Letter(s) from Yana Polak to Ari (Canada)

Letter 1

Hi how are you doing... I just finish going through your profile :)
Would love to now you better...
I live in Vancouver with my girlfriend and want find my prince on white horse... just so curious get to know more about you. Yana

PS: I can't be on site often. And i think that it would be convenient to communicate by email: matkamar@gmx.com or you can to call me +16047572595
I hope you agree with me

Letter 2

Hi again,

I received your answer and glad of it very much. I like finding new friends. I believe that one of these friends will be my lover. I am glad to understand that you are like me. And you have the interest to communicate with me. Please tell us about yourself and your life in more detail in the next letter. And I will tell you about me and my life in my letter now. I was born in Russia. The country bears and Russian vodka. :) But I'm now living and working in Vancouver for about 5 months. My age is 31 years old. I am a woman who is tired of being alone. You know the feeling? I want to create a happy family with the right man. I have my mother and younger sister, who live in Russia. I miss them this much. So I'm calling to Russia a lot. I arrived in Vancouver to find my happiness here and earn some money (I work for a nurse). I am a young woman now. Therefore, I have a great potential strength and energy to do all my real target. But I have yet another goal. I want to meet my true love. And I want to give this man all my energy and love. Do you know the right men in your city? ;) I love animals, children's music and dance. I respect the true generosity and kindness in men. I am a romantic and honest girl who's not playing with sincere feelings of men because I know the pain. I respect the seriousness of the conviction and dedication to the men. I'm looking for a good and interesting man who will love and care about me. A man who respects genuine feelings. I want to have a long and serious relationship. Therefore, I will build and develop relationships only with sincere and serious men who are looking for true love. I hate the betrayal of false terrorism, disease mosquitoes and cockroaches. I hope that I could tell a little about myself and my life. I am waiting for your new letter soon if you have an interest for me. I look forward to continuing our dialogue. I am waiting for your letters and photos soon.


Letter 3

Good morning Ari,

How was your dream? I received your letter and thank you for this. Thank you for photos. I like it and your cat too :) I like cat so much. Really i was afraid that you do not respond to my letter. I'm used to seeing here in Canada that men are afraid of beautiful women. I like your attention. I'm interested in you if you answer me right? I like to understand that I can interest you. I think that you will continue to write to me in the future. I delight in each of your letter is real. I thank you for a short story about yourself and your life. I hope that you find a girl who will give you happiness. Perhaps this girl I am? ;) I'll be polite, too, and talk about my family now. My family is the only happiness in my life right now for which I continue to live and strive for something in my life. I miss my family here in Vancouver. So I'm calling to Russia a lot. My family is my mother and younger sister. Mother's name Alyona. My mom's age 53 years. She works as a teacher of Russian language at school. My sister's name Olga. Age 28 years of my sister. She is studying for the final year at university majoring in economics. My sister is my best friend who understands me always. I think that they would have liked you. I work here in Vancouver for the medical clinic nurse. I save money to buy an apartment for her mother in Russia. My mom and sister live in a rented apartment in Russia. I want to find the right man here in Canada very much. I want to create a happy family because I was tired of living alone. I want to love! I live in Vancouver in the apartment of my friend Svetlana. She was born in Russia, too. Svetlana lives in Vancouver about 10 years and has Canadian citizenship. Svetlana had been married 2 years but divorced six months ago. Svetlana has a young son Sean. Age 15 months of her son. We have known each other for about 14 years. Therefore, Svetlana has helped me a lot when I arrived in Vancouver. Svetlana is my good friend! You have good friends?

I am a romantic woman. So I have a lot of fantasies about my future. My biggest fantasy is meeting my lover. The man who will be for me a pure heart and a great chivalrous generosity. The man who will love and respect me. I think as a child but I could be like that. I am a sincere girl. Therefore, I believe in the sincere love of man and woman to each other. I want you to know all this because you are interested in me. I feel that you are sincere and kind man. Am I right? So I want to see your letter in my email. I am a single woman now. So I'm trying to find my love now. And I like to look my love on the Internet because they write and wait for each day of the men warm letter for single women is interesting and very romantic. This type of communication will help me find a man better than before we met in reality. What do you think about this? I like to read romantic novels listening to classical music POP and Rock-n-Roll. I like to dance. I like to watch movies. My favorite movie "Ghost." Patrick Swayze and Demi Moore the main actors in this film. Have you seen this video Ari?

I finish my letter. And I ask you to answer my questions. What you are interested in me? What kind of girl you love? What should it be? Please describe this girl. Please answer me this question. The answer to this question for me is very important. Tell us about your life anymore. I send you my new photo. I hope that you will enjoy this picture. I hope to see your photos in the next letter. I am waiting for your soon letter Ari.


Letter 4

Good morning Ari,

Thank you for your wonderful letter. I am glad to your letter at all times. Your attention to me is a gift. I thank you for this gift. I beg to send your letters to me often because I have a great interest in our relations. And I enjoy our correspondence. I see in our letters that you are a smart man. Please write often! I feel that we are the same people (at the psychological level). I am confident that we can have an interesting conversation when we meet. You think so? I want to know you better. So I want to continue our correspondence. Please do not stop and continue to write to me! Fate has given us this chance. And we do not have to lose is not it Ari?

I will explain to you something right now. It will surprise you can be. But I did not have any kind of relationship with men, about one year. I'm not looking for a man to me this past year because I got a lot of frustration and resentment of the last males. And I was afraid to build a new relationship all this year. Love makes you feel the pain when the boyfriend (girlfriend) goes to another woman (man). Your girlfriend cheated on you? Have you felt so much pain? So I'm afraid to feel this pain again. I want to love the right man and the man to feel love for me! Please promise me something. You will not deceive me, if a serious relationship will be between us. Ok? My friend Svetlana found a job for me in Vancouver. We are friends from childhood. And she told me that Canadian men are better than Russian men. Canadian men are very caring. Therefore, I believe Svetlana and arrived in Canada. I worked for one week here and realized that I have free time enough to find a man in reality. Therefore, Svetlana registered my online search for the men. And the result with Svetlana to me is our interesting chat today. Thank you Svetlana for this. I told you all this so that you begin to understand me better and my fear of finding a man. The pain of the heart is very heavy pain! And I do not want this pain recurred in my life. Understand this please. Fear of finding the right man is the cause of finding the right men on the Internet. I think I can understand a man better than in the letters. We have no real communication, and we are focused to better understand each other to get a real meeting at the end. You think so Ari? I think you understand me. I beg to tell you about your plans for the future in the next letter. What a perfect family for you? What is true love for you Ari? Please answer these questions because the answers to explain to me about you a lot. And I'm sending my new photo. I am waiting for your photos and letters soon.

Your friend Yana

Letter 5

Hi my dear Ari,

How are you? How is your weekend? Thank you for your wonderful letters. You are a responsible man. That's great! My biggest dream to meet a man who is romantic and affectionate with me. Then I am sure that I can be a happy woman with such a man. The main thing for our relationship now communicate with each other more. And then we will understand later on (I believe it is) that we need each other and have to meet in real life. Am I right? I enjoy our correspondence because I feel and see in our letters that we have the same in our souls. What do you think about this? I thank you for your candor and full disclosure in letters. I am sure that this is the key to success for our correspondence. You told some of the secrets of your personal opinions and character. I appreciate it very much! I think sometimes the case. Do not you write me letters. Your heart is tired and lonely soul I write these letters. :) Such a romantic thoughts and words can belong to only wounded soul who wants a little happiness and love. I can tell you one thing. Blind women live in your town because they do not see a good honest man who can give love and happiness for them. So I'll catch this chance given to me by fate. I want to know you more. I hope that the star of happiness will go up in the sky in the future soon. I really believe in it. I think that I was able to answer your question about my heart? Remember that I believe you are now very much. Please appreciate that. And please do not lose your best qualities of character! Your romance and sincerity are very important for our relations. Do not waste it on empty women. Remember that Ari!

I want to tell you now about yesterday. I did wake up the morning exercise, and went to my work. It's was normal work day(cleaning drip injections, etc.). I wanted to take a walk after my work and walk home. I went to Strathcona Park. I walked there and saw a couple kissing people who "shine" with happiness and pleasure. The entire park is lit up with happiness and love. And I thought about myself and my own. And I am sad by this. So I promised myself that I'll be there to find the right man this year! The man with whom we will visit this park and we kiss, too, seeing no other people around us.

Do you understand that I am a romantic woman. I believe in a true relationship filled with love. So I like to dream a lot. I have many fantasies. And I will describe to you one of these fantasies now. Sea. Wild beach. A light breeze rustles my hair. The sun sets behind the horizon. We lie down (me and my boyfriend) on this beach. We drink red wine and look at this beautiful red sunset. And we understand at this point that this is true happiness! And we fall asleep hugging each other. Like this fantasy? I want to tell you something else. I like active rest. I like to visit the forest for a picnic and spend my free time enjoying nature. Do you like active rest? Do you like fishing or hunting?

I finish my new email. And remember that our communication is very important for us. I started forget about my loneliness. I love your wonderful letters. Respond to my new questions please. Do you like dreaming Ari? Why are you looking for the girl in the Internet? Tell us about your parents in the next letter. I hope that you answer these questions. I am waiting for your new letter soon.

