and it has brought to me warmly in heart! Today at me good day. I have woken up with good mood. Saw fine dream at night. Has received your letter. But much me does not suffice for full happiness. I do not have not enough your embraces, kisses, gentle words, passion, tenderness, love, I want to feel your breath. But all this only in dreams, but I believe that they begin a reality and me to become more easy. Thanks for your words concerning my mum. But I do not think that she will leave or search for somebody. I cannot speak with her about it. Because it is a bad theme for conversation. She very much loved the husband, my father. But I do not know about it anything. But I know that she will tell to me when time will come. Do not worry concerning my family. I do not want that who that went to America. Probably in the future we could visit my family together? What do you think of it? I miss you Bylle. I think of you, I dream of that as we are engaged in love as we groan of happiness, passions and love. When I went today on street that have not come nearly in a hole, I thought of you and did not notice it and only before it have suddenly stopped. You would be would be desirable me that with me, that I could go together with you and hold you for a hand. Could talk to you about all. I so would like to lead day with you. I would give all on light, if only to see you. To listen to palpation of your heart. That I could lay on your breast and fall asleep under this heart beat. As it is fine! You are necessary to me now. Why you now not with me? To me so it is lonely without your care and love. I cannot take out this loneliness without you. I love you most lives. If we could be together I now has given you all love and our bodies burned in our passion and love!!!!! In the evening we could look TV have supper together, kiss to caress one another, to make love. I want to fill ours with you lifes by that that did not suffice us while we have not got acquainted. I did not have not enough love, tenderness and caress and I have found it with you but now I still do not have it more strongly and I do not know what to make what we have met faster. All my ideas only about you Bylle and about that as it will be good when we can be together. I love you, and I know that it not simply words, this feeling which lives in my heart and helps me to live and knock to my heart, which belong to you Bylle! I hope that soon you will write to me and you will not have problems with the computer.

Yours and only your loving Anna.

Letter 29

Hello My Lovely man And My Sunshine Bylle!!!!!!!
I am glad to receive your letter. They as beams of the sun which shine me. Your letter warms me and makes me happy. My heart fights in a fast rhythm now. Probably you to hear it now? I very much like this poem! I read it with the great pleasure. And most of all I dream that you read me it in a reality. Thanks that you to send me her. It very much was pleasant to me!!! For me nobody composed anything similar! It is surprising also I had no words. I wish to tell to you only: I love you Bylle! I love you most lives! Which you to write these poems to me are fine! I hope that you will not be against if I also read to their my family? Bylle, I feel that I can not without you. I can not feel like normally. You are far also each minute I want to be with you. I think of you. Especially difficultly at night. So it would be desirable to be with you. It would be desirable to see as you you smile, as you enjoy supper which I were going, probably supper which we shall prepare together. It would be desirable feel your love. It would be desirable to feel your tenderness. It would be desirable to feel your love. Bylle, when I wake up in the morning, I want to embrace you to sit on you and to make to you massage, I would like to kiss you. To kiss while you you will not wake up and you will not embrace me. These are such usual moments in a life. But I madly to want this. Today I shall come again home and again there will be one. I shall lay on a bed and to look in a ceiling. I had in a life fine, good moments. I like to smile and be cheerful. But I so want that we smiled together. That I could feel you beside. In fact so it is pleasant when you not one in this life. Bylle, I want to be with you, the passion and love, tenderness and caress, feelings and emotions which are saved in my heart not give to me to sleep. I fall asleep with dream about that that we together. I wake up with ideas that we together. I prepare for supper, I prepare for breakfast, I prepare for dinner, it would would be desirable that you tried that that I was going. I do not know as to describe that that with me occurs. I simply can not present the life without you. I do not know as I lived earlier HOW I COULD LIVE WITHOUT YOU???? I understand your words. I understand that you to speak to me about money. It is not important, all that important is love. I love you and I promise what never to cause you a pain. If I would cause a pain to you I also have died! You ask much about our future. I understand that we will have difficulties. But why you think that me will go to prison? If we are together. I wish to be with you now, I wish to see you and to be a number. I understand about a trip, but in the future we will solve it. You speak about much and also about our future. But it is difficult to me to think of it now. I understand as much to us it is necessary to discuss. But we will have all life ahead for this purpose.
But what to us to make now that this life became a reality? I do not know. To me it would be very bad if you have left me one now. But I believe that you will not make it. That we soon shall together. I love you and I wait for your letter. Yes, you also can tell Oscar hello!
Yours and only your loving Anna.

I have forgotten the most important. I send you the kisses!!!!! I LOVE YOU!!!!!!

Letter 30

Hello My Lovely Man and Sunshine Bylle !!!!!!!!
Bylle I am glad to receive your letter, I very much miss you and I would want that we with you were together. You in my heart. I love you Bylle !!!! I want will be with you to meet with you each new day and to carry out together evenings. To visit, prepare for tasty dishes and to enjoy with you love and happiness. I want that we were happy. That on our persons there would be a smile. What our passion, our kisses and our love warmed our hearts, that in our eyes there would be a happiness, that all of us would make together. Sorry that I have not written to you earlier. I have gone to the grandmother and have spent time at her. I thought what can arrive in the evening, but I cannot. There was a bad weather and last bus which comes in the evening has not arrived. The grandmother has told to me that I remained for the night with her and I have agreed. I am grateful to you that you have written to me. I missed on you and all this time thought of you. What did you do? I hope that you feel well. Today I had a good day and I worked also. It is a weekend the Christmas will be fast and consequently we work even in weekend. Bylle I love you, I love and I want to be with you. Today I went to the girlfriend and we talked to her about us with you. She speaks that is glad for us, that very much would like that we with you were together. Asks when she to receive us with you a photo together. I have told that soon. I do not know itself when but I hope that very soon. I love you and I want to be with you Bylle !!!!!!!! I can not more without you. This life seems to me empty because you far and I can not be with you. I would want that we with you were together I shall search for a way to be with you and I hope that we can make it soon. I want to be only with you. I love you Bylle , you the man of my dream and I want to be with you!!!!
Your loving and gentle Anna.

Letter 31

Hello My Lovely Man and my Sunshine Bylle !!!!!!!!
Bylle I am glad to receive your letter. To me it would be very bad if I have not received your letter. Sorry my love. I wished to write to you. But I hope that you understand me, that it happens difficult to answer you. I did not think that it will cause to you so much a pain. Forgive me for it. I did not want that you cried. In the letter you spoke about girls from Russia. If you can that tell to me more about it.
You write to other girls? You communicated much? Please tell to me about it more. It is important for me. Bylle , I all think of that as there will be our meeting and that we shall make. About that as we shall meet each day, about that as it will be good us together. About that as we shall make love, about that as our passion and kisses will warm us. You in my heart and I never can forget about you. I want to be with you. I all time think of that how to be with you. About that how to be in your embraces and how to make all dreams ours with you a reality. I want to be with you and to feel that you with me. After has met you, want to feel you, your warm, your tenderness and caress. To me it is very bad and boring, at night, in the morning when I on work I always think of you. Bylle , I can not fall asleep your letters which I yet shall not read has printed out and I keep houses. I love you Bylle !!! I want to be with you and I shall search for a way to arrive to you and I hope that I shall find very soon. You the man of my dream and I want to be only with you. I send you the most gentle and sweet kisses and I hope that they warm you today at night.
I miiiiiiissssssssss.......
Yours and only your loving and gentle Anna.

Letter 32

Hello My Lovely Man and My Sunshine Bylle !!!
Bylle I am glad to receive your letter. I have very much become missed without you. Thanks for your letter. I do not know what to tell concerning these girls which to you to write. I worry, that you cannot wait for me, that you have solved that with me that that happens and wished not to feel a pain having written to other girls. I do not understand it. I do not wish to lose you. After all I love you and it is sick to me. Bylle , yesterday we with mum spoke about us much. She speaks that I not happy without you. She knows that me sadly without you, that I would want that we with you were happy also to us it was good together. I very much want to enjoy our happiness and our love and I would want that our happiness with you never came to an end. I very much want to be with you and I think only of you. Bylle , we with mum very long thought also I has decided collect all money which I I can and start to pay the contract with Travel agency. I shall go on all girlfriends and familiar and I shall try collect all money which I can to find and pay trip. My mum also promised to help me with this. I very much want will be with you. Your letters bring to me pleasure and a smile. I want to be only with you and my happiness only with you and I would shall make all that we with you were together. You and only you the man of my dream and I do not see the life without you. I want to be with you and I want that we with you can enjoy us love and happiness.
I love also I is happy that you are at me, I love you Bylle !!!!
Yours and only your loving and gentle Anna.

