Letter(s) to Ron (USA)

Letter 1

Hi
I am glad that you to me have left your address of mail and now we can get acquainted with you more.
It was very pleasant to me to receive your sign on attention.
You very interesting man and I want as it is possible to get acquainted with you is better.
Our dialogue very pleasant for us will be possible.
My name is Oksana. To me of 28 years. I from Russia.
I live and I work in the city of Barnaul.
You know this city?
I very much like the city and I live in it since the birth.
My work very interesting.
I work at school and I am engaged in the organisation of celebratory actions which are spent with children at school.
It is very responsible work and demands from me the maximum attention.
I very strongly like children and I am always glad to look on their happiness.
After all as it seems to me that children's happiness is the most light happiness all over the world.
what do you think of children?
Probably you have children?
On the work I often think of that how to make holidays of children as it is possible more brightly.
I always approach to it with soul and strong feelings.
In many respects I am proud of the work after all it brings happiness to people.
I can know in what your life and work consists.
It will be very interesting to me to know your life and your vital interests.
When I have seen your profile on a site I could not remember all.
But in many respects you have seemed to me very interesting man.
I will be very glad as it is possible to learn is better you.
Probably you have personal interests and a hobby.
It will be very pleasant to me to know all it.
Now my interest to you strong enough.
I very much wait for your answer.
I wish you pleasant day yours Oksana.

Letter 2

Hi
I was very glad to receive the letter from you.
I was interesting to me also very strongly waited for this letter.
Your life is very interesting to me.
To you for that that you could tell many thanks to me about the life.
You seem to me that serious enough man.
It is visible from your way of life and your interests.
Today I very long thought about the acquaintance Internet.
I was on sites of acquaintances and looked profiles of different men.
Now I think of that that my choice will be in your party.
You seem to me that the good and benevolent man.

now I very strongly wish to see your photo.
Please if to you not difficultly that send to me them in the following letter.
I will be very glad to it and rather to you is grateful.

I write you the letters from the cafe Internet as at my place was not present
The personal Internet. Today in cafe I long waited for the free Places to take advantage of the Internet and to receive the letter from you.
I with surprise looked at one woman which is engaged in search
Men on the Internet. Its active dialogue with men seemed to me
Strange enough. In an hour when I waited an empty seat and observed for
It I have had time to notice that fact that it communicates at once with nine
Men. It seemed to me enough not seriously. probably
You too communicate with several girls simultaneously? On mine
To opinion dialogue should be only between two people. Probably
It will seem to you strange. But I think that only so it is possible to take that
That serious of this dialogue and to try to construct feelings of affinity.
I Seriously enough I concern dialogue on the Internet and I try
To be engaged in easier flirtation for the sake of entertainment. It seems to me that if
Seriously to concern dialogue and validly to concern the
The friend on correspondence that can hope for serious relations.
I trust in that that it is possible to find the person in the Internet for love and serious
Relations. For the search on the Internet I met very much
Different men from the different countries. Initially all men try
To seem very intelligent and decent. But at many men in
Dialogue process arise only desire to see naked photos.
I think that it not seriously and not when did not send gave to these men
That that they wanted. I tried to avoid such Mens. I hope on
That you of it will not do that. You seem me very lovely and
The kind man with which it is possible to communicate and hope pleasantly on
That that is more. I here not to be engaged in easy flirtation and
Games. It not for me. seems to me that you can me
To understand. For me as it is important to know what do you think of the Internet
To dialogue and what exactly you wish to find in the Internet? As you are serious
You concern that to create love on correspondences? For me all it
Very important. Now I hope for that that you can write to me about
It in the letter. I with the big interest will wait for your letter.
Oksana

Letter 3

Hi
To me was so pleasantly to receive your letter.
Yesterday I long thought of you and about that for what exactly you search on the Internet.
I had very many thoughts but as a whole I tended to that that you the decent man.
Today having read your letter I was once again convinced of gravity of your intentions to find feelings in the Internet.
I was not mistaken in the choice concerning dialogue with you and I think of that that our dialogue will bring to us only mutual pleasure.
At me it is so much emotions concerning the future dialogue with you.
As you very seldom to find such decent men in a network of the Internet and I think of that that to me has carried when I have got acquainted with you.
It will seems to me that in our letters we are polite and we will respect each other.
After all letters can tell and give the chance to us about much to us as it is possible to learn is better each other.
After all the respect of the partner in dialogue is the main basis of understanding.
I was so is glad when read your letter.
You very good and very interesting man. I think of that that I will feel comfortably in the letters to you and to try as it is possible to tell more close to you about myself and to learn you.
My interest to you now is very great.
I so would like to learn about you and about your life much.
But I will try not to hasten.
It seems to me that haste can cause only not understanding.
Dialogue should be interesting and fascinating.
I wish to be surprised always to your letters and with each new your letter to learn that that new about you.
Today at me not so it is a lot of time for dialogue.
Many working affairs which demand strong attention from me.
Today at school we will be engaged in registration of suits for a children's holiday.
I should check manufacturing of suits necessarily.
I would like to talk to you by phone to hear your voice but unfortunately
At me have stolen my cell phone. Please give me your full number with the country code and i'll call you as soon as i find the opportunity to do it.
They should be necessarily unique and made with soul.
It will seems to me that from it to depend children's happiness.
I wish to tell once again to you about that that I am very glad that I have acquaintance and dialogue with such remarkable man as you.
Tomorrow I with the big interest will wait for your letter.
Oksana