Your friend Yana

Letter 6

Hello my dear Ari,

I'm glad to see your new wonderful letter again. Your letter shows me that i can find my happiness. I thank you for this Ari. I am interested to read your new messages are always about you and learn something new. Believe that you are interested in me too. And i like our communication in the letters. I believe that my loneliness will end soon if we keep our relationship in the right direction. My friend please answer the questions. You are lonely and want a girl to love you greatly and sincerely? Are you looking for a girl who will love you as a man (not the father, or friend), is not it? You had a situation and feel: you look in the eyes of his beloved, and you think at this moment only to those moments did not end, and never would these eyes your girl would look at you as earnestly and tenderly after ten twenty and fifty years of your life together with this girl? I think you will find my thoughts and answer these questions honestly for me. I thank you that you are giving hope and a chance to find my true love through your letters. And I promise you I'll catch this chance. ;) I hope that you will not forget I was ever going to develop our relationship further. I realized during our communication you a romantic like me. And I really like it. So I beg you to be the man in the future too. Please promise me that. And I'll tell you what I feel and think about the relationship (a very important thing.) Interest (a big spark for the fire) to each other should be in the beginning of the relationship came to love between two people. And I have a spark for you. I believe that this spark would ignite a fire for us once. I sent my first letter to you because my heart told me to make this a try. And now I realize that I'm concerned you seriously. I care about our relationship is now a lot because I believe in the best of our relations. And I hope that you believe in it too. Many men would like some kind of relationship with me. But I ended up communicating with these men now, because these men are looking for just sex and serious relations are not interesting for them. These men did not understand what I am looking for a man who will respect understand and love me. So I now lonely girl who believes in the best for themselves.

I'll tell you about my day. I want you to know about my daily life more. I worked a short time because my boss let me have a holiday. He sees that I'm working and trying to get a lot of money. My boss is a very kind old man. I called my friend Svetlana and offered to do a walk. We met and visited the theater and watched the movie "The Grey". This film tells of the struggle of man and the harsh nature. This movie we liked very much. We visited the cafe after the movie and drank one cup of coffee there. We sat and talked about men in the cafe. I told Svetlana about you and about our relationship. She was glad really. But she begged him not to hurry me to my choice of men. I have to get to know you better to understand you completely. So I think that she was right. We should have some time for our relationship so we can understand and know each other better. So I ask you not to hurry me to my decision ever. I'll make my decision at the right time when I will understand what I want to do it. Do you agree with me? I think that you can understand me. We went home after the cafe and did a complete cleaning of the apartment of Svetlana. I live in an apartment if you remember, Svetlana. We did clean the apartment. I am happy to write you my new email my dear Ari.

You asked me about my father? He living and working in Czech republic. I was born in Russia. My father was in army and we are relocated in Czech republic with family. I lived in Prague from 1 years till 15 years. My parents divorced when i was 15 years and we are back in Russia with mum and sister. All this happened because mum knew about his another woman. She could not forget about this! Also my birthday January 21, 1981

I finish my letter. I am asking you to reply to my new questions. You feel alone a lot? Do you believe for love at first sight? You think of marriage in the future? Forgive me for such personal questions but I want to know this much. I send you my new photos that will be like you (I hope Ari). And I'm waiting for your new photo and letter.

Your friend Yana

Letter 7

Hi my dear and lonely Ari,

How are you? How was your dream? I'm glad your wonderful letters, always and you know it well, my dear friend Ari. So i thank you for joy because you gave me wonderful answer. Your letters are needed for me, I realized this in recent days. I know with confidence, if I do not see your new letter, my day is boring and sad. Your letters are needed for me, like water or food. Your letters like a balm for my soul and heart! Therefore you acknowledge that you are special to me. I hope that my affection for you will grow one day into something more ... I'm sure we will go forward in our relationship, get to know each other better and see where this relationship will lead us. And maybe I'll be the woman you once, at which you want to connect your life. And you will be the man for me, with whom I want to divide the family fortune. I thank you also, that you answered my questions. I understand your thought is good, because I'm lonely too, like you my dear friend. I miss you very much, I do not have that man in my life who will tell me this morning: "Wake up my dear, I love you!" When I think of my lonely life, then begin to miss very much, and I want to cry from this lonely feeling. I can not understand now, why can not I find a good man? Why do I meet men who think only about sex and wealth? Perhaps it is my destiny ... I do not know ... I am 31 and i do not have that unique and important to me now a man who will support and embrace me in a difficult moment always. So I am glad everyone is always your letter. I hope that you will be so unique and important to me a man who will love and respect me. I think that the fate of our lonely souls introduced specifically to help each other ... Do you think so? I am right Ari?

I finish my letter to you on this, my sweet dear friend. And I ask you my new questions: What qualities of character like you in women? You can do something crazy for your sweetheart? You commit such acts for your ex-lovers? And what were those actions Ari? Tell us about your city, culture and nature in your next letter. I look forward to your next letter and your new photo. And I'm sending my new photo. You interest me very much!

Have a nice day and take care! Thank you again for your wonderful letter Ari.

Your friend Yana

Letter 8

Hi my dear Ari,

How are you? How is your weekend? I am glad to see your new wonderful letters. I thank you that you have understood me and my thoughts in my last letter. Because i really need it. I tried to explain to you in my last letter that my family and friends will remember and take care of me always, but they can not replace the warmth and the feeling of flying for me, that I feel when I like. They can not replace my beloved to me! So I'm trying to fix my lonely position, and hope to find my true love (maybe with you Ari.) I just want to see the man next to me every morning, which will protect and support me in difficult situations, always, to kiss and hug me in the morning is always, who runs the flower shop and bring to me a small bouquet of roses, wake up before me, and who will love my whole soul. I hope (honestly) that you'll be to me such a man once in the future, because I love to write to you and get your sweet letter. You are probably surprised by these words ..? You help me forget about my loneliness has always, and I thank you for it. I believe that you can be the man who is my true happiness, because I see in you and in your character, the qualities that I want to see my beloved. If I scared you my frank admission, please forgive me for this, but I can not hide from you my sympathy, especially since we promised to be honest with each other in our letters. So you know, my dear friend, that my sympathies (which I feel for you) increases with each passing day, and I hope that these will continue to increase sympathy, and these feelings I can be called "love" once. I believe in it! I thought I had this (not yet knowing you) fall in love with a man through the virtual communication is impossible, but I realize now that those feelings might arise from me. Love - this is a very powerful feeling, which can be done. Therefore, we must write to each other and develop our relationship now, because fate has given us a chance, and I think that we should not miss this chance. My dear Ari i hope that i have not frightened off by my recognition of my sympathies to you. Understand, my dear friend, I want to be honest with you. I think that we can not build good relationships through virtual communication, if we write lies in the letters to each other, is not it? I want to say also that I began to trust you in the last days of our correspondence very much, so I want to tell you my little secret, the more I want to be honest in a relationship with you completely (I think you will appreciate this action). I wrote to you already that I have no lover or a boyfriend now. I do not have boyfriend for a long time in Saint Petersburg. So I want to tell you now, cause my disinterested behavior of men is a long time and cause of my great interest in foreign men. I already had a relationship with a man from Canada about two years ago, his name is Richard (he - the only man who does not deceive me, never). We loved each other and thought we would with him always. Richard came to me in Saint Petersburg often. We wanted to get married (Svetlana introduced a Richard. This happened because Svetlana visited Saint Petersburg once with her ex-husband. Richard was a friend of her ex-husband. They came together to see Saint Petersburg. We saw and got to know each other during this visit, Svetlana. We thought that our happiness will be eternal, but the result was different. Richard died in a car accident, and it was a big blow and a disaster for me. I have experienced this loss is difficult and could not look at other men during the long six months. I met a Russian person (i tried to forget Richard), after these six months, my great sorrow. He talked a lot, he loves me ... In fact he cheated me with other women. I decided then that I did not start the relationship with Russian man ever (when I found out about his infidelities). Russian men are deceived me very much, and i do not want to feel the pain in my heart and my soul again. I did not have relations with men after that break in one year (until you meet my dear). My friend Svetlana called me one day and invited to build my life and find my happiness here. That's why i decided to relocate here after a conversation with Svetlana. Because i remember, remembering Richard, that he alone of all men do not deceive me, never. So I think now that many of the Canadian men are honest and affectionate, as was Richard. I think you understand the main reason I came here today and the reason for writing my first letter to you. My dear i hope you will appreciate my revelation, and remember please, that I trust you very much. I hope that this recognition will help to develop our relationship better. So i just told you about this, my dear. Understand that this is a very personal thing that you can tell only the closest people. Therefore, always remember that you are very close to a man now, and I hope that this one ... I finish my letter on this and wait for your soon reply. Have a nice day and take care.

Your friend Yana

Letter 9

Hi my dear Ari,

I am very pleased to receive your warm and tender letter always. I do not know how to thank you for your attention my dear. But your letters help me to feel my importance to you. You romantic person too so you are well able to appreciate the true feelings and serious relationship. I love the quality of your character. I'll be jealous of the woman whom you love, because you can make your lover happy (I'm sure of it). I dream of falling in love with the beautiful and romantic man, as you ... A man who is ready to give herself completely love that will protect and nurture their love, which will breathe a sigh of one of his beloved. And I love what you see in the man of whom I have always dreamed of. I (honestly) do not believe sometimes that you live in this world, but i get your new email again, and i understand that you live in this world and are interested in me. I am very attached to our correspondence, and I can not think of this, if I open my e-mail and will not see your message out there. I'm very accustomed to you, so I'm afraid of losing you. Dear, forgive me for such a request (perhaps I'm a little bit arrogant woman), but I must ask you about this, because I want to continue to develop our relations. Dear promise me in your next letter that you can not deceive me, never, that you will not disappear overnight. You must tell me if something will not like you and me in my nature. And you will not be silent about it, trying not to offend me. Promise me Ari? Please understand me... i am honest in our relationship, built on trust in each other, I'm tired of false men. And I do not want to lose you as well, because my intuition and my heart tell me that I could fall in love with you and build good relations with you. I am glad that this feeling is mutual.

