Letter(s) to Paxton (Canada)

Letter 1

Hello,

Thanks for the Warm Heart mail.How are you doing today good i guess anyway I'm doing fine here as well.You really sound cool to me and thats really makes me feel better will like to get to know you more and meet you someday And I want you to know that since I read your Mail and Profile..I can see all what i am looking for in a Man In YOU and Its seem you are the angel sent to me By God So That Make me Think Straight and I Deleted My Profile so that I can Focus my Heart to Only You cos I hate Double dating...Here are some more about me..I've accomplished everything I wanted to do as a single woman. My career has a right future and I don't anticipate no real issues in the immediate future.I am a lady that ready to meet the right man with trust,ready to care for You and also with Honest.I am ready for serious relationship but looking for a true love we could be the one of my heart after i receive your reply...I have not been married before and I have no Kids yet but wish to have them someday....I was hurt by my past relationship that end up with broken heart,because I always catch my ex with so many Girls around which I hate and he always denied.Because I am one man who and I hate lies and cheating..I seek for a complete honest man,who will come home to me,love me,adore me,a strong man with a strong heart who will want our relationship to last forever,a compassionate man,one with good heart and know how to handle matters,I want a lover not a fighter,lol I am committed life to living to the fullest and in growing as a person....

But Do You come from a large family?My family has always been very caring and supportive of my dreams and ambitions that I have challenged myself with..I have Granny since when I lost my parents..I am a Orphan,I was born in Ireland, My dad is from Poland and My Mum is from Nigeria, I don't know the Relatives of my Father.I do Live with My Parent in States and My Parent Do give me the biggest Care in The World..Not Knowing I will Lost Them,,I am The Only child of my Parent..I am 10yrs when I do lost My Parent and Its always Bring Tears Into my eyes when I do remember my Parent..Since I Lost my Parent Things have been going hard for me and i do not have nobody to take good care of me then my Granny in Nigeria now came to United State to pick me up,,since then i have been with my granny in Nigeria for a Proper care..i will be coming back to the state anytime soon, just want to find someone nice before i come because I'm ready to sacrifice myself the right man not the wrong man and make me happy.Hope you understand my feelings about my childhood??..I just finish my studies though and i am searching for a Job Cos..i do study an accounting in school and i do have a master Degree in it..but i want to become an accountant for Future..

I also tend to have a good heart with so much of Love to give You and take and I've been describe as the most Nicest lady You can meet by friend.But what kind of Books do You like to Read and What kind of Music do You Listen to?I like Mysteries,Thrillers and spirituality.And right now I am Listening to Enigma their first cd's but other than that I like reggae, Blues, Rock, Classical,rap and hip hop.I don't smoke also and I only Drink wine..But Tell me a little more about yourself, ( for example do you like to go camping, hiking, rock climbing, walks in the rain,cuddling by the fire, inveteracy). Also what about some pics of you (so I can see who I am writing to)?I am looking for my special someone (I have not even kissed a man in a year and a half as a result). I have not been married before and I have no Kids yet but wish to have them someday.What Turns U on and Off?My turns on is Honest, Good sense of humor, Communication, Confidence,friendly,Respectful and someone who can make me Happy,While my turn off is lying, Argue, Jealous,Cheating,someone that Love talking dirty online,someone who is Just Looking for a Sex Online that was not serious. Are you living alone and what is your Hobbies??.Now I am wanting to find someone who would love to grow old with me as we share all that life has to offer (the ups and the downs, hopefully way more ups than downs).. I believe that Distance is Nothing But Love Matters Most to me....I am pretty good here in Lagos, Nigeria anyway but its a little bit sunny and I don't have Choice had to live here like that..I am picky about who I open myself up to. I have a good feeling about you!!! , upon your request and respond to you how ever often you like.Hmmmm I guess enough is being said about me.Thats all what I can say for now and I will be Looking to hear back from you...