Letter 4

No
I have been simply admired by your letter and your respect.
It seems to me that in many respects our sights at the acquaintance Internet coincide.
The most important this respect of the friend on dialogue.
Today at me is more time to give it to the letter to you.
I hope for that that to you as well as to me pleasantly to receive letters.
Now I wish to tell to you more about the life. I did not describe in detail to you the life and its features.
Initially I should be convinced of that that you the decent man.
After your letters I have understood that you can trust and tell about the life.
My life simple enough.
It is in many respects similar to a life of usual people.
Earlier I lived with the parents still when was the girl.
My parents are very influential businessmen in our city.
They live on other end of a city and often enough I meet them.
In my life they gave not so a lot of attention to my education and my life.
How many I remember them they always were engaged in the business. And very often I remained with the grandmother.
My parents call Ekaterina and Aleksandr.
Their business consists in the textile industry.
In sequence of my life I have got over to live to the grandmother.
And till now I live with it.
I very strongly respect the grandmother and is in many respects grateful to it for all that it has made for me and my life.
It has in many respects affected my education and on my further way of life.
My grandmother call Elena Petrovna.
So its many people which it name know.
Usually I simply name its grandmother.
In the life it was very well-known woman and even was worthy ranks of the veteran of work.
It worked on metal works which is at us in a city of 30 years.
Now it is on pension and any more does not work.
I very strongly love the grandmother for its kind and understanding character.
Since early years she was engaged in my active life.
Together with the grandmother I have read very many various books.
At its requests after school I have passed to study in pedagogical institute.
On which termination I began to work as the teacher at school.
At first I worked as the teacher of initial classes and learnt small children.
But this work did not bring to me many money and I had to refuse to myself in many respects.
In the life I always tried and try to be independent.
My parents offered me the help and always tried to help.
But I addressed to them only during the extreme moments of the life.
On it I have left school and have gone to work in a private kindergarten where could earn much more and at me even it turned out to save money.
After in my life there were revolutions which have changed my life.
I had to leave a kindergarten and not to be engaged in work about one year.
It was careless and romantic time in my life.
Probably once I will tell to you about it.
After a year of the jobless life I have come to work again to school.
In many respects I was helped by parents and have found a vacant place for me.
This place is that than now I am engaged and till today.
Now my work very much is pleasant to me and I do not complain.
In due course many enough you understand in a life.
now I rejoice to children and it is pleasant to me to do by it holidays.
I already spoke to you about that that we made out suits for children.
Today we have finished their registration and we will prepare performance.
Now I feel that could tell to you very much about the life.
I hope for that that all it will be interesting to you and you can learn my life much more close and to try to understand it.
for me as it will be very important to learn your life.
I ask you tell to me please about it in the following letter.
Tell to me about the last life and about the parents.
Thus I can learn your life more close.
All it is very interesting and very important for me.
You are very nice to me and I would like to learn you and your life in your letters.
I hope for that that it will be not difficult for you.
I will wait for your letter.
The darling I you have set to me many questions I on them I will answer you
Only after you will answer mine...
You search for love and the future wife????
I do not wish to have the friend on correspondence I search for my narrowed
Oksana

Letter 5

Hi
For me again it was very pleasant to receive your letter.
Today long thought of you and expected that that you will write to me in the letter.
for me it was very pleasant to know that that you were interested by my life.
I thank you for respect which you have expressed to me in the letter.
To me it is now very pleasant.
I as was very strongly admired with your life and its feature.
You very interesting man and at you very remarkable life and dialogue sphere.
So it was interesting to Ron me to get acquainted with your life.
Now I understand that you very good man and you have many interests in a life.
For me it was very important to know these facts and to be convinced for itself.
It seems to me that I can be opened with you and to trust you.
After all you as well as I perceive our dialogue and with interest concern it.
In process ours with you I want dialogue as it is possible to learn more close you.
And I so am glad that you go on a meeting to my desires.
For me it is very valid and pleasant.
but not about you I can learn all from this that you wrote to me about the life.
For me it is very important as you concern many things.
It is very interesting to me to know features of your behaviour and your desires.
now I will try to set to you some questions which me interest.
I hope for that that you will not have difficulties to answer them.
For me it is very important to know it.
First of all for me it is very important to know your relation to spirits?
I know that many foreigners think of that that all Russian men suffer an alcoholism.
I wish to tell to you about that that this erroneous opinion.
Not all men in my country drink alcohol.
It was possible earlier still in 90o years when our country had not the best times.
But now all is good also our Russian men try to conduct a healthy way of life.
Personally I concern alcohol loyally and I allow itself to use it only on the important holidays.
me it is very important as you concern alcohol.
If you have problems with it that please do not hesitate to tell to me about it.
We should trust each other and not hide our problems.
As it is very interesting to me what do you think of children and education of children?
You already know that I very strongly love children and I like to give them happiness.
Still very much for me sports are very important.
It should seems to me that to be present at a life of each person.
Sports and active way of life very seriously influence health of the person.
I can know what do you think of sports?
Probably you have a favourite kind of sports which you are engaged?
I cannot name myself the serious sportswoman but I try to be engaged in easy gymnastics of a body every day.
I try to conduct an active way of life and in many respects playing sports helps me with it.
one more my important questions to you your relation to religion is.
I can know what certain belief you adhere.
Probably you visit church?
Together with the grandmother we go to church on certain holidays.
It seems to me that the belief in the god is certain stimulus for the person and it is necessary for having.
I hope for that that you can give me answers to questions interesting me.
It is now important to me to know all it.
In our letters I want as it is possible to be more close to each other.
It seems to me that probably.
The darling as I also promised you here answers to your questions I do not look at your age because for me the main thing that
Is in your heart and as you of aaa1?oa in dialogue with me
Wash name Oksana Efremova my date of birth it on November, 23rd 1981
Year I love orange colour and red
I will wait for your letter.
Oksana

