Letter(s) to Jay (Canada)

Letter 1

Hi, Jay!
How are you? Probably, if you have guessed, this is Oksana :) I'm very glad to get your answer, Jay!
Unfortunately at me is not present MSN Messenger.... And I want to tell you that I enjoy your photos which you me to send!
First of all, please let me apologize for the delay in my response to you, Jay, but I was busy in last time. I'm happy so much that you have written me, believe me, Jay!
Also, I'm hoping that my e-mail was so big surprise for you too, really? But most important, I would like to say to you that I have decided to write you through the Internet thanking to my best girlfriend Natasha. My girlfriend Natasha have met a good man through the Internet from Germany, Berlin City, by the the Internet too. Her boyfriend is Frank. Natasha and Frank are very happy together! I see that they are happy so much together, and I have decided to find a man from other country too, as Natasha did it :)
Possible, you can ask me, why I didn't find a russian man? I will be very serious, I will answer to you, that I had a boyfriend from Russia from my City, I loved him very much, but he has thrown me in last time. He found an other girl, as I have understood.
Also I have seen that he liked to drink an alcohol very very much, as many men in Russia do it, may be you know about it. I don't like this when men like to drink so much as my last boyfriend did it! I am non-drinking and non-smoking girl! Simply, I don't have a harmful habits! Also I want to say that on the words of my girlfriend Natasha, the men from other countries, especially from Germany and USA, are very good, and they can to appreciate and to respect women as considerable men too.
It's the opinion of Natasha, and I want to agree with Natasha completely. Natasha has chosen her boyfriend Frank from Germany because she know German language a little. I don't speak German language, I can speak and write English language, and I have decided to find the man from USA and I have decided to write you, Jay. Well, Jay, let me to tell to you about me more... As I said you earlier, I'm 30 years old, I was born on September, 12 , 1974 :) And when you was born? What's an exact date of your Happy Birthday? Tell me, ok? I'm White Russian girl on nationality. On religion, I'm Christian (Russian Ortodox), and I believe in God Jesus. I have never been married and I don't have any kids, I am a single girl. I'm a sensitive, a kind-hearted, a thoughtful and easily amused. On opinion of my close friends and relatives, I'm a kind, jolly, clever and intelligent, purposeful, sociable.
About my City where am I live? :) I would like to tell to you that I live in Arkhangelsk here in Russia. Arkhangelsk is situated around 1,300 kilometers from our Russian Capital Moscow City.
Our City Arkhangelsk is one of the beautiful cities of Russia, I like my wonderful City very much. There are many beautiful streets, squares and other sights in our city.
Also I would like to tell to you about my education. I have studied in an Arkhangelsk Polytechnical University. I have ended the university in 1996. Also I want to say to you that I have learned the English Language when I have studied in the university, I can speak English without any problems, I think so... But I can see that I'm making many orthographic mistakes, I think so, I hope that you'll can to understand my English without any problems? Really, Jay? Please, tell me about this in your next e-mails, ok? Also I would like to tell to you that after the finishing of the university, I have gotten a diploma of a speciality "The Book Keeping And Audit". But unfortunately I didn't need my education yet, because here in Russia, as in many other countries, it's very difficult to find a good job on a good speciality.
Now I'm working as a waiter in the bar. I like to work here in our bar, and our visitors are a good clients. Also I want to say to you, that I have an access to Internet by the computer which is situated in an cabinet of our boss here in our bar, because I don't have a computer in my home, and I have asked the sanction at our director for my using of the Internet, and he permitted me to use the computer in a free time from my job.
Wowww, I have written so much! I didn't think that I can to write about myself so much, really. Probably, I'm finishing my e-mail to you. Jay, I'll be grateful so much, if you'll write me about yourself so much, as I did it. I would like, if you'll tell me, for example, about your family, is your family large? About your city where are you living, I have never been in other countries and in USA too, and I'll be glad to know about your country. Ok, let me to finish my e-mail, I hope to see your answer soon! I'm attaching my photo, I hope you will find my photo good. Ok, good bye, Jay, hoping to see your message soon!
Take care,
Sincerely,
Your new russian friend,
Oksana.

