Letter(s) to Van (USA)

Letter 1

hello,its the lady that send you message on yahoo personals before and now i see your response in my email...Well,first of all i am not from United States and even never been there,do not get me wrong but yahoo is not popular here and it gave me no chance to put the right location,i am from Ukraine, the name of city i live is Kharkiv.
Have you ever correspond with lady from an other country ?
because it is something different than to talk to someone in your city :) are you agree with me ? coz there could be many surprises,pleasure and un pleasure for both who start correspond like that.Do you really need it ?
Please stop to think above,it is not the easy way.
Well,i just do not want to make you bother talking a lot,i am not sure if that is really you are looking for,but i know what i want for my self,sure,.so i am looking abroad,in US..
do you travel ? where have you been if so ? I do travel.
if you are healthy and open for relations,but not for virtual sex,nude chat,and other nasty things,belive me i just do not have any time and i am not about it at all, because few men asked to send them my nude picture and i am little bit scary now, i hope you can understand how i feel :)
i am not scary that someone want to see nude pictures, it is normal interest,but just why do they looking on dating site ?
if there are a lot of porno sites and many ladies ready to help :)
my name is Marina,i am 28 years old,5'7 tall, 120 lbs weigh,extremely beautiful with sense of humor, no kids,just recently divorce last year.
My ex cheated on me with some chicks,sad story, may be the main problem was alcohol,but it is not important for me any more-because he never tried to take off.
I have no bad habits i mean smoking or drinking too much.
I work as psychotherapist for 5 years in private clinic, my birthday is 26th of October,yes,this month.
when is your birthday ?
what is your favorite season ?
send me some pics if you have,i wish to look.
i have a picture to attach, it is from my last vacation.
what do you do for living ?
are you single with your heart now ?
sure ? please only the truth, i promise the same from my end

Let me know if you feel it could be destiny, if you are not interested, i wish you the best of luck

best regards and warm hello


Letter 2

Hello its Marina here,how are you doing ?
I am little bit tired now and need to sleep, yesterday i had to weak up early so not too much power now.What about you my dear ? :)
I wish to make massage for you,would you like that ?
but first i would have some rest :)
Do you like massage ? I can do it very well and i passed courses of the whole body massage last year.
Today i brought some pictures and i will attach them so you can see it from your end.
I have not told to my friends about you and i am sure that my co-workers from clinic would be very surprised.
They see some changes in my mood and it became better because i think about you sometimes during the day and smile run on my lips :)
I want to tell you about what do i want and what i am looking for in my life.First of all it is not just marriage, i want to find soul mate to share my life with, the other half.I belive every one has the second half some where and the world is in harmony only because there is the balance.
So if you are there,you other half could be any where, and if you make steps and try to find it,the God will lead you by the way of Destiny,and you will be happy one day, because if you are looking for something, you will find it 100 percent.My dream is to find the man who is able to take care of me and to create healthy relations with, based on Trust first of all.I gave to my ex the second chance but the similar situation took a place every time again and again.
Sometime he go to the shop to buy some bread and get lost for two days,nobody know where is he and every one was nervous looking for him-but he drunk alcohol in sauna with friends and sure prostitutes took a part also.
Sorry for this words,but this words is nothing if you compete it with how bad i felt when friends brought him home after such as "marafons".
I have been married for 4 years and it make me really more stronger than i was before.I hope you are one woman man,are you ?
I am the one man lady and that means if i am in relations with man,i do not looking for any body else if there is a harmony in our relations,do you understand what i am talking about ?
how do you see the right relations between man and woman ?
By the way i enjoy cooking and i can do it pretty well, my favorite kitchen is Ukraine kitchen and i would cook some delicious food for you if this would ever take a place :)
Do you watch TV ? i like some shows but not enough spare time, i prefer just to relax or spend time with closes people than spend it on soap operas and other things.
As you know this morning i read the joke,and i have find it funny : "if the man always watch TV and lay on the sofa being in relations with you and do not need anything more, that means he is really happy " :)
Do you have pets ? What kind of pets is your favorite ?
I like to dance but can not go to clubs often because they work at night and i need to weak up early :)
I love reading and classic literature is my favorite.
Well,i am going home now and will come here soon, looking forward to hearing from you my dear, take care and kiss for you, thank you for being good listener