Letter 33

Hello My Lovely Man and My Sunshine Bylle !!!!
I am glad will receive yours letter. I very much miss you and I want to be with you and only with you!!!! Bylle I very much miss you and I very much would want that we with you were together. I today went to girlfriends and familiar. I have collected a part of money both I shall collect still and I think that I can find on all trip. I would want that we with you were together and could enjoy us love and happiness. You always in my ideas, I think of you constantly, I want to be with you and only with you, you in my heart. My heart knocks. I feel your love and your tenderness, I want be with you that we could enjoy our passion and love. That you to explain thanks to me about girls. I very much worried. I love you and we will be together. Bylle , you in my heart and I adore love you. I want to be with you and only with you. About you all my ideas and anybody another is not necessary for me. You the man of my dream, you my happiness, you my love for ever. I now know for what I live. I would live that we with you were happy. That we would smile both our passion and love never disappeared. That on this life we with you would go together and could enjoy our love. I worry for your health and I hope that today you feel better. Please inform me on a state of health.
I LOVE YOU BYLLE !!!!!!
Your loving both gentle and thinking only about you, Anna.

Letter 34

Hello My Lovely Man and My Sunshine Bylle !!!!
Bylle I miss you. I think of you and I am madly glad to receive your letter which gives me caress and tenderness. Which warms my heart and helps me to find a way what we with you were together. I all want to be in your embraces more strongly and more strongly and to enjoy our love, tenderness and happiness. Bylle I today have paid to travel Agency of 1300 dollars for trip. It is all that I could find. To me have told that I have told them precisely name the airport where I should fly. They have told that I should inform the exact name of the airport. The state in which is the airport, city and a code of the airport. Bylle Would inform me please this information that I have told it in Travel agency and then to me will tell how many I still must to pay for tickets. Inform me about the airport where you can meet me and I shall come to you soon. Some more weeks and we shall be together! One my friend promised me to help with payment of tickets and I can arrive to you soon. Bylle you in my heart, I love you and I want to be only with you. Soon I itself can arrive to you and we shall enjoy our love and happiness together!!!!!
I want to be with you Bylle !!!!!
I shall be very glad that in your embraces soon!!!!!
Yours and only your loving and gentle Anna.

Letter 35

Hello My Lovely Man and My Sunshine Bylle !!!!!!
Bylle I am happy to receive your letter. I very much miss you and I think of you constantly. I would want that we with you were together and I am madly glad that it happened. Please do not ask about money. I have made it and this most important thing after all now we can be together! I tomorrow shall go to travel agency and I think that they will inform me the new information and I shall inform it to you. I very much miss without you also want to be with you. Today all day ran and collected documents. Thought of that what to take with itself. And girlfriends prompt mums to me. I think only of you and all that to me is necessary to be with you Bylle . I can not think about it what the friend help me. They speak to take to me things, clothes, all the most necessary. But all that is necessary your love and tenderness, caress and passion, love for me is and is warm, feelings of pleasure and happiness. And I know that when I shall be with you that we shall enjoy all it and more than nothing it is necessary for me. Bylle my girlfriends and mum ask to send the regards to you. They say that we would send them as can more photo where we with you together and I speak that I shall make it. They are very glad for us and wish good luck us happiness. I shall learn Nastya and mum to use email and they can receive our photos. I so shall be glad that with you and my heart all knocks on breasts more strongly and more strongly. I wishing you a Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year!
I wait for your letter, Bylle !!!!
I love you and I want to be only with you!!!!!
Yours and only your loving and gentle Anna.

Letter 36

Hello My Lovely Man and My Sunshine Bylle !!!!!!
Bylle I am glad to receive your letter. I very much miss you and I so our meeting very soon is glad that. I think of you constantly. I today went in Travel agency and have told them the information on the airport. To me would tell that I have approached later. I very much miss you. I am very tired today, all day ran there here and when has come home that have fallen asleep. I have come now from a house. I so shall be happy that soon with you. Today I have learned my girlfriend to use email and she has told that will be check a mail when I shall be with you and to receive my photos. Mum too looked but has then told that a lot of difficult. Bylle she has told that will receive a photo and letters Nastya. Bylle I as saw today fine dream about that that as we with you enjoyed our love. It was fine. I have woken up from that that it would be desirable to embrace you and to kiss, never to release and always to be in your embraces, such sweet and gentle, the most passionate and tender. We made love first time, it was such fine dream. I believe that it becomes a reality and I want faster to you. Bylle I with impatience wait tomorrow when I can go in the Internet-cafe and learn flight on which I shall depart to you. I to wish to congratulate you on Christmas! I wish to wish you that all your dreams have come true. That this Christmas was the most surprising. That you had a smile. I love you.
I love you Bylle !!!!!
Only you and only with you I want to be happy. You in my heart for ever and I would want that we with you were happy!
Yours and only your loving and gentle Anna.

Letter 37

Hello My Lovely Man and My Sunshine Bylle !!!!!!!!
Bylle I am glad to receive your letter. I miss you and I think only of you. I would want that we with you were together and it was good us. I think only of you and only you in my heart. Thanks that you understand me about phone. I understand that it will be possible, but I need time to find a way to call to you. I promise that I will make all what can that we have heard each other. After all it is fast our dream to be carried out. Soon we will together! Bylle, I do not have camera. The camera was at my friend, but now it is broken. I went today to Travel agency. They have told that tickets are not ordered yet. They I shall order its soon and have asked me to go tomorrow. I have asked as there are affairs with official registration of papers and that all will be ready in due time and all passes successfully. They have told me as that I should be prepared before interview in embassy. Bylle , to me gave usual questions which set at Interview and have told to esteem and it will be prepared. They have told that I should speak that I to fly as the tourist. But dont speak about you. because only it serves as a problem at receive visas. The consul thinks that I want to leave for ever and will not give out to me the visa. To me have explained that it will be necessary to speak and me will prepare concerning interview. I shall tell that a meal to familiar. With me here remain mum with the grandmother and it is good. It will give a guarantee that I shall come back. Bylle I shall make all and I shall tell that that I was necessary also is sure that I can to receive the visa. I would want that we with you were together. I love you Bylle , I want to be with you and I would shall make all that we with you were happy. I have learned also to me have told that we can remain together and and will not be separated. For this purpose we need to make many photo and to prove that that we love one another. I know that we shall be together. I shall make all for the sake of our happiness. Tomorrow I shall find out the data on flight on which arrive to you and then we shall be with you together!!!!
I love you Bylle !!!!!!!
Yours and only your loving and gentle Anna.

Letter 38

Hello My Lovely Man and My Sunshine Bylle !!!!!!!!!!!
Bylle I am glad to receive your letter today. I very much missed you. I am madly glad to receive your letter. Yes, I know how old are you and also my family knows it. Do not worry about it please. I love you and the age is not important for me. Probably it sounds silly, but it is the truth! I have found you and I wish to be with you now. I like your idea to speak with each other before a meeting and it will be possible. I am assured of it. I will make it and we will hear each other also. I went in Travel agency today. I have learned about that have ordered to me tickets whether or not. To me have told that for the present tickets are not ordered. They will order them when date of my interview will be defined. What then to order tickets next day after interview I could arrive to you at once as soon as I shall receive the visa. I have asked when date of interview will be known and they have told that soon. Have told to come tomorrow. Bylle I hope that all will be good. I hope that tomorrow will tell me when there will be an interview and then will tell the information on tickets. Soon we will be together. I am madly glad to this. So it would be desirable to feel as you you embrace me. As you caress me the hands. As your lips concern mine and as we with you enjoy love and passion. I would want that it happened faster. I believe that very soon it happen. I love you Bylle !!!!!!!
I LOVE YOU AND I WOULD WANT THAT WE WITH YOU WERE HAPPY!!!!!!!!
Yours and only your loving and gentle Anna.

Letter 39

Hello MY Lovely Man and My Sunshine Bylle !!!!!!!!!
Bylle I am glad to receive your letter.
I want to inform you pleasant news!!!
I KNOW WHEN I TAKE OFF TO YOU!!!! I SO AM HAPPY!!!!!
I went today to Travel agency and to me have told that the ticket is ordered me. I have asked them the information on flight. They have printed out the data on flight. Bylle details of that as I shall fly to you.