Letter 6

Hi Ron.
I was very glad to read your letter.
Many thanks to you for that that you could answer questions interesting me.
for me it is very important to know as you you concern many things.
Now I want as it is possible to learn is better line of your character.
On the nature as to me it should seems any decent man to be serious.
Probably I am mistaken but I wish to find such man.
each person has a ideal image of the friend to love.
Today I wish to share with you the ideal and to tell to you about it.
I want that you could know about what man I dream and that I try to find.
For me it is very important that the man which near to me in a life should possess certain advantages of character.
I will list particularly what exactly it should have:
1 Nobleness.
2 Fidelity.
3 Bravery.
4 Honesty.
5 Erudition.
6 Propensity to romanticism.
7 Care.
8 Mercy.
9 Sense of humour.
It should be strong.
As any girl seems to me dreams of that to feel protected near to the beloved.
now I have described to you the ideal of the man of dream.
I know that in a real life very difficultly to find such man.
But it seems to me that it is necessary to have this ideal in the dreams.
For me it will be very remarkable if I can find the man which possesses at least half of these qualities.
probably you see in yourself these qualities and possess completely them.
I ask you write to me about it please.
For me all it is very interesting and important.
Now I try as it is possible to get acquainted more close with you and to learn you.
In your letters I feel that you the good man and is always glad to receive them.
We need to be as it is possible more close in our letters and will not hesitate to learn each other.
I hope for that that you understand me and as well as I are interested in it.
I will wait for your letter.
Oksana

Letter 7

Today me your letter very strongly interested.
I long thought today about an ohm that you will write to me in the letter.
It was very interesting to me to know as you you will answer my questions.
Now it was very interesting and pleasant to me to read your letter.
I thank you for that that you with understanding and to interests have concerned my questions.
You are in many respects similar an ideal of my man.
I knew that you possess many qualities of character which I appreciate in the man.
I am now very glad that you find in yourself these character traits.
you approach me as the man.
Now I am completely convinced of that that you that man which are necessary to me.
In our letters I feel very comfortably and openly.
After all I understand that you very good man and you can be trusted.
I always very strongly am am admired with your respect and nobleness.
This feature most of all is pleasant to me in you and I do not cease to admire.
Today I communicated with one good girl Natasha.
I told to it about the acquaintance to you and about that as you are noble in the letters.
Natasha strongly was surprised and spoke to me about that that foreign men much more cultural and more validly than men of our country which behave roughly with women.
I do not try to condemn Russian men and I do not want that you so thought.
Not all men in our country rough and rigid with women.
But by all family traditions of a joint life of the man and the woman of the man is above.
In many Russian families the owner in a family is the man and the woman cannot object its decisions.
It should seems to me that in a family to be equality and a coordination of decisions.
It seems to me that foreign men more concern the women more quiveringly and more gently.
Probably I am mistaken generalising all men of the foreign countries.
But to me it seems to me that you that man which concern validly and carefully the woman.
I will be very interesting to me also I will be rather grateful to you if you can share with me the ideal of the woman.
I think of that that it necessarily should be at you.
Describe to me please in the following letter in detail underlining those character traits with which the woman of your dream should possess.
I can probably find these qualities in myself and share with you it.
It seems to me what to find an ideal of the partner very difficultly.
But it will be possible to meet such person which in many respects it is similar to image of dream.
For me it will be very important to know yours an ideal and the nobility that which there should be a woman in yours understanding.
now I think that knowing our dreams and desires we will be closer in our letters.
We can probably find that the general in our aspirations.
I wish to tell to you about that that I am very glad to communicate with you and to learn you.
You very good man and I appreciate ours with you dialogue and it is very quivering to it I concern.
I understand that you as well as I appreciate and respect our letters.
It very strongly pleases me and with letter everyone yours does me very happy.
The darling I would be glad to receive a gift at date of a birth but it
There will be only on November, 23rd this day I have been born by mine
Mum and very much to it for it it is grateful
I will wait for your letter.
oksana

Letter 8

Hi
How are things going with you?
Today I had difficult enough day.
To us to school there came clowns to amuse children.
Performance of group of clowns was cheerful enough and colourful.
Our children have very emotionally concerned performance of actors and remained happy and happy.
I am strongly tired from children's noise and emotional shouts of delight of pupils of our school.
As it was necessary for me to give comfortable apartments for actors with all conveniences.
All has occurred successfully and our children remained happy and very joyful.
it was very heavy day for me and now I feel the strong was got tired also a headache.
But all it has not prevented me to reach to the cafe Internet to see your letter.
When I have read it my tired mood it became much better.
I am grateful to you for that that you could acquaint me with the ideal of the woman.
To me I was necessary to think and consider long the personal advantages with which I possess.
I wish you to please with that that many from those female advantages about which you dream are present at me.
Certainly not all that you see in the female ideal is in my character.
But in due course ours with you of dialogue I can probably come nearer to your dream.
For me it will not be a problem and I think that we can find that that general in our lives.
Last night I thought of you and about your interesting life much.
All it so is unusual to me and so it is interesting to learn with each your new letter on you.
Every day my interest to you becomes more and more and I very often think of you.
you very good and kind man and I so are glad that you have appeared in my life.
I receive a lot of pleasure from your letters and they all become more necessary.
You unusual to the man and very mysterious.
I seem to me that so I know about you a little and my interest to learn you much better to become all more strongly.
Become possible in our further dialogue we can much more close.
But I do not wish to hasten and hurry ours with you time.
Our dialogue easy also leans against our big interest to learn a life and character each other.
It seems to me that I feed for you certain liking.
It is difficult to describe and express it to you in the letter.
But I hope for that that at me necessarily it to turn out to tell to you about it.
Now I only wish to share with you the delight from that with what respect you concern me in letters.
It underlines your advantage of the decent man and does me very happy.
I understand that I have a dialogue with the magnificent man and I value it.
your letters bring many good emotions and help me to have a rest from the usual life.
After all in many respects we with you absolutely different people only because we live in the different countries.
For me it is very important to search that for the general and close between us.
It seems to me that with you the further dialogue much can show ours to us and make us much more close.
The most important thing as seems to me this respect to each other.
Appreciating respect and showing it we can move to what that big.
now I feel weariness and a pleasant peace of mind which you have given to me in the letter.
I have found myself in your letter and it does me very happy.
As I hope for that that you too will be glad to know it.
To me important that that you could receive pleasure from my letter.
I wish to talk to you about a minus of that that you will send me a gift if the gift does not reach me in my birthday that then????
For us in Russia Ron on mail I work not absolutely fair people they open the another's
Mail in search of that than it is possible was I am made profit I worry about it
I do not trust mail......
I can make special mail by this time it the subscriberBox is called and
It seems to me that if I it make it it will be more safe
you think of safety?
I will wait for your letter and to think of you.
oksana

