Letter(s) to William (USA)

Letter 1

Hi Will! I am very pleased, that you to send me a message. I never got acquainted with the people under earlier to Internet and to do it for the first time. I very much worried, that you do not write to me, all the same I to do for the first time and I to not know what exactly it is necessary to do. My girlfriend to advise me to find the friend through the Internet. She even has granted me the code that I could write to you the letter. me advised this service of acquaintances, as very good in the world. I hope that we can to understand each other. I studied earlier English language at school and at university. I shall tell slightly about myself and if I shall be interesting to you, in the following letters I shall tell about myself in more detail. My name is Natalya. I live in Russia, in city Cheboksary. I live one. To me 28 years. My birthday of August 12. On a horoscope I Am Lion. I have finished university and since then I work In a kindergarten as the tutor. I have no my children but I have many children at my work. I the romantic woman, love to travel. At the end of my letter I would like to set to you a few questions. I to hope, that they will not be difficult for you. What do you want most from a partner? What do you not like in a partner? What are for you the most important values and objectives in life? I would like, that we would learn each other more well. I shall try in each letter to tell slightly about myself and to send you a photo. I hope for the fast answers continuation of conversation. Your new friend Natalia.

Letter 2

Hello dear William! I hope, that when you will receive this letter, you will be pleasantly surprised. I very much would like to learn about you as much as possible, and I hope, that too it will be interesting to you to learn about me. I do not drink and I do not smoke. I was not married, I do not have children. But I would like to have children. I very much love them. William you can ask me What person I search? What dream? On two questions I shall give one answer. I want to find the reliable person in life. I want to live with him all life. With him to not know burning, neither tears, nor insults. That he could protect me and our family from enemies. That I could be proud of the husband. I want, that I the man loved me on 100 %. At me the young man was but we have gone away with him. he was silly and uneducated. he has betraid me and consequently I want the person of advanced age than I. I like dialogue with grown-ups more. At my favourite person I shall be more senior than me to be collected experience. At me never was opportunities to leave in other country. Because we not so rich, and we did not have means. I was born in working family. My father has thrown my mum with me when to me was 9 years. It was very difficult for mum for one to bring up me. Mum had to work very much, she worked at the big factory. Two years back my mum has died of a cancer. I have remained one. I have not brothers or sisters. Now I continue to work in a kindergarten. William now I to back to you some questions if you do not object. There are at you habits? Bad and good? You have reached the planned purpose in the life? As I already wrote, I work in a kindergarten. In my group of 14 children (8 girls and 6 boys). At us good friendly attitudes. Each of them especial in own way. At each sight on the world, on him they look clean, naive, children's eyes. These eyes yet did not see a deceit, treachery, sufferings, burning and much another what there is an adult person. They only learn the world, and I help them to learn it only from the good side, I learn them to draw, write letters of the alphabet, correctly to say words, yours faithfully and love concerns to each other. I hope, that my diligence will not pass for nothing. I shall finish my letter. But I shall wait your answer from your photo. Yours Natalia

Letter 3

Hi my dear William! I again am very glad to receive the letter from you. It is very interesting to me for learning about you and about your life more. It is very hard when miss the favourite person. At me the man for a long time with which I spent time was, but he with me has badly bypassed and now I am afraid of people such as he. People which deceive also it hurt the woman. Today I have lead good day at work, I all day thought of you. In free time from work I like to read books. As I in soul romantic, prefer love novels. From the Russian poets and writers to me to like A. Pushkin, M.Lermontov, V.Majakovsky, A.Chehov, L. Tolstoy. And you know somebody from Russian classics? As at leisure I go in for sports. Usually I run. It allows supporting health, a figure. To sports clubs to go there is no opportunity, therefore I train in-home. I want to learn to play tennis. To me to like to go to a campaign with friends, it is especial in the summer. It enables to bathe and sunbathe, but good weather usually it happens a little. I like to prepare for a meal, it will be especial to me pleasantly to do for loved the man. To like me such dishes as: the stewed hen, pel'menis, Russian pancakes, a borshch. I very much love animals, is especial cats. The grey cat - Vasy at my place lives, to me to like to spend with him time. When I at home, he do not depart from me on a step and does not give to feel lonely. William I shall be very glad if you will answer all my questions. I wait for your letter and your photos. With love Natalia.