Letter 2

Hi my friend Jay!
I'm glad so much to receive your answer again! It's very interesting for me to read your messages, from them we are learning more about ourself, and I begin know more about you, Jay.
My dear friend, of course, may be you want learn about our correspondence, about correspondence's essence too, really? As I want to tell that I have decided to get acquainted through an Internet due of my girlfriend Natasha which one year back has gotten acquainted with the foreigner German Frank, I have said you about this earlier. Jay, may be, possible, we will together in the future time, may be I would like to look the marriage too, if you will want this, I don't want to hide this so important fact, but we must to learn more things about each other more and more, it will reasonably and correctly, really, Jay? I hope that you will agree with me with this fact too. Please, tell me about this, ok? But in my opinion, again and again, we must learn about each other more and more, I repeat this! Please, agree with me, Jay!
My dearest friend Jay, I would like to tell you about my family. I want to say to you that I have a large family too. This are my mom Marina, my daddy Pavel too. Also I have two sisters. They are Katya and Masha. My sister Katya is 21 years old. But Masha is smaller sister between me and Katya too, Masha is 10 years old.
On professions my mom is a seller in the shop, and my dad is an engineer on the factory. My sister Katya is a student of the university, she is studing on the lawyer, and Masha is a schoolgirl. Our family are living without any conflicts too, we have a good understanding between our members of our family. Because, I think that our parents gave to us a good education. I think that it's so good and I'm so proud that we have my mom and my daddy. Also I want to say to you that I live with my family in one apartment.
Also I want to tell that I have consulted with my parents about the account my acquaintances with you through the Internet, they have estimated it as positively because they care about my future life of course. My parents would want that I have a happy life, and would want that I will find my man. As I told you earlier, I have never been married.
As already I spoke to you earlier, I work as a waiter in the bar here in Arkhangelsk. It's a perfect and cosy bar. My job is very pleasant for me, people in our city are kind, and visitors of the cafe are not roughness to us, certainly there are cases when the visitors are not correct with us and spoil mood, but it happens very seldom. I, already wrote to you that I want to know about you everything, and I have not how many questions to you. Where you to work? How to pass your day? Than you to be engaged in free time? With what sports competitions you prefer? Whether you love Camping? This of my favorite of employment. I to hope, that you to answer all mine questions. During our weekends, in my free time, we are with my girlfriends, also with Frank and Natasha sometime, go for a walk to the city, we like to sit in cafe too for a cup of tea. I like my girlfriends very much, especially my best girlfriend Natasha. She is as native sister for me! By the way I want to say to you that Natasha works as a waiter in our bar. Also I want to say to you that Natasha and Frank are living in Arhangelsk now. Natasha have visited Frank to Germany at last time, Frank asked Natasha to visit in Germany him after that when they have understood that they love each other. I remember, Natasha was so happy in this time. They lived together during two month in Germany. And then they have came to Russia, to Arkhangelsk too, simply,Natasha said to Frank that she have missed about her parents, and that she want to visit on some time her parents, and they came to Arkhangelsk from Germany. They are very happy together, they love each other very much, I envy to Natasha and Frank slightly :) and also, of course, we meet with each other sometimes and spend a lot of time together. We are so good friends! Also I want to say to you that I have never been outside of Russia, I have never been in an other countries, but I would like to travel at once, it's so romantical, I think :)
Well, Jay, I must to finish my e-mail to you, I hope that we will continue to correspond with each other and you will tell me much more about yourself, and I will try to tell about myself as more as possible in future e-mails. I want to ask you about more things, Jay, and I hope that you will understand my questions and will answer me for them. I want to learn more about your country, please, tell me about your family, about your friends. A great hello to you from my family, my friends Natasha and Frank too. I hope to see your message soon. Bye-bye...

GOD BLESS YOU,
YOUR RUSSIAN FRIEND,
Oksana.
PS I shall be glad if you will name me Beautiful!
Also you are correct to write in Russian, I am very glad!

Letter 3

Hello, Jay! How are you doing? I'm doing fine!
Thank you for your answer on my last e-mail so much, Jay. In my opinion, it's so wonderfully, that we are writing to each other, because from our messages we learn about each other more and more, really, Jay? I'm interested in our correspondence very much, it's very interesting to learn about you, about your life in your country, believe me, as a whole, I read your letters with a huge pleasure! Ok, Jay, I hope that it will be interesting for you to learn about my enthusiasmes, my favourite things as a whole:)
From music???:) I like to listen the russian and foreign musical executors. From Russian musical executors I like to listen the songs of the following groups 'Zemfira', 'Splin', 'Ariya', 'BI-2', and so on. Did you heared about this musical groups? Ok, from the foreign executors I like to listen ' Bon Jovi ', 'U2', 'Cranberries', 'Scorpions','Elton John ', and so on. In general, I like to listen good and modern music, Jay, and what kind of music do you like? It would be interesting to me to learn about it. Please, tell me, ok? From movies? I like to look the comedies, fantastic films, romanticism and so on. But very huge impressions have left to me the films ' The Lord Of Rings', ' Harry Potter '. I hope what you looked these films? But especial impression was for me as the film ' The Patriot ' by an actor Mel Gibson, where the war between England and America is described. This film has liked to me by that this film show the natural spirit of the patriotism, the love to a Native Land! I consider, that it's very important qualities, which should have all people on the world! Really? Jay, I hope that you looked this film too, and that you had a magnificent impressions from a viewing of this film. Mel Gibson has played his role as a talented actor on my opinion! I liked to look the film ' Cruel Intentions', on my opinion, it's very sensual and instructive film for all youth. Aslo from comedies I liked the film ' Me, Myself And Irene ' by the comic actor Jim Carrey:) I hope that you looked this so ridiculous film:) From a fantasy, I liked film ' Planet Of The Apes', it's a very entertainment film in my opinion '.
Also I want to tell to you, that I like to read the books, especially the literature of the domestic writers: Tolstoy, Chehov, Pushkin, and so on. But I was in huge delight from a reading of th book S. King ' The Dark Tower ', in my opinion, it's very interesting book, where the main hero Roland is a purposeful man, he goes to the purpose, to a dark tower, and I like the quality of Roland is the purposefulness! I consider, that this one of the important qualities of any man. I hope what you will agree with me, really, Jay?
About food? Ok, from the favourite food dishes, I want to allocate a fried potatoes, various kind of the soups, also I like a meat too, I don't want to hide it from you:) I like the fish and chicken very much, do you like the chicken? It's so tasty, really? Also I like a pizza very much. It's very tasty too, I like pizza with a cheese. I would like to say you that I like a fruit and vegetables, especially, an apple lemon, orange, banana, tomatoes, cucumbers and so on, there are many kinds of vitamins. Jay, do you like to cook? I cook not bad as my family and the friends said me at once:)
Also about my favorite kind of sports, I like to sport very much, do you like it? In winter I like to ski, it's cool to be on the fresh air. Also I like to play on volley too. But most of all I like to aerobic, we are with my girlfriend Natasha engaged by the aerobic in the free time, on my opinion, this kind of sport helps to support my body in the good form. Also I would like to say to you that I like to dance ball dances:) Have you ever danced the ball dance with any girl? :) It's so attractive and beautifully, really, Jay? I'm sure, that you would like to dance the ball dancing with me at once?:) It will be wonderful! Probably, in the future, we will dance the ball dancing with you, it would be cool! Really?:)
About my hobbie? I like to collect various beautiful female magazines, about a style, about female life for example and so on. For a small period of the time, I have a large collection of different magazines. Simply, I like to read the best magazines. Yes I in the childhood very much to like a fish! And certainly to like camping!
I would like to tell you about my dreams too. I'm dreaming to drive a car in the future, it would be so cool and interesting. But I want to tell, that our family don't have the car, it's very expensive to buy the car, but our father has told that probably, through one year, he will can to buy the car and I'll can to learn how to drive the car:) Jay, would you like to learn me how drive a car at once?:) It will be kindly since your side:)
By the way, my parents and friends ask about you all time:) Especially my parents, I have told to my parents, that you are decent and good man, my parents are very pleased to our norrespondence on the Internet and our relations, Jay. My parents wish to us a good relations in the future, and it's possible, in the future, if we will be together in your country, they would want that we will be a magnificent pair too:) But remember, Jay! We should learn each other ever more and more! Really.? It's very important for me, Jay! The fact in that, if you know, that on the statistics, majority of a pairs are separated because they knew each other not enough, and I don't want to do a mistake at once, I hope that you will can to understand me, Jay, really? As I spoke you earlier, we must to learn about each other more and more from our e-mails.
Dear Jay!!! Also I want to tell you, that I would like to speak with you by the phone at once, I hope, that it's a good idea, really, Jay? I want to hear your voice, Jay, I hope that you want to hear my voice too. But unfortunately, I don't have the telephone in our apartment, because it's very expensive to establish the telephone now in this time in Arhangelsk, but it will be possible, that may be through some months we will have the telephone. Also, I want to tell you, that I have interested at our director about using of the bar's telephone, but our director has told me, that the bar's telephone is for working needs for our institution! The director has told us, that the work personnel of bar can not use the telephone of bar for our individual purposes. Also I have asked to use the telephone at my friends, and Natasha and Frank too, but all of them don't have the phone too, it's the difficult situation with the phone.
From this, I have thought and I have come to the conclusion, I will can to call to you from the Arkhangelsk Telegraph, it's the best variant, Jay!
Dearest Jay, you can give to me the number of your phone, I can call to you from the City's Telegraph, please give me your phone number, ok? I have a huge desire to hear your voice, Jay, I hope that you want to hear my voice too. Please, send me your phone number in your next e-mail, ok??? Please, don't forget, Jay!
Jay, I can't believe, I have written to you such large e-mail. I hope, that it will be interesting to read about me more. Really? Jay, I would be grateful to you, if you will write to me in your next e-mail about your enthusiasmes, about your hobbies, what kind of music do you prefer? What kind of movies and another too? What is your favorite color too??? My favorite color is blue, it calms so much.
Well, let me to finish my messgae. By the way, my parents, my sisters and my friends ask me again to say to you a great greetings from them! It's as usual. Jay, I will wait for your next e-mails! Jay, please, write me as soon as possible! Ok?
Good-bye, see you soon. Oksana

