Letter(s) to Paul (Canada)

Letter 1

Hello Paul!
I beg you to read my letter. And to think deeply over my words.
I am a young girl in search of happiness and love this man for a future life.
My name Ludmila. I am lonely girl, I have no children, but I love children and want them.
I am kind, cheerful and sociable girl. Next to me there are no good men.
None of the very men who can to warm my cold evenings.
I beg you to tell me your intentions, do not be shy to write about yourself.
I am interested to know you as a man, as a person. we will have good communication.
I want to say immediately that I am interested in a serious relationship in the first place.
I really hope that I can find that the only one who sought all his life.
I send you my picture. I hope to get as your picture.
I'll wait for your answer.
Your new friend Ludmila.

Letter 2

Hello Paul.
To you for your attention which you have given thanks to me and have written me the letter.
Paul it is very pleasant to me to begin ours with you dialogue.
I do not know from what to begin, because I the first time get acquainted with the man on the Internet. But I have a desire to communicate with you more and to learn each other better. I hope at us with you fair and interesting dialogue throughout long time will turn out.
Thank you that I wrote about you, now I know you better.
I live in Russia, I intend to visit your country...
It is fine that you too wish to create a family and to get children.
I work as the seller-adviser... I like music Beatles.
And now I will give you more representations about me and I will tell personally about myself. My name Ludmila, but friends name me shortly Luda. To me of 27 years, my birthday on December, 31st. This day I mark 2 holidays - "new year" and my birthday. I very sociable girl and many speak that at me good character and sense of humour. My parents have given me good education. At me good and kind relations with my parents. I am grateful to them for it. My mum has learnt me to be very economic and independent girl. I already since the childhood have learnt to prepare and watch cleanliness in apartment. My father has learnt me to be fair in relation to other people. But my girlfriends speak that I too naive. But I think that naivety it not negative quality. I work as the seller-cashier in cafe. To like me my work.
I do not know that else to you to tell about myself. And I wish to set to you some questions: why you have decided to search for relations on the Internet? What girls you interest? How you have a rest?
Tell to me about your character, about your interests, about your hobbies?!
It will be very interesting to me to learn about you more Paul.
In this letter I send you my photos which I have made recently at me in apartment. I hope they will like you Paul.
Thanks for your photos. They have very much liked me.
I would like to see as much as possible your photos. Send to me more than your photos! ok?
On it I will finish my letter, I will come in cyber-cafe tomorrow and I hope to see your letter and your new photos.
With best regards Ludmila!

Letter 3

Hello Paul!
Paul as you feel? I hope, that all is good. How your mood when you have received my letter has changed? I hope, that my photo was pleasant to you. I live in Russia, I intend to visit your country.
I like Canada. I wished to visit for a long time Canada... Wash a hobby cookery. To relax I love review TV... I search for the man for serious relations... If I get acquainted with the pleasant man.
That I am ready to arrive to any place for a meeting...
In the person I search trust, understanding, care, and sincerity...
Paul I hope, that my photos it is pleasant to you. You too will send me many photo? I hope, that I will receive them tomorrow. I do not know why, but I to trust you. I do not know you, but I trust. I do not understand why. Paul You know?
I live in a city under name Dubna. It is very beautiful. Paul you will ask why I have decided to search for relations through the Internet? I think that the Internet is a good way to find new acquaintances and dialogue. I sincerely trust in love and I hope to find it in our big world.
I will tell more about myself. My growth 174 sm (5 ' 7), weight nearby 54 kg (120 lbs). And at you Paul.
I to appreciate in people kindness, sincerity, honesty and the good relation to another. It is pleasant to me, when it is pure, cosy. When I come home I always is glad, because at home always purely. Paul and you love cooking? I simply adore. My mum has learnt me and now I always and all I do itself on kitchen. And what it is pleasant to you?
What dishes? I asked you about what women to you like. I, for example, like men who are quiet, sincere and do not deceive. Which I love, and which loves me. Paul as you think, you can be it? Or not? I think, that we will soon know it. When we learn one another better.
Than you were engaged today? I hope, that when you receive my letter, it warms you and does your day successful.
I hope, that at you all is good. I will wait for your letter tomorrow.
I hope, that I will receive answers to all questions and many your photos.
Sincerely, Ludmila!

