Letter(s) to Michael (USA)

Letter 1

Hello Michael, I am glad to receive from you the answer.
In this world there is a person who wishes with me acquaintance.
Excuse me beforehand if my letter will be a little bit incoherent. I not able to begin acquaintance.
But if I began, I shall write in this letter a little about me. I was born September, 25, 1980. My growth of 167 centimeters, my weight of 50 kg.
And i have 29 years. It is a lot of. And I reflect on the future life. I want to have own family. I want to bring up own children.
I was born and have grown in city of Kaliningrad. It is the big industrial city no in the centre of Russia.
Here nearby there is a huge Ship-building factory "Amber" The majority of inhabitants of Kaliningrad works at this factory.
Including my father. My mum works also at this factory. She works there in a first-aid as medical sister.
About my parents I shall tell in the following letter more. Now, as I spoke, I shall write about myself.
As I spoke already, I was born in 1980. Up to 7 years i went to a kindergarten.
As my parents could not be constant with me.
Since 7 years I began to go to school. I studied very well. After leaving school in 1998, I have gone to the Kaliningrad medical institute.
As I had the fine certificate after leaving school. I could study in Institute free-of-charge.
In 2002 I have finished training in Institute. Since that year I work in children's hospital as the therapist.
My task on work - to define the diagnosis of disease. If necessary I should send patients on various inspections.
Work with children forces me to be more attentive. Work with children is more difficult, than with adult people.
But I have got used. And more, my work is pleasant to me. And I have pleasure, that I can help children.
Probably, the love to children has come to me with age. And I have understood, the children - our future.
Therefore, I would like to have own children.
I want to inform you about the hobby, for me it was even more than a hobby, I wanted to work as model, but it is natural as well as many dreams it failed.
Because everywhere where I tried to me offered to be without clothes, for me it is inadmissible and consequently I have refused this dream.
I shall be send you some photos and I hope that you will love it.
You will ask me why I have chosen you? Why I shall not find the man in the own country?
I do not know what to answer you. I already spoke, that I am not able to get acquainted.
And simply in the street I can not strike up an acquaintance with the stranger.
My girlfriend, the fellow worker, has offered me to find acquaintance with the help of the Internet.
I have started to try{taste} acquaintance on Russian sites of acquaintances on such as mail.ru and love-planet.ru
But unfortunately there I could not find real acquaintance as there many of young men have started to ask naked photo and meetings for sex!
But I am the decent girl, and I have drawn conclusions that in Russia on the Internet one sit perverts!!!
Then I have decided to try to find worthy the man in other country!!!
And now I write you from Internet - cafe. I have no own computer. It is expensive very much. And I can not allow this luxury.
In own possession it is not enough computers in our country.
Probably the level of our life does not allow to live so that to afford much.
No, I do not complain of bad life in Russia. I earn enough to live in Russia.
Well, I shall finish this letter. If you, having read my letter, agree to continue with me acquaintance.
I was possible shall give for you one question: " You agree to have acquaintance with the Russian woman and if all will be good, you agree to have serious attitudes with her? "
Your faithfully, your new familiar Elena

Letter 2

Hello my dear friend Misha.
Many thanks to you for the letter back. Excuse me for the last letter.
It was little bit sad. But it was all in the past.
In this letter I shall not write sad histories of my life.
With each letter, I understand that we become more adhered to each other.
Therefore I shall give you my home address: Russia, Kaliningrad, 236000 Cosmonaut Leonov street, 8. case, 5. apartments 8. NAME: Elena, SURNAME: Shustova.
I think, that you can send me the letter correct mail. If you also will give me your home address, I also can send you the letter.
But I think, it is not so convenient for us. Each letter will go very long.
Still we have a problem that by correct mail not always the letter achieves the addressee.
Probably our mail works badly.
I also would like to speak with you, but at present, I have found out, it is impossible.
And I very much would like to hear your voice. I think, that you also would like to hear my voice.
But I regret, it is impossible.
I can not afford the phone which is connected to the international lines. It is very expensive.
Our city have not also such phones. They are only at rich people.
I have found out, that such phones are in Moscow and in Saint Petersburg.
They are at the international airports. And telephone conversation is costs very expensive.
Therefore I can not call to you. It is a pity.
But I am happy, that presently there is an opportunity to contact you with the help of the Internet.
I think, that the Internet - great achievement of a science. It allows to speak with people, taking place on the big distances.
And I am very pleased, that we could meet each other with the help of the Internet.
Yes, I nearly have not overlooked, I have informed my parents about you. That we have acquaintance.
I have told my parents a little about you. In the beginning, they have considered cautiously to ours to relations.
But subsequently, mum speak Hi, to you. She hopes, that in the future we shall be magnificent pair.
If it is fair, I too think so. But we know each other absolutely short period of time.
And I think, that early to speak about it. I simply have not anybody, except for you , whom I can inform these words.
And I really hope for continuation of our attitudes.
I think, that you not against. Kiss. Elena.