Letter 9

Hi
I wish to thank you for those warm which you have written to me in the letter.
What exactly seems to me they bring so much happiness and heat during my life.
dialogue with you always does me very happy and very cheerful.
It became seems to me that we with you very good friends and our dialogue very pleasant.
Today I thought of you and about your life much.
Your life simply surprising and in it much that seems to me that that is not present at me.
as I was very strongly interested by your country.
You so wrote to me about the country and about sights of your country a little.
All it very strongly is interesting to me and I will be very glad to know it.
Me the foreign life always interested and seemed me such strange.
But now I understand that in many respects foreign men very good and benevolent.
I do not know probably I in many respects I am mistaken.
But I looking at you also understand what you the good and kind man.
Today I on work communicated again with the girlfriends about a foreign life.
We long communicated about differences in salaries and the prices for products and many things.
if to you not difficultly learn please about that what average wages from teachers in your country?
For me it is very interesting also it as interestingly to my girlfriends on work.
I wish to tell to you about that that the average wages of teachers in our country make 600 Euros.
Probably in your country it is more?
To me will be very strong to know interestingly it and I hope for that that you can write to me about it.
As I will be very glad the nobility about your country as much as possible.
You can probably surprise me?
I will be very strongly glad to it and I hope to receive in your letter interesting enough story.
our dialogue to become very close and it always very strongly pleases me.
Your letter always for me as for the small child a pleasant surprise.
I as with the great pleasure and excitement wait for it.
And as I rejoice and become happy when I read it.
you very good man and I so are glad that have got acquainted with you.
What exactly seems to me such man as you I searched for a long time already.
Today I planned to meet the parents.
At them today an invited supper in honour of birthday of their joint business.
They asked me to be and be necessarily at this action
Usually to me always happens there very boringly because all conversations at them only about business.
But I respect the parents and it will be necessarily necessary for me to descend to them.
I will wait for your letter and I hope that you can pleasantly surprise me.
My darling I wish to tell to you about my address
Tomorrow I would will go on mail for this purpose what to learn what information to you
It is required for this purpose that will send a gift it correctly for my part you
So do not think??
I do not wish to admit errors and I think you as??
I you are right I have not answered 3 questions but now I will answer you
I am not afraid to travel to you to me time that all to consider would be necessary
My darling I hope tomorrow for works you will tell to your friends from me "Hello"
I wish to tell to you about that that my parents not against that that I do therefore
That I any more which little girl it is necessary to speak what to do because I
I try to make much still I wish to tell to you about sex I all I understand you is right it very important part
Relations but when I start to think of it at me cheeks and me not redden
Very much it would be desirable to speak on this theme you will understand me??
I wish to tell about that that to me very well with you.
oksana

Letter 10

Hi
I was very glad have read your letter this afternoon.
I have been strongly surprised when have read your letter.
I am am admired with that fact that in many respects the life in your country surpasses our life.
Your country much less than ours seems to me that simply.
Today I feel weariness after a yesterday's meeting with the parents.
I had to communicate long with them and to stay during their invited supper.
For me it was very boring.
Yesterday I long could not fall asleep and thought of you.
Always so it is pleasant to me to think of you and to understand your life which so strongly differs from a life in my country.
Today I as had very difficult day from which I feel now very strong weariness.
Together with children we visited today an exhibition of cats.
It was difficult enough campaign because together with children we went on streets of our city and all demanded from me very strong responsibility and attention that children were in safety and there were no accidents.
you have pets?
Today I saw many cats and regretted that on exhibitions there was no my grandmother and its favourite cat Murzik.
My grandmother very strongly loves Murzika and heat considerable quantity concerns it.
Murzik very thick 7 kgs also weigh.
I always speak to the grandmother about that that she cared of weight
Murzika because it can fatally be reflected on its health.
Today I have much learnt new about a life of cats and I will necessarily share these news with the grandmother.
if you have pets tell to me please about it.
To me it will be pleasant it is the nobility.
Now I feel very strong friendship to you and I understand that it to become much more than usual friendly relations.
I try to understand it when in the evenings I think of you and about your letters.
your letters became very strongly necessary to me and I always with the big patience wait for them.
You are necessary to me very strongly and I always receive pleasant delight when I read your letters.
It become seems to me that we with each our letter all is more close to each other.
But I do not wish to hasten and do an error with conclusions.
I hope that you understand me.
oksana