I'll tell you right now about what I was really surprised last night in my dream. I had a dream last night where I saw you. The dream was this: I'm going on a bus and I feel that the man standing behind and looking at me. Bus rides to the bus stop, and I hear a pleasant male voice from behind, who asks me. You will leave this bus stop? And I turn back and see you. Once i saw you in my dream.. I woke up immediately. I was very surprised by what I saw in a dream man for the first time that I have not seen in reality than ever. Therefore you acknowledge that you have already occupy a place in my subconscious now, and it speaks volumes.

I finish my new letter and hope you will appreciate my honesty and understand me. Please answer my new questions in your next letter, you loved a woman before (tell me more about that)? What can you forgive your lover, what offense? And what offense you can not forgive your lover? I'm really looking forward to a new letter! You are special for me! Have a nice day and take care!

Yours darling Yana

PS: I want to talk on the phone with you tomorrow my dear Ari...

Letter 10

Good morning my dear Ari,

How are you? How was your dream? Ari i was happy to hear your voice. You have a sexy voice. I do not know what happened with me. But this phone conversation made me to think about our relationship and continuing our relationship. I will not write you two days because I will think about our relationship, and solve everything. This talk on the phone changed me. And i need to think a few days ... I am sorry. Please do not worry, do not lose me, I'll write to you. I have to think about my feelings to you and our relationship. I wish you Happy Easter! Have a nice day and take care my dear Ari. Thank you.

Yours Yana

Letter 11

Hi my dear Ari,

How are you? I tried to call you again. I will call you later today.

I wish you Happy Easter! Have a wonderful day. kisses and hugs xxx

Thank you.

Yours Yana

Letter 12

Dear Ari,

How are you? I tried to call you this morning. I am at work today.

I can't use my phone number at work. Please call me tomorrow

morning 7-9 a.m on my phone number 604-757-2595.

I wish you Happy Easter! Have a wonderful day. Thank you.


Letter 13

Dear Ari,

I decided to write you letter finally. I apologize for my silence. I could not write to you because i thought about ourselves and relationships. I thought about my feelings to you. I had to figure it out because our sympathy for each other grow with each day. Time has come! My silence was difficult for me. Because i wanted to write you a letter or call you on the phone again. I denied myself because I had to consider all without emotion. I hope you understand me. You will be able to understand the reasons my silence. When you'll read my letter till the end. I promise you if you can not understand the reason now. I am glad that you responded to my questions. Because i asked very personal things that we can speak only male friends. You showed me the gesture again. I was very special for you. I like it. Also i want to say that cheating really very painful. Trust me i know that very well So i can not forgive my lover after a betrayal me with another woman. It's very difficult. I am very glad that you understand me. We will not edit each other. We'll not suffer ever if we are together. We love each other because we know the pain of betrayal lover. Ari i am going to tell you something that deep in my heart and soul. Please understand me and read good my subsequent explanation. It's important Ari...

My feelings have changed for you during these days. I realized that i started to be closer to you. You read my letter now and probably very surprised my recognition. This is not a dream, pinch yourself by the hand, and you can see that this is reality. :) I learned this by listening to my heart. For example, I can not endure long without communicating with you. I'm starting to get bored and think that I might lose you. And my soul begins to ache at the thought (as if thousands of cats claws tear up my soul). You know the feeling? I love you, and many of your traits: Your kind and sensitive nature, your beautiful and courageous person, your sweet voice, and much more in you. I have not told you this before because i don't understand these feelings to the end and now I understand: I started to feel you. I love you. Maybe funny because i am speaking like teenage girl, who fell in love like first time! And something happened to me recently that made me better understand the feelings for you. Some event happened to me in my work when I worked four days ago. I worked in the morning. I had a lot of work in this day and was tired by the middle of my shift. I walked down the hall clinic. Two beautiful and successful woman I met in the lobby and asked to look personally for some elderly women in our clinic. I answered all questions and requests for these women, but they are interested in me and started asking me about my personal life, when he heard my accent. I told them that i from Russia, and also told a little about Russia. But they asked me about my beloved after. I told them about you, my sweet. and our acquaintance through the Internet. I told them also that I have not seen you in reality have never, but I love this man. And they joked about me ill to hear my story about you. Ari please allow me not to talk to you about this joke because I am ashamed to tell you this insulting joke. I could not continue my working day after the incident (I'm a very sentimental), so I went home after that and cried throughout the night. Later, my friend Svetlana came home and comforted me, and I spoke with her. I told Svetlana about the cause of my tears for you. I told my girlfriend that i love you, but I'm afraid to tell you about my feelings, because I think that you will not believe this recognition, and I scare you, and I may lose you, telling about my feelings. But my friend told me that I should not be ashamed of my feelings because my feelings are sincere. Svetlana asked to talk to you about my feelings that I do not regret in my life then, I felt in love with a decent man once, and I told this man about my feelings. Svetlana told me to refrain from communicating with you for a while too, so I can check my feelings and think about everything. And I did as Svetlana asked me to do, and I'm telling you now, my sweet i think about you all the time. I love you Ari! I hope you understand me because my heart says so. And i want you tell me about your feelings because this is very important and necessary. I opened my heart to you so you the next... my beloved. I do not demand this recognition from you if you do not want to talk about it. But I ask to understand me and my feelings for you only, and be polite to my confession. I'll be glad to hear any of your answer. The main thing in your answer to this question is that this answer was sincere, because I'm tired of the lies. I understand that it sounds a bit unnatural and naive, because we have not seen each other in reality than ever. So I want to see you in a reality soon, so we can finally understand our feelings. I wish ask you... please let me know about possible day our meeting and write me about it in confirmation. Please think about it Ari! Understand me i have never thought that i could fall in love with a man in the Internet. But it happened so we need to understand the reality of our feelings for each other.

I finish my letter on this my love. Please understand my feelings a lonely woman who found love and do not want to lose it. I'm sure I'm not mistaken in you. I have one question for you? Are your friends know about me and our relationship Ari? I am waiting for your soon reply with impatience. Have a nice day my dear Ari. Kisses and hugs.

Your forever Yana

PS: Remember Ari! You live in my heart now and i am thankful God because love is wonderful feeling!

Letter 14

My Dear Ari,

How are you? How is your mood? I am so happy to got your wonderful letter. Thank you for your confirmation my dear Ari. First i will not let end our relationship at this stage of development. Because I feel great sympathy for you in my heart. So I think that we should meet in reality soon. We must to feel and understand our feelings for each other and the future development of our relations. Please remember always you are very special and very important for me. I dream every day that we met on the day when I can tell you during our first meeting... Hello my dear Ari! Finally we met each other and hug you. I know with confidence that this first meeting will be a great happiness for me, because I will meet with a man who was able to win my heart. I thank you that you have understood my feelings and accept my love. Understand that I am surprised that feelings to a man whom I had not seen in reality. I really could not believe it for a long time that I love you but this feeling of living in my heart, really. And this feeling is genuine so we must think about our soon meeting. I think you'll agree me that love is the best feeling. Yes? I see now that the Internet helped me to find happiness and my friend advice was correct. My dear Ari... I finished my search on dating and I'm not interested in other men anymore. I found what i looked for a long time. I believe that my love is true and a bright future waiting us Ari...

I want to tell you about my friend's birthday today. I celebrated the birthday of my new girlfriend Ann. We work together in the clinic for the first time together with my colleagues at work today. We celebrated her birthday in the hospital, the holiday was good. I gave Ann a beautiful underwear (she was glad to get it). We drank a little alcohol on holiday (I drink alcohol rarely that's why i am drunk so quickly lol. I remember that we have a lot of dancing and singing. I sang karaoke for the first time at this festival (I liked it.) I remember that I told my colleagues at work for you, and about our relationship, my beloved. They are happy for us and wish us only happiness. I showed your photo to my colleagues (I'm wearing your photos are always in my bag). They said you handsome. My colleagues asked to say you that you need to protect and defend me. I feel you'll do it. My love this birthday celebration was made just for women, so boys did not attend our celebration. I told you about this birthday that you understand how you are important me. I am not going to lose you. I am your woman! You're my man... you should know everything this. I finish my letter for my best man in this world. Do you think that we will be happy together? Which scenario our first meeting? How you'll plan Ari? I am waiting for your confirmation. Remember Ari... I think of you all the time. Have a nice day and take care my dear Ari. Kisses and hugs xxx

Yours Yana

Letter 15

My Dear Ari,

Urgently i write you letter. I am going let you know that i need to leave in Saint Petersburg. The reason my departure it's my family. I hope you understand that we are both expected and planned our meeting, in reality, as a result of this now. Please understand my Iove i fly in Saint Petersburg immediately because my family got problem. It's very important. Please don't worry my love. I'll be back in 10 days. I bought a return ticket. I wish to meet with you soon because our relations very important and necessary. You're the king of my heart and I waiting for our meeting in real time my love. I need your understanding and your support now my dear Ari...

