Letter(s) from Vera Kazakova to Martin (Netherlands)

Letter 1

Martin my new friend, hello! What a real pleasure to receive your letter. I hope that my mails are as interesting for you as yours are for me! Thank you for the congratulations :) My birthday was nice ... was fun! My friends said that the cake was the most delicious, which they have tried in their lives. I put in one's best licks!!! smile! I was interested in your first few mails to hear about your likes and dislikes and feel I should share more about mine. I have never married. I am single for last 2 years. I may have told you my fiance cheated on me three weeks before the wedding. I found his in bed with our neighbour and they told me the affair had being going on all through the time we dated. This has really impacted on my ability to trust men so please understand if sometimes I am insecure. What do you like in a woman? What a woman can make you happy? Tell me about your last serious relationship. Why are they a failed? I think you should know, I am now corresponding with a few men that I hope may be compatible with me. But only time will tell. So I can only hope we will be able to keep our correspondence - but in any case, if you or me decide we are not right for each other, then let's promise that we will let each other know. OK? I am very serious about MARRIAGE and finding the RIGHT PARTNER! I hope you do not want to pursue dreams and want something for real. I wish you a very good day and I can't wait to here from you next letter with some pictures. I send you all my tender kisses. Vera res she used.

Letter 2

Martin hi... nice to hear from you. I had a very busy time. Just wanted to let you know that I thinking of you. I am very happy that you do not want to pursue dreams and want something for real. It is important, that we are on the same side. Martin, I wanted to ask you about one thing, ok? If we continue to get to know each other and we will be convinced, what we are created for each other and decide to start a family, you will prefer to leave your country and come to live in Russia or you prefer that I had left my country and came in your place?
I hope it's going to be something between us. Vera

Letter 3

Martin hello !!! I'm so glad that we met and we can get to know each other. Is this something that you desire also? I'm glad that you understand that I'm a serious person. I promise you that I will open myself completely to you. As for our question, I'm not looking for a way to leave Russia. I have a stable comfortable life here, but I'm far from a millionaire (smile)! You may be financially and physically alright but may be lacking on the emotional side, in search of a your partner / husband who understand the meaning of Love as Trust and faith in each other rather than one who sees love as the only way of fun. Martin I'm ready to relocate to another country if I meet my one and only man from abroad. Of course if I'm with the right person no matter where it is i will find peace and enjoy being with my soulmate no matter what! But I repeat not once, I must be sure of this step. Well, I live in Cheboksary city, it is a nice area near the Volga river. I love to travel & do it every chance I get. I visited Greece and Munich once (as a tourist), but I dream to see Paris. Of course I have international passport. Martin, do you have a visa to visit Russia?
I am looking for a gentleman that will treat his woman as good as he wants to be treated.
Martin I can not wait to here from you .... No doubt you'll have questions in your head about me just like I have some about you. I think of you a lot and wonder how it would be if we end up together! As always, take care of yourself !!! Your / Vera

Letter 4

Martin hi! How's your day? Good day now I have time to write you. I feel things are getting to the stage where I need to tell you more about me the personal and my family too. Martin, I love life. I do not smoke. I drink socially. I did not use any drugs. I do not have any illness. I'm a healthy female. What's about you? My family is important to me. My parents are happily married for 40 years and now they still together. I live a short distance from my mom and dad and i visit them regularly. I have sister and brother, they are all older than me and married, they live in other cities. I love my home... it is my little world. I live in my own apartment. There are three rooms: living room, kitchen and bedroom. Too huge for one little girl? smile! Two years ago I bought this apartment and I'm proud of it. I'm hard worker, but I'm not rich. I have driver's license, but do not have a car. Do you drive? You would prefer that your future wife worked or would be a housewife? Hey Martin, some time ago I deleted my profile from the site. I think it would be fair. What's about you? Please send me photo of you from your work place and i answer with the same. Ok? I look forward to hear from you! Take care and have a nice day Martin, Kiss... Vera

Letter 5

Martin my dear, as always I have carefully read your letter and I will try to respond to you as always, but I can not help but tell you that you do not ever answer my questions! Rightly! I do not know what to think, maybe my english are not perfect ! Maybe it's because you forget ! I'm not asking you anything, I'm not saying we need to see us immediately. Martin, I'm just asking you to listen to the voice of your heart and begin to know each other through the letters we write, we speak already of marriage and family and I appreciate this because I would like it too, but so many times as I've said before it seems that my letters do not even read !!! However, I wanted to answer you, but as I write these lines I did not feel like to do it !!! Vera

