Letter(s) from Alina Butina to Milos (Serbia)

Letter 1

hola,whats up ?
i am from badoo,my name is Kseniya, you could not see it there coz few men asked me to send them nude pics and i am afraid they ask again.
i belive you are right man,are you ?
i am not for chat,nudes,sex talks,etc..
but for serious relationship only.
I am from Russia and i live in city named : Aldan, i did not put it on the site coz search results depends on location you put there,i have been married here in Russia already and it finished by divorce one year ago.
I am 30,5"7 tall,125 lbs,am i too old for you ?
let me know ? its joke ! :)
I have no kinds,whats about you ?
what do you do for living ? i am a dentist (doctor) in dental clinic for last 7 years here.Never smoke, rare dring alcohol(vodka) joking :) never took drugs.
whats about yours bad habits ?
my b-day is 8 of July,and when is yours ?
what season do you like the most of all ?

do you belive in fate ?


Letter 2

Hello there,its Kseniya.i am glad to get your response,so how are you doing there ?
I am fine,i finished my working week so i can write a letter for you.
I do not go to badoo where we find each other any more.
I have no special plans for the evening,what about you ?
Do you like to take care of lady ? I mean to treat lady as your best friend and not as only sexual partner, but any way the harmony in relations is impossible without harmony in sexual relations,do you think so ? I do know how to treat man and how to make him feel special and i have experience being married,not only words.Now my aim is not just to marry-i have went throw this already.
As you know every woman wish to marry and could be blind,and people make a lot of mistakes when they are young, and we have to pay for our mistakes later,i have paid by my nervous and health.
Any way nothing has been changed inside of my heart and it is able to love and i am ready for true love,i never loose hope and i belive there are a lot honest man in this World.
I do belive in Destiny and i know it has something for me also,so i look on things around me and i put attention on what is going on.
Do you belive in Destiny ? I have more pictures to send now,i will send some more pictures with the next letter also.
My parents live in the countryside not far from Aldan.
I have few girlfriends here also and i proud of them.i do work as doctor(dentist) for last 7 years from 8-19 pm every day in private clinic and love my job.
My mesaruments 5'7 tall 125 lbs weight ok for you ? and that i got divorced last year is ok also ? we do not have any kids with my ex,would you ?
I am 30 years already but my soul is 18 maximum ! Do you drive ? i have licence but no car now.
What kind of music do you prefer ? do you like to read ?
i write from Internet cafe because my ex took the computer and car after divorce.
what is your favorite kitchen ? i mean kind of food you like the most.
do you cook ? :) Do you have a dream ? something you wish in the close future.
I enjoy popular music,Madonna,r&b,house music.
Well,i need to go.P.S would you visit here for my birthday 8 of July ?

take care :)

