Letter(s) to Lucie (Sweden)

Letter 1

My darling Bengt, I do not know, how to you it to tell and how to explain, but at me the big problems. I cannot take off to you as me have detained at customs house that I to take out an icon from the country which to present me mum and now to me it is necessary to pay the penalty. It is an ancient icon and she very much to be appreciated in our country as a relic and she is forbidden on export from the country. As I carried her to you dear, that is abroad, without the permission of the Ministry of culture of the Russian Federation and consequently on me have imposed the penalty at a rate of 1000 euros. If I to not pay the penalty, me will condemn under clause about illegal export from the country of a valuable relic. I to not know, that it is impossible to take out such things from the country and that for it the penalty. Me have detained at the airport and to arrest for the whole 2 days, to find out all. But my parents have arrived also the help to me to leave.
Dear Bengt, I do not know, that to me to do now, they to tell to me, that I cannot fly to you while I to not pay the penalty. And if I to not pay the penalty to me it will be even worse also than me I can condemn for it.
Darling, I have paid this sum from that money, which you to me the help. Now, I do not know what to do, as me does not suffice to arrive to you. I have paid for the penalty because me could condemn and I had to avoid it, and to pay for the penalty. I shall not take with myself now an icon. But I cannot arrive to you dear, as I now do not have 1000 euros to pass the customs control.
Now I am in Internet - cafe and I do not know, what to me to do further?! I do not know, where to me to take such sum, I to not have such money and it is very unpleasant situation as our meeting cannot take place because of this unpleasant situation. To me I to inform was a pity, that to you such unpleasant news, but I should inform you. But I cannot fly, while I to not pay the penalty. Dear, you can the help with such sum? I understand, that it is the big sum, but I do not know whom to me more to ask dear Bengt!!
When at customs house to examine my things and to find an icon in my bag, I tried to explain to them, that I to not know about rules of export of such things but as me to tell, " not knowledge of laws, does not release you from punishment ".
Dear, I ask you, write to me more likely. I shall be in Internet - cafe and to wait for your letter up to the last while interne-cafe it will not be closed!!! I ask you lovely, write about all more likely. I very much need in you. On my eyes of tear as it is hurt to be in several steps from you and to get in such difficult situation lovely. I very much wait your answer darling. Yours Oksana

Letter 2

Hello darling Bengt. I do not know what to do to me darling?! What can I make dear?! I to not have such money dear, I shall necessarily return all to you dear, but your help as we still had some steps from each other dear is now necessary for me and we shall be together lovely. You understand lovely, what I to not have all money?! I to give 1000 euros for the penalty and now and I to have only 500 euros. Lovely. I do not have not enough now only 1000 euros to arrive to you darling and I can give you these 1500 euros!!! You understand loved, that to me not where to take such sum!!! I asked you about the help as, I not the rich girl and at me was not present such money. To me not whence to take such money dear!!
I do not know, that to me to tell lovely as I was hurt me also is very much upset dear Bengt... I love you and I cannot without you dear!!!
I hope, that you understand me lovely and you will make a correct choice. I ask you dear, do not do fast decisions and rash as it is our relations and I cannot lose you dear!! I love you and I do not want you to lose dear. I is ready to give you all money when I shall arrive, but I do not have now them dear! You understand it!?
I am sorry about your father, that so happened, but I did not know about it and consequently your help dear is necessary for me!!! Darling, I cannot live without you, I ask you do not throw me dear. I love you. I ask you, understand me dear!! Write to me about all... If you the help to me now dear, I shall arrive to you already to Monday!!! Write about all. I very much wait. Yours Oksana

Letter 3

It seems to me, that to us has carried to meet each other in this huge world. But we can be convinced of it when we on the true shall meet each other. For me our meeting really big step in a life and in the future. But I am sure, that he should be true step on a way fortunately. I could not wait for a long time dear and went to travel agency, have found out, how I can travel to you dear. there to me informed, that to me it is necessary to legalize papers for travel: the visa, the passport to buy tickets, the insurance as to fill still in some additional questionnaires. It is necessary for me to pay all over again for all official registration of papers and to wait it is necessary 2-3 weeks when they will be ready. Dear, should tell, I already to begin official registration of papers, but I do not have not enough now 330 euros to pay completely for all official registration of papers. To me sadly lovely as I do not have such money. It is nobody me now, even, to ask such sum. I do not know what to make dear?! I very much want to see you dear and to me is sad, that travel to you dearly costs. I hope, that you understand my situation dear. I very much I suffer, if we cannot meet because of it. I do not want to lose you lovely. I shall be happy to see you. It is not convenient for me to ask you about it dear, but I very much want to be near with you. You can legalize papers the help!? If you can the help with such sum, I shall be grateful and happy, that you to enable me to arrive to you lovely. Whether write to me you, please, can the help dear?! I shall wait very much your answer. Yours Oksana