Letter 6

Martin my dear, hello! How are you doing today? I'm happy when I can read news from you. I sincerely hope that our story can go all the way. For sure I want to try with you and I hope it is mutual. I want to ask you one thing, Ok? Martin you know, what you want from your life? Tell me about your plans for the coming months, years? I'm always thinking about you... I glad you are serious and I think we will be incredible together. As you know, I spent a wonderful weekend with my family. They mean a lot to me. On saturday, we went to a karaoke club. I like to sing at karaoke club. Mainly I like songs from the 80's. I like a variety of artists and types from the Beatles, Stones, U2 and even some modern stuff. Do you sing Martin? On sunday, parents joined us and we really enjoyed the brief moment when we are together. Do you understand me? I could no longer hide you from my family and I told them about us. My family were surprised to learn that you are from another country and that we met on the internet. My sister said, why not... it will only allow me to increase my chances to meet the right man. In one word, my family has approved the our communication. Smile! My family say hello to you Martin!
Martin tell me the exact name of your city. I want to see in more details on internet the place where you live. Ok?
From this moment my family know that I'm talking with interesting foreign gentleman (that is you Martin) and they just want me to be happy... a strong lasting relationship takes time darling and we have to be patient... i want this to be right and i want you to be happy... i also want you in my arms but good things come to those that wait, you are worth waiting for Martin...
I am going to go for now! I have a busy day tomorrow. I send you much kisses. Can not wait to hear from you! Take care! Sincerely your Vera

Letter 7

Martin my dear, hello! I hope you have a good day off and think of me! All i ask is please do not break my heart ... i have had some bad relationships and have been taken advantage of ... i just want someone that is real and is willing to accept all the love i have, i will give you my heart and soul unconditionally, please be gentle! I think, to find the right partner you must be the right partner yourself. Do you agree Martin? I'm so happy that our paths crossed and i can share with you my thoughts.
Here i give you my full details.
My home adress:
Cheboksary city,
Egerskiy bulvar, 46
apartment 53, (428031)
Name - Vera
Surname - Kazakova

Please give me your full details too (your full home adress, your full name and surname), before we go any further. Ok? Martin it is important for me !!!

I too am very pleased to think about start together real and concrete! I understand that you have some doubts to me because you still do not know me but i assure you that i have nothing to hide and no secrets. I think exchanging email only will not get you anywhere, right? I only desire to fall in love and give my all to the man who will make me fall in love. If you want to be, it will be forever. I'm writing to you because i feel that you are really interested in me and I'm of you. I just want to start a real knowledge. Is it possible Martin? I wish you a perfect day, i as always am thinking of you honey! A big hug, your Vera

Letter 8

Martin my dear, hope you are doing well? I had a very hard working day and I have not any strength, but I decided to write you a few lines and to share with you my thoughts. Very often, thoughts of you prevent me to work normally. Smile! Do you remember when we started to exchange letters? In a few days will be our first anniversary ... one month since we met each other. Martin, I did not notice that a month has passed. I did not want to talk to you about it, but I think it would be better if there are no any secrets between us. Do you agree? I just want to know what you think about this? ok? Yesterday, I saw on TV the horrible story of Russian woman who met a foreign man on internet. Her name was Olga and she was from Moscow. His name was John and he was from the USA. They corresponded for many months and contacted via skype, before he came to visit her in Russia. He has won her heart and this woman is truly fallen in love with him, but when he came to Russia and they met in person, she realized that he just for sex with her. He demanded sex from her during their first meeting in his hotel room. Martin, can you believe it? He was blackmailing her that he will publish on internet her mails, photos and special private video that he recorded when they are contacted via skype, if she does not agree to have sex with him. She went in police and the police arrested this person and then deported him from Russia. Police reported that this man from the USA was married and had three children, but despite this, he also visited several other Russian women and also molested them sexually. The police said that very often foreign men begin to correspond with Russian women for the sake of what would visit them for sex only. I read on internet the bad stories about sex tourism, but the first time I learned that there are so many similar horror stories.
Martin, I'm not accusing you of anything, but what do you think about this? Write me! Tomorrow morning, I'll check my mail before I go to work. I want to know your opinion. Good night Martin! Sincerely your Vera.

Letter 9

Martin my dear, I worry!!! I think my computer crashed. Today a few times when I tried to write to you, my computer come to switched off and my letter disappears. Martin please answer immediately if you received this letter. Ok? I'm worried!!! Vera

Letter 10

Martin my honey, I'm still here. Do not worry you are part of my life and the things that are important to me and I hope we share all the good and bad things together and never hide what's going on in each other's life... ok? Martin, you have touched me like no other man. Do you understand what I mean? Do you miss me as much I missed you? Wish you was next to me when I woke up this morning. On saturday my PC totally crashed and I had to buy a new one. Gosh this new PC expensive stuff !!! smile! Only today, a computer's man from my work was able to come to me and set up my new computer. You are good about computers? Dear, you will have to teach me when we're together. Ok? My letter will be short. I just wanted to make sure that my new computer is working and we can write to each other. Write me immediately if you read this letter. Ok? I will be waiting! Thinking of you Martin! Kisses .... Vera PS. Now I take a shower, do you want to enjoy with me? ha ha just kidding dear.