Letter 11

It was very pleasant to me to receive your letter and your warmth.
I already very much have for a long time a dream what to have my own children and all
Because I yet would not have that with whom I of it who wanted also knows probably
Ours with you acquaintance will specify me a true way as you think at Russian people character differs from all others and for this reason a life
It is various
I of it also try to achieve what find the person with whom I can to have
The future and for this purpose I have started to correspond with you and now as I it see
Starts to outgrow in what that more than simply friendship you so do not think
my darling you can me excuse???? Today at me on work was very much
Tired day and I could not find time what to go on mail with that purpose that
To take from them the information on the address
I will write once again the answer to last question because I before it already
Wrote and will not be avaricious and again I will repeat for you for me in relations sex
It not the most important part of the relation but plays not a little important role because I
Yet such old and me it seems that you will understand me? as I will add in
Replacements ________ on my surname it Efremova!
Today at me very good mood and I wish to share it with you.
Since the morning I have woken up in good mood.
I so would not like to rise and interrupt the sweet dream.
The grandmother has told to me about that in the morning that she saw as I smile during a dream.
I do not remember that dreamt me.
I so long tried to recollect what exactly to me dreamt but at me and it has not turned out.
All the day long at me was simply wonderful and joyful.
Today I looked at small children which laughed so sonorously and from it to me it became even more joyful.
I do not know why but in such moments sometimes I start to reflect on the future life.
I understand that I do not have children and sometimes to me so is insulting from it.
But I think that at me in all life will come and I necessarily will have children which I will give heat and care.
Today all the day long as quiveringly I thought of you and about your foreign life.
To me all is closer and closer as a hobby and hearts become your letters.
I understand as this trembling grows every day and to become a feeling birth.
Now I feel it in myself but I can not understand firmly.
I do not know how now to express you the feeling of strong liking to you.
You very good and kind man in which I see much from this about what so long dreamt.
I understand that I have a good friend which so is close to my ideal of the man.
I so am glad to understand all it in you and every day more and more my interest becomes my strong trembling in a shower.
Probably I start to perceive you strongly close to myself.
But it seems to me that that that much more than feelings of friendly dialogue.
Today I plan to make walk on favourite is more scarlet.
I like to spend time for a long time already in this Avenue.
For me this Avenue became very close and quivering place.
My grandmother names its avenue of dreams.
now I wish to understand myself and to me much of what to think.
I wish to understand in myself this inclination and this draught of my trembling which I receive from the thoughts on you.
I need to think of much and I should be necessarily one.
forgive me please if I show the character.
But it is very important to me to stay one that all to understand.
I will necessarily write you the tomorrow my good.
oksana

Letter 12

Hi

Today I wish to tell about much to you in the letter.

I thought of you yesterday all the evening long and all night long.
For me so it was quivering to be defined with the feelings and to be defined.
But I am firm all for myself have solved and I can not constrain more it in myself.
I wish to tell to you about that that I very strongly love you.
All is strong trembling and all these feelings which are stored in my heart I can name love.
Last night I have understood that ours with you dialogue becomes for me the novel.
It tightens me again and again immersing me in dreams.
feeling of strong love to you causes in my heart trembling which does not give rest.
I understand that it not to stop any more.
Now I understand that you which that man I always searched.
I think that you are my destiny and we with you is not simple so together.
today I have told for the first time about you to the grandmother.
I had to tell it to it because I could not hide these feelings in the heart.
For me it was very important to express as not be the strong inclination to you.
The grandmother strongly cried from that that understood that I communicate with the foreign man.
it is a pity but it has a serious occasion to cry in this case.
Once I swore to the grandmother about that that more when in a life I will not communicate with the foreigner.
darling I did not tell to you about it because very strongly was afraid.
It is difficult to me to recollect my last dialogue with the foreign man and I always tried to hide it.
I tried to learn you as much as possible to understand what you the man.
I tried as it is possible to learn more close you to understand your life and your character.
After all I in a life already had to face once the foreign man.
All it has left very sad trace in my life.
I now wish to tell to you about the future foreigner.
I understand that you absolutely other type of the man and you cannot so to throw the girl having fallen below nobleness.
I know that you very noble man and you can be trusted.
My first acquaintance to the foreign man was about three years ago.
At that time I lived in dreams and aspired to construct the independent beautiful private life.
I dreamt of a beautiful life and passionate love as well as all many women.
In an environment of men which were near to me in my country I did not see it.
It is in many respects difficult to me to be with Russian men and I cannot understand the reasons.
Sometimes I think of that that my education of the grandmother was reflected in this fact which since early years learnt me to etiquette.
I wished to find the elegant and passionate man.
And I have found it in the Internet.
Him called Eduardo it was passionate Spanish and veins in Madrid.
it was very mean man and me so it is bad to recollect that that I have gone through being near to it.
In the letters it always seemed to me that man of my dream.
The careless noble Spaniard with the personal yacht and a magnificent Country house.
He so wrote to me much and called to itself in the country.
At that time I only started to work at School and to be engaged with children.
For me then dialogue with the Spaniard was above all my life and I so strongly aspired to it.
At that time I had not so many money to have possibility to pay travel to Spain.
I had to leave school and to be engaged in private services of the logopedist.
Thus I could have more money and saved them for a meeting with the Spaniard.
Our dialogue lasted about two months because I persistently saved necessary money for travel.
The Spaniard spoke to me that I will necessarily give all money which I will spend for travel.
He spoke that could help me with necessary money but will not do it essentially.
In many respects he blamed Russian women and told about that as him once have deceived on the Internet.
I so fondly trusted it and collected all forces in many respects refusing to myself saved money.
I had to live every day one dream and passion.
My grandmother as with the big trembling concerned to mean Eduardo and admired with its Spanish temperament.
He promised even to acquaint her once with the parents.
He so promised to me much.
Our meeting in Madrid has occurred magnificently.
Spaniard Eduardo from first day amazed me with the manners and care.
He has met me on the magnificent car and in a comfortable expensive hotel room.
My month of the first life near to this mean man seemed me simply smart.
But after the first month of this luxury at it and at me money began to come to an end that all it to pay.
Together with it I have spent all money which it have given to me for my travel.
He spoke to me about time problems with its bank accounts and work on which it held an influential post.
He always spoke that I did not worry about our expenses and about that that it can compensate many times over to me all expenses.
But time of our joint life all proceeded quickly.
Its time problems became very long and did not dare.
At that moment I so strongly trusted it that spent all money.
The Spaniard promised me the future beautiful life captivating my naive love.
I addressed for the help to the grandmother and it transferred me necessary money for this beautiful life through systems the Western Union.
The grandmother did not regret money after all all of us were confident that that all it will return after our passionate Spaniard will solve the problems.
But in due course that did not occur and Eduardo became very malicious and quick-tempered.
It has ceased to be already in my opinion that lover the hero about what so beautifully wrote to me in the letters.
He deceived all time and installed in me naive hopes of that that all will be shortly good and it is necessary to wait only.
I again and again had to ask money from the grandmother.
The grandmother had even to ask money from my parents and to deceive them speaking to them about that that to it money is necessary for medicines.
All it could not so long to proceed and time came to an end our novel.
The Spaniard spoke to me about that that money to fly to London is necessary for it and to solve the important questions.
My grandmother cabled us the necessary sum of money of hope of that that it can necessarily return all.
it was the most sad stage in my life.
Leaving Eduardo has told to me that I waited for it in hotel and in three days it can be again near to me.
I waited for it and was in full loneliness.
I fondly trusted in that that all will be already very fast well and we will live happily.
But the Spaniard has ruthlessly thrown me one.
I waited for it even two days and stored hope.
My condition then was hopeless and sad.
I remained one in another's country without money and with the big accounts for hotel.
that case has broken my life and I in the first have addressed for the help to the parents.
My parents very influential people also could find the partners in business in Spain which could take away me from hotel and return home to Russia.
All it could come to an end for me is much more sad.
Since then I began to appreciate very strongly the parents and more validly them concerns.
I hope for that that you can correctly understand me.
It was necessary to me once in a life very strongly to be mistaken in love and my heart it has been hopelessly broken.
But time the best doctor and in due course I could forget and live all a new life.
My parents could return me work at school and stimulus by a life.
They tried to find to me the suitable man but all it was not for me and my soul.
Parents tried to involve me during the life and to make its same monotonous.
I have in many respects changed for this time but and there was no that which wish to see me my parents.
In time bent for to foreign men was not gone in my head.
I was started up again in the Internet for love search because without love human life not the happy.
Mine search was rigid and in many men I did not see that that have found in you.
darling I understand now that have opened to you all soul and I want that you could understand me.
I love you and it not simply my dream.
I understand that you that man which will not throw me and can love me giving to me all care.
now after all told to me became as that freely and sadly.
I do not know as you will concern my letter and whether I can hope your love.
Write to me please about it I beg you.
Now I understand that as strongly you are necessary to me and I try to let know to you of that I am afraid.
I am afraid to repeat an error of the life the second time.
I wish to tell to you about that that if we have children I so is disappointed
Because if we will be together we in any case we will be happy or not?
I will wait for your letter.
Yours oksana