Moscow (MOW) - Chicago (CHI)
Lufthansa
Flight LH3189
Departs: 11 January 2010 07:05, Domodedovo Arpt
Arrives: 11 January 2010 08:35 , Frankfurt Intl
Frankfurt (FRA)
Lufthansa
Flight LH9150
Departs: 11 January 2010 12:45, Frankfurt Intl
Arrives: 11 January 2010 15:19 , O'Hare Intl Arpt

Chicago (CHI) - Moscow (MOW)
Lufthansa
Flight LH9151
Departs: 11 June 2010 18:37, O'Hare Intl Arpt
Arrives: 12 June 2010 09:55 , Frankfurt Intl
Frankfurt (FRA)
Lufthansa
Flight LH3184
Departs: 12 June 2010 11:10, Frankfurt Intl
Arrives: 12 June 2010 16:20 , Domodedovo Arpt

I hope that you can meet me when I shall come to you by this plane. You will be free? You can meet me at the airport? How you will be dressed on? I know that I shall find out you. I do not know where to go after go from the plane but I hope that will show me and then I shall see you. My heart is pleased also happiness full it, love and passion. All feelings make me happy. Bylle To me have told that tickets will be to cost 1210 dollars. I need to pay in addition 600 dollars, I shall pay soon we shall be together. I tomorrow shall go to the friend which promised me to help to pay tickets and I shall pay them and the unique problem which will divide us, it only interview. But I any more am not afraid of it. I am prepared to it also am sure that I can to receive the visa, I study English more strongly, I answer on questions which usually set on interview. I think that I can be fast with you. I love you and only you, my gentle and tender Prince Bylle !!!!
Bylle I for ever yours and only your loving and gentle Anna.

Letter 40

Hello My Lovely Man and My Sunshine Bylle !!!!!!!
Bylle, I am glad to receive your letter. I very much miss you and I want to be with you. Bylle, I would want that we with you were happy and that ours with you the happiness never would come to an end. I am glad that soon we with you shall together and I am madly glad that soon we can to enjoy ours passion, tenderness, kisses, caress and love !!!!! Bylle You in my heart for ever. I love only you and I want to be only with you. You my prince, you the man of my life. My love for ever. You the most gentle both tender and the cleverest and beautiful and only with you I want to be together. Bylle, I had to pay 2 tickets. This obligatory condition of mine the visa. If I have not bought the ticket then I cannot fly to you. The travel agency did not force me to get tickets. It was necessary. After all I to fly to you on tourist the visa and is obliged to have the ticket back home.
I LOVE YOU BYLLE !!!!!!!!
I today after work went to the my friend which promised me to help. But her and its husband was not home. They have left to friends at birthday. But I hope that tomorrow they will return also I can borrow from her money and pay tickets and there will be only one problem. To go interview. But I do not worry any more. Because I know that I all will be good also we with you we shall be together and for ever. I send you the most sweet and gentle kisses and I hope that they warm you and caress and love give you !!!!! I love only you Bylle!!!!
Yours and only your loving and gentle Anna.

Letter 41

Hello My Lovely man and My Sunshine Bylle ,
I do not know as to inform you that that happened. Forgive but at me today bad news. Bylle , my friend could not help me. Yesterday when they with the husband came back from visitors, the machine ran into them. The drunk driver not has calculated turn also ran sideways machines of my friend. With them all good but the machine has very strongly suffered and now the husband of my friend, Sergei, has told that now money to repair differently he not are necessary for them can to go for work. He should go in other city. Bylle I ask you do not worry, all will be good, there are some more days and I shall try to find money. I hope that I can make it. Bylle I think of you and your letters give me force and I want to be with you. You in my heart for ever and I want to be only with you. You in my heart for ever. Bylle I would dream of that that we with you were together and I hope that it happen very soon. I want to be with you Bylle!!!! I very much hope that we shall meet. I would shall make all that in my forces that we have met you.
I for ever with you and only you in my heart for ever,
Yours and only your loving and gentle Anna.

Letter 42

Hello my love Bylle!
I hope that at you all well. I had today a usual day on work. Because of holidays I had not enough time and all my last time I has been busy in work. It will be fast in my country the most important holiday in a year. Here in Russia we will celebrate New Year. And because of it the Internet cafe will not work. I cannot write to you. I have just found out it from the manager of Internet cafe. I cannot write to you some days. Bylle, I wished to write to you that you did not miss. But I know that you will miss me. Because I will think also of you, to dream of you. Every minute, every instant. And these days will be very difficult for me, after all you will not be a number. I to wish to be with you and to meet this 2010 together with you, in your embraces. I would give all on all Light, all that I have if only to be with you. But we now far apart, between us half of world. But I know that next year all to change. We will be together. I hope for it. Because we love each other and for the sake of love I am ready on all. I will be with you this New Year, on this holiday, I all soul and heart with you. Now I need to go, I hope that you will spend this New Year with the family and friends. That you will be happy and to have a smile. That you will have good rest. I promise that I will write to you in some days when only the Internet cafe will open you will receive from me the letter. I will wait and already I miss on you. I to spend this New Year together with the family. I at first will go to my grandmother and I will meet New Year at the grandmother in village together with my mum and the grandmother. Next day I will come back home and also to visit all my friends. I did not talk to you, but in my room now there is a small fur-tree. And under this New Year's tree there is your photo. Because all that I wish that next year we were together. Bylle, I love you! I congratulate you happy New Year and I wish that your dreams have come true. Now I should go home. I love you.
Yours forever Anna.

Letter 43

Hello my Bylle!
I cannot transmit words as I am glad that now I have time to write and the first that I have made it have read your warm words of love! Thanks for all your wishes and all your words. It were very good days for me and I hope that you also had a smile on the face these days and that was in good mood. I did not plan much for this New Year, but this New Year was a fine and good holiday! It was not bad that you nearby, that you cannot enjoy these days together with me. That we could not write each other. I thought of you, I all this time thought of that that I will write and that I will tell. I also dreamt of us together, that we could do on this holiday. I do not know as in your country celebrate New Year, but I am assured that it remarkably! I would like to test it together with you Bylle! But I cannot, after all between us of thousand miles. We very much far apart. Now we have some complexities with our meeting and I am afraid that I will not be in time. I so weariness today and tomorrow I will go I find out concerning variants. I yet did not see the friend also. I hope that with her all well and her husband is perfectly in order. It is bad in New Year that happens with them. Now here very good time, but I weariness, after all I have just arrived from my grandmother. I hoped to make it yesterday, but cannot. Because here it is a lot of snow! Still it is snowing and now everywhere snow snowdrifts. It is surprising, after all one week ago here almost there was no snow, weather was good but cold. Now on the contrary, weather warm and it is snowing. It is the true winter and I would like to be in such weather with you that you can see the eyes as it beautifully. All trees have become covered by a snow layer and their branches white from it! Bylle, tomorrow I will need to return for work, I will have tomorrow a working day. It is the first working day this year and it will be difficult. But I can write to you, I hope that you also will soon receive my letter and will write to me. Now I to wish to tell it is a little about that as I have spent this New Year. In the morning on December, 31st I together with my mum have gone to the grandmother to village by the bus and all this time was at her! We have together set the table, have tidied up, have dressed up a fur-tree in garlands! It was fine and beautiful, we were only in three and have met New Year together! Us also was champagne and a pie. Also which we have together prepared various salads. After that to us acquaintances of my grandmother which have come live in village and all of us together sat and had fun! In the morning I have found out that the bus will not arrive also I has spent all the day together in the grandmother, we also went to the centre of village and there there were many people also, there there was a big fur-tree and there was a concert. It was surprising to observe of it. I cannot explain words as it it was good to spend all these days together with the family! Bylle, but I did not have not enough you, I often thought of that as at you business and that you do now. From it to me became sad. But I know that at us still all ahead and that we can be together. I hope for it. I love you and I send you my kisses and I will wait for your letter tomorrow. I hope that soon you will write to me. My Bylle, Happy New Year !!!!!!!
Yours Anna.

Letter 44

Hello My Lovely Man and My Sunshine Bylle !!!!!
Bylle I do not know what to make. I do not know that to me to make. I day run all and I shall find out where to take money but nothing I can find. Already nobody can help me. I have collected all money which could and more nobody can lend to me. I do not know as to have time and make so to arrive to you. I want to find money, I make all that I can but nothing it turns out. You my love you my happiness and I would not want that on middle of a way our happiness was finished. I love you!!!!! I love and I want to be only with you!!!!! Bylle you for ever in my heart, I love you and my heart can not without you. I would dream of that what to be in your embraces, I would dream about that we could enjoy our kisses, caress, passion, tenderness!!!!!
Bylle without you my life is empty, I struggled also I how many could want to struggle for our happiness and love!!!! I love, I love, I love, I love you Bylle !!!!!!! You the man of my dream and only in your embraces I shall be happy. I send you the kisses and I hope that they warm you. I shall wait your kisses and I hope that I shall receive them soon.
Yours and only your loving and gentle Anna.

Letter 45

Hello My Lovely Man and my Sunshine Bylle!!!!!!!
Bylle I shall give all for that what to be with you, I want to be with you for ever and I would want that we with you were happy and that our happiness never would come to an end. My love, I do not know that to me to do. I try not to be disappointed, but it seems that I have brought you, I do not know as I can arrive to you now, remain so not enough time and I am afraid that I of nothing can make. 600 dollars still are required. It is the big sum. I too hastened with our meeting and I thought that all will be good. Please forgive me for it if you can.
I LOVE YOU BYLLE!!!!!!
But I do not know where to find this money, I tried everything, I each day with itself morning searched for money, each day, ran everywhere but I do not know where to find them. Forgive me. If I could I have made it but I do not have money and I do not know what to make. I love you and I go to you and only to you what to be with you for ever. I always dreamed about such to the man as you and I shall make. All for the sake of your love, your kisses, gentle and passionate and I hope that I can be very fast with you and we shall be happy for ever!!!!!!!
I ADORE YOU BYLLE!!!!!
I send you your most fine and gentle kisses and I hope that you receive them.
Yours and only your loving and gentle Anna.

