Letter(s) to Warren (Sweden)

Letter 1

Good day Warren!

So I have decided to write you a letter. :) I don't now how you feel about it, but for me it's like a blind date! :) Well, if you don't mind, let's pretend that we see each other face to face, though there is a along distance between us.

So what shall you see? Ok. You will see 28 years old blond girl with blue eyes. I will wear blue skirt and white jacket. I feel a bit nervous, because I talk to almost unknown person. I will say that I am looking for a soul mate who can give much and in my turn I would like to give him my heart. I haven't found Him yet. I am still in search,
but already tired of it. I want to sail to a safe harbor where I could spent my life with him.

You may think - "Why does this girl think she deserve me?" I will tell you. Because I am very feminine woman. I don't like quarrels and I get angry very seldom. I like to cook very much and people say I am a good cook. I like to make Ukrainian dishes. Have you tried it before? If not, then I am sure you will fall in love with Ukrainian cuisine! :)
And do you like to cook?

I am dreaming of time when I have children with my future husband and we live in complete harmony. I believe that family and love are the greatest achievement person can have in life. But love is not an easy thing! It is all about respect and trust. I want to trust my husband and expect the same from him. I am tired if lie and insincerity. I am old enough and I don't want to play games with feelings of other people. If you are looking for the same in life and you are not going to play with me, I would like to continue our acquaintance and continue our correspondence.

Write me to my e-mail address: udachlivaya@mail.ru

Tanya

Letter 2

Dear Warren!

Thank you very much for your letter! Also I want to thank you for your nice photos. I liked it very much! Where were it taken?

I am glad that you liked my letter and would like to continue our acquaintance. I will tell you more about me and I also hope to hear more about you and your way of life.

My name is Tanya and my last name is Philipchenko. My height is 170 cm and my weight is 56 kg. I am 29 years and I live in Luhansk, Ukraine.
I think that you have heard about my country because of our football team (by the way I like football very much). My city is situated in the Eastern part of Ukraine and if we become more in future and you come to visit me, you will like my city, because we have many places of interest here. I work as a social worker. My job is concerned with helping old people, and those who can't work because of the different reasons. When I was a child, I was always felt compassion to those who has no home or food.. So I have decide that I will do my best in helping wretched people.

Let me tell you about my family. Well, as you know I live with my parents and I don't have brothers or sisters. My mother works as an accountant and her name is Elena. She was born on 27.09.1955 My father is retired too, but he still works as welder. His name is Anatoliy. He was born on 14.12.1952 My parents were always an example of how family life should be made. They are successfully married for over than 27 years. And I don't actually remember any serious quarrel they had.

Unfortunately I don't speak any languages except Russian and Ukrainian. Maybe you are surprised with it, because English is an international language, but here in Ukraine only few people can speak foreign languages. So for me it was very difficult to find a good agency for translating my letters. But I am opened to everything new and would like to start learning English someday, when I can afford it to myself.

I like playing piano and I send you one of my photos while playing it.
Hope you'll like it!

Waiting for your soon reply,

Tanya

Letter 3

Hello dear Warren,

Thank you again for your letter and photos! I again liked it very much! I hope that if you keep writing me, you too are interested in me and we are going to continue our relations. Well a bit unusual relationship actually, but still it brings more interest in our life.

When I was a little girl, I dreamed of that one person that I would share my dreams, happiness and energy with ... I could not see his face but he was there. I always felt like he was out there, I just needed to feel him. I visualized the bond we would have and the courage he would give me to endure life's obstacles. All these years I was with others, and feeling my way through life, learning lessons that later on would prepare me to become the person that I am now. I have felt alone and sad. Then one day my eyes opened and I became that little girl again ... realizing that he is here now. Here in my world was the man that I had dreamed of and I'd hoped would not miss our meeting in life. Now I start to feel that I am on my right way. And I hope we will not miss our chance.

The kind of man I am looking for should be open minded, free of false shame and taboos and sexually liberated. I would like him to know what he wants from life, what he wants to "get and what he wants to give",
being sweet, playful, friendly, warm and patient makes him more matching to me, of course my wishes are directly related to how I am myself and I do know that perfect matches only exist in romantic stories, but I want to give you an idea who I am and what I want. The type of man I fall for is full of life, age doesn't matter, the heart is the important matter.

I think that questions can reveal some facts about you and me so I will ask some.

Silent or music
Rain or sunshine
Winter or summer
Warm or cool
Candles or lamps (electrical lighting)
East or West
City or countryside
Safety or opportunity
A walk through the park or a walk through an Art-gallery

They are very simple, but it can give me some thought of what person are you. And if you want I will answer them back to you.

Waiting for your reply,

Hugs and Kisses,
Tanya

Letter 4

Warren,

Thank you very much for your letter! I am so glad to hear from you again. I woke up this morning and went to the agency to check my mail and there was an email from you. I was happily surprised that you have responded to my last letter. I enjoyed reading your email. It affirmed what I was hoping for. Every time I receive an email from you. You more and more seem to be to the man I am looking for. You are smart,
passionate, truthful and romantic among many other things.

I am only a bit afraid now because I feel that I am getting used to you more and more... Man, you always say those beautiful words when you see a beautiful woman! My experience with Ukrainian men shows me that they are so ready to say the words without any proofs further.
They promise a lot but when I commit to the relationship they do not keep their promises.

I am not a young girl. I wasn't born yesterday. Thank you for all your warm words. But the man should be judged not by what he says but by what he does. I would be very glad if you do all those good things that you promise when I am with you. But before I am with you I have to know that you are a man of actions, not of words. Every girl's heart melts when hearing sweet words but you shouldn't play on our weaknesses.

I want to be a lady. And to be near the real gentleman. I choose to be weak and dependent. I know that I won't be able to get everything that I like in life. I need the man in my life to make it complete. I need his love, support and care. I am afraid of so many things. I'm worried that something bad can happen to me without him and I won't be able to defend myself. I would never want to have children just on my own,
without their father and my husband. I think that when I am pregnant I will be totally depending on my husband. I need his strong hand and his strong loving heart to keep me safe from harm and worries in life.
Are you ready to be my hero and my wall of stone to protect me and never let me down? I'm cautious to give myself to somebody. When I love I give all myself and I become very vulnerable. That's why I am afraid to be mistaken and choose the wrong man.

Now to more unpleasant things. I didn't want to say it, but there is a problem now which can ruin everything we are trying to build with you.
It can ruin our starting relationship. I told you that I use translation agency service and that it is hard for me to keep our correspondence by myself. The same as you I have also rushed into unknown and now I feel that I was not mistaking by choosing you among all other man. Now I don't want to lose you and our correspondence. So what shall we do? Shall we stop our correspondence at its taking-off or try to solve the difficulties and build something great? As for I chose fighting. Fighting for our happiness. I don't know what to do..
Really...

Waiting for your reply,

Hugs and Kisses,
Tanya