Letter(s) to Benjamin (USA)

Letter 1

How are you doing today? How did your memorial day go? Hope you are having a nice time, as for me am cool and lonely.... Am so glad reading from you here....
I'm quite new to this online dating and i hope i can meet my soul mate here, I was born in Salt Lake City Utah, but i have been out of the state when i was 10 years old because i lost my dad in an auto crash...... After the death of my dad i move to Finland with my Mom because she is a native of Finland..... I spend most of my life in Helsinki, Finland.... I also lost my Mom to a Cancer illness 5 years ago...... I'm presently in Europe (London) to Design and i will be relocating back to the United state as soon as I'm done with my work here..... I'm here to Design a new public building.... I have no physical or mental baggage and strive everyday to be a better woman for myself ever since i lost my father and Mother. Karma, Kindness, Family, Loyalty,Respect and Honesty are important realities in my lifestyle. If we are meant to be, even geography can't keep us apart.... I find very much peace and tranquility there in Finland until i lost my mom. I am into Designing also am into buying and selling of Jewelries... I`m 5`7" 120 with a athletic build , mentally stable, physically fit, a bunch of laughs, warm, caring, honest, good listening, God Fearing, and a positive person. I am real easy person to talk to, a good listener and down to earth. For fun, I enjoy playing golf, chilling with my friends, movies, NASCAR, swiming , fishing, listening to music and dance to any kind of music, traveling, going bowling and also a good cook. I am a family oriented person and There is more, but it would be better for you to find some things out for yourself if your still interested... My friends do tell me i look younger than my age 33. lol

I am really interested in wanting to know about what makes you the special person you are today, I want to know more about your work, family, your background, your life experiences, past relationships, your goals and dreams, your interests, what made you join zoosk dating and anything else you want to tell me. Can you tell me more about yourself? Have you ever been married? Do you have kids? Do you stay alone? and all that..I even want to learn about the secrets you very rarely share with someone!. So come on and share it all with me, as I am not here to talk to you about general things such as partying, the weather, sports, e.t.c I want to learn about you and what makes up your heart and soul, as the friendship I want to build with you I want it to be like no other you have ever shared in or experienced. This friendship I want to build with you will be filled with substance, quality,spirituality and potential. I hope am not boring you to earth, I have to stop here for now, Will be waiting to read from you soonest.....

Have a pleasant day ahead of you.
Kim.

Ps. Here are some couple of my pics, and i hope you will handle them with care huh?

Letter 2

Hi Benjamin,
How are you doing today? I bet your having a great moment huh? Thanks for the picks and you are really looking great.. It was really nice hearing back from you again, As it actually made my day!!! You sound like all i want, you seems to be my perfect match. I am really going to put a lot of effort into writing this letter to you in hopes it will provide you with a good understanding of who I am, what I am all about, and what has made me the person I am today. The reason I am going to write a letter rather than just send a message is because I am serious about wanting to establish a quality friendship with you, and because of the fact I rarely contact anyone on here, so when I do you can be rest assured I am serious about my intentions. Am 33 . I do believe age is just a mire number.

Am looking for a man that will be able to listen to me, communicate his feelings to me, make me laugh, hold and comfort me in need, stand by my side, respect me, passionate lover in every way, support me in every way, love me and only me, make me smile, protect me when needed, romantic time to time, constantly creative, and treat me right.... I know you will think what is a pretty lady like me doing on here.. Yes the reason I came on to the internet to find the special person who deserves all the love and passion that makes up my heart and soul is because I do not have the time to meet others out in a public setting, and the fact I feel you can your life experiences, past relationships, your goals and dreams, your interests, and anything else you want to tell me. I believe there are 11 things in a good relationship, Respect, Friendship, Talking, listening, Honesty, Trustful, Passionate, Great communication, Dedication, Romantic and Caring.The 10th one you need to learn on your own it different for everyone. I even want to learn about the secrets you very rarely share with someone. I am willing to relocate to any city as soon as am back to the state, but what matters to me most is to meet a man to have as friend because i will be new to the area...... What kind of relationship are you looking for? Remember you need trust to love, but first you need to love in order to trust.. I'm looking for a man that i will spend the rest of my life with,i want to become a one man woman.. If it is meant to be, our hearts will find each other when we meet. And if our hearts melt together so will our bodies and souls. Then every word and every touch will fuel our passion flame..... I will be yours, you will be mine, and we will be one....i hope all is working out for you as plan so far I'm having a little fun here with the Design,the weather is always hot in the day and cool in the night. I want to learn about you and what makes up your heart and soul, as the friendship I want to build with you I want it to be like no other you have ever shared in or experienced. This friendship I want to build with you will be filled with substance, quality, spirituality and potential. I got some couple of more questions for you huh? What is your favorite color? Movie? Tv program ? Food? Movie? when is your birthday? I should stop hear and wait to hear from you soonest.