Letter 46

Bylle, thanks for your letter. I did not know that to me to do and it seemed to me it is it is a unique variant now. But I worry, because I do not know that you can make now. Please do not undertake anything while I do not find out. My name Anna Vedernikova. This my official name. But I do not know much about this way as you can help and I should find out about it and tomorrow I will go and I find out. I worry much, because I feel badly that you will help me. I understand as it difficult for you also, after all you do not work also I promise that I will return money when I will earn. Because for me it is important to fly to you. I understand that these questions are very important for you. And I will answer them if you wish. My favourite films it titanic and gone with the wind. I studied as the nurse within these years in the big and beautiful city, its name Nizhni Novgorod. Probably sometime I will show you this city. Now my 425270 address; Mari El republic, Kilemary, Lenin street 10-22. I live in two-room apartment together with my mum. I also have a room. My grandmother lives in other village near to me. I Was born on July, 13th, 1979. I the Cancer on a zodiac sign. My height of 176 centimetres and weight of 58 kg, I has typed a few weight. My volume of my body 37-24-37. My mum is called Dariya and to her by 59 years. My grandmother is called Klavdiya and to her by 78 years. A name of my best friend Nastya. I have relatives. My cousins: Vlad and Pavel, also cousins: Yulia, Anastasiya, Elena. I hope that I can answer your questions. Thanks for your support and love. Thanks that you maintain me the words, I feel your love through letters. Bylle, now I still in a shock from only. It seems that all falls in my hands and I can make nothing. Only your support and love give to me of forces. I love you. I love you most lives! Bylle, you are necessary to me now. I promise that I will write to you more tomorrow. I need to go. I love you.
Yours Anna.

Letter 47

My Love Bylle!
I so am glad that now I have a free time to write to you. I had a difficult day and I went much and found out. First of all I to wish to tell that you did not worry. I promise that we shall be in time, we shall be together. I have news to you. I was afraid that the bank will not work and consequently in the last letter I have told to you to wait. It does not work now and I do not know when it will work, I cannot receive money here. Then I have gone to the nearest city. I have gone in Yoshkar-Ola and to find there bank. I have found this company and the adviser has explained to me that will be required that I can receive your help. That you can send me of money you should specify my full name and surname Anna Vedernikova. Also the country Russia, the city of Yoshkar-Ola. I can receive money there. I can go tomorrow and at once tomorrow I to pay last sum in travel agency. Bylle that I can receive transfer I I should know the information from you, your name and a surname, the address of bank from which you to send transfer, the exact sum of transfer and control number. It to me was informed by the adviser in bank. He has told that I without problems can receive from you the help. It was difficult day for me. Probably I did not speak you, but today here in Russia Christmas! It is a good holiday and I to wish to congratulate you with Christmas! I understand that you had a Christmas. And I to wish to wish you that at you all was good. Thanks for your letter, thanks for your warm words, only you maintain and understand me. It is very difficult to love each other, when between us distance. But this distance is fast will disappear also we shall be together. We shall give our love each other and we can carry out all our dreams. I know it, in fact I all heart love you. I want that this evening we have thought of desires, in fact they it is obligatory to come true. You know my desire! Bylle, soon we shall together. I promise that I shall make all for this purpose! Now I need to go, I promised my mum what to come at once as I shall have time. We shall lead this evening together. I promise that also I shall transmit all your warm words to her. I want that all saw our love and as we are happy together. Soon it to happen. I send you my kisses and I shall look forward to your letter.
Yours forever Anna Vedernikova!

Letter 48

Hello my love Bylle!!!!!
Bylle, my love I am happy that you have written to me!!! Your letters heat my heart and soul!!! Bylle, I very strongly love you and very much I wish to be with you!!! I very much worry my love. I do not understand concerning the bank account. What for it is necessary, even if I will make an application on creation of the own account there will pass too much time, some weeks are possible. I will not be in time. When I was in bank to me have informed that no number of the account is required that you can send money. I should know the information from you and then I will go to bank with the Russian passport and can receive money. It is a reliable way and anybody another cannot receive it. I do not know a bank phone number, but I know the bank address in which I have addressed. It is bank VTB. It is about Komsomolskaya, 88, Yoshkar-Ola, 424000. I hope that you can help, I worry also I hope that we will be in time. Please answer this message as soon as possible. Yesterday here in Russia there was a good holiday. Here there was a Christmas! I have spent time together with the family and also my grandmother has arrived to me and we together to go to church. Probably this last Christmas together with my family in the near future. But I not to cry and not to feel sad. After all in my life is good, there is you! Bylle, I trust that very soon we shall together and we shall execute all our dreams!!! Bylle, for the sake of you I am ready to leave the family and people close to me for that what only to be with you!!! I shall be happy only when I shall be with you!!! Understand that I cannot make you happy letters!!! I should be with you!!! When we shall be together that we shall be happy together!!! I love you and very much I miss on you!!!!
With love only yours Anna!!!!
With impatience I wait for your letter!!!!!

Letter 49

Bylle! I have just received your letter, I have studied all that you have informed me also I have no words now. I do not understand that you to me wish to show to these. I have understood from your letter that you think that money is necessary to me. If it and you do not trust me that tell to me it. Why we could not speak about it earlier? I read your letter and I do not know what to think. Most of all to me it is sick from that that you write to me. You show me photos of unfamiliar girls and I do not understand that it means. Probably you wish to explain to me to these that there are other girls in your life? If it so that it cause me a pain. To me it is sick from it. You ask me to be with you, you asked me to arrive to you as soon as possible and I have made all that probably for this purpose and now I do not know what for all it it was necessary. I was ready to fly half of world and now when there was very little you speak to me that you do not trust. Explain as it is possible to love me so strongly and not to trust? It causes me a pain. Because in relationships there should be a trust. If it you was disturbed by you could ask me and we would speak about it. And now I do not know that to us to do. It will seems to me that now we never together. I do not know as I can now. After all you ask me too much. I cannot collect such big money again. I have made it for you and was ready to fly to you. But I will not do it again because the man to me will be necessary which to trust me and to love me. These words kill me. I do not understand why you send photos of unfamiliar girls. In my country of probably thousand same girls with the same surname and a name, I do not understand why it so disturbs you. What do you wish to tell it to me? The most sick phrase in your letter: " if you really do love me ". It painfully to hear from you. Because I really love you. But I do not understand you. I do not understand that it is all means. Your last phrase in the letter also has surprised me. You accuse me of what that? I tried used the best efforts and after all you speak to me such. I in a shock.
Anna.

Letter 50

Bylle, I do mistakes also. I understand that you also do mistakes. But all our mistakes cause us a pain or mistakes can hurt our close people. And it is sick, because it is necessary to realise the mistakes. I do not know that I should tell to you about a phrase. After all it is a widespread phrase here in Russia. It is a phrase same extended as "How are you." . And I do not understand why because of this phrase it excites you. I wrote you it with all warmth and love with all my heart. I do not know that to you to tell, after all is thousand the reasons for you not to trust me and I do not wish to be justified before you because I am fair with you. In our world it is a lot of lie and it often hurts and consequently I to wish to be fair with you. You did not understand my phrase rather "I do not know that to us to do now" I really do not know what to do. I feel that I in am closed, that there is no exit from this situation and only your support, your love can help. Bylle, I had to postpone tickets. I wished them to cancel after your letter yesterday. But I cannot make it. Because at heart I have forgiven you, after all I love you. I understand that you have been excited and that you worry. But if my words something mean for you forgive me for a pain if I have caused to you. I also have been very upset yesterday after your letter. Please think that to me also is difficult to do all it. After all I am ready to leave my family and my house for the sake of you and these words have very much upset me yesterday. I had no words, I was in a shock from all and all night long cried today. I thought that you at all do not understand me. I wish to understand you and I understand you in your letter and I forgive you. I wish to embrace now you and to tell to you also "Forgive me for all Bylle." Because I know that I also have caused you a pain. I want that our meeting became possible and if you can help tomorrow I think that in a weekend I can fly to you. I should plan again flight, but it should not occupy a lot of time. I remember that I promised to you not to leave you never, I promise that I will not leave you never. But understand, that I was afraid that you do not love me more. I love you and I will always love. That would not happen
I hope still yours Anna.