Letter 4

Hello Paul!!!!
Paul as you? How you have spent the day? All that was today bad in my bottom, at once was gone, remains only good after I have received your letter. I am very glad, that you have not forgotten about me and have written to me. Mila it is my pseudonym... My name Ludmila!
Today I went for work. Now I write to you... I like a batch and vegetables...
I understand that now on the Internet a lot of deceit. I think that we will be sincere and fair. I hope that at your sister in the future all will be good! Thank you that I wrote about you, now I know you better.
In this letter I wish to tell to you about the family more. I wish to inform you on how I grew and who brought up me. My mum and the daddy brought up me. A name of mum Marina, and a name of daddy Oleg.
I live with mum and the daddy in apartment in our city.
Paul mum at me very kind. As I spoke you it me trained in everything, that is necessary for the girl. Learnt to cook various food, to watch cleanliness in the house. And my daddy fair, fair. When I was small it me well I have brought up also to it is very grateful. Now I am fair.
I wish to explain to you why I cannot find the man of the dream in the city. At us to have men, but many drink or beat the wives.
And others already married. Therefore I have decided to get acquainted with you. You like to drink much? Paul only tell, the truth.
I hope, that was not present. I at all do not drink and I do not smoke, only for holidays I allow to drink a few wines. I not against, that the man would drink, but it is not a lot of and not often. Paul I wish to tell at once that I do not like to shout and quarrel. I like to laugh and I want, that would my dear always was happy and never longed. And I will do all for the sake of it. I am ready to kiss constantly it if it does its happy. I want, that we with it would enjoy our love, passion and tenderness.
I hope that a photo which I send today, it is pleasant to you.
I wait your letter. Where it? You yet have not answered? :)
I will press it tomorrow.
With impatience I wait.......
Yours Ludmila.

Letter 5

Hallo Paul!
How you? Paul, what mood at you? What did you do today?
I hope that all that you wanted, all has turned out.
It is pleasant that you do not drink. I do not love men which drink alcohol much...
It is sad that your mum has left you. It is heavy to lose the native.
I very much like each your photo!
Paul I wish to learn from you how you like to have a rest? You like to go on the nature? You love what songs? What films? What dances? You would dance with me? I not so well dance, but with you I would agree to dance. Theatre, the sea? What do you love? Paul tell to me.
I adore, films and cooking. Mum has learnt me to prepare many dishes, and I am assured, that it would be pleasant to you of a dish which I have prepared. I am able prepare such pizza which more can to prepare nobody. I am assured, that you would estimate my skill.
Paul you were on the sea? I was only once in Sochi. Very much it was pleasant to me. As the cool wind shrouds a body as cool water gives freshness and pleasure. There is no only one. Men, with which all it can enjoy. You would go with me Paul??? I THINK, THAT we With YOU NEVER WOULD forget SUCH TRIP. HOW YOU THINK? :)
I send you a photo on I am insolent in hands a turtle at my girlfriend. And as I send you greetings from my mum and girlfriends.
I will wait for your photos and the letter. They my pleasure every day. I am happy, that have met you. I can discuss all with you that I want.
I wait for your letter.
VERY MUCH I WAIT!!!!
Yours Ludmila!

Letter 6

Hello Paul!!!!!!
I at all do not know to like you my photo, but I send it to you.
Here it. Transfer to your mum gratitude from me. To me it is very pleasant.
I too very much like the nature! I try to spend on the nature of more time.
It is pleasant to me of walk on the nature. I believe in God. At me Christian religion...
My favourite products it is vegetables, meat, fish and mushrooms.
To relax I go to pool or I look films...
I do not have brothers and sisters. I one child in a family.
I intend to visit Canada when at me there will be a holiday. I think in October.
Thanks that you learn me to English language. I will be glad to learn and write better.
Now I not so well know English language...
Very much it was pleasant to me your photos! At you a beautiful city at night.
I would like to learn from you about your friends. Paul, at you it is a lot of friends? And the presents? Not simply familiar. And people to whom you can trust in all???? And they will always give to your advice, it was not as though sick. Which does not want to you a pain.
Which in all help you.
Paul At me only one present girlfriend from whom we can speak about all.
Her name is Olga. We with it grew together and, studied together, together went on dances. Now it works the teacher at school. It teaches English. We with it together well studied English at school.
Paul and what friends at you? At you it is a lot of real friends?
Tell, the truth. And to have a photo, where you together?
You can send it to me?
Paul all is interesting to me also I wish to know all about you.
Likely I to do many questions, I hope, that you are not offended on it.
I already miss and I check mail. Your letter suddenly will come? I wait, very much I wait.....
Yours Ludmila!

