Letter(s) from Aushra Xorosha to Richard (USA)

Letter 1

Hi the my dear friend. I am very happy, that you have answered my short message to you.
It is really pleasant to me to realize, that I have interested you. And you had a desire to get acquainted with me more close.
Since I'm not a paying member on zoosk,the only way to respond through e-mail.
My name is Aushra to me of 36 years and I have been born in on May, 15, 1975.
My growth 5/6,at me colour of eyes green,I the brunette.
I the beautiful young woman going on this remarkable life without its satellite.
I have lived all life in Russia, I was born in city Vladimir, the Vladimir area.
Vladimir is very beautiful and big city. For all life I, it is possible to tell, did not leave it.
In the childhood I, certainly, have visited large cities of Russia.
In such, as Moscow, St.-Petersburg, Samara. You sometime happened in Russia?
And where you in general were? What it was pleasant to you most of all and whether in general it was pleasant?
It would be very interesting to me to learn about it.
About my city you for certain did not hear, but I shall try you to explain, where it is.
Vladimir is located to the north-east of Moscow in 130 miles.
Vladimir large industrial regional city with the population about 350 thousand persons.
Having looked at a card, you can learn approximately about its site.
I very much love the city, museums, streets and houses. Only because it is My City!
I have left school in this city, having studied in it of 11 classes, I have decided to find in myself economic abilities.
Then I have acted in the State University.
And now I have the diploma in higher education on a speciality accountant.
After the termination of university, I with ease intended to find to myself profitable work.
But has understood, that it not so is simple. My speciality, certainly, is demanded, but only in the most best quality.
To take a place of the good accountant to me it is necessary to have the working experience,that means work on the previous place not less than five years.
But it is simply impossible, because as the young expert who just has ended university, can have this experience.
After all my searches, me have accepted in shop which delivers all city various electric details.
In shop, under the name "Light" I work here five years.
I there combine two posts, I work as the assistant to the accountant and the manager of a hall.
Certainly, I dream of something greater, but also this work too very much is pleasant to me.
My working day lasts seven hours, and I have two days off in week, including all the state holidays and red days of a calendar.
Our shop is in city centre and it is considered enough greater.
Owners of shop in the near future want still will extend, and to open one more shop,
In which it is possible me will already accept on a post of the chief accountant. To that I am very glad.
Tell to me more about your work in what it consists? Whether in what you are engaged Is pleasant to you?
In general it is interesting to me to learn more about your life.
Having run it is a little forward, I have not told about what pleasant to engaged to me.
When I went to school, I had the big interest to dances. At school I was one of the most active schoolgirls.
I always took part in various competitions. At school me always named the presented child.
In dances, it is possible to tell, has found itself. Besides school, I also visited employment on dances.
However, it was not so convenient, because the school of dances was in half an hour of driving from my house.
I received lessons of dances within three years. I and to this day take a great interest in dances.
Most of all I prefer dances of east countries. Now, when I still has free time, I visit fitness a hall.
I consider, that at me very beautiful body and a fine figure. I always try to care of the appearance.
With it I am am helped by sports and my employment by dances.
Tell to me about you take a great interest in what? What do you do during free time from work? Whether you favourite sports?
What kind you prefer sports? Sports in my life take very significant place, I find everything in dances, that it is necessary for me.
And here in the winter I very much like to go for a drive both on skates, and on skis.
My grandmother lives near to city. All life it together with the grandfather have worked on the basis of rest "Sail".
Now they already on pension and at them there the apartment where they live. Earlier I every winter spent together with them.
There I had a rest and very cheerfully spent time. Now I very seldom happen at them.
If only at me free day will drop out and I can lead it on a beach.
Last time I saw them in the last summer. Very much I hope, that I can shortly see them.
I too not often see parents. I do not have native brothers and sisters, I the only child in a family.
Till 31 years I lived together with them but after I have found work by means of which I can rent the apartment.
Parents live in own house,In village in 40 kilometres from Vladimir.
Our house very old and when I had an opportunity to rent the apartment, I have suggested parents to move together with me.
But they were categorically against. They have constructed this house own hands and have enclosed in it all life.
Probably, you that fact interests, that I have addressed to the Internet to get acquainted with the man.
I even would tell to not get acquainted, and to find the partner for the life. It is my first experience of acquaintance.
And I very much would like to make friends with you. Certainly, I had attitudes with men, but simply could not find suitable me.
It would be very interesting to me to know, why you have decided to address to the Internet? What do you search?
I hope, that you understand, that serious attitudes are necessary to me only.
I to be engaged would not begin these simply if searched simply flirtation or usual dialogue.
I already enough adult and also I wish to meet serious person. Now in my life there has come such moment when the assistant to soul is necessary to me.
The person on whom I can always rely to whom I shall trust, love and care.
I wish to create family, and for this purpose to me is necessary such the man which can understand and help me with all.
I never was married, and children at me are not present.
I very much would wish to learn you more close. I hope, soon to see your letter with a photo.
I with impatience shall wait for your answer. I hope, that you will not disregard my questions. Your new friend, Aushra.

Letter 2

I am very glad to see your letter. It is pleasant to me to know, that you have decided to continue ours with you dialogue.
I am glad to read everything, that you have written to me. To me it is pleasant, that you have not disregarded my questions.
It is interesting to me to read each word written by you. It is very curious to me to learn about your life, that you love, than you are engaged.
I was really glad to see your letter. Thanks for a photo you look superb.
I do not live in Alabama I live in Russia in the city of Vladimir.
All the matter is that I badly own a computer and on this my profile has been made by the manager in the Internet of cafe.
I do not know, why it has made my profile in Alabama.
How names at your children?
I would like to tell to you, that not always I can understand that you write. There are some phrases, which sense to me is not clear.
And I wished to tell, that I write to you and my written wrong words are emphasized red a line and I with ease correct mistakes.
I studied English language at school within nine years.
After my knowledge have gone deep at university where I have passed a rate of business English. Now I even like to write and read your letters.Thus, I raise the knowledge.
Simply Russian very complex. And sometimes to translate the offer from Russian on English language happens difficultly,as it is possible to not transfer all sense concealed by Russian.
I hope, my English language is not so bad, and you understand everything, what I write?
I think, that I well know language, as in oral, and the written form.
I at once would like to warn you, that I cannot write to you every day, or answer at once your letter.
All the matter is that I have no own computer, and I should use the Internet of cafe.
Certainly, it is not so convenient for me, but other output at me is not present. Though one plus is it is near to an apartment where I live.
But I shall be very glad, to see your letters every day. It is very interesting to me to read everything, that you write to me.
Tell to me, that you love, that you prefer in cinema, theatre or books.
To that you most of all prefer? I very much like to read, but I not always have on it time.
I prefer science fiction, everything, as to it, cannot simply pass by me.
It so carries away me, that I can be without a break night in other world, behind reading of the next book.
At cinema I prefer thrillers, or psychological dramas.
I love those films which leave for spectators an opportunity to finish thinking after viewing.
That is in own way to write the end of this or that film. Certainly, I like to look a cheerful comedy,
From which it is possible to relax simply and with all the heart on to laugh. From comedies I certainly most of all prefer our Russian films.
Though for viewing films at me too almost does not remain to time.
In my city there are some theatres. One of which, I try to visit even once a month. It is theatre of Russian drama.
I very much like performances that pass in it. Last performance which to me managed to be seen, has made upon me huge impression.
Performance under the name "Players", it is complex to me to transfer now its all essence, but performance was rather costing for viewing.
How often you happen at a cinema or theatre? You prefer what films? Whether you Love theatre?
Tell, what you managed to see last time?
Also it is very interesting to me to know about your culinary preferences.
I simply adore to prepare, let at me not always suffices for this time, but I am always glad to prepare for something new and very tasty.
My culinary abilities have got to me from the grandmother. Mum, certainly, is able to prepare, but very much does not like to stand at a plate.
And as I spent greater time at the grandmother, it and has learned me to these culinary miracles.
Certainly, I tried dishes of various kitchen, but most of all I like Russian kitchen.
Also I like to prepare for dishes of the European kitchen because it has much in common with Russian.
Sometimes I with girlfriends go to the Chinese small restaurant, but only because girlfriends from it without mind.
I concern to this kitchen negatively.
What do you think of all this? You prefer what kitchen most of all? Whether there Is at you a favourite dish?
If yes, tell to me about it, it will be interesting to me to know it.
I do not have so-called favourite dish, but most of all I like to prepare for sweets both various cakes and pies.
If my day off begins with good mood, I shall necessarily prepare for something tasty to indulge myself.
Whether you are able to prepare? What you most of all practised?
It is still very interesting to me to know when your birthday? Whether you Celebrate this day and whether this holiday in general is pleasant to you?
Tell about holidays, which to you most of all on a shower and as you like them to spend. My birthday on May, 15 1975 year my sign on zodiac Taurus.
For me birthday always very sadly because I understand that I for 1 year become more senior. For this reason me always the bad mood and always would be desirable to cry.
I do not like to call visitors and in general how to mark this day. I try to lead it as usual day in my life.
Whether as it is interesting to me to know there are at you any favourite things or colors?
I cannot precisely name the favourite color, but I can precisely tell, that I prefer all light and warm tone.
Though more often I color does not play so important role, for example at a choice of clothes. The most important that I liked this or that thing.
Has come to finish time this letter. Tell hi to children from me. I with huge impatience shall wait for your letter, with the best regards Aushra.