Yours Kseniya

Letter 3

Hello,its Kseniya here,how are you doing ?
I am little bit tired now and need to sleep, i had to weak up early so not too much power now,what about you my dear ? :)
I wish to make massage for you, would you like that ?
but first i would have some rest,few days of rest better :)
Do you like massage ? I can do it very well.
Today i brought some more pictures and i will attach them so you can see it from your end,how things here in Russia goes.
i have not told to my friends about you and i am sure that my co-workers from clinic would be very surprised.
They see some changes in my mood and it became better because i think about you sometimes during the day and smile run on my lips :)
I want to tell you about what i want and what i am looking for in my life.First of all it is not just marriage, i want to find soul mate to share my life with, the other half.I belive every one has the second half some where and the world is in harmony only because there is the balance.
So if you are there,you other half could be any where, and if you make steps and try to find it,the God will lead you by the way of Destiny,and you will be happy one day, because if you are looking for something, you will find it 100 percent.
My dream is to find the man who is able to take care of me and to create healthy relations with, based on Trust first of all.
I gave to my ex the second chance but the similar situation took a place every time again and again.
Sometime he go to the shop to buy some bread and get lost for two days,nobody know where is he and every one was nervous looking for him-but he drunk alcohol in sauna with friends and sure prostitutes took a part also.
Sorry for this words,but this words is nothing if you compete it with how bad i felt when friends brought him home after such as party.
My marriage has made me really more stronger than i was before,i hope you are one woman man,are you ?
I am the one man lady and that means if i am in relations with man,i do not looking for any body else if there is a harmony in our relations,do you understand what i am talking about ?
how do you see the right relations between man and woman ?
By the way i enjoy cooking and i can do it pretty well, my favorite kitchen is Russian kitchen and i would cook some delicious food for you if this would ever take a place :)
Do you watch TV ? i like some shows but not enough spare time, i prefer just to relax or spend time with closes people than spend it on soap operas and other things.
As you know this morning i read the joke,and i have find it funny : "if the man always watch TV and lay on the sofa being in relations with you and do not need anything more, that means he is really happy " :)
I like to dance but can not go to clubs often because they work at night and i need to weak up early :)
I love reading and classic literature is my favorite.
Well,i am going home now and will come here soon, Looking forward to hearing from you my dear, take care and kiss for you, thank you for being good listener,

P.S I have some pictures for you :

you can see me and dad and an other one with director of clinic i work for, i am going to embankment with my co-worker tomorrow and we may have new pics, do you enjoy walks ? would you visit Russia someday ?)

Yours Kseniya

Letter 4

Hello dear,its Kseniya here, how are you doing there ?
i am very glad to hear from you, you make my evening,thank you.
We went for a walk on the embankment with my co-worker Mila and there was only 1 artist, normally we do have many here in Summer and this one we met said,Oh ! so beautiful you are,can i draw a picture with your face ? She said it would be the nice Gift for my boyfriend,and i said, i do have the painting of me at home already we make before in Summer :) and yes,i have a boyfriend,but he stay an other country !
She said to take it with me when i go to visit you there and just to leave it in your home so you can look at it when i am far and imagine me there next to you :)
Sorry for that i can not come here more often, it is only because i am just busy with my work or sometimes i can be tired too much also, dear,i have international diploma that allow me to work as dentist in English speaking countries.
I am not sure how difficult is it to find work for dentist in your area and how much does it paid ?
but here i work for private clinic and does not paid good.
It is not only my work is paid not good, it is because of low level of salaries in Russia in whole.
Any way i can save something sometimes, but the most i earn is enough for food and clothes.
Well,i want to describe what is the right relationship to me, i mean they way of my family based on.
First of all i do belive in God and i agree with some positions of relationship the Bible give it to us.
By the way i am not too religious and i go to the Church on special holidays only,any way i see the power of Prayers doing my work.
So the bible tell us that all relationships have to be based on love toward God,and love toward neighbor What does the right relationship means to me, i would explain it in few words and very short.
I try to put my heart in what ever i do and it is in relationship also,so we can always find compromise and avoid conflicts.
the right relationship for me is when you give a lot and do not need to ask something for "returning" from your partner, it just happens by their own way and this is the balance.
When people can understand each other without words and when they do feel each other spiritual.Also i am sure that right relations build on good sexual relations and it is necessary to give to partner a lot of respect,are you agree with me ?
I always try to give a lot to the man i am in relations with and i am agree with opinion of Austrian famous psychotherapist Zigmund Freid that there is never psychological problem for adult without conflict of sexual relations,that means if you have good sexual relations with your partner you are protected from stress I have been hurt before,but i did not loose the hope to find good man,and i will never loose it.You just became stronger every time when you are hurt should never loose hope and the happiness will bell the door someday.
what is your opinion about money and how do the important in your life ?