Letter 7

Hello Paul!!!
Paul when you have woken up today you have received my greetings which I have asked to transfer you the sun? It to send you my regards?
It has warmed you? I ask you tell to me. :) I so am glad to receive your letter.
I am glad, that I am interesting to you.
I have got tired today very much on work. But the weariness has passed after I have received your letter. Paul tell to me about the work more in detail? What do you do? Than you are engaged? You work every day? I every day, except Saturday and Sunday. But sometimes To have to work and these days. I work as the seller-cashier and consequently I sometimes should work in weekend. Depending on orders of cafe, holidays.
But usually in the days off when I have a rest I I like to go on the nature. We together with the family and a family of my girlfriend sometimes arrange picnics on the nature. We prepare different dishes.
And at us it is always cheerful and pleasant. We with mum to prepare very tasty pies for picnic. You would like to try a pie by which to do we with mum. I am assured, that to you would like. They very tasty.
Paul and which dishes you would like, what I would prepare?
Or has learnt to prepare? What dishes very much like you?
Paul in the letter I send you the photos.
In these photos I am represented on my work and in park...
I do not know, during what time of days you precisely receive the letter? In the morning? Or in the evening?
I will wait for your letter. I hope, that you will answer at once as soon as you will receive it.
Your sincere Ludmila.

Letter 8

Hello My Paul!!!!!!!!!!!
Forgive, that I cannot answer your letter today. At me today affairs much on work and I have not time to answer your letter now. I hope, that you will not be offended. I will answer your letter tomorrow and I will send you the photo. ok?
Paul forgive, I, the truth, should run.
I hope, that you understand me.
Sincerely, Ludmila!

Letter 9

Till sorry. I could not answer your letter, and I hope that you are not offended on me.
I needed to go for work. I only was going to go home, I already changed clothes also to me have told, that today it is a lot of work and I had to remain.
Till to me acquaintance to you is pleasant. You like me. I can not explain this feeling, but I hope, that our acquaintance will not end now.
Till you look dreams at night? Or to you to dream nothing at night?
Yesterday I had a fine dream. How we with you to sunbathe on a beach and helped one another to put on a body a cream for sunburn. Not to describe that feeling when you to rub my back a cream. I was happy!!!!!!! Mum says, that when has come into a room on mine face there was such smile in the morning that she at all has dared to awake me.
Tell about what you think? Till of what you dream? That would like? I do not know why, but I am assured, that I can trust you any, secret.
And consequently at me, they are not present from you. You know all.
By the way my girlfriend and mum asked to transfer you the greetings and congratulations. I hope that you, Till, you receive them together with my air kiss which I send you. I am glad, that you understand me, and I hope, that you are not offended by that I could not write.
I will wait for your letter tomorrow.
Already I miss and I wait.........
Ludmila!!!

Letter 10

Hello Paul!!!!!!
When you have woken up at you there was a good mood today? Or bad?
What did you see in the dreams? I did not speak to you about my cat which lives at my place? On mine is not present. To me it was presented by my girlfriend Olga. It has woken me this morning. His name Myrka. It has approached to my bed and has started to lick my hand. Was so pleasantly!!!! I would like what every day to wake up from a kiss and a gentle touch to a hand. And you would like to wake up from my kisses?
Paul I wish to talk to you about the most personal. That occurs in your heart. Paul you to have secrets? You that do not speak that to me and anybody? I ask you tell fairly. I do not know why, but I do not wish anything to hide from you. Because I am assured, that it remains between us, and you will tell to nobody. Paul you for me even became closer than my girlfriend, I can talk about about what I will not tell to mum with the grandmother. I to trust you and I can not explain why.
Paul my mum, the grandmother, girlfriends, know that I communicate with you. It is said that I have strongly changed. Became more cheerful. Such feeling, that my life completely has changed. You have changed my life, have added in it of more pleasure and happiness. And I wish to thank you for it. And what has changed in your life?
Paul that your friends think? You have told about me? I ask you, answer me only, the truth and it is sincere.
Paul you are not has got tired to read my letter? Likely I write much and I set too many questions. Or not?
In this letter I send you a photo where I am represented with favourite cat Myrka.
I will wait for your letter tomorrow.
Sincerely Ludmila!