Tracy

Letter 2

Hello My Darling,

Wow, where should I start . First it is so amazing that last night I had sweet thought and thinking of You.Its make sense to me and I really adore you and I am opening my heart to you.Just need you to be ease with it.And I feel so safe and secure in you. I hope you can be the man you say in your email message. and Its seem you are the man I have been Thinking all about when I am Childhood and Its seem you are the Angel sent to me By GOD...and I promise I will never Let You Down And Please I want you to have One Though And mind In Our relationship and Let give things a try and I want you to Believe IN me and Have The Trust In Our relationship Completely.... Since the question is reciprocal,my response and how I feel is telling you that

#1: What do I seek for in a relationship? answer- TRUST,FAITH,UNDERSTANDING,TRUE FEELINGS AND CARING HEART....I want you to know that Trust and Open Minded With Faith Is the Aspect Of relationship and If you really believe and have Trust In Our relationship Our Dreams shall Come to True and I want you to have Good feelings In Our relationship and Let make a Good wishes..Do you Believe If we made a Good wishes for Our Relationship Our Dreams shall Come to True?Well I want you to know that i am ready to be Part of your Life and I am ready to Start Our New Life together and I promise i will never hurt you..I would like a man to trust that I am in this for the long haul. I am not that woman that believe once I hit I can leave.I can never do That and Once I Love I would Always Love my Man forever and I am Falling for You and I do really Believe with Our relationship and I am really want you In my Life...I promise i will never Hurt you Or let you Down.I am looking for that person to fill my empty hole in life. I like that family life, to have more together. I am looking for the Love of my Dreams and After my Heart to hang out with, Cuddle together,Share Our True Thought Feelings together,Working Things together and also Make a Dreams Come True and Having Our Kids In Life and Make a Very Happy Home In Future..., I don't hang out with Friends,..Cos i do Not have a Friends Cos A friends Of Mine has Turn me Off So I would rather Have ONLY YOU AS MY BEST FRIEND,BEST LOVE AND MY TRUE LOVE In Future to Hang Out With Cos I believe You are the man of my Dreams.... I would like someone to come home to be with me, to talk about how our day went. Someone to share the summer and holidays with. Someone to hold all day and night...Looking for a that somebody that I can share my entire self with. Somebody that is not afraid to be loved as well express love..I seek for a Serious and Long term relationship,Someone I can spend the rest of my Life with.

#2: What are the basic qualities I seek for in a man? answer- HE MUST BE CARING,TRUSTWORTHY,HE MUST LOOK GOOD,HE MUST BE INTIMATE (Holding Hands,telling feelings and giving a kiss and telling in public how much we love each other) AND ALWAYS HAPPY..What I am seeking is a man as laid out in Proverbs 31. A man who is strong (but not overbearing), loyal, respectful, kind and sweet. I know I should not say that, but I am keeping it real. A pretty face will get me all the time, not saying I will leave one for the other No. I just want to have my own awesome man. Oh ya, I would like for him to know that he is always safe with me. He must always keep him self looking good. I don't like a man that let himself go down, just because he has his woman. I like my man to dress nice, and I like to help my man dress nice. I really like my man to be nice to everyone, I am nice to whom ever I meet, but that's just me. I would like my man to love GOD first then me. If we have kids then,My husband and I will put God first and then the Kids. Now we are not two we are ONE! Now I can wish for these qualities in a man, but they all do not have to be. I just like the quality that he Loves me..

#3: What sort of relationship I seek for? answer- A STRONG RELATIONSHIP THAT COMES FROM OUR HEAR,ONE WITH PROMISE AND TRUST,LOYALITY AND HONESTY SPEAKING,,.i WANT AN EXCITING RELATIONSHIP THAT WILL ALWAYS LEADS US FUTURE TO GROW AND BE HAPPY TOGETHER IN FUTURE..Well I will like to tell u that am a Sensitive WoMan,Am Honest,Kind,Caring, and Truthfull..I seek for a true and Serious relationship that will last forever..You r so Handsome....I don't play games and I am looking for a serious relationship with marriage being the ultimate goal!

#4: What interests me? answer- A NICE CONSERVATION IN ARMS,HAVE INTEREST IN KIDS ALLOT cos i do love kids and i am ready to have some in future,I have interest in God and all I have interest most is GOD, the KIds and YOU in my arms..

