Letter(s) to Jerry (USA)

Letter 1

Hi Jerry, how your day was? I hope you are glad to receive my letter because when I have received your letter I really was delighted.
I wish to tell to you about my girlfriend Nina, she has met on Craigs List with the man from New York. And recently, he has suggested her has coming to him, Nina has agreed and tomorrow, she flies to him in New York. It is Nina, has advised me to search for acquaintance on the Internet. And now, I am very glad for Nina. Also, I am very glad that, have met you. Earlier, I would not believe that such can happen, on the Internet. But now, I trust. Today my day has begun as usually: I woke up at 6:00,then I have left on jog, after jog, I have taken a shower and have had breakfast. For a breakfast I eat fried eggs and a sandwich with cheese. At 7:30 I have arrived for work. My working day comes to an end at 19:00.
I work from on Monday till Friday and sometimes on Saturday.
I like to look TV programs about sports and news, about the events that have occurred in the world. After viewing the TV, I go to bed - approximately at 23:00. Jerry probably think that it is too late?
Many Russian people speak, that happiness in money, but I do not agree with them. I earn enough completely to satisfy the material needs, but I am unhappy in love. My monthly earnings of 15 000 roubles, it about 500 American dollars. But this money suffices me and even is possible save my money. I cannot tell, that I dream of career. I have few friends. I tried to find love and happiness here, but I have tested man's roughness and disrespect. It has wounded me. I want to find the partner in life,together to enjoy life and to go in the future.According to 6 from 10 marriages in Russia come to an end with divorce. And I do not wish to get in this six unhappy. I have no, aunt, brothers and sisters. My parents have divorced, when I was 2.5 years. My father has found a younger woman for himself and left us.
My mom was afraid bring up me in loneliness and has repeatedly married. But her new husband has told, that the he don't need another's man child, and my mother has given me on education to her sister - my aunt, She loved me like a daughter and I loved her like my mother. She didn't have her own children and her husband died. After his death she didn't married again, because she has loved only him. Masha has bequeathed me everything that she had: this is an apartment and old-time jewelry which she has got from her great-grandmother. This is a very beautiful necklace ring set with a stone and bracelet. This is a historical value, and I cherish it very much. A year ago my aunt has died of a cancer of a stomach.
And now I live alone. Probably it cruelty but, I do not wish to recollect my parents. I do not recognize them as parents. And consequently, I consider myself as the orphan. Perhaps, therefore I do not wish to repeat a mistake of my parents and I search for the husband in America. I am very lonely and defenceless. I want to find the man, with whom we shall create the world of love, kindness and honesty. In the guy I want to see honesty and kindness. These are the main things because the lie and a rage spoil any relations.
I like cheerful people. I do not love men who do not have self-respect.
The heart of the man is most important. I want to be honest and frank with you, that's why I ask you not to deceive me. There is a proverb in Russia: Bitter truth is better than sweet lie. I am sure that you are an honest man and you can't lie.
Am I right? For me it is not important where to live, Russia, America or other country.
It not the main thing. The main thing that there was a love. But likely to visit America would be interesting to any person. For me does not matter, what nationality the person and what he of age. The basic thing his heart and soul.
My religion - the Orthodox Christian. I really good cook. I do not brag, but I really know my abilities in cooking of tasty and various meal. I like to cook the complex dishes including a various combinations of snacks, salads and seasonings. I cook during all my life. I know hundreds various recipes of dishes from various cuisines. But my favourite dish fried a fish (salmon) in creamy sauce with spice. It has surprising taste. I spend much time on kitchen.
Jerry, it is pleasant to you, if the woman will make to you a tasty supper? You love fried a salmon?
Now I want to ask to you some questions: When your Birthday?
Is it important for you the nationality of the person ? What foodstuff, you like? It is very interesting to me, what weather at you?
We have normal temperature for this winter season. 5 degrees below than degrees a zero.
We have a severe climate - severe and very long winter, but warm summer.
Now I must finish my letter. Hope to hear from you again.
I wait anxiously for your answer.
Katy.

P.S. I have sent you a picture made last summer.