Letter 4

Hello William, thank you for that letter. I was expecting to receive a letter from you and now I'm happy because I've got one! You know from all that I know about you I understand that you are nice man and maybe we could know each other better and create something more from our correspondence. I would like to get more pics from you, please send if it's possible. And of course as a woman I "like" handsome and good-looking men. It would be a lie to deny that. I'm a woman and you are a good man, which again makes me dream, but it's a long way from dream to reality. " The external-appearance " definitely looks OK, but to me (and hopefully to most women) our husbands needs more than to be " nice looking ". In the long run, the beautiful exterior gradually disappears and than, it's important that also the "interior" is OK. Well now a little bit more about myself. I myself wish for my relationship, that is build upon love and honesty, honesty is very important in my life, as trust is the main key in a relationship. I do not like lies, even though I know that some times a little white lie can be necessary. I believe that we should treat our fellow people in a way that we expect and want them to treat us. Respect towards others is also a big issue in my life. I hope and wish that I would be able to build up a relationship with these words as a main factor, with both my future husband as well as my future kids. Basically I am an ordinary woman, looking too find my soul. The man I can share the rest of my life with, knowing that we are friends, lovers, wife and husband, etc, and be there for each other in " good and bad times ". I'm really looking forward to meet you. It's much easier to get a mutual understanding " eye to eye ". But in the meantime, technology will bring us " half the way ". Even if I have not got computer at home, but I'm able to use one in Internet cafe, so it's possible for me write you everyday. William your life sounds good and interesting. And I really would like to know you better and then to meet you some day, but at first we need to know each other better I think. I learned English in school and then in University. And I do not use any translator, just write myself. But I usually speak Russian and I do not speak English in my daily life and I write quite better than speak, but I hope I'll be able to speak better. So I do not think that we will have any problem with language. I live Cheboksary, Chuvashia, Russia. I also have not ever been abroad, but maybe some day I will be able to visit foreign country. I just trying to find nice man, I do not know why but I was not able to found the one here. And when one friend told me about Internet dating I decided to try it. I'll also tell you " a story about myself ": It's not easy to put this down on paper, and especially since it's not my native language, but I'll give it a try. Please excuse me if I'm using too many words, or " unclear phrases ", but it's difficult to find the " right words ". And just ask if something is unclear. My mother got cancer (leukemia) when I was 17, and she died when I was 25. Those years were a constant struggle with the cancer. I was extremely tired and both mentally and physically exhausted when mom died. Unfortunately my destiny was still not finished playing with me. Then my boyfriend which I very much liked started talking about divorce. When that "nightmare" was over I was totally worn out. The main reason for the divorce was basically that I wanted to "talk" about all the " sorrow and pain " which was inside me, and he didn't. I was deeply unhappy and disappointed by my ex-boyfriend which did not want to " help me " handling my sorrow, and in many ways I was disillusioned with men and life in general. After that it has been hard work " getting my life together again ", until I now finally is in a position where I dare thinking of the future. In hindsight I have to add that even if I then, was very very unhappy with my ex-boyfriend, I understand that the situation definitely was not easy for him either. To get my life together I had to partly get the " pain out " partly laugh and smile to a lot of " ordinary daily life " difficulties. I know only " bits and pieces " of my future. I want to take care of both my body and my soul, by doing sport and by reading and listening to good music. I very much like to ski. Every Sunday in the winter we with girlfriends leave in a wood and wonderfully we spend time. Unfortunately I have no driving licence. I want to take care of good friends etc. Basically I want to smile, laugh, " make love not war ", I want to LIVE. If I want children just now. is a tricky question. I love children, but I have to admit that my first priority now is to find my second half, and to enjoy life together with him. When, or if, I will be ready for child is difficult to say, but I hope the scars from my difficult life will disappear and hopefully I soon will realize that its time for child. But to do all this I need and want that " special someone " which want to become my second but LAST husband. I want to shear both good and bad-times with him, raise the children together and explore the world together. I want him to be my " best friend " on those occasional nights when my " old ghosts are haunting me ". I want to be his lover and best friend. And I want to give this person the same unconditional love. And sometime in the future I will walk into the sunset together with him. When I was young I read " A dolls house " by the famous Norwegian author Henrik Ibsen, it's stated, " The worst wound is the ones without blood ". I confirm that, when I had mother struggling with cancer, it was very very tough not having person which to be my best friend. I wanted to talk and cry about the pain and sorrow inside me, but who did not want to listen. This is a long answer, with a lot of words, but I do hope you get the message. I really hope I have not " scared you " with my past, but that's the way it is unfortunately. But remember I'm NOT a depressed woman, yes I have some " old ghosts " but I feel WELL even if I have more "experience" than the average person of my age. Yours Natalia I just tried to tell the truth...

Letter 5

Hello Dear William! William, how it is wonderful that we have opportunity to talk to you in such a way with the help of internet. thanks to it we can meet our loving people and be happy with them. Earlier I didn't think that it is possible to met a person whom you can marry later in such a way even not seeing him.But one my good friend found her husband in such a way and now she is very happy with him.They are of different nations but this doesn't prevent them from loving each other tender. She told me that i can try to find my dear,loving man in such a way. I hesitated but later i decided to try. Why not? Our world is a mystery. we can't know our destiny.May be now i'm writing to you-my future loving husband. And now I don't know this. May be in the future we'll sit together and remember our letters with a smile. We can't know for sure what will be in the next two hours and to know our future is impossible. we can only guess. I feel myself very lonely sitting alone in the evenings.I hope, William, you won't ever feel this. when friends are buzy and there is no a person with whom I can at least talk.In such evenings it is so good to have someone close to you.It is wonderful to sit near your loving man,to hold his hand in yours,to listen to his warm,beautiful words.You get great pleasure from being together with your loving dear.You can't think of anything else but of him,your darling,your loving honey. It is very good to have best friends.There are sometimes such days when it is just really necessary for you to visit your friends. you are lucky if you have such friends that can listen to you wherever you come to them or call,even at night.A friend that can give you important advice or help in any other way.It is pleasant to celebrate together different occasions and holidays,especially if you didn't see each other for a long time. you have so much information to tell each other.Oh,I can tell about friends for hours.I have very good friends too.Without them it'll be not so interesting to live. I'll be waiting for your lovely letter with impatience, William Sencerely yours Natalia

Letter 6

Hi lovely William! I was very glad to read your letter. Your gentle and sincere letters They cheer up me, as a drink of fresh air in My life. I never thought that can love the man So it is fast. I very much would like to write to you letters each day, each hour, each minute. And it is even better to see you to embrace to kiss and look in your sincere and kind eyes. Yes, I frequently recollect in the morning my dreams. I am constant about it I dream and I see you in dream. Today I have woken up with fine mood. You know why? I saw beautiful dream: we with you kept for hands Also we ran on a sandy beach were in love and very happy; I very much would want that this dream has come true. My dear William you are really very dear for me. More time passes, more I understand, that I was not mistaken in you. My feelings become more strong each day. When I receive the letter, I am glad very much. On the person the smile occurs. It is difficult for transferring in a word. It should be seen! I can not transfer many feelings in a word which I test to you. When we have begun to correspond, I felt fear, was cautious in relation to you. Then I began more to you to trust and trust. I know, that you are fair with me. I can not believe till now, that I have found you " the Man of my dream "!!!!!!!! Yes, I am at a great distance from you. But for me it has no value because the distance is not a barrier to serious relations. Do you agree with me? What you think of it? As frequently in the winter you have a snow. I adore to admire falling of a snow. I give you my kiss. My kiss is the most gentle, soft, passionate, strong!!!!! I wait from you for the answer. Your Natalia