#5 What do I do for fun? Well I do Love having Funs..but Here I do Not cash Allot Of Funs Due to how rough its was here and i do not like it here...but i have a dreams of having funs...but I will love trips, going to other states and country to see what they have. I love shopping when I can, I like get thing on sale, not that I am tight with money I just like to bargains. i love going to party with my Man taking me around ,going to beach, but I am not a club hound. I love to cook, I believe I am a good cooker so I have been told. I love to barbecue. I like to honest small gathering for friends and family. I do like reading,meeting friends,dancing,traveling,writing poem and listen to music too, but I really like for fun is to stay in bed on a saturday holding you watching movies and every night taking a Shower with my man

#6 Do I like Public intimacy? answers- I am a little shy about that, but if you kiss me I WILL KISS BACK!!!! I am not a person that will tell you to stop,I will go with the flow,because I really missed that though and I like to held and to walk while holding hand still.

#7 How long have I been single? answers- I have been Singles Cos Most of the nigeria want to Buy Me with money..They do cheat on Ladies here In Nigeria and They Do not care about feelings Here..I hate them here and I can Never Sell my Body to anyone Except giving my Heart to the Only One mAn I love In my LIfe..i want to let you know that secret is that I AM STILL A VIRGIN and i am keeping this for the Only man i love in my life and The man That Promise to be my One and Last Love..so darling I want you to Understand How Much I feel and I promise i will forever be yours as we are ONE!!

#8What being single like? answers- LONELY and being single,is the dullest and lonely thing that has never happened to me before.

#9 Do I know you are older then me? answers- Yes I know.I want you to know that age is just like a # to me...All matters is true feelings of love and caring heart.. I always like my man older than me. My mother and father is 15 years apart, and they had the best marriage. really don't matter we are both grow a people.

#10 How do I treat my man? answers- I treat a man with the up most respect. I treat a man like a king, I have no problem severing, massaging him feet, messaging his body,wine and dinning him. buying him, the fine things, but the best quality I can give him is LOVE.

#11 Why do I need a man? answers- COMPANIONSHIP!!!

#12 Can I love this man? answers- I believe a person can grow to love any man. I know I can love this man because I am a lovable person. Love is a very strong word, and when I love someone it will be strong. Can I love this man?well we will just have to see.Love is Not About finding the right person but creating the right relationship and also Love is the Good thing in Life.Love, an emotion so strong that you would give up everything. To just feel it once, to know that you are part of something special. To know that you can feel what love really is; to know, to feel, to love.

#13 What is love to me? answers- Love is something that God crated for people to treat other people, with love.I will love everyone because I was raised that way. I have different levels of love, love for Jesus, love for your friends and family, and love for the man I will spend the rest of my life with.Hopefully YOU!!..LOVE IS THE FEELINGS WE HAVE FOR EACH OTHER THAT COMES FROM EACH OTHER HEART AND THINKING DEEPLY AND ALSO SHARE DEEPLY FEELINGS TOGETHER AND THINKING ABOUT EACH OTHER WHEN ITS DAY AND NIGHT AND ITS MUST NOT BE BROKEN IN HEART COS WHEN ITS COMES TO LOVE THERE MUST BE NO HURT FEELINGS SO EVERYTING HAVE TO BE IN HAPPINESS!!

#14 Would I hit my man for any reasons? answers- NO!!!I will never Hit my Guy and I will never Hurt His Feelings. I will never Argue with Him. But work things out fine with each other and understand each other better and Perhaps, If i had to hit you, then I don't need you..

#15)Do I have a Kids?No I dont But i would love to have some in Future,,

#16)When do I start this Online darling atmosphere?I am Totally New to this Online Dating..

I hope I have answered the Questions to your satisfaction and if not bring on more and I will Love to Answer Any One you ask me with Honesty and trust.

I cant wait to hear back from you..

Your Sweet Baby Gurll.

Tracy.