Letter 3

Hello my dear!!!!!
Thanks for your good letter, was very pleasant to receive from you one more letter.
I with the great pleasure read it. In it there were such things which to me were very interesting for learning.
And in general I always with greater interest read everything, that you write to me.
I have great interest in looking at new photo that you are sending me. I see that you fly on a parachute.
You have given good names to the children.
In weekend I did house cleaning. First it has decided to be cleaned, and remained time has spent for viewing of old photos.
I very much like to look photos of the childhood though them it was kept very little.
I have three huge albums where all of them and were placed.
I have sent you a photo where our group is engaged in dances, I in the middle in a black jacket.
Whether your children's photos were kept?
If yes, it would be very interesting to me to look at it. Before a sleep I have decided to arrange to myself small evening walk.
Near to the house there is a small park, and very recovered, there children, but more often enamoured pairs always walk.
I like to walk before a sleep, the drink of fresh air never will prevent. And the sleep after walk becomes more pleasantly and more strong.
And what you like to do before a sleep?
I wished to tell, that is very glad to development of our attitudes. I like to tell to you about the life.
During our dialogue I have understood, that you very interesting person and your life are filled by energy.
It would be very interesting to me to know your opinion on me. Certainly, I understand, that it is very complex to understand the person through letters.
And how it is complex to transfer all feelings and emotions through simple letters.
But I wish to tell, that I always write to you in all sincerity, nothing hiding. From you I wait for the same.
In fact our attitudes only begin, and I would not like, that in them there was a lie or misunderstanding.
I simple, and the trustful person and am very easy to offend me. But I think, you not that person who can cause me a pain.
It is interesting to me to know, how you concern to women, what you wait from attitudes or what you search in them?
Whether there Is at you any ideal of the woman? Whether you Trust in love, in its existence and in its magic force.
I think, that it is the biggest gift, which God has presented people.
Happiness to live a life, full feelings and emotions, instead of to burn its precious time.
I wish to create strong family, I wish to meet the person who will understand and support me in all.
I unfortunately cannot find in my city the man and them here very little.
It would be interesting to me to know how you understand a word love and what sense you put in it?
To love people is the biggest happiness that is given to mankind.
And if this love will be mutual is an even greater happiness.
Love as if the sweet fruit, which taste of pleasure is infinite. The love is necessary for all and always.
But if I am fair a little that I understand in love and I with it did not collide yet, it is nobody that.
Than for you the mortgage of long and successful attitudes is?
I cannot unequivocally answer this question, but one I can tell precisely. I put the big sense in trust.
For me it means much. I do not suffer lie, and always I speak only the truth.
I do not want, that at our attitudes ever there was a deceit.
I wish to tell to you also about the interests and hobbies. As I wrote to you earlier, I in seriously take a great interest in east dances(belly-dances).
Since the childhood I went to school of arts where studied to dance. With in the meantime at me good and kind associations are connected many.
There I for the first time have learned to dance and have left on a greater professional stage, there there were my first teachers, first suits,
Which I murder will out the hands and the first love. But then when I have entered the university, I had to search for work.
And by then our dancing collective has broken up, because the teacher has left us.
And since then I had to leave professional works.
Now I pay attention to dances as soon as I will have a free minute.
Dances in my life replace to me almost everything, it both sports, and favourite business, it for me as a hobby.
Also I very much take a great interest in reading, very much I love books about science fiction.
Having read through some of them, my outlook on life in many respects has exchanged.
The last couple of years Kundera, Pavic, Peres-Peverte my favourite books. And as a cycle of novels about Barrayare Lous Budgold.
In due time (by a youth) I have become engrossed in reading Pikulem, Konetsky, Sanin. Never took a great interest in female novels.
And to detectives, I concern easy enough.
As my interest is involved with some glossy magazines. Such as « the Caravan of histories », «Glamur».
In them always print fascinating and vital histories of known people,
And as various historic facts, news of culture, business and a fashion.
And I seriously take a great interest in a fashion, I buy and I read such magazines as Cosmopolitan, Elle, Vogue.
I can tell, that my clothes are conservative and close to classics more likely.
I love the sea, the nature and travel. Very much to like me the French cinema. And also the films which have been removed in Hollywood.
My the most favourite are " Titanic, the Beauty,The fifth element,and many other things films in this respect ".
You like to listen to what music, if like to listen in general?
I about myself can tell, that without music I cannot present the life at all. It is possible to tell I go on a life with music.
I can not present as it is possible to live and to not love music. I consider it takes a significant place in a life of any person.
I like to wake up under cheerful and invigorating music, and to fall asleep under slow and weakening compositions.
I cannot name the certain style or a direction in music to which would prefer.
I love music of all styles and directions. All depends on mood and from conditions.
To last time I listen (Pink Floyd, Doopz, Queen, DDT, A-Studio, in your country to me like LinkenPark and Skorpijns).
To religion I concern very validly. I and my family, orthodox Christians.
I respect with truly religious people, irrespective of creed, but I do not love fanatics and those who tries to impose the religious sights.
I love black coffee without sugar, cakes-cakes-doughnuts...
In any quantity and ice-cream in a plenty.
I simply adore to prepare, but only when it brings to me pleasure.
On kitchen I simply adore to experiment. To prepare for something brand new and very tasty. Especially at me various sweets turn out.
Perhaps, sometime you will manage to try it.
Sometimes I like to sit with girlfriends in any darling of cafe behind a cup of the fresh coffee and nothing forcing conversation.
Tell to me more about in what you like to be engaged during free time from work.
It will be very interesting to me to learn about it. And now I would like to say good bye. With impatience I shall wait for your letter. Yours faithfully, Aushra.

Letter 4

Good afternoon. How weekend? What the new?
On monday I go to the cafe Internet what to read your letter.
I am very glad to receive your letter and at once I write to you the answer. I very much miss and I wish to forget about work and all affairs and to think only of you.
In a photo and I see that your daughter, is similar to you.
I with the great pleasure would be yours partner during dance. But I can dream of it only because we are far apart.
As to sex. I can be engaged in sex only with that which man I to the present I love. I not when had casual sexual communications it for me.
In bed I do not hide the emotions and I am completely given to the partner when I make love.
I passionate and during too time very constraining woman.
Dear, you somebody from the friends told about ours with you acquaintance? I have shared the impressions and happiness with the close friend and parents.
My friend , her name is Ekaterina, transfers you greetings from Russia and is very glad to ours with you to close and good acquaintance.
It is very happy, that I have changed the outlooks on life and have found to myself simply remarkable the man.
And that I have really changed outlooks on life it really truth and it meant that, that I never understood, how people can get acquainted and communicate on the Internet.
I always thought, that only abnormal people who cannot get acquainted with real people in shop there get acquainted,on a party, in the street.
Well, in a word, in a usual, real life.
And now I perfectly understand, that it so is remarkable, that such chance to meet you was presented me And that you have written to me and now we together. You my gift of destiny.
I have told to parents about our acquaintance, and they even were surprised a little,that I communicate with the person from other country and completely not close.
It was so interestingly, they so long asked me on you, and about us with you.
That I have not much become puzzled at all and some questions was not ready to answer at all.
They have asked me, whether serious at us with you of the relationship? If to speak fairly I have answered, that and even very serious.
I at all do not know, can, early I do any conclusions and acts, but I wish to set to you one and very important question. Whether serious at us with you of the relationship?????
I very much wait for your answer!
I the adult person and I see and I feel you. At me even to you such deep related feeling as though I am familiar with you hundred years.
I see, that between us something greater, than easier friendship and dialogue.
I do not wish to be afraid and hesitate of that I feel and I speak you always only the truth about myself.
I wish to see the same from you my dear! On these dots I wish to finish the today's letter.
I very much wait your answer and I wish to learn somewhat quicker everything, that you will write to me. Good-bye, my dear. I embrace and wait. Yours Aushra.

