Letter(s) to Steve (Canada)

Letter 1

Hello Steve,
I am very glad to dating with you, you are my first man in the Internet. I think that we can communicate thus,
Also we can find out our feelings and whether is had we the general opinions. It seems to me that in a real life to me has not carried in love and I hope
that to a smog to find second half by internet. I will be not assured that it to work, but I hope that we will have pleasant dialogue at a cognizance each other.

First, I wish to tell that I from Russia. And my name is Nataliya. I very much regret that have admitted many mistakes when created the profile. I could
not make the profile of Russia and consequently customer care of site have made to me a profile of other country. I am sorry for this mistake, but I hope
that it will not be a problem for us. Certainly you can refuse in dialogue with me because of the big distance, but I consider that it not very well for
me. I hope that for you the big distance also not a problem. If it is a problem for you, you can stop with me dialogue. I will not take offence at you.

I work tutror in the kindergarten and I like my work. Steve what kind of work you doing? Are you like your work?
I live in small town in Russia and name of my town is Sernur. I am 28 years old. Maybe you can think that I am old for you, but I think that ages does not matter for me. And for you? Many people would tell that I the silly girl, but let they think that want, but I have dared at these relations, means, I will continue to go up to the end, yet I will not find the happiness in this life. I search man who wish love woman, like see woman as him true wife, who love children, and who can take care of woman. My man has to respect a woman, take care about her and understand that she was created especially for him. I prefer to see a man without very bad habits, healthy, optimistic, loyal, sociable, honest, smart and intelligent.
I am looking for my special man in this life! I do not want that man was especial but if man me will understand and love for me he will most special. I
shall be glad to answer your questions, please write to me about myself more if you are interested in the further dialogue with me.
I with impatience shall wait for your following letter,
Sincerely yours new girlfriend Nataliya.

P.S. Also I sent you my pictures, let me know if you could receive it.

Letter 2

Hello again Steve,
I`m very glad to see your letter, and I`m confused a little bit that you didn`t send me your pics. If you have any pics please would send me them. I will wait.

I would love tell you more about myself. I was born in April, 22nd, 1981.
I am 176 centimetres or 5"6 feets. My weight 59 kgs. Volume of my body 37-24-37.
I was born in a small town and I live in here my whole life. And in this life I didn ` t see many thing, but I learnt about this world by the books, news and another things, I live as any people in this and have simple life. I never have a travelling from Russia, but I dreamt about it all times. I love water, lakes and the rivers.
I ` m very romantic woman. I seldom have bad mood and with optimism concern to the life.
I love when around of me cleanliness and a cosines. I very much inquisitive, in life I wish to see and try everything, in fact the life is given only once. Except for music my passion is the cookery.
I am delivers great pleasure to do various dishes. I like to communicate with interesting people.
In men I appreciate such qualities as honesty and fidelity to the beloved. Fleeting novels it not for me. I am ready to give completely myself only to that person whom I will really love.

I would like to get acquainted with you more close, and to learn about youself more, I think that there are many other different ways of dialogue, For example, as phone, we could hear a voice of each of us and enjoy dialogue by phone. But unfortunately I have no phone, and I can not give you my phone number. But maybe you can give me your phone number, I can try call you.
Earlier I had a cellphone, even two phones, but now I have no any of them. Russia very strange country, and very terrible, here much bad people, at me have stolen these two phones,
When I went in the bus for work in the morning. To me was so it is a pity that such happens, but then I have solved that it is not necessary to buy phones. And since then I have not phone.
And I sent you my another pic, I hope did you receive it?
I have no the own computer even, and I should visit the Internet of cafe to write to you.
And I can visit the Internet of cafe only once per day, maybe more if I would have free time.
I am at work all time, Also I can answer to you only with evening or in midday, during a lunch break

I want to ask you Steve. Tell me please, you dream to see what woman every day near yourselves?
For the sake of what woman you are capable to make everything, that to take hold of her heart and always to be together with her? Excuse me Steve, probably to me still early to discuss with you such frank things.
But it is very interesting to me to know, what girls draw your attention.
Steve I short written to you my prospects on my future. If for you it interestingly then we can discuss these themes in more detail. Steve, I will wait your e-mail.
Yours faithfully Nataliya.

