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Romance scam letter(s) from Natalia Baydina to Thomas (USA)
Letter 1
Hello Thomas. All this time, I have not seen your letter. Why did not you write to me? I hope that all is well with you. I need to know about it. Because I'm worried. I want to see the answer to my last letter. How was your day? I hope that the e-mail between us works well.
I'll look forward to your answer. I hope that you will write to me soon. Natalya
Letter 2
Hello Thomas! I am glad to see your letter!!!! How at you weather? We had all the day long a sun, it very much cheers up!! Do you like sunny weather? In independence of that the winter or summer when in the street the sun brightly shines, at me happens good mood. You know, speak, how you will begin day so it and you will spend? We have such saying, in Russia. On it I try to begin morning always with a smile. Thanks, that you have told to me about you. It was very interesting to me to learn how there passes your life. And it allows me to learn better you.
After all than more we will tell about us. That we will be better to learn each other. And then we will know to what will result us our dialogue. You agree with me in it? My day has passed today well. I weigh day was on work. I very much love the work. As I spoke, she is connected with children. I work as the teacher throughout 5 years. I teach a choreography and piano lessons. And you play on what or a musical instrument? You would like to learn to play a piano? I think, I could learn you to it! At me three groups of children. In each group on 15 persons. To me so to like to learn them to dance, discipline and music. I very much love these children. At times that seems to me that I replace with it parents. At them always changeable mood, sometimes they are capricious also to me to have to calm them. And to me to like to make it. When at children with whom I am engaged, something turns out to me so pleasantly to look at it. We have many concerts, performances. As every month we have a concert for parents where children show the successes. All parents of children who are trained at me, very much are grateful to me. And I am happy from that I make something good for people, and I bring it pleasure. My day always is filled by smiles and vanity. But when I come to become home to me is very empty. You understand as it? It is very difficult, I always think only that there would pass night faster and in the morning I again will be not one. But I do not despair!!! I always try to be good to people and all heart I hope, that sometime I will meet that man, and between us the fine feeling love will flash!!! I think, that each person should love and be favourite!!! And you as think? It for you is important? Earlier I thought, that it will come in due course, but now I have understood, that it not when will not come itself if not to open heart. And I so would like to make it, but only for the unique person!!!
What completely to trust it and to love its all heart not being afraid to burn. And you tested sometime the true love? Or you just as I wait second half which is appointed to you by destiny? And in general in my life such motto “everything, that all does not become to the best”!
It is such optimistical motto which always gives to me of forces. Especially for work as a lot of energy what to charge there is required to her of my pupils. Thomas, tell me about your work? Do you love your work? Or you simply are busy to it for this purpose what to live? That helps you to cope with every day difficulties. That helps you to cope with every day difficulties. I wait your letter, and answers to my questions it you will help me to learn better you, about what person!!!! I hope, that you as set to me all questions which you interest.
Whether as I wish to ask you all you understand that I write to you? I learnt at school English language and at institute, but all the same it not so is good, and I sometimes not understand all that you write. On it I wish you to warn, that you would not take offence, if suddenly I do not answer your question. Probably I simply have not understood, that it you had to a kind. Thomas, on such cases I wish you to ask what you have simply written this question anew!!! Ok? On it I will finish the letter! Good-bye!!! Yours Natalya
Letter 3
HELLO THOMAS! I ADORE YOU AND I WISH TO FEEL YOU!!!!!! I ADORE TO READ YOU!!!!!! I receive the sea of pleasant emotions which force my heart to feel pleasure from your words. I am happy, that your feelings are mutual to me. To me so it is pleasant, that you have to me gentle romantic feelings. This improbable pleasure for me to understand that we begin so are close. Also I hope, that our feelings will grow and will not have borders! I have recollected history that when the person is born there is a new star and when someone dies one star falls. One star - one life. I looked at the sky and searched for our stars. It is very interesting to me, what occurs, when two persons, enamoured each other meet? How you think? I think, that stars unite. Also become more and more brightly. I hope, that written English you understand mine and understand my feelings. You know, what happens yesterday? I, as well as thought, have met you in the dream. It was so perfectly. We have met in the street, I went along the street and thought of what that, you went to me towards and thought of the. And we have casually faced, you have asked, I will go with you to cinema or not. I have told, I do not know. You had one more ticket, and you have invited me. And I have gone with you to cinema. But cinemas we did not look, we communicated with you more. When the comedy has ended, we left cinema happy.