Letter 5

I am very glad, that me understand also your letter, for me, as a drink of fresh air, as new greater page in my life.
You have changed me and all my life. I do not know, that to me now to do, but I at all do not represent the life now without you.
I firmly know, that you my future and my unique the man to which I trust the destiny, the heart and soul.
I with a great interest look at photos.
I love cats, but unfortunately I have no pets. All the matter is that my work takes me a lot of time. And on it I cannot have pets.
Yes in a photo which I have sent you in the last letter. My friend Ekaterina.
In weekend, I with Ekaterina went to walk in park.
If I had a possibility travel, I would go on the sea or ocean. Because I not when was not by the sea and ocean.
To me, the same as to you, I like slow dancing. Because you can feel the partner. As to belly dances, I will necessarily dance for you. If we meet.
I, like you like slow dancing. Because you can feel your partner.
I very much ask you to write to me if you doubt of something or is not assured.
I do not wish to deceive neither you, nor. It is necessary for me precisely the nobility,that ours with you of the attitude, it is very serious also our feelings are mutual.
I am afraid while, to say any big words, to name everything, that between us occurs love or something another.
But in one I am assured precisely, that this all not simply sympathy or friendship, it something much greater both deep and gentle!
I do not know, how you, but I am simply happy and I live the happiness.
I understand, that for all this a word in which all some letters, mean differently.
For someone it is good work, for someone children, for someone it to be, for someone another to lay at night under stars and to dream.
It is not possible all this to unite and tell, that all this - happiness.
For each person it very individually, and everyone solves it for itself(himself), that actually for it and there is a happiness.
I cannot speak about others, but about myself I can precisely tell, that I go mad of the happiness.
I can not is, neither drink, nor work. I fly on clouds of the happiness. Every night I fall asleep with the happiness.
And each new day I am dipped into the even greater happiness! And my happiness is you!
Yes, I perfectly understand, that constantly I leave in dreamland and I get out therefrom for work,
For dialogue with friends and on shopping, but you everywhere with me, in my ideas.
I also perfectly understand, that we live on the different ends of our planet, that me at all does not frighten, notwithstanding,
That I never went in other countries. Also that at me many the minuses and lacks,
That many material problems (for the present not the open account in the Swiss bank with my first million euro). ((Smile))
But I romantic and during too time I really look at things, and I precisely know,
You are how much important for me in my life and consequently all these problems leave far-is far on the second plan.
When to me it is sad also me can offend men,
I always speak the favourite joke: My ideal of the man - Mailz Forkosigan from a cycle of novels about Barrayare Lois Budzholn.
Because it improbably clever, kind, courageous, without-head, witty, cheerful,
Optimistical, ingenious, charming, fair, generous, romantic, gallant and paranoid in good sense.
And the most important because it never will deceive trust and will not betray.
And on that it the humpbacked dwarf with the bent body and growth meter forty, me to spit.
To me it is necessary in this life serious present the man, as you.
Though I also understand, that in our modern world already many women manage and men.
But about myself I wish to tell, that the weak woman who requires your support, in your strong both firm hand and a shoulder.
I very much want, that we always were together, were together and have created the present harmony in world around.
Also have simply made each other happy.
Write to me, please, that you about all this think, it will be very interesting to me to know!
Well and now I wish to say goodbye to you. So long! Up to a meeting in dreams, my dear! Yours Aushra.

Letter 6

Hello the my dear friend. How you? What at you new?
Here my address:
city Vladimir.
Street Student's.
House 12, Apartment 47.
My name and surname: Aushra Xorosha.
I want to ask you that you sent nothing to me to Russia.
At us frequently it happens, that letters, and parcels from abroad are checked and opened.
Though and in our law it is precisely registered, that each person has the right to personal telephone conversations and correspondence.
However all is listened, read and carefully checked. Including letters. Nobody observes this law that is very insulting!
I shall not be surprised at all, that, and our letters too are checked.
Therefore send nothing to me, all can be gone simply or at the best the letter or a parcel will come opened.
It happens at us pretty often even if you send letters simply across Russia.
I correspond with one classmate who has married and now lives in Great Novgorod.
And frequently there are cases, that letters do not reach. Was even such,that from envelopes beautiful congratulatory cards vanished even!
What at us wild people in Russia!!!And that already and to speak about letters and parcels from abroad.
I yesterday have not sustained. At home has been simply intolerable to sit one, and I have gone to the parents.
I have told all of them, about us, and how I wish to change cardinally in the further the life together with you. With mine the beloved.
Certainly, all over again they have reacted to your occurrence in my life greater surprise.
But the most complex was to explain to all of them that I feel and I want in the life.
I always easily found common language with parents, and now I could not to let for them know, that for me it is very important.
In any case they wish my only good luck. And it is not important in what is shown.
In this case they are glad, that I have met the man which on advantage could estimate me.
I have told everything, that I know about you and they are happy with the person with whom I have decided to connect the life.
And that that I should leave them for the sake of the love person and for the sake of own happiness they perfectly understand.
As well as always daughters always approach with fathers, and in my family, the daddy it at me best more,
It as anybody understands another and supports me. I always listened to it and followed its advice.
And now it as has not disregarded all my experiences
And firmly ordered to follow me to desires of the heart and never to forget about reason.
Certainly as well as all parents they are anxious about me, but understand
That I deserve happiness and that now I had an excellent opportunity to make you and happy.
And consequently I wish to tell to you, that I not one and at me always am and there will be a support of my love parents where I was.
Now in my life there is you, and nothing can be compared to that feeling which, I test now.
I feel a shiver in knees, hands shiver, when I see your letters.
Me as if covers with a love raincoat.....
And the most important, nothing can prevent to development of ours with you of attitudes!
Any man on light cannot be compared to you my dear!
All my former novels and acquaintances came to an end with failures.
I all time have come across a blank wall of misunderstanding, and I would like mad happiness.
My opinion of very few people interested. All of them considered as the duty to bring up me.
You are not similar to anybody from my former life. I simply adore you. You the remarkable interlocutor, the close and kind person.
I am madly glad and happy, that I have got acquainted with you, and that you have chosen me.
I simply am burnt with mad love to you my dear!
I all time think and I dream of us, my love. I represent, that beside with me every night, every minute.
And where I have gone you beside, you are close also we can do everything, that we shall want.
Yesterday even the dream has dreamed me, that you and I sit at night somewhere about fine big lake, burns a fire, and you embrace me.
And all has interwined: fire of a fire and fire of desire, both love, and passion, both caress, and jealousy.....
I have woken up from awful feeling, that you can have other woman.
I understand, that it certainly greater nonsense which has come to to me mind, but I very much was upset.
When I have received your letter, my mood has risen, but in a shower there was not a good deposit.
My love write to me, calm me, that at you more anybody is not present. That I the unique woman in your life with whom you correspond.
I shall wait very much!!!
I cannot look at one of men which go, are nearby or work together.
You borrow all my ideas.
You know, sometimes I feel lonely, and it dements me.
In fact the matter is that I know, that you are in my life and that we the dear friend to the friend and that all will be good.
But that most of all me disturbs is that I cannot feel it when it so does not suffice me. I would like to feel you.
I wish to love you not only heart, but also hands. I wish to feel your smell and the nobility that you beside.
It can sounds and is banal, but I need to feel every day itself necessary and loved.
Certainly, I understand, that now it is impossible and that every night we fall asleep with you in one bed,
Which bedsheet was stretched on one thousand kilometers. But I all the same feel your heat and I hear your breath.
Sometimes I am am visited with very sad ideas that I never can see you,
But I there and then drive them away from myself and I try to think of something pleasant, for example, about you and how we with you shall live.
You know, I at once wish to tell to you that you did not think of me,
That I reflect as the naive romantic girl though it can and so, but I perfectly represent, that,
As we should begin our joint life and how many efforts it is necessary to put to it.
But I shall make everything that a life have not allowed our attitudes will be weakened. I shall use the best efforts to create strong family.
It is now complex to me to argue on it because the most important is to be together,
And all rest will learn also the most important to trust in it and to want.
Desire very strong thing and with its presence it is possible to achieve all.
I, it is possible to tell, it is overflown by it and I know, that you too wish only one - to be together.
And now we with you should put all the forces to achieve of our purpose. And it means to make everything, to be together.
I often and thought above it much and now would like to know your opinion in this occasion.
It is very important to me to know your opinion. In fact we should do all together and even to try to discuss all the developed situations.
Sometimes I forget that I write because I speak all this with such enthusiasm that seems to me as if we talk.
Now I need to wait only your letter and to learn about what you you think.
We necessarily should find a way out and to make it it is necessary as soon as possible,because I do not have forces more to be in separation from you.
Sometimes going along the street, boiling people, all inside of me burns, and it would be desirable to shout in all voice,and I shout, but nobody hears me.
Everyone crowd and go on the affairs. And up to me anybody does not have business and you so is far, that too cannot hear my call for help.
And so now I want, that you heard it and have helped me. In fact you the unique person who can make me happy.
I love you! And very much I hope, that you will not force me to wait long for your letter and, that you understand, all that I now experience.
Gently kiss you! With love, yours Aushra.