Letter 3

Hello again my friend Steve!
I`m very glad your letter. Steve when I have seen its that I smile. I do not represent the day now without your letter.
You became very interesting to me, and dialogue with you gives me sense in a life, in each day.
I do not know precisely about that that you suspect the account of it. I hope that you think precisely also.
I want to learn you it is better, and I will speak more about myself in the letter.
If you will have questions be not afraid to set them to me, I will answer them with pleasure.

Also I have pets a white rabbit and a small which dog - of a photo I to you later I will show also to you
I send a photo my a warm and fuzzy rabbit and, I will be glad if it it to be pleasant to you. You have pets?

Steve, I would like to tell to you about my parents and friends. I live together with my mum, her name is Dariya.
She is 68 years old, she is works in the school as bookkipper. I haven`t father that he was died when I was been little.
Mother never told me about he. I don`t know why she want not talk me about him. But she helped me in all and give me a good advices. When I told she about you she saw me that understand why I smile now.
My grandmother live in village, her name is Klavdiya, she is 89 yeas old.
I`m one child in the family but I have 2 cousins and 3 cousin sisters who live in other cities.
The older from brothers call Vlad, younger - Pavel. My sisters call Ekaterina, Elena and Anastasiya.
Also I have many girlfriends, my best girlfriend is called Yuliya. We with it are friends already since the childhood, and never quarreled. We studied at one school, then in one college it as teacher, and I as the tutor.
But we often meet and we go together to shops and in theatres, museums and at cinema.
Yuliya asks about you, about that as at us attitudes as we have got acquainted proceed.
It is very interesting to it to learn as from you business and as you look. It and my mum asked me to send the regards to you. Steve it would be very interesting to me to learn about your family and about your friends.

Also it was very interesting to me to learn about you even more, and I ask if you will have time answer some my questions.
What do your friends and parents think of our dialogue? Where you have received your education?
How you like to spend the free time? What is the time you work? In what days you have the day off from work?
I work six days in a week except for Sunday. And if you cannot receive my letters, I mean has left to the grandmother in village. But I will try to write to you every day if I can not to you I will write to warn of it you in advance.
Steve, I wish to be with the person who will give me tenderness, love and passion with which we will meet every day our life together.
And we will enjoy love every day and to bring each other happiness and good mood. All this depends on mutual understanding people, the man and the woman should understand each other at first sight, and from half of word.
Trust - the most important source of creation of attitudes between the man and the woman. And if people wish to create good relations to not break off them up to the end of a life, It is necessary that everyone trusted each other, and lie never.
I dream of finding in this world of the only thing the man for love and marriage, to be together with it and to be true to it.
The main thing to be favourite and still will arrive to us. I think so. You agree with me Steve?
Steve, I like you and your letters very pleasant to me. On it I`m finish the letter, I hope that I`ll receive your letter it soon.
With best wishes Nataliya.

Letter 4

Hello dear Steve!!!
It`s good to hear from you. Thank you for your letter again. Dear Steve, your letters as bearns of the sun warm my heart.
I`m glad when I receive them. And you become interesting to me every day. I`m glad that we can to learn eachother and I would know about you more. You like me. I very much would like to learn more about your interests, what you do at leisure and about your work. I send for you my new photos I hope you can able to send me your pics also.

How you like to have a rest? For example, I like, to have a rest on the nature, especially in village at the grandmother where the beautiful nature.
I like to walk on coast of river Vyatka, it proceeds about that village where there lives my grandmother.
I go there usually when I have holiday on work, or in the days off. There are come my relatives, my cousins and sisters sometimes, and we together go to make barbecues. Are you like shish kebabs? What kind of film are you like to looking? What kind of music are you listen?
What are you doing when I sleep, when I write you the letter?

My favorite films are "Titanic" and "Gone with the wind". I like films about love and serials, and also I like comedies.
But I haven`t more spare time for looking cinema because I working a lot of time.
Usually I listen the radio because there are many different kinds of music, I like pop, rock, jazz, blues, classical music and relax music.
Sometimes I have a time which a not good, and in this time I like to sing songs, but not very well. It seems funny and silly but I do.