You have told, that spend me. When we have reached the house we did not wish to be separated. We stood about my door both talked. Also have not noticed, how became close one to another and we have kissed. As our first kiss was fine!!!!!! it was fine!!!!!! On my body there has passed a pleasant shiver. I have fallen in your embraces, and you have kept me, and we continued to kiss. You see dreams? You can describe them? I would like, what our dreams would become a reality. You want it? I send you the kisses, and I hope, what tomorrow I will receive yours as, you will send them to me?? Something I have fallen into a reverie and nearly have not forgotten to tell to you. Today, I have gone to housing and communal services, you know, what is it? At us there pay for utilities. I needed to pay for light, and there I have met with Marina. But she hurried up home because she needed to make a supper to the husband. I am very glad for her, I too would like to make a supper for the beloved man. You would like, what I would make a supper to you? Marina has told, that it is very glad that has met me, she has told to me, that was going to go today to me. Thomas, you remember, I said to you, that when we sat in cafe with Marina, she has told to me about a meeting of graduates. This meeting will be tomorrow. You not against if I will go on a meeting of graduates? To me it is important, that you will tell on it. I will look forward your letter! Your most gentle Natalya
Letter 4


Hello Thomas! How are you my sweet? Do all you okay? I really miss you honey! Thanks for your words about love. I am very happy, that you have to me such strong feelings. It is pleasant to me to know, that I can make you at least little bit more happily. You for me became very important. And I want that on your person always there was a happy smile. My heart thaws, when you speak about your feelings to me. You the fine man Also have heart of an angel. I am happy, that have met you! Yesterday I have very well spent time. We very much did not see for a long time all. You know and I one remained not married of all with whom we together studied. Almost all have children. At everyone the cares. Many have come on a meeting with the husbands. You know so interestingly to look at those whom for a long time did not see. All have very much changed. We sat in cafe, laughed, recollected the student's years. You know together we have recollected so much, I even from this did not remember half. Me it was very cheerful. Are you happy for me? Then all gathered home and Marina, with husband Misha, have decided me to spend. We went and talked Marina, has asked me about, whether I communicate with you. I to her have told about you, about what you good.
She asked me to tell apologies to you that she in the beginning has not so treated kindly you. You accept its apologies? I hope what yes!
Know I all road went and thought only of you and about that what somewhat quicker to lay down to sleep and dream about you. My wish has come true, I had you! This dream was so realistic. In it, I dreamed that we were together. We sat with you in the restaurant between us burned candles. We looked into each other's eyes and admired. Was all as in reality, I even saw myself reflected in your eyes. We sat talking then you took my hand and asked me to dance. I fell into your arms, and we circled the dance of love. I even thought that I could feel the warmth and tenderness of your hands. In the morning I woke up and opened his eyes you were not there, I was very upset. I so want that this dream has become a reality! Do you want it? I understand, now I am pretty sure that I love you!!! And I wanna scream so loud that you would have heard it, my prince! I love, love you! And I'm sure that you're just the man I've been waiting all my life!!! I want to confess to you in love, looking into your eyes!! I was overwhelmed with emotion, finally, it happened. I found you my only and long-awaited. I'll look forward to your letter. I send you a million kisses hope they touch you and get back to me on my lips! Goodbye my and only my Thomas!!! Your and only your Natalya
Letter 5
Hello my dear Thomas! Today I spent the whole day thinking about us. About that, as though we were together. I very much wish to believe, that all will be fine also I hope, that you understand all gravity of an event. I hope you understand that it is both very large and important step for us. At the person in a life always there comes the moment in which he chooses and that he will choose, will be with him further. I very much worry. I heard, that there are bad men in America which offend Russian girls who come to them. But I am assured, that you the good man and with me will be all right. I should tell to you about it because it in my head and I want that you knew, that I completely trust you. You the fine man!!!! I need to consider all. I need to solve all for itself. In a life I always do the considered steps, and I cannot give you the concrete answer now. But I will think. I hope, that you will understand me! You only present, as it for me if I will go to your country. I there never was, and you I also never saw. At me now in a head of thousand thoughts, soul asks to you. It is the big step and I think, that you as need to reflect on it well. Your words sound so pleasantly to my heart. It is very pleasant to me to realise, that your feelings grow to me. Heart starts to fight faster when I think of you. Also starts to fight even faster when I come to library, and I see your words about love. And I understand, that it is your feelings which go from your heart. With you in my heart has appeared a lot of pleasure. As if the sun shines every day for me. Thomas, you remember, I said to you, that when to me happens badly or I do not know the answer to a question I go home. I think, that now such situation. Today I will go to mum and the aunt. I need to consult to them. Tomorrow I will return and I will write you my letter. I love you and think of you constantly. Your Natalya
Letter 6