Letter 51

Hello my love and my sunshine Bylle!!!!!!
I am very glad to receive from you a particle of your soul - your warm letter. Your letters warm my heart. They connect us together. They as if a thread between us in a huge web and a precipice. Today a light sunny day it was would be desirable to walk very much, but what sense this day if you are not present a beside? I did not go to walk. Yes, if you can help, in this weekend we can be together. I hope for it, I will take the fastest flight to you and I will be with you. All that is required now these are 600 dollars. This money will be enough. It is not required to me of any money more. If you can help, I will go tomorrow to bank and at once I will receive your help. I will inform you also at once on it. I hope that our dreams will be carried out. I worried and in the last some days were very difficult also all that I wish to be it with you, I want that you have embraced me. I wish to tell to you these words: "I love you Bylle!". Thanks for this fine poem. I want that you have read me it. I dream to hear it from you, to be near to you. I look in this monitor and I seem that we far apart, but always with you, I all soul with you now. Because I love you. I love you most lives. Every day, every minute in my day I think only of you. Because I cannot think any more of what. You have taken hold of my heart and soul. I now belong to you. Bylle, you are necessary for me. It is necessary for me your love, your kisses. I cannot live without you more. I would like to be pleased to each day with you. To look at stars with you. That we could do all together. I dream when we shall together I can dream of this any more. We can create all our imaginations. Bylle, I want that all our dreams were carried out!!!! My greatest dream it to be with you! I want that it was carried out by the first! I so am happy that soon our main dream to be carried out and we can be together! I adore you most lives and I wish to present you all love! I wish to embrace you and never to let off. I want that you warmed me the heat. I want that our days have been filled by passion and love. Our nights were passionate and hot! I wish to fall asleep on your breast and I wish to wake up from palpation of your heart. I wish to see in the morning your fine smile. I would give all for it!!!!! I love you above all. You my prince. I wish to be your princess!
I adore you! I love you!
Your love for ever Anna.

Letter 52

Hello My Love and Sunshine Bylle!!!!!
First of all I to wish to inform you, that all is good! I am happy inform that I can to receive your help without problems. It was not difficult, I have gone to bank yesterday as soon as have received your letter and have come back home. Sorry that yesterday I cannot inform you, was very much late and I cannot go to Internet cafe. But now all is good, in the morning today before my work I to go to travel agency and have paid this money. Thanks for your help. I have kept other money, I have paid only 650 dollars. 50 dollars, are the sum which I has been compelled to pay, because I have postponed my start. But now all is good also to me have told that tomorrow I also to come to travel agency and I will plan flight to you. Badly, but I will not have time to fly to you this week. I can plan my flight to you only for the next week. Bylle, I know that now when I write to you this letter you think of me and look forward to my letter. I hope that I have not kept you waiting very long. Because when I do not receive your letters to me to become sadly. I do not want that you longed. I now smile, because I think of you. Bylle, you represent, that only the idea on you forces me to smile. That will be when I at last can see you, I can touch with you. When we can embrace each other? I know the answer, I shall be shone with happiness. I shall shout for pleasure. Bylle, I want that all knew as we are happy. Bylle, we shall be the happiest pair? Whether I do not know you tested such strong feelings earlier. That it is ready to give all on light to be with second half. That the whole world it is not a pity to you for the sake of day with the favourite person. But I now feel it so. And I never before to test such feelings. When we can meet that I know that we shall not be disappointed in each other. Because I feel all heart it. I love you. I wish to present you all love and care and to make the happiest the man. What would you give me in replacements? You would present me the heart? Today I heard a song. Also I wish to write to you some of it, that I have had time to remember.
Every night in my dreams.
I see you I feel you.
That is how I know you go on.
Far across the distance.
And spaces between us.
You have come to show you go on.
Near far wherever you are.
I believe that the heart does go on.
It is a song from film Titanic. It my favourite song. For me personifies our love. When I listen to it, I always cry. I give these lines to you. I above all require you. Bylle, I love you. I send you the kisses and I shall look forward to your answer.
Anna.

Letter 53

Hello My Bylle!!!!!!!
I am very glad to receive today your letter! I am glad to read it today. Today I to have good and difficult day. You probably to ask as such is possible? My day was difficult, but your letter has made my day good!!! I hope that the toothache any more does not disturb you. I hope that you had a dream and also rest. I worry for you. I also did not sleep today a lot of time because I thought of you and thought of us. In the morning I to go to travel agency and I have good news to you. I planned my flight to you and I have the information on flight for you! I have tickets for you. I planned my start for Monday. It will be 18 January 2010 01:00 PM. I will have change in Munich. And after to fly to you. I will be at you 18 January 2010 06:25 PM in O'Hare Intl Arpt. My number of flight will be LH434, Lufthansa airlines. I hope that it will be suitable time for you and you can meet me at the airport. Please inform me as soon as possible. Because there were only a few days. I should have a trip to Moscow in the morning on January, 16th. Tomorrow I will have a free day and I will need to make much before a trip. I should say goodbye to the friends and a family. I love you most lives. I feel you very close to the heart. Today I long looked in the sky at stars. I likely stood twenty minutes and looked in the sky. You know, I have found ours a star. Has found two stars beside. They shone very brightly. I know that it is our stars! Bylle, I saw as they flicker. They as if palpation of our hearts! I so am happy, that I can soon divide with you my days! I every day represent our meeting and it will be unforgettable! Who could know that the Destiny will reduce us together and here, we is already fast we can together. I do not cease to be surprised to this. It is unusual to me, because I so waited when we at last can be together. I know that we shall be the happiest pair on light and to all we shall show our love! We shall build it together! From those embraces, from those fine kisses at the airport! I cannot without you any more. I constantly think of you. Bylle, I love you most lives. We are created the friend for the friend. I in ideas now with you! You have stolen my heart and have filled with yourself my soul. I wish to receive your love! I cannot live without it now. I cannot live now without you. I love you most on light. I wish to divide with you all my life. You know, long time I lived only the work and in my life there was nothing. But when I have got acquainted with you, I have understood that I all life I search. I searched for you! I so am happy that the Destiny has allowed us to find each other! I still feel badly, that I force you to worry. My Bylle, I never would throw you. I will not make it. Understand, that that there would be no I always will be with you, always I will close because I love you! It is time to me to finish the letter to you today. I wish you to have very good day full of positive emotions. I already miss on you. Also I look forward always to your pleasant words! I kiss you! Bylle, I love you most lives!!!!
Yours and only yours Anna.

Letter 54

Hello My Bylle!!!!!!!!
I was very glad to receive your answer today. Today weather does not please and all the day long there was no sun. The sun has been closed by clouds and has considerably become cold. Weather at all does not please this year. So it would be desirable that the sun shone and it was good. You to bring to me the sun in my heart! Be very fast we can together. I so wait for this moment and I can not sit on a place. There were only a few days till that fine moment of our meeting. Bylle, soon it will happen! I love you most lives and so to wish to be in your embraces! I cannot without you more. I cannot more without your kisses! Bylle, I to fly to you and we will be together, I worry about flight a little, after all I never to fly by the plane earlier. But I will overcome the fear to flight and you to meet me at the airport! I so represent as I to leave the plane, I am am blinded by the sun and a little later the first whom I see it you. You look at me and I review on you, I smile! On your face also a smile, and in hands flowers. I run to you and I fall in your embraces, you hold me in the embraces!!!! I to ask you that you never released me from them! Bylle, you never to release me and will hold me strong strong! I so wanted that this dream has come true also I know that very soon we can carry out our dream! I cannot believe to the happiness that I to find you and now we will be together! I send you my air kisses today, soon our kisses will real! Let they warm you today. I love you. It is such usual and simple phrase, but such significant and such warm! I am ready to speak you it every day! I am ready to shout with happiness, that soon we will together!
Your love Anna

Letter 55

Hello! This is Nastya. I am friend of Anna. Anna very much worried, that has not had time write to you. Because she had a trip to Moscow early in the morning and it was late for bus and consequently she asked me write to you. She asked transmit that she's fine and now she goes in Moscow. She should arrive in Moscow tonight. Now she probably goes in a train and will be fast in Moscow. She has told also that will contact you in Moscow and will inform as at her information. Also that with she all is good. I am glad for you and Anna. I to wish ask to you. That you have met her and also have not broken heart to her. Probably she seems the strong girl. But soul at her vulnerable. Please protect Anna. Probably I still will write to you if there will be possibility. Be happy together. Faithfully Nastya, friend of Anna!

