Letter(s) from Olga Sergeevna Belikova to Rainer (USA)

Letter 1

Hi Rainer!
Thanks for letter. Now in my city -17C. How are you today?
Thanks for your pic. I like you. Please send me more of your pics.
Yesterday, I have met my friends, we long thought where we will go and has decided to go to bowling, the truth I'm not good play bowling, well there was that I beat out strike, I very much liked to play, do you like bowling? Once I played billiard, I think, you call it pool.
But I didnt have success with it. I never play in golf, but I want to try someday. I talk with my friends about you. I wished to share pleasure, that I have you. My friends said, that there are many happy pairs between foreign men and Russian girls. My friend belive in us.
And I think about us, why not? I always think of the good things. I the optimist. I love my friends. With them I can spend much time. You already know my best friend Sasha, right?
I have thought and have decided, that I will take vacation. Because I can use my vacation to meet you. Of course, if we both want our meeting. I have vacation of 30 days. I can spend all 30 days at once or divide on two weeks. Rainer, what you think? It will be great, if we spend vacation together? Will you able to meet me? Will you have vacation soon? I would like to talk with you in real. We write our letters. But even one thousand letters will not replace one real meeting. I will give you all my full info in my next letter, ok?
You the one man to whom I write. It is new to me, interestingly. Now I dont have man in my life. I dont have boyfriend right now. My last relations with the man have finished 9 months ago. He was the good man, but his money has spoilt him! Every day he worked and business was for him on the first place more more and more, and he has forgotten about me. Then he has got the secret lover. He lie to me.
But I felt that something wrong and i asked him whats going on with us, he said that he tired of me. It was painfully, he hurt me and I have left from him. I dont know where is he now and I dont want to know it. I dont love him anymore, I can love person, who hurt me. I dont know why people cheat us, when we trust them. I search serious relation instead of for game. The man of my dream should be fair, frank, kind, careful and with sense of humour. My man should be reliable protection and a strong support of our family. I think, that in relations between the man and the woman there should be an understanding, trust, friendship and love! Without these qualities the relation cant be high-grade. You very nice man. I like your way of life. Thanks for your letters, I can feel your private world. I think, the soul and private world is more important than physical attractive body beauty. You understand me, Rainer? I should close now. I will think of you. Have a good day. Sincerely, Olga

Letter 2

Hi darling Rainer!
Rainer, today here is snowfall, its very beautiful, thus I have good mood. I like such weather, its very romantic. I like to look out of the window as snow falls. Today it is a lot of snow on streets of my city. Yard keepers have a lot of work.
As always your letter has brought to me pleasure. Thanks for your gentle words. I am grateful to you, for your support. Distance between us at all does not prevent to communicate to us. It is great. Dont worry about language, Englis is international language, thus all people over the world can speak on English. But russian langauge is not internattional, thus its not popular in the world. Dont worry about the money, I can afford my trip.
How was your day? Yesterday I was at my parents. We have made the big family dinner. I have baked a apple pie. My mother cooked very taste carp. It is a pity, that you were not with me. It would be great, if I could acquaint you with my parents in person. During a dinner, my dad has told, that I already adult, and I should think of a future. I have told to my father about ours dialogue. My daddy has asked, what is your name, and I have told, that your name is "Rainer". My parents listened to me attentively. Rainer, I have no secrets from my parents, and I think, that you not mad on me that I have told about you to my parents... My parents worry about me, and my life is not indifferent for my them. Also my father has told, that he heard about girls from Russia fraudulently entice into other countries, and take away their documents, thereby making the girl the sexual slave. I have hastened to calm my daddy. I have told, that you are good man, and I am assured of your feelings. Also I have told to my parents about trust between us. I trust you and my parents trust me. They respect my choice. I miss you so much. I think of you often. I am so happy that I found you. I think, God help to us.
Today I have very intense day on work. Soon I will have conversation with my boss, apropos a vacation, I did not talk yet about it, and I can not tell exact date of my vacation, well I think it will be soon.
My parents said Hello to you! Have a nice day. I with impatience wait for your letter. Sincerely, for ever yours Olga