Letter 7

Hi my love.
I as if anew was born, when have seen your letter. You know how many pleasures to me delivers that as you write to me.
So it is pleasant to me to realize, that you are and that at you all is good. Yes I all have understood that was translated.
I am simply happy to feel myself love. I am glad, that my feelings are mutual, and I can feel you on distance.
It is pleasant to me sometimes, having woken up to reflect that, you do during that moment and of what you think.
In your words and offers I learn and I read as though the ideas. That we think equally and we want the same.
I am very happy, that have met you. As I want and I dream of appearing now in your embraces.
I would nestle on your breast, and my breath concerned your neck. In fact it is not too complex.
Certainly to dream of it easier, having plunged into the small world both to live there and to feel itself as the happiest.
But if in serious to think, what we need to make to be together?
And as it is wonderful to be in my small world where there is only you and I.
Where I can feel you where you smile to me, and there is nobody and where to us nothing stirs. And nobody can prevent to us.
And the most important, that is the world only ours where there is absolutely nobody,
Where it is not necessary to think, where it is possible to plunge simply each other and to forget about all on light.
And to force all world to stop and live only for the sake of us.
I wish to feel your breath, spending a hand on your body, I wish to see your eyes,
When you will speak me everything about what it was necessary so long to be silent.
In fact you understand, how it is complex to express all the ideas on a leaf of a paper.
And even if I now could see now you and look in your clear eyes, I, probably, could not find all those necessary words.
In fact it is very complex. Also can even be not thought up yet those words with which it would be possible to express all my feelings and emotions.
In my head it is so much ideas, that I cannot simply write to you everything, that so it would be desirable to tell, looking in your eyes.
I would like to forget all shame and pride, and to rush on a meeting of the love. I simply do not learn myself. I was not such earlier.
Earlier it seemed to me, that I go down stream and I rotate together with other people in this complex vital circulation.
And was, but now all has changed. I have forced this world to rotate around of us with you.
I wish to live with you, I wish to wake up and see you. To observe your dream and to think that dreams you.
I wish to fall asleep with you and to feel your strong hand when you will embrace me. I wish to speak with you when it would not be desirable to sleep.
I wish to enjoy with you a decline, to meet a dawn and much many other things.
I wish to do everything if only you were a number and let all world will wait.
Certainly, I understand, that it is not possible and it is necessary to look at things really.
But sometimes so it would be desirable to forget about all.
It would be desirable to think, that all so is simple, that stars can be touched. Also that it is possible to touch you,
And easier to fall asleep and see sweet dreams, being under your soft wings,
With which you cover me to protect from all troubles.
We are created the friend for the friend, and I with confidence can tell, that you my second half.
It is not simple words, I in the life many times burnt that threw words on a wind.
But I already for a long time not the child also think that I speak and now I simply follow the desires.
I want, that we simply lived and loved each other.
On the one hand in it there is nothing complex, and with another there is a huge set of so-called complexities.
But I shall not admit, that between us ever there were barrier. And I shall make everything that we have reached our purpose.
Now I with confidence can tell, that I wish to throw all and to be near to you. This unique my desire.
I am ready to all and on all only to be near to my love person, with you!
I long thought of all this and perfectly I understand, that you never will leave the country.
There too much holds you, first of all it is your work, position.
Long reflecting above it, I have made a decision, that I shall go up to the end and in this case it that,
That I am ready to leave the last life and to begin it together with you and there where you.
I cannot live apart from you more. I wish to overcome that distance that divides us with you.
And I am ready to go on everything that nothing has cut us. I wish to be a single whole.
And I know, that it is possible, we need to want it very strongly only.
Write to me the ideas, make me more strongly, help me to overcome up to the end all my fears though I already am afraid of nothing,
When you beside can stop nothing me. You beside and I are happy.
So do me happy, in fact all in our hands and is subject to us all. And I need to search now for a way which I can arrive to you.
And for me it is the now most important. I completely hope for you and on your support.
I shall try to get tomorrow all information interesting me and necessarily all I shall inform you.
I with great impatience shall wait for your letter. It is important to me to know your ideas and feelings. I wish to listen and hear you.
You this everything, that are necessary for me. You my life, my love and pleasure.
I shall make everything that you also were happy, as well as I. For ever yours Aushra.

Letter 8

Hi my love.
You do not represent what pleasure for me to come in the Internet of cafe and to read through your letter.
I can tell only one - I am madly happy to feel again force of that string that connects us.
It is very a pity to me, that I do not have home telephone number and even cell phone , and I cannot talk to you directly from the house.
And my parents too do not have phone.
They live behind city in the house and there a telephone line never was and hardly once it there will be.
I understand, that we live in very poor country and becomes very sad because,that we are deprived even the most primitive means of dialogue, things, in my opinion, the first necessity.
It would be remarkable, if I had phone, we could communicate though every day. To hear each other and to tell all news.
We in city have a telegraph if you would will write me number I could go to telegraph and call to you.
But I at once wish you warn this week I cannot to call to you because for me it is financial unprofitable.
But I promise you to call, as I shall receive the salary.
Both this the most important and costing, that is now in my life.
So it is pleasant to read your words and to realize how much I is happy, when I can know that you do and how you.
Whether in fact it is very necessary for me constantly the nobility where you are also all at you well.
I constantly need to realize, that at you all is good. In fact now I am am excited only with you.
I worry about you and I want only one - that at all of us it was good.
With greater interest I read that occurs in your head and in your heart.
Recently I can not think about what except for our meeting because for me now is a unique purpose to which I I aspire,
Putting all the forces. But me to not do without in any way your help. And with my salary in 300 dollars simply to not arrive to you.
And if to me to spend my salary for a trip to you, and all early will not suffice it,
And I somehow need to live, drink and eat still, for all this time while to me will do the visa and the passport in travel agency.
I very much hope that you understand me.
I require you and in your help, and I am glad the nobility, that you never will leave me, in fact differently and cannot be.
That day when we shall meet, it will be the day filled by huge splash of emotions.
Our love will be free and can make everything, everything, but only for the blessing to us to a two.
We in its authority, now fine and more and more attracting. Any more there will be no disappointment, there will be no pain.
There is only I and you and more than anybody on all white light.
Two hearts which fight together, ready to merge in the uniform heart filled by love.
Now there is nothing more important us with you and that day when we at last can be together and be betraid to our feelings.
There is nothing more important that happiness, that at us will be, when we can be together.
There is no more grief and there should be no doubts.
It seems to me, that our love shines all world in the mornings and does not cover a veil in the evening. All this we.
You know, I cannot sometimes fall asleep, because ideas do not give me rest,
I cannot get rid of them, even when do not remain forces to think about you.
You always in my ideas that I did not do also each second second I I think of you.
My love! I very much worry for you.
I want, that you shared with me everything, that to you occurs. Because I want, that you have understood, how it is important to know to me about you all.
You the most remarkable person who to me could be met in my life.
I am infinitely grateful to you that you have brought pleasure during my life.
I wish to tell, that you have made me happy, you have returned to me confidence of and of the future. You the remarkable person. You the best!
I love you!!!!!!
Both to anybody and I shall allow to take away nothing you from me. I shall not allow anybody and to anything us to separate.
And I am assured, that you think as.
I can continue to speak it eternally, but, unfortunately, our time is not eternal also we should be in time still much in this life the darling.
I am ready to any tests if only to be near to you. Travel to you will be the most wonderful thing in my life.
We can find each other. I you will be assured by the excellent husband. And most of all I am assured of that.
That all will be good, because and should be.
I perfectly represent that expects me in the future that I should to start study to live anew,
To search for work, friends, but to it I am ready to all. And it already nothing me does not hold in this city,
I wish to be with you and I consists in it of happiness.
I wish to be happy both I am confident also to me it prompts my heart that you are capable to make me the happy woman.
I am ready to go even on greater if only to be assured, that the ending of that will cost, of what I personally do not doubt.
I perfectly understand, that I shall miss on the parents, and they too will be, but they are glad, that I have made such decision.
They know, how it is heavy to live in Russia, and that here I cannot be rather happy.
Now I wish to tell that I have learned in occasion of my crossing.
Yesterday I before have left work to come into tourist agency, being nearby to my house. There to me all have clearly explained.
For visa registration in the USA it is more convenient to use to me Visa service. Using I save time and avoid turns.
And if to use Visa service to me will make all documents much faster on arrival in the USA, and on it will leave only 14 Days.
Cost of services of travel agency at the rate on 1 person: 10000 roubles (a full package deal with consultation, the analysis of documents and preparation for interview).
Or 3900 roubles (giving of documents in embassy, consultation on questionnaire filling).
If the visa is made out for the first time, or refusals in visa reception we urgently recommend to take advantage of a full package earlier took place.
Gathering in embassy are in addition paid:
- Gathering at a rate of 2600 roubles for statement consideration on the visa;
- Gathering for delivery of passport 700 of rbl.
- Gathering for the visa 0 (the visa for a year with possibility of repeated or unitary entrance) or 2600 roubles (The multi-visa with period of validity 2 years).
Gathering are paid at giving of documents on the visa. Payment is made only in roubles.
And if this sum to translate from roubles on your currency in dollars that there will be 500 dollars, everything enter into this sum, and agency services.
And all these documents, the passport for travel abroad, the tourist visa, a package of medical inquiries, does tourist agencies.
I need to do new documents and to make out the visa in your country. But all this not difficultly also will not borrow a lot of time.
Since tomorrow I plan to be engaged in it. The passport for travel abroad is required to me, on its manufacturing will leave about ten days after payment.
Its cost of 100 dollars. As I will need to issue the visa to do the visa of the bride or guest, on it the lot of time will leave.
And for this purpose or proofs are necessary that we are familiar not less than 2 years or a legal stamp in the passport that we are painted under the law,
Or it is necessary invitations for the visa of the visitor and it still will be long considered in Moscow, and it very long to wait.
The tourist visa is required to me, unlike the visa of the bride it costs only 500 dollars. And on its manufacturing will leave no more than two weeks.
And this visa of the tourist to make much easier in than all other visas to the country of Russia, and at us all is possible for money in Russia,
And I simply do not have other choice, and I even on a turn am glad that it is possible so quickly to make all and to arrive to you, mine love.
As in my city there is only a branch of the Moscow firm , after all will be paid, I should go to Moscow,
And only then my visa is considered and registered in consular department of embassy of the USA in Moscow by the Consul general of the USA in Russia Kurt E. Amend (Kurt E. Amend).
And I will already receive all my documents and including the tourist visa of the USA in travel agency.
To take away all documents necessary for me. And I even in Moscow will be met by the agent which is interested in it and it will help me,
Also will make all quickly and qualitatively and at me will be what problems
And I at all shall not put to it the big effort, and for me will make all in agency. More precisely money which I shall pay to them.
In general, documents which will be necessary for me are a passport for travel abroad, the visa and a social package of documents, which includes various medical information. And already only then I can buy tickets and fly to you on wings of love.
But to me now the most important to pay for all these documents of 420 dollars that in agency have started to do all documents necessary for me
On arrival to you in your country. And I think that then for this time of 14 days we we can solve on the account of tickets. OK?
You will help me with this sum of 420 dollars?
In Moscow I have a girlfriend with which I studied at university I will write it e-mail and I will ask at not permissions to live in it in Moscow in about time when I make out the visa and all necessary documents which to me will allow to arrive to you.
And as you understand that my salary will be not enough for arrival to me in the USA, and your help is necessary to me, and I very much hope that you can help me and we will be together.
But you should understand that I still need somehow for you to write letters and to live these days.
I understand that it impudently for my part but I cannot do something and without your help to us is simple to not meet in a real life, and I very strongly would like it.
And I already with impatience wait for ours with you of a meeting. I know, that you think of me and it warms not only my soul, but also a body. Sometimes my dreams frighten me. But it not fear. It even is pleasant.
I dream of you in the afternoon, I dream of you at night. You always in my ideas. I love you! I love the dreams and I like to think of the moments when we shall be together. When we shall be together.
I cannot simply wait that day when we can embody all our dreams in a reality. I with impatience shall wait for your letter! With love, your love Aushra.