Letter 3

Hello my magnificent Misha!
I am very glad to receive your letter, I very much waited for it!
I want to inform you that I think of you each minute and it is not surprising, you most remarkable male with which I ever met the in life.
I have not understood that you had concerning an apple, but I have a photo with an apple and I shall send you!
I want to inform you as my day go, I hope that it will be interesting to you.
I do not like to sleep long in the morning, therefore I wake up in 6 00, I think of you, I very much would like to embrace you to kiss and tell you good morning, with this fine idea I rise from my bed.
I would not like to let off an idea on you and I present that you in a bed and you look at me.
I make some exercises, I already spoke that I keep up a figure, after gymnastics I go in bathing, it approximately in 6 40, I close eyes and I see as you have a shave, it is very beautiful, I want to be approached to you and to kiss, but it only the dreams.
After a bath I go to prepare for breakfast, I love the easy foodstuffs, and I do not eat many, morning, I prefer sandwiches I drink tea, and I think of you, I think that you sit opposite to me and we speak about that that we shall do in the evening, I dream that sometime it will be real.
After that I gather for work, I do not use a lot of cosmetics therefore it does not occupy a lot of time, a plenty of cosmetics renders bad influence on a skin, and I do not love it.
I leave from a house approximately in 8 20, I should reach work by the bus, because I have no the automobile.
I arrive for work in 8 50, and already in 9 00, I begin the work.
It is very difficult to look that children are sick, and I am very happy that I can to help, I love children and I think that they should not be sick, because they defenceless, and very sensitive.
Each morning I make detour, I examine each child, and I am glad very much, when someone is already healthy and leaves from hospital home.
My detour proceeds approximately up to 11 30 sometimes up to 12 00, I not to save time and try to give a maximum of attention and time to each child.
I have dinner there in hospital, there there is a dining room and we, all collective, have dinner.
I have a few free time after dinner and I think of you, I think that it would be fine to call to you at this time and to speak you that, I very much wait when my work will be finished and we can be together.
I have overlooked speak you that I can not to call to you from hospital, there there is a phone, but there is no line of the international negotiations, it sounds surprisingly and it is very inconvenient, but our government allocates few money to medicine, and we can call only within the limits of city.
After a break for dinner I study records more in detail, I appoint procedures, or I give directions on operation, it is a lot of work.
I finish in 18 00, and I at once go in the Internet of cafe what to write the letter to you.
I am very glad that I have got acquainted with such fine the man as you, I think that we fine pair, and like each other very much, You agree with me?
I come back home approximately in 21 00 today it will be little bit later, I have written very big letter but I think that you not get tired to read it.
After the Internet of cafe I arrive home.
After a work and Internet of cafe I feel very much tired, and sometimes at once I lie down to sleep, in other days I watch TV or I read the book, I lie down to sleep approximately in 22 30 I think of you, I mentally wish you good night and I kiss you, with these ideas I fall asleep.
I shall finish this letter, I want to tell you very more, but I shall do it in the following letter I wait your answer with impatience
Your Elena

Letter 4

Hi my love Misha!
I shall be possible to name you my love?
Probably I hurry with conclusions. But I am sure that the love arrives to our hearts.
You know, in the childhood I dreamed, that I shall find the prince , with whom I can come on edge of the ground.
In a consequence, I have understood, that actually there are no princes.
Ideal the man cannot be found. But close to an ideal which is necessary for you, you can find.
I can not tell you with confidence, that you - my ideal. No. You too can not tell, that I - your ideal.
But in it the reason, what people fall in love? No. The reason here in many respects.
I can not explain an origin of love. I can not explain why the woman draws to the man.
I can not explain why the man draws to the woman. It occurs at a subconscious level.
Private world of the person informs to the person about it. And in a consequence, you understand, that it is the truth.
I write you it, that you could understand what to be created in my ideas.
I understand, that you are intended for me, but I am afraid to inform you about it.
I also am afraid to tell you that the love to you has come in my heart.
I am afraid to tell you, that I love you.
I am afraid to tell it as the love should be mutual.
My mum also speaks me, that I should be more cautious with the feelings.
With feeling of love, the person does many nonsenses. And I not exception.
You know, when I have decided to begin acquaintance through the Internet, I thought about myself. (for fun or seriously) It is interesting, if I shall find the love in your country, I should go in your country?
( it there were my ideas before I have got acquainted with you) Further, I did not think of it.
But time has come, when I should think of it. I think that you agree with me.
My lovely, my dear, I am afraid to speak you about it, but I LOVE YOU!!!
And I shall wait for the letter from you with impatience.
Your Elena