Letter 2

Hi my dear Jerry, I am very glad to receive your letter.
I waited for this minute with impatience to answer you.
Jerry I am so sorry that you heard only such bad things about lady from our country. Such women disgrace our country and though I always had pride for Russian people and women, it is a shame to me, that these women are Russian.
Actually in Russia many good, fair and kind ladies. I understand what opinion now you have about Russian people. But in Russia really many good girls.
I sincerely regret that you heard only such bad things about bad people.
Your letters have become so close to my heart that I am glad to them like a baby. you write so beautiful letters, I have never heard such words in Russia. I think that Russian men don't know such words at all. Your words are so pleasant that I feel myself on the heavens. Please do not forget, write me every day at least two words, then I will know that everything is OK. I will be calm for you and won't worry. About love at first sight, if I didn't believe it then I would not be talking with you. Every ones in a while you see a light peaking through under a door. It acts as an invitation. Your first email was a small light, when I opened the door on the other side was a whole new world that I have never seen with you as the sun.
Beautiful, amazing, and full or wonder. This relationship we have started via email is the begining of a life long friendship that might blossom into some thing more? Love is such intoxicating narcotic, which makes do mad, but sometimes funny actions. Only person in love can fill the whole bath with champaign, only person in love can present the million of scarlet roses or stand whole night under balcony of the loved woman singing serenades. The dearest I have is you Jerry, I understood it clearly yesterday when I was walking in the park and thinking about you. I was tired and sat down on the bench. I closed my eyes and thought about you. A wind was blowing, it scutched my hairs and enveloped my body by its chilly freshness. I don't know why, but I thought that you changed in wind, and you tenderly touched my hairs with you invisible hands. It seemed to me that I am situated somewhere there with you. And my heart began beating as never before. I was so pleasant that I was ready to yell from happiness. People who were passing near me probably thought that I am crazy wnen they saw me sitting on the bench with closed eye and smiling. But I didn't think about their opinion. after work I will go home by foot. I like to walk along the street and to breath fresh air, especially when the weather is warm. As a matter of fact I don't want to go home. It is very boring and lonely at home. Sometimes I don't mention it, but sometimes when I come home with good mood, I want to talk very much, to share thoughts with anybody, to have fun. But my flat is empty and I have to be in full solitude. And my good mood disappears. I simply sit down in an arm-chair and look at the window. And when the silence deafen me when I hear as My blood flows in my veins, I hear movement of my eyelashes, at that moment becomes unbearably and my heart compresses. I don't know how to struggle with it. I can listen to music or read a book. But in some moment I understand that I just deceive myself. In fact I want a beloved person to be near me, with whom I could spend evenings, to meet morning, to speak about yesterday and to dream about tomorrow day. I want to walk and to feel a strong man arm holds me. I don't want to cook meals only for myself. I want somebody to appreciate it. But enough about it. I having not enough time. Jerry, again. Can you imagine?
I dreamt in the childhood and I dream now. Of course, the world of dreams is an illusive world. We live in a real life, so we can't to sink into the world of dreams and phantasies for long. When a dream becomes obsession, it can bring only pain and disappointment. Practically dreams do not always realize. It happens that you use all power, all aspiration to make the dream come true. But as much you try, not all in this life depend on us. When the dream for a long time does not come true, as though you did not try, dream ceases to be that star, which was for you lighthouse in ocean of the life, which illuminated your way. But anyway, I think that it is impossible to live without dreams and hopes. When there is a dream, the life is filled with sense. The dreams are those things that do us people that distinguishes us from the whole rest alive world. The dreams contribute variety in ordinary and grey life. The dreams force to think, analyse, choose and come to a conclusion. The Faith and Hope - an eternal satellites of our lifes.
And regardless of what waits you at the end, joy of the victories and subordinated tops we remember better, than disappointment and pain of the defeats. You agree with me? I am surprised that I write you all this. I have never had a person, with whom I could share my thoughts.
But now I have found you, and I am very glad. Forgive me for my frankness. If I said something superfluous forgive me please.
Do you like when your friends come to your home?
Jerry, I have a very warm feeling inside from all the things you have said about, how you feel when you think of me.
My day brightens tremendously whenever I see an e-mail from you. I will wait for your letter with impatience.
Katy.

P.S. This picture has been made in this summer, I came back from a beach in city Sochi.