Letter 11

Hello gentle Paul!!!!
Paul your letter as the sun beam warms my heart and lifts my mood.
You like my photos? I like you? What in me it is pleasant to you?
I do not have secrets from you! I can tell to you all that will want!
I wish to find the man and to create with it a family!
For me it is not important where to live.
I wish to ask you Paul, very important questions for us. I wish to learn from you about your last relations with other girls. If to you painfully to recollect it then so to me and tell. I will not ask you any more about it. But I very much would wish to know. Paul I will tell all about myself. I communicated with guys, but all that they want it only sex. I do not want so. I want love, sincere and gentle.
In college I was on friendly terms with the guy who very much liked me. I too liked it. But it with parents had to leave and I could not find it in any way. His father the military man and they have left in other part of the country and he did not write and did not inform anything on itself.
Then I at me was the guy who, having learnt that it is loved by a daughter rich the man, has left me at once and in a year married that daughter of the rich man. He loves money and more it is necessary nothing for it. Then there were others, but many drank, someone simply wanted sex, and I have decided to wait the man. Now I communicate only with you, and you like me. I cannot touch to you, but I can feel you under your letter.
You can tell in detail about the relations?
You sometime looked at stars? Paul, you walked at night? I would like to go along the street, to hold you for a hand, and to talk under night stars.
I send you a photo on which I stand in wood. It near to village of my girlfriend. We often happen in its village and we have a rest.
I with impatience wait for your letter. Mum, the daddy and my girlfriends transfer you huge greetings.
I send you the gentle kisses, and I hope, that they give to you The feeling of tenderness, caress and you is good.
Your gentle and sincere Ludmila!!!

Letter 12

Hello My Lovely Paul!!!!
Paul your letter again to bring pleasure and happiness to my heart.
I feel heat which spreads on my body when I receive your letter.
That has told thanks me about the last relations. I am glad that you sincere with me. I very much like the sea! I hope that in the future we together will have a rest on the sea?
Paul as you feel? I wish to learn, how there passes your day. What do you do? In how many you wake up? As you think, how would put has changed, if I have arrived to you and was with you? What is the time we would be together. I would like, that we would spend time together, could enjoy our love and passion, kisses. Would like, that we would wake up every day in embraces of one another.
Paul as you think, how there will be our first kiss. I think, that it will be fine. I can feel your love and yours touch, your tenderness and passion. I very much would wish to try your kiss. I am assured, that it is fine.
Paul I do not know why, but after acquaintance to you I feel well. I had many forces, it would be desirable, that that to do. I am happy. I do not know why, likely because at me to have you. How to you my yesterday's photo?
Paul you looked at the night sky? You saw the big she-bear? I send to you of kisses, much much which will not go in even in it a ladle. I hope, that they bring to you happiness and success in a new bottom.
You like my kisses? You wish to try them in a reality?
I will wait for your letter tomorrow.
Paul I already miss, and I wish to ask you, you will come today to me in my dream?
I will wait for your answer as.
Your gentle and sincere Ludmila!!!

Letter 13

Hello My dear Man Paul!!!!
Paul I am glad to your letter, I very much miss you, and I think of you constantly. You always in my heart. I feel, how my heart to knock, when I think of you and to me it is good. I do not know that with me, I do not understand, that occurs. I trust you my darling! I do not think that you deceive me! You write me sincere letters, I understand it!
It is pleasant that you learn Russian. I would learn you to Russian with pleasure :)
I very much wish to meet you! I hope that in the future we will meet!
In me all has changed! When I open eyes in the morning I think of you.
It is pleasant to me to recollect your letters and to represent a meeting with you! I became more cheerful when in my life there was you!
Paul I hope, that you understand that I feel to you. I do not know that such love, and I feel, that to you at me other relation. Other feeling. I do not know how to describe it, but I think, that it is love. You as are close to me as my parents, as my girlfriends.
I do not know how to describe this feeling. It cannot be described.
I am afraid to make an error, I am afraid to be mistaken in you because you like me very much. I very much worry, I do not know, how, but I should tell to you it. I cannot hide anything from you. I feel, that my heart where that is far. On mine it with you. I do not know, whether it is exact, but, I seem have fallen in love. As you think, that it for feeling, Paul, tell to me. I do not know your life has changed or not.
It has changed, after we have got acquainted?
I feel, precisely I feel, that you to like me. I as wish to know, with what feeling you concern me. Tell to me Paul. What do you think of me?
What you feel, when you read my letters? I am not assured that is love. That, which I searched. I am not completely assured. But I precisely know, that you that man with whom to me it will be good.
I think, that you of whom I dreamt since the childhood. That prince on a white game whom I waited all life.
I send you the photo. I hope, that it is pleasant to you. How it to you? It I at home on a balcony.
Paul I miss you and your letter. Very much......
Your sweet Ludmila!