Hello dear Thomas! I returned from my mums. My trip was excellent. We have well spent time. We had many themes for discussion. The most important thing about what we is final talked, it about us with you. Your words sound very pleasantly to my heart. I would like to feel your gentle strong embraces more likely already! I cannot wait to appear in your hands! It will be very pleasant to me to become a part of your life. And I wish to make you happy! Thomas, my mum and the aunt have told, that are very glad for us, that we love each other and we wish to be together. I have told it, that I am going to go to you. They were very anxious. But I calmed them and said that all would be well. They see that I love you very much and I wish only happiness. I will be happy only with you. And that's why they let me to you. But now at me a question to you! You understand, what for me it is very big step? It will absolutely change our lives. I long thought, how it is better to us to meet. I think, that it will be better if I go to you. Because now I do not work. I have a lot of free time and and I will be able to engage in travel questions. I also hope that I can continue to dance. If certainly you not against that! Tell, you have a place where we can live together? For me the main thing, that you would be always with me. More it is necessary nothing for me in this life. To me without a difference, as well as in what conditions to live. The main thing that every night I fell asleep in your embraces! Please, consider still time and give me the answer. I think, that relations initially should be under construction on trust, that we should trust each other. I am assured, that if I will arrive to you, with me all will be good. I am a little afraid, but this is normal. My love more than any fear. I decided that if you want, I will go to you. But I will start something to undertake only after you will tell to me the definitive answer.
Now my life has changed, and it was made by you. I wish to be only with you. But while we is far from each other and I need to wait for your letters only. Thomas, I hope soon to see your letter and the definitive answer. Yours and only yours Natalya
Letter 7
Hello my love Thomas! Thanks for your answer. I love you all heart and soul. When I have received for the first time your letters, fairly to tell I did not think, that it to turn to such feelings. Now I cannot live without you and day. Earlier I heard much about love as it is fine. I have never experienced this myself. Now I understand, that this such. To me all is indifferent. For me the main thing, that at me is you! I am assured, that with you I will be the happiest girl in the world. I am very happy to meet you. Each person should have second half!
I have found you! It you Thomas!!!! Your words sound very pleasantly to my heart. I would like to feel your gentle strong embraces more likely already! I cannot wait to appear in your hands! It will be very pleasant to me to become a part of your life. And I wish to make you happy! Today I have been very strained. I all thought, that you will answer me. When I went to library, my heart fought as-as if one million times a minute. Thanks you Thomas!!!! Thanks, that you are. Thanks, that I have found you. You believe in destiny? After we have got acquainted, I believe in destiny! Anything in the world does not become in vain. All life I was one. I waited for that minute when there will be you!!!! My thoughts now all are mixed. I think of much. I constantly dream of you. If both of us agree, that I come to you. I will learn all about a trip. As soon as I learn all I I will inform you. I think, that it not all so is simple, but I will make all and I will arrive to you. I very much want our meeting. I am assured, that it in my forces.When I went to mum I was a little caught a cold, but I think it is nothing serious and it will pass.I think when we're together, we'll take care of each other at the time when we are ill. We will share the life experience. I think, that together our life will be fine!!! You too so think? Well. On it I will finish my letter. Tomorrow many cases. I still wish to descend in hospital what to pass inspection. That the doctor has written out to me any tablets and cold has not turned to something more serious. As, I will go, and I will learn how me to arrive to you. I also should know all your necessary information to fly to you. This your full name, your address and the airport name. I should learn ticket cost. I hope, that you will tell to me it in the following letter. I will write you tomorrow mine darling. I will miss. Yours forever Natalya
Letter 8
Hello my dear Thomas! I am very glad to read your lines. Thanks, that you bring to me a smile and pleasure. And I so would like, that you spoke it to me, looking in my eyes. You want it? It is really pleasant to me to hear your feelings to me. I want, that we with you had our happy lives together! Also began to love each other every day more strongly. I want, that we could sit with you somewhere and speak about usual things. That we could be in embraces each other. I would like to kiss you and to feel your gentle breath. It seems to me, that only with you I will become rather happy. Recently my thoughts only about you. I am grateful to you that you have given me your information. It will be useful for me because I will go to travel agency and I will learn that for me is required to travel to you. I think that already tomorrow I can learn approximate date of my flight. You only imagine it. Tomorrow I will know, when we can carry out all our dreams. From it I am am overflowed with emotions. My full name Natalya Baydina. Thomas, I visited today the doctor. But before the doctor's visit, I stood a huge queue. In our hospital now there are physical examinations on conscription. I at all do not understand, why it passes in simple hospital. Because of it there huge queue. Even old grandmothers sit and wait, when there will pass physical examination young men. At you before conscription young men also pass physical examination in usual civil hospitals? I think, that the state should take away special places for this purpose. I very tired to expect. The doctor to me has told, that at me anything terrible has written out to me a medicine.
