Letter(s) from Brenda Brown to Ajay (USA)

Letter 1

Hey,how are you doing?.it's good to hear from you,Good to know someone serious is interested in knowing about me on the site because i am new to this online and actually its my first time of trying this out and i just logged on the site few hours before your interest.i live in New Mexico Albuquerque but that doesn't mean we cant get together if things work between us because i don't discriminate and distance doesn't turn me off,when i want a man i can do anything to protect my feeling ,i am a model 24yrs old but am presently in London UK for a modeling seminar which has just been concluded and i will be back to the states hopefully in 2days time so lets keep sending emails till i get some more time to chat soon.I love the outdoors, nature, the water, animals, people, travel, camping & fishing, staying at elegant hotels, eating at fancy restaurants or a pub, cooking a fancy dinner for my man or having him cook for me, having a BBQ or creatively throwing together some leftovers, renting a movie or going the movies, listening to good music, going to a concert or theater house.I enjoy romance and relaxing, quality time with a good man.A serious man is the key word here. This seems to be somewhat of a commodity in today age, but I haven't given up my search.. I think of myself as an honest down to earth, loving, laid back kind of girl. I like trying new things all the time, I'm not closed minded person, I love music, sports, food. I'm not looking for a guy that's just like me, because then what would be the point of that, I want someone that can show me new things, just as I can show him.Where exactly do you live now and please let me know if you are truly interested in a serious relationship

Letter 2

Thank you so much for getting back in touch with me as it actually made my day!!!,I apologize not writing back on time being busy with the seminar. I will be coming back to the States as soon as possible and I will let you know later when the date will be. could you tell me more about yourself.First i want you to know the seminar went well and i visited so many places and had fun,i saw the Buckingham Palace,i learned so many new things about modeling that i never imagined and had to take some Job auditions too,it was all fun,seen the new Olympic Village in east London.have you ever been married?.....Do you have kids? .well i love kids so much and i can't wait to start a family of my own someday soon. I am really going to put a lot of effort into writing this letter to you in hopes it will provide you with a good understanding of who I am, what I am all about and what has made me the person I am today. The reason I am going to write a letter rather than just send a message is because I am serious about wanting to establish a quality friendship with you, and because of the fact I rarely contact anyone on here, so when I do you can be rest assured I am serious about my intentions.I am looking for a man that will be able to listen to me , communicate his feelings to me , make me laugh, hold and comfort me in need,stand by my side, respect me, passionate lover in every way, support me in every way, love me and only me, make me smile, protect me when needed, romantic time to time,constantly creative, and treat me right.... I know you will think what is a pretty lady like me doing on here .. Yes the reason I came on to the internet to find the special person who deserves all the love and passion that makes up my heart and soul is because I do not have the time to meet others out in a public setting, and the fact I feel you can learn so much about someone through letters, as a person has to take there time and think about the words they want to express, so it allows you to gain a better understanding of someone than you would probably otherwise .The very reason I am interested in establishing a friendship with you is because I feel I have alot to offer you in the way of a friendship and I know I have alot to share with you that will be of interest to you and even some things that will surprise you. I am very much a woman of substance and I am very unique in today society because I live my life through my spirituality and through the word of GOD and because I have such a strong understanding of what I feel my role in life is suppose to be. I am a woman of integrity and my word is my honor!. I have very high standards for myself and my life is all about providing love, peace and happiness to others.For you to get a better understanding of me picture a waterfall in your mind and instead of all the water overflowing it is all the love and passion I have in my heart to give to others who are deserving, as the love and passion has an endless flow coming out of my heart.Where others write many people and keep there messages short because they are all about how many they can write, I am the opposite and very selective in whom I choose to write and I like to give them my very best even if it is in a long letter such as this. I know the type of person who I want to build a friendship with so I am willing to put the time and effort in my messages to show that to you.
Hope to hear from you....Hugs!

Letter 3

Hello again,

I have read your email over and over and i don't think i can get tired of reading them and i really have to thank you for being so sincere in your mail. i feel like i have known you for years already. I work in an industry where everything is superficial and competitive, but i am still new in the industry and i have only being modeling for about 3 years now. My ex got me started in modeling, he was a photographer and he encouraged me to become a model although he was right about it, we just could not stay together anymore because in our 3 years of courtship, he cheated on me most of the time with other models. At first i thought it was not his fault because i know its not really easy working with beautiful girls without getting involved with them sexually, then i though he would change and learn to appreciate me but it only got worse and each time he always apologizes and i kept forgiving him but i just could not forgive him when i caught him in bed with my best friend who was more like a sister to me. So thats how i lost the 2 people i love most in just one second. That was 14 months ago and now, i am ready to move on with my life and give love another chance ( with the right man though).

