Letter(s) to Andrew (UK)

Letter 1

Dear Andy,
How are you doing today? i hope you are doing good?I want you to know first before anything that i am a very God fearing christian but i don't criticize other people's believe or religion and i have tried as much as possible never to allow my relationship with God to affect my romance life in any way whatsoever. I was born in MANCHESTER and my mum is from IRELAND while dad is from WALES area in UNITED KINGDOM. we relocated back to (Croydon)LONDON when i was 12 years old. Due to the nature of my Job i have lived in most part of UNITED KINGDOM. But Am not thinking of settling down when i get back that's the reason Am contemplating relocating.I am sure that God willing if we will meet at all,These are some other things i still think you need to know about me.I like going to beaches in my Bikinis,movies shows, musical concerts and sometime go for dinner and taste a little coffee or wine from a small window and attend church services. Am also the kind of woman that will be waiting at your door whenever you are back either from work or anywhere, and i also love cuddling on the couch with the man i love watching TV. I want you to know that when Am set Am set and nothing can change me so i don't beat around the bush i allow my feelings and mind to be known fast,Coz its very awful when someone hurt another good feelings, don't be surprise that i am in very far away South Africa at the moment,i have come here to do a two months clothing modeling for a new bikini producing company here and the two months is even over by now. I am thinking of coming back to United Kingdom anytime from now probably in a couple of days,I don't know if you care to meet me in person all in the hands of God thou.I am single since i had caught my ex red handed in my room sleeping with my best friend this was shortly before i met God but it was this bad experience that brought me closer to God and since then he has not fail me.He helped me to erase the path we took to meet in my life i mean my X and my friend. Now am looking for a new love, relationship (Mr Right) that's the reason you saw my profile on the dating site it was exactly this site that my friend who we attend church together met her husband and thank God they are now happily married. But the kind of man am looking for must be very well responsible, honest,caring,lovely, open minded.As for the type of companion I desire. It is rather simple,Race, ethnicity,religious believe and physical appearance in general is not problem. My interest is in a good personality and sense of humor for I need someone to lift my spirits. I generally prefer men in the age range of 35-70 Coz i believe age is just a number but am open to any depending upon them i will love to share the intimate side of myself with someone willing to do the same.I hope to find a man that I could possibly have a new life and beginning with when i get back Home.Am still single Still searching for a man who will make me happy till the end of my life and the man i can spend the rest of my life with.Meanwhile i am in no hurry but i will rather wait for Gods time...Hope to hear from you soonest take good care of yourself. i will like you to send some of your pics when written me back.Attached is some of mine.and once again i will like to make this clear that Brenda is my middle name and Catherine is i love to be called.
Yours Catherine.xxx

Letter 2

Dear Andy,
Thanks for getting back to me with your pictures, How are you and work? I hope everything is going on fine with you? I am alright here and like I have told you,I want you to know that its not as if I am in a hurry to get married now but that very moment I read your profile, my instinct agreed with me to get to you and I did because I believe that my heart always lead me right. I want you to know am planning to quit this model job when I get back home in fact that's one of the reason my promoter went to Italy to find another model that will work for him in his new job in Spain. but I decided to quit because of two reasons it has been my dream to settle down a partner and happy in love. And I am sure that if I continue to do this modeling job, I may ever not be chanced to get my self settled. so am planning to established a beauty salon for ladies when I get back from the little money I realize from this trip. Am also professional hair stylist for ladies and i also know more about costuming so I am sure am going to excel in that field but i need the right lead to the best location because I think a very good location is one of the most important thing to make a business boom rightly. When you will reply my email, I want you to tell me more about your family background because my dad always tell me before he died that 'its one thing to have a good wife and its another thing to have bad in laws' and that its the good in-laws he's got with my mum's family that helped them most in there marriage.Have you date anyone on the Internet before and if yes how does it feel when you meet the person?what do you like in a lady ? are you a player or for real ?do you have kids and if yes, will you still want to have more? What you do for a living? I have to run along from here, stay blessed and bye.
Yours Catherine.xxx