P.S I have some pictures for you :

the first one i am and director together, and she is the leader psychotherapist in clinic, the other one me and cousins in mother's house and the third one is with my nephew

Yours Marina

Letter 3

Hello there its Marina here, how are you doing ? i am very glad to hear from you,you make my evening,thank you.
Sorry for that i can not come here more often, it is only because i am just busy with my work or sometimes i can be tired too much also.
By the way i have international diploma that allow me to work psychotherapist almost world wide include United States.
I am not sure how difficult it is to find work for psychotherapist in your area and how much does it paid, but here i work for private clinic and does not paid good.
It is not only my work is paid not good, it is because of low level of salaries in my country in whole.
The most of my patients are kids with Down syndrome, and it is not easy to work with them also.
I have to give them more than just doctor can.
Any way i can save something sometimes, but the most i earn is enough for food and clothes.
Well,i want to describe what is the right relationship to me, i mean they way of my family based on.
First of all i do belive in God and i agree with some positions of relationship the Bible give it to us.
By the way i am not too religious and i go to the Church on special holidays only,any way i see the power of Prayers doing my work.
So the bible tell us that all relationships have to be based on love toward God,and love toward neighbor "They have to be based upon the law of God,spiritually applied.
So love toward God would lead us to keep His law with respect to our neighbor, and to love our neighbor as we love and take care of the self.
The Spirit-led mind is going to be seeking the good of the other.
It is not going to abuse the other person by manipulation for selfish ends.
It is not going to be trying to use the other person.
It is going to be unselfish. It is going to be patient "
What does the right relationship means to me, i would explain it in few words and very short.
I try to put my heart in what ever i do and it is in relationship also,so we can always find compromise and avoid conflicts.
The right relationship for me is when you give a lot and do not need to ask something for "returning" from your partner, it just happens by their own way and this is the balance.
When people can understand each other without words and when they do feel each other spiritual.Also i am sure that right relations build on good sexual relations and it is necessary to give to partner a lot of respect,are you agree with me ?
I always try to give a lot to the man i am in relations with and i am agree with opinion of German famous psychotherapist Zigmund Freid that there is never psychological problem for adult without conflict of sexual relations,that means if you have good sexual relations with your partner you are protected from stress I have been hurt before,but i did not loose the hope to find good man,and i will never loose it.You just became stronger every time when you are hurt should never loose hope and the happiness will bell the door someday.
What is your opinion about money and how do the important in your life ?
I love to watch discovery channel and i have a pet, i got it only 2 weeks ago from mother's of my patient.
His name is Pepel,that means "Grey" in English.
I will attach the picture :) Yes,it is the pussy cat, born two and half month ago only,but very clever already.
Sometimes i ask my neighbors to feed it when i am at work.
Well,i need to go home now,we are going to take a short trip to Psychotherapist Meeting to an other city with co-worker and it is short meeting of doctor's and i will be at home the day after tomorrow, so i came here and send you some pictures,we will go there by train and i will ask my co-worker to take some pictures.

Looking forward to hearing from you


I love to travel very much, i have been to Europe : France,Spain,Cyprus and Philippines.
My last trip was to Cyprus and i have some pictures to send to you, we go there last winter