Letter 7

Hi mine dear William. How you today? I hope, that at you that's all right. Very heavy day for me today was. Children in my group were, very whimsical and me it was very difficult to calm them. One boy from them has fallen and has struck to itself a hand. It has very much afflicted me also to me it was necessary to calm all day of him because his parents might not take away him home. I so am tired, what even wanted to go at once home. But, having recollected about that that, you should write to me, the letter have gone in Internet-cafe. Thanks for the letter William, it was very pleasant to me to learn, that our opinions concerning our attitudes coincide. William, lovely, I want to you to say, that I seriously treat our acquaintance and for me important, what I shall be our attitudes and whether there will be a future at our acquaintance. Last days I often run from job in Internet Cafe what to check up your letters, it is good, that near to my job. Today I was very pleased at the end of August at me there will be a holiday. I dream to lead it with you together! It is chance will meet to look each other in eyes and to talk. But it is only my dream. William, fine, write please, that you think it we anyhow would meet in some weeks when we study about the friend the friend more. You love music? I like all kinds music. Well I guess I should say that there might be one or two songs of Rap or Country that I like. The type of music I listen to depends on my mood. Basically to like me slow music. She very much calms me and weakens! What music of you weakens? We have many clubs, theaters, museums and many other kinds of entertainment in Cheboksary. And of course here a lot of cinemas and I with my friends like to go there as much as possible and I usually go to see nice movie something about two or three times at month. William, I want to ask, that you wrote a small history about parents and as you carry spend your free time also. I very much like that you perceive our relations seriously. I dream of that at us all has turned out, and we have found the happiness together with you. I am very tired today and want to finish the letter. I wait answer from you tomorrow! With love, Natalia!

Letter 8

Greetings my love William! I again am very happy to receive the letter from you. I think of you constantly, I have told about you to my girlfriends. I have told that have found fine the man and that I very much love you and very much I want will meet you in the near future. My girlfriends have told that they are very glad for me and some envy me. Many girlfriends already have families. The some people also search partners in life. I am glad to that I have found such person as you. You very soft, romantic, gentle, tender the man! I till now can not believe, that there is some more such a man in the world. I have lost hope, that I shall find such the man! People began to think of money more. Yes, money it is important, but impossible to forget, that there are feelings. The woman cannot without feelings. The woman is created to like and be loved. I want, that to me gave a bouquet of colors more often. I want, that the man did not think, how many they cost. I want, that he gave them with love. The woman as a flower. A flower be killed without water, the woman be killed without a tender word. In the Internet of cafe is about 20 computers. There is îõëîäèòåëüíûå drinks but there are no food stuffs. Loved William, it perfectly that with the help of the Internet we may communicate with you through huge distance, it pulls together people. But with the help of the Internet we may not express our feelings to the full. Internet does not give an opportunity to feel heat of the person to hear sounds, intonation in a voice, to look each other in the face. It is important in serious attitudes! I dream to meet you because I think, that attitudes on correspondence long can not proceed. It is important for me with you not only to correspond, but also to hear your voice, to meet, visit beautiful places, to speak about love, to speak tender words each other. Do you agree with me? I very much would want that you were near to me, that I might look in your eyes and give you kisses. That I might tell you I LOVE YOU William!!!!!!!!!!!!! Love mine I hope that when it happen and there may be we shall together. We together can attend clubs in your city or we shall sit at home and to look cinema together or we shall be engaged in love all weekend. I can dream of it much.... But it only dreams. I also am very lonely in the long boring evenings. I do not have relatives. My mother has died and father has thrown me when I was small. There is I watch TV. I have less than channels and frequently it happens there is nothing to look. I like set of films. My favourite actors: Orlando Blym (he acted in film the Lord of rings) Bred Pitt, Cameron Diaz, Angelina Jolie. When beside there is not close person and even is not present with whom to speak. Only my cat Vasy. Mine honey William you the closest person for me all over the world and I can open to you my soul in my letters. I hope I have not tired you:) Now it is time to me to go but I shall write to you later. Embraces and kisses. Yours Natalia.

Letter 9

Hello my love William!!! I am glad that you understand me as the woman. I feel your care and tenderness through letters. I feel it and I need in it again and again. YOU became for me necessary, native and close for such short time. I need in you! I need in caress of your hands, in sensation of your care and tenderness, in your passionate and loving sight of eyes. I love it though I did not meet you. I live now dream of our meeting. I want to fall asleep tired after rough and passionate night in your embraces. I want to wake up again in morning kiss also occupation by love. I would be glad to meet you in Russia. But I really dreamed to visit you itself. I never was outside the country. I would like to look your country. To see where do you live to get acquainted with yours relatives. To get acquainted with your traditions customs. You have fine places for carrying out of picnic? I very much want that we had picnic together! We shall lay on a grass... There will be a warm and fine day.... It is fine because we together and are very happy!!!!! You will gently caress me a hand on my hips, and I shall have excitation from it. Then you a kiss of me a stomach and I shall be to close eyes from pleasure...... I think you have guessed what picnic of us expects. I think we cannot resist the friend against the friend when we test constant desire to feel flesh each other. We shall have love and passion everywhere where only it is possible and impossible... On sand, in a boat, in water in a wood, in the machine.... I think that it over fine pleasure will feel you every day much many times..... That you wanted to see on me in hot day my love??? I have a joint suit. Probably I am not modern to carry bikini not much... But if you want my honey... I shall dress bright and nice bikini for you.. Pink, white and red.... But I think I should have it is a lot of bikini because you will not allow me to be in it for a long time.....:) Yes, at me a good idea!!! I shall not dress it to not complicate you my honey!!!!!:))) For me really are not important money. I want to meet the favourite person with which I shall live happily. For me the main mutual understanding and love. Today I all the day had care of my colors. I spoke you what to raise flowers this my hobby? I love flowers and it loves me. I have many kinds of plants though it is a pity that it occupies a lot of place in my small apartment. I very seldom take alcoholic drinks (Usually on holidays). More I prefer wine sometimes not strong beer. My growth of 164 Centimeters and weight 52kg. I send the kindest wishes to you from depth of heart!!! I love you and I want to do by the happiest person on all a sphere!!!! You my love and I want you in in my life! Yours and only yours Natalia.