Main thing that only i can to solve this problem. They could be evicted from the apartment soon and i am not going to let this happen. Mum called me now and i must help my family. That's why i bought air ticket and must leave immediately. I promise you when I will be there i let you know. I phone you or send you letter. I will explain you everything. I want that you knew everything about me and my family. Please do not worry about me and our relationship. I found you and i am not going to lose you. My family has a computer with Internet access in our apartment in Saint Petersburg. We will be able talk and write each other. I'll buy a mobile phone so you can to call me and send me sms to me all the times. As i said i already bought a return ticket April, 24. I'll be back in 10 days because my boss gave me short time. And I have one request for you my love. Please think of my coming to you. I mean in your city, because I'll have three days rest after my return. I am going to start work April, 27). Perhaps we could be together just the two or three days. I can to change my direction return ticket in your city. Please think about it! I think that our feelings should be experienced in reality. It's very important for our future. I hope you completely understand me. I am confident that you will agree with me because we want this together. I think about you Ari!

I finish my letter on this and remember always... i found what i looked for a long time. I will keep and hold my love to you. Please do not stop send me letters. Wait for my news in during 2 days. Your Yana

P.S. We'll be together soon Ari! Kisses and hugs xxx

Letter 16

My Dear Ari,

Finally i write you letter as i promised us. Are you missed me Ari? I'm at home in Saint Petersburg. I'm happy now that my relatives are around me, but I miss you here and look forward to our soon meeting. I walked with my mom and my sister on the streets today and saw couples of people walking the streets. I miss you and i think about you all the time. I will back in Vancouver April, 24 and we can to plan our meeting because i believe that we can be happy together.

My flight details:

Departure: LH 1461 Saint Petersburg Apr, 24 (06:20 a.m - 07:25 a.m.)

Departure: LH 0906 Frankfurt (12:45 p.m - 01:25 p.m.)

Departure: AA6219 London Apr,24 05:15 p.m - Arrive: Vancouver Apr,24 06:40 p.m.

I'll tell you about a meeting with my family yesterday. Our meeting was very warm and happy for all of us. They met me at the airport yesterday, we were happy to see each other. We came home and sat about 3 hours and talked about everything. It's very nice to be with their families! I love my family and I am sure that you will love their. I told you about my family, and they said that you are handsome man (I showed your picture). My mom say to you Hello Ari. But the most memorable in this meeting with my family ... tears of joy is my mom. Tears of joy streamed down my mom's face when she saw me yesterday at the airport. I'm starting to realize in these moments of life as important to me is my family. I am sure that you understand me and my feelings.

I finish my my letter. I waiting for your call Ari (my number +79177000732) Remember my love always that one woman lives in this world, who think about you and waiting for meeting with you soon. I love you and look forward to our meetings soon my dear Ari.

Yours Yana

Letter 17

Hi my sweetheart Ari,

How are you my Ari? I thank you that you always remember me and send me your romantic messages. I thank you for your understanding. You gave me peace to my heart and soul of your promise.

Understand, my love that we are far apart now, and we can find relationships with other men or women who live in our cities now. And I understand it, so I ask you not to look for relationships with other women in your city, and I promise you (in turn) that I'm not going to look for relationships with other men. And I will not be interested in another man now, because you are the only man who interests me now that has gripped my heart. Therefore, always remember about this and about your promises to me. I feel good here but I miss you so much, all my thoughts about you and about time when we are together.

I look forward with big impatience our first meeting Ari "Hello Honey" and embrace you.

I'll tell you right now my problem, because of which I left to Russia. If you remember my love that the problem with the flat of my family was the main reason for my temporary return to Saint Petersburg. My family (with me) have been living in this three-room apartment for 11 years (we rented the apartment after the divorce of my parents), and we were taking good care, doing repairs in the apartment, paid for the apartment for 11 years ever, we accustomed to this apartment and want to live here in the future. We made friends with the owner of the apartment (the owner of the apartment - an elderly man 67 years) for these 11 years. And the owner of the apartment suggested us to buy the apartment from him at a cheap price of 53,000 dollars (it's very cheap) two years ago in installments for 3 years, but this elderly man died two weeks ago, and this apartment is inherited by his daughter. And his daughter wanted to sell the flat quickly, knowing about our agreement with her dead father. She warned us that the balance of the price we must pay her for the next 2 weeks. If we do not pay it during those two weeks, she will sell this apartment to others for the real price. The money we have already paid to her father, she returns to us after the sale of this apartment. So i flew to Russia once when i knew it all. You understand that my love Ari? The problem now is this: we have to pay this woman to the end of next week's 11,500 dollars, and we have now only 5400 which i been saving several months in Canada, so we have to find right now 6100 dollars, what I am doing now all my time here. So I'm worried about this now. I do not know now where I'll find the money, but I'll use all the options for this, and I'll find the money required. I don't want that you worry and i tell you as i promised to explain all the situation. I think of you always wait for your new letter and telephone conversation. Kisses and hugs xxx Your beloved Yana

PS: and please forgive me for this talk about money, but i want you to know everything about me and my life, because i am your woman, so you need to know everything...

Letter 18

My sweet love Ari. I am writing you this letter now, because I miss you here in Russia, and I look forward to our meeting a few days. I'm sitting at the computer and i understand now, looking at your picture that you the only man now, where I found those masculine qualities that I appreciate and love to see in a man. So I understand now my love that "got lucky ticket" when i found you. I can not believe now that i love the man, whom I know through virtual communication. Love this is a very powerful miracle, which could do the impossible. I love you Ari! My love and I do not want to lose you! I go to bed and wake up with only one thought that my boyfriend does not heat up along with me my bed. You know that feeling of loneliness, my love Ari? I ask you to do my one little whim. My love promise me that you will organize a small picnic in a quiet, beautiful location by the river in those days of our meeting, if the weather will be good at this time. Please promise me that, because I really want this. This is my little feminine caprice! I think that you can understand the caprice of a romantic girl ...

I want tell you my love about my childhood. I was born in Saint Petersburg. It's the most beautiful city in Russia. People call him the second Amsterdam! But in one year we relocated in Prague. My father was in army. We lived there 15 years. Prague ancient city that is more than one thousand years. This town is at the heart of Europe and has many beautiful castles. You know the story of this city, my love Ari? My childhood was a happy and interesting, by the love of my parents. I was very cheerful girl in his childhood, so I loved to create small performances or competitions in our small apartment. My mother helped me to organize these fun times. I went to school at the age of 7 till 15 years. Many interesting things happened to me over the years. The first my love happens in school, first kiss, I was best pupil in class. I sang in the school choir. My childhood was happy until the moment when the divorce happened between my parents at the age of 15 years (very severe nervous shock). The reason for the divorce of my parents - is a betrayal of my father (my father changed my mother's with another woman). My mother could not forgive my father and they divorced. After this we returned in Saint Petersburg. My father lives in the city is now Karlovy Vary (the Czech Republic in the south of the city) and works in the spa massage therapist. We see him once a year. Maybe I can introduce you, my love, my father sometime in the future. My father - a kind and cheerful man, which is always fun to say. I think this little story about my childhood was interesting to you, my love Ari? I'll tell you more about my childhood during our meeting, if you are interested in it. I want you to know everything about me, because you are very important to me! I think of you and wait for our meeting soon. I look forward to your reply to my letter. Your Yana

Letter 19

Hi my love Ari,

I miss you so much and remember honey that I do everything possible to meet with you in few days. I thank you for your words, this is special to me always and you know that i understand you very good. When i hear you it bring warm to my heart and i dream that you say something nice and pleasure to my ear when we are together.

I have very short time before flight and have to hurry up because it is very important to me to be on time so I will see you soon what my most deep desire these days because my heart tell me this. But I Have to decide everything before my flight, i see my mom worry so much everyday and feel that would be broken if i leave without fix everything.

Today we had meeting with the flat owner and had a long conversation. At the meeting at the beginning my thoughts was like we are losing the chance because she was tuned strictly and told us that she have to sell the flat, she not care if we was not collect all the amount. She say can’t wait longer because as she say urgently need all amount to invest or something about it But because of my mom and her dad was in very good relationship so she gave us this time during my visit. She said if we won’t find the amount till I leave, she has a few customers who ready to pay today’s price which very high now. It took our attention that we may lose the apartment where we were living for 11 years and my mom can not do it because want to spend her rest of life here...

My mother and that old person was in very very good relationship and had verbal agreement, now i understand that it mistake but who not make mistakes in life, i can not blame my mother now seeing her suffer everyday. Only because of their friendship that lady gave us more time.

I had serious talk with my father and asked to help me and he say he has savings for life about 1500 euro which he will share to me and send me today. Please wish me luck my love Ari. Also i managed to find about 700 dollars more. So if all good i will still need to find around 3500 now. (The total amount is 6100 dollars) But I am still hoping and do all possible, meet and talk with people. But i can't lose my flight it is so important for me and my life and also because you are in my heart and i want to be with you more then anything now.

I try to say all how is in my life now, i hope that i will do something, not sure what else to say now... I hope you can understand me what mean this to my family, to any family. Please write me today. I love you Ari, remember this always....Kisses and hugs xxx. Your Yana

Letter 20

Hi my love Ari, all the days i was thinking about you and everyday i think about us more and more. I love you for that you don't forget me and trying to help. I feel very sad and lonely without you, i did not do all on time so before too late i will take care of my ticket and will try to change it, i also will try do all what possible to convince this lady to wait some more days. I just Hope with all my heart that you can care about me soon and i will be thankful to you my love, and of course i will return you all, it is me my nature that i very thankful woman. Tomorrow i will write you more and also waiting to read your letter in morning. Oh if you know how i wish be near you now.