Letter 4

My darling Bengt, I do not know, how to you it to tell and how to explain, but at me the big problems. I cannot take off to you as me have detained at customs house that I to take out an icon from the country which to present me mum and now to me it is necessary to pay the penalty. It is an ancient icon and she very much to be appreciated in our country as a relic and she is forbidden on export from the country. As I carried her to you dear, that is abroad, without the permission of the Ministry of culture of the Russian Federation and consequently on me have imposed the penalty at a rate of 1000 euros. If I to not pay the penalty, me will condemn under clause about illegal export from the country of a valuable relic. I to not know, that it is impossible to take out such things from the country and that for it the penalty. Me have detained at the airport and to arrest for the whole 2 days, to find out all. But my parents have arrived also the help to me to leave.
Dear Bengt, I do not know, that to me to do now, they to tell to me, that I cannot fly to you while I to not pay the penalty. And if I to not pay the penalty to me it will be even worse also than me I can condemn for it.
Darling, I have paid this sum from that money, which you to me the help. Now, I do not know what to do, as me does not suffice to arrive to you. I have paid for the penalty because me could condemn and I had to avoid it, and to pay for the penalty. I shall not take with myself now an icon. But I cannot arrive to you dear, as I now do not have 1000 euros to pass the customs control.
Now I am in Internet - cafe and I do not know, what to me to do further?! I do not know, where to me to take such sum, I to not have such money and it is very unpleasant situation as our meeting cannot take place because of this unpleasant situation. To me I to inform was a pity, that to you such unpleasant news, but I should inform you. But I cannot fly, while I to not pay the penalty. Dear, you can the help with such sum? I understand, that it is the big sum, but I do not know whom to me more to ask dear Bengt!!
When at customs house to examine my things and to find an icon in my bag, I tried to explain to them, that I to not know about rules of export of such things but as me to tell, " not knowledge of laws, does not release you from punishment ".
Dear, I ask you, write to me more likely. I shall be in Internet - cafe and to wait for your letter up to the last while interne-cafe it will not be closed!!! I ask you lovely, write about all more likely. I very much need in you. On my eyes of tear as it is hurt to be in several steps from you and to get in such difficult situation lovely. I very much wait your answer darling. Yours Oksana

Letter 5

My darling Bengt, I do not know from what to start.... I have got in a trouble dear.... I shall start all over again dear that all of you have understood. I today slept for a long time and not therefore very much hurried up, collected things to have time in the airport aboard the plane dear!!! I have run out on street, have caught a taxi to reach in the airport.
I was so happy, that have overlooked about all and did not pay attention to road. Money which were with me were at me in a pocket, is closer to me and I have decided to shift their money in a bag, I very much hurried up. My attention was all that I thought of our meeting, I represented my flight by the plane and as we meet darling. But I could not notice, how the taxi driver has turned somewhere in other place. I began to ask, where he carries me??? he was silent, and we went very quickly. he has taken away me somewhere where there were private houses. I could not understand, that occurs and here he starts to speak me, give money!!!! I began to leave the machine, but he held me and started to select a bag. I began to roar and escape from him from the machine. he was seized by me and did not release. I begged him to not touch me and to not take away money, but he was so severe with me, that he even has struck me and has selected a bag. he has thrown out me from the machine, and I roared very much. There were money which were necessary for showing at customs house. I have not had time to shift all money in a bag. I still had 550 euros.
I did not know, that to me to do, and I began to catch the machine. I was taken with young pair. I came at once home. You simply do not imagine, that I have born. My soul left to legs. I very much was afraid, that he will kill me. I do not know, that to me to do now Bengt. I have come to Internet - cafe to write to you after was an at home and have changed clothes. It is good, that my passport remained with me in my pocket. I have not had time to put him in a bag.
Dear, I now write to you and I pay... I cannot make anything … to me very hurt, I feel broken. I waited for our meeting so much and so much I had to bear, that I did not expect, that all so happen!!!
I am finally broken Bengt. I do not know, that to me to do darling. I know, that you will not believe me as with me already so much all happened, that I cannot believe in all event my darling Bengt. After you I shall go in militia to try to find the taxi driver, but I do not remember number of his machine as it was in a dirty. I do not know how to find him among one million inhabitants of Moscow.
My darling, I very much want to be with you, I cannot be here Bengt any more. I do not understand, why it happened with me!!!!! The help to me Bengt, I ask you the help to leave to me from here.
Darling, I as shall change the ticket for a start. I shall transfer him the next week dear that we could be in time all precisely and to find money, for my travel in Sweden... that I could fly to you, I do not have not enough now 450 euros. I do not present, where to me to take such money dear!? I very much wait from you the answer dear as your support darling is very necessary for me!!! I do not know what to do. I very much wait your answer lovely. Yours Oksana

Letter 6

Hello my darling Bengt. lovely, forgive, that I just now write to you. But I am very tired today as I was in militia and have left there the data and have left the description of the taxi driver which has stolen a bag with money. I hope, that him can find dear, but I do not know, whether as soon it happen and happen it really! But I now most of all want to be only with you darling and I believe, that we can be together my loved.
Dear, I ask you, the help to me about 450 euros, as I do not have no this sum to pass the customs control and to fly to you dear!!! You can the help with such sum dear?! I have 550 euros and I do not have not enough 450 euros. I ask you the help to me dear that I have soon arrived to you darling. lovely, I ask you send for a name mine of the girlfriend as, Valentina Smyshlyaeva. I ask you to send me again the information on you when you will be transfer money dear that there were no misunderstanding. I love you dear Bengt and I cannot live without you. I do not know, that I would do, if I to not meet you in the life. When I in several steps from you dear, I shall go from mind. Especially all that it was possible to do me broken. Now I can be in the order only when I shall be near with you lovely. I very much want to be with you dear!!! I love you Bengt. I ask you more likely the help to me dear that we could be more likely together. The more likely you can the help, the more likely I shall arrive to you dear!!! I shall look forward to a fast reply lovely. kiss you, yours Oksana

Letter 7

My darling Bengt, I write to you to tell dear, that I do not understand why you are silent!? I do not know what to make and what to tell, as I do not understand, what with you happened lovely and why you are silent?! You to lose mine email!? I shall be glad dear if you receive my letter and will answer me more likely him. I very much want to be with you darling. I hope, that all our dreams and desires on former coincide also we can soon meet... I shall look forward from you the answer lovely... Yours Oksana