Letter 5

Hi my love Misha.
Today when I have come in Internet - cafe I was very glad to see the new letter from you.
My mood became much better when I have read it.
When I read your letter, at me even have appeared of tear of pleasure.
When I began to correspond with you I had hope that at us with you all will be good.
With each your letter I understood that I have found male which is necessary for me.
I want to tell, that my feelings and the words in relation to you always were sincerely and I always understood that we put a lot of trust.
Now I am sure on all 100 that I can trust you. When I read your letter I has seen your sincerity and fidelity.
I think anything in life is so much better when you can share the moment with someone else.
Sometimes just to hold the hand of that person you love can make all the worldly troubles disappear.
A perfect evening for me is maybe taking a long walk with that special man in my life, the skies would be clear, the snow is fresh, and all the stars can be seen.
The fresh snow crunches under our feet as we walk. The air would be cold and crisp and I can feel the warmth of your hand in my hand.
And I feel that you get in my heart more and more. It is especially interesting to dream of it when in the street becomes colder.
Your letter warms my heart and that once we can carry out our dreams allows to give up hope.
My dear, my love Misha, in my last letter I told you about my love feelings to you.
I wrote this letter with so close love feelings, my dearest, I didn't can to hide my love to you, my soul prompted me that I must to tell about my love to you, because it is so difficult to hide a close feelings. I love you, Misha, and I want to say to you it always.
I want to say to you, my darling, that I can't without your letters Now your letters are necessary for me, I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH MY DEAREST MISHA!!!
It is pity that only our letters connect us, I want to see you in reality. I want it very much.
Our letters connect our close love feelings to each other, but it only letters My love Misha, I want to say that my parents and my best friends are very happy for us, they are all time ask about you, about you feelings to me and I don't worry say about our love feelings now, because I don't want to hide my love to you my Misha, I have found sense of my life, I love you and I miss you my darling.
My darling, on this I will finish my letter to you, I will wait for your next emails with my great love desire, you must know how I feel so happy myself when I read your letters my darling.
Ok, I must go my dear, I will miss you, I LOVE YOU and I want to be with you for ever Thinking about you my love Misha.
Your and only your love, truly, Elena

Letter 6

Hello my love Misha!
Now I can name you my love with confidence. Your letter has brought to me this confidence.
Also this letter has brought to me hope for that that I shall continue the life not in loneliness.
And I can speak that my life only begins. And this life will be connected to you. I am happy.
I can tell now with confidence, that I love you. I can not transfer this feeling in a word, it is difficult.
But my heart is beaten more frequently, my breath becomes rough.
Everything, that I feel, that I can do all, I can write in a poem.
I have found fine poem Susan Polis Schutz. It refers to "Love is."

Love is being happy for the other person when they are happy, being sad for the person when they are sad, being together in good times and being together in bad times Love is the source of strength.
Love is being honest with yourself at all times, being honest with the other person at all times, and never pretending. Love is the source of reality.
Love is an understanding that is so complete that, you feel as if you are a part of the other person, accepting the other person just the way they are, and not trying to change them to be something else. Love is the source of unity.
Love is the freedom to pursue your own desires, while sharing your experiences with the other person, the growth of the one individual alongside of, and together with the growth of another individual.
Love is the source of success. Love is the excitement of planning things together, the excitement of doing things together.
Love is the source of the future. Love is the fury of the storm, the calm in the rainbow.
Love is the source of passion. Love is giving and taking in a daily situation, being patient with each other's needs and desires, Love is the source of sharing. Love is knowing that the other person, will always be with you regardless of what happens, missing the other person when they are away, but remaining near in heart at all times.
Love is the source of security. Love is the source of life."