Have a nice day ahead
Kim.

Letter 3

How are you doing today? How was your night and things around there with you today? It does my heart good to know that there's somebody thinking of me, whenever I see your email my heart skips several beats and my soul rejoice at the endless possibilities. I want you to know how much I sincerely love the countless times I spent reading your email. It means so much to me. It truly seems like I've known you forever and I honestly can't imagine life without you now. As you already know, I dont have any family in the United state. i'm relocating back to the state to start a new life with my self and with the right man when i find one. I don't have kids and I'm planing to put myself up in a hotel when i get to the state and look for an apartment while i'm in the hotel... It is nice to hear that we are both seek the same thing in a relationship... How many woman have you talk with from the dating site? Which aiport is the closest to you? so i can book my flight to the airport and have you as my new and only friend when i get back to the stateside.. I will love to meet a man that i can learn more about in person and see if there will be chemistry between us when we meet in person...... I'm not a very good housekeeper..... My paperwork is not very organized most of the time because I believe in living life and enjoying it not being stuck in the house in good weather or even bad if I feel like it. Relationship is about affection and feeling the both parties have for each other.

Inside of me there is a place where my sweetest dreams reside, where my highest hopes are kept alive, where my deepest feelings are felt and where my favorite memories are safe and warm. I find that you're on my mind more often than any other thought........ Sometimes I bring you there purposely just to make my day brighter...... But more often, you surprise me and find your own ways into my thoughts..... There are even times when I awaken, I realize that you've been a part of my dreams...... Then during the day, when my imagination is free to run, it takes me into your arms and allows me to linger there knowing there's nothing I'd rather do...... I know my thoughts are only reflecting the loving hopes of my heart because whenever they wander, they always take me to you......... Only the most special things in my world get to come inside my heart and stay. And now, I realize how deeply my life has been touched by you. My turn on SMILE (A smile melt my heart).. Off, I hate liars and cheaters, dramatic, naging..... What do you consider being romantic? Are you willing to pick me up at the airport if i could book my flight to you? Waiting to read from you soon. Take good care of your self and be cool..

Have a nice day ahead
Love,
Kim.

Letter 4

My Dearest,
How are you doing today? Wow, what a nice message i just got from you and i appreciate you alot for taking your time to keep my company out here.... As you know that my profile is no more on the dating site and you are the only man i am talking with from the site.... My heart tells me that you will make a good husband and i never knew i can meet a man like you on the internet.. You are awesome with the words you always send me and i am looking forward to meet you in person soon..... We both share the same belief and reality about life.. I want to let you know that you have occupied my heart and i can't belief my self thinking about a man i have not meet in person this much.... I consider Holding each other, breathing each other, tasting each other as we watch the sun rise and set in each others arms..... Laughing, crying, singing, praying, playing, working together to make life fun and safe for each other been romantic. I have not found that yet, but I am eternally hopeful..... Maybe I am just a helpless romantic, beautiful lady but hope is what gets us out of bed each morning to face the day..... I hope there is no stress at work today?Here is a lil poem composed by me for you ......
I have not seen you
in this life so absurd
Nor have I heard you
not even a word

Even in this life
I find I cannot cope
You somehow lift my spirits
and fill my soul with hope

So I look into your emails
to find out what is clear
That somehow where connected
ever searching to grow near

I watch the stars up in the sky
shining so brightly in the night
Searching for the answer
to make this story write

I feel that you deserve much more
than I can really give in life
But one day when we grow together
you may be my man

So I pray the gentle breeze
will blow my love away
into your bedroom window
and in your heart to stay

( Sorry the poetry I write is usually intense with feeling so I hope that it doesn't sound to cheesy, But I meant it from my heart)
Love,
Kim.

Letter 5

Like a flower in a desert, trust may be hard to keep alive,
But like anything worthwhile, it is something for which you should strive.
Relationships are also fragile, and can easily be broken,
Feelings bottled up inside would be better off if spoken.
The truth can often hurt, and we must learn to cope,
For only with complete honesty can there be any hope.
Relationships must be built; they must be nurtured and grown,
Your care and your commitment must constantly be shown.
Truth should be the stone on which all things are cast.
If built upon this foundation, they’ll more likely last.
Think upon this deeply, as you read this adage,
For every person trustworthy, five more would take advantage.
If you feel that you must lie, in order to save face,
Consider the consequences and whom you may disgrace.
If you feel honesty and loyalty, is a bunch of bunk,
Then just give up, and become a monk.
To be honest with another, you must be honest with yourself,
This cannot be bought, no matter what your wealth.
For truth and integrity can be the sharpest sword,
Feeling good about yourself, can be it’s own reward.
So strive to be honest in all ways, is the best advice I can give;
To be able to trust yourself and others, is the only way to live!