Letter 10

Hello my love man William, my dearest William! How are you doing my William? I'm doing so fine, my honey! I have gotten you answer, my William, it's so happy for me to receive your necessary love for me, your warmth words my dear William. My dearest William, I love you my William, I love you so much that I cann't without you now my love, you and your messages are so necessary for me, you are the inseparable part of my life my love William. I say about it very seriously! Because you know how much I love you my darling William, I cann't without you my William! It is very important for me. All days, all seconds I'm dreaming about our meeting my William, I cann't wait a moment when we will meet my love, I want it so much my darling! I'm a happiest woman in this world, because we have met each other, dearest William! I know about travel and as it can be made very little. But my girlfriend recently travelled In USA. She made the visa of the traveller and more it was required nothing to it. I shall shall find out in travel agency as I can arrive to you my love. My dear, I want to wish to all people to love each other very much, because I have tested this feeling with you my dear, it happen so quick my dear and through Internet, I want to say to you my dear, that all people, who want to find a love man or woman, this man or woman will find the love necessarily, I'm sure in this my dear William, because I found you my love through the Internet, and we love each other so much, and I know that our love is most dear feeling from other feelings that exists on this small light-blue planet. My dear William, I love you very much, I so miss you darling, I want to be with you my love man William! My dear, I cann't wait a time when we will together my dear, I miss you badly my darling! I was not defined as I shall mark the day a birth. I think we shall take picnic with my girlfriends. I love champagne and not strong red wine. It shall be a pity that you we not together to meet this fine holiday. It would be the best gift in my life. I would be glad to learn to drive the automobile. YOU very romantic person. I cannot present as it would be wonderful together with you in a room in which burn candles and the romantic melody plays. I shall be very happy to look and study your country with you together. I am sure that USA the fine country. Russia very beautiful too. But now here to become terribly. As terrorists constantly blow up bombs, planes, grasp people. It is really awful. But I hope in the near future the Russian authorities will solve a problem with terrorism. In the future we necessarily shall arrive with you to Russia. I shall show you many beautiful places. At last night I could not to sleep my dear William, I thought about you and about us my dearest William! Many many kisses... Only your Natalia

Letter 11

My dear and the beloved William! The man of all my life! Which man I searched for years! Really many people leave and come during our life, years go also much varies.... But the loneliness does not leave also beside on former there is no love the man. The person who will be with you up to the end of days which will not leave you in a trouble and will be a line during any times. I think that this most important in attitudes which can be eternal. Not words of love, not the beautiful body and the person but only the mutual respect and fidelity, sincerity and trust can keep any family, even that where for a long time is absent love. I think so. I would be glad to attend together with you restaurant or a casino. I worry a little when play a casino. At my girlfriend the husband was. They has got a divorce because her husband has very much taken a great interest in game and has lost it is a lot of. he borrowed money and played, did not bring the monetary income in family But only spent. It is very dangerous. I Very much like to ski. In the winter every Sunday we with the girlfriend took a ski and went in a wood. I think that the person which as though is floating on a watercourse never will find happiness. The person which keeps step in due course, searches for the happiness and sincerity it trusts to find... he will necessarily reach it. Who searches, that will always find.

I think that I have met which such person searched. I trusted also I my love has met you. Now destiny in our hands. Only we can are capable to turn our life. Only we owners of the destiny. I shall not forgive to myself never if we shall miss this happiness which is given to us heavens.

I believe that our meeting happen. If it is inevitable, it will be so.

Today there is a rain... A rain it always melancholy, and dreams... Again dreams, dreams of us, of beautiful love, about romanticism a fairy tale. I like to observe a rain, it weakens and receive rest. You like to observe a rain? In the childhood I liked to run under a rain without footwear. It was cheerful, though frequently it came to an end cold in bed.

Dear mine William! I love you! I confidence of the words. I speak it sincerity. I believe you and I want that you trusted me. I shall be care of you all my life. A kiss and embraces. Yours Natalia.

Letter 12

My love William!!!!! My prince!!!! Dream of all my life!!!! I hope that you in fine mood of day. I very much want to be a small part of your family.
You were in my ideas each hour. Every minute, every second. This opinion on you forces my head to distract from a daily life. Dreams of you force me to fly in heavens and to enjoy weightlessness. I as if a bird who has got lost and have lagged behind the flight. I only want to be happy with you my love William! It forces me to do mad acts.

You do not know as valuable your sweet love for me!!!! Without your letters, without your passionate words my life would cost a Any value. I feel similarly to princess which grieves about the prince.

William Any weather reminds me of you. If there is a rain, I Sadly about you together with it..... If the sun my dreams turn to passionate imaginations about you, about our happiness and sincerity and pure love.....

I thank the God and heavens for gift of happiness. That I again feel a fire in my breast.... I am again capable to love and be loved!!!!! Unless it fortunately?.... Even if it is simple in dreams...... William I would be glad to meet you in Ukraine but I really wanted to visit you. I wanted To get acquainted with your relatives, to find out where do you live, to get acquainted with your traditions and customs. Later we could visit any resort in Russia. What do you think of it? William I love you more live!!!!!!!! I want to give you the love, tenderness, care, passion and happiness...... Yours Natalia.

Letter 13

Hi Will! I am very pleased, that you to send me a message. I never got acquainted with the people under earlier to Internet and to do it for the first time. I very much worried, that you do not write to me, all the same I to do for the first time and I to not know what exactly it is necessary to do. My girlfriend to advise me to find the friend through the Internet. She even has granted me the code that I could write to you the letter. me advised this service of acquaintances, as very good in the world. I hope that we can to understand each other. I studied earlier English language at school and at university. I shall tell slightly about myself and if I shall be interesting to you, in the following letters I shall tell about myself in more detail. My name is Natalya. I live in Russia, in city Cheboksary. I live one. To me 28 years. My birthday of August 12. On a horoscope I Am Lion. I have finished university and since then I work In a kindergarten as the tutor. I have no my children but I have many children at my work. I the romantic woman, love to travel. At the end of my letter I would like to set to you a few questions. I to hope, that they will not be difficult for you. What do you want most from a partner? What do you not like in a partner? What are for you the most important values and objectives in life? I would like, that we would learn each other more well. I shall try in each letter to tell slightly about myself and to send you a photo. I hope for the fast answers continuation of conversation. Your new friend Natalia.