Letter 56

Hello my love Bylle!
I so am happy to receive your letter and also is happy that I have possibility to write to you. I do not know from what to begin this letter because so much events have happened! I wish to begin my letter with the most important thing! Bylle, I love you and soon we will together! I hope that you have not been upset that there was no from me a letter some time. I have not had time to write to you earlier and very much worried about it. I have woken up yesterday too late and already was late to write to you and asked the friend to write to you. She has written to you! Bylle, in the morning I had a trip by the bus to the nearest city. There I had change on a train. And all the day long yesterday went by train. I very tired and have arrived late at night in Moscow. I knew that it is the big city, but I did not represent that it so big! Here it is so much much only. But I did not have time to walk on a city because it was necessary to search for hotel. I have found hotel nearby and have fallen asleep there. I did not sleep all night long before my trip to Moscow! I only could fall asleep and also cannot in the morning fall asleep in a train because it was noisy. But in hotel I well slept and early in the morning today have woken up. I have found Internet cafe near to my hotel and I can write now to you! Today I also have made much all! In the morning I went to embassy and to pass interview! After I has received all my documents and now I have them! It has occupied a lot of time from me, but it was not difficult, there was a big turn, but I was in time all. Now now I will go to the airport and to receive tickets. Also I will pass medical inspection and after I will write to you! I know that all will be good and to take off tomorrow I to you and very soon we will be together! I so love you and now I have no a lot of time to write to you. But after my tickets will be at me on hands it is necessary to wait only to tomorrow and tomorrow in 1 PM I will have flight to you! I so am happy and I can not transmit words as I love you. Bylle, I will write to you later. Approximately in one hour or two hours.
I love you.
Yours Anna.

Letter 57

Bylle, my love. To me it is very bad now. I do not know as you this all to tell. I shall well speak you from the very beginning. After I have written to you the letter I at once to go and pass medical survey. It was not difficult, but a lot of time demanded and I waited turn. I was very happy I thought that that I shall be in your embraces already tomorrow. After I have gone to the airport, and there I was waited with bad news. Bylle, me it is very bad, I choke with mental anguish. I would not represent that was if I have come to the airport tomorrow. I have received the visa and thought, that I can fly without problems to you but when I have gone to take my tickets. The girl which works there would tell to me for that that tomorrow I could take off to you, it is necessary for me, in the consent with my visa I should have enough of money what to live in USA. I have been very surprised, not who earlier about this did not speak me. Bylle, I could not think at all that that there can be such rule. I the truth did not know about this!!!!! To me have told that that have entered this rule because of that that some people leave there and start so to steal, the vagabond and to be engaged in prostitution because at them not money for a life. I explained to them that I shall live at you that we love each other that I shall live at you and what money will be necessary for me, but to me have told that that a rule exist for all and it do what exceptions. I begged them, I explained to them that that we with you should be together, but they do not listen to me and speak me only one that that rules exist for all. Bylle, I do not know that to us to do, I very much wish to be with you. I want to you, I wish you to see, embrace to kiss. To tell to you that that I strongly I love you. To me so it is bad Bylle!!! I am upset. I do not understand our country, such rules what for are necessary. Bylle, I very much love you, you are necessary to me only and your love. I cannot live without you. Bylle, I all life waited for you and here before us there was this barrier. To me so it is bad, my eyes fill in bitter tears. Bylle, almost me that that I so have strongly brought you! But I knew that about this. My heart is broken off on a part from a pain, I cannot live without yours love. I want to you my sun. Bylle, you have shined my life, you have made me happy. Only with you I have found out that such the true love!!!!! Bylle, you that for whom I waited all life. I adore you my charm. I very much do not have your support now. I do not have not enough you now as air. About as I would want that you have simply embraced me. To me very hard and terribly here in the big city, I feel helpless. Bylle, I did not think that that I should be informed you such bad news. I thought that that all behind and before us there are no not what barrier more. Bylle, that seems to me that I deliver you many problems, it is very heavy to me to realize it. I feel myself very guilty to you. Bylle. To me it is very bad, I cry at this time and me so painfully that that it not tears of happiness and pleasure, and tear of bitterness and the big mistake. I do not know that to us to do Bylle!!!! The size of the sum which should be together with my visa of 3200 dollars, and still necessary 70 dollars for registration of papers. 3270 dollars would be necessary that I could be with you. My love I do not know where to me to take such money. All that at me remains it 184 dollars. I do not understand our country. What for such rules!!!!! I explained to them that that with me not that does not happen, but they speak that that rules would exist that them to carry out, instead of to stand and to not persuade them! They have told that that from this not that will not leave. And that what to stand to persuade them what to avoid these rules, simply waste of time. Bylle, I thought that that all is passed wonderfully, but now I have a problem, I do not know as me it to solve. I very much very much wish to be only with you. I all would give what to be with you. Not that it is not a sad to me for the sake of our happiness. Bylle. Only together we shall be happy. I am tired to suffer I wish to be happy and to make you happy. I am tired to live suffering. Bylle, I love you my sun!!!! Bylle, I understand you that that to you very difficultly to help me there more for such short time. But as soon as I shall arrive to you I at once I shall give you this money. I need to be shown only their presence and to prove to them that that I can live in USA. Otherwise I cannot be tomorrow onboard the plane and I cannot take off to you my sun. Whether I any more do not know we can be in time up to tomorrow, but I can not go today at all to hotel, and remain to spend the night at the airport what to save money. I am in full confusion!!! If you can that help us. I very much wish to be only see you, I wish to be with you for ever. I wish to become your wife and to be always with you beside. But I do not know that to us to do. … Bylle. Bylle, I do not understand as us further to be, I very much very much wish to be with you. My life without you is not necessary to me! I want to you Bylle, my love. That is very a pity to me that so it has turned out. It is very a shame to me before you Bylle! I hope that that you will have time to receive my letter. Bylle, I very much worry, I hope that that you can help us my love. At me shivers all body, I write to you this letter shivering hands, my heart pours blood. To me it is very sick, Bylle that I deliver to you so much problems. Bylle, I love, I love you wish to speak you it eternally!!! Bylle, forgive me my love!!!! I very strongly wish to be with you!!!! I would want that we were happy.
I wait for your letter in Internet cafe.
I LOVE YOU BYLLE!!!!
Anna

Letter 58

My love Bylle!
Forgive me for that that I had such bad news to you. I did not know that to me to do and I very much worry that now we cannot be together. It kills me. I tried today that that to think up, I searched for variants. I since morning was in embassy. I waited for turn and hoped that I can that that to make, that to me will help there. But they have told that this rule exists for all and I should have with myself this money. I do not know that to me to do now. I begged them, asked to start up to you. I have told that to me are not required money for residing, that I shall live with you. But they speak that it is necessary and that I cannot fly to you if I shall not have it. I do not understand the country, I do not understand what for these rules are necessary. I do not understand it. I love you, forgive me for that that I cause you a pain the words. Forgive, I did not want it. All that I wished to be it with you that we were happy together. That we have carried out all our dreams. I do not know that to me to do, I am excited also to me badly. To me it is bad without you, without your love. I feel as if in my heart have thrust one thousand daggers. I want that it was only a dream that I have woken up and saw you. And me so it is bad now. I understand your request and I to send you a copy of my documents later today. I shall make it for you. Forgive me if you can, on my eyes of tear constantly. I constantly to cry. I do not see variants now. I feel badly, please write to me, write to me as soon as possible. I cannot without you, I can not without your voice. I wish to hear you as well I shall find a way for this purpose. I need to talk about much to you. I require you. I love you. Bylle, I do not have not enough you.
Yours Anna.

Letter 59

My love Bylle!
I hope that at you all well. After I have written to you I hoped what can call you, but I have not phoned. I do not know why, but I will try later. I wish to hear your voice, I wish to speak with you. I so do not have not enough you. I to go mad without you. I hope that at you all well now. Yesterday was too late and I have not had time to write to you more. Very difficult, I need to go some time to write to you because my hotel is located far from city centre. But nevertheless now I here and I will remain here. To me to go not much more. I require you and your love. Bylle, you asked me concerning tickets. I have forgotten to inform yesterday to you, I wished to tell to you it by phone.
That I have postponed my flight. I have postponed my start to you. I so hope that to us will be possible to be together. I am am killed by thoughts that I cause you a pain and sufferings. And I sincerely hope that you will soon write to me.
I will be here in expectation of your letter.
Yours Anna.

Letter 60

Probably now at you night and you have a dream. I hope in the morning when you will wake up you at once will write to me. I hope for it. Also you asked yesterday from me copies of my documents. I send them with this letter. I hope that you will receive. I wait for your letter. To me to go not much more and I will be here in expectation of your letter. I here in Moscow, but here was not present anybody, I feel lonely without you. I know that it silly, but your letters warm me. I hope that you can soon answer this note. I will wait for your letter.
Yours forever Anna.