This poem defines - that such love. And I understand, that it so. I know this poem by heart. I also have translated it to Russian.
And you can trust me, that she sounds in Russian also perfectly.
As soon as I read your letter, I have made the decision. We should be together.
Tomorrow in the morning I shall go in visa agency.
I shall find out all how I can arrive to you. I think, I shall not have difficulties with official registration of papers.
I solve it, having carried out all night in meditations. And your letter which I read today has confirmed my decision.
I am sure, that we should have a meeting. We can not find out in completeness each other, hoping only on the computer.
The computer has given much. He has given us hope. And we should not miss this hope.
I am sure, that you agree with me. Therefore I shall be tomorrow in visa agency.
I love you. With all heart, With all love, Elena

Letter 7

Hello my love Misha! Hello my Angel!!!
I have received your letter and I understand that I am only begin to live.
At us with you still only begins. Now I find sense in life.
I not represent any more life without you, my Angel! I love you, and I am ready to repeat these words again and again!
Please, to not think poorly of me, simply it overflow my feelings Today I talked to mum about us with you and about our future and that probably I soon leave in other country.
You do not think that I solve it spontaneously, I very long think of it. I do not want to miss the happiness again.
I talked to mum and she is very happy for me, she even bless me. It can is silly sounds, but today I represented our meeting.
I think out very many interesting pictures. In the street there is a fine weather and you stand and wait for me in the airport and worry for my arrival.
Then you approach to the plane, we look around And we search eyes each other in crowd, then with to become transfixed hearts we find each other and to rush into strong embraces.
We stand having embraced, and all look at us. And for us as though nothing exist.
Only you and I!!! It was a great day when I received the first letter from you I thank the God and I know that I found you and I love you.
I am pleased with an opportunity to meet you soon, and I want it very much I think you want it too, your letters was the ray of light in my life.
At first I was not interested in moving to other country but I will do it because I found my love and it's YOU!!!
We have firm in our city which makes the documents for people who want to leave the country.
I asked about moving to your country and I got the answer that I need the visa, foreign passport and some other documents for registration.
We have defined a type of the visa and it's type which allows to marry in the future but if it will be not realize I must return to my country after ninety days it's limit for visa.
I asked about prices and was very surprised, first I ask about time of performance and they said that there is many people who wants to make documents and leave the country But if I'll make the application now, and pay for it now, they will make all documents not more than two weeks, and if I'll not make the application, documents will be prepared not earlier than two or three months because there are many people who wants to do it.
I was very much surprised with the prices of services. It cost three hundreds and twenty nine american dollars.
It's make me little suppressed and disappointed I don't have so much now. I was make application but I must pay for it.
I asked my mother about our savings she said that the money should not be a barrier between two people which love each other.
I counted my sum and I found out that I have only about fifty dollars and my wages will be not soon.
I asked my friends about helping me and they said that have not at the present moment.
I asked the advice my mother and she said that maybe you can help me. I asked her how he can help me, because he is far from me.
My mother said that you can send the money through company which make this service.
I asked about it, on my work and I know now, that exists reliable and fast company which makes remittances in world and it's western union.
I remember that I saw advertising this company on tv. I take a directory book and found the address of it and it's not far from me.
I went there and appeared that my girlfriend works in it bank She said that sender must go to the western union, give them information: the name and last name of receiver, country they make transfer and bring the ten digits secret code to sender.
The receiver must know ten digits for receiving money.
She say that the branches of it must be everywhere worldwide.
Here is the information about me:

Country: Russia
City: Kaliningrad
Name: Elena
Lastname: Shustova
I must know your full name, full address. You must know that I decide to ask you about it because I love you and trust you very much.
I decide to come to you because I feel this way and you are very necessary to me, I decided to come to the unfamiliar country and I never be outside my country.
But I decided to do it because now you are part of my life and I trust you in all.
I think you trust me too and love me too.
My love I need 300 US dollars I think you will help me because we found our love and we want to meet closer.
You must inform me ten digits and I can receive it.
You must know we must hurry because I can receive the documents soon and if we lost the time it is necessary for a long time.
Now it's very difficultly to receive the visa to your country, and it's fact, but if I pay now I think I do it.
I think about sense of money, and I'm very sad if this paper can prevent people to meet each other.
In most cases the money play a main role in life but it's not right! I'm sure.
And the quantity of money was and will not important to me I always not aspired to material enrichment and don't search specially for rich male.
I appreciate human qualities and relations and I love you Misha!!! I love you all my heart, I want to be with you now... I want to be with you forever.
If it's mutually we will be very happy in our life. I think you love me too and we will meet very soon.
You are my love, my Angel. My heart is yours. I'm waiting good news from you, I hope everything will be all right and we will be together soon.
Every day I think about our meeting, and I think it's real, we must use this chance of destiny.
I LOVE YOU!!!!!!! Your love Elena.