Letter 14

Hi mine dear William! I was very glad to read your letter, William. It is simply wonderful, that we can meet. I consider, that our meeting will be the large step for our relations. I am very glad, that we can continue to develop our attitudes and to do them by closer. I not when did not go in other countries and consequently I do not know that it is necessary to make for trip to you. But my girlfriend went to have a rest the last summer and she addressed in the tourist company. My girlfriend has given me the address of this tourist company. And today I shall try to go in this travel company to receive the information, how it is better to us to organize our appointment, lovely. I have no address of my girlfriend which she lives in USA calls to me and we have conversation with her. I want to you a little to tell about myself. I already wrote to you, that my last attitudes with the men were unsuccessful. From that time I am very lonely and I am afraid to connect the life to the men around. I very much hope, William, that you not such as the majority of the men. Promise me, Will, that you will not cause me suffering. Believe, that I would not like to be disappointed in you and to be deceived you. The majority of the men at all did not appreciate the women and are rough with them. Tell to me, William, with what you are me. Dear, I hope, I not too tire you with the inquiries. On it I finish the letter, I shall write to you tomorrow. Kiss, yours Natalia.

Letter 15

Greetings the kid William! How your affairs? William I so am glad to receive from you the letter. Your gentle letters and your words of love do me happy. Each day I am in a hurry in the Internet of cafe for check of my mail. And when I receive the letter from you I am glad very much a smile occur on my person. I love you mine William!!!! And I miss you!!! I so want to be near to you. "Tet-a-Tet" the French expression, it means alone, confidentially. It is such situation when in a room only two. Nobody prevents them. They may make anything they like, and nobody will prevent them. I dream to be "Tet-a-Tet" with you. I am very happy to know what you seriously to our relations and you want ours a meeting. It is really big step for continuation of our relations. This meeting will help us precisely to decide to remain to us together or to not remain. There may be I not shall for you am good. It is important for me, that you will think of me when we shall meet. The meeting will help us to learn each other more. After our meeting, we shall like each other more. Yesterday I went to travel agency and to me have told the information concerning what documents will be necessary for me, for trip to you. Now I do not have foreign passport. The manager of a travel company has told, that they may make to me the foreign passport and the visa for fast time. I can arrive to your country under the tourist visa. Today I to carry the documents, a photo and to me will tell more in detail when will begin to make documents. Lovely may be to me will your help is necessary. About it I shall write to you in the following letter. We so long with you dreamed of a meeting. I heard that many women would deceive what to receive benefit. I do not have respect for them. I trust you and all my words the naked truth, I speak sincerity. Before dream I represented as it at us will take place. That we shall tell each other. I shall feel yours kiss on my lips. You to me will tell " my dear!.. my little baby! " I so want to see you!!!! Loved William I very much wait for our meeting. Kisses yours Natalia

Letter 16

Hello, My Dear William!!! I was very glad to receive the letter from you again. You really romantic the man. However it always very pleasant to hear from you, really. I'm also glad to hear that it's the same with you. I am happy that I and you may meet and be together. I do not know where my girlfriend in USA lives. She calls to me of once a month and we talk to her. She spoke me there is nothing dangerously on travel In USA. I am not afraid to come to you and I think there is nothing terrible. I hope that this is the beginning of better things in the future. You express yourself and your desires very well, you know what you want and I respect that. I see that we have many things in common and we are very much alike. I think that our meeting is the big step for continuation of our attitudes. I have for you news. I went to travel agency. I have learned, how I can arrive to you. But when I have learned how many it I will cost also I nearly have not fainted was very much afflicted. I did not think, that it so is expensive! I never shall save up such sum of money! My salary does not allow me to save up such big sum:

1) I can make the visa, the passport in travel agency.

2) I should buy the ticket in travel agency because the agency will not make my visa and the passport if I shall not buy the ticket there. (It is such rules)

3) Mum of my girlfriend works in travel agency. She has told, that it is difficult to receive the visa through embassy in Moscow.

4) she promised to help to me to issue the visa through agency. The visa is made out with 7-10 days. The visa make as the tourist.

5) the Price of the ticket 900-1300 US dollars + 370 dollars (the visa, the passport)

Loved I do not know that to me to make. You will laugh, but I earn 100 US dollars per one month. On trip it is required a lot of money, including all charges on trip. It is very expensive. To me never to save up this money. I very much, very much was upset! Our meeting is very important for me and I hope that for you too. I only would want that you knew I LOVE YOU William!!! You my life, you air in my easy.... I can not represent my further life without you. In soul I hope that our desires will be executed. I wait for your letter with impatience! Write to me soon.

Only your Natalia.

Letter 17

Hello, My Dear William!!! I was very glad to receive the letter from you again. You really romantic the man. However it always very pleasant to hear from you, really. I'm also glad to hear that it's the same with you. I am happy that I and you may meet and be together. I do not know where my girlfriend in USA lives. She calls to me of once a month and we talk to her. She spoke me there is nothing dangerously on travel In USA. I am not afraid to come to you and I think there is nothing terrible. I hope that this is the beginning of better things in the future. You express yourself and your desires very well, you know what you want and I respect that. I see that we have many things in common and we are very much alike. I think that our meeting is the big step for continuation of our attitudes. I have for you news. I went to travel agency. I have learned, how I can arrive to you. But when I have learned how many it I will cost also I nearly have not fainted was very much afflicted. I did not think, that it so is expensive! I never shall save up such sum of money! My salary does not allow me to save up such big sum:

1) I can make the visa, the passport in travel agency.

2) I should buy the ticket in travel agency because the agency will not make my visa and the passport if I shall not buy the ticket there. (It is such rules)

3) Mum of my girlfriend works in travel agency. She has told, that it is difficult to receive the visa through embassy in Moscow.

4) she promised to help to me to issue the visa through agency. The visa is made out with 7-10 days. The visa make as the tourist.

5) the Price of the ticket 900-1300 US dollars + 370 dollars (the visa, the passport)

Loved I do not know that to me to make. You will laugh, but I earn 100 US dollars per one month. On trip it is required a lot of money, including all charges on trip. It is very expensive. To me never to save up this money. I very much, very much was upset! Our meeting is very important for me and I hope that for you too. I only would want that you knew I LOVE YOU William!!! You my life, you air in my easy.... I can not represent my further life without you. In soul I hope that our desires will be executed. I wait for your letter with impatience! Write to me soon.

Only your Natalia.