Right now, i think what i need is a lover that i can call my friend, someone who will appreciate me for who i am, not just the looks or beauty but for what i stand for and what i believe in, and by the way you wrote about yourself, i think its worth giving this a try with you and hopefully work things out together. i lost my dad when i was 14yrs old although 2yrs later my mom remarried a drunk that tried to rape me several times but that was in SLC Utah,so i had to run to my grandma in New Mexico where i grew up until now but grandma died 2years ago so i moved out to a smaller apartment that i maintain on my own until now.for me i have never been married and i have no kids but definitely want some when i get married,in five years i want to be happily married with my husband and kids in a house we would have bought around town in anywhere we decide to live happily and also i want to start my own business in the fashion world,i want to own a beauty shop,sell female cloths and accessories to match,also hair dressing, pedicure and manicure.

i am looking forward to meeting you too because i have a feeling about this and each time i think about you and the emails my heart skips. I would have being back from London UK already but i have some delays with my flight. What really happened is that i came here with a return ticket but i missed the return date on my ticket and when i tried to get money from an atm at the airport, my card was declined so i had to contact my bank and they told me that someone used my card to pay for 900 mobile phones on eBay. They had to cancel my cards and my accounts because they feel the person that go it might try to use it again. They told me that they will only refund my money when i get back and after they must have carried out some investigation but i will have to come personally to fill out some paper work. Now i have to get $650 to the airline agents here before they can reschedule my ticket for me.

I really wish i should continue writing this mail to you cause i just want to let you in on everything about me but i guess i will have to wait for your reply first so that i can also read more about you and what your plans are. Do you have phone number i could text you on?..i don't have a way to call out here and i wont be able to get access soon.i would also love to see more pictures of you, if you do it would be a great way of getting to know more about ourselves but either way i am comfortable as long as we keep in touch.

Looking forward to your reply!!!!!!



Letter 4

I'm sorry i could not respond to your last email sooner, I have being trying to sort out the problem i told you i had with my debit card. I have tried my best possible to talk to my bank to release some of my money to me so i can pay for my ticket back but they said they cannot touch any of it until i get back and they have carried out necessary investigations regarding to how that happened. I have also tried to get some money here but it looks like i am deserted right now.
i have being at the airport since Morning hoping i could make the travel agents change their mind about allowing me to get on board so i can pay them when i get back home but that has not being possible too. Is there anyway you can help me with the $650 i need to reschedule my ticket??? i am really sorry i had to ask but please try to understand the situation that i am in right now. I would give it back to you when i get back but i really do need it as a matter of urgency and even if its important i have to refund it and i swear on my late fathers Grave never to let you down..when i have the flight fully booked if you help me out i will send you a copy of the flight details so you will know the exact time the plane lands in the states and i will appreciate if you could come pick me up at the airport when i arrive .
Thanks in anticipation..
Please reply soon

Letter 5

I apologize too for disturbing you and taking your precious time..There are so many thing happening to me down here and its getting me scared,the bank told me i could get my money back immediately i arrive after they investigate the mishaps on my account then i can return whatever you loan me..if i am not sure about this i wont swear on my late father's grave because its important to me that you help me..i cant afford the hotel bills down here again and i don't want to be thrown out on the streets of no where like a common Dog ,i cant even get good food to eat.please help me out someway..even if its just anything to get some food but please consider helping me out with the fund to reschedule my flight ticket.Well if you want me to come directly to visit you from here to give you more assurance i would and when i have the flight booked i would send you a copy of the flight details so you could come pick me up at the airport then we could meet and talk,i am much fun to be around in person but circumstances right now wont let you see that..I will never disappoint you if i am given this benefit of Doubt to prove i am different and would never abscond with your money when you help me and i would know i owe you both in cash and kind.Have you ever being in a situation where by you needed help from even your worst enemy that is how it feels now.You will forever be my hero if you can do to me this life saving favor..Thanks in anticipation of a positive response from you..