Letter(s) to Bostjan (Slovenia)

Letter 1

Hello my love and dear Bostjan!!!!!!!!!!
my lovely and the best in the world man, my dear Bostjan. Thank you for your tender and very kind letter. I feel it's filled with kindness and caress. I am so glad that you wish to meet me. I feel this meeting will turn my life absolutly another side. Not only my... I think you too will feel yourself like in another way.
Already now I understand that you and your letters is very deep in my heart! I am very happy that you with me, even here I feel you! The idea on our meeting supports me very much. Bostjan, I still cannot believe that you have appeared in my life... I am very, very grateful to destiny that she has presented you to me!!! You much mean for me. I am glad that soon we shall be together!!! We needed to wait for all a few time. After that nobody will prevent our meeting. Moscow... Plane... And you will meet me! Every day, every minute Bostjan, I think about it. I think about us. It gives me so many positive emotions. Our correspondence has brought new sense in my usual and simple life. Today I went to travel agency. I have found out about cost of the ticket to fly to you. Now I20 know that is necessary me to pay 908 euro. Into this cost enters: tickets 410 euros, euro passport 90, the visa 100 euros, the insurance 80 euros, journey to Moscow 65 euros, residing in Moscow 120 euros, using services of travel agency 43 euros. My love I really very much regret, that with my work such case has left. I think, that now we have chance to meet you as soon as possible. I shall be the happiest girl on light when we shall be together. Today I talked to my director for my salary. It has told to me, that I shall receive only 300 dollars, it approximately 196 euro. I have decided to talk to my director and the big money, but it has told to me, that cannot give me money because now it is necessary much not repair of our office. I so was strongly afflicted, in fact my trip costs 908 euro, but I have only 196. now to me it is necessary 708 more euro, that I20 could legalise the papers. Now I really do not know that to me to do. I have no work and I have no money what to arrive to you, but I so would like to arrive to you and to be with you beside. It is a pity, that now I have no such opportunity. I did not think at all, that my trip will cost so dearly. These are very big money for Russia. Probably you live abroad and you have such money, but I think, that it as for you the big money. It so?
My dear if I had this money I could arrive to you in 11 days because in agency to me informed, that my documents will be ready in 11 days after I shall pay to them of money for documents. My dear to me now so it is bad. I always think only of you. You are in each part of my head. I so strongly love you and it is a pity, that now money are for us the big barrier. Probably you can help me with this money then I could arrive to you and we were together.
You could help me for the sake of ours with you to love? I every day think only about our meetings with you. I so would like, that you would be near to me and we could care about each other. I love you above all. I hope, that ours with you of dream will come true also we shall be together. But soon we learn much about each other on the other hand. Meeting face to face will help us. I very much would want to see you soon, your friends, your city. I very much want to know everything interconnected with you. I hope you will allow me to see and learn everything important for you. I want to touch you, to go with you keeping for a hand, to kiss you... Yes, yes Bostjan!! I want to be with you!!!! I feel, I'm sure you that man which I searched for all my life.
Yours loving Anastasia.