Letter(s) from Marina Garshina to Bruce (USA)

Letter 1

My dear love Bruce!!!
I am so happy to get your letter and I am so happy that we becoming closer to each other. All night I thinking about you and about us, I turned on few times the light to read and reread your letters. Its very great that people can meet each other throught Internet and write letters to each other just every day which can let them know more about each other, to make fellings and empathies. I am so gald to meet you in my life and I am planning to meet you in person. I am very serious in my choice. I dont think that longterm correspondence will help us as much as personal meeting. I dont like to speak about financial, it does not good in Russia, I dont brought up such, and my parents teach me to consult with it only by myself, and if I ask someone about something, it mean that I thought a lot about wheather to do it or not. So I thought a lot about is this good or not to ask you about help, but I hope for your understanding because I do it only for both of us and for our happyness. My dear, during the time of our communicating, I understood that we have feeling to each other that I can call LOVE. Such feelings between people become not only from nothing and from lots of thought, analyses of relations, understanding and mutual help. With every day I am becoming surer in my choise and in you. And I sure those if I do some mistake you will understand me and forgive me and I can say it about myself too. Looking for our relations I understood that only destiny of my heart is to meet you in person. And I believe in mutual feelings.
yes, I am 30 years old, my birthday is 3 March.
I think, that age not the most important. The main thing that there were feelings between people that people concerned to each other well and between them was mutual understanding.
I was at cash of airport department today asking about cost of the tickets. I dont think that tickets can cost so much! I dont sure in choice of date, but I asked about cheapest tickets that exists. Its costs about 909.95 US dollars. So, here is information about ticket:
Depart Irkutsk (IKT) 8:05 am
Arrive Cleveland (CLE) 7:42 pm 28 September
Airlines Aeroflot-Russian Airlines 750
Delta 31
Continental 2290
Connect in Moscow (SVO), New York (JFK)
Unfortunately for that moment its really big money for me. As you know, I saved up some money, its about 100 dollars for the ticket and all money for the visa. So I need about 800 dollars more. Its really hard for me to find now such money bymyself, it will take about half of year more. Will you help me with it? What do you think about a date of our meeting? Which is the best? The easiest for me is to take vacation in next month. Please write me your opinion. I dont know a lots about how to send money but I will ask it from my cousin, she sent money few times for my aunt from another countries. I am waiting your responce with impatience and I hope for soon meeting. I am sure that meeting in person will be better then thouthands of letters. But it big money and if you cannot help that I can understand you . It my mistacke. Everything is Allright.
Yours, Marina

Letter 2

My sweetheart Bruce!!! I just so happy to have such great frieand and soulmate as you! Every night I thinking about you, sometimes I can't sleep thinking of you! You can't imagine, how much do you mean for me! You become so close man for me!
Today we had a greatest holiday of out town. It was the Day of City. There are lots of flags, baloons, fireworks and shows. I was so sad, that you were not with me, I would like to hug you or just keep your hand. That so important for me now, that's my dream. I like such holidays. All people look very happy.
As you know, I saved 100 US dollars for the ticket and all money for the visa. I need about 790 US dollars more (not 2000$!!!).
Please tell me your phone number. I'll to call you very soon! I'm completle trust you! I hope you too!!!
Today I talked with my cousin about us more and she is so happy for us! I ask her about transferring money, she said that the best way is to use western union system and she said, that everybody in America know how does it works. I did not hear about this system of money transferring and I just searched Internet for this to read something about it. And i found this site, where anybody can get nearest bank, which included to western union system. Here it is:
www.westernunion.com . You can visit it and look how does it works.
Closest bank to road service station is:
IRKUTSK, 664000
Phone: 73952240503

Then I went in bank and the clerk has told to me is necessary to use control number in transfer of money (MTCN) . You will receive this number at bank and you have to give it to me. I need this code, your name, your adress and your zip code to get money. The clerk has told that without MTCN it is practically impossible to receive money.

Its seems all information that you need to send me money is my name and my surname. You know my name, it is Marina and my sirname is Garshina. Please let me know is this information enough for you?
Please let me know.
I kiss you and hug you, my love!
Forever yours, Marina

Letter 3

My love Bruce!!!

I was so happy to receive news from you! It's very important for me to continue communicationg with you to get news about you and to tell about me. I am very proud for our relations.

Today we have windy weather, a little rain. I do not like such weather. All people seem gloomy at the streets. But I have a good mood, because I know that there is man at another part of the earth who loves me and who needs me. And who would love to share his life with me.

Dear Bruce! I am very tired to be along. Every night I can't sleep thinking about you and about us. I have a lots of dreams about you and bout us. Sometimes I am crying because we are not together. Can I write you such things? I can't wait till that day when we shall meet. I dream to be with you soon. Its seems you are that man who I searched for all my life! And this is so pleasant for me that I found you! I looking forward for the day of our meeting! I know that it will be the best and happiness date for us! Every day staiyng here without you is very hard for me.

