Letter(s) from Oksana Lebedeva to Erik (Netherlands)

Letter 1

Erik? maar ik hoopte te krijgen uw foto's
Ik had nooit gedacht dat ik kon komen met je ....
Mmmmmm:) Ik ben erg blij dat je schreef voor mij! :)
i hope, you can english. it would be perfect

misschien heb je gerealiseerd, Ik woon in Rusland .. maar ik denk dat dating is alleen voor de burgers van uw land.
ik hoop dat je me begrijpt. Ik zou niet willen om te beginnen met communiceren met misverstand of twijfel ...
ik was niet op zoek naar relatie lang geleden. en ik besloot het te proberen. en ik ben klaar om te verhuizen ...
ik dacht na over het veel. maar ik zou graag eerst leren

ik zag je profiel ..... Ik lees dat je stationair ..... Is dit waar?? Weet je, ik ook rondsel:))) ... Ik denk dat er geen problemen en belemmeringen om te communiceren .... Wat denk je over dit? :)
het kort vertellen over mezelf .... Ik wil dat je weet dat ik een
eenzaam meisje vrij. Ik ben 36 jaar oud ... mijn woonplaats UVAROVO.
Stuur mij je foto? Ok Erik! Wat zeg je over mijn foto's?
Ik weet niet Nederlands, maar we kunnen communiceren in het Nederlands. maar ik begrijp dat het enkele problemen heeft nu ... maar ik kan vrij met u communiceren.
ik ben erg vrolijk en open vrouw, ik heb goede vrienden. :) Ik heb een geweldige vader!
ik ben dol op sporten.
Ik ben erg aardig en gezellig. En ik hou van lopen! :)
ik jog ongeveer 3 keer per week
en ik zou graag willen dat u me vertellen over jezelf iets te,, je doelen, intenties ..

Letter 2

Hello Erik! yes i want to continue with you!!!!!
i LOOOVE your photos!!!
I have been in Netherlands. it was more 9 years ago... yes. I had practic
trip and i had it with university group...

WE shouldn't worry about distance. i and you live in new century. I am interested in you really
I search only for serious relations which develop gradually...
I "was broken" in relations earlier. BROKEN - it is really right word........
I would like to know the man before 1 meeting now... But you don't speak about yourself much... And I tried to speak more...
But you have only 1 question to me... are you uninteresting to me?
I am in Russia now...
I have simply decided to try, risk to search for the relation out of
Russia... I have bent for to it...
And it is nearby
But I was afraid to try earlier...
But I have despaired already and I am ready on any step, Erik!

I'm child's doctor and i work 6 days in week..... yes...
I'm very impressionable woman. you probably already see... :) I really
love sport some to some... but I use sport to have my physical form... :)
I said you so much yet, and i share with you about my private life and experience.
I hope that you will be able to tell more about you... What can you
tell about your work, family and the city, about your interests?

I would like to hope that you write more for me tomorrow... please...
It would be more questions for me and say me MORE about you. :)
Ok? :)
Or you can break me like the next man in my life...
I would like to read your letter more than some seconds... please... :)
I am interested... I hope that you too...
yours, with KISS

Letter 3

Erik! Hello!
you are handsome and so positive on a photo!!! I love it...
I was afraid that you wouldn't give a photo more
i waked up today with excellent mood!!!! I thought about your last letter. :)
though now the middle of working week, but the sun, the blue sky and your letter is pledge of a smile for me :)

I have been in Amsterdam and small cities near Amsterdam.. it was univesity group for learning in 2 months. we had practic. it was so interesting for us

ok...i give you photos of my job..i'm child's doctor and i give you photos of my city... and my house plus Church's monument. :) give me your photos too... ok?
and I begin to have faith that I'll be back for sure to see your letter tomorrow. I believe that it is possible that something in the future!
I really enjoyed reading your answer to my last letter, I just hope that you reading my letter and you doesn't take much time to understand and answer Erik... Tell me if you are glad or not. :) Good?
I think that you should know more about my city. I promised to say about it...
I live in the city UVAROVO... about 1000 km to Moscow.
my city probably doesn't have big differences from the other provincial Russian cities.
Many trees, clean air, and some strange people... :) yes... I'm talking about the traditions and special accent, Erik:)
I hope that you understand correctly.... :)
There is no special attractions... unless the monuments from the Soviet Union, which is in every Russian city:). but if the monuments are same - is it interesting? what do you think? I think the Champs Elysees, Eiffel Tower - it sights! Big Ben... Westminster Abbey

