Letter(s) from Ekaterina Volkova to Larry (USA)

Letter 1

Hello my Larry!!!
I am so excited to hear from you.
You know last weeks of my life since the moment when we begin to write each other is like new life for me.
I really begin to live and not just exist. You have become the dearest for me person.
You know that there is no minute when I do not think about you. All I need now is you.
You know that it is very hard to be apart from the beloved person. It is very hard for me to be apart from you.
I cannot keep my feelings inside me anymore. I know now what I feel and I am happy that I can love again.
Yes I love you dear and I do not afraid to say it. I hope that you will not be scared with my words.
I do not care that we have not met each other in the real life. I am like the woman in the film I wrote you about.
I just know that you are the best what I had, have and will have in this life. The thoughts about you make me feel happy.
I want to be with you and I know that I will be happy with you until the end of times.
I feel you with my mind now and I want to feel you with every cell of my body. I know that you want it too.
You are the man whom I have looked for all my life and at last I have found you. I am ready to go anywhere just to be with you.
You have changed my life. You have changed my imagination of the world and make me love again.
Now I have the man whom I love more than anything in this world. I want to be with him most of all on this planet and in the universe.
I want to share every moment with him as his woman, his wife, his friend and his lover.
I know that we will be happy together and I need not anything more. I am ready to do everything to be with you.
There is no barrier, which can stop me. My love solves all problems on the way to each other. I believe that we will be together.
I will cross the ocean just to be with you. I am sure that I am ready to do this serious step to you.
I just want to see you, to look into your eyes, to touch you, to kiss you.
I know that I have found the man who will do everything to make me feel happy every second of my life and I know that I will do everything for his happiness.
You are the reason to live for me now. And there is no life for me without you.
Please, don't hurt me and tell me that you understand me because my heart will not be able to go through such painful hit again.
I want to be with you and I will know everything I need to be with you as soon as possible. I will go to the Consulate.
I will know about everything I need to do to come to you and let you know, ok.
I will better go now but I will wait for your letters and write you soon. Hope to hear from you very soon.
I miss you dear and you are always in my heart.
I give you my heart with all my love.

Letter 2

Hello my love Larry!!!
I live in the fog now. I love you most of all in this world and I am very happy that I can love again.
I am crazy about you and I know that you are too. I miss you and it is very difficult for me to be apart from you.
The idea that you are there and I am here makes me feel pain. You are my life now and you know it. I want to look into your deep eyes full of emotions, to touch you, to kiss you.
I know that everything will work for us and we will be happy together. I often imagine our wonderful life together.
I can feel you even on such big distance we have between each other. But I want to delete this distance.
I want to be with you so much and I thought about the ways for us to be together.
I wanted to do something for us and our happiness and I went to the Consulate as I wrote to check what I need to come to you.
I had talk with the people there and I have known that I need to do some paperwork and get visa to come to you.
The visa I can get in easiest way is a tourist visa. I was told that I will be able to get it without any problems.
It will take some time and I need to pick up many documents from my side. But I will do everything what depends on me.
But I have one problem which upsets me very much.
It is not convenient for me to ask you for help but I will not be able to do it without your help.
You know, I need to pay for getting visa and doing all paperwork I need to come to you.
And you know that my salary is too small for it.
I have the great desire to come to you, to see you at last, but I will not be able to do it without your help.
I do not want to complain but I do not want to lose you. I love you very much and I will not be able to go through it if I lose you.
I do not know whom I can ask for help except you. You know that I am always honest and sincere with you.
I hope that you will understand me and will help me to do this step. When I was in the Consulate I gave them some documents and they made a file for me.
Now I need to pay them and they will begin my visa process. They gave me quotations for paperwork I need to do.
So it will be 100$US for the visa and 30 $ for registration.
I also need to pay 120 $ for foreign passport, 75 $ for medical exam and 75 for interview and for some other expenses I can have.
In general I will need about 400$US to cover all expenses.
You know that I do not have such money and I can hope only on your help.
Also I have known that there is Western Union office in our city and you can send the money using this bank system to my name.
I was told that it is the quickest and safest way of sending money. My full name is EKATERINA VOLKOVA.
You also need to know address and name bank near to which I live. This address: Russian Federation, postal cod 440600, City Penza, Moskowskaya street, house 9.
After you send the money you will need to send me your full name, exact home address, amount of money and Money Transfer Control Number (MTCN). I was told about it in the bank. I will not be able to get the money without it.
Honey, I will need to pay them during the week, so, please, try to send it as soon as possible.
I really hope that you will understand my situation.
I want to see you very much but I will not be able to do it without your help just because I don't have such money.
I will understand if you do not want to help me but it will make me feel terrible pain that I will not be able to be with you.
Sorry, dear, if it upsets you. I just think that we need to trust each other, to be honest and to share everything.
I hope you are agree with me. I imagine that we can meet soon and I have tears of happiness on my eyes.
I do not want that there were problems which can prevent us.
But I can hope only on your help, dear. It will be the happiest moment of my life when I meet you, hold you.
I love you so much. You are the best what I have in my life. I want to be with you more than anything.
I miss you, dear and wait for your reply with big impatience.
Your Ekaterina.