Letter 3

Hi my dear Jerry! I very much regret that I could not write to you earlier.
Today, I write to you from my working computer.
I wish to inform you awful news. Yesterday, I came home and found the door of my flat broken open… I came in - my flat was almost empty.
Someone took the TV set, computer, digital camera the stereo and even the hair dryer. They didn’t even disdain to take my new shoes! The worst of all is that a computer and digital camera, I have bought on credit and completely have not paid cost. I called the police - damn, all they said to me was that I was the third person who had been robbed during the day - looks like a whole gang of thieves is working in our city. I hope that the police will find them - but I know that there’s hardly any chance.
Then, I have gone to my girlfriend Lena and she has calmed me and has given me her old TV. I have some friends, but only one best friend. Her name Lena.
We are friends for 18 years. She a true friend and always helps me, as well as I help her. Today I talked with my boss, I asked him to use Internet at least 25-30 minutes a day. And my boss has approved my request and has allowed to use to me the Internet on work. I cant let him deprive me my private live how much it cost me.
Now I shall write the letters to you from my work.
Jerry, now I wish to tell you about our small city Abinsk, located in the Krasnodar area. Distance from Abinsk up to Krasnodar approximately 110 kilometers. Abinsk approximately 1450 kilometers on the south from Moscow. Abinsk makes about 34 thousand inhabitants. I don't know if you have seen such houses. These are the houses which were built before the second world war, in the fortieth years.
There are a lot of buildings, but they are not like in your country.
And that is special for all cities in Russia. I have some friends, but only one best friend. Her name Lena.
She lives in an old wooden house. Lena the unfortunate woman. Lena has daughter her name Faya. Lena had a husband his name was Sergey. Sergey has been killed on the Chechen war and now Lena brings up Faya one. She has told, that the most valuable in her life, is her daughter Faya. I completely agree with her. I help Lena, to bring up Faya, in weekend we visit park, cinema, and sometimes we go to fish.We always spend our time together. My girlfriend Lena says that she wants to live in a quiet town. And I agree with her. A big city has a big traffic, a fast rhythm of life, garlands of fires, light shop windows, high buildings, fountains, cinemas, parks, theatres and attractions.
It is wonderful, of course I like it. But we have places a zone of rest, a beach, parks. They are very beautiful. If there were no criminal,the place could be considered as a paradise. But alas, the criminal in big cities, as well as in the small ones is the worst part of our life. Unfortunately criminal in Russia is situated on a very high level. But I don't want to tell about these sad things.
I must finish my letter. I don't want but I have to. I want to ask you what makes you happy Jerry? What was the best gift that you got from a woman?
Your country has many criminals? Sincerely yours and with best wishes.
I will wait for your letter with impatience.
Katy.

P.S. Unfortunately today, I cannot send you my pictures. Because, I have no my pictures in my working computer. But tomorrow, I shall bring my pictures for work and shall ask our programmer to make my pictures in my working computer.
Today, I wish to send you a map of Krasnodar area.
On this map, the red strip notes our city of Abinsk.

Letter 4

Hi dear Jerry. Many thanks for your letter. I am really madly glad to receive your letter. I am really glad that I have found you.
Today, I have again visited police. But they have told that they cannot find criminals who have plundered my apartment. And so-as, my computer and other stolen things were not insured. They have not given me any certificate for shop.
Jerry, I understand that you cannot have children and it not bother me because I always thought that the decision to have children - the joint decision with the husband and of course if there are any reasons, I will simply accept it.
I should tell to you that I have ocean of emotions and sensations which I had no in my heart before. And on this, my reason and my heart say me that I should answer by sincerity your constant sincerity. My heart and my reason says me that I should tell what I feel now because it is a part of our friendship and I should share it with you. I should tell that it was required two days to write and think over this letter, because I wanted to say just the right things to you. I didn't want to offend or upset you in anyway, and it really bothered me that saying something wrong may do that. I normally speak directly from my heart, and I am right now, but sometimes, words must be carefully chosen. I feel somewhat lost when I have no opportunity to use a computer to read your letter. In my soul, I feel contentment and joy when I think of you.
I have never done this in my life, (tried to initiate a relationship halfway across the world), and I might have much to learn about how to proceed, but I am more than willing to learn whatever it takes to succeed if that is your desire as well. I also believe that couples should be the best friends possible, which trust and share with each other everything that they feel. I do not know if my word and thoughts make sense to you, and I try very hard to put them in typed words that you will feel and understand. I believe in God, and I believe that I have been put through trials to prepare me for meeting a man with whom I will spend the rest of my life loving, to better appreciate him, respect him and cherish the love, that he would give; only asking that I return the same. I hope that my words and letters are not boring to you, but they are much more than mere words, they are my thoughts and feelings, and I send them out to you.
I very much desire that you find it in your heart and are comfortable with sharing your personal feelings with me, I wish to know you on a more intimate level, I would like you to share your dreams, your hopes, your feelings of the heart with me, I truly wish to connect with you on a level that goes way beyond mere friendship. Please do not think me foolish for thinking these things, I believe that in order for anything to succeed, you have to be honest, and that is what I am doing with you. Could you close your eyes for just a minute, and think and dream of what a life we could share, what it would be like, the fun of learning each other. I really believe that dreams do come true for people which dare to believe in dreams, because if they believe in them hard enough, dreams could become in reality. I guess that you are shocked that I feel this way, but here, where I was raised, the gift of true love from a man is something that is more similar to a Mirage or self-deception, rather than mutual feeling which two enamored people can give each other. I hope that I am not rambling on with my words. I have so much that I wish to share with you, and each time I write to you, I feel there is never enough time to say everything that I want to say, and I always feel that I have forgotten something important that I wanted to share with you. Jerry, when I speak of you and I think of you, it does not matter for me what anyone else thinks. I want to tell that you are very beautiful for me. I mean, I find that you are not only attractive as a man, I also speak of the beauty that is within you, beauty of your internal world, and alas, this particular type of beauty is very special and rare. Most men have only appearances, but not have beauty inside, and this is where true beauty is.
This, is that for me is the most important and significant in all limits of my character, my soul and my consciousness. Your words spoken to me with so much kindness and care, they express the beauty within you. I think that you are truly handsome, the essence of what beauty should be, and there is nothing that anyone could say to me that would compel to change my mind even a little bit. I want to reduce essence of all my letter only to one thought. I do not know if I could clearly explain all my thoughts and feelings, which overflow me now, or not. I want to tell that I feel, we become very good friends and I really enjoy our friendship. I aspire to learn you more and I dare to hope that you suppose a thought that our relations can develop more than it enough for simple friendship. It is that way which I feel. As always I hope that my letter finds you in good health and spirits, and I hope that every yours wish you have comes true one day. I will look forward to your reply as always with anticipation and impatience....
Dear Jerry I send you my address:
My address:Russia.
City - Abinsk.
Street - Pionerskaya, 10-2.
ZIP-353320.
I do not remember, whether informed, I to you?
My full name Katerina, Katy the same name only diminutive.
Katerina and Katy, it too the name. Katy short. Katerina full. Katerina = Katy.
I am shy, but I kiss you hotly, my Jerry.
With tenderness Katy.