Letter 13

Hi

I have been very strongly admired by your understanding!!!
I so am glad that you are not indifferent to me and accept all my feelings.
To me it is now very bad and it is disturbing from love.
I cannot calm down and very badly I sleep at night.
I constantly think of you and I think of that that to us to do further.
darling to me was so pleasantly to know that you have not rejected all my feelings and a smog understand my heart.
I hope for that that you do not become angry for the reason that I did not speak to you about the last dialogue with the foreigner.
I simply did not wish to speak to you about it because wished to learn better you.
Now I completely trust you and I understand that that you the good man.
For me very important our future and me seems that I have a chance to be near to you.
Probably now I very strongly hasten.
But I am already simply tired to be one and I hope for that that you understand me favourite.
Now I dream of that to be near to you and to feel you.
To understand your life in real actions and to admire with you!!
I am confident that that near to you I can to be lucky enough and hope of home life.
you seem to me very serious and resolute man.
Now I think of you and I wish to look really at all situation without strong emotions.
But emotions of my love are much stronger than me and I not in forces to hold the trembling.
Today I had quarrel with the grandmother concerning our love.
The grandmother cannot believe that I communicate again with the foreign man and abuses me.
It is not a pity that she can understand that you not the mean Spaniard and the noble man.
You after all the lovely that man which so are strongly necessary to me and I am ready to give all only to be near to you.
as you think we with you we can have possibility to organise our meeting?
I are familiar with registration of travel and I have a passport for travel abroad.
I think of that that for me the big problem will not organise the travel to your country.
darling now I understand as strongly you to me is necessary and my love dreams be near to you.
I hope that you are my destiny and near to you I can become the happiest girl.
darling what do you think of that to organise ours with you a meeting in yours of the countries?
I think of that that it should show all of us the facts of our relations and it is necessary to aspire to it seriously.
Now I so am glad that I have again love in a life.
This trembling excites me but it fills my life with strong hope and the big happiness.
After all I know that you very good and kind man.
understand please one.
YOU became now very strongly necessary to me!!!
I understand that ours with you love it probably ours with you destiny.
Now I dream and to be in my plans near to you.
darling for me will not organise travel by the big problem.
Whether but you are ready to meet me in the country?
darling I hope for that that all at us with you will be good.
Today I wish to explain and calm the grandmother.
it really very strongly now worries about me and for my life.
The grandmother very strongly worries concerning that that I can repeat an error once again.
But I am confident that that you not such man and you can be trusted.
The character instead of promises and not direct texts about the light future you have let me an occasion know that you are reliable.
darling now I so am glad that our feelings have opened as flowers and give us stimulus.
you have given me feeling of pleasure in a life the heat and attention.
I am very strongly grateful to you for it.
Now I will wait for your letter and your thoughts concerning a meeting.
I ask you darling please seriously think of it.
Your love oksana

Letter 14

Hi

I read your letter on all difficulties of flight to you and I wish to tell that agency to me
Has given more information on travel and has told that it will be difficult also all will pass
Well and travel as I wish to tell to you that I have concluded the contract in which is specified
Point that all documents which will be necessary at travel I will do through
Agency there as enter also the ticket aboard the plane and I wish to tell that I am very grateful to you for that
That you try me as that to help in that what I to you have arrived also you speak me
The information on travel also I wish to tell to you thanks it is not a pity that I could receive the necessary information from you.
darling understand that to me very important to know your home address to plan the travel to your country.
I hope for that that in the following letter you can give me it.