I feel if i not able to do all on time i will have problems but i can not think only about myself, my mother cried all night and i can not keep in in me. Maybe it not best decision but i will change my ticket before not too late. But my heart suffer because i want to see you sooner and want to be with you.

Please know that you are special to me and you live in my heart all these days, i promise you that i love and care about you and it will be always, i just waiting for our meeting so much and you know it. It will be as soon my love. I miss you and i want to be with you very much and sending you my loving kisses and hugs xxx Your Yana

Letter 21

Hi my dear Ari, i was happy to talk with you. I need to finish with apartment. I mean i need to find this amount because she can stop our agreement. I wrote you that price is very cheap and she can to sell more expensive but agreement still work. After our talk she gave me time till Friday. I must find this money because after she can easy find people who will buy this apartment. I am very stressful with this situation now. I still believe there are some ways to find this amount. I hope we can make this together. I do not have secrets and i completely open for you. I called to Boss and explained my situation and he gave me one week more. I need back and start work April,30. Ari i ask you try to help me if you can make it. Now we are together and we can try make it. Only together people get success and strong happy life. I think about you all the time. You in my heart and will be forever. I found what i looked for long time and i never lose it. I wish to be together and feel your touches. Together keep hands and feel warm from each other. I wan to feel our passions. I want to feel your kisses. I wish to feel how you lick my neck and body. I have the same wishes to you. Everything come from kisses and touches to increase our fantasy and desires. I waiting for our meeting when you take my hands and we embrace each other. Do you have a deep desires? I want that you be open for me because i like to know your world of fantasies and wishes.

Your Yana

Letter 22

hi my dear Ari,

Did you get my letter? I have time till tomorrow. I must be at work April, 30. My dear Ari i got your answer and thank you. Yes i understand your position. If i can't find money till tomorrow i will sell my air ticket and got some money. I wrote you that i changed air flight because i can't flight in time and time was short. My dear Ari if i will not find the chance then i can't return in till April,30 then i will lose ticket and i will lose you! Ari please understand me that this flat was our dream family and life. I can't let happen that i lose all what i have... You and our apartment! I think about you all the time. You in my mind soul and heart! Take care and have a good night Ari.

Your Yana

Letter 23

My sweetheart Ari,

I tried to call you several times. Sorry for delay with reply but i was very very busy. I sold ticket and got 1300 usd. I need to find urgently 2200 usd till tomorrow. Please understand my situation because i made it for my family. I am sure you understand me because you are smart. Also we tried to get loan in bank yesterday and today. We got refuse because i do not have work here. I worked in Vancouver last half year. This is position not let me take loan in Russia. I am destroyed and stress. My sister is student. We do not have any way to find anymore. We have short time till tomorrow because agreement still valid. Please let me know my sweetheart Ari. Kisses and hugs xxxx. I think about you all the time. I waiting for our soon meeting. You in my heart brain soul and mind!

Yours sweetheart Yana

Letter 24

Good morning my dear Ari,

Thank you for your confirmation. Ari we met today with her again. She said we still must to pay me last amount. It's 2200 usd she said because i sold ticket and gave her 1300 USD. If i not made this then she not gave us time more. She said... i am understood your position but please understand mine. I spend time with you. I make business and i need money. I gave you apartment which cost more less because usual price this apartment cost about 85000 USD now. Ari please understand me we need to pay her 2200 USD then full price will complete 53000 USD. She can to sell it for price about 85000 USD. Ari that's why i am stress! I am very nervous because death owner everything changed. But she said ok and we have one week more if we not find this amount she will back all money and sell apartment for price 85000 USD. I do not have another chance to find anymore. My father gave us what he could... I can't back in time because only me make with her this business. And only i will get all papers and documents on my hand that i am owner this apartment. I am decide so. Please understand that's apartment will be ours. And we could visit Saint Petersburg and stay there in anytime. I can't lose it and i can't lose you also. Only together we can decide this. I need your energy and love. Ari also i tried to explain her that i can send money from Vancouver but she refused me. Ari i am happy that we found solution and we have one week more. I wish you a wonderful day. I found what i looked for a long time. I love you and you in my heart soul brain and mind. Please answer me soon. I send you my air kisses and hugs xxx The weather here so hot. Summer time! I am going in swimming pool with sister. You can use Western Union and MoneyGram for transfer money to me? She gave info for you because i said my beloved asked maybe he could make something for us. I dream be together now and go in swimming pool... All my thoughts about you my sweetheart Ari xxxx

Your Yana

Letter 25

Good morning my dear Ari,

Thank you for your letter my dear Ari. She gave this info for you...

Last name: Safiullina first name: Angelina Rinatovna, Saint Petersburg, address: Bul'var Novatorov 22 for Western Union.

My love she wait for your transfer in usd. I will call you today. I miss you and think about you all the time...

Your love Yana xxx

Letter 26

Hi my dear Ari,

Thank you for your support. I gave her information but she can`t get transfer because need your full information. What you wrote in Western Union papers. Full name and address, city. Please send me if you not sleep yet.

I waiting for your confirmation. Kisses and hugs xxx


Letter 27

Hi my sweetheart Ari,

How are you? How is your day? We are thankful to you. She got money and tomorrow we will going to visit lawyer. We will sign all papers on my ownership. I think about this day because today i must be in Vancouver but this is not happened in time. But i found you in this big world and thank you alot God and our galaxy. Thanks stars which help us. Ari i am sure in this world not happens matches. Everything already wrote... and we just got it. I am very happy today only you because you gave us chance to got this apartment which we dreamed a long time. This happened and tomorrow we will sign all papers and finally i will have papers on my hand. We waited for this a long time 11 years. Again we thankful to you. My mum said that you are happy man because you met me and helped us in this world. My dear Ari i have a lot thoughts about our meeting in my head and we will discuss it when we will meet finally in this weekend. My dear Ari i am going in bed because today was intensive day. I wish you have a wonderful day and please remember all my thoughts about you forever. Please send me photos. I will make photos for you too. I miss you and i wait for our meeting with impatience. Kisses and hugs xxx. I love you Ari.

Your Yana

Letter 28

Good morning my sweetheart Ari,

How was your dream? I wish woke up together in this morning and say wake up baby. That's great imagination.

Thank you for your letter and wonderful photos. I like it so much. We have success with apartment finally. I bought ticket on this Friday.

It's my flight details Ari....

FV0297... 11:30 a.m. May, 4 St Petersburg....... 11:50 a.m. - London

BA0085... 05:15 p.m. May, 4 London - i will be 06:40 p.m. May, 4 Vancouver (YVR)

I am so happy and i waiting for our meeting finally. I bought sexy bikini and some surprises for you my sweetheart Ari. Also mum and sister bought special surprise for you :-)

Please write me about your thoughts... about our meeting? I think about picnic together and maybe we can to go in swimming pool together? Can you meet me in airport?

I think about our meeting all the time and i have amazing imaginations what we can to do. I wish you have a wonderful day and take care my sweetheart. All my thoughts about us and our meeting in this Friday!

All my air kisses and hugs to you Ari xxx

Letter 29

Good morning my love Ari,

How are you? How was your day? Thank you for your wonderful letter. I love it and i miss your letters all the time. If you can't meet me in airport then i will ask Svetlana to meet me and maybe later we can meet Ari? Friday evening parfect time for meeting and enjoy our meeting... but i think i will be very tire but i dream that you meet me in airport. You have my number Ari? I sent you my air details and i will be 6:40 p.m. in Vancouver. Oh how i waiting for our meeting. Do you have any plans on friday? In Saturday you will be rest or have work? I will start work in Monday my love so weekend will be ours. xxx. Babyb i am going in center because i need to buy some presents my Boss and Svetlana. I wish you good night and sweet dreams. I think about you and about our tomorrow meeting my love Ari.... Please send me morning wishes and tender kisses. I love you my sweetheart Ari. Kisses and hugs xxxx

Your love Yana xxx

Letter 30

Hello Ari,

it's Olga.

Yana tried and called you but your phone was turn off.

Please call back. She said that i must send you this message.


Letter 31

Good morning my love Ari,

How was your dream baby? I am sorry for my delay. I was stress and destroyed after all this my love Ari. We visited our relatives and tried to find money. But we back home and i found your confirmation my love. Thank you my sweetheart Ari. Thank you for everything. I started to feel myself better after your letters. Your made a lot for us and i have tears because without you we do not got apartment and lost it. Thanks stars and God that we found each other Ari. My love please make transfer to my uncle because i afraid that not happened the same like with apartment. They gave tax for apartment because everything on customs policy in airport was saw in system. I saw it my love. Now i am really worry about this. I mean that apartment tax and all any money transfers on my name. My love this happened because i do not know about this and we do not know laws. My love we are thankful to you. I will return you all this when start work. My love i used cell phone when i called my family. Just +79177000732 like this my love. I do not know how you called me Ari. Maybe from line phone another i do not know.. how use it. My love i give you info my uncle last name Molchanov, first name roman romanovich, Saint Petersburg, Russia, address Turku street 23. I do not know about Canadian currency but just try to send in Canadian. I see about currency exchange it's difficult. My love Ari i will call you today and i want listen you voice. I miss you so much and waiting for our meeting. My love you can try call me again. I think about you everyday time and i have a lot imaginations which i will write you today. Take care my love and sweet kisses and hugs for my sweetheart Ari. Kisses and hugs xxx I love You!