P.S. I send you my recent picture, I and Nina. This picture is made in January before Nina departure in New York.
We had supper with Nina at restaurant.

Letter 5

Hi my love Jerry! I have a friend Jerry, and I always think of him, I want to know all about him. Absolute All!(Smile).
Tell to me about your ideas and dreams. And now I shall make it.
Today my boss informed me, that In February, I shall have 2.5 months of a vacation. Building in which our firm is located, very old and is in an emergency condition. The building of our firm, requires major repair. And soon our firm will be closed for 2.5 months for repair work of a building. And all collective of our firm will be is on a vacation. Approximately In February, I shall have a vacation. I cannot refuse this vacation.
In a building of our firm will be is made, major repair. Repair will last 2.5 months.I have begun to cry, because it means that I can't write to you, I can't use a computer. I was so frightened that I can lose you. I imagined that I should spend this vacation in my apartment, between four walls. I should sit in loneliness and think of you. I should aimlessly wander on streets and fall asleep with tears on eyes every night. I have been waiting for my vacation and now I receive them but they don't bring pleasure to me.
Because in the next year, I cannot receive my vacation. I imagined that I should spend some months without you and awful emptiness had appeared in my heart. All world around became uninteresting for me and I told myself:" NO! It is not for me!" I thought of us.
About you and about me-about us together. My thoughts were mixed, like inking waves during a storm, and I, like a small ship was sank in the sea of despair. I calmed and hold on myself.
And I have put a hard aim, the aim of all my life-to be with a man who loves me and I love him by all my heart. I thought what I can do to see you. I decided to spend this vacation with you. I thought what I can do to meet you. Simply to meet. That's all what I want now.
I have passport, and also I need an visa. Today I have addressed in firm where the visas are made. I wondered how much it would cost for me. They told me that this service would cost 220 USD. I said it was big money, and visa couldn't be cost so much. They told that I could make all directly in Moscow where an foreign consulate was. But I have considered that if I shall make directly in Moscow, I will squander more money. The way to Moscow and back also residing there will cost much. I shall squander more money than 220 USD if I go there. Besides if my application isn't approved, it will turn out that I squander all money for nothing. I have been explained that it will be necessary to visit set of various departments, state and medical institutions in Krasnodar. I must wait for a long time the queue. This firm allows to avoid many problems and to make all for faster term. I asked how long it would take to make the visa. I was answered that it would take about a week or may be 2.
And in this firm I was told, that they need information about me from the police. If I am a law-abiding citizen, I shall get the visa.
I have never outraged the law. I shall have preparation for interview. It will help me to receive the visa. I understand that our relations are not long yet, but I trust you. And I very hope so you are, as I love you. Many years I ask myself a question: Why everything depends on money? I think that the money is not main thing in life. The main is when the people can and want to understand each other. I have some savings. And I think that Oll be enough to come to you, my sweetheart.
Our love will overcome any distances. Live for LOVE!
When you Love, do it with all your might, all your Devotion and for all eternity! I really think it's better to love and fail and not having fallen in love at all. Since I started talking to you, I just can't stop thinking of you Jerry. This picture is made the last summer.
I with not patience wait your answer.
I KISS YOU.
Katy.

P.S. I have absolutely forgotten to tell, today I have received the letter from Nina. You remember, I already wrote to you about her. I am very grateful to Nina that, she has advised me to use the Internet for acquaintance. And owing to her, we with you have got acquainted.She has written, that she's fine, she is very glad that, she has met her boyfriend in New York, she is happy with. Nina has bragged to me, has told that tomorrow, they will go to travel for 1 month.
They plan to visit Spain, France and Italy.I am very glad for Nina and I wish Nina good luck.