Letter 4

Hi my dearest friend Jay!
Jay, I was so happy to get your answer again and again, it was so good part of my day when I have saw your words in the computer. Also besides today, I had to serve a very bad client in our bar. He was very drink a vodka, and he all time prevented me to work. It was expressed in that he tried to embrace me and all time spoke me so various abusive words. Eventually our service of protection, police has expelled him from the bar, but my mood was awfully bad. And when I have saw your answer in the computer, my mood became so good. Jay, please, don't worry about this so bad case with this so bad client, ok? It's ok now.
Dearest Jay, I see that we are interested in each other more and more, and I think that it's so good for us, because I have so good and liked friend as you, Jay. I'm so interested by you Jay, that my life became better than before an acquaintance with you, Jay, I feel it, really. You are so good friend, you can understand me as a good friend to good friend, and I think that it's important thing in the life. Jay, I see that you trust me, as I do it with a great pleasure to you, and I think that it's so good thing in our friendship, really, Jay? I hope that you understand me, Jay, that in my opinion, all people in the world must to understand each other in spiritual plan of a dialogue. Do you agree with me, Jay? Tell me about it, ok?
By the way I want to say to you that believe in God very much, I believe in Jesus, I am a Christian woman as I said you earlier. I like to go to Church( Russian Ortodox), it's not far from our bar too. Our City's Church is a very beautiful place, there is a lot of an beautiful icons too, I like this. The priests sing beautiful songs and I like it very much. This so calms my soul when I have a bad mood too. But now, I want to say to you that your e-mails calms me too when I have a bad mood, I feel it, Jay. I want to say to you that some people of our work personal, here in our bar know that we with you write to each other by the Internet. They said me that it's so good for us, they ask me to say to you a friend hello and they, as me, want know more about your country, about your culture.
My dear friend Jay, also I want to ask you your full name and your home address on any unforeseen case also. Please, send me it, okey? Jay, I would like to send you my home address too. As a matter of fact may be, possible, our director's computer will break in the any time, as director have warned me, and I think that it will be so pity that we willn't can to write to each other by emails during long time. But I think that God willn't admit it, because he know that we like to write to each other our e-mails as I feel it. Jay, I can send you a postmails or postcards by the usual mail service also. But you must know that will be better if you willn't send me a postmessages or other any parcel posts, for example by our city usual pochtamt. Jay, I want to say to you that it's so shame that we in Russia have a peoples or some mail organizations who like steal the postsendings of any peoples. I know many so shame, so bad cases about it from my girlfriends. It's the shame for this peoples and organizations, realy? I hope that in your country all ok with postorganization. Please, don't send me anything by the our city's pochtamt, I don't want that your postsending will stealed by any thieves! But I will give you my home address and my full name on any case.
It's here:
My full name is Oksana Zueva,
and my home address is:
Lenina street 21
Arkhangelsk, 163015
Russian Federation
Please, write this datas on a paper on any cases, ok, Jay?
I so want to hear your voice, it will important for me to hear your voice, Jay. On this note, I will finish my e-mail to you. Please, answer me soon, ok, Jay? I will wait for your messages, Jay.
ALSO AS IT'S USUAL,
'HELLO' TO YOU
FROM MY FAMILY AND FRIENDS TO YOU!!

