Letter(s) from Tracy Davies to Amanda (Australia)

Letter 1

Hello my love,

My love here are a few things I wish to do with you at some point in this lifetime: Be your best friend. Get caught with you in the rain. Dance with you in the rain. Stargaze on a clear night. watch the sunset together. Spend all day with you doing nothing. Moonlit walks on the beach. Be more proud of you than I already am at this very moment. Go on a carriage ride through the park. Do a crossword together. Go to brunch. Have a disagreement (it could/will only make us stronger). Go for a twilight horseback ride. Watch a bad movie together.Spend the rest of my life with you.Have our picture taken together.
Eat ice cream with you. Make love to you passionately, go to a museum together. Talk to each other using only body language. Give you space when you need it. Accept you totally and completely - flaws and all . Discuss current events in a heated debate.
Have you see the error of your ways from aforementioned heated debate and make mad, torrid love to you, in the midst of all that passion. Carve our names into a tree/table. Go for a walk at dusk together. Be one with you. Send you a singing telegram. Spend all night thinking of 101 sweet things to do for you. Hold you and gaze into your eyes and realize how much I love you...and tell you. Gently run my hand across your cheek and look into your eyes. Blindfold you and take you somewhere romantic. Spend my life making you happy. Spend my life making our family happy. Feel your heartbeat. See our unborn child/children in your eyes. Go roller/ice skating together. Give you a back rub just because. Always being honest with each other, go hiking/camping together. Have our first fight, make up and feel a stronger bond because we very successfully weathered the storm - together.
Marry you. Laugh at someone together. Share a plate of spaghetti. Give you a stuffed animal just because, go on a fun family vacation and bring back the kind of memories movies are made of. Treat you like my Lancelot. Go on a road trip across America. Count thunder together during a thunderstorm. Envelop you in my soul. Cook your favorite meal/meals.
Know you better than you know yourself. Go to a renaissance fair. Plant a tree in our yard together. Look over at you during an family party and have you know without me saying a word - that I love you.Be able to say "I love you" in 89 different ways - in 89 different countries. Hold you when you're at your saddest and comfort you when you need it the most. Be the one you come to for that comfort and holding. Wipe away the days' stresses and issues, with just one hug/kiss. Grow old with you. My Love how are you doing today? Hope you had a nice night? Did you dream of me last night?What was the dream you had? I want to meet you real soon to make our love happen..

I love you always,
Your future wife to be,

Letter 2

You are truly God sent,the more I think of how and when you came into my life, I can give no one credit but God.It was so pure, so natural, and so right. The things I prayed for came through you. Different things you have said and still are saying are things that were in my heart that I've never told anyone about but God alone.
You brought out the best in me. You've shown me what real love is and how to love. You treat me with such royalty, like a precious gem. You listen to me and you believe in me. You always know what to say, when to say it and how to say it at the right time and moment.
The love you have for me builds up my faith that in God's timing, we will be a happy family. Sweetheart, I love you with an unconditional love. It will never stop Sweetheart I just wanted you to know that I am the luckiest woman in the world to be with you. I have never been so happy in my life than I am when I'm with you. You mean the whole world to me and I can't wait for the day when the world knows the love I have for you. I want nothing more than to be a wonderful wife and perfect woman you have ever met in your life. I bless the day we found each other. I'm grateful that you took a chance on our love. I'm happy I followed my heart until you found me.You are truly my best friend and the only man in the world for me. There are no words to describe the depth of my feeling for you. There are no actions that can convey the way I feel.
And so, as promised, I will spend the next 200 years or so trying to show you how much your love means to me

Letter 3

I just want to write you a little note. Thank you so much for having so much faith in me and in us as a couple. Thank you for making me a better person, and for giving your heart to me and opening up so much. Over the last few Days, it's been wonderful; I never expected to feel this way nor actually be with you in this way, experiencing life with you. You are wonderful man. You make me really happy. I was thinking so much about that earlier this afternoon, when I am going to meet you at the airport. I am getting butterflies in my stomach just at the thought of seeing you face to face for the first time. You make everything complete and I can't imagine spending time with someone else and having these feelings for anyone else. I'm anxious to see you. Time is ticking, and it's going by really slow. You say that you are going to make me a happy woman ... well, you have already done that, just by being you and showing me love and being so open with your feelings. You are what I dreamed of when I was a little girl, someone with integrity, honesty, love, affection, handsome, and with such a charming personality. I never thought I would find you, but here you are. I love you so much, and can't wait to be with you. I want to give you my heart and soul. I don't care about anything else in the world because I am in love with you. I love you. Thank you honey, for you have made all of my dreams come true. I could not ask for more. I am the luckiest girl in the world to be called your girlfriend, I'm truly honored.
I will love you to send me the nearest airpot and your detailed address,i will be through with what i came for today and will want to fly home to you by friday and would you be free to pick me up when i get to the airport?
I have missed you today. I kept thinking of the security of your arms when you will hold me, the wonderful flutter in the pit of my stomach when you will look at me with loving eyes. There is just something about the autumn air that makes me feel at ease and open to love. It's hard to describe the emotion churning inside my body. It is like a delicate thunderstorm.With every kiss the storm gets stronger. The lightning strikes and my body yearns for you.
Oh, I have missed you my love
Yours truly,

Letter 4

I am so sorry for not getting back to you on time, I am not happy here presently as i am in a Dilemma and have kept this to myself for a while cause i did not want to disturb you. The customs here is holding my goods, they request me to pay extra custom charges for the goods, and i don't have any cash left on me to pay for the extra custom charges, I have my budget for this trip and I must confess to you that I gathered every resources available to me to embark on this trip and i have invested all my money on my diamond business, which is with the custom right now , they threatened to seize the goods if i don't pay the fee on time . please, i dont want the customs to seize my goods finally, the goods is my life and all i have left I never knew this not until this time. I really don't feel comfortable asking you for this but right now you have to know that coming up with this mail is hard for me but on this as a matter of emergency because I can't afford jeopardize everything . i am so sorry to bother you with my personal problem, honey, I really need your assistance. get back to me and let me know if you can be of help to me..Whenever you are reading this just try to add some personal understanding to it because i must tell you that I really don't know what I am writing right now but all I want to share with you and to ask from you is just for your help. Honey i need your help about this now.

I will be waiting anxiously to read your response and that will determine my fate

Letter 5

M love,you just need to send me the money through western union

Let me know if you will be doing that please,i am sorry about your sister
i love you so much