Letter 6

Hi my heart Jerry! How are you? I'm wonderful!
When I see your letter, my heart is similar to a bird in a cage.
Wants to depart a breast and to fly to you. I never experience before similar. I have not enough time with official registration of papers. I spend all my time for this purpose. To begin carry out our meeting I be engaged in the international documents, passage of a medical commission and other things to prepare the document of travel in your country.Last night after my job I went to the church.
I put a candle for ours with you happiness. I think that God will help us.
I'm thinking about you. I'm thinking about you constantly. At my job everybody are surprised why I'm so merry. They don't know that I'm corresponding with you. Do you believe in love? One love and forever till the end of life. I believe.I believe in love. There are no the barriers for love. The age and distance are not important. When the people love he doesn't notice it. I believe that the day will come and our hearts will join. And the people will envy our happiness. Because we will come ourselves to our happiness. Nothing will happen if you sit and do nothing. And I believe that we will build our happiness. We will build it of the small bricks as Egyptian the Pharaones built their pyramids.
And we will build our pyramid. And we will call it the love pyramid of Jerry and Katy. I'm thinking about your letters. I think how it's good that I have met you in the Internet. If I was told before, that I will meet my love in the Internet, I would not believe this man.
I would think, that this man is crazy or joker. But it has happened.
It has happened not to somebody but to me. And I'm glad that the people invented the Internet. I didn't think that it's possible to find my only love in the Internet. But I have found. Please, don't give me up.
It will be a strong pain for me. I won't simply go through it. But I believe that you won't do it. I love you, my prince Jerry. When, I shall have the full information on my visa, I shall inform to you exact date of my arrival to you. I think that when we shall meet, we together shall decide how many, I can remain with you.
Jerry unfortunately, I have no phone in my apartment and a cell phone.
In our city of Abinsk, very bad quality of cellular communication therefore, I do not buy a cell phone. Please, not be surprising. In Russia many people have no phone.
My boss forbids to use phone in the personal purposes.
But, I can call only in weekend from a public phone booth.
I have written this letter and recalled.
I have forgotten to send you my kiss. I'm kissing you my love. KISS !!!
Your love forever Katy.
God Bless and Protect Us.

P.S. I send you a recent picture made in December before New Year's holidays.

Letter 7

Hi, my ocean of love Jerry.
Every day I think about you and about our love. Our love resembles me a little beautiful flower, which is entrenching through dry ground and is stretching to the sun. Our love is watered by a rain of kindness, tenderness and trust. Every day our flower is becoming stronger and harder.
Our love takes force from our letters. This is a thin thread which has connected us. I am very glad that we build our small world of love together.
Our world of love will be strong, because we build it from Devotion, Probity, Respects and Trust. Love - this is world for two persons, to which any stranger can't come in, otherwise everything will be ruined. And then it will be impossible to collect rebuilt the splinters of the love. In Russia people say that Love is a great force. Love can overcome all the barriers and distances.
Two loving hearts are streatching to each other like two magnets.
Our hearts are tired from loneliness, that's why they must be together and beat like one heart. Our hearts are like two great oceans. They are vast and very deep yet calm an peaceful on the surface. Our feeling run very deep and they are very strong. Sometimes we get afraid we will be pulled under by the current. I dream that our two oceans will meet in a powerfull wave that will shake the very earth. And when all is done there will be one vast beautiful ocean, beauitful, powerful and forever...(one heart, one ocean).
I ask to forgive me if I have told you something wrong, but these were my thoughts. May be I haven't answer some your questions.
When I get your letter I am so happy that i am forgetting about everything.
I write you not with the mind but with the heart.
At this moment my mind is situated with you.
At this moment I am under your hipnosses.
My thoughts are only about you and soon we will be together.
My question to you: If we were married. During 10 years. We shall assume in one day there was an accident. I have lost a hand. (shall assume) you have left me or continued to live together? (I ask you to present. Actually I am healthy.)
Katy.

P.S. This picture is made this summer on Black sea not far from the city of Novorosijsk. In my glass a drink. Do not think that in a glass alcohol.

Letter 8

Hi my love Jerry!
My working day has comes to an end and I am writing you now. My mood is very good. Soon we will be together. Tell me that this is true.
I think that you are a honest, understanding and kind person.
From my life I have understood, understanding and respect the most important in Relations between the man and the woman. It so is important for understanding and respecting not only The opinion, and even opinion of other person. I studied psychology, and the main mistake Married couples is that everyone proves the correctness and does not want to recede from The opinion. Each person can be mistaken. In most cases because of Such trifles there are quarrels and scandals. In fact it is much more convenient to discuss a problem in To quiet conditions and together to find the best exit. We in Russia have saying One head well, and two is better (smile). I am right? Still I very much appreciate a true friendship.
When I shall come you should acquaint me with yours Friends. I do not want to stand across you and your friends. The man should have The right to communicate only the man's company, without women. But not all time (smile).
Friends should so to meet, drink in a bar beer and messages man's conversations.
I will love you in the future and I love you now. I am waiting for the moment of our meeting very much. It so excites me. Yesterday when I went to bed I was thinking about you so much that I felt a little trembling in my body.
I don't know why it happened to me but anyway it is something good.
Jerry, I already wrote to you, I have no phone. But I shall try to call to you, I cannot promise you that, I shall make it soon, but I shall try to call to you.
I am finishing writing. I am thinking of you and writing you these words. These words are coming from my heart. My heart is beating faster now because of you. I reread all your letters and love you more and more. I love you very much, I need you very much and I hope that our meeting will be very very soon. I will write you later. I am still waiting for you letters!!! I hope very much that our love is forever!!!!!!!!!!!!!
The love of Katy and Jerry is eternal !!!!!!!!!!!!!! With all my love.
Hot and passionate kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss for you.
Yours Katy.