MY BEST FRIENDS HUGS TO YOU!
Sincerely, your dear friend,
Oksana. PS I shall teach with the great pleasure to you dance!!!

Letter 5

Hi dearest Jay!
I have gotten your answer as usual, and I was so happy from your words again! Jay, I want to say to you that your messages became an important part of me and my life, your e-mails help me live, I don't have boring mood in general, but it there comes when is bad weather in the street when it's coldly. But when I receive your warm messages, I forget about bad mood at once, I have a smile on my face and magnificent mood from your e-mails. I can't without your messages now, Jay. You can see that I write to you so long inform e-mails about myself, because I want that we know about ourself very much. I thought that it's so imortant for us Jay, realy Jay?
Jay, and how you spend your vacation? Tell me, ok? It will be interesting for me.
Dear Jay, also my friends in our bar are asking me about you very much all time :) I tell them that you are very good man, also I want to say to you that some my girlfriends envy me slightly because I found so good man as you by the Internet. But I don't address on their envy of any my attention. Also my collegues from my job asked me about that did you sent me any gifts. I answered them that it's not nessesary for me. The main gifts from you to me are your warm messages and you, Jay! Also if your remember, Jay, I said you in my last message about that it's not necessary to send me any parcels by the usual pochtamt services and any others Post Services. I have said to Natasha and Frank about larceny of postmails and others sendings about that some my friends said me. Frank was agree with me too that it willn't nessesary to send any things by the Arkhangelsk Services. The fact in that when Frank and Natasha have got acquainted, Frank decided to send to Natasha a nice gifts to Arkhangelsk by any Federal Express Service. This gifts were a beautiful flowers and nice woman white dress for Natasha. When Frank sent it to Natasha, Natasha didn't receive this so nice gift from Frank. The gifts were lost by this Service for the not clear reasons. It was so pity for Frank, and, is especially for Natasha. She cried very much from this to a mountain. Frank wanted to submit to court on this Service, but Natasha reconvinced Frank to not submit to court on this Service. So this beautiful gifts was lost without a trace, Jay.
From this my dear Jay, please, don't send me anything by the any Post Services, ok? I don't want that will happen as it was happen with Frank and Natasha. Also Natasha and Frank want that if we with you will be together, that we will visit them. Jay, they will leave Russia through some time, they will come to Frank's Native Land to Germany. Frank said to Natasha that he don't want to live in Russia, because he likes his native Germany more than Russia, Natasha want to live in Germany too as she said me, also I will miss about them. Also they see that we have a good relation with you and they wish us that we will together soon and that I will come to you in America, and we will live together as Natasha and Frank are living together. I want to say to you, Jay, that I will think about you more and more, possible, about my coming to you Jay, I feel that our relations are more than friendship, realy Jay??? I feel it by my heart and soul, because I can't without your e-mails now. Well, Jay, on this I'm finishing my message to you, as usual a warmth greetings from my family to you, and from Frank and Natasha too, Jay! I'm waiting for your e-mails as soon, as possible!!!

Thinking about you, Jay,
My warmth kisses,
Oksana

PS I think that I can send you a card through mail. But while I think that it will be better if we with you shall write letters through the Internet it very quickly and while reliably! I think that that at me houses to be the phone and the computer to me it would be necessary 1000 dollars...
I am very glad that you specially for me to write to me in Russian!

