Letter(s) to John (USA)

Letter 1

Hello Dear
Well,how are you doing right now over there,how was ur day ?how have u been doing and how is life treating you now,i guess u are doing pretty nice over there today,well its so nice to share alot of feelings with you ,well i have imagined u as a nice person and as a caring person too,and i am so much liking what i get to read from you everyday,cause u really know what you want in a relationship,i know life hasn't been easy in the past for any one cause we just want to struggle from the bottom to the top cause no one wants to remain below his demands,well i get to see some things in your words which made me write u and your personality speaks a lot about you,cause u really know how to describe urself and the things u want in life,well nice try,you really know who u really are and thats what i mean by self personality,its just all about you knowing who u really are and the things u do to make u a happy man,your words are short but meaningful cause at least u could write something about yourself,and i know u could say more in person or write more with the aid of u wanting to express yourself,what really do u think of yourself and who do u see yourself as,and what are your dreams and what kind of things do u do to yourself that makes u think u could a special person,or do u have to share your personality with someone before u can really can know how special u are to people,i assume u are the gift of God and God has blessed you with alot in life all u just need is to focus on things around you and the people around you to know what God has in stock for you,well,how do u go about making a life meaning full for you and how do u try to make others smile by u considering how special you are. Before a person could think of caring for someone u have to know how special u are to people and how caring u could be,its doesn't matter by you really knowing that person,God might send you to that person for an help and u will be willing to help but it just take time cause the world is never a safe place anymore and there is alot to learn about people,me myself i have learn alot from my environment,the things i do and the things i try not to do,i just sit and listen to music read books and make my life meaningful to me and try to be honest about the whole thing i do,cause honesty is only the key to human success and it makes life meaningful if u can apply all the principles of been a special person to people,everyday people die and everyday a new one is been born,so we all want to be in a safe place but we don't really know how to go about been there, cause we havent really leanred about the principles of life,life is full of joy if u can discover the joy inside of you,life doesnt begin from your environment,it begins from inside of you,cause life begins if u can begin it with a very first step and a very first chance.

If life goes on with one thing there will be another thing that might destroy it,so we just try not to fall a victim of circumstances,i have been through alot of things in life but that didn't make me to do any silly things in life,it only makes me stronger in alot of things cause i learn not to put my problems in my head cause if u do it will just weigh u down and it wont allow u think of better things to make your life meaningful,so i just want to make my life meaningful and use it in helping others and its all about me taking a chance to do what i have to do to make the world a loving place and to make people know that there is so much love inside of them to use in helping change the world,life goes on if u begin with something real and sincere and u learn to focus about it,and learn to see the principles that guides it,life is been guide with alot of principles leading to the truth of life and love,the earth alone is filled with so much love but we humans made it hidden cause of the bad things that we thought is good,if we only can learn to bring out the love of life and the life of love and get to make the world a place to live then every one dont have to get scared of each other,cause i have been into alot of things i have tried alot of things and it didn't really work out for me cause i cant really cheat on my feelings or judge myself for the things i do,i just want to make alot of things come to reality by me focusing on them and wanting it to come to reality,i just want to make people happy with my kind of personality and the wisdom God has given me and i want to make others smile while i make myself smile to as well,there are more things we Still need to learn about ourself,if only u can have a time to relax and focus on ur thought and have a deep imagination about the whole thing happening in the world,if only u can do that,u will get to see the Good and Bad things on earth and that will surely keep u out of trouble,cause u decided to focus on building urself in way that cud help you and help others,the reason why we are in the world is to be here for one and other and to help when we are in need,but this generation that i have seen has turned to something else,there is alot of hatred,crime,greed,jealousy,self centered and fornication,all this didn't create or started in one day it all started from individuals cause they just wanted to make life meaningless for them self and satisfy there immediate needs,life begin's inside of us and we need to learn about the way of life to make it meaningful for us my words might sound too prophetic but my life is all about the truth and i mean all i say and do and i really want to start a family i can grow older with and with a man i will do love with all my heart,i do sincerely know what love means to me and others and i go about building it in the right way if only my partner is ready to start a strong and fulfilled relationship..i really feel the music of your words and my heart sings the same rythem and i know we will both be happy someday and i do have alot of faith in your words cause they are words of truth and u are completely honest about it..i am not here to judge your past but i am here to build the present and show u the personalities love has and the really person inside of you..if u find it so hard discovering the real person in you i am here filled with so much music for you which you cud dance to...i know someday i will be great and will be so special to alot of people but i wanna take life the way i see and meet it..but i can only change situations..no situation is permanent.we both can change it..forget about the present and think of the beauty of the present and build on it and u will surely see the music in you.
I will tell you more about life and marriage if u want to listen to it and u will be so happy to read my emails cause my words come deep down from my heart and i speak them and put them to words cause i am confident of my self and i am not afraid of who i am with time u will learn alot about who u really are cause i am just like an angel on to you and i know ur life will be so wonderful been with me..marriage is a life time commitment to me and we will build on that someday sometime.
Have a nice and lovely day and take good care of your family and tell them someone real and special is coming into your world soon
Suesan