By they way i love to travel very much, i do have many pictures for you and will be sending more later, from my last vacation in Egypt also

Looking forward to hearing from you

With kiss
Yours Kseniya

Letter 5

Dear,its Kseniya here.
I am glad to hear from you,
How are you doing my dear ? :) hows your weekend goes ?
You know,i had extremely difficult week at work and what i want now is just to come home and fall down to sofa and just do nothing ! :) Certainly i love my work and i want to continue working when i relocate, but it do kill me sometimes ! :)
i want to be HONEST with you my dear, I want you to know that i am not going to have profile in Internet and i am not looking for any man also,because we do communicate with you now and i belive it is serious,am i right about it ?
I have told to my parents about you and they were so surprised, dad told to me : " Kseniya,i see you are so positive the last time and you smile more often,is that because of him ? :)
Yes you make me feel more positive and i smile more often, this is true and i am glad to you for making me feel this way.
You know,i am not the kind of lady which can be in relations with a few men the same time,i have never did like that and i am not going because my heart can belong to one man only, and only by this way i can feel happy,but never an other way.
I want to describe my view on finances and money.
I belive that money are necessary to provide comfortable style of life,but it should be never become the main.
I mean that i never put too much attention on money.
My ex did make a lot of money but after divorce he took everything even computer because he is just crazy man.
I said i do not need any thing to remind about him because i do want to start an other life and there is no place for sadness and bad mood he make me feel so often.
i belive that money can never make you happy, i mean you can become happy only if you have right way and if your way have heart.Yes,every family should have money to buy food,clothes,to pay taxes,so i think that every one should go to work and i am ready to work and earn money to support my family.
Today i brought more pictures from my last trip and i think you will love them,because they are my favorite also, it was trip to Egypt, and i did like this country a lot, i will have more pics by the next time !

Thank you for the way you are, i do like you so much !!!

P.S By the way i am Christian religion

With kiss
Yours Kseniya

Letter 6

Hello,how are you ?
we talk on Badoo, my real name is Kseniya, i did not put it to the site because some men asked me for nudes and i am scary.
when i got your message here in my email, i hope you are right man, hows your week goes ?
will try tell you about myself now.
i live in Russia and i had to change my location on the site because of such results depends on what location you put there,i am looking for the man abroad so i did not get it from Russia.
I live in the city named XXXXXXX, i am 30 years old,5'6 tall,not too old for you ?
just joking :)
120 lbs weigh,blond,extremely beautiful(i look younger than ladies of my age),no kids,just divorced last year.
what is about you ?
I work as dentist for last 7 years in private clinic, what is about you ? what do you do for living ?
I do not smoke and drink(only little bit),never took any kind of drugs so i look like younger.
my birthday is 1st of February.
and when is your birthday ?
what is your favorite season ?

Let me know if you belive in destiny ?


Letter 7

My dearest,its me Kseniya here your lady.
How are you doing ? i do not make you bother reading how tired i am after work every time i come, but this is really so and i just want to come home after work and i want you to hug me and i want us to have a kiss and after 15 minutes i will be ready to cook a supper for you, but what is waiting for me when i come home after writing this letter,you are not there,and i have to take a shower alone and then i need to go to cold bed alone and try to sleep because sometimes is very difficult to get a sleep even i am tired because just need to be the next to you my prince.I can take vacation in the end of November, I think to come to visit you at least for two weeks and than return here,but i am not sure if you let me go here :)
just let me know the name of the best airport to pick me up near your home i mean and i will find out everything from my end ?
I did not tell you the story of my life when i was small girl and why do i like dogs so much.
I was about 6 years old and when for a walk to look for berries near the farm,there were nothing dangerous but the forest was close and i go there and about one or two hours everything was fine and only when the sun went down i begun to understand that i do not know how to get back to the farm and i begun to cry.The first night was terrible belive me i was scary so much as i just can not describe it how it was terrible,i drunk water from leaves i find close to ground and i could find some berries there also as i was professional in berries,but it led me so far from farm, so about three days i was in the forest,eat only the berries and i hoped no beer will come to eat me for a supper there, i cried a lot,but if nobody hear its not reason to cry and on the 3rd day my dog has find me and led to the farm.
When we come to the farm nobody was there because all the family, police and woodcutters went to the forest looking for me and just could not find for three days already my mom nearly had the heart attack and when they return by the evening i was in my bed very dirty but it was very happy moment in my life and my dad had a tear but said nothing just kiss me,kiss my dog it was named Juchka and they understand that i missed home so much and that i have been scary and they got doctor and he said i am ok but need to stay home and drink more milk for a week and they should look better for me,but it was impossible to look for me coz i was so crazy child :) So this is one more story and i know after we get together we will have our own stories :)
We do have one story of our communication and an other story is getting us together forever and i want you never let me go and look for me !
I am going to have sweet sleeps and see you in my dreams i hope i did not make you sad too much it is just important story and it is about my life and i just want you to know about it and i never tell this story to every one,just only closest people do know about it and want to share my private with you and i feel i can trust you as for myself.Thank you for being good listener, i am going to come here soon and will be thinking about you !