Letter 6

Hello my dearest Jay!
I want to say to you that as usual and usual, I'm happy so much from your answer on my last e-mail my Jay!!! I think about you my Jay all days. I so wait for your warm messages for me Jay, I want to say to you that now I cann't without you and your so feelings emails my Jay. You e-mails are so important for me, it are a part of my life, it are a source of my pleasure to my life, I want to say to you that the occurrence of you Jay is a beterest part of my lonely life now, your messages give me a great happiness and pleasure in my life Jay. Believe me Jay, that I speak this my words with my sincere care to you Jay, with my respect for you Jay. Also I want to emphasize that I thought about our feelings to you my Jay, I have come to a conclusion that we are created for each other my Jay.
In last night I didn't sleep well, I couldn't do it because I thought about us my Jay, about our acquaintance on Internet, about your warm messages, and in basically about you my Jay! I thought about all my Jay, I want to say to you that I cann't without you my Jay, I want to say to you that I have fallen in love in you my Jay, yes................Jay,........yes...... I love you my dearest Jay! My Jay, it has taken place so quickly and suddenly, I didn't to expect it my darling, it's so sensual for me my Jay, I cann't without you Jay. I LOVE YOU, DARLING! I feel to you the greatest feeling on ground, it's my love to you my dear Jay. From your messages Jay, I see that we aren't indifferent to each other Jay, I hope that you will agree with me my Jay, is it for true Jay? I hope that you feel to me such great feelings to me my Jay. Also in last night I was asked to God, I thank him that we found each other my Jay, I closed my eyes and have seen the God's presence. He saw on me and I saw on him, he said me that I will happiest woman, because I found you Jay, you are my future man Jay. Also in the eyes of God that he cried, I think that he is very happy for us my Jay. I cried too Jay, because it's so happiness for us that we can be together soon, that we can to have a normal family, I so want it my Jay, because I cann't to be one my Jay, the basic part of my girlfriends are married for a long time, they asked me all time before our acquaintance with you about that why I couldn't to find a man, on their questions I couldn't answred, but I said them that I want it very much, but I cann't to begin any close feelings with any man because of my embarrassment. I am felling embarrassed girl, I said about you in my last e-mails my Jay. But I want to say to you that I feel about you not embarrassment my Jay, I feel to you all my love to you Jay!
By the way I want to say to you that I said about my love feelings to my parents and my girlfriend Natasha and Frank. My parents said me that they are very happy for us my darling Jay. In the eyes of my mom and my dad I saw a great happiness for me and for you together my Jay. They said that they hope that I did a right choice in my life and they hope that we will happy together my love Jay, also they said me that where we with you will live together. I answered them that I want to live with you in your country my darling, they asked me about that they will miss me very much, but since other side they understand that it will be better that we with you Jay will live in America because they understand that now in Russia is difficult live situation. They said you a their warm GREETINGS to you and they wish us, my Jay, our future family happiness and great mutual love my Jay. Also my girlfriend Natasha and her boyfriend Frank said me that they guessed about that we with you will have a love feelings since our of acquaintance to you my Jay. They are very happy about us my dear Jay, they said that you will a good boyfriend for me my Jay, and I agreed with them on 100 per cent!!! Also Natasha and Frank said you a hot friend HELLO and they will hope that we will together with you Jay. My darling, I am so happy for us my dear Jay. I want to say to you that I love you very much, my relatives and my friends are very happy for us very much. Also my dear Jay, I want ask you a main question, I think that it will so fairly since my side my darling. Do you have or do you write with any another women my Jay??? It's so important for me my Jay, I hope that you will understand me, because I love you and I don't want that you Jay write with other women. I want to say to you that I don't write with any other men except for you my Jay. I don't want an other man, because I love you, Jay! But more of all I don't want that any other woman will try to steal you from me my love Jay!!! I say you about it very seriously my Jay! It will so pity for me if you are having or writing with an other woman my dear Jay, and deceive me in our relations, please, say me, Jay, do you write with an other women? We must trust each other in this, ok my darling? Of courses, my darling may be you will ask me about my job when I will far from Russia. Of course, I will miss my job, about my work collegues, yes, I will miss about their, but you can see that I gave back all personal time to my job, I don't have a free time never there. I think that if I found my love and my future man, I must change my personal life in the party you my dear Jay, because I am a woman and I must have my family life as an other womans do it. Realy my Jay? I think that my collegues in our bar will miss me too, but we willn't forget about each other too, I will can to send emails from your country them too. My dear, how you see on this? I want to say to you that I miss you very much, and I want to say to you that you became on the first plan in my life than my work my Jay. I love you Jay and I cann't without you my darling, and I decided that I must near with you my Jay. It's so necessary for me my Jay. I so love you Jay!
By the way I will try to learn my dear about the necessary documents for my future coming to you my Jay, as I know from my girlfriend Frank, I will need in the foreign passport and visa too, I will try learn about it Jay in near future time my Jay. My darling, I hope that you have a great desire of our meeting my love Jay. I so want it my love, I love you and I miss you badly Jay. I will wait for your mutual warmth emails, Jay. As usual, warmth greetings from my girlfriend Natasha, Frank and my family to you.

All my warmth kisses,
Warmth hugs,
Your lady,
Oksana.
PS Now still I want to answer all your questions: I to speak you that that I could put the computer and the phone of a house to me it is necessary 1000 American dollars. It approximately 28500 roubles Russian.
I already dream of that time when we with you shall live together and Natasha and Frank to visit us sometimes and we with you to visit Russia and that we were happy together!!!
I never to be in the moon park, and I do not know that this such.. Natasha and I to earn in a bar of 3000 roubles per one month.. It is not enough? I think what yes...
I with pleasure shall print the information on Canada and in the evening today we with mum and sister we shall read it!