I wish to learn from you about your job. Steve, are you like your job?
Are you go to work with pleasure? Have you many friends and colleagues on your work? I think that yes.
You so nice man and I am sure that you don`t have enemies which want to you angrily.
I working as tutor in the kindergarten, I love my work and I love children very much, but I don`t have children.
And so would like if they near me were. I think that I will have a family and will have children soon.
I don`t know when it would, but I hope that my dreams will be for real.
Steve I work in the basic six days per one week. And you? Every morning I get up at 7:00 am and I do morning exercises, then I take a shower and I have breakfast. Then I go to work, usually I reach there by the bus as a kindergarten where I work located far from me. I think that my work easy, but a lot of patience and attention as children cannot stand all time for a place demands and all difficultly follow. I have a dinner at 12:00 pm and at this time I have time to eat a break, now I can and correspond with you. As the Internet cafe is about my work. Steve I hope that you will be always sincerely with me, I sincerely and I will tell to you all that you will ask. I am nothing hide from you. I hope that you will tell me all too.
I would not want that we had secrets one from another. I will come to you, but I should be completely sure in you.
Mum and my girlfriend transfer you the congratulations and send you regards. I send you a kiss, not many, but one and very gentle.
I send you the photos which to you should be pleasant. Inform me that it to be pleasant to you in me? Can you do not wish to communicate with me both I am not pleasant to you also you have no desire with me to communicate as I to you it am not pleasant? I also want that you wrote to me every day and I had with you dialogue every day.
I hope that you receive it when will open my letter. Where your letter? I again miss without it!!!!
Write to me faster if you can!
Your Nataliya.

Letter 5

Hello my dear Steve!
Steve, I am very glad and it was so nice to hear from you to see your letter.
And it is very pleasant to me to have acquaintance to you.
We have already learned about each other more and I think that between us should not any secrets. Isn`t it Steve?
Have you any secrets from me? I do not hide anything from you and always sincere with you.
I will answer on all your questions. I think that we should learn more about each other if we shall decide to meet ever or even to live together.
After I have better learned you, so it is pleasant to me to receive your letters. And I am happy from that that you write to me such sincere letters.
Darling I wish to inform you that I very strongly love flowers and the most beautiful flowers which to me strongly tulips are pleasant it. I send you the photos where with set of colours.

I feel very happy. Steve, and what you feel? And what you feel when receive my letters? You as a beam of the sun warm me when I receive and I read your
letters. It is very pleasant to communicate with you, you like me very much, and at me all ideas on you.
Many of my girlfriends, mum with grandmother ask me about I from them hide what secret. As I began to smile more and became very happy recently.
I am assured that they know the reason of that I to smile began often. As I told her about you, and they only were glad for me and for you, and also for
ours with you of the relations. They speak that you doing me happy. And I completely agree with them. You as a beam of the sun warm me when I receive and I read your letters.
It is very pleasant for me have communication with you, you are very much like me, and at me all ideas on you. Many of my girlfriends, mum with the
grandmother ask me about secrets which I hide from them. As I began to smile more and became very happy recently. My mother has told to me that I began to smile during a dream. And it is rare with me happens. Today at night she has glanced to me in a room and has seen, that when I sleep, I was smile.
And she has told that did not see me such happy already for a long time, and does not remember that I was so happy. And I smiled in a dream today at night
because saw you and both of us in a dream. As I think of you all time when I rise. When I eat, when I go for work, when I work, and even when I sleep.
Steve, you became very close to me, and I would like to learn you better. I don`t know as you consider and that you think of it, but I think that you that the man which I searched for all life. I every day wait for your letters, they became for me irreplaceable, and I would like to see more than your photos and especially I wish to see your smile on a photo. I all time represent myself on a photo, where we with you together.
You would would like it, whether not so? When I do not receive your letters I am very strongly afflicted, I worry about that that has occured to you, or me even there are such ideas - "Really Steve played with my feelings?...." But there can be it not so, in fact it is simply impossible, I am right?
I wait, I with impatience wait for your following letter. Write me Steve! I hope tomorrow when I will come and I will look e-mail having found your letter
I shall fill the heart with your warm words.