Yours Yana

Letter 32

Good morning my love Ari,

How was your dream baby? I wish you... to kiss you baby... this wonderful morning. My Dear sweetheart Ari i sending you my little message because we are going with relatives on nature. Tomorrow will be the Day of Victory in Russia. I wish we will be together and on go on parade together! My family say to you very big thankful for your support us Ari. Again i want tell you thanks my love Ari. I read all you your letters and understand how you are smart. Sometime i am difficult understand yout thoughts and i need time because we have difference in our languages. But please understand that everything came from my heart sould and brain. Yes it's right that you about transfer to me. I know one thing there are a lot of greedy people who not happy but only jealousy and envy for another happy people. You know Ari! how you helped a lot us. You gave us big money without our met. Yes it's true. But we could not stay in our apartment which we lived 11 years. God everything see and please believe that you will not lose me and my faith in us my love Ari. Even that we are not met each other in real time how people said to you. Only because i found you in this world. You found me. We attracted each other ( drag in) It's was our wishes the same in this world.

My Dear Ari in this life when somebody give warm and tender love from heart! Galaxy send back! Our galaxy helped us and i am thankful her too Ari.

My love Ari i finish my letter on it. Please have a wonderful sun shine day. You in my heart forever. I love you and i will write you tomorrow after parade. Kisses and hugs xxxx

Your love Yana xxx 8(:*]

Letter 33

Hi my love Ari,

Thank you for your wonderful letter. Thank you for flowers. That's so amazing xxx. I love to read your letters because you give me tender and warm your feelings. I love your letters. My love Ari... Happy Birthday Happy Birthday to you! Better later then never... as talk in Russia. I wish to you all the best in life and of course more more Health my sweetheart Ari xxx. And All your Dreams come True my Ari. Thanks for your music. I like it! I listen and thought about us. I am going in bed because later here. We was with relatives all this time and tomorrow we will start to decide with tax apartment my love Ari. I will write you more. Have a wonderful day and take care my love Ari. Kisses and hugs xxx

I wish listen your voice tomorrow when i will wake up my love. I will call you baby.

Yours Yana

Letter 34

My love Ari,

I was happy listen your voice. Its' my flight detais on Monday, 14.

FV(0297) 11:30 a.m. May, 14 arrive London 11:50 a.m.

BA(0085) 05:15 p.m. May, 14 arrive Vancouver 06:40 p.m.

I wish you good night and sweet dreams my love Ari xxx

Letter 35

My Dear love Ari,

Thank you for your wonderful letter. Thank you that you explained me about our meeting. My love i see, that you will be at work and sure i can stay in airport. Yes i can wait for you there. I know that hurry it's not good thing. Yes i ring you when i will arrive in Vancouver please do not worry about that. I have you phone number in my cell phone Ari. My love also i can take taxi and if we can't to meet if you can't to me. I know we will find the way my sweetheart Ari.

Thank you for your questions. I with big pleasure answer you. Yes it's true that in Russia in school we study English and also French and German. It's all develop from only you because choice on you. Also i learned English in medical college in Saint Petersburg 4 years. I really love my job because a lot of people need our help. A lot of old people who can ordered at home nurse. Ari i like in my job ligate (bondage) people and take blood make injections and dropper. I worked earlier in hospital before Vancouver. It's not new for me because i had experience already. Ari no i do not have work in Saint Petersburg now. I had work 6 months in Vancouver. Ari also i wish to get diplom in Canada and be qualification nurse. I mean to study one day Ari. I do not find place yet where in Vancouver but it's my plan on soon future. For me career on main place because i wish to get success in life and wish to have a happy family and of course 3 children.:)

One main thing i made already... it's i found you in this big world my beloved Ari. Now we known each other and understand our stereotypes. I think we will discuss a lot of tomorrow on our meeting baby. I think will start in Tuesday to work again because i delayed here a long. My Dear Ari we can make picnic on weekend before you will go in Atlanta May,22. We have one week before you'll leave. I wish you good morning and have a wonderful sunshine Sunday. I will wait for your confirmation baby xxx.

With all my love to you my beloved Ari.

Your Yana

Letter 36

My Dearest Ari, i tried to call you today because i was not able to write faster. I have bad for me news, I was not go through custom and i was sent back because they found more kaviar, started to asking many question. Now i do not want write more because i feel not good myself. My Ari please call me and we need talk. I am in big stress with this situation what's happened. I will wait for your calling at 9 a.m. Moscow time.

Your Yana

Letter 37

Dear Ari,

I waited your calling. I listen your music Coil - The Dreamer Is Still Asleep. I heard all yur musci what you sent me. I am very sad after your letter. I know that you sad too like me. I am not selfish. We need to talk in chat. Do you have yahoo messenger Ari? I made it: yanapolak. Please let me know do not want right letter anymore. Only real chat. If you get my letter please call me back. You said my number do not work well. It's not right.

Your Yana

Letter 38

My beloved Ari i never try made you pain. Sorry if you changed your mind about me. I will show you proof if you don't believe me anymore. I can send you any information passport driving licence ID and flight ticket. I do not have any secrets from you. I will not give up. I waiting for your calling when you will wake up Ari... again it's my number +79177000732. I made yahoo messenger and we can chat online there Ari. Please sorry again what's happened because i do not had any reason made this for us. I love you! I am very destroyed and stress from all this situation again...

Letter 39

Dearest Ari,

Sorry for my delay because we tried to fix my problem with customs airport about this caviar. Now everything is done! Lawyer who helped us with apartment decided it. But this was not main reason why i couldn't return in Vancouver in this time. I do not told you because i was afraid to scare you my love Ari. Now i am going to tell you truth. Ari tax on our apartment was 13% in Russia. We paid 53000 as you know. It's was 6890 usd. I told you we needed 2800 usd because my mum said do not ask you this big money. You gave us 6800 already. We remembered how much you made for us my love Ari. We hoped on our uncle whom you transferred 2800 because we found solution with him. He tried to sell his auto and give us next part which was 4090 usd. My love i can't ask you this big money because i thought you do not understood me and will tell me it's just false and will stop to communicate with me my love. I was afraid all this and this finally happened! When you said i knew so i knew you not returned again! Please understand me my love that customs airport stopped me not for main reason(caviar) and gave me penalty. They stopped me because we couldn't to paid all tax of apartment(4090) because in last day the deal is broken with uncle car. I am hoped and believed till last moment that i could to go through customs... and leave Saint Petersburg because we paid 2800. I hoped in Vancouver i will start work and i will send money from my salary to pay this tax. This is not happened and only now i can tell you truth about all situation my love. Of course you will make conclude from my story and decide it's false or true. You wrote me this earlier... (I think your story is bullshit and fabricated)

That's why we must to pay full tax for apartment. Only one thing still work. My ticket still valid and with open date. Because fare was not cheap when i bought in Vancouver. If you still believe me and trust me then let me know your thought my love because i am alone here. I am stress and completely destroyed! Yes i know that i must and again must tell you earlier about all this before flight but i think i loose you... more earlier your trust then now. Have a nice day and take care my love. Please understand me and sorry for all this. I love you and think about you all the time. Have a nice day my love Ari. I do not have thoughts in my head after all this but it's was truth!

God Bless US!

With all my love to you Ari!

Yours Yana

Letter 40

Dearest Ari,

Thank you for your confirmation. I waited it with impatience. I completely understand you. You said you do not ask me money lol. Why i can ask you if you answered me already. I understood you when you gave me response on phone :-) But please understand me that for me money nothing too. You made a lot for my family and me. We are thankful to you. My mum told me not ask you full amount and i made so. If i ask you help us with full amount what did you do my love Ari? I think and completely sure you said no! We are not met each other yet. It's was words your friends who you listen and made opinion about me and said your story was fabricated. How you know i was sad from this words! I kept my faith in us and my beloved answer me so. I want to be strong and not showed you my pain but all this was inside. Now i feel more better lol.

Yes in this life everything depend from money. There is song money is power, power is money in this dirty world of money. People started forget about spiritual life. But i do not want talk about this a lot because this is not interesting theme lol.

Now situation so Ari, i made air ticket today because i must to be at work this Monday, 21. Svetlana called me and told me that Boss want to stop contract because i stayed a long time here. I must to be at work almost 2 months ago. Situation critical now and my uncle still try so sell car and give us this amount. We are thankful lawyer who decided with airport customs and close penalty with caviar. Now i know exactly how much i can to bring and go through customs without any problem. I took a lot because i want to give taste Boss and my best friend Svetlana. She asked me to bring her too. Black caviar very expensive on market if you know and exist rules about quantity. I do not know how many grams i could take with me. I mean how much is permit. So i will bring it and we will taste it together soon. I promise and make this for us. I do not gave up my words on wind my beloved Ari. Yes it's true that caviar made us big problem with penalty but i am happy that we close this question before my soon departure. I have flight details Ari. Now my flight through Amsterdam. Have you ever been there? FV(0277) 08:00 a.m. May, 21... arrive Amsterdam 09:00 a.m. / KL(0681) Amsterdam 01:00 p.m. May, 21... arrive Vancouver 01:40 p.m. I hope and believe that we will find decision with out tax in time. Only God know everything my love Ari...