Letter 2

Thanks so much for the email and am happy to hear from you, How is everything moving with you, well I LOVED the way u replied me, and i hope this goes on, well like i have said, i have promised myself that i would be relocating to where i find the right man for me, a man i can love and never take me for granted,the man that God in heaven has made for me, a man that would trust and love me and never make me cry, a man that would support my career and never hurt me for no reason, well since maybe u dnt want to go to movie along maybe when am done in about 3 days from now,here in the school, and if u want me, i would be relocating to you, am not trying to push myself to u, but its just what i have said in me that i would be relocating to where i find the right man for me, well tell me what u think about me, and also i have attached the picture to this and i hope u have gotten it and also see me, i will also wait ur picture and also for me to see.....

Letter 3

How are you doing today? how have u been and what have u been up to? thanks alot for writing back to me and i am so happy to as least recieve an email from you.it really do shows me how interested you really want to know my kind of person and i am so happy u really do have an understanding mind...Your words are like music unto my heart and i feel so warm hearing your words in the email

Well..its has really been great keeping in touch with each other through email and hopefully we will both meet in person and get to start a relationship from there..well since u have know a bit about me and i am so happy u really want to get to know my kind of person..well with time u will get to learn alot about me and i know u wont regret sharing your feelings and emotions with me...and i know i wil do enjoy getting to know your kind of person..cause i know u are really sincere and honest about your words and feelings towards me .

I am really a sincere and honest person.am caring,kind,friendly very easy to get along with am,social,romantic,passionate.smart,intelligent,cool headed,adaptive,have a big heart and i do believe in the truth and honesty..cause honesty is the only key to human success and with honesty..our dreams will just be the greatest and the best of all..i know its hard to be completely honest..but i try to be who i am and do what i know how to do best.no one really can change who i am or my personalty cause i believe in myself and my life is based on truth and its all about who i really am..cause i know the kind of person i am and they way i treat others.i really do care alot about others who care for me..cause i am a very caring person and my heart is so blessed and lovely ...
Well..i will really like to know more about you and ur motives and intension's getting to know my kind of person..cause my intension's is to get to know you,and really do know your kind of person and build up a relationship with you and hopefully meet in person..cause its one of my policy that every one i do meet i try to make them completely honest and happy cause i hate to make people feel bad..cause i really do believe that every one should at least be given a great chance to smile and share there feelings to each other.

Well.i am really looking for a man who's completely honest and sincere about his words and feelings who's ready for a long term relationship. Who's ready to support to build up a family with me..i want a man who i know i can have faith and completely trust with all my heart..cause to make a standard relationship it must really be based on trust.love and trust are one big family and with both..a relationship will be the greatest u ever imagine....well..i believe in devoting my time to my loved onces and making them real happy..cause they are my own families and i always do look forward to that day i will get to meet my dream man..and i know when he gets to meet me he will be so happy to get along with my kind of person too...

Well..this is abit about my personality which i would like to tell you..i like to listen to music and i like to swim,camp,shop and read and even dance too..music is really part of my life and i cant do without listening to music in a day..and my kind of music is R and B and a abit of jazz and hip hop too.
Favorite Music...... Linkin Park, Evanescence, and the Final Fantasy soundtracks. Mary J Blige.
Favorite TV Shows...... Buffy The Vampire Slayer, Angel, Firefly, Smallville, South Park, Chappelle Show, The Simpsons, Family Guy, Aqua Teen, Brak Show, and Invader Zim; along with animes like Neon Genesis Evangelion, El Hazard, and Escaflowne.
Favorite Movies My list is a long one, but here goes:......... *Ghostbusters 1 and 2 *Spider-Man 1 and 2 *X-Men 1 and 2 *The Evil Dead trilogy *The (original) Star Wars Trilogy *Nightmare On Elm Street *Donnie Darko *The Lost Boys *Near Dark *Underworld *Van Helsing *Labyrinth *Blade trilogy *Matrix Trilogy *The Lord Of The Rings *Mystery Men *Dog Soldiers *Secret Window *Austin Powers *Kill Bill
Favorite Books..... The Shining, IT, Pet Sematary, and especially Salem's Lot ..
Well i dont really have lots of hobbies i do but at least i know how to have fun by myself or with others and i like to hang out with sincere and honest people to exchange ideas and get to learn about each others..cause thats really the best way to build up ur own life to care for others and get to know alot about them...but i prefer hanging out with people i know i can trust and share alot with.