With kiss
Yours Marina

Letter 4

Dear,its Marina here.
I am glad to hear from you, we come from meeting late at night and i have just weak up,drunk coffee and come here in Internet cafe to check your letter.The meeting was little bit boring and there were about 100 guests (all are the psychotherapists from Ukraine.We discussed some ways of rehabilitation for patients and work on the request for our government,we have to remind them every year, so they do not forget about us and send the letter to department of health here in Ukraine with our requests.
We go there by train and the trip was very funny, it took about 4 hours by train for one way.
My co-worker took camera and i have some pictures for you, i will be sending her picture also,so you can be sure that there was no man who took picture and that i went there with her and that is really true.
I want to be HONEST with you my dear.
So i belive you will be the same for me,ok ? :)
By the way i think that the spicy True better than Sweet lie, are you agree with me ?
I want you to know that i have no profiles in Internet and i am not looking for any man also,because we do communicate with you now and i belive it is serious,am i right about it ?
Well,my birthday is on Monday,October 26, but i have no plans for it yet, i think to just to have little home party and invite my co-workers,it would be fun.
You can send flowers for my birthday,i love red roses, this is the company that work here in Ukraine and they do get flowers in time : www.funflorastore.com
my co-worker got flowers throw this company and everything was fine.
This is my address : Zip Code : GSP 61000,Country : Ukraine, Province : Kharkiv Oblast, City name : Kharkiv,Street Address : 16 Gagarina Avenue,appt 10,
My full name : Marina Belkina
Please provide me with your home address and full name just in case also.I have told to my co-worker about you and she was so surprised, she told to me : " Marina,i see you are so positive the last time and you smile more often,is that because of him ? :)
Yes you make me feel more positive and i smile more often, this is true and i am glad to you for making me feel this way.
I want to describe my view on finances and money.
I belive that money are necessary to provide comfortable style of life,but it should be never become the main.
I mean that i never put too much attention on money.
I belive that money can never make you happy, i mean you can become happy only if you have right way and if your way have heart.Yes,every family should have money to buy food,clothes,to pay taxes,so i think that every one should go to work and i am ready to work and earn money to support my family.Well,i think it is time to go home and make some preparations for birthday and i will send some pics also

Thank you for the way you are

I wish you were here for my birthday celebration

P.S By the way i am Christian religion

With kiss
Yours Marina

Letter 5

My dearest Van,its me Marina here, now i become one year older and that means i am 29.Am i too old for you now ? :)
I hope no,as you know ladies become more sweet with their age the same as the good wine :)
Thank you flowers my dear,i like them so much,i was really surprised to get gift from you !
I wish you were here for my birthday, i do not have many friends and they come to have a party in my apartment,i cooked birthday cake and we just drunk some wine they brought as gift and also very pleasant conversation took a part.
After party at home we did not go out because it was Monday and clubs are closed and today i had to go to work also,so just no opportunity to go out,may be we will go out after getting for a meeting with you someday soon ?
would you like that ? i think it would be very funny, i will try to figure something out from my end,so leave me the phone # you are available at this week and also i need the name of closest airport which is the most comfortable to pick me up ? Three digit name of your airport.(Code)
Will you show me around if i arrive ?
Also let me know if i need the hotel or i can stay with you ?
I prefer to stay with you :) or at least to stay with you at the hotel :)
I will check for prices and if i can take vacation i would, because i am interested to see how do you do there and what is the life look like.Well,i have some pics from my birthday and i have the one wearing new dress,do you like it ?
would you like me to put it when we go out ? :)
Do you like to swim ? I have got some bikini pictures from my last vacation in Cyprus,would you go to the beach some day to lay down under the sun ? :) I like it very much.
I went to the Cyprus the last winter with my ex when he asked to give him the second chance and then i have been hurt again.
So he took bikini pictures i am going to send to you.
I want to be honest with you and i have nothing to hide.
I feel that i can trust you,is that right feeling ?
Could you tell me if i am right because it is important to hear this words from you,if that is really so only.

I am looking forward to hearing from you soon

P.S what kind of cake do you like the most ?