ok okok.... Erik, I would like to know more about your sport hobbies! "possible? :)
I love snow . I tried to rise on snowboard even! :):) but I like ski more after snowboard... I fell many times!!!! I will remember it long time :)!
we are with my friends go to the fitness centre.... I said that i exercise sport to keep my forms... but you can love another sport?? :)
perhaps you also have special sports hobbies with friends plus???
Perhaps you should understand that I feel loneliness now..... maybe even my feelings to give you a little bit.... Just love! it is beautiful and simple feeling, not it is? but it isnt so easy to reach and find again unfortunately........ I'm trying.... I want to say that I always think of you. and it is easier for me and better now
please say me more too
kisses to you

Letter 4

Hello.. Hello :)
dear Erik, your saturday is ok?
I worked.... but the working day is already finished. tomorrow will holiday!!!
and i can sleep very very big time today :)
i love your photos! i like you. You shouldn't worry one my worry - if you would be aggressive sometimes...
o like song!!! but i didnt heae earlier about Gers Pardoel ...

I only hope that your words will become sweeter and softer to me every day! I would be glad if you also constantly told me about your inner feelings, thoughts ... I tell you, and I feel good inside, quietly ... I wish that you could feel it too! :)
it's very important ... and for me it's important to know about your past relationships ... I just want to know why you're lonely now ...
what about me, I already had a serious and very serious relationship ... but it failed .. it continues for 5 years... we lived together.. they loved the entertainment, often drinking alcohol. and I felt as lonely as it is now ... My last relationship continued less 4 months. but when he realized that I think about the family in the near future, he abandoned me ... I do not understand the purpose and meaning of life such men ....

and internet relations ... I tried starting a conversation with two men before, but it was a mistake ... I understood that they were looking for short relationships ... and they were rude in their words sometimes ... In general, I hope to get around is all my mistakes ... I need a man who would retain the strength of our relationship under any circumstances. I need a man who would love me sincerely. Only then will I be able to build a serious relationship with this man.
And it must be good luck! :-) You have a very different man and I have a wonderful feeling inside from communicating with you ....
but what do you think about it? or can you have your own conclusions from your personal life? but I am interested to know more about the reasons of your loneliness Erik.
my dad is going through because of my loneliness ... He said I shouldn't repeat his past mistakes ... He says that if you don't have love, you don't live ... perhaps he heard these words somewhere ...
but I think that sounds right at 100 PERCENTS.... Erik, what do you think?
I wrote this letter to his thoughts, which I think for many months and maybe years.
Write me about your past successes or failures .... What do you think about it?

I hope that you will answer me. It's very important to me ...
I hope that you have important things too .... this is important! :-)
...... in waiting again ...... :-)

Letter 5

I had a pleasant Sunday's dream. :) and you?
i have good mood now

I understand you... But I am assured that we should to trust in happiness!!! The loneliness cannot be eternal. And we should use each chance for love now.
Otherwise I am afraid to remain lonely always...

I like ,you say sincerely me about yourself ... I love it! I love when a man wants one woman in his life ... I love when my man will give me only positive emotions! I love that you want a constant relations ...
I'm pleased that you're talking just are interested in a conversation with me .... yes!!! :) really it make me better but I want to say that I'm waiting for your questions every day, your interest to me ..... :) So you can talk about everything to me! ok, Erik??
By the way I told you about my father is a bit ... I would like to hear about your relatives a little more, if you can and want to tell ... I can only add my father that now he isn't alone ... He met a woman several months ago and lives with her ... no no ... He met her before last New Year. This means more than a year has passed ... and I saw how my father changed ... He began to smile more often!
Now he doesn't stay at work and always in a hurry home!! :):):) Yeeees ... she changed his life! :)
I recently told him my weight! Dad started cursing me, and said that now when I live with him, I'll eat more:):) ... I told my dad that I care about my body! :)
So I will not eat more even if father asked ... but I think he will understand me ... Erik, seriously .... Do you like when a girl is skinny or bigger form? :)
I'm skinny...
I don't know ... Just think about it ... I hope I make the ideal for you. :)
i hope "yes" ...... I told my dad that I communicate with you and thati like you very much! :)
my papa wished us luck in our relationship. :) my papa is a very kind and good!
You can tell that you have received approval or even the blessing of my father! " :):):) That's nice ....
I hope that you will answer me soon. maybe even a few hours or even
minutes? I would be happy to see again your news!!