P.S. Jerry, write the exact, full name of the airport closest to you. If your airport has a code, write a code of the airport and whether has your airport flights from Russia?

Letter 9

Hi my love Jerry!
My working day has comes to an end and I am writing you now.
My mood is very good. Soon we will be together. Tell me that this is true.
Now I have the most intense days in my life. I shall make the visa for the sake of you. It will be my gift for you Jerry. Ok?
As a rule from 11 applicants only by one received the visa. I have paid big enough sum of money to not stand in long queue and to not wait for consideration during several months. I never thought that the commission will ask such unusualquestions. Me asked about my private life, me asked about children, about work, about patriotism, about the attitude to America, about my conversance and awareness of events which happened in the world and in America, about my religion and belief. I have told about all my life in detail. I spoke about everything fairly as is really. To me have told that my answers are unexpected and as a rule applicants do not answer so directly and openly such questions. They have not got used to hear such answers, but they have told what to hear fair and truthful answers it is much more pleasant than word which come not from heart and reason.
Children from the orphanage also have made the big impression and rendered the big influence on the commission. To me have told that I the first lady who have such support from children - orphans. I have given documents on my donations in children's homes. These are small donations, but very few people do it. From several orphanages I have got support in writing from tutors and children. They have convinced the commission, that I the worthy person to visit America, because I have accepted responsibility for children which I help. I have given characteristics from work. I have shown the document on my apartment which me was left by my aunt. I have told the commissions directly and openly, that I dreamed to see your country, but I am sure that everything dream of it, even those who speaks that does not dream.I want to use chance to visit America. They have been surprised, because nobody spoke so openly. I have shown them all my documents testifying that in the childhood I lived with the aunt without parents. I have told that I all my life lived for other people and gave pleasure and happiness to another's children. What bad in that that I once will visit other country, once to receive really big pleasure in a life? They did not expect that I will tell such words. And as you can believe I could convince them. I simply want to meet you, and to spend some happy time. It only will help us to learn more each other. I simply want to spend my vacation with you, and for some happy time with you I am ready to give much. But the meeting cannot spoil our relations. On the contrary. I want to be your visitor some happy time .
I think that you also will be happy as I. All people meet. But there is no such law what to meet is possible only after you know about the person all. On the contrary, as far as it is interesting to learn about the each other being face to face. It is much more essential than letters.
You will see my eyes, I will see yours. You will touch my hand, I will touch yours. We will talk and laugh, whisper each other on an ear pleasant words, we will tell about thoughts and feelings, we will dream together and enjoy joint pastime. It so miraculous. It is such big chance to learn more about the each other. It simply a meeting of two very much close friends but as far as pleasant and long-awaited this meeting, you only think. Now I wait for the messenger and it a to me will tell, that my visa is ready.
Please write me what you think, I'll wait for your email. I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!
On always yours Katy.

P.S. I send you pictures I, Lena and her sister, this picture made the last summer. Other picture, Lena and her daughter Faya.

Letter 10

Hi my love Jerry.
I ask to forgive me but my letter will be short.I at all have no time.
Every day I thank the God that I found you in this crazy world!!!
I never tired to say you Jerry that I love you all my heart and I'm waiting this beautiful day when we'll be together and can speak hug and kiss. It will be the best holiday in my life. I want you in my life Jerry I want to lie down to sleep with you and wake up with you Jerry and everyday. I want to be yours!
I think you love me too and we must do all for our meeting, I trust you very much and I'm sure that this day which I'm waiting comes soon because I truly love you and want to be with you, it's my dream now but it's realizable.
This day comes nearer, I feel it and I think you feel it too.
Jerry, you very attentive and kind a man. Thanks for your anxiety on Faya.
I want to say hello to you from all my friends they wish love for us.
IT's a beautiful life now for me because I have the man which I love.
It's you Jerry and I don't want to lose you!!!!!
I should finish my letter.
We will be together!!!!!!!
Yours love Katy!