With kisses
Yours Marina

Letter 6

My dearest Van,it is me Marina here.
How are you doing this weekend ?
I am very happy to call you by phone !
and now i can feel your more closer than before, sorry for connection we are very far and it was not excellent, when you whisper to me in person at night, will connection be better ?:)
I am fine,have been trying to figure out about vacation and i think i can fly this month but not sure what dates because i need to talk to my boss and she will be at work tomorrow and we decide about what is the dates actually i can have rest.
My dearest,tomorrow(Sunday) is my moms birthday,she became 60, and if you wish to get a gift for her, you can look for ring here again this site : www.funflorastore.com
they have with dolphin one very nice,she loves dolphins,but if it is too expensive you can get any other they have.
This is my mom's address : Zip Code : 10012, Country : Ukraine,Province : Zhitomir, City name : Zhitomir,Street Address : Gogolevskaya street 15,appt 22
Her full name : Amaliya Panteleevna.
We were looking for tickets with travel agent but have not find any thing good yet-sometimes the price is too high, sometimes too many steps and she also need to know the dates so i will let you know as soon as i have any information about it.
Are you excited my dear ? I am very excited and i would like to come and see how does the life look like there and if we do fall in love in person and we will be couple able the same in writings i do not see any barrier for our possible future together,do you ?
If you can get vacation and come here,i want you to know that my door is always opened for you and there is the place in my heart for you also,so let me know what date is it possible for you to come here ?
The name of international airport in Ukraine is in Kiev(KBP).
That means when you go to travel agent,ask to choose your last destination as (KBP) and there will be different flights with different connections and you need to choose the shortest one.But non-stop flights are impossible and there will be connections any way.So if you decide to come here, just let me know when and what time and i will be waiting for you at the airport and than i will get you in my apartment and you can stay with me as long as you want and i will be trying to make your vacation here the most pleasure vacation of your life,we have beautiful nature here and we go out and visit some places around, certainly i would to introduce you to my family and friends.
They are very interested in meeting you in person, because they do see some changes in my mood for better and they do know the reason of this changes :) You are the reason to smile more often and my days are more positive now and i would like us to enjoy each others company, what would you show me there if i come ?
I have a lot of work these days and i am really very tired and vacation is what do i dream about,to spend it with you would be very interested for me because i never met someone to date outside of Ukraine and have been single here for long time by now.I am healthy lady and i need to have man in my life that is able to take care of me and to share my private world with.The sexual relations are very important for me and i would like to discuss it in person more than in writings and i would like to do it more than discuss,i hope you can understand me :)
I belive that the main is the connection in hearts and after that all other things,but simply without good sexual contact the True love is not easy kept for people,do you agree with me my dear ? I can only imagine our first date and how do you see our meeting at the airport ? do you have any ideas about how could it be ? Well,i am going home now and i need to do some shopping,could you tell me how do people drive in your area,is it right or left way movement ? we have right way movement here and i have international driver license and i can drive well,but my ex took the car after divorce and i have no chance to drive from that moment.
I have some pictures to send to you there and i will be getting more with the next letter,they are from my vacation i took first week in December last year and we go there with my ex.After divorce he has told to me that he took of drinking alcohol and that he want me to come back and that he love me with all his heart.I was not going to do it but as you know that the hope is alive some times and i gave him the last chance and we went for holiday together,but when we come home he get drunk with his friends and go to sauna with prostitutes again and it hurt me so deep.
Now i belive that if someone ask you for the second chance you should be very careful,there is no any chances for him from that time any more.
Have you ever thought someone could ask you for second chance and make you down again ? It made me more strong and gave some experience and now i know what should not do any more,i just want to be honest with you because it is very important for me when you can share you private world.I wont tell you about my ex any more,sorry if i make you bother reading this,but he did took the pictures i am going to send to you

Ok my dear i go home now and come here the day after tomorrow,hope full with travel news, my favorite taste of cake is chocolate, i cooked chocolate cake for my birthday

Please do not let me down because my heart is not strong enough if it happens again, if you do feel something wrong between us, do not let it to go far

what is your favorite color ?

With hot kisses and hugs
Yours Marina

Letter 7

My dear it is me Marina,
i am glad to hear from you,thank you for your letter,did you miss me ? :)
it may sounds strange to miss someone you never see before,but i do feel something like that,i suppose it is because we become close,i am lonely here my dear, many people around,but lonely any way,yes,friends are the best what we have and it does help sometimes.
Well,finally i have information from my end and we can make plans now.I want to describe everything in details so you could easy understand the situation.
Every doctor can get 28 days for vacation during the Year.
That means doctor can go on vacation two times for two weeks each.
Or one time for 28 days.
My last vacation was in December the last year, and this Year i have 28 days.I can come to you there for 28 days, that means we will have 4 weeks together,this is the maximum and after that i can be back here and continue work in clinic.
Now lets talk about variants that is possible for us :

1st variant,i can come to you there for one,two,three or four weeks,it depends on how long you are able to spend with me, and come back here to continue working after spending time together.