Yours Nataliya.

Letter 6

Hello my lovely Steve!
I am very glad to receive your letter today. How are you today? I am fine, and I am feel that to me becomes better when I receive and I read your letters.
My dear Steve, today your letter has again warmed my heart and on my face there was a smile. Thanks for you didn`t forget me.
Steve many thanks for your photos, you are very beautiful on them and it to be pleasant to me and also a flower.
Dear my a full name and a surname - Nataliya Vaganova and home address RUSSIA, 424030, MIRA STREET 15,30 box - #2
Steve, I do not know as to start to speak you, whether but I wished to ask you you had any relations with women?
It is very important question for me, and I would like to know, you can had more the best attitudes with other girls than with me?
And if you have now any attitudes with other girls and if I stir to these attitudes tell to me please about it.
Mine dear Steve, I shall not stir to your attitudes, and we can communicate further as friends though I start to feel that we begin more than friends.
I try to forget about it, but I cannot forget it as this question most of all interests me.

I ask you about it because I could not find the man for serious attitudes here in Russia. And I have already started to think that at us in the country to men sex is important only and it is more than anything. It are not important family, the future children are not important, and such feelings as love, romantic attitudes are not important. As-as if the woman it only any subject for using. They do not understand feelings to the woman, and they do not understand that the most important wants in exchange from them any girl. Or there can be I search not in that place.
Can somewhere in the world there is such a man which is capable to love, respect, concern me to me as to the woman and to not give someone in insult,
to not break and to not break heart, to give only happiness, tenderness, passion, love and caress.
And I think that woman and the man who will love each other they can be together, and they will aspire to it even if they are divided with many miles,
mountains and oceans, and many other barrier. Because for love there are no barrier. And how are you think about it Steve?

I think that it so, in fact for love there are not barrier and distinctions in the age of, love this very raised feeling.
In fact people are ready to go for the sake of love on greater victims, and the some people even risk the life to achieve love. For me it seems very romantic, that people are capable of all for the sake of love.
For me would be happiness when the loving man for me does such simple things as: Kisses me or When I wake up or it wakes up,
To do the friend for the friend favourite dishes, To help each other with difficult situations, and to solve all problems together, and all to do together, To meet me from work and every day to see off me home, To not recollect anything bad and to think only about good.
I think, that I can make it. Steve, you could be such the man in my life? You would agree with it? You are very much like me.
I feel that you can give me that love which to me is necessary and to become my knight. I think that if we could spend time together.
For example, a romantic supper at candles? Or a trip together on picnic on the nature? Or pleasant and passionate weekend at home? How are you think Steve?
I wish to ask you Steve. You are communicate with other girls now? You the good person and I think that at us the big future.
But me interestingly that you feel? You can communicate with other girls? Tell to me fairly, I shall understand. Tell to me about your dreams, well?
I send you the photos, I hope to you to be pleasant.
I hope to hear your answer soon,
Your gentle Nataliya.

Letter 7

Hello my dear Steve!
I am very glad to receive your letter, and I I thank you for your sincere words..
It is very interesting for me learnig more about you. I adore to read your letters, this letters are so nice and gentle for my heart.
I save them in my heart and I in my mind only your words. Each letter give a peace of happiness. Your word give me a good mood and I smile often when I
read your letter. I have made for you house photos, I hope to you will be pleasant and also you will send me the.

Today the weather is very nice, but there is not a sun and is nasty. And my mood was is is a little bad while I have not read through your letter.
If you not against that that we with you have talked about our last attitudes tell to me a little about the last attitudes.
Did you have many women in your life? Why do you not together now? What reason of your parting? But if you do not wish to speak it to me you can not speak
me about it, I shall understand all. I shall tell to you about the last attitudes. In my life was a few guys, but all at them had a general bad behaviour,
the purposes and character. All of them wanted from me only one, they wanted only sex and it is more than anything. All of them like alcoholic drinks.
Some guys drank even too much. They behaved as animals. And certainly our attitudes quickly came to an end. And anybody from them was not worthy me, and there was no sex. Certainly it is very a shame to me to you to speak about it, But I had no sex, even now when to me of 28 years, I was very much disappointed in men here, and it is very a pity to me that I have not found anybody from men who would have with me sincere and fair relations which would last long and in my life such men to which it was not possible would be to trust and which would understand me.
But I think that already has found that the man which me will understand and love as sincere as I. I think that we with you already much more than friends.
And I all time have such feelings similar to love, it seems to me that I have fallen in love with you Steve? I do not understand that occurs to me. But
this feeling gives me happiness every day. And what you feel Steve? I hope you you will not laugh over me at that that I still the virgin?