Letter 11

Hi my gentle, hotly loved Jerry. How are you.
Dear Jerry when I shall receive the visa and I shall arrive to you, we together should decide how many I can to remain with you. My visa allows to remain with you of 3 months, my vacation 2.5 months. If we shall decide, that we belong each other, as the husband and wife, then to me It is necessary to return to Russia, to make all necessary documents what for ever to remain with you.
If you were now with me in Russia I were very glad to your affinity.
I have taken you for your strong and gentle hand, we walked with you on the Abinsk, It is very beautiful small city. We would walk on old streets and would enjoy the friend the friend. Then I have invited you in my apartment and at us the romantic supper was, I noticed gazing in your eyes, and was lost, hypnotized, felt your heart beating. Yes, we talked a lot at dinner, drank wine, and danced slowly, our faces close, cheek to cheek, each of us whispering in each others ear, kissing tenderly, our bodies firmly together moving gently to the music, desert was mouth watering.
I took my spoon and fed you a piece, as my spoon approached your lips, you slowly slipped your tongue over it while looking in my eyes, and drew in the food with an umm sound. At this time I felt your foot gently rubbing my leg under the table. You invite me on slow dance, during dance your hand on my thigh squeezing. Again, you reach over and kiss me, the stars lit up as fireworks.
We continue to dance and kiss from lips, to cheeks, neck, ears, hands, fingers, arms, until our bodies have been consumed by lips. Then we go in a bed, I think about touching your strong body and feeling your heat close to me. I want to hold you tightly in my arms. I kiss you soft and deep. We lay in bed holding each other closely. Your soft skin pressed up against mine. We'll look into each others eyes as if we are the only two people on the earth. We make love all of the time and I will satisfy you in every way, you will feel my love inside of you. You will shake and shiver with joy as you acheive a feeling you have never felt before. With my passion inside you, you pull me closer and deeper.
Our eyes locked in sheer amazement of the explosive passion between us.
We are in love and nothing else exists. We fall back feeling exhaused and satisfied. You wipe the sweat from my head as you ask for more. I give you more and more until you scream with happiness. My kisses so deep it takes your breath away. I love to look at your sexy body lying naked on my bed. As you slowly take me into your soft lips, you sense my pleasure and me. The pleasure you give me is like nothing I've ever felt. I want you to love me forever. Wow, what a night!
In the morning for breakfast we start again with the kissing part. Our hands seem to never let go.(Okay, to hot this is good). I have to get a shower now !!!
I do not wish to embarrass or offend you. It was a wonderful dream; hot passionate, sexy, and lustful but also beautiful, tender and loving. When I shall arrive to you, In me has collected a lot of love and tendernesses for you. I think we shall not be get out from bed some days.
Yours for a centurys Katy.

Letter 12

Hi my gentle, hotly loved Jerry. How are you.
Dear Jerry when I shall receive the visa and I shall arrive to you, we together should decide how many I can to remain with you. My visa allows to remain with you of 3 months, my vacation 2.5 months. If we shall decide, that we belong each other, as the husband and wife, then to me It is necessary to return to Russia, to make all necessary documents what for ever to remain with you.If you were now with me in Russia I were very glad to your affinity.
I have taken you for your strong and gentle hand, we walked with you on the Abinsk, It is very beautiful small city. We would walk on old streets and would enjoy the friend the friend. Then I have invited you in my apartment and at us the romantic supper was, I noticed gazing in your eyes, and was lost, hypnotized, felt your heart beating. Yes, we talked a lot at dinner, drank wine, and danced slowly, our faces close, cheek to cheek, each of us whispering in each others ear, kissing tenderly, our bodies firmly together moving gently to the music, desert was mouth watering.
I took my spoon and fed you a piece, as my spoon approached your lips, you slowly slipped your tongue over it while looking in my eyes, and drew in the food with an umm sound. At this time I felt your foot gently rubbing my leg under the table. You invite me on slow dance, during dance your hand on my thigh squeezing. Again, you reach over and kiss me, the stars lit up as fireworks.
We continue to dance and kiss from lips, to cheeks, neck, ears, hands, fingers, arms, until our bodies have been consumed by lips. Then we go in a bed, I think about touching your strong body and feeling your heat close to me. I want to hold you tightly in my arms. I kiss you soft and deep. We lay in bed holding each other closely. Your soft skin pressed up against mine. We'll look into each others eyes as if we are the only two people on the earth. We make love all of the time and I will satisfy you in every way, you will feel my love inside of you. You will shake and shiver with joy as you acheive a feeling you have never felt before. With my passion inside you, you pull me closer and deeper.
Our eyes locked in sheer amazement of the explosive passion between us.
We are in love and nothing else exists. We fall back feeling exhaused and satisfied. You wipe the sweat from my head as you ask for more. I give you more and more until you scream with happiness. My kisses so deep it takes your breath away. I love to look at your sexy body lying naked on my bed. As you slowly take me into your soft lips, you sense my pleasure and me. The pleasure you give me is like nothing I've ever felt. I want you to love me forever. Wow, what a night!
In the morning for breakfast we start again with the kissing part. Our hands seem to never let go.(Okay, to hot this is good). I have to get a shower now !!!
I do not wish to embarrass or offend you. It was a wonderful dream; hot passionate, sexy, and lustful but also beautiful, tender and loving. When I shall arrive to you, In me has collected a lot of love and tendernesses for you. I think we shall not be get out from bed some days.
Yours for a centurys Katy.