Letter 3

Hi my sweet Rainer!
Thanks for letter. I understand everything, what you speak about our feelings. It is pleasant to me to know, that ours feeling mutual.
Never earlier I thought that it is possible to feel love to the person which never met. I did not know before, that it is possible to love on distance. I concerned such histories with irony, but now I have fallen in love with you. I am not frightened by thousand kilometres beetween us... Yes, we have the distance, but our feelings will help us to overcome distance. I miss you... Thanks for comments about my parents.
I understand you about sex and I accept it. I agree with you about family and love.
Rainer, when we will meet, we should not to write letters, because we can speak in real. Hear our voices, look into our eyes and keep hands. When we talking in real its easy to understand mood, right? In letters its not easy to show feelings. We will be together and I am so excited. But I do not want to make fast steps, I want to have a meeting together to spend time and talk in real live dialogue. You agree with me? I appreciate such character traits, like tactfulness, punctuality, ability to listen, accuracy, kindness. I like caress and tenderness. I dream of strong man's hugs in which I can feel weightless... Rainer, I dream of your hugs.
Today my day quieter than yesterday. Today on work all goes in a usual working rhythm. I often think of you. Recently in my head more and more thoughts on you. I imagine our first meeting. Rainer, what you think of it? How you imagine our first date? It is very excited! In day of our first meeting I will be the most beautiful woman. I want that you proud of me. It is very important for me. I want to be your woman. Our first meeting will be at the airport. I will take my luggage and to go to the terminal, I will look around at you and when I will see you with a bunch of flowers, I will smile, as I am able. We will meet half-way each other. I will be excited and little nervoues, but it will pass, as soon as you will embrace me. We will kiss, i dont care that around us will be people. I will embrace you so strong that you have felt palpation of my heart. Then you will take my luggage and we will go to an exit, keeping for hands.
Thanks for answer my questions. It is rather important for me. I answer your questions too. Please, do not shy to repeat your questions, if I forget to answer. My work takes attention from me.
Today after work I plan to visit my friend, we want to go to movie theatre or you call it cinema? I dont know what movie we will see but I will tell you about it. I tired to have lonely evenings at home.
What plans at you for today's evening? Mmmm.. It will great, when we will be together. I want to hold your hand and walk... I dont want to leave you, but I should go now... Rainer, I miss you so much.
I send you my pics in jeans. With kisses. Thinking of you, Olga

Letter 4

Hi my Rainer!
I like how its sound.. My Rainer...
Every day I wait your letter like child waits a gift on birthday. I am so excited by our meeting. In my city today warm weather. But tomorrow weather forecasters promise a strong cold snap. In Russia February - coldest month, with blizzards. I miss you so much. I dont know how its possible to miss person, who never meet. But its true! I think, we have some thread, we cant see it, but we can feel it.
I had good time with my friend in movies, we watched animation movie "Frozen", it was great. I like it so much. Also, I like Ice age and The Lion King, I saw it, when I was teenager. I have passport, but I dont have visa. I will check all info and prices about my trip to you and I will tell you about it. if I will tell you what kind of surprice I want, it will not be surprice anymore.
I have just returned from working meeting. This morning my boss has collected all employees and has spent the worker the plan. Therefore at morning meeting was new problems and the purposes are put. We should develop and we should keep up to date and not lag behind from new technology. Rainer, maybe, in your country it is developed for a long time already. But in Russia the century of computer technologies has begun recently. Yes, between our countries the big distinction. I do not know how long time in your country there was an Internet - 20 years ago or 30? In Russia the high-speed Internet is considered till now luxury. It is very expensive. A mobile communication too expensive in Russia. I am connected to the local cell provider and consequently my phone works only in Russia. Unfortunately, we cannot speak by the phone or exchange sms. It is sad for me. But I will search for a way to call to you from post office telegraph.
I think, we should pass to new level of our relations. We communicated our letters and now we should communicate in real. Our meeting will allow us to understand our relations and to be sure in our feelings.
After morning meeting I spoke with my boss about my vacation. And my boss has told, that I can take a vacation soon. Time which we will spend together will help us to learn each other. I understand, that you have a private life. I do not wish to be a burden for you.
Rainer, you have brought pleasure and sense into my life. I am so wait our meeting, when we can talk in real, not by letters. We will see our eyes, hear our voices and keep pur hands together. I want to see you and speak with you every day. During our dialogue my life has changed. I do not have feeling of loneliness now. Ours feelings will be even stronger. I sincere with you. Thanks for trust of your heart.
I will not break it. I have opened to you my feelings and have let in you my heart. We never met, but I trust you. I feel, you the good person. Did you heard about female intuition? Its internal voice which speaks what to do. It never deceived me. I always listen to my heart.
The brain can be mistaken, but heart will never deceive. I trust you, and I am ready to arrive to you. I will wait your letter with your thoughts. With kisses, Olga