Letter 7

Hi my love Jay!
I have gotten your warm words from your answer on my last message my darling! My dear, my love Jay, in my last e-mail I have told you about my love feelings to you, Jay, I wrote this message with so close love feelings to you, dearest, I didn't can to hide my love to you, my soul prompted me that I must to tell about my love to you, because it is so dificult to hide a close feelings to love man, Jay. I love you, Jay, and I want to say to you that, please, don't discharge me from you, Jay. Jay, it's so pity for me that our messages connect us only, I want to see you in reality my Jay. I so want it, darling! Our e-mails connect our close love feelings to each other, our messages are our rescue with boredom and from all of boring things. I want to say to you my darling that I cann't without your messages now Jay, your e-mails are necessary for me so much my Jay, I love it and I love you my dearest Jay!!!
My love Jay, I want to say that my parents and my best friends Natasha and Frank are very happy for us my love Jay, they are all time ask about you, about your feelings to me and I don't worry say about our love feelings now, because I don't want to hide my love to you from everybody my Jay, I have found sense of my life my Jay, I LOVE YOU AND I MISS YOU BADLY, DARLING!
My love Jay, I want to say to you that my collegues on my job are very happy for us too! In total all my collegues says me that they are very glad for us too, but one of the waiters say about me very bad things too, she is Raisa, she is 44 years old. She is not so good woman, she gossips about me that I am not considerable woman, because I found you my Jay in Internet and she considers that it's not good my Jay, because she said that in their past live time when in Russian Federation was Soviet Union, in this time boys found the girls and that it was better than in present time, when in more cases girls find boys. I was so bad from Raisa's words my Jay, because I think that she is not right, realy my Jay? I think that man can chose like woman or woman can chose like man if they want it mutual, really Jay? I think that we have mutual love feelings and it is better of all when the loving each other people love each other mutual, I think that it is an important fact of love about reciprocity. Really my Jay, is our feelings mutual??? I think from our messages that it's true my Jay. Also I want to say to you that Raisa doesn't have a husband, she lives one, she considers that all men do not deserve her attention because, I think, that she is not simple in herself soul, I think that she think very high about herself simply, she think that all men is silly men, it's her opinion only, I don't know why she think so bad about men, why??? My dearest, did you meet such, I think, silly peoples as Raisa the ideas of which is not right in my opinion. I think that she is not right in that she said about men!!! I think that this woman is egoist woman, I think that you will agree with me my Jay. But I don't want to say about this woman to you in all because it is so boring for me. Ok? I want to speak about us my dear.
My Jay, I want to say to you that my parents so happy that we met each other, I say you again and again about it!!! I have consulted with my coming to you, I want to say to you that from my words about it my mom and dad were so surprised too, they asked me, am I sure about my coming to you, and I have answered that I cann't without you and I have decided to be with you, Jay, all my life too. My mom and dad have agreed with me, because they understand that I cann't without you, and also they have told me as they love each other when they were young people too. I want to say to you that my mom and dad have asked me to say to you a warmth hello from them again and again! They wish us a good life together too!
My dearest Jay, also I have a good news! I want to say to you that Natasha and Frank have reminded me today with my possible coming to you my Jay. The fact in that Natasha have a good aunt Tatyana in Moscow which, possible, will can help me with an information about my coming to you in Canada Jay in future soon!
Also I want to say to you that Natasha aunt Tatyana has helped to Natasha at once when Natasha and Frank have met each other in Internet, when Frank asked Natasha to come to him in Germany, Hamburg City. Natasha aunt Tatyana has helped to Natasha with all information for need necessary documents for the Natasha coming to Germany to Frank. This aunt Tatyana works in one of the individual travel firm in Moscow City. It's so positively for us because she will can to help me with all important detaled things of information about all necessary documents for my future coming to you in Canada my love Jay. Also I want to remind that Natasha and Frank will go to Germany soon, as I said you earlier, because Frank want it, Natasha want it too, they decided about it earlier. And Natasha will address to her aunt Tatyana about all necessary information for coming to Germany too, and Natasha will can ask Tatyana about all necessary information for the documents and prices of my coming to you in Canada. Natasha will try to connect with Tatyana in Moscow soon on days, and will ask about all important information too! Frank and Natasha say to you a friend greetings again and again my Jay, and hope that we will together soon too! They are so happy, and happy for us my love Jay. Also I want to say to you my Jay that it's so good that Natasha and Frank, and also me and you my Jay found each other by the Internet, I think that the Internet is the assistant in everything, in Internet people can find any information, and it's inportant that the people can to fall in love by the Internet, realy my dear Jay??? I so love you my darling, I'm sure in my love with you so much, and I want to say to you that with every day I want to be with you more and more my Jay, I love you so much dear, I can't without you my Jay, you are so necessary for me Jay, I love you, Jay!!!!!!!!!
I am ready To apply all my forces on our meeting. I think, that we should have a meeting so or Differently, because we should know each other better. The meeting in the person will help To us to make serious steps in our life. You agree with me?
I was very resolutely adjusted to a meeting with you. I shall find out the information As soon as possible. I shall inform you immediately as soon as I shall have The necessary information. I so am excited about our meeting. I understand, that I can not To hide tears for pleasure at our meeting from my eyes. You only do not pay attention If I shall cry in day of our meeting. OK? You promise me? I so want To have sensation of your man's hands. So your caress is necessary for me. I want To feel your care. I then shall be the happiest woman in the world!
I shall try to do by that happy the man in the world! I want, that we Now went towards to our love. I want, that our meeting was a first step To happy joint life!!!! Let's do our life happy and long! I want, that the union of our hearts was strong! I want to care of you, I want to love you All my female heart. I do not want, that something prevented us in life. But without It it is impossible, therefore we should overcome all. Our love should overcome all!
Also my Jay, on days, possible tomorrow or after tomorrow, I want to go to the church that I must thank God that we found each other my love, I so thank our God, I know that God helped us to find you my Jay, I know about it, Jay! My darling, on this I will end my e-mail to you, I will wait for your next emails with my great love desire!!! You must know, Jay, how I feel so happy myself when I read your messages my darling! Well, I must be off my Jay, I will think about you Jay so much, I love you, and I want to be with you as soon as possible my love Jay!!!!!

Truly,
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox
kisses and huges
your love, Oksana.

Letter 8

Hello my love man, my dearest Jay!
How are you doing my Jay? I'm doing so fine, my honey!
I have gotten you answer, my Jay, more as usual, it's so happy for me to receive your necessary love for me, your warmth words my dear Jay. My dearest Jay, I love you my Jay, I love you so much that I cann't without you now my love, you and your messages are so necessary for me, you are the inseparable part of my life my love Jay. I say about it very seriously! Because you know how much I love you my darling Jay, I cann't without you my Jay!
All days, all seconds I'm dreaming about our meeting my Jay, I cann't wait a moment when we will meet in your airport my love, I want it so much my darling! I'm a happiest woman in this world, because we have met each other, dearest Jay! My dear, I want to wish to all people to love each other very much, because I have tested this feeling with you my dear, it happen so quick my dear and through Internet, I want to say to you my dear, that all people, who want to find a love man or woman, this man or woman will find the love necessarily, I'm sure in this my dear Jay, because I found you my love through the Internet, and we love each other so much, and I know that our love is most dear feeling from other feelings that exists on this small light-blue planet. My dear Jay, I love you very much, I so miss you darling, I want to be with you my love man Jay! My love Jay, I want to say to you that my girlfriend Natasha tried to connect with her aunt Tatyana in Moscow to ask her about the all necessary information about my future coming to you my Jay, but I want to say to you that it was so pity for me that Natasha aunt Tatyana wasn't on the place in this moment when Natasha rong to her aunt. But Natasha said me that she will try to ring to Tatyana to Moscow soon on nearest time! We are me and my parents sure that Tatyana aunt will give to us all information about my coming to you my love Jay. My dear, I cann't wait a time when we will together my dear, I miss you badly my darling! At last night I couldn't to sleep again my dear Jay, I thought about you and about us my dearest Jay!
My love Jay, before my writing to you, in my mind came a liric thinking about you my darling. I have found an Internet one liric poem too, I want to say to you that I like this poem so much, I want to show my great love and missing about you in this poem, I hope that you will love this feel and soul poem for you my darling, is