Today I am full of good mood, and to me have very much pleased that we with you have such good acquaintance. It is very pleasant to me to read your sincere and warm letters, and you at all do not understand that they mean for me. I never earlier had acquaintance through letters or the Internet and for me it something new and fine. And it seems to me is very surprising, that feelings of two people reveal and become opened each other.
Both the exchange of ideas and feelings through electronic letters is simply inexpressible feeling. It would seem simple letters and words, but in them it is so much sense and so much feelings. It is simply improbable, how you think Steve? And how you concern to electronic letters? Whether as you think it is possible to create attitudes with the person through electronic letters?
I think that you with frankness can answer this question Steve. On it I finish the letter to you, but I promise that I shall write to you tomorrow more more in detail about the feelings to you.
With best regards Nataliya.

Letter 8

Hello my dear man and my lovely sun Steve!
I am very glad to see your letter today, so it is pleasant to me to receive your letters, As they as beams of the sun the heat warm my heart. They cheer me up irrespective of weather in the street and in what mood I would not be. I like all the same to receive your letters, and I am very pleasantly each time to read them. I love your letters, just I adore them!!! To me it becomes very boring if I don`t receive your letters, Last night I looked yesterday at stars in the sky. I each time leave on a balcony and I look at them.
Yes at me is DVD. You wish to send me a disk?
There are three things on which person can to look very long, are stars, water and fire. In them there is any mysterious force which draws a sight of the person as the magnet draws iron. Also in your letters there is any force which draws me to you, in your words any force is concealled.
That only one your words suffice to draw my attention and to transfer those feelings which you test when write to me the letter.
When I write to you the letter too I try to write to you that most of all excites me and to share the feelings. I try to learn more about you and to tell about myself. And I very much like to learn each time you, that you do and that you feel. My interest to you becomes more and more high. And so yesterday I looked at stars. You know that for each person in the sky has the star. And if the person dies, the star falls from the sky.
And I searched for the star and yours, I think that they are located by a number, or even together.
Because I feel you, I belive to you and know that you always sincerely with me and never me will deceive. I feel that we understand one another though I not in perfection own English, but I can understand one another. We understand our ideas, our imaginations.
We feel one another and even the distance can not an obstacle to us. Steve, after I have lain on a bed I did not think that sleep at once and have not switched off light.
But a bit later after I have lain I have fallen asleep. Mum has seen that at me shine light and has gone to a room.
She has told that at night I slept and smiled, on my face there was a happiness. I know why. Because at night I saw dream in which we with you went on park. We held one another for hands, spoke, communicated. Steve, you joked also I much laughed.
We have not come nearly in a pool of water, but in time it have noticed and have bypassed. In the sky stars shined and shined to us road. I felt like perfectly, especial when you have lifted me on hands. There there were steps downwards, to a fountain, and you have lifted me and have attributed directly to it. And you have kissed me!!! I have felt your love.
Your tenderness, my heart has flashed fire and I would wake up what to kiss you on the present but you were not. It was dream and I have overlooked about it. You see dreams of us? Tell to me them, I very much want to learn them more! It would be fine if it was a reality. And I hope that it happen.
I want kiss you Steve! You pleases that I send you every day the photos? I will hope that soon you will see me the eyes both I you and we will do our general photos. I am right dear?
Yours and only your loving Nataliya.