Letter 3

Dear Andy,
How was your day?I am very happy since we have started talking on line .I have been very busy trying to finalize some buss i have come to South Africa for. You will never understand how much i want to be loved again in my life, you will never understand how much i want to see my husband happy,Like i told you i have passed through a lot in my life that i always ask myself the reason i have this kind of a heart and still living a very lonely life.I am not in a hurry to marry though but i am very open minded and i have to tell you exactly how i am feeling.i want love and be dedicated, i want love and want to be faithful to my partner.I was born in Manchester like i have told you. i happen to be the only child of the family but things started getting worse when i lost both of my parents.I moved to stay with my aunt and this my aunt introduced me into modeling because she is a model costumer. Her daughter was a very good friend of mine and the only person i ever love in my life she is more pretty than i am and we are very close along the line i met Keith my ex and we started going out. After 1 year of our relationship i went to Essex for a job and i stayed with a friend whom we both model together but she stays there in Essex, the job never went as i wanted so i got to go home back earlier than expected. On getting home i caught my ex red handed with Faith the daughter of my Aunt who was my best friend then.I almost went mad and attempted suicide but when i jumped i did not die and after some months i went to stay with this my friend in Essex. Not long when i got to Essex that my friend was offered the job to come model in South Africa. She could not make it because she was about getting married then.So she introduced me to the agent and i was brought down to South Africa here,She also introduced me to the dating site where we met each other because its the place she met her husband.I am not sure if this is right although i have since allowed my past to go behind me forever but you must understand that i am still afraid and never want what has happened to me before to happen again.i am pulling the wall i have built around me down for the first time because of you and i think this will lead us into somewhere great if we want.Brenda is my middle name while Catherine is my other name but i love to be called cathe this is the reason i gave that, I have to go to bed now and i hope we have time to talk better tomorrow.Bye.
Yours Catherine xxx.

Letter 4

Dear Andy,
Hope all is well with you? its my very great pleasure to hear from you back, it really makes my days with the lovely email you sent to me . One thing that i just want to also tell you is we can achieve everything together if we have faith and trust with each other.i don't have time for playing games around, its very awful when someone hurts another good feelings. Well, relationship can mean two things, it can mean that we have a connection, which I think is something good in relationship.It also means to be romantically and sexually involved and I think we aren't at that level. So,i think at this point, given the amount of time we have e-mail one another, we definitely have a friendship forming based on some external and internal similarities that are developing into a relationship that will bring us a little closer with good intentions, and the potential exists for the relationship to evolve into something more significant.I will like to meet someone who recognizes the little things I do for him and knows how to be appreciative. For instance, if I were to make breakfast in bed or draw a bath for my man,he could thank me by giving me a hug or a kiss. Or perhaps sending me a card for no particular occasion just to tell me 'thank you.I'm very appreciative of what people do for me and I'll reward them in my own little ways.To me,it is the little things that mean a great deal to me.That was the way my parents taught me. I love being affectionate.This may be an odd one,I like a man who is open to ideas, thoughts, and basically open minded. I think being receptive brings about sensitivity as well. I would say that I'm not afraid to display my emotions and that is why i am being open minded with you. I would like someone who is sensitive and caring. If I'm sad, I'd like for him to be able to comfort me and cheer me up. He doesn't has to do much, but just knowing that he's there solacing me is more than good enough. I would never allow someone to hurt my boyfriend or my husband, and I would always stand up for him.One thing I will always do for my man is to protect him.The kind of family that i am going to have largely depends on how passionate my husband is. Here are all what i feel and i hope you also tell me what you feel.
Stay blessed and cool.
Yours Catherine xxx

Letter 5

Dear Andy,
How are you doing this morning? i am sure you are feeling good and happy,i want you to know that i have explain to you before that i need someone that will love me i don't care about age and also i have been hurt so much by younger men of my age and that's why i have make a decision to find someone older and matured to love me,Please try and read this and keep it personal. I just want to seize this opportunity to tell you about my dreams for the future and to tell you past of my innermost secret because i think so far i should be able to trust you and also if things go another way at least i will know i have tell you all in me but i believe i should be able to trust you because you sound nice. I have so many dreams and hope for the future and according to Myles Muroe in one of his books, he said and i quote'' dreams are not what can determination to achieve them. If i get out of here as soon as possible if i am going to practice what is on my mind will depend on my husband but my number one goal now is to have a settled home with a loving and caring partner . Thou as you know that its not an easy thing for a girl who has all what it takes to dine with the powerful and influential people, but i have experienced that and discovered that they can just buy you the best meal at the best restaurant and take you to many places but they can never give you the happiness one really needed because sooner or later they will be tired of you and dump you for another new girl because they' ve got all it takes to get any type of lady they want. but when one is determined to strike and suffer with a man one love so much and things get better, it will be difficult for that type of man not to make one happy. So dear i have determined to settle down with a man that will make me happy and if we are happy and comfortable , every other things will be added. And i am sure i have found the man in you.Now i just want you to give me sometime to get thing settled here OK. i will soon leave South Africa in a couple of days. Stay blessed and if you know you can be the man for me, we can start something henceforth.i hope i can trust you.I don't know how you wish to meet me on my arrival back home.
Yours Catherine xxx