2nd variant is possible if we will like each other in person the same we like during communication and if we decide to stay together.
That means i wont come back here and we can search for new work for me.
I will bring my international diploma and other papers,drive licence,etc, everything that is necessary for living in your area.
I can work as psychotherapist almost World wide and i am sure we will find work for me.

The 3rd variant is for you to visit me here in my country, but i like 2 variants above more,because if we decide to stay together i am not sure if we can find work for you here and any way we will need to live in your country,not here.So the first two variants save a lot of time for us and by this way i think they are better.By the way you can come for a visit any time you want.

I have talked to my boss about the dates i can go on vacation and she has told to me that it is possible from the nearly the end of next week, around Friday (13 of November)
She is good lady and she has told to me that i can book tickets first, and after i have the date of departure,she will collect 28 days after i leave here.There are many flights and the prices are various, it depends on airline and connecting flights also, i will be getting the tickets with open return date.
This is very good way and it means i will have return ticket and i can fly at any date we decide it is right time to come back here.
If we decide it after one,two or four weeks,it will be easy just to call airline and book return ticket,so it is really good idea.
Now about the prices,my trip to you is from 1450 dollars, this price include the travel paper's price and round tickets by plane with opened date.
I have about 600 dollars saved and 850 is what keep us a part.
My friends are ready to borrow me about 100 and 750 dollars is your share my dear.
I need about 750 dollars your support and you should get it here soon, better to say as soon as possible because we need to pay for tickets now.
I have been told that the fastest and safest we can do it by "Western Union" you will need to visit their site www.westernunion.com and find the office near your home,than you can go there and transfer funds.
Also you can check this service : www.moneygram.com and it may be cheaper to use.
This is the necessary information for funds transfer when you go to their office : Country : Ukraine,City : Kharkiv,my full name is Marina Belkina.
They will provide you with 10 digit reference # and you should send it here by email.
I will give you my flight information as soon as i pay for it and have by myself.
If i go to you there,i should take vacation and go now,because there wont be any chance this year for other dates because there is a plan for co-workers that they make already,i did not plan to go on vacation before i met you, but as you see now we decide to meet and it is the right time.
I think that i will go to see my mom on weekend to say good buy and to see the relatives also.They have prepared some gifts and i will bring it with me.
Also please tell me what time it is better to pick me up at the airport and what kind of clothes should i wear after i leave the plane,what do ladies wear now ? here is the Autumn season and i wear jacket and jeans.
Well,i need to go to work now and i will come here soon :)

I am going to attach some pictures for you, my favorite color is yellow :)