I embrace you.

Letter 6

good monday dear!
yes? :) I am sad, that week start again...
Now it is necessary to expect a weekend again. Again 6 days of work :)

you try to understand that there is a lack of men at Russia... In my city about 6-7 lonely girls for 1 lonely man.... it is difficult to find the relation it is valid... And I do not want to break married couples..... I hope that you understand me now? my sweet?

I have the father only... I spoke yes... My mum has died more 20 years ago. It was cancer....
I have a terrible feeling of loneliness during every free moment ..
and you? or i can feel it only... your letter gave pleasure always...
now I dont feel loneliness
I'm beginning to understand that you are interested in me really... It make me happiest because I'm also very interested in you! I don't even know that I would feel if you suddenly get lost ... or if you say that we cant communicate ... It is very important to me ...
If you have similar experiences, then I think that we can rejoice together ... Our communication will be valuable if we feel happy together .... if only I can feel it, I'll be very upset ...
Erik, I dont want that you write me letters just for the make of occupation of free time ... because I hope that you'll have to take my heart! I hope so! :)

but I still dont know much about you ... Of course it is impossible to tell all! :) Take many years to know the person completely ... but I'm already doing some of the findings ... and most importantly what you can already make me happy, when I talk to you when I am writing to you when I read your letters, my Erik.... I would like to have a lover man, feeling cared for and constant support in difficult times.
I think to have a permanent footing and find the man.
I think I on the right track to achieve my goals.
I must trust the person with whom I am a lifetime.
And trust his every word, gesture, sight, smile.
In today's world because it is a lot of meanness and treachery.
In this world you must have a loved one.

We are far from each other. But this is not an obstacle to our dialogue. I hope that soon we can watch a movie or listen to quiet music ... By the way what films do you like?? do you love romantic movies?? I love ... also I love watching comedy ... the ideal of my film - it is "Ghost" ... it is a romantic film but also he is very good movie ... for me :)
I am glad that we have special communication and I hope for the continue...
I want to believe that one day we will be able to meet with you! :)

Letter 7

my sweet Erik.... Hello!!!
do you love Tuesday? :)
for me- it is the best day than Monday. But Sunday is better always
Sometimes I think that 6 working days too much. Though I have free enough operating schedule...
i thought about us yesterday and now...
i love homemade food.. and i love to cook..
i think that i can cook romantic supper... candles... evening.. it would be so perfect..
i cant think about it now, because i start to feel me so lonely...

I have a favourite song... I give you a song... This song can becomes a song for our relations? I adore this song really!
I am very pleased that I cant worry about the continuation of our relationship here ... I am very happy!
I sent you some of my photos like I can cook :) . you can name these photos "my Elena - good cook" :):):) I hope you like it!!
I like fruits! I couldnt eat much tangerines in childhood ... here the fruit was almost non-existent ... but I remember ... I was waiting for New Year's Day ever, and then my father bought a tangerine! so the fruit was always a holiday for me, literally! you love fruits too, Erik?
I love art, love poetry and literature, and music. I try to go to art exhibitions possible time ... I love it... it is life in pictures ... I'm sure I like the group Modern Talking from childood.. My dad always listened to music Modern Talking. it was a protest against the Soviet Union, because it was illegal to listen to foreign music in those days .... Maybe I like this music by this reason! :)

Yes, I would like to tell you a little about my childhood.
When I was a child, I learned a lot from my dad, from my friends.
I am grateful to my dad for what he has brought me so what I am ....
I believe that my childhood was happy, despite the fact that I was brought up only Dad.
I'm glad that it was my dad trained me. sometimes I miss my mom, but it was earlier.
Happy memories of my childhood will forever be in my heart ....
What can you tell me interesting things about your childhood? I want to tell you what I feel grand interest in you plus and plus.
our communication is very positive influence on me, I'm very happy! I have already said .... it is difficult to explain... but I'm happy that I decided to find and i found you:)
I will gladly wait your answer plus plus....