Letter 9

Hello my dear Steve! How are you?
I am very glad to receive and read your letter, I am very glad to see your worm and gentle words!
Thank you for your letters and never don`t forget to write me.
There is no I do not play chess. It is important for you?
My dear Steve, me very pleasantly that we with you can understand now each other much better,
And our attitudes go all further and further, and we all become closer. I feel that it not just friendship, and something is more, isn`t it Steve?
My mother and my girlfriends very much are interested in our acquaintance and all time ask as well as where we have got acquainted with you.
I am very interesting to them with what person has got acquainted, that you from yourselves give, where live and what kind of food you like where work when for us a meeting or others. On some of these questions I do not find the answer, and at all I do not know that to me to tell it.
In fact I at all do not know that that you love from dishes. You tried dishes of Russian kitchen? You prefer what dishes from other countries?
My grandmother is interested you would try borch and pies. I would advise you to try, as my grandmother prepares for the best and tasty pies.

I very much would like to know that your friends and relatives speak about us with you? What do they think of our attitudes?
What do you think of our attitudes? What plans at you with me? I wish to know more and I think that you would like to know about me also absolutely all.
Now it seems to me that I know about you not so much, but it seems to me that we are familiar with you all life, and I cannot understand whence at me this
feeling. I that it am not enough of all, that feelings transferred through letters are very much differ from feelings and touches, and I would like to hear your gentle voice in mine ears, To feel your strong and tender hands when you me will embrace, feel touches of your lips when you will kiss me.
It would be very fine if we with you could walk together on coast of a beach, go on park, keeping for hands and enjoying the happy moments of our life.

Yes, between us the big distance, and we cannot meet simply so not having overcome it. The distance between us divides us with you and prevents to make to us so a lot of prophetic which we could make in ours with you relations. It would be better if we could meet in realities and our dreams would turn to a reality, and mutual understanding would be better. Maybe in future we would be meeting, isn`t it Steve?

I hope that your day today was well? I shall be glad if each your day will bring to you happiness and pleasure, also that your mood was lifted, take care Steve.
I miss you and with impatiens I wait your following letter, With the best regards Nataliya.

Letter 10

Hi my dear and lovely Steve!!!
I`m so happy to see your letter, I was a few problems to write to you the letter, as places in the Internet-cafe have been borrowed, and I had to wait a little while the computer will be released. But now I can read your letter, and to me simply to not transfer the feelings simple words.
Your letter warms my heart, and so it is pleasant to me to read it with a smile and good mood.

Steve my dear I am glad that you wish to hear also my a voice and to have with me conversation.
I will be happy to talk to you about us with you and our meeting as we became really very close.
You agree? Yes really I will need to get international calling card for phone. I have kept your number and I can soon call to you.
I learnt earlier about cost of a card and there are different prices - of 217 dollars for a single call and 436 for repeated calls.

Steve darling my I wish to have two children it is the boy and the girl. How you wish them to name?
Yes I wish to arrive to you and to be with you. To establish a strong family and to love you and to respect.
You want it? How we will be together? How I will arrive to you it very far? Steve dear my to me it is very insulting that your friends of a low opinion about me. Why they offend me? I do not smoke a cigar and not the thick.
I do not understand as it it is not a shame to offend me? I wish to see their persons and to look them in the face that to them it was a shame and it is not pleasant.

Steve, what are you think about our meeting? How are you represent our first meeting? What will occur at our first meeting?
What shall we do when we for the first time shall see each other? What will you doing in such situation?
What do you think of that as I will conduct myself and how I will be dressed? What our first words will be? You would like to hear what words from me? I would like to hear from you such words as, "Welcome in my country my dear Nataliya!!!!!!..."
I want that this meeting was remembered to us forever. As it will be the first that there will be at us with you the general,
And the first feelings gone through together we should remember it for ever. I represent it so, we see each other and our hearts begin to fight all more strongly. I climb down from the plane and I approach to you. You stay at the airport and wait for me. I see your gentle smile on your face and on my face there is a smile too. I approach to you more close and my heart fights with each step all more strongly when I already will approach to you even more close, and we embrace, and after that we speak each other; "Hi Nataliya! I it is glad you to see, welcome in my country!",
On that I answer: "Hello Steve, I am glad to see you too! How I waited for this moment, really is it not a dream?" Our meeting will proceed also I will be in your embraces. As I dreamed for a long time to be in your embraces, yes we with you both will worry and worry, I will especially worry. I probably cannot tell anything to you if you will not kiss me. Will you kiss me Steve? I think about it and this first kiss will be fine. Then you take me for a hand and conduct me behind yourself.
Then we go to restaurant and we spend there, our first romantic evening, a supper with candles and slow music. We will dance and be turned in dance.
I will be with you Steve!!!!!!! My dear Steve, I would like to learn what you think of our meeting and how it will proceed?
I would be very glad to hear its continuation from you. Please tell me what are you think about it. I wait with impatience for your following letter.
I wait and I miss, I adore you my gentle and tender prince Steve!!!!!!! I send you thousands sweet and gentle kisses!!! Yours and only your love Nataliya.

