Letter(s) to Tony (USA)

Letter 1

Hello
I know My heart has already found it's way you. I want you and no one else. I think we should try and make this work. You have to know you're the one that i have falling for since some days ago, and only one I want. Not only are you perfect for me, you're the perfect friend and I hope we can and will be more. I could never ask for better then what we have had. I am hoping you're feeling the same way because my heart is set on you, and only you.
I have spent my life waiting ... not living, nor loving, but waiting. Waiting for the one that would inspire me to be all I can be, to live up to every expectation, to reach every goal, to know that I may fail sometime but I will never be alone or waiting again. You brought to my cold empty heart the reason to live and to love with a passion through sending me an email every morning,only you could bring. Your words of acceptance and love will soothed the aching in my empty heart and now I am at peace with myself and the world around me. I know that one day I shall come to you never to wait anymore. I will love you with every ounce of my being ... "Yours is the first name I call and the last name I will ever whisper if you will always feel the same way i feel about you....I know we just met but these feelings that I have for you keep growing and growing every sec. Now that I am with you, I will sleep thinking about you and the next morning I wake up smiling..It's amazing how you got me and trapped me. I never thought I could love this much but I was so wrong. I just thank God for having you. I guess We are meant for each other and i pray no one will change that. I will love you with ALL my heart
Jean.