I am 5-6 tall average body type, Shoe Size: 10 Eye Colour: Blue Hair Colour: Strawberry Blonde Hair Length: Below Shoulders Skin Colour: Tan Piercings: Ears & Navel Tattoos: None Other: None Ethnic Look: Caucasian/White Height: 5'11" (180 cm) Weight: 140 lbs (64 kg) Physique: Muscular & Built Bust: 34 in (86 cm) Waist: 27 in (68 cm) Hips: 36 in (91 cm) Dress Size: 6..
i know am good looking ..and i take care of my skin and body,cause as a make up artrist u need to look more beautiful to make other beautiful u have to look cool so u can look different from others lol...well thats how i treat my self good ..i like to make my own things more beautiful but i don't want to be the center of attraction lol Well..i will really love to hear more from you and hopefully get to know your motives and intension's towards me cause i really would want to work towards getting to meet you in person and hopeful see what happens next.
If really u are interested in me,you can CANCEL your registration on the dating website so that we can be best of each other and have time for ourself to get along with each other.And to protect ourself I will look for your next email and hopefully u will be able to tell me more about you and lets get to get to know each other in a honest and sincere way,have a lovely day and take good care of yourself
Suesan

Letter 4

My name is Suesan ,i am the only child of my parents, I moved to the states when i was 4 years of age..my dad is from Spain and my mom is from South Of France..my dad and mom got to meet each other in Spain and i was born there as well..but i moved to the states with my moms aunt when i was 4 years of age..my dad and mom had some disagreement..very early of there relationship to they both had to broke off..so my mom had to go back to South Of France and she took me along to France too..but i only spent 4 months with mom there..she wasn't able to cope with me there.so she had to throw me down to her aunts place in monteagle,TN thats were i grew up..and schooled and went to college there too and later moved to san angelo,TX..and since i have been with my moms aunt..i never did heard from dad or mom again..i was just abandoned there and i grew up to really do love my aunt cause she was such a lovely aunt to me..but she left me so early..she died when i was 17 years of age..so since then.. i have just had a life on my own..doing what i know how to do best in honesty and living my life to the fullest..and i grew up to understand the principles of life and the truth that follows it and i have made a vow to my self and God that i will forever remain honest and truthful to the things i say and do...cause truth and honesty is the only key to success..but its every hard to go about..but i still try not to break my vow..and i do seek all i want with all my heart and the truth of it..

Right now am learning more about makes up Atrist for internation artists here in Los Angeles .i am into this because this what i have been trying to do all my life because i beleive in this career of mine i would go to places and also make it in life..thats what i am into..i have just started my career on it and its really my dream and i seek a man who will support my dream. ..To complete my dream and career and i have made up my mind that i will relocate to wherever my right and perfect match is for the betterment of our union..it has really been a dream come true for me to become a real make up artrist and i have committed all my time and all i have into this career and i hope it leads to a very great future of mine.

Well,i am a very sincere and honest person,am caring,kind,social,smart,intelligent,passionate,friendly,romantic,and i believe in the truth and honest of love..i am really a very sincere person when it comes to sharing feelings and emotions with that special person and i really am down to heart honest about the things i say and do cause i don't like hurting peoples feelings,cause everyone has a chance to laugh,so why do i make them sad..i am really very easy to get along with,fun to be with and am very adaptive and communicative when it comes to conversant conversation.and my life is based on the truth and honest of self personality...i would really like to get to know a lot about you and learn somethings with you cause u seems to be kind of ready in getting to know my kind of person and hopeful we can meet in person soon..with time we will get to know each others feelings,motives and intension towards each other and it will help us grow knowing each other and trusting each other.this is how i can express myself just take me as i am..Well i will await your next reply and i will try and email you back, i will tell you more about me and my personality...

Suesan

Letter 5

I am really interested in wanting to know about what makes you the special person you are today, I want to know more about your family, your background, your life experiences, past relationships, your goals and dreams, your interests, and anything else you want to tell me. I even want to learn about the secrets you very rarely share with someone!. So come on and share it all with me, as I am not here to talk to you about general things such as partying, the weather, sports, e.c.t. I want to learn about you and what makes up your heart and soul, as the friendship I want to build with you I want it to be like no other you have ever shared in or experienced. This friendship I want to build with you will be filled with substance, quality, spirituality and potential.and you can send me an email here...suesanperez@yahoo.com