---SO FAR AWAY---(by Steve Forsythe)

SO FAR AWAY.....
THE BEACHES OR FORESTS YOU WALK

YET SO CLOSE.....
ALWAYS IN MY HEART

SO FAR AWAY
I CANNOT TOUCH YOUR HAND
I CANNOT FEEL YOUR BREATH
I CANNOT HOLD YOU CLOSE

YET SO CLOSE
I ! CAN FEEL YOU IN MY HEART
I CAN SEE YOU IN MY MIND
I HEAR YOU IN MY EARS

YOU CAN BE SO FAR AWAY
YOU CAN BE ON THE OTHER SIDE OF THE WORLD

BUT AS LONG AS I KNOW OF YOUR LOVE....
AS LONG AS I HAVE YOUR DEVOTED EMAILS
YOU WILL ALWAYS BE CLOSE

FOR,
AS SURE AS THE SUN RISES
AND THE TIDES WILL CHANGE
I WILL ALWAYS HAVE YOUR LOVE
AN YOU WILL ALWAYS BE CLOSE TO MY HEART

My love Jay, I hope you love this poem, it one that makes me think of you often my darling, this poem from my heart which fulled by our love to each other my Jay. I hope that you will can test this so love liric words. My darling, also again and again I want to say to you that my parents are very very happy for that we will together soon my dear Jay. My mom and my dad all time ask about you, and on their words I understand that they love you too, as their native son! My sisters Katya and Masha ask me about you too :) Simply, my family understand completely that I have found my boyfriend as you dear, my love Jay. Also as usual and usual warmth greetings from my family to you, my dearest Jay!
My Jay, also again I want to share with you my some problem in my job, it's again Raisa, the waiter in our bar... :( I want to say to you that I heared from Raisa so bad words to my side again recently :( As you remember, as I told you earlier, Raisa think about our love very very bad! I think that simply she envies us very much, really, Jay? She said that all men promise to the women a happy life and love on a beautiful words, and she said that you are not exception :( She said me that you speak a beautiful words to me only, and that you willn't to undertake all of effort for our quick meeting and she said also that simply, all men are people who promise on words very much, but on the actions, as since sides of the gentleman, they are weak people. Also she said that you willn't do all things for our meeting my dear Jay, it was insulting for me from her words :( My dear Jay, I cried from her words very much, she said me a dirty lie!!! Realy, my Jay? She think about all men very bad, I don't know, I don't understand!!! WHY? Why she think about men so bad? I think that she don't and willn't understand so happy feelings as the LOVE between woman and man! My Jay, I want to say to you that I don't want to work in this bar, it's so pity for me, because from this so bad and silly Raisa. I want to say to you that also Raisa is a distant relative of our boss of our bar, she adjusts our director against me some time. Raisa said to our director that he will forbid me to use the computer for my writing to you, she said that the computer is not for the love feelings, she said that the computer is for work needs only! When I heared it, I cried my dear Jay. Why Raisa is so bad to me and to us with you my darling? WHY? :( I don't understand it, my Jay! My darling, I want to say to you that I willn't can to go against Raisa because she is the relative of our bar's director, but by the way I want to say to you that I spoke with our director Alexandr too. He said that I don't must to pay of attention on Raisa, but since other side he cann't go against Raisa too because they are the relatives. But Alexandr said me that I can use the computer for my writing to you my dear Jay, because he is a good man and he said that he understand my love to you Jay and he said me that he have a good wife which he love very much and he told also about their love with his wife too, I thank our director Alexandr that he has solved me to use the computer that I can to write you my dear, but he repeat me that he cann't go against Raisa, he said that, possible and I think it is true, that Raisa will render on me moral pressure, he said also that it will be better for me that, if I willn't work with Raisa in one bar, I will can to leave my job. My darling, I don't want that Raisa offended me by her silly statements!!! I don't want to work in this bar with this so bad woman Raisa my darling, I don't want to hear her of the insult never! I want to say to you that my mom and my dad, and also Natasha and Frank calmed me after Raisa's words. I cried on the shoulders of Natasha. Frank and Natasha said me that all will ok, because we with you love each other, and any Raisa willn't to prevent us when we will together with you my love Jay, they said also that it will be better that I will leave from my job in the bar and I will prepare to my coming to you my dear Jay, my parents and Natasha and Frank said me that they are indignant by the bad words of Raisa, is especial my dad. He don't want that her daughter as me willn't offend anybody. By the way my parents and Natasha and Frank sure that you will a good husband for me, and also that you willn't offend me never, I said to my parents and Natasha and Frank that you are not capable on bad things with me as do it Raisa. My dear Jay, please, promise to me that you willn't offend me, please, promise me about it my dear, please, I trust you so much, and I don't want that you will break my heart at once! I love you so much my dear Jay, I so trust to your love feelings to me my darling, I cann't without you my Jay, I cann't! I want to be with you for ever my Jay, I love you and I miss you badly, darling, I hope that we will find all our life forces for that we will together soon my love Jay. I love you and I miss you very much my Jay! Ok, on this note, let me finish my letter to you my Jay, I want to say to you that I will wait for you messages with a great pleasure. Ok, see you soon my love Jay. Ok, again and again warmth greetings from my mother, my father, my sisters and Natasha with Frank to you my dearest love man Jay!!!