Letter 9

Hi my love. Wow, today I have received from you 4 letters. It will be difficult to answer all your questions, but I will try.
Thanks for photos, I see that at you the beautiful house. I hope to soon see your house with own eyes, instead of in a photo.
You do not represent, as I am glad the nobility that you will help me to arrive to you I ready to jump with joy, as the small child.
I do not have bank account. When you will have money what to send to me. I will go to bank and I learn, how you can send me money. ok.
Yes at me is train tracks opposite to the house where I rent apartment.
You want to send to me cell phone. But how you will make it? You know that by mail not that it is not necessary to send.
I have written down your phone number. I can call to you from telegraph when you will send me money for a trip to Moscow and visa registration. Ok.
Some my familiar speak me, that my acts are difficult for understanding,but I know, that acts in love always are difficult for understanding.
Frequently the big love came to an end tragically, but I believe, that we shall be happy.
I believe, that my first letter to you it was not casual.
I do not want to speak, that it something divine, there is no it simply destiny.
Now I think only of you and for me each hour of my life without you this test which to me is very difficult for overcoming.
But our love should us help to overcome all obstacles and we shall be together.
I am sure, that our love not simply hobby and fire of love never will go out.
Many me I ask as it is possible to fall in love with the person who never saw in alive,
but I speak them, that in the letter we write each other everything, that we think and that thus is much easier to express everything, that you think and feel.
So we learn each other can even better, than our familiar. Now when I have you I do not think that I am threatened with loneliness.
I send you a photo of a at home which I rent the apartment.
The following photo of our central park which the park of Railwaymen this park refers to is on the area of the Victory.
I like to walk on this park in this park fresh air many fresh and clever ideas comes during walks here.
I shall wait for our meeting and to miss on you and your letters.
For me the first ours with you the meeting is the most joyful and during too time the disturbing moment of our new attitudes.
I love you. Your Aushra.

Letter 10

Hi my loved.
There has come new day and it is fine. Because I go to the Internet of cafe and I read your letter.
To look at photos of your children in the childhood to me very much it was pleasant. I hope that they will accept me in your family. And I will become for them the friend.
As to a profile on facebook. I do not come on this profile.
All the matter is that when the manager in the cafe Internet did a profile for zoosk. It was necessary to confirm profile registration on zoosk, through facebook.
I do not have interest in the cafe Internet to sit in a social network.
I deleted my profile on zoosk, because I do not want that to me other men wrote. You are necessary to me only because I love you.
You know that I write you letters from the cafe Internet. I do not know how to instal program Skype, for this purpose, that we with you could speak and see each other.
It would be remarkable if I could see you through the computer.
Do you want to send me a cell phone. I wrote to you that the mail do not send, because the cell phone may be stolen.
I can call to you from telegraph for cash money.
Loved you want that I would call to you. When I will call to you. You will make decision to help me to arrive to you or not. I correctly have understood you?
I cannot sleep, is, work. All to fall at me from hands. I only also do, that I dream of you my sweet!
I dream of how to fall asleep in your hands, to wake up from your warm breath.
To sit, having drawn in under themselves legs and to look, how you prepare. To look together the TV, having put a chin to you at a breast.
To inhale your smell, such fresh and warm, was absorbed in your neck. To take you under a hand, leaving on street.
To fall asleep, having put a head to you on knees and feeling as you tips of fingers drive to me on a back.
To go with you along the street, a hand in a hand, sometimes compressing fingers that you to me have warmed them.
As the cat to compress cams, sticking nails in a palm to not scratch you.
To examine your smile in a dream, a silhouette of your person, your body. To approach and embrace you, having felt as you kiss my hair.
Costing beside to feel, how you strong-is strongly nestle on me because it is tired, and all complexities to us to pass together easier.
To nestle a cheek on your cheek. To feed you from hands. To listen, as you breathe to me in an ear.
To blow on you that you have turned and has kissed me. To lay under your hand, choking, but not daring to be stirred to not wake you.
To wake up from your kiss, such gentle, warm and morning. Recollecting you to feel, how tips of fingers grow cold.
The nobility, that under your T-short is a secret known only to you and me.
The nobility, that you about me think or write to me the answer.
To be assured that between us never there will be another. It be simple cannot. I know. To fall asleep in your T-short, feeling your smell.
To die of tenderness, falling in your embraces. I want. That. So. Was. Always. All I go mad!
I will be glad to see any new photos which you to me will send. I store all your photos.
My letters to you became shorter, because I write you letters from the cafe Internet. And in each spent minute and computer use in the Internet of cafe I should pay money.
Thus I save money what to come to the cafe Internet every day and to write you letters. I love my dear. I miss, yours Aushra.