Letter 14

Hello My Lovely Man Paul!!!!!!
I am glad to receive your letter. I am glad, that you understand my feelings, and I am glad to learn yours. Your letter has again warmed my heart. And I am glad, that is familiar with you.
To me it is pleasant that my letters please you! When in my life there was you my life became more joyful...
When I do not receive your letters I feel lonely and as though anybody in this world is not present also to me it is not necessary to live.
Your letters allow to me forces to live, and I feel better.
Paul that you did last night? I looked yesterday, what that a film together with mum. I did not look it attentively. I thought of us. And mum has asked to make to it massage, Paul you love massage? Mum says, that after my massage to it it is easy, and she feels better. As though it had new forces. My girlfriend has learnt to do me massage.
It worked earlier as the masseur. I very well do massage, and I think, that too it would be pleasant to you. Paul You would like, what I would make to you massage?? I would like to feel as your strong, and gentle hands do to me massage, you will make it to me? I very much would wish to try it.
Paul I send you the most gentle and sweet kisses, and I hope, that they warm you and your heart, and you feel better. You looked at the sky? Saw stars? I send you so much kisses, how many stars in the sky.
With each star and if you look at the night sky they will begin to sparkle to you, transferring my kisses.
I hope, that washing a photo on which I walked in park, and it together with my kisses brings to you pleasure and love.
Paul I will sleep, and to dream of you. Perhaps we will meet, in our dreams?
I hope, that I will see our meeting.
Your gentle and tender Ludmila!

Letter 15

Hello My Lovely Man Paul!!!!!
I ADORE TO READ YOUR LETTERS!!!!!!
I would like to come to you and to be together with you!
It would be the finest in my life!!!
Paul I miss you, and I wish to be with you and only with you. You looked yesterday at stars? You have received my kisses? I have recollected history that when the person is born there is a new star and when dies one star falls. One star - one life. I looked at the sky and searched for our stars. It is very interesting to me, what occurs, when two persons, enamoured one in another become together?
Paul how you think? I think, that they unite. Also become more and more brightly. I hope, that you understand my written English and understand my feelings.
Paul you know, what happens yesterday? I, as well as thought, have met you in the dream. It was so perfectly. We have met in the street, I went along the street and thought of what that, you went to me towards and thought of the. And we have casually faced, Paul, you have asked, I will go with you to cinema or not. I have told, I do not know. You had one more ticket, and you have invited me. And I have gone with you to cinema. But cinemas we did not look, we communicated with you more. When the comedy has ended, we left cinema happy and happy. You have told, that spend me. When we have reached the house we did not wish to be separated. We stood about my door both talked. Also have not noticed, how became close one to another and we have kissed.
AS our FIRST KISS was fine!!!!!! IT was fine!!!!!!
On my body there has passed a pleasant shiver. I have fallen in your embraces, and you have kept me, and we continued to kiss.
Paul, you see dreams? You can describe them?
I would like, what our dreams would become a reality, you want it Paul?
I send you the kisses, and I hope, what tomorrow I will receive yours as, you will send them to me?? I will wait tomorrow.
Your most gentle Ludmila!

Letter 16

Hello My Lovely Man and My Gentle Paul!!!!!
Paul I am glad to receive your letter. I am glad, that we are familiar with you also to a steel so are close to one another.
I with pleasure will learn you to Russian...
Paul you know, that today happens. I have come today from work home and to lay down on a sofa to have a rest and have fallen asleep.
I slept hour two and here have felt, that who that awakes me. I have not understood at first who touches my back but when has opened eyes has understood that it Myrka has woken me. You remember it? Paul I think, that he wanted, that I would send you regards from it and have woken me, that I would not be late in the Internet of cafe and have come there before closing.
Paul as your relatives concern me? What do they speak about me?
What think of us with you? How you think they will well concern that that we will be together? They will not be against? I do not know your country and people. I know only you, and you very much like me.
Paul mine parents and my girlfriends constantly say to me that I would transfer to you of their congratulation and good luck on every day. I send you their congratulations now. Paul mum says, that would like, that you would try its pies. And you want? Paul my girlfriends and mum ask, what they can present to you? You would like to receive what gift from them?
Paul You wish to be my man? I wish to be your girl, and I wish to feel your love, your passion, your smile, your tenderness and your pleasure.
Paul between us the big distance. But I think, that for us it will not be the big problem. And we will be together. I almost am completely assured, that you that with whom I wish to be together.
It is interesting to me as your relatives will concern ours with you to relations. What will they think?
I miss and I wait for your answers.
Yours and only your sincere and gentle Ludmila!