Bruce I am very glad to receive your letter and read your ideas, it is always very pleasant for me because I feel you beside. In your last letter I have read your desire to help me and to buy the ticket at home, thank you for understanding and trust, I am very glad that we at last can make something for our meeting. It very much pleases me because I dream of our meeting most of all and I wait for this moment most of all in my life! I think it our destiny to be together and for me are very interesting your ideas in this occasion . I went to agency and found out that we can make with the ticket, there to me have told that there are two variants of registration of the visa and purchase of the ticket: 1. you buy the ticket at yourself and I receive it here in this case to me it will be necessary to go to Moscow and to register this ticket in the Embassy it occupies about 3 months and trip to Moscow will cost for me about 200 dollars. Then I give this ticket with the passport to agency for registration of the visa, it will occupy about 4-5 weeks. 2. Package deal gives agency, it means that I buy the ticket at them and at once I pay for visa and they start to make out all necessary documents for my trip to you. They have contract with embassy therefore the ticket bought at them it is not necessary to register. All official registration of papers in agency will occupy about 3 weeks. It is the most convenient way for us my love. But it is very interesting to me to know that you think about it because such questions we should solve together because we a single whole and as the future pair should discuss all. I ask you only about one let's make it quickly because I cannot without you my patience exhausted also I am tired from loneliness. I thank you for all that you have made and will make for us and for that you are with me.

So, I will go home now to make holidays food. My cousin will go home to Moscow tomorrow morning. I love her very much. I hope to make celebrate food for you too, for the day of our meeting.

Yours, Marina

ps Tell me your phone number. I'll to call you very soon.
Why you do not trust me?

Letter 4

My love Bruce!

I am very happy to receive a mail from you. When I reading it I do not feel that I am along, I feel, that there is a man, who needs me, for who I am not indifferent, and who is not indifferent for me. I am thinking about us whole time, I understood, that for the time of our communicateions we became not only close by souls, hearts and thoughts, but I love you. I understood that this feelings which I feel is named love, that this is not just a word or a sound, and that for what I would like to live, to live for us, for our love, for our happyness, for our future. I dreaming about that day, when we shall meet and our hearts will be beat in one rithm. Our meeting is my persuasive idea. Every day i waking up with thought and thinking about that fact, that we are not together and this is make me sad. At nights I am thinking a lots about our relations. And I understand, that you are that man, who I am ready to give my heart, hand and to share my soul, dreams, thoughts and life. I dont need someone more, but you, knowing you all other people become indifferent. For me in this world there are only you and I, and our love. You are that man with who I am ready to make a family. Nobody will force me to stop love you or change my feelings to you. I would like to let you know that I saying to you I did not tell someone else, thats feelings that grow from my soul and heart. Believe me, i will noy lose you or betray you, my love to you will not allow me to do it. And my love to you is that for what I am live now and would like to live.
How long time we should wait? I have only two months to meet you.
Under the labour contract I have only these two months or I should work as early as one year. I do not know, that will take place for this time in my country. If we can meet, only these two months. I did not take holiday during 2 years. My chief advises me to have a rest now, because in 2 months I shall have a lot of work. My holiday will make 2 months (under the Russian laws I can have a rest 1 month in one year). If I shall receive money now, I shall be with you in 3 weeks!
I need in your help.
Yours, Marina

Letter 5

My sweetheart Bruce!!!

I so am glad to receive your letter.
I am happy now! Very happy to find you in my mailbox today! How long time we should wait? I have only two months to meet you. Under the labour contract I have only these month or I should work as early as one year. I do not know, that will take place for this time in my country. If we can meet, only these two months. Unfortunately I have no opportunity to wait two months. And it kills me because I do not have money to trip and it means that we shall not meet , and I very much want it and I think that you my destiny and I do not want you to lose, it will break my heart, to me is very hard without you and to think of that I shall lose you. I tried to borrow money from all girlfriends, but such money at anybody is not present. I do not know what to do, I cannot without you.
Our meeting dreamed me every night and when I wake up that I crying because it was only dream. Please tell that I should make what to see you I am ready on all for the sake of us and our future.
I ask you to do the utmost for our meeting and for us.
I cant live without you any more! I would like to be with you every minutes, hours, days... To hug you and kiss you! And I know, that you feel to me the same. I cant believe in our happiness!!!
If I has wings I will fly to you! I have a very serious intention to you and hope you too. My parent love you not less then I. I would like to let you know, to see you always near me, to give all myself to you, to have a family... I know, that you will be a good husband. And I'll be a good wife!
With love Marina