Letter(s) to Lueftner (Germany)

Letter 1

Hello honey am very happy to write you this and i know you will;l be happy when you ready it , honey as i told you we need to get the gold because it so much enough that we can buy But you know as for my brother he will just sell it chip prize. honey Do you know what we will do now my uncle said we need to send the money before he will send the gold to you and honey you trust me and i will never lie to you , i will be very happy if you can buy it . and i hope in your heart you will do that OK.. And honey for the first time that i show you i was so much happy and i know our relationship is going take place and i hope we will get married when we meet OK and i know you will do that as i say because you love me and i also love you ?.

Honey, I wish you were always here to warm me up or me there to warm you up, Just because i miss you so much and when I'm missing you so much, then it's like I'm feeling cold and i can't bear it anymore, because i know hen am with you there your warm hands will warm me up,keep me and comfort me up, because your love is for me and your heart is mine as mine is for you, So i just can't wait to be with you sweetie because am here alone and you are there alone, So it's like we are all home alone, this really shows sadness, I sometimes imagine the happiness we might have if we were to be together now and we would have been able to touch each other and you will prepare my food for me when i come back from work and we will eat it together and i will feed you and take you to bed with kissing and cuddling.When it was in the middle of the day and I was thinking about you, as usual. I want you to know how much I sincerely love the countless hours we spend talking. It means so much to me. It truly seems like I've known you forever and I honestly can't imagine life without you now. There will be no looking back, no second thoughts and no regrets. I love you and only you ... and that love will only grow stronger. Sometimes life hits you with unexpected things that take you totally by surprise. All I can say is you're the best surprise life has given me and your capacity for love, caring, and understanding never ceases to amaze me. I've truly been blessed by finding you and I'll never let you go...