Letter 18

I missed my loved William!!!!! How you my dear? I think about you every day. Wish we were together. Out of all the mans in this world you are the one for me! I need to search no more for i have found my true love and happiness. My love you are like a rainbow of colors always bright and cheerful. At the end there is the two of us together for life. I want to live with you and to be with you. At home, work, going out...... or just be in bed together cuddling up to stay warm on a cold night. A walk in the forest to see nature at its finest. Get away from the city life out to the country where the air is clean. We need to be together to help each other through the good and bad in our lives. To be together makes us stronger. Two heart beats beating as one. We should meet. I shall find out you more and the ambassador to come back to Russia and to make the visa of the bride. There can be I shall not approach you. I want to see your country and to be with you for ever. The tourist visa give for 3 months. For this Term we can find out well each other. Loved I am ready to pretend to sick cold only that you spoon-fed me hot soup of a chicken, spoke gentle words of love and were a line...

My loved it is madly pleasant for me that you do all best to do me though a little happy. I only want to tell to you mine honey, that anybody and never did me such happy as YOU. You give me so much vital force and energy, I feel the favourite desired and necessary woman as did not feel many years. I began to like myself and I like to look after the appearance. And it due to you my gentle and mad William. I love you with such tenderness how many will be contained in my heart!!!!!!! I want to hear your words " I is happy my princess "

Today I for one year began Is more senior we with girlfriends we shall take picnic in honour of mine birthday. It is a pity that you can be with me on this holiday. I cannot write to you because I will not have access to a computer. As I shall be in city I at once I shall go in the Internet of cafe to read your tender words. I with impatience shall wait for your letters.

My love William!!!!!! I shall think of you!!!!!! Dreams about us as we are happy together every day dream me, and I hope that my dreams will be a reality. I love you my dear! Your Natalia.

Letter 19

Lovely mine William!!!!!! I cannot explain in words as strongly I missed these some days you, without you. How you my dear? I very much worry for you, whether all is good? I have been very much pleased having received the letter from you. Most the costly present your words of love. William Every minute you were in my heart. These ideas did me happy in my birthday. We took picnic on one of the purest lakes of our republic. We perfectly spent time with my friends on the nature. Weather was very warm and brightly the summer sun shined. We sunbathed, played table tennis, played a pool, in baseball. It was very cheerful also we have received unforgettable impressions from our rest. For the second day we went to a pine wood and searched for mushrooms and berries. We have not found many mushrooms, but we have collected a small bucket of wood wild strawberry. Then the friend to my girlfriend has fished in lake and we cooked an Soup from a fish and fried it. In the evening we sat about a fire and sang songs. Then I told to my to friends about you my love. They have told that are very happy that I have met the fine person. And when that in the future would like my angel gets acquainted with you. I so am glad that friends understand me and want that I was happy. We drank champagne, and friends spoke me kind wishes of happiness, love and all finest in this life in my birthday!!! They have presented me very beautiful gift. It is a church and sacred icon with Nikolay a miracle the creator with gold edges. It is made by very good master. It very much value a gift from my friends.

William I thought much of us, about our future together, I thought much. I had enough time to understand as strongly I want to be in your hands. I want to wake up in a bed with you every morning, to prepare you for tasty coffee and to bring in bed. I want to please you and to do happy. I have understood that we have lived the most part of a life and remained not enough time to be happy. We should not waste this time. I have higher education and I think at me there will be no problems with the device for work. I love you William! I have confidence that YOU are necessary for me only!!!!!!!!!! Natalia.

Letter 20

Greetings my love William!!! I am very pleased to receive the letter from you. I am very glad that you show care of me. I am happy that is why that I feel that you really me preserve me and to you is not indifferent my life. You really very sensitive and the kindest my loved, the man of all my life! I searched for the happiness, and now I have found it!!!!! Unless it not the happiness to be the beloved, you love and respect, value and care about me? This happiness.... But it not up to the end does me happy..... When I shall nestle gently on my favourite honey, only then I shall feel that my happiness is a jewelry. I do not exaggerate my dear!!!!! I really value and to protect your love... I read your letter and have been a little surprised. To me we is important with you a general life, instead of a life in loneliness. You speak that after your death I shall have much. To me the main thing a happy life with you. You will think that I crazy, but I am ready to die with you in one day and it will be happiness for me because I do not present the further life without you!!!!! I am sure that we together shall live some tens years and we shall have all. We shall have good safe family and the good house. Lovely I has has found out from the girlfriend which works in travel agency that I will not have problems with the tourist visa. It is not necessary for me to make the visa of the bride because I can make the tourist visa. I can make it and I will have opportunity to arrive to you and to live at you from 60 till 90 days. This sufficient time for us. We could find out well each other and create the greater. I think it a good variant for us. What do you think of it?

I hope all in good mood and health! I looked weather forecast yesterday at you. Yes, it impresses!!!! you feel like well in such heat? We long time had bad weather. Only last weeks three weather became stable and we have heat. Weather in this summer in Russia presents the big surprises. Though all world is surprised above global changes of weather on a planet. It really sets thinking. My dear, you are interested on TV in a politics in your country and in other countries, or you love television shows or are fond of sports transfers? What forces you to watch TV keen? It is interesting to me to know about all as to you and yours family.

Madly love you honey! For this short time you became me on so much the dear person, I cannot transfer separation from you. Do not give that the God. I always shall be sincerity and is fair with you, I shall always preserve you my love, I always shall be To belong only to you my favourite William. I promise you my love that you not when will not have disappointment in me and my fidelity to you! I promise that you will be happy near to me. I love you mine and only mine love !!!!! I dream of you every minute my day! Your loving Natalia.

Letter 21

Greetings my love William!!!! I am very glad to read your letter. How you my dear? I think at you perfectly pass affairs with your house.

Weather became hot today the first day. Yesterday we really wonderfully spent time on the river! We with my girlfriend took a boat. Then we built the lock of sand as in the childhood. It was the big lock with set of entrances and exits on sand. Then we collected beautiful flowers which grow about a wood to put it in a vase of a house. Rest has gone right, though I felt like not a lot of tired. It was wonderful, only it was a pity what not the camera. I think we could do very nice pictures for you my honey!