Thinking about you so much, Jay,
My aspiration to be with you as soon as possible,
Truly, your love Oksana.
PS My loved, also I want to inform you that I to like your hairdress!
But also want to tell you that it would be better if all over again I shall arrive to you one, please entrust to me it, and then in some months we with you together shall arrive to me home to mum. My mum also asks you about it.
Moscow far from Arkhangelsk in 1320 kms. As I will need to fly to Moscow to take the visa and the ticket of the plane up to Canada and you you will meet me in the airport.

Letter 9

My loved Jay,
I know that you which that person I to search all my life! I love you more lives! You have remained in my heart for ever! And now most of all I want to be as soon as possible together with you! I shall make for this purpose utmost!
I promise you it! At the end of this week I shall be ready to fly in Moscow to begin make out the visa so do not worry with it!
I to speak with my mum much and she wishs us with you a lot of good luck, she write to you the letter today and I to translate it and to send you in the end iiai letters, well?
Still I want to tell to you that when I to arrive to you that I want to work, you will allow me to do it?
With impatience and hope I wait for your letter.
With love, forever your Oksana

Letter 10

Hi Jay!
I am mum at Oksana. I have honour today to write to you the small letter. I want to tell you, that Oksana spoke me about you much. I know, that she is going to arrive To you. I very much would want that you cared of her. I very much suffer for my daughter Also I do not want, that with her something happened. I want, that you knew, that Our family well concerns to you and we invite you to ourselves.
I want very much you to see. I hope, that it will be sometime.
I want to wish good luck you only happiness together with my daughter. The most important, That you had good family. I also shall be quiet if my daughter will be happy.
Please take care! You have got acquainted with not so usual image.
I got acquainted with my husband not so. I all over again did not trust in love under the Internet.
I see as my daughter blossom similarly to a fine rose!
I want that my daughter was the happiest woman in the world.
You should care about each other always. I shall be always Is glad to see you. We very simple people and you may be convinced of it.
I always aspired to give my daughter all best and even more.
I refused in many respects to myself that my daughter anything did not require.
I love all my children and I want that my daughter had with you good life.
Live together happily!!!
Thank. Mum Marina.

Letter 11

My loved Jay,
I am very glad to read today your two letters. All over again want to ask you a pardon for that that I to not write to you two days... Yesterday at us at work repair and we to not work was. I very much worried what to not write to you and yesterday might not sleep, because thought that you will worry very strongly.... Raisa today to ask me a pardon, she tell me that she spoke me all bad words because she at itself does not have loved person and she to envy me, but she think of all and to ask me a pardon, I tell her that I forgive her.
I am sure that you very good person because so to speak me my heart and heart to not deceive. So speak in Russia. And I am very happy that I to find you, you are necessary for me only one!
And the most important. Today I find out that to me is necessary to arrive to you in Canada. To me to tell all aunt Tatyana.
All over again it is necessary for me to issue the passport, it costs 75 US dollars. Then it is necessary for me to pass medical inspection these are 50 US dollars, And the visa cost 180 US dollars. And I will need to fly in Moscow the ticket of the plane up to Moscow there are 53 dollars And that my visa was is approved in embassy to me it is necessary to buy the ticket of the plane (Toronto) in two ends necessarily provided that as soon as I arrive to you I can to give the return ticket and to me to give money. The ticket of the plane costs 1200 US dollars. I on know how many there is a canadian dollar but thinks that you can find out.
If you can send me money now that in one week I can be together with you.
I have found out today as well as you can send me money. The best way it to make with help systems of bank translations Western Union as it is the fastest and reliable system.
You should find at yourself in city branch Wetsern Union and send money to these coordinates which to me to give in my city:
Russia
Arkhangelsk
GUTA BANK
TROITSKIY PROSPEKT, 51
ARKHANGELSK, 163061
You should send money for my name Oksana Zueva.
In total I was necessary to have 1560 US dollars that I could arrive to you...
I love you, and as soon as possible I want to be together with you always!
I hope that you can send me money that I could arrive to you as soon as possible...
You now are very close to me and I want to be together with you, and to me it is bad now because you far from me.
Please do not worry I am not afraid of height and am not afraid to fly on the plane... As will go much more expensively to you by the steam-ship...
Also want to tell you that if I can not write to you from a bar then I shall go in the Internet of cafe and to write to you therefrom. So I think that you do not need do to me hotmail, all will be good!
When I to read a poem which you to write to me I to cry with happiness because I to find the Happiness in you!
I now dream from those things which we with you much can to do TOGETHER when we shall be a line!
I love you more life! I hope what be fast I can near to you and then I shall be the happiest woman in the world! Also I shall do by that happy man!
With Impatience and hope I wait for your letter.
With love, forever your Oksana

Letter 12

My loved Jay,
Forgive me for that that I to not write to you yesterday... I did not have opportunity to do it as phone has been switched - off at us in a bar and I could not take advantage of a computer. So only today it to include and I can write to you the letter!
At us it is already cold, the cold wind blows, and 10 C... I to think that you to write today to me one more letter. How you to reach to a new place of work? Please to write to me it somewhat quicker! Well, I shall buy a computer to mum and the daddy with a videocamera so that we could communicate, whether but all over again I ask to turn out to make it even if I to buy the chamber, as from us very bad communication...
Also it will be good if you can send me of money for a computer together with those 500 dollars that I could buy a computer to not leave to make out yet in Moscow the visa. That I already could write letters to mum and speak as at me there are things. But if you cannot that it is not necessary...
I love you! And very much I wait for ours with you of a meeting!
I very much to love hockey, I love to observe when play your and our country!
Please to write to me as soon as possible!
With impatience and hope I wait for your letter.
With love, forever your Oksana