Letter 8

Hello my Erik! :) Hello! dear
i adoooore "You sexy thing" :-))
I think about us now...
I am afraid that you will hurt for me...
Probably, it is my problem. I am afraid to be broken in relations again.
What do you think of it? my sweet?

it is amazing that we continue to communicate! Perhaps this could be more than words and letters. I hope .... Erik?
did you like the music that I gave you??? I like this song. and i want that this song could be our song ...
What do you think?? I listen to it whenever I write you a letter!

Send me more photos, you know that I will love it too

Today bad weather I love good weather! and I remember summer ...:)
Therefore, I want to go to relax outdoors with friends. Do we relax near the River, we are taking a pleasurable dip, we make barbeque. But the most important c ' is collected in a narrow circle of friends around the fire, telling about the history, chatting and joking, singing with guitar. I love this tool music ...
I love to sing. can you not gonna love my voice. But this is my mood always!!!! :) :) :) :) :)

Wish you a nice day ;) hope that you will have a good time and send me a letter soon.

Super big hug from me.. ;)

Letter 9

Hello my sweet Erik!!!
How are you? ok or it is better??? :):)
you got photos... i sent photos with my friends... i hope you like it.
and now i send new photos and photo from last Summer...
my dear, you give me smile, when open my mail every time.
I always think of you, I feel for you very warm feelings ...
I can talk with you on any questions, I am very pleased that you want and you can be with me again!!
I always think about you, your image doesn't go out from my head.
I feel a great warmth in my heart when I think of you ...
I am very pleased! :)
I wanted to tell you important information.
I can get my salary to my vacation.
My vacation will start in 3-4 weeks as possible.
I want to buy a new mobile phone at this money. but I really want now to talk with you by the phone.
I hope you are well prepared for our telephone conversation?
it would be great!!!!! I really want to hear your voice! :) I do not want to wait 3-4 weeks. do you understand dear?
My friend gave me the correct solution.
I can call to you from the payphone to your phone number! it turns like a much cheaper even ...
if you leave me your full phone number, I could call to you from the payhone after a 4-5 days! is a great idea! good? :):)
I want to hear your voice ... I want to see your pictures. I want to hope for your words every day .... Mmmmm, Erik ....
My dear, I sent you the photos from last Summer ... I hope that it is possible to see .... :)
i have a lot of thoughts in my head now ...
it is the main idea - this is our meeting. I think that we still talk about it.
You came into my heart as a bright knight who saved me from loneliness and the kingdom of my soul brought joy and happiness and always won my heart! You're like a streak of gray in my life.
And now I can't imagine my life without you! I would like us to have our beatifull history"!!

My dear, I'm really looking forward to your reply.

I embrace you.

Letter 10

my heart Erik,
it was long and hard day today
I'll call you tomorrow. is it ok? will you wait?

rebel ? maybe :-)))
i wish to see your way of life, your family, your work, your leisure,
It is very important for me.....
I want to get meet with your close people and with your friends maybe.
in my opinion, our meeting will be remarkable for you and me.
I don't want to wait within long and painful months. I would like to meet you in the near future.
My love, I don't accept any excuses and no reasons that we won't make our meeting!
can understand me?
If you not against, I allow to inform my imagination on our meeting...
You imagine it, I will arrive to you!

I will search for you in crowd of people, and I can't find you, for example! :-)
After, I hear your voice... You speak me: "Elena!" I will lift a sight, and I will see you.
My heart is filled with happiness!!!!!!
And in some seconds my emotions overflow me because I looked forward our meeting...
You speak with me, and You ask me. And your smile upon the face!!!!!! - how was my flight? :-)

You can would have a bouquet of any flowers, but it isn't very important!!!! The main thing - you would help to help with my luggage! lol only :)
But certainly the main thing - your kiss!!!! And your strong embraces already!!!!!!

I have already considered much. I want to make an evening supper!!! I would be cook a romatic supper. And you would try to find candles, to equip a place of a supper for us!!!! I hope, you have a few romantic too!!!!!

What is your thoughts? I happy, if you want to embrace me too...

I really don't know what to make. Really I don't have big economic means, I don't guarantee that it will be enough.
It is necessary to use the best efforts, that we could be together.

Anyway it is our meeting and we solve problems of the organisation of my trip...
The organisation of our meeting is a general question for us.
We should care about each other. Care - one of important things in relations.
If there will be no trust and care then relations will not exist...
You could ask some important questions about my arrival to you?

Write your ideas, ok, my love?