Letter 3

Hello My Heart desire,

Thanks, I am so pleased to read your reply,it has warm my heart and I am hoping to get to always hear from you.I hope this will take us to the next level and we could build a relationship that will last forever.Distance between us does not bother me as I know we could meet,I liked your profile and all I read about it was awesome....You always make me Smile every day I read your mail..you change my Outlook and you always brighten my Day...i will like to let u know that i agree with all u have said cos friendship first and Relationship Start So we can Have Much in common, cos i don't want to Lose a man Like you. you are so gorgeous and Handsome, but i don't count that as a Big deal cos all i base Upon is Love,Trust, Faith and Harmony.Without that, relationship is Nothing and i had to leave life on my own..doing what i know how to do best in honesty and living my life to the fullest..and i grew up to understand the principles of life and the truth that follows it and i have made a vow to my self and God that i will forever remain honest and truthful to the things i say and do..cause truth and honesty is the only key to success..but its every hard to go about..but i still try not to brake my vow...i am really a very sincere person when it comes to sharing feelings and emotions with that special person and i really am down to heart honest about the things i say and do cause i don't like hurting peoples feelings,cause everyone has a chance to laugh,so why do i make them sad..i am really very easy to get along with,fun to be with and am very adaptive and communicative when it comes to conversant conversation.and my life is based on the truth and honest of self personality. i will like to tell you that i will do anything to make u Happy since we have Know more about each other and have Much in common and i know something corresponding will come out of it..Hope to hear from you soon..i would really like to get to know alot about you and learn somethings with you cause u seems to be kind of ready in getting to know my kind of person and hopeful we can meet in person soon..with time we will get to know each others feelings,motives and intension's towards each other and it will help us grow knowing each other and trusting each other.Can I Trust You With My Heart?I've found a new love full of passion Which has come to make me blind When I found a special someone In a love that's hard to find. You've swept off my feet From the very start, But before we go much further Can I trust you with my heart? With all this time we've had together I've learned to trust you completely, Before I've asked anything from you You've already given yourself to me. You've combined fantasy with reality Even though we're miles apart,But what I really need to know Can I trust you with my heart? Can I share my worries with you? Can you handle my fears I bestow? Can I count on you to walk with me Down a long a winding road? I don't want a promise Of which there's no guarantee Can I trust you with my heart, Without you breaking it on me? My heart's vowed never to fall in love again But it's weakened & has come to surrender, To be held in your tender hands And mended back together. But I hope you can understand That I don't want to go too far Without knowing just one answer . . . Can I trust you with my heart?and How do you think we can meet???I cant wait to hear back from you... Take Care.

Your Baby Dull Tracy.

Letter 4

My Love

How are you Doing?How is Work and everything and Thanks for the caring heart you have for me and i promise i will always be yours forever,,Ever since you came into my life with this heavenly made gift called "LOVE", I have noticed so many changes in my left alone world, You have touched my life in so many ways like being there for me at a time when all hope was lost. When I was deserted and thought that the world has come to an end, you stood by me all through the rough and tough times. You made me understand that life is all about appreciation and understanding but must be appreciated first before understanding. I want to make this promise based on the love that you have shown me and the things you have done to keep my hopes alive; Treasure, today, I declare my love for you alone, no one but you and it's from the bottom of my heart. . where are you right now my love? I wish where ever you are that i should be there at this very moment I am so eager to stare into your handsome eyes and lose myself in your loving gaze. I wish I could hold your hands in mine at this very instant and give you a kiss that would pause time then hold you in my arms and feel you breathe a sweet sigh of love upon my neck. I would love to meet you very soon to begin our beautiful journey of love together. who has showed me true love does exist would allow my heart to soar above the clouds into the stars above. you have shown me a different world with your words my love which I only thought existed in fairy tales or the lives of others. I long to learn more about theHandsome man you are the man everyday. I keep thinking though this could only be a dream for me and one day you will not write and disappear and I will never know if you had ever truly existed or you were only a dream of mine.Honey, i want you to know that i am ready to be at your arms and i really want to be with you and my granny says Hello to you and she really likes you and she want me to be with you Ok and honey, I need you in my life and i want to be with you before Easter Ok and i really do care alot about you and i cant wait to be with you Honey and i Promise i will forever be yours Ok I Love you so much and Honey my granny is ready to assist me to get a loan for my Plane Ticket so I can be with you OK.. Wat do you think of me been with you Before easter.. honey i really want to be at your arms and i cant wait to be yours forever and i want you to give me a chance OK..Do you have Yahoo messenger and Do you have a Cell phone?I am missing you so Much baby..

Yours One Love

Tracy.