He to me has told, that will be fast to me better. I will be on it hopes. In hospital I have met my former schoolgirl. She was with mum.
They also stood on reception to the doctor to the pediatrist. The girl was ill with a chicken pox. I have wished her the prompt recover. She has asked me, when I to them will return. I would not like to speak to her, but I have told, that I will already never teach at them. She was very much afflicted, but I have told to her, that she very presented girl. When she will grow, she can understand all it. Then I have looked in my bag and have found sweets. I gave her candy. She has smiled, and to me was so pleasantly to see this smile. Thomas, I very much like to see at close people a smile on the face. It does to me pleasure. When I will arrive to you I always I will smile!! You will be happy from it? Today I wished to go to travel agency to learn about a trip to you. But I have not had time to make it today. Because very long time has stayed in hospital. Tomorrow I will go there and all I learn. I very much wish to speak to you, about the love looking in your eyes! Me very much pleases, that I can do it soon!!!! Yours and only yours Natalya
Letter 9
Thomas my love, to me painfully to speak to you about it. But I cannot arrive to you. It is very expensive to me. When I have heard about cost of a trip I have not fainted nearly. I have asked them whence they took such prices. They have explained to me, that if I will do all it is itself, it will turn out even more. As it will be necessary for me to go and receive documents most. And at them contracts everywhere are concluded and consequently they do it more cheaply and faster. They have asked me, whether I will conclude the contract on a trip. I have refused. Thomas, forgive me! Forgive me, that I to you have encouraged. Forgive, that I said to you, that our meeting will be very fast. I believe in our love and I believe, that all dreams realizable. I do not know, that to you to tell. I understand, that I am guilty to you. I hope, that you will forgive me. There should be a way. I believe, that we will be together! I love you all heart! I would like to shout so loudly that you have heard about it!!!!! You are necessary to me and your love!!!! I beg you, forgive me, that I was so is silly and have not learnt about all in advance. I thought, that my savings will suffice, but it is not enough of it. I simply did not know. I never travelled before and did not know about it. Forgive me Thomas!!! You at me good and I hope, that you will try to understand me. I very much hope for your pardon because without you my life is not meaningful! I love you, I love, I love you Thomas!!!! I hope to see your answer! I LOVE YOU!!!! Without you I do not know what for to me to live. I am created only for you!!! Yours Natalya
Letter 10
Hello my love Thomas! I write you my letter and my eyes are full some tears! Thanks, that you have forgiven me! Thanks! I cannot imagine my life without you. My heart is broken off from a pain. I never felt such strong pain in my heart. You the man of all my life! I love you. You are necessary to me, and now I choke without you and your love! I love you. I thought what be fast we can together. I imagined our first meeting, your first kiss! Thomas but when I have learnt about cost of a trip to me it became very bad. I could not keep my tears. The Pain has filled my heart! I could not tell words. To me it is very bad! I cannot believe, that I cannot make anything to be together with you and to carry out all our dreams! In travel agency to me have told, that I could travel to you to me, it is necessary to pay documents and tickets. Cost of documents - 730 US dollars. In this cost it is included: Passport 130 of dollars, The visa of 227 dollars, Trip to Moscow
205 dollars, Residing at Moscow 113 dollars, Medical examination of 55 dollars. Thomas, also to me have told ticket cost in Minneapolis -
617 US dollars. I have only 240 US dollars. It is very big sum and I have no means to pay mine a trip. I do not know what to do! I never can pay my trip!!! After all if I had means I could arrive to you in two weeks. In travel agency to me have told that if I can pay my trip all documents will be ready in two weeks. Then I need to pay the ticket, and I can fly to you. I do not know that now to me to do! And my heart is broken off from a pain! Thomas, only with you I can become the happiest! I wish to be yours forever!! Now I will write you my letter and I will go home where I am am waited again by a cold bed, a lonely room, grief, grief and loneliness... I very much want that the house in which we will be together always has been filled by your laughter and smiles. That in our house it was always warm from ours with you of love and passion. But after all now it is dreams. I very much want, that ours with you dreams became a reality! I wish to live together with you all my life. I wish to be together with you forever! To me to become even worse when I start to think, that I cannot make anything to embody all ours with you dreams in a reality. From it my eyes are even more filled with tears, my heart is even more filled with a pain. I very much hope, that tomorrow I can read your letter. After all only your letter for me as a sun beam in the cloudy sky. I love you with all heart and with all soul! Yours and only yours Natalya.