Letter 11

my heart Erik....
but it will perfect.... i call you today
you wait my calling, please. ok dear? i call you after 16.00 your time. i hope you will wait
it is a perfect really. i do not have words... i want to talk with you. eh... i wait
i'm Elena Koakova and now i sent new photos for you...
but say me. maybe we don't need in this meeting? please say me... I WANT IT VERY MUCH without doubts!!!!!! yes dear!!! yes...

EARLIER, I feared that you are some aggressive type of the man. It was my one fear...
now I can tell you sincerely about it. I afraid only inexplicable aggression from men.
and consequently I needed time that the nobility you. I am assured of you completely.
you were pleasant to me at once. Our dialogue lifted my mood and my feelings!!!!!!!!!!!
Therefore I am ready to meet. I didn't want, that our dialogue was dialogue on the Internet always.
And I know that you searched only for serious relations! my heart!

and i want our meet REALLY! i live by this idea now :-(
i think it will can start for us...
I write from here again... I tried to make email. But it was a problem.
If you do not receive A mail from me, you tell me about it. ok?
But you remember that I can write in the afternoon, but next day i can write you in the evening. ok my love?

I try to know about our meeting. Again I should specify holiday. It would be from 25th of SEPTEMBER. i hope this time. and I try to know about a trip.
o cant get holidays in december....
but i do not think that you think about it... i tired to be alone. and i find youuuuuuuuuuu. it make me so so so happy!!!!! you cannot understand if you do not feel it too... dear. i'm so sad really. i fear that you do not want and do not need in me too... :( really. i want to be with you. i see chance that we can have each other. and we do not have loneliness again...
I miss. I worry to lose each other
I wait to speak by phone today my dear!!!!!
I embrace you

Letter 12

Hello my heart Erik,
Maybe you don't understand how I was happy after conversation... almost I meet a column by head in the street... :)
maybe you watched a film - "Good luck, Chuck"... it is a comedy with Jessica Alba... did you watch? :)
But I am not the full unlucky person. Usually I am accurate... But probably I have dreams... :)
yes i feel same, i 'm also dead tired to be alone

Today I hadn't time to go to travel agency unfortunately,
I should have the big work today,
It is very a pity... I hope, that you forgive me
But I promise you, that tomorrow I go there necessarily.

Now I know, that my father will be happy our meeting.

i dont worry about future.. the most probable to be closer soon.. you think about it too? to speak, like 2 happy hearts, kisses... ooouh my God.... i hope it can be in these days.. and I'm worry about it only

Well..... I have some considerable questions for you.
You should know that it is considerably for me to know
What is the friends to say about me, and what their opinion, that you concern with me, for example, We get meet on the Internet, and WHAT now I wish to arrive to visit your country?
I think, that they not against us with you, I would like to get meet with them later too.

You can tell to me the airport the closest to you? And how you represent our meeting?
I hope, what you can care of me? I dont doubt in you. .
But as each woman. I need to be assured, that I can always rely on you!

In 2 weeks I have holiday. I already to speak with my boss.
Soon we can meet, and this vacation will be the most magnificent and unforgettable in our life!
my holidays will continue in 28 days.

Today I wish to send you the address:
UVAROVO, 393462
Lesnaya street 3, app# 27

hot kisses for you :)
with love Elena

Letter 13

my heart Erik,
i so feared to in love.. and i in love.. but i hope that you wouldn't break my heart.. i so happy now..and my birthday will soon on 25th of September...i hope that we can meet.. i hope...

I was glad to see your emotions and your desire. It gives powers for waiting of meeting ! Yes, my heart...
Today I went to travel agency to know everything concerning a trip to you dear, I going to arrive to this moment to Netherlands! I want to meet you as soon as possible!
I searched you during long time! I couldn't hope that I will find love again... I'm 36... you know
My heart, I trust you and I want, that we would be happy!
Here - the most difficult to be without love.... When I will be with you - I will melt by love.
I have pure love to you! I can give you all.
Time went quickly, life is short and time for a meeting has come! I love you!
I have told you that I have knew about a trip to Netherlands, today I went to tourist bureau GORELAX to know about a trip....
I have signed the contract with tourist bureau,
Therefore I should pay for all services in advance.
The tourist bureau is reliable and they co-operate with embassy of Netherlands in Moscow.
Now I know that the main documents for arrival to you is a visa and the passport,
I will need payment of preparation of the passport and the visa, my heart...
visa, the passport and tickets are necessary for a full trip.
I asked about the prices for the visa, and you can see it
Registration of the visa cost - 65 euros, the passport for a trip abroad - 118 euros
The medical inquiry for insurance- 42 euros, the insurance - 120 euros
All expenses under the visa to make - 345 euros.
And still I will need residing at Moscow for 2-3 days.
Because I should get the visa personally and then fly to you already.
Residing cost together with food will be about 90 euros.