Letter 11

Hi loved. How at you work? How has passed that day?
I write you the letter and I listen to a song which you have sent me. To be pleasant to me this song.
I look at a photo, where you without hair. I will tell to you fairly with hair we look better.
I will try to please your children, what to become them the friend. I am confident I get.
Cell phone costs in Vladimir from 200 to 300 dollars. Loved I think that it is better to leave this money for my trip to you.
I will call you from telegraph, at once, as you will send me money for visa registration.
As you already know my parents live in the village and they do not have connection for cell phone.
My love, do you want, what I would have gone to the bank and found out how you can send me money?
Today having woken up in the morning, I have understood, that I all time think of you.
This that feeling when in elements of pleasure and if not you constantly are required to be, I never would test this not clear to me a condition.
In the beginning of ours with you of attitudes I very much would like to glance to you inside, to learn what you?
But the more deeply I learnt you, the more strongly to me was wished to shout, shout for fear, to shout with happiness, to shout and call to the aid from a magnificent condition in which plunging,
I could not see myself, hear myself, but only unconsciously to understand that to me very well, and that I test that is impossible to describe words is it is possible to feel only.
All this, I have named love. In fact the love is a drug. Firstly I had euphoria, ease, feeling of full dissolution.
Next day I wanted still. For that moment I have not had time to be involved yet, but the sensation was pleasant to me, I have been assured, that at any moment I can do without these fine feelings.
I thought of you two minutes and forgot on three hours. But gradually began to get used to you and has got in full dependence on you.
And then I thought of you three hours and forgot on two minutes. If you were not a number I tested the same, that the addict, the deprived next portion of a potion.
And such minutes as the addict who for the sake of a doze is capable to go of a robbery, on murder and on any humiliations, I am ready on all for the sake of love.
I did not stop and I shall stop befoare what and who cannot overpersuade me to go back.I wish to throw and leave all to you!
If the person though time has had a drink an elixir of love to not get rid any more of it, it remains in blood.
And that I do all, I shall do, all reminds me of the first drop of love which has got in my blood together with you.
Pursues me everywhere, follows me on a trace, until then while I do not feel completely devastated and helpless.
And only then I turn around back and I understand how many tortures mixed with pleasure I could go through.
Therefore I so strongly LOVE you! Yours and only yours Aushra.

Letter 12

Hi my loved.
As yesterday I listen to a song which you have sent me and I write you the letter.
Photo which you have sent today at me already is. I store all photos which you to me send.
My love I is madly glad to your letter today and thinking with huge force pulls to you my lovely.
I certainly would like to you and to be with you beside, and to meet to face to face.
Ours with you attitudes should be under construction on trust and love.
My love you simply do not represent as I is now glad that we shall meet you in the person.
This happiest moment in my life when I have read your letter I jumped with joy.
Shop in which I work is called (Light).
Because of ours with you of a language barrier I do not understand that you ask me. ("federal" phones?).
If you speak about a home telephone number. Home telephone number installation costs 15 000 - 20 000 roubles.
I will call to you from telegraph, here under this number: 205-329-0360. After I will get your transfer. I will inform you time when I will call.
In tourist agency to me have told that to me better do the visa of tourists B-2 on which I can to visit you during 90 days.
And all necessary documents to me will make the visa during 14 days after I shall bring 420 dollars in the central office of tourist agency I shall sign the contract with tourist agency.
As you already know the central office of tourist agency to be in Moscow. To entry to you I will make out the visa and all necessary documents in Moscow.
Yesterday I once again e-mail to my friend Maria which now is in Moscow at parents.
I have asked it what I shall live at it in Moscow those days which to be engaged in registration of the visa my girlfriend the help was glad to me with residing at Moscow.
We with Maria together studied at University I is glad, that I have such friend which will help me.
I have learned in bank in what way better to send money and it have told,that the most safe and fast translation system of money from one country in another is the "Money Gram".
He has told, this system is convenient that you do not need to know addresses of bank where it is also translation some minutes are carried out all.
And as it is not necessary to have any bank account.
Loved you should send money for my name and a surname Aushra Xorosha the country Russia.
As Money Gram is very safe translation system of money and only I shall receive money at any office of the Money Gram when I shall know here it:
1. Your name and surname.
2. City whence have been sent money.
3. State whence have been sent money.
4. MTCN (Money Transfer Control Number).
I am very grateful to bank that they have given me such full information.
Owing to you my dream to be carried out and we with you shall meet. I all the life dreamed to meet such the man as you.
From the date of ours with you of acquaintance my life has sharply changed in the best party.
Up to a meeting with you my life was monotonous and boring. The house work and not that except for it.
After acquaintance to you the world surrounding me was painted in color paints at me representation about a life has exchanged.
As it is pleasant to feel that love me and appreciate.
On it I shall stop to write to you the letter. My heart belongs to you and you the owner of my heart.
I hope you will protect it?And not when you will not hurt me.
I shall come in the cafe Internet to read the letter which will change my life.I love you yours for ever Aushra.

Letter 13

Hi loved. As always I hasten in to read your letter for me your letters, as a beam in the dark sky.
Yes weather at us cold winter in Russia. A lot of snow, can play snowballs.
Having read your letter I has understood that in 3 days you will send me the information on transfer.
In weekend I will collect things and on Monday I will be ready to go to Moscow in the central office of tourist agency to make out the visa and all necessary documents to entrance to you in the USA.
You write that we should be with you for Christmas together. Yes we with you a meeting for Christmas will be the best gift.
Now I understand that such "federal". Simply I not when had cell phone on it I knew that such federal cell phone number.
Loved, when I come to you you buy me a cell phone?
I work from 8:00 to 17:00. But I have a 1:00 lunch break. I can get it at any time. During this lunch break, I go to Internet cafes, what to write you the letter.
Now I cannot present, how I could so long to live without you?! And how to live in general without you?
I have very strongly got used to you,radiating pleasure and tenderness, to your letters and to your words.
Still never, before acquaintance to you, I could not feel heat and pleasure in a shower only that a number is someone who can simply read my letters and understand as anybody another and nothing to ask, about what to not ask.
You at all do not represent yourself, how much to me it is good near to you! Even expectation brings pleasure when we together wait each other!
I would like to be pleased together with you when at you all is good, to long, when something is impossible, to feel the necessary person in your life.
You - the most good, light, kind, that happen with me lately. No. Not so.
Not lately, and in general in my life.
« The life is that happens with us while we plan on the future ».
The love is omnipotent and boundless, its force does not depend on a season, an epoch, technical progress.Hearts meet - and the feeling, beautiful flashes, deep and comprehensive so was and will be always.
Loved if the Sun suddenly will cease to shine - you will warm me better it.
If suddenly stars will hide for the Moon - you will manage to present me such romanticism which and did not dream them.
If the Seas will spread and - we shall come up Oceans, because we TOGETHER.
If on the Earth does not remain drops of water - we shall get drunk Love Each other.
Believe to me, Loved, only with you Stars and Oceans smile to us the Sun. And while we together, no elements will separate us.
Because we with you - the strongest elements from all elements. I Love You!
And for this reason I love all around - I see the Life, I feel it Warmly and Happiness.
My sun, my gentle, I Love You! « I love you not for the one who you, and for the one who I, when I in ideas with you ».
Loved yes necessarily you should congratulate happy birthday from me. And to wish it all the most good in life.
It's time to finish this letter. I miss you. Yours and only yours Aushra.

Letter 14

Hello my dear.
I very strongly miss you and yours of the letter, 2 days when the cafe Internet is closed.
Today you have sent me 2 songs. I listen to songs and I write you the letter.
Loved, yes I understand that at us with you to a difference in time of 10 hours. And on it you will send the information on transfer to me when I will have a Tuesday.
Yes on Tuesday I will be ready to go to Moscow to the central office of tourist agency what to issue the visa.
You write that has sent me 500 dollars. It for 80 dollars is more than it is necessary for me.
Money will be useful to me in Moscow to buy foodstuff and to go on telegraph, what to call to you. I very strongly want to hear yours a voice.
My dear I think that there is something between us that make me trust you and open my heart for you,
I would like to give you my full trust because I see in your letters how sincere and serious you are towards me.
Loved, I can not describe you all of my feelings, the thought that the person like you have appeared in my life makes me feel so excited.
You are far from me, but I know that we with you will together very soon and all it thanks to you. I know that we be happy together.
Sweetheart, all I told you is very true, all of my words are coming from my heart and soul.
I wish you and the people who are close to you to be healthy and fine.
My friend Maria, will meet tomorrow me in Moscow.
I am finishing my letter now and I will be looking forward to your reply tomorrow. I send you my tender kiss yours Aushra.