Letter 11
Hello my love Thomas! I read your letter and from my eyes tears flow! I do not know, that to me to do. I feel your love to me. I feel, when you think of me. Your letters and a photo the finest that at me are. Your letters sincere. Thomas, I think of us much. I very much would wish to spend with you all life. I very much miss on you. Thomas, I wish to fall asleep and wake up together with you in one bed! I do not represent that to me to do! To me it is very sick, that this problem on my shoulders! It is a shame to me, that I could not arrive to you. I very much would like, that you have supported me! As I said to you, that cost of documents of 730 dollars. That I have all now these are 240 dollars. If I had 490 dollars more I could start to do documents and our meeting would start to come nearer every day. Documents become two weeks. As soon as documents will be ready it is necessary to pay the ticket and I could arrive to you. Thomas, I am powerless. I have no such money. I do not know, that to me to do! To me it is very sick, that we are divided by distance. I would give all to be with you wash the darling. But I can make nothing. You that whom I searched for all my life. I am assured we are created for each other. I know, that only you can do me happy. To me it is very bad without you. I very much wish to feel taste of your sweet lips and gentle kisses. You are necessary to me only! You the finest man in the world. You the most important person for me. I think of us much. I want to you, I want you.
I very much wish to embrace you and to kiss. I want, that we always were together and divided all pleasures and failures in a life. You to me help to struggle with all my problems. I think of you and at me all turns out. Thomas, I will make all, that you were happy. Because when on your person a smile I am happy. For me it is the best gift in a life. I very much like to look at your photos. I always carry one of a photo at heart! It is a photo warms me! I very strongly love you. You are necessary to me only! Without you my life is not meaningful. I with impatience will wait for your letter! I gently embrace you and is sweet the whole! I very much would wish to make it now, but between us a barrier and distance! I do not know as us to overcome it! But I hope, that in one fine day we will be together forever. And we will be happy. I very much would like that it has occurred more likely... Yours and only yours Natalya.
Letter 12
Thomas how I could trust in you? The truth say, that the love is blind. And my love did not become an exception. Thomas, I idolised you, have put on a pedestal, have told all about the feelings. And you were indifferent, as if it you does not concern. Such sensation, that I told not about the feelings, and about the recipe of a new pie which I subtracted in magazine. To you was as deeply to spit. How you could so to arrive? I smother before you have opened, and you in it have spat, moreover and were trampled, as though, and it was necessary. To me it is sick and very sad from your behaviour. Insult very deeply in heart. But nevertheless I love you, and my love does not pass. I love and I hate simultaneously. Me pulls to you as a magnet, and I cannot do anything with myself. Recollecting our conversation, I feel disgust for you and for, that you so with me have arrived, but I continue you to love, not looking, on what. Here is how you so can? fell in love me in itself, and has then killed the indifference. You know, that without you I do not live, and I exist. The feeling of insult eats me from a nutria, and the love restores all after a fire. And so proceeds day after day. And this fire will not abate, as it cannot destroy everything because it is all is restored. The eternal flame, soul is broken off on slices, and heart is smashed. For what you so with me? I after all simply love you and I ask nothing in exchange, only a sympathy droplet. But you and on it are not capable. You can destroy only! Sometime you will understand, that such to be crushed favourite the person. Understand, that I simply do not know, that to me to think! YOU have confused me! I do not know now, that you feel to me! Thomas I do not know how to name our relations! I do not know, that to me to do further! Natalya. Natalya.