My love Ari what do you think about December, 21 2012 and Nibiru? Do you have any imaginations about this? Also you sent me a lot of music and i liked some songs. Thank you i listen it when write you letters. I think about our first meeting and want to spend our time together on nature. I mean first day of course spend in city but next days go on lake and make picnic. Making bbq and swimming naked in lake together Ari. What do you think? Kisses and make touches to each other. Passion and exciting breath to contact our deep inside of our soul brain and mind. I think it's perfect imagination. What do you think my love Ari? I wish ask you what you like in sex? Do you like scenes from BDSM? It's very popular in our time my love Ari. What's your favorite imagination about hard sex? Please tell me and do hide your imaginations. I will answer the same to you Ari. My love i am very tired and i am going in bed my love Ari. My all thougths about you and our soon meeting. Take care and have a nice day my love. Kisses and hugs xxx

With all my love to you Ari xxx

Yours Yana

Letter 41

Dearest Ari,

Thank you for your wonderful reply. Thanks for music. I listen and think about you and our meeting. I really waited your letter with impatience. I am very sad because we don't sold car on this weekend. We was on cars market 2 days. Problem that i must to be at work Tuesday. I called my boss and explained him my situation and asked to help me. But he said that i need to be at work in Tuesday. He said also if i will not be at work then he fire me. It's was not good talk and i don't know what to do now with my situation. Now position very critical. I am very nervous because i don't have result and exit from this situation. Ari i beg you excuse me that i ask you support and help me if possible because i used last chance today when i called boss. Now i write you and explain you situation please let me know and give me answer. I waiting for your confirmation today. Take care and have a wonderful day. Kisses and hugs xxx.

Yours Yan

Letter 42

Good morning my Ari,

Thank you for your letter. Yes i am agree with you completely because even in bank give loan for papers. No problem i send you post mail copy of contract on apartment. I send you copy of passport and Canadian visa. I am online in yahoo and i waiting for you there to talk about all this personal. Have a great Victoria day my beloved Ari. I think about you all the time. Kisses and hugs xxx

Yours Yana

Letter 43

Hi my darling Ari,

How are you? How was your dream? I hoped to catch you in yahoo but you was offline a few days. I will try to catch you today morning your time Ari. I had great time with father and i try to back in Vancouver on next week. I send you what you asked me and i hope to talk with you today my sweetheart Ari. kisses and hugs

I think about you my darling Ari

Yours Yana

Letter 44

Good morning my love Ari,

How are you? How was your weekend? I send you copy of apartment and i hope everything will be ok with this document. My love i will have departure in Friday,8. 11:30 a.m. and i will be in Vancouver, 8 06:40 p.m. My love we was on cars market again on weekend. No success and i do not have another choice as ask you support us my love. I understand your position but please understand our my love. I will waiting for you in yahoo messenger. Kisses and hugs xxx

Yours Yana

Letter 45

Ari i give you information for Western Union. Last name Zolotykh First name Daria Sergeevna, Saint Petersburg, Russia

It's my girlfriend and she help me to get your transfer because uncle in business trip today

Letter 46

Dearest Ari,

I do not know what to think about your silence? I sent you messages and all what you asked me. I sent all papers to you.

Please let me know because in Friday i have flight to Vancouver. I need to pay tax because 4098 usd because i can't go through customs.

I have short time and you keep silence. Please let me know Ari. Kisses and hugs xxx


Letter 47

Hello Ari,

First! My ticket is lost because i am not went in airport. I have not been there because deal was not finished. You made choice not support me at this time. OK! I was completely honest with you and proved you all info where you can look that i had visa and i bought apartment. But you still not glad still fuck my brain... sorry for this hard words but it's true! I am sick of it all! I wish you good life in Vancouver alone. This words very hard for me because i thought about us and i waited this day today because i am already was ready for my departure. I was sure that i will be today in Vancouver and met you but you made stupid thing. My letter is short because i will not apologies in this situation because as i am very sad. You made what you could and i made what i could. Yes we can stay friends and continue our communication. I am going to father in Prague because he said he found good work for me in private clinic. I am going to flight today and waiting for information from father. My visa still work and if you want to meet with you can fly in Prague. Are you ready? Because in Russia you need to have visa . It's problem for you but in Prague you do not need to have it that's why you can to buy ticket and fly there. About Boss i called him and he said that i am fire because i called a lot time and said i will be there and fuck him brain too and he was angry on me. I made stupid thing and sent you my information through Internet and i am very afraid because wes no success in our situation at this time. But i am sure we are the same in character and i love this in you...

You know that today will be start UEFA football in Poland? I will be very close Poland because Czech republic is neighbor. I think i will visit today Russia - Czech republic match. You can send me sms and i will buy there phone number and i will write you too Ari.

Have a nice day...

Letter 48

Dearest Ari,

I just back home in Saint Petersburg. I had problem that i can't work in Czech republic because i need work visa for this. I had tourist visa because i visited my father( he gave me invitation) and he hoped that one employer could take me at work. But this not happened and i returned back in Saint Petersburg. I will be short in my letter. I called my boss and tried explained him that you want to call him and meet. He said i do not need this and he do not have any interest in this. That's was answer Ari. Now position i need to pay urgently tax apartment 4080 dollars because came people from tax company at Friday and said that if we will not pay till Wednesday they will take apartment for sale. That's why i returned immediately Ari. I am in hard position now. Father found for me 1800 usd and i need only 2280 dollars Ari. Please let me know if you could help me and stop forever this problem with apartment. My ticket is lost because i do not fly to Vancouver because you not helped me last time. I need to buy ticket also now. Thank you for understand and i hope and pray God that you help me now because we do not have another way. Thank you.

God Bless Us.

With all my thoughts to you Ari.


Letter 49

Dearest Ari,

Thank you very much for your answer. I was so happy to get your letter because we had long delay in our correspondence. I really hoped that i can to start work in Prague. My father made much for me as you. Yes i say that because without money you can't make nothing in this world that's why i thankful to you a lot. My mum called me and explained me situation about apartment tax and i am immediately fly in Saint Petersburg. My father helped me to relax from all what's happened. When i sent you what you asked i made because you asked this. But Ari please understand that when you said i am not going to help you anymore and tomorrow i had flight to you. I was lost i can't explained what i thought about all this. Why we made so much together. But only last chance separated us. Everything was ready. Of course everything in past already. Ari we have time till tomorrow because people from tax company already was in our apartment and let us know about all this what can happened after. I mean if we will not pay tomorrow debt 2300 usd. It's not big money i know but when you do not have work here anymore and boss who gave me job do not want talk with me anymore. It's completely killed me because i made all what you asked me. For me does not matter you can to meet with him but he refused in this and wish me good luck in my life and apartment. He said if you will be Vancouver you still can visit me and we can to discuss about free place. That's good that i can return in Vancouver and maybe he will take me again at work. Dearest Ari i give you information for transfer to pay my apartment tax in Wednesday. This info Lawyer who will fix up tomorrow in tax company everything because we must to pay earlier this tax and we do not need problem anymore. Last name: Shnitser First name: Daniil Romanovich, Saint Petersburg, Russia, Grivcova street 13/11.

Please send me information because i am very worry about tomorrow day Ari when we will finish all this forever. It's like horrible movie for me and my family. I wish you sun shine morning and all my kisses for you. When i wrote God Bless US i mean you and me.

All my thoughts about you Ari.Yes we can speak in yahoo sure just send me buzz when you can.

Kisses and hugs again.

Yours Yana

Letter 50

Dearest Ari,

How are you? How is your day? I want to say again thank you a lot for support us now in hard time. I am sorry for delay because we fixed up with tax company. One thing that we must to paid this in during one month after my ownership. I mean correctly when i got contract which i sent you Ari. Lawyer made big job this days because tax company made what they said and gave us penalty. Ari as i wrote you i must to pay 6890 for tax company but it's happened only later 2 months. We had no success in our deals. I mean my uncle can't sold car and we had bad time in our relations. It' ok now and i am very happy that we figured all this together. Ari tax company made decision today after few meetings lawyer and tax company manager. That's why woman who father died called me and explained please make everything through lawyer. She said this things very important for you and your family. That's why she called lawyer but now he in vacation on one month who helped us in first time Ari. I try to explain you all details that you know about all this completely. When he got your transfer we went in tax company together and paid all debt completely. But next day called us from tax company and told me that i must to came in Thursday. That's why i kept silence because i waited this time what will be further. Now situation that company gave us penalty which cost 890 dollars because they want to gave us 2730 dollars. And i must to pay this in Friday. It's small penalty because lawyer helped us a lot and fixed up this big trouble because they said we explained you everything must be close till Wednesday not later. But he want 650 usd for work Ari. Now debt is closed. I have time tomorrow to paid all this in time. I told you situation which on this moment. I do not know because i am sorry ask you again money not in my position. Father said he will work on my ticket to you because he know situation now about this apartment. He said he need time maybe 2 weeks find money on my ticket. Ari please let me know if possible to you to make today because i will not sleep and wait for your confirmation. I will be in yahoo. I am sorry that i am ask you again about money. Have a wonderful day. Kisses and hugs xxx. I think about you.

I found your home in google. Nice home you live there alone now Ari?

God Bless Us.

Yours Yana

Letter 51

Good morning my darling Ari,

How was your dream? I am sorry i waited for you in yahoo Ari and fall in sleep:( Full amount which i need today 1540 usd (including his work). Ari you can send on lawyer. He went in tax company and try possible tomorrow to pay this without any problem. I will know this situation later. I hope and believe that everything will be ok because to joke with government or state tax company not good choice.

Ari i will be waiting for your answer. If you can enter in yahoo messenger morning when you'll wake up please let me know. Send me sms or you can to call me. Thank you again for understanding. I will let you know about tax company after what lawyer will know. Kisses and hugs xxx

God Bless Us Ari.