Letter 11

Martin my darling, hi! How is it going? Tell me all your news please! So glad are able to write again, I really did miss you honey! Of course I had worried with this computer and stay days without reading you is a nice stress. I did not know if I would hear from you again. Than like an angel from heaven your letter came to me. I think about you a lot Martin. Happy thoughts... how we would react to each other when we first meet. How we would hold hands and laugh. How you would make me smile. Why you have touched me if you do not really know me, not to mention not even met me as yet? Strange, but I feel good about you. Martin, receiving your letters makes me feel good, so good that at times I imagine you are my man and you are only in other country and that we will be together soon... I wish! smile! I'm sure, between two person must be a mixture of friendship, respect and esteem physical attraction. It also very important that there is a sharing of emotions, feelings, values and interests. I think it is also important the spiritual aspect, grow together in respect for God and try not to fall into the bad along with the temptations of life. One of the best medicines, couple of women and men think it's the dialogue, that is all said and explain more about what they like or do not like the attitude of the other. If there is no dialogue creates unnecessary tension and resentment in the long run bring people to die away. It clear that another important thing is physical attraction and make love, but this is really nice and it is only when we are at the basis of all the things I've written above. I think it's time to hear your voice on the phone. This weekend I will give you my phone number and we will have our first phone conversation. Sure it will be exciting!!! Martin are you happy? I think I will be right if we talk on the phone, before we start to discuss our first meeting face to face. Do you agree? As you see, I asked you about our meeting! I do not want to pass our life only to write each other! I have a couple of questions for you ok? I'm interested to learn more about what interests you dear! Especially if there is some particular thing you would like to do in future... maybe something you always wanted to do, but never got around to? Can not wait to hold you. Well I'm going to bed. So good night my dear Martin! Kisses! Vera

Letter 12

Martin my dear, hello! I can not wait to see you! I do not know what is wrong, but I do not hear from you the last two days. In my last letter I gave you my full details. Martin, please give me your full name and surname and your full home adress, before we go any further. Ok? It is important for me !!! Vera

Letter 13

Martin my dear, hi! I hope you had a good day? I'm honest in my intentions. I want to have a reliable partner, happy family and stable future. I can not wait to see you! I'm glad that we do not try to be somebody different than we are! I'm sure, any person is interesting and in himself and it's not necessary to add qualities you do not have. Am I right? We exchanged our details and this was the next step in the development of trust between us. Do you agree? I start to think that you can be the person with whom I will feel comfortable. What about you? Martin, what do you feel? All the time i have your image in my mind. So if you are willing to take care of me, I will do my best to make you happy. But only personal meeting may confirm that the choice was right, or destroy our conception. Martin, what is the time difference between our countries? I promised to give you my phone and I will do it and we will be able to call each other. But I want to be sure of every my step absolutely and never regret of anything. I hope that you will respect my opinion, Martin? I think we'll have to plan our first phone conversation on Saturday, when I'll be free from work. Do you agree? Today the 38 birthday of my friend and we are invited. Honey, your tuxedo are ready? Smile! Her name is Irina and she is my one and true friend ... we have been friends for over 20 years. My dear Martin, you have a lot of friends? Now I go to prepare for birthday's party. I will write to you tomorrow. Ok? Kiss you! Vera.
PS. Martin what you will never accept in your life partner?

Letter 14

Martin my dearest, hello... evening here and I decided to write you a few lines. I'm really tired, a lot of work. In december, I have a vacation and I should be able to complete all the work projects. My boss is a real tyrant! I hate him! smile! I recorded a voice message for you. Sweet dreams and good night Martin! Vera

Letter 15

Martin my dear, how are you there without me? I miss you so much! All weekend I was away from the computer. I was visiting my friends in country house. All last working week was really hard and I decided that I had to leave all the worries and spend the weekend with my friends. Only now I'm back home and I decided to write you immediately. Martin, give me your exact and correct cell phone number and I'll call you tonight. I very want to speak with you! Please reply now! I will wait! Kisses! your Vera

Letter 16

Martin my dear, ( +7 903 346-07-89 ) it's my cell phone number. Please call me now! I'm waiting! Vera

Letter 17

Martin my darling, you are thief !!! You stole my heart! smile! Very cold here today. Brrr.... came a real winter. I had a very very hard working day and I have not any power... I fall down and I go to sleep now. Martin, sorry for short letter today. Good night! Kiss! your Vera

Letter 18

Martin my dear, I hope you're doing fine? Today I had another bad working day and I feel terrible. In such moments, I'm starting to regret that I chose the profession of accountant. I'm joking of course! I can not wait when my vacation will begin and I can have a rest. I want to ask you one thing before I go to bed. Ok? In your country, I will feel in safety? All day in my office I work on computer with financial documents and today I had not any desire to go to my computer at home, when I came home from work. But I thought I should write you a few lines and say that you have become part of my world and I thinking of you all the time! Please be patient with me. Ok? I hope tomorrow I will feel better and I will write a detailed letter. Good night and sweet dreams my dear Martin! Sincerely your Vera