Letter 13
Thomas, I thought that we already spoke with you about mistrust! I thought that we have understood each other! Remember I to you wrote about what I tested for the first time when you spoke about your mistrust? But you have not understood that I to you wished to tell in my letters!! It is very a pity to me that in your heart there is a mistrust! I am assured of it! Thomas, you live with your mistrust! Now I understand all! Thomas, you are adjusted negatively and consequently you think only of the bad! I understand that in our life a lot of lie, a dirt and pains! I understand these things can aggravate trust to people, and belief in the best! Thomas, it is terrible! To me it is terrible for you! To me it is terrible that you are so cold! I do not know as to melt ice in your heart! I think to us it is necessary to arrive so! If in your heart there is really love then the love can win all your fears! If in your heart there is no love and it only liking then we cannot meet! I think that we the meeting is not necessary if in your heart there is no love! I want love and be loved! I want that our feelings were mutual! If it is not present, our meeting is not necessary to me! I will be better to suffer here one, than to suffer together with you and to force you to suffer! Thomas, I think that you need to think of it and to make the decision! Now I have understood in what a problem! I have understood that this life has broken your optimism and belief! I know that to you will be heavy to make the decision! I very much hope that it will be the correct decision because this decision will be accepted by you! I will press your answer! I hope that you will arrive as your heart, instead of cold reason will tell to you! I hope that my love to you can melt ice in your heart!
Remember that I loved you, always! Even the toga when did not know you! You were in my heart since most my birth! Thomas, arrive as your heart will tell! I do not want that you did that do not want! I do not want that you did something against your will! You should not send money, I do not require it! Thomas, understand that your love is necessary to me only! Natalya.
Letter 14
Thomas, I did not sleep all this night. I thought of you! I thought of our relations. Thomas, I have presented a situation if you is gone from my life. From this thought my heart was compressed, and has started to choke with mental anguish. The pain - which starts with heart and holds down all body. I have tested its roofing felt from one thought that I will lose you. Thomas, this night I have definitively understood that my life any more will not be as before. I on the nature the one-woman man. I cannot grow fond of whom that still. And not who except you is not necessary to me! Thomas, you are necessary to me only and only your love! Yesterday I laid and thought why between us there was this quarrel and I have understood that it only trifles. I hope that you can forgive me if I was rough with you. But also from your party there were many ugly words. I hope that you as do not wish to continue this quarrel. Thomas, give we will forget about it! Give we will forget about that conversation! I wish to forget it and any more when not to recollect! I would not want that you did to me painfully! I do not wish to do to painfully you! Thomas, I hope that you with me agree also we not when again we will not return to it!
Thomas, we love each other also it perfectly! We should do each other happy instead of not private! Thomas, give any more when we will not be quarrels! Give we will forget about it! My date of birth 5 August 1987. Thomas, my address: Russia, Krasnoyarskiy kray, Zelenogorsk, Kalinina 23-6, 663690. But I ask you, it is not necessary for me to send anything. In Russia mail works not so well, and I think that I cannot receive, that you wish to send to me. I am grateful to you for desire to give me a gift, but I ask. It is not necessary it. After all it can be lost and I never will receive it. And it can be simply lost. We should struggle for our future! If in our hearts there will be a mistrust to each other, we not when cannot meet! We should trust each other completely, and only the destiny will give us chance! We should try from for all forces what to meet! We are divided by thousand kilometres! BUT I am assured that it is feasibly our love! We should join hands, and pass through all barriers! We should struggle for our meeting! I hope that you support me! Thomas, yesterday when I have thought of that that I can lose you, I have tested huge mental anguish! Which has not passed till now! I will look forward your letter, I am assured that it will facilitate my sufferings! Thomas, I yours forever! Please do not offend me! After all I love you! Yours and only yours Natalya.