Letter 6

Dear Andy,
How are you doing today?..Hope you had a great day?...I Never did imagine that I would ever meet you, especially not in the form of a chat friend.Since when i meet you I have been leading my life with you as your real lover which I could never thought of this very time last week. But I hope our feelings will flourish beyond what it is right now.Distance maybe just a part of the reason why sometimes we think we can't handle this whole relationship, but I am sure our hope for each other is way far stronger than any oceans can come across.I am writing you this letter to tell you that my feeling for you is so real that I can't find any words to describe my feelings for you. At the same time I would like to thank you for all your patience while our relationship had to go through high waves and hard rocks.Because I know that am so far away from you.My feelings for you has grown so strong that I can never imagine a life without you now.I will always be yours no matter what the world turns out to be. My heart will always be yearning for your love and care forever.I will mail you later in the day tomorrow after i get back from the airline,I will like to come to you straight from here and spend few days to see how things will work out between us except if you don't want to meet me on my arrival back home.I hope you get back to me soon. Missing you.
Yours Forever,
Catherine xxx

Letter 7

Dear Andy,
How are you doing today? i hope everything is going rightly for you? I must confess that i did not really know how to start this mail because i am not sure how you will take this but i will be more than glad if you will understand me very well and trust me.But before anything let me tell you again that I'm a God fearing lady and i will never hurt a good feeling.Something is happening to me here that i would have told you before now, but I'm not sure if its the best thing to tell you or not but as things are going for me here now, i think it will be the best for me to let you know my mind. but first i will be very hurt if you doubt me in whatever way and at least if you are a bit curious i will understand because of things that are happening in our world now.I came down to South Africa here for two most important things,I need some money to start my life all over again after all i have passed through after the death of my parents, i want to get enough money to establish myself based on my other professional line because even then i have been thinking of quitting modeling. So when the opportunity comes around to come down here and the cut of the money is good i decided to come down because i need capital to take care of myself, When i arrived here with the promoter, we arrived at the capital city here in South Africa by the name PRETORIA. We got to the hotel and it was a great surprise for me when my promoter told me that we will have to organize hotel for our-self and that we will have to register for one apartment hotel room because he cant afford to get two different room for both of us. It was then that i have started suspecting that something is wrong. He told me that by the time the company we have come to work for here pay us that the hotel charges will be included. I strongly declined and told him to get a different room for me that I'm going to need my privacy .It was then that i was taken to meet the manager of this hotel I'm staying now and it was agreed between i and the promoter and the manager that i will have my own personal hotel room and i will pay for it after we are paid by the clothing company here. Today, its 2 months and 2 weeks that i have been here in South Africa the job has been over for the past two weeks now and it was the night the job ended that the promoter traveled down to Italy with an excuse that he want to go and get another model that will work for him in his other jobs in Spain because i have told him that i will be quitting the job. He told me that he will pay me my entitlement after he is back that he is yet to have the cheque from the clothing company. Its over two weeks now and I'm yet to see him . I went to the Local Police Here and after telling them my story they told me that they have really warned young models about what the Italian promoters were doing to models everywhere in Africa and that they have placed it on publication through almost all available media everywhere.Now, i am all ready to come back home in fact i am all alone here and lonely and i am always afraid but i just always believe that God is my strength. the main reason i am telling you all these is that when i got back to my hotel from the airline, i told the manager of this hotel that i will be leaving by tomorrow and that i need to have my bills. when the bill was brought to me, the money i am having with me could not complete the payment and i will still need like 370 pounds to make the balance. If you tell me to fuck off and never mail you again, i will surely understand you but i want you to know that all i have told you is nothing but the truth and i will pay you back immediately i am back home if you will accept me i can come first to you so that you will know i am not going to run away with your money .I hope to hear some good news from you very soon as i am all ready to leave here, Immediately i make the payment at the hotel here, i will go down to the airline and i will let you know when am going to arrive home with my flight details. Till i hear from you because i am praying that God touched your heart and you make me happy. Stay blessed and safe. bye for now.
Yours Forever.
Catherine xxx

Letter 8

Dear Andy
How are you doing today so far i want you to know that What I have with you is worth and It is worth every lonely night, every tear I cry from missing you, and the pain I feel from not having you close. it because you are my one and only,When I picture myself years from now I see only you, No matter how painful distance can be,not having you in my life would be worse!MERRY XMAS...i cant wait to read back from you.

Yours Catherine xxxxxxxx