Letter 13

Hi my love Jerry!
Last night my girlfriend Lena has visited me.
She has been heart-broken, she sobbed. She has informed me, that she had conversation with the doctor who treats her daughter Faya.And the doctor has informed that her daughter Faya requires complex surgical operation for the kidneys.Cost of this operation of 5 thousand dollars.
Lena cried because of helplessness.She has told to me, that she has not enough money for operation.
She has approximately 1900 dollars, but she need at least in 3100 dollars (initial payment).
Lena knew, that I am going to visit you and that all my savings are intended for a trip to you.
I could not look how Lena suffers. In the past to year Lena has lost Sergey, who was her husband and Faya father: he has been killed on the Chechen war.I could not allow that she has lost her daughter . I have taken my money, and we with Lena have gone to hospital.We have paid 3000 dollars which the doctor demanded (initial payment from 5000 dollars).The doctor has calmed us and has told that soon Faya will have surgical operation, and all will be good.
I think that you would act as well and you do not condemn my act that I have spent money which intended for a trip to you: children are the most dear that we have in our life.
Today I went to visas firm. I was told that my visa was ready at last, (I send you it's SCAN).
I was most happy the person at that time. But this firm not only makes visas,it also sells tickets. I decided to use their service again. I was told that the flight to Boston costed 1390.70 USD.
It was too expensive for me, and I asked them to find the cheapest variant. And they offered.
It would be on March, 9th. And cost 940.50 USD. I wondered if it was possible to reserve a ticket and to pay for it a part of the money this time and the other part later. But they refused and I was in despair. I asked them to help me so long that tears came to my eyes.
And they agreed. I wasted all my money, but it wasn't enough. So I went to pawnshop and pawned silver and gold embellishments which I had from my aunt. I got 350 USD and that was enough for initial payment. I have paid in whole 580.50 USD.
It was my last money. The number of the flight on which I resevered the ticket is Tue 9-Mar.10:15 am Depart Moscow (SVO) LOT-Polish Airlines 5678.
Arrive Boston (BOS) 12:50 am American Airlines 1358.
It is very difficult for me to tell you about it. But I have done everything I can. I paid visa.
I have bought the ticket to Moscow. I paid a part of the ticket. But this money is not enough. I don't want to burden you. I want to reach you with my own money but unfortunately I have failed. Now I have to pay the remaining part.
It is only 360 USD. I must pay this money before March, 3rd. Otherwise I will lose my money.
If you love me, if you trust me and if you want to see me soon, please, send the money for the ticket before on March, 3rd, tomorrow morning.
I understand that it is a difficult decision for you, but we must trust each other. Any union without trust is impossible if it is a union of wife and husband or a union of boy-friend and girl-friend or a union of business partners. I don't want to be hypocritical.
That's why I want to tell you following: I do not think that you would like to give the love to the woman whom you don't trust. So I am. It's a first check for us. And much depends upon it, may be everything. We must trust each other. That's why I was the first who made first step. Step to you.
Of course if you don't want you can not help me. It is bad but not fatal. I will lose my money.
IT IS TOO BAD BUT NOT TOO FATAL .
I speak so because I am in despair and confusion. Now, when we are divided only with one step, I am afraid. I am afraid that you will not help, and all my diligence will be gone. I love you and I want to be with you and the word of honour, your help is necessary for me. I have not calculated my forces. But together we are much stronger. It is much easier to go through difficulties and barrier together. I want to present you all my infinite love and fidelity.
I did not want to ask you. I thought, that I can make all itself. The loneliness has made me strong.
I have got used to live without the help, and to rely only on myself. I very seldom address to somebody for the help, but now I ask you to help me. I have made a step forward. Make also you a step towards to me. I hope that has not offended you. I love you and I trust. I know, that you will not throw me now when there is only one step.
Tell me Jerry, can you help me? If you have an opportunity please help me. I wonder how it is possible to do.
There is an International Western Union (by the way, they have a website, called www.westernunion.com).
You may send me money using Western Union according
BINBANK
Sovetskaya/Rashpilevskaya, 40/12
Krasnodar, 350063
For EKATERINA HASANOWA.
To get the money, I should tell the employee of bank your full name, full address, address of the western union from which have been sent money.
exact amount and some confidential numbers (Money Transfer Control Number), which will be given to you, when you send the money.
I love you very much! I think about you Jerry every time.
Forever yours Katy.