Yours Yana

Letter 52

Good morning my darling love Ari,

I think you had good dream?

Everything ok about penalty. We can to pay tomorrow also without problem anymore. Lawyer decided it today. Thanks God! That this will finish tomorrow because i lost so nervous with this apartment Ari. Oh my God! I so Thankful to you for this a lot.

Father working on ticket in Vancouver. What's your plan on this weekend Ari?

Kisses and hugs xxx

Yours Yana

Letter 53

Good morning my darling Ari

I just back home. Yes now i can say problem is finished. Oh Thanks God! How long this continued and now finally is finished. Thank you very much for support us and that you made it in time. Because Ari if we're not pay today they we'll get big penalty about 3500 usd. Now everything is fine. What's your plan today Ari? Please let me know time when you will be online in yahoo today? Have a wonderful day.

Kisses and hugs xxx.

God Bless US.

Yours Yana

Letter 54

Hi my darling love Ari,

Sorry for delay. I was out city with my family on this weekend. How are you? How was your weekend? I have great imaginations about our meeting my sweetheart Ari. We met each other in airport Vancouver baby and later we went in center a night time in bar to enjoy our time together. We chit chat over drinks not making any direct comments about sex. We never touch each other Ari physically but our eyes have already undressed each other Ari. We continue talking and i don't even realize you have controlled our path to take us down a small dark deserted alley. You turn our conversation to wanting to see me and very happy we could met each other finally in this night baby. You place your hand on my arm and i stop and turn towards you to look at your face. You smile slyly and quickly reach out and seize me by the back of my head by winding your fingers into my hair. You tip my head back so i arch into you as you pull me closer against you. You tell me that i am your baby and should be fucked urgently and immediately. You push me up against the buildings wall that is closest to you face first and lean against me with your arm holding my hair. You unzip your pants and pull out you already hardening cock. As you lift my skirt you notice i am not wearing any panties baby Ari. "i knew you didn't even wear any panties on our meeting. As i fight against what i know will come next you spread my legs apart by sliding your feet on my instep pushing outwards. My face pressed against the wall in a dark alley skirt up around my waist legs spread wide you look at me with the tiny glow of the street light at the street showing you how wet i already am. You slide your cock into my dripping pussy and feel my muscles clench around your pulsing cock inside me. A low groan escapes your mouth and you press me harder into the wall. With your free hand you grab my hip so hard i know there will be marks on me in the morning. You start thrusting into my cunt feeling me squirm against you. Harder and harder faster and faster till you feel me gush around your cock that is thrust balls deep in me and feel my juice run down your legs to drip on the cold asphalt. You can feel your balls tingle and begin to tighten signaling your about to cum. You spin me around by my hair and force me to my knees shoving your dick into my mouth as far as you can making me gag on it. Just as i think i might die with your cock in my throat you release your load and make me take every last drop you can stroke out of it. You promptly stand me up by pulling me to my feet by my hair you release me and straighten my skirt and zip up you pants. You then make me continue the walk together baby. How is my imaginations baby? This made you cock hard Ari?

Baby i am so waiting for our meeting on this week and finally everything is done baby. I am so happy that now i can tell you how much we made together baby. Thank you again my love. When you will be online in yahoo baby?

I want to chat with you baby...

With all my love to you Ari xxxx

Yours love Yana

Letter 55

My Darling Ari,

I am siting and writing you my letter when i trying to tell you about my sadness. I wish to start you that my work visa not valid more. I had flight to Vancouver but got shocking news when on customs said your visa not valid and you can't fly in Canada. Please contact Canada embassy. I called you and a lot times but you was not connected. I am still do not know how this happened. I contacted Boss and he said i stopped agreement with you. I am not employer more and i have not pay your tax in Vancouver more. He said he waited for me long time and made it 2 weeks ago. Ari i do not know what to do you. I do not have any imaginations how i can to fly there baby. As i read today only one way to come as tourist to you. That's all what i can write you now. We need to talk in yahoo messenger and discuss it. Have a wonderful day and take care. I think about you a lot.

Yours Yana

Letter 56

Hi my darling sweetheart Ari,

How are you baby? Thank you for your wonderful letter always. Yes i would like that you'll visit Saint Petersburg one day baby because it's wonderful city. I wrote you and i think you can imagine yourself:) My darling i found all information about my trip to you at this time. I was in travel agency and they tell me all process will be about 2 weeks. It's tourist visa on period 3 months only. I think it's enough time to find job there and make another visa in Canada. But it's tour which include everything Ari and air ticket. It's cost 3800 usd. My father can't help us at this moment because he helped with ticket baby and he said he must to pay his bills. But he said if his boss give him some funds he will help us baby. That's all waht i can tell you now. I wish speak with you baby on weekend because i miss you a lot. Kisses and hugs xxx. Thank you for wonderful musuc. I want to be with you and i will make what i can to be with you soon my darling Ari.

God Bless Us!

Your Yana

Letter 57

Hi my darling Ari,

How are you? How is your work week? Baby i want to start process getting visa in Canada. I have all information and i want to start process baby. Today father transferred for me 600 usd and we need baby 3200 for getting visa and i can be there in 2-3 weeks. My darling i tried to call you today but phone was turned off. Baby please try to come morning in yahoo or speak with me? I miss you much. Kisses and hugs xxx

God Bless Us Ari!

Your baby Yana

Letter 58

My Darling baby Ari,

Thank you for your wonderful letter. How is your Friday? What's your plan on weekend? Yes i am asked you because no way to make all this alone. Father sent me what he can. And i believed that we can to meet finally? You asked about my phone? I want to ask about your phone? The same situation people sleeping in night time. How many time i am called you Ari? I think you know this because when you turn on your phone then you got messages about my phone calls. So please do not tell me the same many times because you are smart baby. I want to came to you and plan our together life. What do you think about all this? If for you no matter that we had communications and i am sure relations about 5 months? I was honest with you all the time and never gave up to you in contacts or lost as you told me people scam another. If i want not real then after first time you never heard me more. So baby if you want to help me to come in Canada and start work again and be together then chance will be after your answer! Ari i do not want to offend to you and make you fool but what i think and thought only about what i found in my world. It's real and only one small thing separate us! Please come online today and we will talk baby. I think about you and Us all the time! Have a wonderful day baby! Thanks for music again my sweetheart Ari Kisses and hugs xxx

God Bless Us my darling Ari!

Your sweetheart Yana

Letter 59

Good morning my darling Ari,

I think you had nice dream baby:) I am online in yahoo messenger and i wish speak with you and talk about Us baby. Please send me message in yahoo messenger. Kisses and hugs xxx

God Bless Us!

Your Yana

Letter 60

My Darling Ari,

i want tell you that tomorrow i must to pay last part of full amount 2800 usd. I paid as i told you already 1000 usd. Process started and tomorrow we must to finish this baby because agency put all papers in embassy. This info from manager agency. Last name: Vlasova first name: Anastasiya igorevna, Russia, Sankt-Peterburg, Nevski prospekt 26

I hope that you can make this today my sweetheart because i made everything and wish tomorrow to close this question!

What's your plan on Friday night and weekend?

Kisses and hugs xxx

God Bless Us!

Your baby Yana

Letter 61

My Darling Ari,

I am online in yahoo messenger.


Letter 62

Hello Ari,

You made me pain yesterday because your not trust me and completely killed my hope in our relations. But i accepted your sorry words today in messenger. I made all from my heart and soul. I found you and i want to be with you. I am asking a lot? I want to Be with man who like me... I try to do all this only for us! But where is your respect and warmth Ari? Today called me from agency and asked to pay till tomorrow. Because they must to give me ticket on interview in Canadian embassy. If you sincere respect to me and care about my feelings to you. And also you want to be with me... i will hope to you... if you not want to be with me? please just tell me and i stop my process getting visa. Just we say each other i wish to you'll have a nice life and every of us will be live usual life...


Letter 63

Good morning my darling Ari,

Thank you for your letter. Your letter explosive my brain. I told you many time that you are very smart and open person. I respect and love this quality in you. As i said to you many times i make all possible in my life to be my love person. I do not want to be alone in this life. I need to wake up with person go walking relax and may more baby. I found you and i wrote you that i am very happy. Not of course that you helped us with money but of course we are thankful to you a lot for this. Ari i want to be with you and this main thing now in my life. In Friday i will have interview. Manager said me when they will get last part of amount then they give me a ticket on interview. That's why today manager called me i said tomorrow they will have it. Because you said it will take about 2 days baby. I waiting for this time because this very important thing in process getting visa Ari. I am really miss my time in Canada. Also i have a best friend now. I think you understand me. Even if you said you want to be free that's mean we will stay friends no more? I really do not understand this in your letter. Could you explain me more please Ari? I wish you have a wonderful day and i miss your letters. I will write you more today and answer on your letter baby xxx

God Bless Us my sweet baby Ari

Yours Yana

Letter 64

My darling Ari,

This info from manager agency today. Last name: Borisova first name: irina vladimirovna, Russia, Sankt-Peterburg, Nevski prospekt 26

Because Vlasova out Prague business trip. Thank you and miss you so much Ari.

Yours Yana

Letter 65

Hello, my love Ari. I was at the interview. They told me that i should first prove them that i am solvable, every person should travel with the money, for this country they count 80 dol per day. So i need to show them the provement that i travel with 4800 dol. Only after that they will give me the visa. So now i have to somehow find 4800 just for a week. I dont like to ask you but have no other way. Can you borrow me 4800 just for one week, i prove them and immediately return it to you