Letter 11

Hello my dear and lovely Steve!
I am very glad to see your letter, it was very pleasant to me to hear yours Ideas on our meeting, I also think about it.
I send you photos of the darling animals - it my a small dog "Bim" and a soft toy - a white bear cub.
I think that I will soon not require in darling animals as I will be with you my dear and darling the man nearby always.
I wish to be with you and I wish to spend together with you time. And I think that we should discuss our meeting with you.
It seems to me that the god wanted that we have met you and it is our destiny. I think that it not vainly that to us there is also all this occurs to the best.
I with impatience waited for your letter and very much wished to hear your answer. I am pleased very much with that that you which person I have grown fond and want to be together with you too as would think of that what to hold me in the hands. It very much pleases and even pleasantly excites me because it means that you not against me and do not want to push away. I with excitement waited for your letter.
I thank you Steve, for that you fill my heart with love and the hope which vein in it has become stronger and now it is possible that we will achieve all in life if we shall make it together. I want to be with you. I would want that we with you were together.
I dream about our meeting. Steve I brawl learn tomorrow all about trip and I shall inform to you when I can arrive to you.
We will be together, I promise to you it, I would shall make all that in my forces what to be with you. I love you Steve!!!!
I want to be with you, I want to be in your embraces, I want to feel your love, your passion, your tenderness, your caress.
I would want that we could enjoy every day when we shall be together and I would shall make all that we were happy together.
I want that we could touch one another, that we could enjoy love feel and touch one another. What is we would meet the morning together.
That each day I could see you. To hear your voice, to feel your breath, to see your sight, gentle and full of love, all this is necessary for me and I want to be with you Steve!!!! We shall be together, we shall create ours with you the world. This world we full love and caress.
We shall be happy. I am sure in it. I will be the happiest girl if shall be with you and I would shall make all that it happened. Soon we can talk. To go together to park, go on a beach, to make love and embody all our dreams in a reality.
Steve, you agree with me? You will meet me? I love you Steve!!!! I want you Steve!!!!!!! Steve, only with you I want to be together and to go on this life with you!!!!
Yours and only your loving Nataliya.

Letter 12

Hello my dear love Steve!
I am very happy to see your letter today, And this only thing that can calm me now. I am very sadly now, I am very afflicted and disappointed.
I don`t know what to tell to you, I do not wish you to upset. I have for you unpleasant news, and I do not know from what to begin.
Today I went to travel agency and learned that I should do and that I should have at myself for a trip to you.
And when I have told that is necessary for me and how many it costs, I became so is insulting, I am very much ashamed now before you, and I am sorry for
that promised you what I can not make. The trip to you will cost very expensive, and I haven`t all sum which to me have told in travel agency.
I regret very much Steve! We cannot be together.