Letter 15

Hi my dear.
I hasten in the cafe Internet what to read your letter, what to go to Moscow to make out the visa and all necessary documents to entrance to you.
As usual I listen to a song, it very much to be pleasant to me.
Having read your letter I has understood that is necessary to wait till Wednesday what to get transfer.
So, how Maria will today meet me in Moscow. I will go to Moscow today, on the bus. Tomorrow in Moscow I will get your transfer. Ok.
The photo today which you sent me, I see you and your children. Soon I will see you and the children are not in the photo, and the really. And it's all thanks to you my love.
You write that I am similar on Angelina Jolie. Thanks you for a compliment.
My favourite chocolate is called (Babaevsky). does not love chocolate. I do not know not one person who does not like chocolate. Now I know it's.
I looked at the sky and I thought I seen an image of you there. I can close my eyes and see you very clearly.
It seems to me like you given me a new life, I am a different person now.
I used to be very joyful, but now I smile even more and I do it for you. You, your letters and care that I can feel there have done this to me!
This is a wonderful feeling! I am very happy that you appeared in my life.
On it I will finish to me it is necessary to go. All the matter is that at me the bus to Moscow in 40 minutes, and I need to go to the bus station.
Waiting for your letter,yours Aushra.

Letter 16

Hi loved. I had problems with reception of your transfer.
I could not get your transfer because at me is not present ID, and without ID in Money Gram do not give transfer.
My ID to be in Tourist Agency on registration of the Social package of documents in which various medical inquiries which are necessary for me for visa registration enter.
I ask you that you would go in Money Gram and have corrected transfer into my friend her name and surname Maria Shyulpina.
We with Maria will go in Money Gram and we will get your transfer. I hope that in the following of the letter you will write to me that has corrected transfer into my friend.
Than faster there will be at me money that faster I will arrive to you. I keep mind about you and I dream of ours with you to a meeting.
This night I had a dream and I want to tell to you it.
I leave from a gangway of the plane and you meet me with a bunch of flowers I you
I embrace also we with you passionately we kiss, then you give me flowers and we with you go to you home where at us with you a romantic supper at candles.
The supper so remarkable that passes time imperceptibly and there comes night.
Then we with you to lay down in a bed where you to me do massage and I relax.
Loved I know that this dream will soon be carried out actually and we will be together.
And all it will be carried out thanks to ours with you to efforts and your help. On it I will finish I will come tomorrow what to read yours letters.
With these letters I send kiss. Yours Aushra

Letter 17

Hello my dear. How yours health?
My trip to Moscow has passed well. In Moscow I have been met by my friend Maria I it was very glad to see.
Maria asked to tell to you hi.
Having read your letter I has learnt the information on transfer. Now I will go in Money Gram what to get your transfer.
We are far away from each other now, but I am sure that we need each other, I am sure that the fact that we’ve met was meant to be.
And now I am assured that we with you will be together, very soon. Christmas we will mark together. For me ours with you the meeting for Christmas will be the best gift.
I can’t find words that can describe my feelings to you, you are making me the happiest woman in the world!
Sweetheart, I would like to thank you for your love and care,I know that you are serious and sincere with me, from my side I’ll try to do my best to make you happy.
Because deep in my heart I feel that you are a very special man who is dear to my heart so much.
Tell hi to and. I am finishing my letter to you and I will be looking forward to your reply. With hugs,your Aushra.

Letter 18

Hi my sweetheart. What weather at you? What at you new?
Thanks for verses they were pleasant to me.
For me good news to learn that you have corrected transfer on Maria. Today I with Maria will go in Money Gram, I hope this time will not have problems with transfer reception.
I am not able to drive the car, and I do not have driving licence.
Loved, you write that you will teach me to drive. I promise you to be a good student.
I not when did not have problems with health.
Everything is alright with me, now when you’ve appeared in my life, I feel that the emptiness I had in my heart and soul have gone away,
I know that you think and care about me, and this is the most important thing for me!
I would like to tell you that you’ve changed my life a lot, and even though you are far away from me,soon we with you will together. I wait for ours with you of a meeting with the big impatience.
I want you to feel very comfortable and happy because you are very important to me!
Loved, you know, there are so many stars in the sky, but yesterday night when I looked at it, I’ve found this one beautiful star that will lead us and our happiness!
I will transfer Maria hi from you. I'll ask Maria she may have photo of where we are together.
I am finishing my letter now, we have gone to get your transfer. With hugs and warm kisses,Aushra.

Letter 19

Hello my dear.
Thank you very much for your letter, I was very glad to receive it. You know that each letter that you send me brings me much joy.
I could not come on a website http://www.brainyquote.com/quotes/authors/l/leo_buscaglia.html#ixzz1edkwpy77. Because I should save money.
Thanks for congratulations with Thanksgiving. Unfortunately I not that do not know about this holiday.
The next year I will be with you and your family to celebrate Thanksgiving, and I learn about this holiday more.
First of all I want to wish happy birthday. To wish all the most good in this life, and the health most important thing.
How to be told at us in Russia it is better to wish about delay happy birthday. Than not to wish happy birthday not when.
At a regret yesterday Maria could not go in Money Gram what to get your transfer.
Has told that today at it will be less works and it necessarily descends with me to get your transfer.
I read your sexual fantasies, I liked these fantasies. I know that these fantasies to fruition soon, thanks to you.
Yes I drink wine, to be pleasant to me red wine or champagne.
I like to dream about you because it brings me much joy. I am so happy that you are in my life now. You mean so much to me.
Your love, care and attention are vitally important to me.
The thoughts about you warm my heart and soul. I don’t know what I would do if I didn’t meet you, you brought me a new life.
Sweetheart, I really need you. You are so important to me.
I send you photos Maria and me. These photos have been made in the summer of 2010.
I am finishing my letter now. I have gone to Maria for work what then to go in Money Gram.
I miss you, my dear. With hugs and tender kisses,your Aushra.

Letter 20

Hello my dear.
I listen to songs and I write you the letter. I like it to do.
It was very pleasant for me to receive your letter as usual. I always think about you, I need you a lot, you are always in my thoughts.
The first thing that I do when I come internet cafe I check my e-mail. I like your letters very much, I feel how sincere and serious you are to me.
I not cant express my feelings to you, but when we meet you see everything in my eyes, my joy, my happiness.
You write that want that I would arrive to you on December 20. Yes, I like your plan.
We will celebrate 2 Christmases on December 25 and on January 7. It will be amusing.
Yesterday I with Maria went in Money Gram. But unfortunately transfer have not received.
In Money Gram have told that you are necessary to know Street whence have sent money.
But I do not know Street?
Loved write me the of street from where you have sent money. Ok.
Tomorrow Money Gram does not work. Maria next week cannot go in Money Gram, to get your transfer. Because she has a lot of work.
I ask you that you would correct transfer into my travel agent. Her name and surname Elena Lyezgina.
On monday I together with a travel agent will go to get your transfer.
My sunshine, you know, I like to tell you that you changed my life a lot, you are always in my thoughts.
I am sure that we met because God helped us, this is his present for us.
You know,I am already afraid to lose you, lose our special connection that we have for now, I dont know how my life is going to be without you,
I not cant imagine it now. You brought me so much joy and happiness, I trust you completely.
I opened my heart to you and I would really like our relationships to be forever like it is now, like we are in the wonderful sweet dream!
I am finishing my letter to you now and I am waiting for your reply on monday.With hugs,your Aushra.

Letter 21

Hi my sunshine. Monday and I read your letter.
This makes me feel better because I have got used to your letters and I miss you.
Wow, what a beautiful Christmas tree. I see that you are ready to celebrate Christmas.
You have changed transfer on Elena. I hope this time there will be no problems with transfer reception.
I did not watch film Greek tragedy. Which reminds you ours with you a situation.
Loved yes I will buy souvenir to children (Russian nested dolls).
You know,I’ve told you before that I wanted to find my true love, my soul mate, I think that I am very close to it now.
I am very serious about you, there is only one thing left. Our meeting. This is very important, in my opinion.
And this is the best way to learn much more about each other.
I am dreaming about it, about the time we can see each other for the first time, look into each others eyes.
It’s only my dreams for now, but I know that it soon to be carried out.
On it I will finish I have gone with Elena in Money Gram. When money will be at me on hands. I will go on telegraph what to call to you.
I miss you! Have a great day and write back soon. Aushra.