I was very happy to read your letter!!
darling those feelings with which you fill the letters to me bring happiness.
Yes...
Today I so quiveringly waited for your letter and your love.
darling I so am glad that the love lives in my life and gives me new hopes on future happy a life in which there will be a love and understanding.
now I will be assured of that that you that man near to which I are happy and I will have a kind life and rest.
Today at school I talked to the director and our conversation was conducted about that that I could have possibility to have holiday.
darling I so am glad that the director has given to me kindly also has wished my of good luck.
as I talked to the grandmother and long argued.
The grandmother was very strongly harms on me for that that I communicate again with the foreigner and again I wish to leave the country for a meeting and love.
I long explained to the grandmother about that that you are absolutely not similar to the
Spaniard and you absolutely other type of the man which with understanding and respect concern the woman and will protect it.
you after all at me not such and I know it.
After long conversations my grandmother could understand me and has told to me about that she will pray to the god for that that at us with you all was good.
darling now I am madly happy from that that my grandmother could wish my of good luck and could understand our feelings and ours with you love.
grandmother has told to me about that that our first meeting will show all to us.
For us it should be disclosing of all feelings which were born in our letters and the meeting should specify us a way to a joint happy life.
At night I could not sleep and again thought of you my darling.
Now I very seriously think of that how to me to organise the travel to your country.
I hope for that that you can accept me at home and show me the life.
Understand that I do not pursue a beautiful foreign life.
For me it is important to be near to you and to feel ours with you love.
darling now all my thoughts only about it and I cannot think of other more.
Now I understand that the destiny has given me acquaintance to you and has given me hope of a new life.
The destiny has given me you and has given me love.
now I am madly happy and I understand as we is strong with you love.
Your words in letters so strongly heat my soul and give me many hopes.
You very lovely man and your understanding are worthy respect.
During ours with you of dialogue I could understand your character of the noble man and it is unconditional so the darling.
you very noble.
And I you will not be confident that that mean as the Spaniard.
darling you my happiness and now I simply live trembling of love to you.
I think of that that day of ours with you of a meeting will be the beginning of my new life.
Now I hope for that that you think as.
darling I want that you could find a place in the life and in the heart for my love and all our feelings.
After all it also is ours with you happiness.
I am confident that that we can to save up it and time cannot weaken our feelings.
I with hope and strong trembling of love will wait for your letter.
Your love oksana

Letter 15

Hi

I am today very strongly tired.
darling you can congratulate me now!!!
From now on I am in official holiday.
Today I have issued the holiday and it will last three months.
I had to make very many affairs in school and to transfer the duties to my good familiar woman which works for us at school as the teacher of physical culture and it as it seems to me most of all approaches to hold my post for the period of my holiday.
This woman call Valentine and it is enough the active person.
It seems to me that it can just replace me and children will be happy.
The darling as you know from my post the pleasure and happiness of children depends.
Now I think of that that they will strongly not be upset.
as today I visited travel agency and learnt particularly about that that it is necessary for me to have to make out the visa.
I had to get and make out long a message a necessary package of documents.
As I had to come into hospital to take a copy of my medical book and to pass full medical inspection.
I plan will issue the serious tourist visa which to give the chance to me to be in your country three months.
Tomorrow I plan to go in agency and to pay all cost of my visa.
As I already have the passport for travel abroad and experience of travel to other state my visa will be ready quickly enough.
Now I so am glad and I feel pleasant weariness from all that that I had to make today.
I weigh thought of you and told all the to girlfriends at school about that as strongly
I love you and I wait for the moment of ours with you of a meeting.
When I said goodbye to the girlfriends they wished my of the big good luck in road.
Now I have strong draught at heart and it grows with each my new day.
darling love this very big happiness!!!
Now I as the little girl am in expectation of ours with you of a meeting.
This feeling not such as for the first time my travel abroad.
It is ready defined and I am more quivering after all will be confident that that at us with you all
well lovely and we will respect each other and to appreciate our time.
I understand that you not such man as the mean Spaniard.
No!!!
I know it and I feel it the heart.
On ours with you a meeting at me it is a lot of hopes and I very quiveringly wait for it.
darling I so strongly love you!!
You my happiness and I feel strong confidence of you.
I will wait for your letter and your feelings.
my darling I you love also hope you would will understand that fact that for this purpose what to remain with you
On for the rest of the life I should visit to begin with you that we with you have understood ours with
You relations from the beginning and up to the end what at us have not appeared further problems between
Us also want you as to tell that I would think what to return to Russia with you what you
Would get acquainted with my parents especially with my grandmother that she saw that you not
Such as the Spaniard as I ask you about that that you have left to me your information it is very important
Your love oksana

Letter 16

my darling
I was very glad to all your feelings which you express to me in the letter.
Today I with the big pride spoke about it to the grandmother and she understood me.
darling I so am happy that already very soon I can to speak to you about it looking in your eyes.
today I visited travel agency and have made all necessary papers for registration of my visa and as has made payments in size 400$.
Workers of travel agency have told to me about that that within a week all will be ready.
Tomorrow I plan to go to travel agency to do purchase of tickets.
To me have told about that that cost of tickets will make 1400$.
Now I do not have this money as I all that had has spent for registration of the fast visa.
Today I plan to visit the parents to ask for them necessary money and to tell
It about ours with you of strong love the darling.
I asked the grandmother not to tell to my parents about that that I have again dialogue with the foreign man and I plan to carry out the travel to it.
Today together with the grandmother we plan to descend to my parents and to have serious conversation with them concerning my travel to you my love.
Now I worry not much and I worry in this occasion.
I hope for that that all will be well lovely and my parents can understand me correctly.
After all the grandmother could understand me and she thinks that you the good man which can give me only a happy life and care.
My grandmother to trust in ours with you strong love and true feelings.
it so is important for me and I hope that all will be good.
Today I long thought of you and about ours with you to dream to be together in your country.
I understand how much it important for sew love and as it is necessary for ours with you of hearts in which there lives love.
I am confident that that you the good man and as it is confident that that my parents can to understand me and will not be against my travel to your country.
I know that we with you love is strong also I can know well that that you love me and will give me the care and love in the country.
After all you very noble man with kind and understanding heart.
darling I so am glad that you are in my life.
I know that already very soon we with you will be together.
I love you!!!
darling I will wait for your letter and your feelings.
Yours oksana