Letter 61

Hello Bylle!!!
My love Bylle I have been able to get your letter to me. I beg you to forgive me for what I could not write to you immediately. My love is Bylle I am very glad that you could get a copy of my documents, but I'm very sorry that we could not talk on the phone, I'll try to call you today, I hope that we can talk. My Bylle I do not want to do a work visa, this visa is needed to make a very long time, I do not want to wait a very long time, Bylle I was in the airport and was able to know exactly everything I can to come to you if I can show the money to customs, I now have all the documents so that we could be together. Now I can not believe that this barrier may break our dreams?? We have a long way behind this dream that would be together, I do not want that to break down all our dreams, I want that we could be together and only together for a very short time ... I'll be all ready to do in order that we could be happy together ... My Bylle I understand that I'll bring a lot of problems, I will beg you to forgive me but I do not know that in Russia such strict laws, Bylle I am all like to know, and I say that I will not have to spend the money, I will need to only show the money to customs, I beg you to understand that these funds are only needed for 24 hours, I promise you that as soon as I can come to you I can give you the money straight to the airport, I hope you understand me? ? My love Bylle I love you so please do not leave me in a very difficult situation and we can be together and only together for a very short time.
I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART AND SOUL !!!!!!
I hope that you will not leave this letter and write me in a very short time.
Yours and only yours forever Anna.

Letter 62

Bylle I simply not to understand about what you to speak???!!! Why you to accuse me of a deceit??? I you very much ask not to break to me heart!!! I now am in Moscow at me there are all documents for this purpose that we could to be together. And you to speak to me that I to deceive you???!!! I to try to cause you but you not to answer my phone call why you not to wish to talk to me??? Why you to play with me in games??? I was ready make all for this purpose that we could to be together. You to speak to me many insulting words, I to think that you very good person!!! Bylle you to speak that you very much to love me, I of it not to see!!! I to think that you to play with me in games, I now to be very far from the house, I think that we can to be together and only together already in very fast time. You to deceive me??? How now I will come back home??? As I will look in the face friends and native, they will think that you deceived me all this time... I not to know that to me now to do. I would not like to live any more!!! I very strongly to grow fond of you!!!
TELL THAT NOW TO US TO DO???!!!
I simply not to understand what letters you to find??? I there is nobody not to correspond except you, I not when not to deceive you, I always with you to be fair. I would do all for this purpose that we could be together, you now to wish to destroy all our dreams, you to wish to break to me heart!!!
I will wait for your letter, I will try to cause you today. I hope that we can talk!!!
Yours Anna. I hope for it.

Letter 63

My Bylle just do not understand how my letters to be on this site ???!!! I do not correspond with what Michael I do not know who it is ... I think that my e-mail break in and steal all my letters and they change all the names. I just do not understand what was happening, I just do not understand why we must suffer for other people ... Bylle not when you do not cheat, I be honest with you. I'm all ready to do in order that we could be together. I do not know how you prove to his own love ... I just do not understand why you do not trust me ... I just do not understand how my letters to be there, I do not know what Michael. I love only you my dear! I do not who do not want but you. I'm all ready to do in order that we could be together. Bylle think that I fell victim to fraudsters who steal from me my letters, I will complain. I will contact the police, that would explain everything .. My Bylle not want what would you doubt me, I want that would you trust me, I want that we could be happy together. My Bylle hankering to overcome this obstacle and to want what we could be together for a very short time. I hope that you will not leave this letter and write me in a very short time.
Yours and only yours forever Anna

Letter 64

I hope that with you all well. I was so is happy what at last can to hear your voice. I worry now much. I worry that will be now with us and that to me to do further. Because it seems that all World against us. That all is bad. But there are the most important things. There is a love and hope. I love you and I hope that we can be together. I think every day of it and that have made mistakes that has caused you a pain. I do not wish to cause you a pain, after all I love you. Why the life is not fair to loving people? Always when strongly you love it hurts. But I promise to you that I never to cause you a pain again. I love you most lives. Bylle, I love you! I do not know rather that you trust me or not. But I hope that my words something mean for you. I wish to show you my feelings, my real feelings. I long was one, the life has been intolerable and it will seemed that I am never happy and after I have met you. You have opened to me eyes, have shown fine things, have made my days bright and happy. And I to wish to struggle for our happiness. To wish to be with you and never to leave you. But what I can make? Bylle, what to me to make now? I hope that you will soon receive this letter. I look forward your answer.
Yours and only yours Anna.

Letter 65

My love Bylle! I have just received your new letter. I worried, that you did not write. I read it now. That you have written thanks to me as soon as possible and that do not forget me. I will always love and always you will be in mine heart. I do not know what to tell concerning these letters. Because I do not understand it. I do not understand why and how my letters to you have appeared on this site. I do not know any Michael. And I never wrote to him. I do not understand why so happens. Bylle, I have got tired to be justified. Has got tired of excuses. I do not know that to me still to make. I do not wish to search more than the justification or an excuse. Because I never wrote to him. I do not represent that to me still to tell, I have got tired of all this situation. I have lost count in days. I am already so much days in Moscow. I did not eat much and did not sleep. I have got tired of a pain. From a pain which is caused to me by your words. I love you, but Bylle, I cannot so more. I never wished to cause you a pain or sufferings. But these words you cause me a pain in heart. I feel that you do not trust me and I am afraid that you any more do not love me. I have got tired of it. I only wanted that we were together. Bylle, I cannot find long in Moscow now because I do not have more forces, I have got tired from only. I to want that it was only a bad dream. But it is the truth!!!! Bylle, I probably will go home because I cannot receive more from you charges. I never wanted money and did not search for it. I wished to be with you and I want it. This rule exists also I should have this money with itself on residing. I will not prove anything more, I have got tired of it. If you do not love me that and tell, I understand as us difficult now and so it is easy to surrender and leave all our attempts to be together. To me painfully to write it to you. But I not to see variants it is more. If you cannot trust me as us to be further? How to us to be in the future? I am afraid for it. I love you and I trust you. But understand, that I have got tired. Bylle if you want I I will return you your money which you can help. I will wait for your letter.
Please answer it as soon as possible.
Yours forever Anna.

Letter 66

My Bylle. I could not write to you. Because at me money has ended. At me money for residing and for meal and also for Internet cafe payment have ended. I still in Moscow. I waited for the help from my mother. She can help with some money and has sent them to me that I can be in Moscow some time. She has told to me urgently to come back home. She worries about me and has told that it is not necessary to receive a pain and to search for empty hopes. But the hope is very strong also I is ready on all for the sake of you. Bylle because I love you, I love you most lives. This time does me by the crazy. I have got tired of it. Has got tired of this terrible nightmare. Why, why we do not live near. Why between us there are barriers? It kills me. All Seems that against us. Against our happiness. We dreamt of our time together, about a marriage so much. I wish to be your wife! Bylle, I want it and would give all for the sake of you. The life if you is not a number is not necessary to me. I was yesterday all the day long in hotel and to cry. Laid on a bed. When I have risen I have found out that all bed became damp because of tears. Why I love you so strongly? Why this such feelings. I wish to get rid of it because it causes so much a pain. But I cannot Bylle. Because love this most important in a life and if I lose love, I will lose you that I will lose sense in my life. But I do not know that to me to make. How I can receive similar money? I cannot make it? To me it was very difficult, I have given all money and the savings to make this trip to you possible. I have no more than anything and my family will not help. It is a reality and it is the truth. To me painfully to speak it probably my mum of the right and me is better to come back home. Because I feel that you cannot trust me. I do not know that waits for us in the future. After all between us there will be one thousand miles and it was possible unique chance to be to us together. It kills me. Tell thanks from me to your mum. She very kind and good person. I would like to find out her better, to get acquainted with her. To me its words are pleasant and I am grateful to her for all. Bylle, I am grateful to her that she has such surprisingly and good son. Forgive me that we not together. I do not know as me to be.
Yours Anna.

Letter 67

I do not require money from you to live. All that I require it you. My mum to help me some money that I can live. This money is intended for a trip home. But I cannot go home. Because my house with you. To be near to you! I in despair now. I do not know that to me still to make. You asked about the next week. I do not know what for to be in Moscow. Unless that that will change it? I have got tired of charges, tired to prove you the love. Bylle, I think that my words for you already mean nothing and because of it to me is sick. I understand you also. But understand me. After all I so much days in Moscow. I have got tired, I had no good food, did not sleep much. But I am ready on it. I am ready on any tortures. Because I understand that it is my fault. My fault that we not together. Forgive me. But I do not know that to me to make now. I can give you a hotel phone number. But I don`t have personal phone in room. It is cheapest hotel which I can find. I now will return back to hotel and I find out number for you. But that it will change. I have got tired of mistrust. I do not know that to me still to make to show you my feelings. Understand, that I can show you my feelings and love only when I will be with you. When you will see my eyes and my smile. So it is bad that only dreams.
Anna.