Letter 5

Hi my honey Rainer!
Thanks for letter, sweetheart. I missed you. How is your mood today?
My mood is very good and I wish to share with you. I have so big and real wish, I want to kiss you. I want to feel your lips. Between us big distance, but it doesnt influence my feelings. I want to hug you so strong that you felt a rhythm of my heart. I am so excited by our meeting. I agree with you, best way its when you use your brain with the heart together.
Today I used my lunch break with advantage. I was in travel agency to know how I can arrive to you. This is good travel agency, I used last year, when I was in Turkey. Now I know rules of visiting your country.
The employee has in detail explained me rules. To arrive to you, I should have the passport, the visa and tickets. I have the passport.
Now I should make the tourist visa and buy tickets. The travel agency has no power to make the visa. The visa makes only in embassy. The employee will help me just to prepare papers for embassy. But then I should go to Moscow on interview with the consul-officer. It demands my personal presence at embassy. The employee of travel agency has told, that not every person can get the visa to your country. But I am not afraid of difficulties. I will go up to the end on a way to our purposes. Together we will overcome any difficulties. I have told to the employee travel agency, that I go to my man. I have told to him about you, Rainer. According to the tourist visa, I can stay in your country till 90 days. Distance from Murom to Moscow is 280 km. These are 3 hours on bus. I cannot go to Moscow on my car, because in Moscow crazy traffic. For me it is more safe to move by the bus and the subway. I already have prepared almost all my documents for embassy. I have my passport, I have made photos for questionnaire filling at the statement on visa registration in embassy.
Tomorrow I will take the inquiry from my work. Also I have found out about cost of travel to your country. Official registration of papers for the visa costs 130 dollars, registration of the visa costs 50 dollars. The insurance costs 300 dollars and it covers for 30 000 dollars. But the insurance is voluntary, therefore I think, I will not spend money for it. I hope, my plane will not blow up. Also I should assure my documents of embassy, it demands 70 dollars. I need cash for transport and a foodstuff in Moscow, it about 300 dollars for me. And of course I need tickets to you. I do not know how much costs tickets, I will look it at the airport, because there is correct info with cheaper prices. I am not rich woman, but I have some savings, I have 700 dollars. It will suffice for registration of my documents and residing in Moscow and on transport expenses. Now I require money for purchase of air tickets. Rainer, I think, it will be fair, if we spend expenses on our meeting together. Unfortunately, I dont have enough money and I cant arrive to you without your help.Maybe you disappoint in me, that I am not rich woman. But I have big heart and I will give you all my love, care and support. It is a shame to me to ask you the help. Can you buy tickets for me? I dont want that you think about me bad. But I trust you and accordingly, I ask you to help us. Now I do not know, how much tickets costs. I should go to Moscow and look the prices. I will inform you how much it cost. i will come to you on dates, what you will say. I want that it will be comfortable to you to meet me.
When i will be in Moscow, I will inform you all information. I will keep you informed events. I think, it not the big money. Because our happiness is more important that any money in the world. Soon we will together! Can you imagine it, Rainer, I have already prepared the report for my boss. As soon as my boss will approve my report, I can go to Moscow, to begin process of registration of my visa. I will take vacation since date of my flight.
For trip to Moscow I will take days off from my work. Now I have a few questions to you, Rainer. What weather in your city and what clothes I should dress. I do not wish to arrive to you in a fur coat if at you the sun shines and people walking in shorts. I hope, you understand me. I should arrive to which time of day to you? It is convenient to you to meet me at the airport in the morning or in the evening?
Please tell me what you think about the information which I have found out today. It is important to me to know your opinion. I promise, that I will be the most beautiful woman at the airport. I want that you were proud of me. Every man will envy you when we will leave airport together. And every woman will envy me because you will meet me, Rainer! Day of our meeting will be the especial day in our life. My feelings to you become stronger. I send you scan of my passport, that you can see that I am realy ready for coming to you. I will wait your letter. I send you my hot and passionate kisses. Only yours, Olga