Letter(s) to Victor (USA)

Letter 1

My love Victor!
Forgive Victor. Forgive me Victor, I ask you, do not take offence at me.
I do not know how to tell. I do not know what to speak. To me it is very bad,
Forgive..................
I do not know from what to begin, I do not know what to tell to you. I promised to you
Yesterday that I will arrive, and that all our dreams become a reality. I very much
I want it. I want to be with you, and I want to embody all in a reality
Our dreams.
It is necessary nothing for me, only you and your love. I want to be only with
You for ever.
I do not have words. On my eyes of tear. I feel very badly,
Because promised to you and I can not make it. I went in
The travel agency was learnt also by trip cost. At me hardly heart
Has not stopped, when I have learnt cost.
Victor a trip very expensive. I do not know how to make it and as to me
To arrive to you. I promised that I will arrive, but it turns out, so I not
I can make it.
Victor it is very a shame to me before you. I thought that a trip not the such
The expensive. But when I have learnt that it is necessary to make, was in shock. I
Has learnt that it is necessary to do, what documents to make out and has learnt the approximate
Cost of all of it. These are very big money.
Forgive me Victor, I ask you to forgive me..............
I am far from you and I not can to arrive, I can not make you happy,
I can not present to you the caress and love. I have no so much money, and
I do not represent where I can find them.
I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!
Victor I want to be with you, and even that between us also distance
Does not frighten me. I ask you only about one. Do not leave me. Not
Leave me one. I want to be with you, I do not know how to execute
The promise, but I ask you not to leave me.
I have met you, I have understood that you that man with whom I want
To be for ever. And I do not want to lose you, the man of the dream.
Forgive me, forgive, but I cannot be with you now.
I ask you, understand me.
Forgive Victor,
Sincerely and yours faithfully and love,
Yours and only yours for ever Elvira.

Letter 2

Hello my Love Victor!!!!
I have received your letter and you were happy to hear about that that, love me and that your feelings as are strong as well as mine. Love my Victor, you mean for me much.
But there are one thoughts which do not leave me and about which I want to tell to you. It is important also I want that you has paid attention. You write to me about that that you want to arrive to me to the country. I love you and I very strongly want that you were near to me.
But there is one problem about which I spoke to you before. I already said to you that at me conversation with my parents has taken place and I have told it about that that you want to arrive to us to the country to meet me. And on it my father has told that in our family there is a Tradition, which family cannot break. My father has told that I should arrive to you the first and it is impossible differently. We should learn each other, live together and after that we with you together will arrive back. Victor you understand me.
In me of tear, I am very afflicted. After all I cannot tell to the parents Was not present!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Even thus that I very much love you and I want that we were together. My sun, I want that we were together. And we have only one exit it that I have arrived to you. I can make nothing. I ask understanding and love.
You are very necessary in my life. And me your answer, your decision is very important. As you know about that that I do not have necessary sum which is necessary to make documents. Documents are necessary that I could cross border, and have the rights to residing at other country. Darling you can give me the necessary sum?????? In me shame to ask from you money, but I am compelled. As that sum which I have not enough. This our meeting, and I think that the general efforts are necessary.
All is days I think of you. Victor when I dream of us, I feel my increases of mood better also!!
We have found each other in this world. I speak to you about my feelings because I trust you very much and think that you are a person who will make me happy. I will make you happy my dear. I show you my heart as is better, I can. To have someone, to come home to it my embrace and a kiss who cares of my bottom wants and, divides its day, well. It does for happy people who can possess their creation of love... Victor it there was my dream, and I hope that it will be truly fast. I think that you want to meet me not less than I. I trust you my feelings, you can trust me all feelings, dreams and thoughts on me. My dear the most sweet dream of us. I hope that you love it: night, a ladder are in the sky, we are one in a room, we include music and dance slowly. I study your eyes, they are so deep, and you look mine, they are full of emotions. I see your lips, so soft, and I want to kiss them. Our bodies merge in a homogeneous rhythm. Victor we love everyone another and minute - eternity. We have sex till the morning. Then I make very tasty dinner and we sit at a table, you tell me news, about your work and I only listen to you. I do not need something else. I only enjoy the moments which I spend with you. Then we Victor go to a drawing room to a room and a place about fire. We sit on a sofa, embrace and a kiss. I think that it dreams, real will be fast.
To write I, please, your thoughts on it.
Yours Elvira.