As I have counted, the general expenses will be- 435 euros.
and i will need your intivation for my visa...

The tourist visa will be valid within 90 days.......
The longest - visa registration will occupy till 7-8 days!!!
When I would pay 435 euros, visa will begin registration!
My heart, of cause I understand that probably you will angry to me :-(((
but I really don't know how i can find these fonds. I'm ashamed very much to you, to please these fonds from you. But my desire- to be together with you, it is stronger than pride. I want that our relations have continue.
my sweet Erik, I have told you everything that i wanted.... Now I must wait your answer.
It will be very sad, if we lose our relations or if we quarrel without the reason.
If you could solve it, I will try to ask the travel agency bank account.....
for me it is very sad now and it is a shame. But I believe that we will be together! I know that it happens. please, answer me soon......

with loooooooooove Elena

Letter 14

My heart!!!!!!
Now I listen to our song from a film "Ghost" again... Again and again...
I write again Erik...... Excuse me, I am upset...
Only letter letters :(..... Certainly it is not enough....
I think that any person would feel it after long dialogue... Desire to be together!!!
Yes, I have your address... but you must send me intivation by email... you can do it by email... it will sooner... i start my holidays yet...

I have about 120 euros. I took a debt from the girlfriend. I very much want to be with you...
You could pay 320 euros? dear? And I will try to ask the travel agency bank account. ok my love?

That about the ticket, it will not be more expensive 290 euros. And it will need to be chosen in 10 days only
Because documents will prepare about 10 days....
And I will have about 100 euros also. Therefore the ticket will be smaller difficulty.
I ask you. Same is not so extremely difficultly. But the result will be - we will be together already!!!!

Yes I can take long vacation. But I will be ready to remain with you any time!!!
Because relations is is priority for me in life now.
I do not want to meet an old age in loneliness. And I want to have your strong shoulder always!!!!!

Now I was at home also I only looked at a wall....... I thought much... I had your letter yesterday!
But I very much wanted to see your letter again... I very much do not have dialogue through letters...
I have sensation but it is difficultly to explain......

How to explain??? hmmmmmm as though I eat a sweet pie and I can eat only a small slice.... You understand me, Erik... Darling.... We write letters and we think about the friend the friend constantly....
But I am afraid that you leave the Internet and forget about me... Though now I think that you think of me constantly :)!
How I can think of work, about meal? I cannot... The situation is awful for me... I am afraid that you do not think of me also, do not worry when I do not write...
But I write to you constantly! My desire huge...
I am afraid that you do not understand it and I am afraid that I for you am not a lot of important in life now.... But I would like I will achieve that a part of your life and you Will be a part of my life! The most part! A huge part!!!! I have many thoughts...
Every day I have hope that we will take the first step...... But the next day hope is less and less if is fair.... But I have made all that I can... But I reproach myself with that that I cannot make it independently... :(
Excuse me Erik if you feel that you should do more than I can make... I ask excuse, dear.... I love you... I want to ask you to finish all your experiences already... Otherwise we risk to lose touch sometime and to lose our happiness..... You're my life, my happiness and pleasure in life... I very much miss... I will hope that you see my letter and will answer soon....
I already miss you when I stop to write the letter for you..... I love you