With hugs and hot kisses
Yours Marina

Letter 8

My dearest,it is Marina.
i am glad to hear from you this evening, how are you doing ? i spend these days thinking of us all the time.
When i go to work and my co-workers see my smiling face they do not ask questions any more because they do know that it is because we have find each other and out meeting is very close.
I am understand the situation with funds you have from your end but will it really break our plans dear ?
i think it is our first problem and we need to find the way how to come out from it as soon as possible.
I have talked to my boss and she will lead me about 350 dollars more and that means we need to work out 400 and i hope you can come up with this sum from your end because it is impossible to raise more funds here.
Please do not mix two different things such as psychotherapist here in Ukraine and psychotherapist in your country, because it is two different things.I do not get paid here for every hour of my work,i do work with Down syndrome kids and that means their families have a lot of problems already and even money will not help for their situation.
They are about average income here in Ukraine and they get a free help of government,i do work with their kids and they do not pay to me at all,i am getting salary from government and it is about the lever of average income which is 700 dollars for month salary.This is not mistake.Doctors are paid here as the other with average income and if i had an opportunity i would pay the whole price and we just need to work out 400 dollars more.
You should come up with support before weekend so i could pay for my flight and i will send you my flight information as soon as i have it in hand.
Use the information for transfer of funds i provide you in my last letter.
It is possible that on Saturday i will go to see my mom to say good buy to her and pick up the gifts prepared for you by my family.It is only few hours from here so the way wont be long and any way i will come to write a letter for you before i go there.
I suppose to come back by Monday evening,because this Monday i do not need to go to work,we have a prophylactic day in clinic, that means doctors have one more day off,but this happens not so often,about one time per month.I am very excited that we will be looking for new work for me in your area and i want you to know that i do love to work as doctor,when i was very young girl,i decided that i would spend my life helping the other people and the most important for me now is to see the result of my work and when it does help.
I want you to know that you are the man i was looking for during the past time,i had a hope that there is someone that is able to understand me and the man i can share my private.
As you know honesty is very important for me and i am very happy to realize that you are honest man.That means i can trust you, and this is the fundamental where True relations can be build on.
I want to describe how do i see our first meeting.
It would be very beautiful sunset when the plane land, i come out throw custom looking for the man that has changed my life already and i will find your shinning eyes looking throw many people at the airport,i will know that your are for sure because i would feel it with all my heart and soul, you would feel that the lady running to you is the lady of your dreams and who has been missing all your life and your heart will find the other half,we will have very sweet kisses, you will give me the bouquet with red roses and i will have a tear, sometimes people have tear when they are very happy and it will be this moment for us.After we will drive home and have a very tasty supper and we will feel that this is the beginning of our future together.
After supper there would be night of making love and in the morning we will drink coffee in the bed and making plans for the day, it will be our first morning together and everything we do together we will do the first time,it will be very special.

Well,i need to run to work, looking forward to hearing from you soon

With very hot kisses and hugs

Yours Marina

Letter 9

My dearest Van,it is me Marina here, how are you doing there ?
Thank you for funds i got from the bank, i have paid for tickets and this is my flight info :

6:45 am Depart Kiev (KBP)
Arrive Pensacola (PNS) 8:47 pm Fri 13-Nov
Duration: 22hr 2mn
KLM 3097 / 6257 / 7051
Connect in Amsterdam (AMS),
Memphis (MEM)

My dearest Van,in embassy i have been told that it is necessary to have 1000 dollars cash to inter USA and that i should have this amount of funds,but it is not to pay to someone, it is just to show for economic solvency and i will return it to you as soon as i meet you at the airport,so i need your support again, you should send it here so we have everything ready in order.
So i need about 500 dollars your support and i am borrowing 500 here also.
I am fine,i am going to visit my mom and i will go there by bus,it will not take more than two hours, so i can say it is short trip,they have some gifts and i will get it for you so when i arrive it will be with me and it is very important for my relatives that gift will be given to you in person after i land in your hands.I am little bit tired after hard working week and i think when i come to mom's house i will go to sleep :)
we will just drink some tea and she cooked something tasty also, but i am not sure if i will have a power for long conversation, she is very interested in you and she want you to come here for a visit some day soon.
I can not describe the way you make me feel in my letter but i will try to be very close in what i want to say.
Sometimes we are looking for something and we like to live in illusions, any way the whole world around us is a big illusion and people like to paint more illusions around them to make life more bright, so i lived with illusion also and after we start to correspond my illusion begun to become reality and there is a place for you in my heart now,there is place for new feelings,this feelings are real.
Now the part of my soul is want to meet yours and i know in person it is going to happened.My body need to be close to yours because it need it very much.Do i need to explain why it need if i do not know by myself and nobody know :) I prefer to put a lot on my feelings and they never lie to me because the feelings are more true than our brain,i do belive that intuition is the most important than other things and we do need to listen our heart,we do need to put our heart in what ever we do and it will grow into the way of love.
Dear,i pray to God that everything will be fine between us, i do pray that our future is same real in person as in letters and i belive that if people have a lot of common to say to each other in writings,that means they will have to share a lot.

i have a picture from Cyprus

I am going to return on Tuesday, and i will write to you as soon as i return, i will write to you from mom if i find Internet there, not sure about they have Internet cafe-very small city.

With kisses and hugs
Yours Marina