Today I dreamt about you. I do not remember sense of this dream, but I remember that felt very happy woman. I remember that you looked the gentle eyes in my eyes and I felt your breath which warmed me. It was fine dream and I have woken up with magnificent mood of morning.

Yes, you are right that the tourist visa does not entitle to an exit in marriage. I not can promise at once to you that we shall to make it. We do not know each other on so much. We should meet to spend time together and later to solve our further relations. There can be I shall not approach you. We should find out originally each other more. The ambassador we shall decide where we shall remain when could visit Russia. My girlfriend has wide experience of work therefore she cannot be mistaken.

You like to read books my dear? I madly love good books, but unfortunately I have not enough time to read it. I love historical books which contain the interesting and new information. Also always interestingly and cognitively to know the history. Also I like to read classics sometimes. Bulgakov, Dostoevsky. They are my favourite authors of Russian classics. Sometimes I read good American detectives.

My small bear sleeps near to me. It not seems to me that I can fall asleep without it more. I present that it you my love! I know that it funny, but in the childhood mum Put near to me that I have fallen asleep a doll. It was good me then. Now from the little girl the skilled woman who till now sleeps one has grown and cannot fall asleep for a long time..... Because dreams do not give her rest. These dreams of you my love!!! and about that that you were near to me in my cold bed and warmed it the love..... I adore you my tender and sensual bear. You on became dear to me in my life my honey cub so much.....

I love you William! Let heavens store you!

Letter 22

My love William!!!!!! I again hasten to you that though not much to warm your heart gentle words. I hope that you feel too most when read mine the letter. When I receive from you letters, let even small... I feel which little girl have presented a new toy. I test so much pleasures. I feel fine moods of day. I every night when fall asleep I think of that time when we shall meet. I want that you held my hand in the hand and spoke that that you hold on the heart and in your soul. I really want to trust that your words sincerity. I understand that you the adult the man, and I the adult woman which saw also bad and good in a life. We should trust each other and in that that we speak. I do not want to doubt that your words really sincerity and you want to see me beside in your life. Last days became heavy for me with some sad events in my life.... I have suddenly felt defencelessness and loneliness. I want to change my life, I want to change all in it completely. I want to be happy and to not be afraid to live. To not be afraid of that that suddenly tomorrow near to you there will be nobody. I only want to be fair with you. But I really am afraid of loneliness. My girlfriends now seldom visit me because all are occupied with the families, the cares on the house. I too want all this! I want to give all that I store in my heart, I want to speak gentle words to whom that and to bring a breakfast in bed. I want that me embraced when we watch TV, I want a kiss when I fall asleep, I want to be happy and the beloved.

I love you William!!!! I speak it sincerity and I precisely know that you are possible to love which person never saw. I test to you the tender feelings and I want to look in your eyes.

I want to carry out with you all stayed life. I have confidence of it and I doubt for one instant. I only want that you were confidence of it also. I wait for your letter. And your love is necessary for me. I want that you never overlooked that there is a woman which loves you not looking on that that you far. Your princess.

Letter 23

My love William! My affairs it is excellent because I feel you near to me. You induce me to do those things which seem to me for a long time forgotten. I look in a mirror and I think... And in fact I am valid in the good form. I feel the beautiful woman and I want to like you even more. This strip of love and happiness with äîðîãîèì and the favourite person should have the beginning... But when? If not now... We should be happy and loved. When if not now we can will receive new good experience in a life. To like and please with the smile beloved. We should aspires to this because we only start to live. Now I feel as though to me again 18 years. I want to learn you, your ideas, your habits and even lacks. Any person has it, and I shall take part your any lacks if it is. I feel the in love girl which likes in the first.:)

I want dear William that you spoke me all your ideas even if it not the best ideas. I want to know about what you think. I think we shall be fair also sincerity with each other. Because it will help us with the future. And only then we can find out really each other. I love you mine William!!!

Yours Natalia!

Letter 24

Hi my dear William!!! How you? I regret that I could not write to you yesterday. I helped the girlfriend with moving on other apartment. I have very much become bored by your gentle words. I have now received the letter from you. I am fine. Only it is sad from it that we not together. It so is sad. I would be glad to travel on your trailer. I like steak. You will not believe but shrimps my favourite delicacy. But this very expensive pleasure for me. But I believe that we shall with you very soon. You my love!!! We like each other, and it is fine!!! Loved I the happiest woman all over the world. I thank the god, that he has acquainted me with you. I think, that we on have have found out each other so much.. I trust you. I speak you everything of what I think!!!! I so am happy, that I have you!!!!! Everything, that is necessary for me in a life. Now I have all!!!! I have you!!!!! This those, that I dreamed. I dreamed which person I shall like also which will love me!!!!!! It you!!!! You my prince!!!! You my air!!!!!! You my life!!!!!!! You my angel!!! I am ready to repeat these words each minute!!!! I want to shout for the whole world!!! I want to inform everything, that I like only You bring to me pleasure!!!! As soon as I close eyes, I present us together!!!! It so is fine!!!! When I sleep, I think of you. All my dreams of you. I very much frequently see us in dream. It so is beautiful. We are always happy. So it is fine to love you!!!!!! I can give a life for you!!!!! Yes!!! It so!!! I am ready on all!!! If only to be with you!!!!! FINE it so is beautiful. Our love as pure spring. Our love the same big as the sea, as ocean. I can compare it to the universe!!!!! Yes so I love you!!!!!!!! I dreamed of us today night. It was as in a fairy tale. You know it I think, that it is pleasant to you. We were together. We were floating in the sea by steamship. Music played. Around there were many people. We stood on a deck. Music played. Some pairs danced. You have captured me for shoulders. You stood behind of me. Also whispered to me on an ear of a word. You spoke me, that I am beautiful. I have been excited with these words. It has ended me with excitation. Your hands caressed me. I have addressed to you, and we have kissed. Your lips were stuck into my lips. I felt excitation. You have come nearer to me to body. I felt palpation your heart. Ooo!!! What the passion has ignited between us! Language began yours around of my language. Your lips were so sweet. I could not come off them. Some people have noticed and looked at us. I laughed. We have started to laugh. You have invited me to dance. We have left you, has accepted me a hand, and we have started to be turned in dance. We danced most beautifully. Evening in the street was when we have come in a cabin. It was the beautiful room. There there was a bed and a bath. The bath stood in average places. You have come nearer to bar and poured champagne in glasses. You have come nearer to me and have kissed me. We drank champagne. You have included music. I have accepted your hand and pulled you. We have started to dance in a room. Your hands caressed my hair. You spoke me words of love. When music has ended. I have suggested to take a bath. You have filled in water of a bath. I have come nearer to you. Your hands have touched my breast. I stood and did not move. You have removed clothes from me. I stood completely naked. You have accepted my leg and have placed it in a bath. I have risen in water. Water such was warm. I have plunged into water. You stood and looked at me. Your hands have plunged into water as. You caressed my body. My breasts were steady. You have removed clothes from body. We were in a bath together. I felt your excitation. You have told to me Natalia - that I love you my princess!!!! We made love. I groaned. It was so completely!!!!!! You have left a bath and have accepted me on hands. You have wiped my body a towel and have incurred me in a bedroom. You have placed me in a bed. I am tired. You have lain close to me. Your head has put on my breast. I caressed you. I have fallen asleep. But when I have woken up, I have understood, that it was the dream. To me began, so it is a pity, that I am not close to you. I shouted. From tears of eyes have spilled. Fine but now I am confident, that we shall together very soon!!!!!!! So it - not pity to me, that I can write to you more. It has come time of me. On it I shall finish the letter. I love you!!!!! Fine I want to send you millions sweet kisses!!!!!!!!! Millions embraces!!!!! All for you my love!!!!!!!!! For!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I shall wait the letter from you!!!!!!!! Your woman!!!!!! With sincere love to you. Yours and only yours Natalia.