Letter 17

Hello my dear Paul!!!!!!!!
Paul I adore your letters. I do not know, why but every night I represent and I have dreams only about you and about that as we will be together. I want to you more and more. I do not know how to describe the feelings.
I wish to nestle on you, to feel your kiss, your caress, your tenderness. To look in your eyes, to see your smile, to feel your fire of love and passion. I would be happy to meet you! I think that at us would turn out fine relations! It will be fine if we have a family!!!
I will be the happiest! I will be happy to have children from you.
I wish to have 2 children. And you?
I think of that as it will be fine when we will meet. Paul you represent, our sights meet, we run towards to one another and then a long kiss, long evening both the longest and first our passionate and long night of love. AS IT WILL be fine!!!!!! AS I WANT IT!!!!!!
I wish to be with you every day, and the longer we communicate, the more strongly I would like to you. I do not know, how you have fascinated me, but I feel, that I wish to be with you.
Paul tell to me, you love me? You wish to be with me? You want, what we with you could enjoy our kisses? Love? Passion? Tenderness? Caress?
That we could wake up in embraces of one another?
What is hearts would knock from love. That we could embody all our dreams in a reality.
You want? I want. Paul I do not know how to describe this feeling and that that occurs in me. But I wish you to see.
I only then will be happy.
And you? Paul tell, how you think? You too want it? You feel, how your heart knocks, when you write me the letter? I wishes to be pulled out from a breast and to depart to you.
And yours? What do you think of a meeting?
I wait for your letter.
Yours and only your loving and gentle Ludmila.

Letter 18

Hello my love Paul!!!
I am very happy that have received your letter!!! I have fallen in love with you my love Paul! I all heart love you and I wish to be together with you!!! Each your letter brings warmth and pleasure in my heart! I dream from this day when it will be not the letter and our long-awaited meeting. I will be the happiest if in the future we get married!
I all life dreamt of such husband as you!!! I will be happy when we will meet! To embrace you and the film it wonderfully will look!
When I think of you, my love, I become so happy, and it is pleasant and joyful on heart, that for me it would be desirable to fly with happiness.
Dear Paul, very much would be desirable me that we already at last that have met you. I already tired to wait and live in a distance from you. I wish to be near to you and only with you. I will receive the holiday on the work this month. My holiday begins on on October, 23rd and it will be lasts throughout 90 days. My love Paul, would like to learn from you about, whether really you accept time of my holiday for our meeting? Whether you are ready really to it. Dear Paul, you should understand the main thing that my holiday in no way cannot be cancelled or transferred. After all my holiday was planned in advance and it was distributed between all workers and consequently I in no way cannot cancel it or transfer. You understand me?
I understand, that I cannot live without you, without your words, without your embraces and kisses. I it, that I searched for all my life.
You are possibly intended to me by destiny. I should connect a life only to you my fine. I am happy, that you are mine. I estimate it very much. Dear Paul, I could descend in travel company to learn all details and cost of my travel to you. After all to me for certain will the visa, the passport for travel abroad, and still documents are necessary. Therefore it is necessary to learn all cost of my travel to you. But I do not know how many the trip will cost. And after all you know that I earn not so much. And consequently I am afraid of that I cannot independently pay the travel to you... And consequently I would like to ask you the help on that case if I will not have not enough money for a trip to you. Whether you will help me with payment dear Paul? Whether you will help me to arrive to you? Whether I can hope for your material support if I will not have not enough money for my travel to you? My love Paul I very much very much love you and you to me are very expensive. I wish to lose you never. You - my meaning of the life.
Without you I have no anything to live in this world. I always dreamt of such person as you, you such understanding and loving person.
I want it that we were with each other. On it I will finish the letter. I will wait your new letter soon and I ask to answer all my questions. I hope to receive your answer and to be admired to your answer.
I love you my dear Paul!!!
For ever yours Ludmila.