Letter 15

My heart Erik,
I have understood you about September, 25th... But my surname is KONAKOVA.
maybe i lost one letter when i wrote you my surname... forgive me my sweet
You have good day??? I wanted to embrace you... And to hold your neck. I want to catch a smell of your hair... Your shirt....
It will be our world! Our room. Our new life! We will build it gradually! And we will be accurate that we did not break our hearts! We should think of it constantly that we were happy!!!! My love!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I too very much want to be with you!
I remember as I was lonely in December, 31st recently :( :( :(.....
It was last drop in my life. I have understood that I can remain lonely for ever...
And very soon you have appeared in my life :)!!!!
It as though I was to a huge hole and now I in heavens :)!!! Soon I with you. Very soon.... I want :(
I wait only your consent and date! And then FLIGHT! And I With YOU! FLIGHT! :) :)
My love... All ok! :)
I think that you worry too, but the main thing that I will be with you!
I hope that we can solve today... I will try to wait for your news.... These documents will be ready probably already soon... All documents... I try to know about it... Well, my love?
I miss and I wait the moments when I will see a smile on your person.... As you will meet me as you will be happy!
I want to see it, I want to see as will be even more glad when I will embrace you! I will embrace and I will look as smile, as you are glad! I again will embrace more strongly and I will look at you again!!!! :)
I wait it very much.... Erik...
I will explain to you much when we together, traditions, holidays... I hope that you will be though a little to be interested in it! :) I wait your answer! I wait your answer! I cannot any more... I cannot without you.... I embrace you

Letter 16

my love Erik,
I cannot explain my feelings now... I have you. And you care of me.
I have weaned that the man cares of me, my heart!!!!!
You are a ray of light for me!!!! :)
I cannot describe my excitement. Excitement - to lose you...
Therefore I wait a meeting already....

I have good mood. Truth a head is ill today a little....
Certainly I think of a meeting already. I worry.
I will work up to the end.
I hope that preparation for my arrival will not borrow a lot of time. I want to see you.
Probably to tell to you that I have already collected all necessary things, and my bags will be collected in advance.
As I do not want to have haste before arrival.
Thus it is easier for me that nothing to forget. I will precisely not demand additional things and bed-clothes?
I very much worry that also I do not want to bring a lot of anxiety to you.
Now about payment of a trip and preparation. Today during a dinner I went to tourist bureau and then in bank.
At first I went to tourist bureau and to ask, that I could use on my behalf their account?
Then they have asked me. I said that money for my documents will go from abroad.
The tourist agent has explained for me that they do not accept payment on the bank account from abroad.
They refused this method of payment because there were many problems!
Further I have asked as still then I can make transfer?
They said to me that I went to operate bank and to learn concerning many systems of transfer.
They say with me that there are various systems, such as MoneyGram.
You could know about this system?
Then I to go to operate bank. I do not have any bank account. As I get my wages a cash.
I have asked about account creation. To me said that is necessary to collect many documents, and to make various checks.
My vacation begins already soon and I cannot to have a delay.
Then I have asked in bank about MoneyGram? The Bank employee spoke with me.
Really in their bank there is such system, and it works all over the world. Even in your country there is this service.
To me said that it is one of the most safe and convenient systems of transfer.
I hope that we could use it. I will wait for your answer concerning these details.
If it is ok then tomorrow I will give you all data and all the rest which to speak to me in bank.
I send kisses and my care of you. Write to me soon
I try to call still plus. I will call after 16.00 your time.....

Elena with love.

Letter 17

My heart Erik,
Wonderful photos... You do not miss... You should be very happy father!!! ;-)
I understood you by phone.... I hope also we will solve all in 5 days...
And I understand you about the credit... But my sweet if I had even small chance to get fonds - of cause i get it... but i cant...
I pay already the credit for medicines for treatment of heart of the father.... I spoke to you....
And what you have for a breakfast? I drink only green tea... Usually I have no breakfast...
I am glad if you loved a photo... of cause i dont have a horse... Probably, the horse is estimated expensively...
I am not able to go for a drive on a horse at all... But they are wonderful creations!!! ;-)

Letter 18
Good morning my gorgeous!!

Thank you for the compliments :-)))

Elena, I did not ask you about credit :-)) I would like to know if you have a debt over 50000 Rub to the state of Russia. Because there can be a possibility that Russian Customs will not let you leave the country before paying that debt. So please tell me.

I'm sorry your father has a heart condition. But you didn't tell me. I hope it is not too worse.

Can you send me a copy of your ID card? I will put those data on the moneygram form so that there is no trouble for you picking up the cash. The russian guy in the moneygram store will translate and fill in the details on the form. I also have to report your arrival and stay at city hall so I will need a copy of your ID with photo and id number.

Only green tea for breakfast? ohhh....that is why you didn't answer my question if you liked the breakfast I sent you earlier! ;-)))
I had a breakfast with ham/cheese sandwiches, milk and coffee.

Have a nice day my gorgeous Elena!!

Love Erik