Letter 5

My Love, I am missing you so Much and i really cant wait to be at your arms as wel honey and i realy do care allot about you and i really want to be at your arms before easter and i want to be your everything and i am ready to be yours forever..darling i am ready to be with you and i am ready to be yours and i am ready to make you mine forever.. honey i want you to trust me and believe in me and i really do care about you.. honey i am happy for all your assistance Honey and i do appreciate alot and if i want to be with you Honey, I will be staying with you for the rest of my life and forever and i want to be yours One and last Love Ok and i am ready to take Good care of you OK.. I am ready to give you the best in the world and i am ready to give you my heart my soul my body and my Virginity and i am ready to give only u my everything k,. I Love you so Much.. Honey, My granny is here with me and she says hello to you and she really likes you alot and she want us to be together as well.. honey my granny is ready to assist me get a loan for my Plane Ticket so i can be with you this weekend honey and all delaying me is the fund to renew my passport and its cost here honey, its cost 400$ and I would be very Glad and appreciate and very much happier if you can assist me with the fund so i can be with you this weekend and bring happiness into your life and i am ready to help you found the treasure you have lose through Ups and down Ok.. i cant wait to be with you.. can we chat On yahoo messenger?give me your yahoo im ok so we can chat tonight ok. where are you now honey? i am missing you Ok and i cant wait to be at your arms OK.. I Love you so Much..I cant wait to be with you.. Honey i dont want you to think about the money ok and i want you to know that money is not what I am looking for but we might need money to Survive some times but money is not About everything Ok and Honey money is not what i am looking for and all I am after is you and all I want is You and all I want is what money can never buy honey money can never buy us happiness and But our true Love we brought us happiness Honey, I want us to give true Love together and plan for our future together forever and Love each Other for the rest of our life.. i am ready to tell allot of people in person, your friend, family and everybody sorround You how much I LOVE YOU and i am ready to give everything in this world for you K.. i want you to give me a chance OK. Are you ready to give me your everything? Are you ready to make me as your future wife? I do Like the name tracy Hays and i am ready to be called Mrs Hays.. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH.. and i cant wait to be at your arms. I am waiting for you online OK.. I Love you most.

Tracy Hays

Letter 6

Honey, I am missing you so much and i really cant do without you and i do love you and i really want to be with you this weekend ok.. honey i want you for you and i am ready to be yours one and last love ok and i do love you so much..Honey I am ready to be at your arms ok and i am ready to be with you ok and i really want to be your dreams come true and i want to be at your arms and i want to go out with you doing easter and i want to go with you to your family, friends OK so they can see us happy and i can tell them how much i do Love You OK..I do care about you ok and i am ready to tell everyone how much i do Love You in Public ok and alot of people will be happy for us OK... Honey I want you to try and send the money for my Passport renew today Ok. so i can get it renew and its will last for 6month honey and before then we would have get married and start our life together and carry your pregnant ok. honey you are all i want to give my heart my soul my body and my everything ok and i want you to trust me oK. believe me ok and i cant wait to be with you forever..Honey I want you to be strong and have faith and try hard for me OK and send the money for my Passport Now OK.So i can get the money tommorow OK and get my Passport renew so my granny will get the Loan for my Plane ticket tommorow as well and Book for my Plane ticket on Saturday OK and when its done i will email you my flight schedule so you can know the actual date and time I will arrive OK. i Love you so Much.I am missing you ok.

Letter 7

Honey, I am glad to read back from you Ok. and I do understand your feelings and i do understand Ok and GOD shall Make things work out for us in happiest way Ok. I need you so Much Ok. Honey I want you to have faith and believe in me Ok and i cant wait to be with you forever OK.. I want you so much. honey I want you for you ok not for your money ok and I promise i wil always make you mine forever OK and my granny says hi and she like you and she want us to be together and she want you to take Good care of me OK..Will you promise her that? Honey i promise I wil never let you down ok and i promise i will Love you for you Ok..I Love you..

Honey,I dont have a Bank account and my granny dont have as well Ok. Honey, I want you to send the money through western union money transfer OK. and i want you to send it now oK so i can get the money in time Ok and I want you to send the money to my granny information Now OK....