Letter 22

Hi my loved. How you? What at you new?
Today I have gone on telegraph what to call to you. I promised to call to you when I will get your transfer.
But unfortunately you did not take phone. I have left to you the message. After telegraph I have gone to tourist agency.
I have signed the contract with tourist agency. On conditions of the contract it is necessary to buy the ticket directly in tourist agency.
If I shall not satisfy a condition of the contract in agency to me will not make the visa.
For that what to make the visa it would be necessary to have cash for purchase of tickets aboard the plane there and back.
After at me will be money to me will do the visa. As you understand without the visa of me will not let to you.
To me have offered this flight:
Flight: Moscow Birmingham (Alabama)
Aeroflot Carries out Air France Flight SU3002
Departure: December, 20th 2011, 08:10 Sheremetyevo the airport
Arrival: December, 20th 2011, 09:10 Charles De Gaulle Intl
Airbus A319
City of change Paris
American Airlines Flight AA49
Departure: On December, 20th 2011, 11:30 Charles De Gaulle Intl
Arrival: On December, 20th 2011, 15:40 Dallas Ft Worth Intl
City of change Dallas
American Airlines Flight AA322
Departure: December, 20th 2011, 20:10 Dallas Ft Worth Intl
Arrival: December, 20th 2011, 21:40 Seibels Bryan Arpt
Flight: Birmingham Moscow
American Airlines Flight AA829
Departure: March, 20th 2012, 17:30 Seibels Bryan Arpt
Arrival: March, 20th 2012, 19:40 Dallas Ft Worth Intl
McDonnell Douglas-80
City of change Dallas
American Airlines Flight AA78
Departure: On March, 20th 2012, 21:10 Dallas Ft Worth Intl
Arrival: on March, 21st 2012, 11:35 Heathrow
Boeing 767-300
City of change London
Aeroflot Flight SU242 House-keeper a class
Departure: March, 21st 2012, 13:30 Heathrow
Arrival: March, 21st 2012, 21:15 Sheremetyevo the airport
You accept this flight? You can meet me at the airport?
It is the cheapest and best variant of tickets their cost 1250 dollars. After 21 days you with you we will be together if we will buy these tickets.
Loved I ask your help to me 1250 dollars are necessary what to buy these tickets.
Send money through the Money Gram as you already sent on my travel agent Elena Lyezgina. I together with Elena will go to get your transfer.
First of all I want you will ask in what you will be dressed when will come to meet me in the airport?
It would be necessary for me to know it for that that I did not have problems at the airport and I have learned you.
I will be dressed in a black down-padded coat of firm "adidas". Dark jeans and black leather boots to a knee.
I love you my dear and I very much wish with you will meet.
Up to ours with you of a meeting there were 21 days.I love you gently kiss yours and only yours Aushra.

P.S. Yes I want that ours with you the first supper would be with candles. If you can let it be a fish?

Letter 23

Hi my dear.
You do not represent, as I was glad to hear your voice. your voice still to be in my head.
I will soon hear your voice not on phone, and actually.
Today I come to the Internet of cafe the second time, I have read your letter. In which has understood that you have 900 dollars what to send to me.
I have gone to Maria to ask it 350 dollars. What to buy tickets which have offered me in tourist agency for December, 20th.
Maria has told that Soon new year and Christmas and it cannot help at this time me with money.
Loved if I would have money I has bought tickets and has arrived to you.
But unfortunately 1250 dollars for me are very big money. Without your help in purchase of tickets, I cannot arrive to you.
I hope that you can help to buy to me tickets which to me have offered in tourist agency.
Yesterday when I went to bed I was thinking about you, about us, remembering how we met, remembering our first letters when we didnt know each other at all and comparing to what we have now and this comparison made me smile.
Because now I feel that I have the person in the world who cares about me, who I can talk to about everything.
I think that the worst thing in the world is when you are alone, when nobody is near you, when there is no person who is close to your heart and soul.
I think that even though we are apart from each other now, we are still happy, happy with the thought that we are in each other life.
Happy to think about us, to dream about our meeting that is going to happen,i hope december, 20.
On it I will finish this letter. I will wait for your letter I hope with good news.
My travel agent Elena it is ready to go with me in Money Gram what to get your transfer. With tender hugs and kisses Aushra.

Letter 24

Hi my dear. For me, the only entertainment in Moscow, this reading of your letters.
You want that I to you would call once again. Loved unfortunately I have little money.
I have already bought to children gifts (Russian nested dolls). You wrote that they will be glad my gift.
I save each cent in Moscow what to come to cafe Internet to write you letters and to buy food. I have calculated the budget till December 20.
I do not understand yours here this question (I need to know if Elena will be able to charge $900 my Discover credit card directly or not.)
As you write that you have 900 dollars and do not know where to take all sum for purchase of tickets.
Also you suggest me to wait till January when you will receive school loan.
what I will do till January in Moscow? Where to me to take money what to buy food? Where to me to take money what to go to the cafe Internet?
Fairly to tell I thought that I will arrive to you on December, 20th as we with you have planned.
We will celebrate together Christmas and you will acquaint me with the family and friends. I'm waiting for romantic dinner and eat cooked you salmon.
I miss you very much, and I am thinking about you a lot. I am very happy that you’ve appeared in my life and I want to tell you that now you are constantly on my mind.
Your words and care mean a lot to me and I miss you no matter what I am doing or where I am.
Loved, I have so much warmth and tenderness in my heart that I would really like to share with you.
In you I see the person I can talk to about anything very easily and I am open for you, I opened my heart and my soul for you.
You ask me about dances. I was engaged in dances at school. After has entered the university, I have ceased to be engaged in dances because I should work.
I am confident, to be pleasant to you my belly-dances which I will dance for you.
Sweetheart, I am finishing my letter. I wait for your letter and I hope that on December 20 I will arrive to you and you will meet me at the airport with colours.
With tender hugs and kisses Aushra.

Letter 25

Hi my dear. Today I come to the Internet of cafe the second time.
When I have come in the morning the first time I could not write to you because was not free the computer in the cafe Internet.
Now I will try to answer your questions. It is a pity that you have ceased to send me songs.
My travel agent Elena has told that it is not capable to take money from your credit card. As she has told that does not speak English.
Honestly to tell I at all I do not understand, how credit cards work. I not when did not have a credit card.
I at all do not know how to drive the car. I think that I have very much lagged behind modern life.
Loved yes I quit job in Vladimir. As you already know under the visa of tourist B-2, I can arrive to you for 90 days.
On job me would not release for 90 days. And on it was necessary to me quit job.
As to apartment in Vladimir. I rented apartment with Ekaterina. At me in the rented apartment it is not a lot of things. My dad will take my things after the new year.
Yes I want to remain at Maria in Moscow until then while I will not leave to you.
In Russia there is a sign. (If you go back home when you do not plan to return home. So your journey will not be successful.)
Loved I want to arrive to you what to get acquainted. I hope to remain with you on always. Because I love you and I want to be with you. Because you which that man I searched for all life.
I am just so happy that you’ve appeared in my life. I can’t even express it in words sometimes.
Loved, day by day I feel that I need you more and more, sometimes I sit down and think how wonderful that we’ve met, that we have each other!!!
My heart becomes full of joy and tenderness!
You know, every time I think about you, I feel that my heart is going to explode from the feelings that are inside.
It is so exciting, you would understand me if you could feel it too.
I feel that our emotional connection is getting stronger and stronger ant this is the most important thing for me.
I like to learn new things about you, to read how you feel. I like the fact that you are honest and sincere with me.
I am very glad that our relationships are built on understanding, good communication and care. I wanted that long time ago. I was dreaming about it.
And now you are in my life. I am finishing my letter I wait for the letter on monday. I miss you. Aushra.

Letter 26

Hi my dear.
Today you have sent songs I with the great pleasure I listen now to your songs. and you in a photo look happy. I am glad that you have cheerfully spent weekend.
But I have been shocked when have read and have learnt that you do not trust me.
In my opinion of the relation should be under construction on trust and understanding.
Loved I completely trust you and on it I go to you to the USA, knowing that you not when will not offend me. I am right?
Today I will go to tourist agency "Kvinta Tur". I will tell to my travel agent Elena that you ask that I would send you copies of me passport and the visa.
Loved I have addressed in tourist agency which for a long time works in the market of tourist services.
Not arise what problems about registration of the visa of tourist B-2.
Yesterday I with Maria ,drank tea and we were talking a lot about you.
You know, that my heart is full of different emotions because of you, so I wanted to share that with my girlfriend.
She listened to me very attentively and just wished me good luck.
And she hopes that you are a good man and you will not hurt me in any way.
I’ve told her that even though I have never seen you in real, I feel deep in my soul that I can feel secure and safe with you.
Loved, you know, I am thinking a lot about you. You are in my thoughts all the time, no matter what I do I am thinking about you.
You are very dear to my heart and soul. I am very happy that you are in my life now.
I want that you would trust me. For me, trust the most important thing in our relationship with you.
If we trust each other, our family will be with you the happiest on earth.
My dear I am finishing my letter now and I will be looking forward to your reply.I miss you!With hugs and tender kisses Aushra.