Letter 17

Today I do not have good news to you.
My mood now very bad and I cannot be quiet the darling.
my parents have refused to help me with necessary money for tickets.
Yesterday I went to them together with the grandmother and told about you and about ours with you of strong love trying to prove to them
That that you the remarkable man which can make my life happy and which can love me adequately and to care of my life.
My parents in general were having forgiven that that I carried out the travel to your country.
They spoke to me about the mean Spaniard and spoke about that that my history can repeat.
I long explained to them about that that you not such man and about that that you love me adequately.
But to my parents not to understand our love and they spoke to me about that that to me to cost to forget you.
I long cried last night and could not be quiet.
I thought of you the darling and understood that for me you remained dream.
All it very badly lovely and now I feel very weak and I can not be measured with it.
My parents spoke to me about that that if you are the noble man that you should care of the woman and help it difficult minutes.
Now my parents speak to me about that that you should prove me the love and the attachment to me and by that to help me with necessary money that I could buy necessary tickets to carry out the start in your country.
Yesterday I have strongly taken offence at the parents for that that it not to understand me and my love.
Parents spoke to me about that that can help to find to me the good man in our city and they have enough familiar young men with which they can to acquaint me and will be very glad if I can have serious relations with these men.
But I do not wish it to do the darling!!!!
I swore at parents and cried from that that they do not understand my feelings!!!
Ron I very strongly love you and I understand that you that man which are necessary for me and near to which I will be happy.
The darling I I am now very strongly upset and I do not know that to me now to do.
I feel the weakness from that that I do not have possibility now to have necessary money to buy necessary tickets.
I did not wish to address for the help to the of parents because knew about that that they hardly can understand my love and my strong aspiration to be near to you the darling.
But my hope was strong after all my grandmother could understand me and it seemed to me that my parents as can understand me and with understanding to concern my feelings and to my love.
Now they speak to me about that that the man should be honour and it should help the woman with such cases.
I do not know that to me now to do and all my hope now only on you.
It is very a shame to me to address to you for the help and to ask from you necessary money.
After all I did not do it earlier and always independently concerned the problems.
But in this case I do not have forces and I feel the strong weakness before this problem.
I ask you help me please with necessary money for tickets.
You can make it?
I understand that you the noble man but I did not wish to use your nobleness and yours honour because I not such woman.
I always aspire to organise all.
But in this difficult situation I do not have exit and I address to you for the help.
It humiliates me but my love to you is stronger than my principles.
I wish to be near to you
Because I know that you very good man.
Because I know that you are my destiny and it is necessary for us to be any ways together.
now to me I am very bad also I worry for that what there will be your following letter.
But I ask you the darling please concern me with understanding.
After all we so strongly love each other also to us it is necessary to be together.
I will wait for your letter my love.
Yours oksana

Letter 18

My love I is very glad that you have given me a fast reply.
I am glad that you would want that I remained with you on always and for all this time of correspondence I have understood that you
It it is worthy
I understand that you that person with which I will be happy also all at us with you it will be good
And now I understand that when I to you will arrive that at us with you absolutely new life will begin and I can
To begin my life with a blank leaf in which not when any more there will be no errors and you seem to me that
That person with which I should start to live
I hope you that person which can create ours with you the future because to me it
Very important it is the nobility
I am confident that you will not arrive just as that mean Spaniard because you not such I test to
To you very many feelings with which me overflow also I see that you strong courageous and we with you
We can begin ours with you a life!
My love now I hope you will understand me all documents are ready for this purpose what I could to fly to you and I still has only that what to buy the ticket
Aboard the plane I would be very glad if you it have made because your contribution to my travel to you on all
The rest of my life costs it
My darling when I have concluded the contract with agency I have agreed with them about that that I will buy the ticket through it
The agency because in the contract is point for this purpose
And it seems to me that now I do not have exit for other way
And I have for you variant Ron that if I buy in agency the ticket only one way it will be
To cost to me it is less than now it is required to me also to me it will be necessary 700$
My love I hope you understand me now because the contract and all other documents
Are very important also the contract I not as I can not break because there is a special law at us in Russia if I now will take advantage your help that you to me will buy the ticket it there will be an infringement of the law and
Me for it can probably plant in prison or will give me the penalty for this incident which will occur
I do not know what now to do and at present I can listen only to your council because at me
More there would be no variants what to ask the help from whom or only you Ron
My darling understand that today for myself I have accepted very serious step about which I do not wish to speak mine
To family they I think that I will return to Russia by that moment when my visa will come to an end and I wish to tell to you that
I will not return to Russia more because with you my love I will be happy and at us with you will begin
Absolutely new life in which will be one drop of a grief or melancholy even now when I write you the letter I feel in me fire which each time becomes stronger
When I think of you
When I think of that that you Ron will change all my life it brings to me many new sensations which I not when in a life did not test till this moment today I have made the step having listened to you and I wish to tell to you not when I will not return any more to Russia
After I will arrive to you the airport from which I should fly it domodedovo
My love I hope for that that you will tell the answer about that that we will do with tickets? Because except
That how to buy them in agency from us in a city of chances there is no differently I will deprive of all documents which I more
Has made till this moment both my visa and the passport I will not are valid also I cannot arrive to you
give me a fast reply
Yours oksana