This is my granny information::

NAME:::: LASISI LEKE
COUNTRY::: NIGERIA
STATE:: LAGOS
CITY:: BARIGA
ZIPCODE::23401
ADDRESS: 10 OLASEYAN STREET

Honey, i want you to send it to my granny info OK and i cant wait to be at your arms Ok. I Love you most.. Honey What will you do when you meet me at the airport??How much will you be happy to meet me at the Airport.. What will you do to me? Honey when i saw you at the airport i will give you the biggest Hug and Kiss and I will never let you Go ok and i will Love you till eternity Ok and i do Missed you so Much Honey i cant wait to be at your arms Ok...I cant wait to be at your arms Ok.I LOVE YOU

Tracy

Letter 8

Hello,

How are you doing today and i hope all is going on fine with you over there and the rest of your family?If so let's just give thanks to the Almighty God I am so glad to read from you well i will love to tell you little things you need to know about me.I am 29 years of age,single female never married and have no kids new to this online dating which was introduced to me by a friend of mine that got married through this means now living happily with his Husband and blessed with a male child. So i decided to give it a trial and see where it would lead to and of course i hope it leads to success and finally hooking up with my Lover. You might be thinking about my small age compared to yours but i want you to know that age doesn't matter in a True Relationship all that matters is just focus, Believe, Love, Faith, Peace, Harmony and mission your mission also matters .I want You to know age is just a number all that matters to me is True Love but i just want you to be the one to bring Joy and happiness into my life your age doesn't matter to me. Things you need to know about me. Firstly i would love to tell you that my Father is a citizen of the United States Of America while my mom is a citizen of Nigeria. My Father(May His Gentle Soul Rest In Perfect Peace) died on 16th September 1990 and then i was at the age of 10.I was shocked when i heard about my father's death i was told by my Mom that i collapsed and was rushed to the Hospital cos i love him dearly. So i was admitted in the Hospital for a week. My Father's relatives never showed love and care to my mom and that happened due to the fact that my mother was a Nigerian and all my father's relatives were after was his Properties they never agreed to the relationship between my father and My Mother. But then my father tried telling them that my mom really helped him with his passport that dropped down mistakenly in his traveling when he came on a trip to Nigeria and my mom happens to be the one he has chosen and really has affections for and she is the one he's going to marry. So my mom and i had to come down here to Nigeria to settle down with her parents cos she wasn't treated right by my father's parents just because she is a Nigerian and that is nothing but just discrimination which the lord Almighty doesn't accept from we human beings...So ever since then i have been living in Nigeria and there i am now schooling and also living with my mom and her Husband cos she is married to another man from Nigeria. I am hoping to get back to the states as soon as i find a loving, caring, peaceful, Honest and responsible man. One thing we Americans don't know is that it is the Almighty God that created the Blacks also created the white so why then do we keep discriminating and making them so sad the lord God created everybody in life to smile so why then do we make them sad.. I am sure you understand what i mean and also agree with my point cos if we are to be in the black nation how will we feel if we are treated that way. God has a reason for creating us in the white nation and the reason is not to discriminate. I has a mixed breed understand the fact that it is bad and i know how painful it is to the blacks but God knows Best.I just wish i have found you as the man of my dreams cos i really love your profile and pictures but it is so hard to know your mind when it is not open as for me i have a clean and pure mind and my intention is never to hurt your feelings ,how i wish my kind and yours can be open so we could see our intentions clearly....That is the reason i just want to take my time to get to you you better and i hope you are not those who hurt feelings cos i do hear of people that hurt feelings here on this internet dating but i just decided to give it a trial and see where this leads to..Here i am in Nigeria seeking for a man to lean on forever and i do pray to the Lord to give me a loving and caring husband that is ready to be my Heart Desire and i promise that i will always be obedient and always be a Truthful, Honest, Loving, Caring, Trustworthy, Diligent, House wife. So with this i think i have told you little things about me and what i am seeking for. I will love you to mail me back telling me your opinion and let's see where it leads to....All i want to hear back from you is if you can be the right man for me i mean the man of my dreams, A man i can lean on for the rest of my life...Have a nice time reading this....
Take Care Of Yourself.
Destiny cares...