Letter 15
Hello my love Thomas! How there has passed your day? How your health my an angel? I so strongly love you. And I so am glad to see your letter. Tell to me my beloved if now you had a possibility to think of any desire, tell to me that you have thought? Which desire at you now? I would ask destiny that I have now closed eyes, have opened and have seen you. Thomas I wish to be with you. I want that you were a number. This biggest desire. More nothing interests me, both only with you and only in your embraces I wish to be now! My beloved, we with you communicate any more the first day, and at all the first month. But we till now not together. Thomas, I understand that on all time is necessary. And I understand, that there can not be all so smoothly and ideally. I am a Christian. I really believe in God. Yes I wish to marry you. I love roses. My address: Russia, Krasnoyarskiy kray, Zelenogorsk, Kalinina 23-8, 663690. I hope, that our meeting already very soon happens. I so have got tired to fall asleep in my cold bed. I have got tired of loneliness. I like to fall asleep looking on your picture. I wish to fall asleep in your embraces, on your shoulder. But unfortunately we not together, and I at all do not know when it is all will change. Thomas I very much like to read about your dreams, of your thoughts. About our future life. But when it is all happens?
When we already will be together? I do not wish to offend you, and I understand that you also have problems. And it is inevitable for all people. After all problems happen at all. But after all each time, postponing our barriers. We postpone our happiness on then. Thomas I so wish to be with you together. I wish to help you in all. I wish to be with you and to enjoy your kisses, I wish to enjoy your love. And I hope that already soon we will together, and our loneliness will end. And we will not fall asleep any more in loneliness. We can go to bed in embraces each other. We can enjoy sew love. We will be together, and we will be happy my beloved. Thomas I love you. Your beloved Natalya
Letter 16
Thomas, I write you today the letter with tears on eyes. Thomas, all night long nightmares dreamt me. In these dreams, we were in together!
We looked against each other! I was pulled what to kiss you, but suddenly you have started to keep away from me. You as whether it be would leave under water, and I was on a surface. I shouted to you! I tried to reach you hands! But all it was useless! I cried from the powerlessness. Even in a dream I have felt intolerable mental anguish. When I have woken up and delighted to that it was only a dream.
Thomas but after that I could not fall asleep. I thought of you and our relations. Thomas, you believe, what there are prophetic dreams?
Probably, it was a destiny sign? Probably, the destiny tries to tell, what we lose each other? Thomas, tell to me, you still love me? YOU still want, what we would be together? Thomas. Tell to me, that feels your heart. Tell to me, what to us to do with our meeting? How many to us to wait for day, our meeting? Thomas, I have promised to myself, that I will be the strong girl and I will suffer separation! But this night it seemed to me, that I do not have forces more, to suffer! Thomas, we should, that that to undertake! I so cannot any more! My heart is broken off on a part from a pain! I cannot without you any more, and your love! I any more do not wish to suffer! Thomas, we suffered enough, now we should be happy! We have deserved our happiness! After all, so Thomas??? I do not understand, that you wished to tell in your letter. Please answer my letter, as soon as possible! For me it is important to know your opinion! To me it is important that you think of our meeting and about our future! I will look forward your answer! THOMAS, WE SHOULD BE TOGETHER! WE SHOULD TO FIND AT LAST THAT THE PRESENT HAPPINESS! I will wait for your answer. Yours and only yours Natalya.
Letter 17
Hello my beloved Thomas! To me so it is now sad to me sadly because that I come to library and I do not see your letter. Favourite why you now do not write that stirs to you? You are sick? We searched each other for all life, we have been born to meet and be only together! But now when we have decided to be together you has simply decided not to write, you have decided to tell simply are not present, we will not be together! And from one such thought at me tears drip. I do not know, what occurs, you not that do not wish me to explain, you do not wish me not that to tell, why so I simply do not understand? Favourite explain to me that occurs? I love you, and I want only one in a life to be near to the loving man. I wish to love and be favourite. Yours and only yours Natalya
Letter 18
I am glad to see your letter! Your letters are very important for me. Thomas, I think of you much. I am grateful to destiny, that you are in my life! You the man whom I waited all my life! Thomas, all life stored my beauty and passion for you. And now I wish to present to you it!