Letter 25

Greetings my love William!!!! You not correctly have understood me. Very much it is pleasant to me your electronic ideas. I have asked that you spoke more about the ideas and were not afraid to speak it to me. I want more close relations with you. I want that you were fair with me. Only when two persons will be true also sincerity with each other at them there will be on the present a happy family. For travel to you I need the visa and the passport. For manufacturing it to me 10 days will be required. I do not know in what countries I could travel without the visa. I really love you and I want to carry out our dream. But it is valid for me not really because I have no opportunity. Tell as you you can soon carry out our dream. I have no a lot of time because the cafe the Internet has today Reduced day. I shall write to you tomorrow. Your love Natalia.

Letter 26

Greetings my love William!!! I am glad that you want to study Russian. I shall teach you it. I did not hear that Americans can visit Ukraine without the visa. It seems to me is the incorrect data. I cannot understand why you do not want that I have arrived to you under the tourist visa. I am ready to arrive to you right now because I want to be with you. It will enough seems to me that 3 months to find out each other well. Today I not so well feel and I shall finish the letter. I shall think and dream of you my love. Yours and only yours Natalia.

Letter 27

Greetings my love William!!! I have very bad day today. Last night I went in souls. I have collected some water in bathing and only wanted to go in it and it has sharply bursted. All water has spread on a bathing room. In some minutes neighbours from below to shout at me have come running. They spoke that will bring an action against me the claim that I indemnified because their apartment has been flooded. It was very a shame to me and it is insulting. I some hours cleaned water from a floor. I am sad also my back it hurt for weariness. I do not know that to me to do. Now I should buy new bathing because to me not where to be washed. To me it was bitter and bad. Ideas about you have distracted me from this problem. I have recollected that I have favourite person and on soul on it became much easier. I have presented that if you were beside to me it was much better.

I understand that that will remain together to me to be required visas of the bride. But I think that to us is necessary to meet originally to find out better each other. For visiting Ukraine it is necessary to me the visa. But I would like to visit you in USA. The ambassador we could save and arrive to Russia a little. What do you think of it? I love you and would like to hold as soon as possible you in the hands. I want to kiss and embrace you William!!!! I shall look forward to the letter from you loved. Yours and only yours Natalia.

Letter 28

Greetings my love William!!! I am glad to receive your letter. I should agree with you that better if you will arrive to me. The later we could do the visa of the bride and arrive in USA. I shall be glad to show you remarkable places in Russia. You were in Russia 11 years ago. For this time much has changed. I love you and with impatience I shall wait for days when we shall be together. I have an apartment and you should not order hotel. Now at us very expensive to cost on hotel accommodation.

Yesterday I had big problems. At me own apartment and me has left her grandmother. I necessarily should get a new bath. Yesterday I all the day ran on shops. I was horrified as for purchase of a new bath I will need the big sum of money. The cheapest bath costs 320 US dollars. I cannot save such big sum of money. Now I have 120 $. But I do not know where to me to take other sum. It is not convenient for me to ask you the help. But without a bath to live it simply it is not possible! I there wash, I go in souls! I had very good big bath. When you would arrive we could take a shower together! It would be so wonderfully!!! But my bath..... I so am afflicted.... Excuse that I all about a bath... But at me all ideas only about it...

Yours NAti

Letter 29

Greetings my love William!!! I am very glad that you can to help me. I do not know as to thank you. When you will come I promise that you will live as tsar. We together with you shall be washed in our new bath. I sent you the address.
My address:
428034 Republic Chuvashia
City of Cheboksary
Street Universitetskaya 28-119
Tsareva Natalia.
I heard that mail very dangerously to send money because it works not reliably. I heard that there are companies of instant remittances. You have a company the Western union. I heard that this company quickly and reliably translate money. My dreams only about you my love. In what numbers you plan our meeting. When you are going to prepare for documents for trip. I think that I shall meet you at the Moscow airport. I think there were read out days up to our meeting. I very for a long time cannot fall asleep because my ideas only about you. I very much frequently present our meeting. As you will leave doors of aerosweat and I shall run to you. I shall embrace you I shall be pressed to you and a kiss. I shall wait from you for news your love Natalia.

Letter 30

Greetings my love William. I am very grateful to you that you help me. I feel care to me. When you will come to me we together we shall take with you a bath. Remember that I love you and I shall never leave you. Unfortunately I have no house of phone. I could cause you from the street payphone, but it is expensive for me. I would be glad to hear your voice my love. I shall look forward to the detailed information from you for my help. I love you and I shall dream of you. Yours and only yours Natalia.