P.S I do have farm pictures for you today


My address is :

City : Aldan
Postal code : 678900
Street adr: Kalinina 30. appt 18
My full name : Kseniya Leongardt

With kisses
Yours Kseniya

Letter 8

My dearest,it is me Kseniya here.
i am glad to hear from you, how are you doing ? i spend these days thinking of us all the time.
When i go to work and my co-workers see my smiling face they do not ask questions any more because they do know that it is because we have find each other and out meeting is very close.
I talked to my boss and she can give me vacation from Friday 29 of November, she can give me two weeks to spend with you there.
The name of the airport i am going to fly out from here is (ADH) after i will be getting connection flight in Moscow, there are many available flights and the prices are various, it depends on airline and on the numbers of stops, i think i will be getting the return tickets with opened date it means i can fly back any date we decide its good for us.
if we decide it after one or two or three week we just call the airline and book the flight,so its really good idea i belive.
if we ever do marry i can stay with you forever.
I was going to have some funds to cover the trip but had to spend it for rent here as apartment i live in is not mine and its rented, For airfare we need to work out 850 dollars(630 Euro) and it is what keep us a part, You can get 850 dollars flight funds here by westernunion or moneygram westernunion.com or moneygram.com the second may be really cheaper,i have been told its two times cheaper than the first one, so please try it better(you can look for their office at any bank in your city also) send it to any bank in Russia,Aldan, you will need my full name Kseniya Leongardt, they will give you reference control # and you should send it here after transfer,i have been told i need to here at the bank to pick up funds.
My family want to make gifts for you and it will be surprise.
I am very excited that we will be looking for new work for me in your area and i want you to know that i do love my job, when i was very young girl, i decided that i would spend my life helping the other people and the most important for me now is to see the result of my work and when it does help.
I want you to know that i have a sense you are the man i was looking for during all my life,i had a hoped that there is someone that is able to understand me and the man i can share my private.
As you know honesty is very important for me and i am very happy to realize that you are honest man.That means i can trust you, and this is the fundamental where True relations can be build on.
I want to describe how do i see our first meeting.
It would be very beautiful sunset when the plane lands, i come out throw custom looking for the man that has changed my life already and i will find your shinning eyes looking throw many people at the airport,i will know that your are for sure because i would feel it with all my heart and soul, you would feel that the lady running to you is the lady of your dreams and who has been missing all your life and your heart will find the other half,we will have very sweet kisses, you will give me the bouquet with red roses and i will have a tear, sometimes people have tear when they are very happy and it will be this moment for us.After we will drive home and have a very tasty supper and we will feel that this is the beginning of our future together.
After supper there would be night of making love and in the morning we will drink coffee in the bed and making plans for the day, it will be our first morning together and everything we do together we will do the first time,it will be very special.

Have a wonderful week my love

With very hot kisses and hugs
Yours Kseniya