Letter(s) to P. (USA)

Letter 1

I haven't written for a few days, because I wanted to first of all to think about my Diary. Its an odd idea for someone like me to keep a diary; Not only because I have never done so before, but it seems to me that neither I nor for that matter anyone else - will be interested in the unbosomings of Thirty two years old woman. Still what does matter? I want to write more careful to give a chance for that kindness man but more than that, I want bring out all kinds of things that lie buried deep in my heart. There is a saying that " Paper is more patient than man " It came to me one of my hand, feeling too bored and limp even to make up my mind whether to go out or stay at home yes, There is no doubt that paper or email is patient and as I don't intend to show this letterboard- words NoteBook, bearing the proud name of " Online Interest" to anyone, unless I find a real serious man willing to take care of me and love me forever as I will in a relationship. Let says Nobody cares and now come to the root of the matter the reason for my starting a letter: It is that I have no such meet hearted man to hook me up online here even on a main street. Let me, put it more clearly, since no one will believe a 32 years old woman of me moved to Nigeria searching for my Mom, for 7 days by now... Feels herself quite alone in the world, nor is it so. I have darling parents and a sister of 37 years old. I know about Thirty people whom one might call friends - I have strings of Boy friends, Anxious to catch a Glimpse of me and who, falling that, peep at me through mirrors in Hotel here. I have relations Aunts and Uncles, who are darling too. A good home, No- I don't seem to be able to get and closer, but anyway, There it is a Stubborn fact and I don't seem to be able to do anything about It. Hence , This letter. In Order to enhance in my minds eye the picture of the friend for whom I have waited so long. I don't want to set down a series of Bald facts in a relationship like most people do, but I want you to be myself to be friends, more and I shall call as what you thinks in your heart. I think you will grasp what I'm talking about if I beging my letters to you. Just out of the blue, so Albeit unwillingly, I will by sketching in Brief the story of my life.
My Background is African American. My Father was 36 when he married my Mother , who was then 25. My sister Margot she was five years older than me . As we're grewing up. We migrated to United States of America. In 1980, where my father was appointed Managing Director of Travies N.V. This Firm is in close relationship with the firm of Kolen & Co. In the same Building of which my father , however, felt the full impact of life. Life was filled with Anxiety. I went to Washington Dc Kindergaten . Later grew up school in processing as I grew. To cut the story short. My Two parent fought seriously I don't know what really happens by then. Laterly Its Takes my Mom , Escaped back to Nigeria Me and Margot lives with Dads , during that time I was in college . After that good time rapidly fled: First Dad's don't really have time for us . Me & Margot, really began . We were wearing a yellow star, must hand in their bicycles we were banned from Trams and are forbidden to drive. We were only allowed to do the shopping between three and five O'clock and cannot even sit in our Gardens after that time . Later My sister Margot, Escaped to Nigeria and moved to my Mom. Dad's knew he was not happy with me that why I can't tell before she moved I said I don't know what she was planning in mind. He raised his Voice on me shouting like a mad man. I was really shaking in heart he threw me few Questions how do I get her phone number which is international number I said she just called home phone one day that you're not at home although, I didn't know it was her calling . He said Okay ! immediately he changed the direction of the phone to his room.
I was really pissed of by then . I was forbidden to visit theatres, cinemas, and other places of entertainment. I can't take part in public sports swimming baths, tennis courts, hockey fields and othersport grounds are all prohibited too I couldn't visit christians. I only go to schools must and many most restrictions of a similar kind. So I could not do this and were forbidden to do that. but life went on spite of it all but he never knew she already given me, where she and Mom's relocated in Nigeria country. It was in my diary. so I speak. Dad, death came to me 1 year later. I keep on carrying on my life. I couldn't have his apartment cos he owns the landlords up to a year rent. During that time I became attached to Jopie, in her familys house. Jopie, used to say to me: " you're scared to do anything, because it may be forbidden". Cos late Dad, wasn't freedom was strictly limited. Yet things were still bearable. Dad died in January 15th 2009; no one will ever know how much he is present in my thoughts and how much I loved him still. The last 2 weeks I went to embassy in the states purchase Ticket to migrate to Nigeria country here. It was at the end of long Journey haven't Travel on Airplane for long seat. When I had to say Good-bye to Jopie my friend. We both wept, it was very sad in school days i went with her and my sister Margot; to secondary school, she into fourth form and I into the first. So far everything is all Night with the three of us and here I come to the present day. I think , I give you high point of my story and my family .

Thanks , TIffany .

Letter 2

Thanks for the message you sent to me. I like the poem. I do not know how to express the conflicting emotions that have surged like a storm through my heart all night long when we chatted. I only know that first and foremost in all my thoughts has been the glorious confirmation you gave me last night - without effort, unconsciously, of course - of all I have ever thought of your mind and heart.
You have the greatest soul, the noblest nature, the sweetest, most loving heart I have ever known, and my love and admiration for you have increased so much since we’ve known each other that it still amazes me.
You are more wonderful and lovely in my eyes ; and my pride and joy and gratitude that you should love me with such a perfect love are beyond all expression. I like your tattoas , I would like to have one or more on my Body . I'm asking you how much will each cost me you don't want to tell me . Anyway . Just to let you know . If I found my Mom, I will let you know . But all the same the company is still waiting for me . And I am trying to tell Jon , my son about you . Let me know when you get this message .
Love Always, Tiffany .

Letter 3

Hello !
I will Start straight away . It is so peaceful at the moment I met one small girl she out and I has gone to play ping-pong alot myself lately. We ping pongers are partial to an Ice cream shop, especially in summer when one gets warm at the game, so we usually finish up with a visit to the nearest ice cream shop. Rosie, parent were out looking at me playing with their daughter called Rosie.
As soon as I problem asked her parent may I cycle around with you ? And we get into conversation , Nine out of Ten times. I can be sure that they'll fall head over heels in love immediately and simply won't allow me out of thier sight. I told them and they said they'll help me out but I will have to follow them to the company where they are going to assist me to look for my Mom. I said to them that No problem . I was so happy to heard that.
You see ! These are the innocent types, you get some who blow kisses or try to get hold of your arm, but then they're definitely knocking at the wrong door. I get off and to a farther in the company or I pretend to be insulted and tell them in no uncertain terms to clear off, There the foundation of our friendship is laid till tomorrow by then. They took me , to the company. It is boiling hot, I am all positively melting and in this heat I have to walk to the company. I am fully appreciate how nice Rosie's parent they are to me. But that not good things I heard from the company manager. It is forbidden Luxury for me shank's pony is good enough for me to see my family. But one thing I was charge to pay for 650 Dollars which I have 350 Dollars. The manager said I will have to complete before the company could help to seek for my dentist in the country ( Nigeria ) I nearly fell Asleep tired luckily, the Dentist's Manager assistant was very kind and gave me a drink she's a good sort.
I am allowed on the ferry and that is all about. There is a little Dollars Rosie, parent help me with which is 100 Dollars making 450 Dollars with me . I need 200 Dollars to complete for the company and I don't know maybe you could help me out to complete the money till I see my family I'll give you back ?

Thanks , Tiffany .