Today when I have come to travel agency to learn that is necessary for me that I could arrive to you, I have learned that that I should have necessary documents for travel, is the passport for travel abroad, the visa, payment of taxes and tax collections, the certificate on passage of medical examination,
and after reception of the visa already and the ticket. But except for it I still should go to Moscow.
I have asked why I should go to Moscow, and to me have explained that I should pass medical examination in Moscow. And to go to Moscow are necessary money for road to Moscow, on residing and a feed at Moscow. And it is necessary to pay for all this approximately $630 dollars, and then it will be necessary to take the ticket. And the price at tickets different, and all depends on which airline I will take advantage to arrive to you. It makes about $2300 dollars and above, I simply was frightened having seen such price for the ticket, And all that I can make now it only to pay for official registration of papers, but I cannot pay for all trip to you. It is very dear to me. I understand that I promised you, that I will arrive to you, and I will try to make it.
I will make all that in my forces to arrive to you, but I do not know as me to pay for all trip and to arrive to you. But I will do the utmost that we with you dream was executed also we were together. I understand that this news very much has upset you, and I ask you do not leave me, please do not stop to write to me. Steve, you the unique person which has remained with me and which I very much love and I wish to be with you.
I am ready for all to be with you, both I will use the best efforts, and I will make it if you will support me in this difficult situation.
I ask you Steve, only do not stop to write to me your warm and gentle letters, I very much require them. I hope that you understand me and will write to me.
I want that you did not leave from me and have remained with me and if we will be together we will embody our dream in a reality. I love you Steve!
I LOVE YOU AND I AM NOT AFRAID OF THESE FEELINGS! I would will make all that we with you were forever together and were happy.
You are my Prince. Steve you are my dream and I want to live in this world with you! I do not present as it is possible to live without you. Forgive me Steve.
I want to cry and I don`t know what doing now, I am very sorry.
Yours and only your loving and gentle Nataliya.

Letter 13

Hello my dear Steve. I am glad to receive your letter. They as beams of the sun which shine me. Your letter warms me and makes me happy. I cannot wait so long I want that you have arrived to me now and we were together. You can arrive to me now? Steve, I feel that I can not without you. I can not feel like normally. You are far also each minute I want to be with you. I think of you. Especially difficultly at night. So it would be desirable to be with you Steve. It would be desirable to see as you you smile, as you enjoy supper which I were going. It would be desirable feel your love. It would be desirable to feel your tenderness. It would be desirable to feel your love. When I wake up in the morning, I want to embrace you to sit on you and to make to you massage, I would like to kiss you. To kiss while you you will not wake up and you will not embrace me. I want to be with you, the passion and love, tenderness and caress, feelings and emotions which are saved in my heart not give to me to sleep. Steve, I fall asleep with dream about that that we together. I wake up with ideas that we together. I prepare for supper, I prepare for breakfast, I prepare for dinner, it would would be desirable that you tried that that I was going. I do not know as to describe that that with me occurs. I simply can not present the life without you. I do not know as I lived earlier, HOW I COULD LIVE WITHOUT YOU???? But I believe that we will met soon. That we soon shall together. I love you and I wait for your letter. Yours and only your loving Nataliya.

Letter 14

Steve dear my I wish tell to you that I cannot to meet you here at my place as in our family there is a tradition that the woman should come the first into the house of the man and only then there will be good serious relations. It is tradition in our generation many years and my the grandmother asks us to observe it always. When it observe my the grandmother speaks that always the pair lives strong and amicably and all at it is good. Therefore I do not speak xnj.s you to me did not come. But you should understand that I should arrive the first to you and come into your house and we will begin a good life. I will wait for your letter. Yours Nataliya

Letter 15

Hello my dear love and my loving person Steve! I hope, which in All of you is good! I so would like it! I am very happy to your letter today, I do not understand, which to me occurs!!! I wait your letters with the big impatience! I wait for the end of day what to enter the Internet - cafe and to see your letter from a word and to Read it,
This such pleasure. … I thank, that you have not left me and have calmed me gentle, warm words which have heated up my heart now. For me it is honour to be your partner in a life to be your wife and mother of your children. I think, that we will have the most beautiful and romantic family in your city, and all will follow an example us as from the best pair. Reading your letters, I have a rest after the difficult working day. In our relations, that I trust it to the most important thing to you and you to me darling, There will be a trust - always will be in us mutual understanding and love. Mine Steve I am glad to love, that you wish to help to meet to us because you also just as I understand, that it will be the most important case in Our life And it which we will be together for ever and we will be the happiest pair in this world. I feel, that we together can pass through all these obstacles and that we will be together despite all barriers which stand to us!

My love Steve you know any ways to send money? I know only about the Western Union through which I can receive from you the help. Mine dear inform me the airport where you will meet me. My love Steve, I love you and very much I wish to be with you! I send you the most sweet and most gentle embraces! With impatience I look forward to hearing from you. With love for ever, yours and only yours Nataliya!