Letter(s) to Glen (USA)

Letter 1

Glen ..Life is so unpredictable. Changes always come along, in big or small ways. I don't know what happened that this sudden change has turned my world around. I don't know exactly what it is, it just hit me, but there is something really special about you.
It might be all the things I see on the surface, the things that everyone notices and admires about you, qualities, capabilities and a wonderful smile obviously connected to a warm and loving heart; these things set you apart from everyone else. But it may also be the big things ... the person you really are that I hope to know more someday. And it might also be the little things ... the way you walk and all your actions. I receive so much joy just being able to see a smile in your eyes. If I ever figure out the magic that makes you so special, I'd probably find out that it's a combination of all these things. You are a rare combination of so many special things. You are really amazing.
Inside of me there is a place where my sweetest dreams reside, where my highest hopes are kept alive, where my deepest feelings are felt and where my favorite memories are safe and warm. I find that you're on my mind more often than any other thought. Sometimes I bring you there purposely just to make my day brighter. But more often, you surprise me and find your own ways into my thoughts. There are even times when I awaken, I realize that you've been a part of my dreams. Then during the day, when my imagination is free to run, it takes me into your arms and allows me to linger there knowing there's nothing I'd rather do. I know my thoughts are only reflecting the loving hopes of my heart because whenever they wander, they always take me to you.
Only the most special things in my world get to come inside my heart and stay. And now, I realize how deeply my life has been touched by you.

i love you so much.

Letter 2

Glen I do not know how to express the conflicting emotions that have surged like a storm through my heart all night long. I only know that first and foremost in all my thoughts has been the glorious confirmation you gave me every night and day - without effort, unconsciously, of course - of all I have ever thought of your mind and heart.
You have the greatest soul, the noblest nature, the sweetest, most loving heart I have ever known, and my love and admiration for you have increased so much since we’ve known each other that it still amazes me.
You are more wonderful and lovely in my eyes than you ever were before; and my pride and joy and gratitude that you should love me with such a perfect love are beyond all expression
i love you so much my darling

Letter 3

Glen I know at times things seems to look odd. I know at times I get things started. I also know that even when we are arguing or mad at each other, we still love each other. Some people would say that we are not going to make it, if they could ever hear us argue because, well, we can get harsh, but they do not know us. Baby, nobody knows what I have had to do to get where I am. Nobody knows what you had to do to get where you are. Nobody knows us, except for us. Baby, nobody knows about the things in my past that you had to overcome to trust me. Nobody knows what you had to overcome. Nobody knows about how scared you was of me because of what one person did to you. So many people think that we are crazy for falling in love with , but how can they judge someone that they do not know?
It mystifies me how so many people can try to tell us what we need when they do not even know us. It hurts that the people who are supposed to know us, try to take our happiness away. You know about my past, you know that I have a hard time trusting, and you know that at times it is hard for me to put my feelings into words. I know that we have problems, but we always work them out.
. You have treated me better than people that are in my family. You brighten my life. You are my life. Every promise that you have made me, you have kept. You always know when something is wrong and you always know what to do to cheer me up. You were there for me at the time that I needed you most. You were there when nobody else was. You were my bridge and my problems were my troubled water.
Baby, I am writing this to tell you that I love you more than anything and I would do anything to be with you for the rest of my life ... our life. Thank you for waiting for me - waiting for me to give my heart to you. Today, I want you to know that I am starting over ... we are starting over. I want us to be happy. I know that even the "best" couples have their problems, but I do not want our problems to hurt us in any way. I do not want my bridge to "fall." Baby, today I promise that I will do everything that I can to keep us together
urs Eva