Letter 68

I hope that at you all well my love. Bylle, I worry, you are possible have not received my last letter? Because any letter from you long time. Bylle, here bad weather and yesterday it was very cold. I did not think that will be so coldly here. It is one more cold evening in Moscow. Bylle, I do not know that to wait. I am afraid that all it senselessly. That I will not be with you. I lose last hope. Because I have got tired from only. You asked me in last letter on the address of my hotel. My address of hotel: Moscow, street Big Rejaslavsky 50. Phone of hotel +7 937 111 3508. My hotel has no name. Because it is the private house. I have moved here when had no money. I have found the cheapest and to me hand over a room here. Here there are also some tenants. I do not know that to me still to tell. I want that we were together and I to trust in us and our future. Let to us it is now difficult. But I so hope that this nightmare soon to end. Please answer my letter as soon as possible. I will be here. To me to go not much more. My house near to you.
Yours Anna.

Letter 69

I have just received your letter. I was in embassy some times. To me explained about it also. But me have told that it will not be possible. First of all I to fly to you as the tourist. I to fly on rest!!!! If I tell that I will be with you and what to wish to remain with you for ever that embassy never will allow to fly to me. Unless you do not understand? Earlier I informed you on it. And consequently I should have this money. Because I will not have support in the USA. And of myself I will care. This condition at which I can remain with you. I do not know as it to explain, because I am afraid that you will not believe to my words. Bylle, me will not let out from the country never if they know about us with you. My state watches it. It is all very difficult. But it is a unique variant now for us. I do not know as us to arrive. I have got tired to be justified. I have got tired of all this situation. I understand as difficult to trust me, after all between us thousand miles. Bylle, I understand as you difficult now. But me also it is difficult as well as you. I love you. But as to me to be. I am ready for the sake of you on anything you like. But without your support and love I can make nothing. You do not trust me and wish to accuse me of what that. I spoke to you that I will return you your money and you asked me to make it. I have got tired. I probably will go home. I should work difficult. But I will return you this money which you to send to me. I do not know how many will occupy it of time. But I hope that after that you will trust me. But will be already too late. I will lose all that I have. We will lose our possibility to be together. Forgive, I did not want it. I did not wish to suppose mistakes and I more them not to admit never. I do not wish to cause you a pain. But please tell to me how to be now and I will make that you will tell. We have a chance to be together. I can fly to you within this week. But without your trust it is impossible.
Anna.

Letter 70

My love Bylle!
I have just received your letter. I receive all your letters. I wished to answer your letter, I called to you. But you have not answered. I was afraid that you will be on a trip and will not receive my message. But you slept. It is necessary for me of more patience probably. ButI so have got tired and after called to you to go to hotel. I received such your letter yesterday and today. Every day I come to Internet cafe and I am here all the day long. I do not know what to write to you more. Also I sit and to look in the monitor. So there pass my days.
Each line of this letter is given to me with the big work. I have received your letter some hours ago and have just now dared to write to you. Bylle because at me hands fall. I have got tired. I have already so much days no good dream. Was not in a soul. If you now me would see you have understood. Bylle, I have got tired from only. First of all I have got tired of misunderstanding. I understand that you love me and trust. But I do not understand the country, I do not understand this system and this World. I would like now that we were in other World which we have created for each other. That there was more nobody. Only you and I. So much things have happened for these days and we have received so much a pain. I in excitement now. I do not know that I wait and why I still not for the house. It probably because I do not lose hope. Because I love you. That you would not tell and I have not made I love you. And I am ready on any risk, hope that we if only will have together. I most of all am afraid to come back home, because when I will come back home I will lose sense in by a life. I will lose you. After all we cannot be together. The distance is too great also I not to wish to lose chance. So much people have found each other and now together. Unless we have not deserved happiness? I waited so much years to you. You my love for all life. And now I cannot lose you. I donot know what to tell about mine the visa. But I was in the Russian embassy and showed them the visa and it is valid. These rules exist also I them I do not think out. If you think that it is all because of money that tell to me it. I have got tired of charges and searches guilty.I there is nothing it is not guilty. I regret only about one. About that that I have brought you and because of me we now not together. You can not trust me. You can not trust. It is not important now. Our love and our future is important and I am afraid that all it keeps only onone hope. Why it happens to us? Why all so is difficult? I do not know that to me to make. I am ready to give all for the sake of you to find this money which are required. I wash [pray to] the God about it every day that he has allowed us to carry out our dreams. Dreams of us together. About our marriage. About our future. And now I do not know that to us to do. I love you and I do not want that we caused each other a pain.
Please write to me as soon as possible.
Yours Anna.

Letter 71

First of all I to wish to tell about the tickets. I cannot receive this money back! There has passed so much time and now to me will not return this money. All that I can take it other tickets. But I cannot get a refund for plane tickets and consequently I now in a difficult situation. We already so much time postponed a start and now there are no chances that I to receive back money for tickets! I am excited concerning your decision to visit me. And also to remain with me. I worry much. Unless you can make it? This your decision? If you are assured of it and you have solved that it will be possible. Then I will be glad to meet you here. All that I wish it that this nightmare we have ended also were together. Because I love you and cannot live without you more. You asked me also about tickets back home. Tickets Moscow-Kazan stand 160 dollars. Also the bus from Kazan to Kilemary cost of 70 dollars. My hotel which I has received there are 60 dollars a day. I should for 5 days of stay in hotel. Today there will be 6 day of stay in hotels and I worry that soon will move me and will force to pay the penalty or will send in prison for non-payment. I do not know what to tell. Because on your conversation all seemed to you that easily and you tried to encourage me. That I had a smile. But all so is bad also I do not know as me to be now. Bylle, I also worry rather operation. Because if it will be, to you will not allow to fly within 6-10 months. Unless we can wait so much? You will need before to startto do the visa and to receive tickets. It also will occupy time and many money. Please answer a question. How it will be possible? I am ready to wait for you. But I am afraid that it will not be possible. I am afraid to lose you. Please answer this letter.
I will wait for your answer.
Anna.

Letter 72

I worry. At you all is good? Probably you have got tired also. But I wait for your letter. It is very important for me. I hope that you can soon write to me.
Anna.

Letter 73

I waited for your letter. But I do not know what to tell to you. You Seem that in what wish to trust. You do not wish to understand the facts. The facts that I still in Moscow. I do not understand now you. I want that you arrived to me. But why you cannot still understand that I am in Moscow and it seems that I here will remain on long? I have got tired to wait and hope that you something will help. After all at me are now long. I was here in Moscow because you asked me to remain in Moscow. I that that hoped and did not know what for. But I did it. I am ready on all for the sake of you. But now I do not understand you. I do not understand as you concern me. You ignore my requests. My entreaties to you. I require your support. But you cannot give it to me. What for all it was necessary? Please explain to me. I am upset, it more than is upset, I shout, I cry. After all you have left me here and I do not know as me now to be. I have no anything now. You did not write to me. I tried to write to you. But that I should write. "Favourite you where?" Why you so concern me? Unless when people love each other they will allow the favourite half so to suffer? Please answer. Answer why you so you arrive. Bylle if it not the end of ours relationships and you seriously wish to fly that tell to me it. But understand that I cannot be in Moscow more.
I want go to home!
Anna.

Letter 74

I have come back home. Without your help. I was helped by my family. I am constantly convinced that I can count only on myself and on the family. You not constant, you constantly resort to extreme measures. I do not know that you wished to prove to these. But I have understood all concerning you. That you never loved me and wished to receive the beautiful girl only. You do not listen to me and to my requests. I will return you money, I do not wish to know you more. It is sick.
Anna

Letter 75

You ask why I so have written to you? Because you have left me in Moscow! I could not come back home, I had debts for hotel and you have not written more than anything. I waited as the silly woman of your letter some days in hope that you can that that to make. But you did not write also I have understood that you were afraid for the money. If you would love unless you have admitted it? I never spoke to you that I wish to see you here. I only did not understand as it will be possible and what is the time it will demand, you have not answered these questions also. And now I do not know as you will arrive. What for? You will have enough enough boldness to look in the face to my mum and the grandmother, they took some credits in order that I have flied to you and that has returned from Moscow. You thought of it? Answer now to me, unless when you love will not do the utmost that your second half, your favourite did not suffer? Why then you have left me? It is not necessary for me of anything from you and it was never necessary, only your love and support. I would understand you, but you have left me. And it can repeat.
Anna.

Letter 76

I seemed is right. I do not blame you there is nothing. Only I do not understand you. You constantly think only of yourself and speak that your heart is broken. But you never asked me that I feel. You can present yourself on my place? For example. If you have appeared in such situation and then I have turned away from you. I hope that you have understood me in it. I not to speak that you are guilty. I am guilty. But I have understood that you do not care of me. Understand that for me the care is understanding and support. Not encouragement, and spiritual! You could not support spiritually me at all when I required it. Even on your voice by phone was clearly that you not are serious. Badly. But all it has deduced me from itself. To me are necessary serious relationships. But you are similar to 20 old boys which does not know as to dialogue with the girl.