Letter 6

How are you doing today Ben? I am glad to read from you. I am sorry for keeping your message unread, i have been busy down here. How was your day going and how is work? I really missed talking to you but i do think and dream about us . Wow. You are really a great man . I pray this work out between us soon. I will like to sit together with you and take popsicles together. I have been waiting for that special day and special moment to sit and share minds with the special man and i can see it in you. I cant stop thinking about us... Sweetie i have been trying to overcome my problem down here but i still got some to cover. I don't know if you can help me . I have got to pay some bills which is $3550 . I only got $3000 left with me down here and i really need to pay this bills before i can complete my work down here. The money is for Tax bills down here. I forget to pay for it before i start working down here. I have not got my payment. I will have my payment when am done with work down here cause that's how i work and we already agreed in our terms. sweetie i don't know if you can help me with any amount you can afford to help me with so that i can pay this bills and complete my work down here so that i can get outta here ASAP ... I am sorry i have to ask you this cause i have been keeping it to myself cause i don't know how you will feel about me, that's why i did not tell you . I hope this will not change your mind at me. I guess i am kinda looking at myself somehow. i have to leave and will check on you later.

Have a nice day ahead
Soft Warm Tender Gently And Kisses
Kim

Letter 7

How are you doing Terry .. I am glad to read from you. I just want you to know that i am not on here for money but on here to meet someone i want to share my love and the rest of my life with.. I am not after your money .. Its just that i had this problem down here and i try to solve it but need someone help. Thats why i ask you to help me. I am a selfmade woman on my own. I am not trying to be rude but i have to be upfront and i feel comfortable telling you about myself. Its just that i Freeze my account before i get outta states cause some people got money out of my account when i went to Paris and i dont want that to happen. I can only Unfreeze my account when i get to the states and see the Manager in person. I have tried all my possibly best but nothing than just to seek for someone help. I am sorry if i try to be arsh but just want to tell you about myself and whats going on with me. Money is not love and love is not money. We just need money cause money makes the world go around .. I am not a rich woman and i am not a poor woman. I guess you understand what am trying to let you know. I understand if you dont get back to me again but i want you to know that i am real and i am not after your money. I am going to refund you your money as soon as i get paid down here and i will never ask you for any other help again. I can't go for my inheritance now. I was told that all D????? inheritance will be released as soon as I have someone I want to marry and will never leave me for another woman cause he will sign some documents . Well i geuss i cant take this feelings on my mind right now and i need to leave.. I will get on here later to see if i get any message from you and i guess you can think about this again. I dont want you to be carried away but follow your mind.. I am a woman that wear my heart on my sleave. Hope to read from you soon..

Have a nice time ahead
Kim

Letter 8

How are you doing today Ben (Terry). How is your day ? How did work go today? I hope you did not stress yourself too much at work? I am really glad to read from you. I choose to call you Terry cause every time i remember or see anyone called Terry, i do remember you and my mind always skip. I will tell you why when we meet in person when am done and get outta here.. Ben i am glad to hear that you will like to help me. Dear i am not trying to be an ingrate . I am sorry to tell you that i am going to refund your money to you as soon as i get my payment down here. You can use the money to buy me any gift when i get to you in person. I understand that you don't want to be cheated on or let someone get rid of your money. I am not on here to cheat on someone or get someone out of money. Its just that i got this came up on my way and i have to fight it , so that i can finish my work and get outta here as soon as possible. I already tried to sell my used jewelries to raise the remaining money but no one wants to buy it... I understand that you are ready to give me $200 as a gift. I insist that i am not going to take it as a gift but loan. Ben please can you add up $100 to it , so you will be sending me $300, if you cant loan me the remaining $550, i will find away to sell my used jewelries in every ways to raise the remaining money to complete it so that i can get back to work and get finish. I cant really wait to get outta here soon. I will get another jewelries when i get back to states but this is my primary assignment down here and i have to finish it before any other things. Ben i will be glad if you can loan me all the money but i do understand if you don't loan me . I am going to refund your money back to you as soon as i get paid down here... Have you ever send money via western union before? You can get the money wired to me down here Via Western Union Money Transfer.. Here is my info below:

NAME............... KIM ANIELSKI
CITY..................THAMESMEAD
STATE..............LONDON
COUNTRY........UNITED KINGDOM

Test Question : Who do i love
Answer : Ben

Ben you are to get back to me with the info giving to you at the western union after you got the money sent.. Such as the 10 digits MTCN number( Money Transfer Control Number) , Senders full name and address, amount sent. You can also send me the copy of the receipt giving to you after you sent the money.i will be looking to read from you soon Ben...

Have a nice time ahead
Soft Warm Tender Gently And Kisses
Kim