Thomas, I often imagine us together. I wish to see you, to listen, feel you. Thomas, I am am overflowed with desire, to merge with you in a single whole. I often imagine our life together. I am assured, that our life will be filled by love and passion. Thomas, you imagined how we will make love first time? I long hesitated to write to you about it. But I already do not have forces to suffer, and in loneliness I imagine it. I wish to divide my dreams with you! Thomas, I want, that you would learn me to all in sex, I wish to give to you pleasure every night! I imagine how we will go to bed every night in one bed. I am assured, that we will make love every night and to fall asleep only from exhaustion. I did not test it, I wish to test it with you! I wish to be only yours, I want, that you were only mine! The life is given to the person once. And we are obliged to be happy! To be happy now! In this world it is a lot of pleasures, but the great pleasure it to love and be favourite! I am happy, that you and I possess this gift! The love gives us passion! I cannot constrain this stream of passion any more, I want, that it has fallen upon us, and we have appeared in it for ever! Thomas, please, tell, when we will fall asleep in one bed?
When separation to stop? When our life will change, and we will be together? I hope, that with your eye all will be good. Thomas, I want, that you would seize me! I wish to be yours Thomas!!! Thomas, every night, I think of us! I think of you! I want you! Thomas, I am am overcome by emotions! I wish to give you all myself! I want, that we would merge in a single whole! Lets we will give freedom of our passion! You only imagine it, after all we can be together in two weeks! And every night, will be unforgettable! mmm..... Your girl Natalya.
Letter 19


Hello my love Thomas! Thanks that I can read your letter. When I read yours letters to me it becomes easier! To be with you for me the most important thing in a life. You are necessary to me only and your love. You that for the sake of whom I were born. I am grateful to destiny that I have found you! Thomas, I love you with all heart and with all soul. I wish to kiss you to embrace! I wish to hear your voice in my ear, I think that it perfectly! After all only for the sake of it I live. You the man of my dream. Is better you are not present anybody.
Thomas, I hope that we can be together. Since we are for each other. We were born for each other. I very much love you. I cannot live without you. My thoughts and dreams only about you. I constantly think of us. I have 240 US dollars. I saved them 6 months. But now I have no work. And I cannot save up such big sum. I and have not understood, that you to me have told about our meeting. To me it is very difficult carry loneliness. I all my life dreamt to be with you. Now to me helps to struggle with loneliness, it is love which I test to you!!!!! Thomas when I think of you, it becomes easier to me to transfer loneliness. But all the same my heart is broken off on a part from a pain, that between us this distance. I trust that we with you love is strong! Thomas, I trust that we can be together and to become the happiest pair in this world. Thomas, I very much hope that tomorrow I can read your letter. After all only your letter can warm me. I send you the sea of the kisses. I yours and only yours forever Natalya.
Letter 20
Thomas, my dear. How your day? Today I did not sleep because I was really worried about getting a loan. My mother arrived early in the morning. We went to the bank and submitted all the documents to obtain a loan. The bank will give the answer in just two days. Thomas, I am worried about getting a loan. I think that this is the only chance for us. I very much hope that we with my mother will be able to get a loan, and I'll have funds for my trip. Thomas, every day I miss you more. I feel that your soul is close, but the distance between our bodies. I do not lose hope. I am with all your heart and with all your soul, I hope that we can break down all barriers to our happiness.
Thomas, I really want to be with you. I love you! I do not understand how I could live without you before? Thomas, you are the meaning of my life. On my face a smile when I think that maybe our dream come true and we will be together! I can see your beautiful eyes and your tender smile every day. Thomas, I dream to wake up and feel your breath. It would be so great! Thomas, I now I had a dream when I woke up on my face was a smile. I was very good. We were together, we were sitting by the fire and watched the fire, clinging to each other, I felt every bump your heart. You gently and sweetly kissed my neck! We were excited we were surrounded by the atmosphere of romance. Thomas, do you like to watch the fire? I do like to look at the fire! Because fire represents life and the family hearth. When we are together I will do everything that we were the happiest couple in the world. Thomas, I am all ready for you!!!! Yours and only yours forever Natalya.
Letter 21
Thomas, My love. I have two news. First the good news. The second news is bad. Today I went to a travel agency. I'll start with the good news. The travel agency told me that they have received confirmation from the US Embassy. Ekaterina, said that soon I will be able to obtain a visa. Also, Ekaterina gave me my flight information: Here is information of my flight: Departure: 22 May, Moscow (Sheremetyevo) 06:10,
Arrival: 22 May, Minneapolis (MN) 12:31. I will fly to you through Paris. From Moscow to Paris, I will fly on the flight 1845, Airline is Air France. From Paris to you in Minneapolis, I will fly on the flight 141, Airline is Delta Air Lines. Thomas I now tell you about the bad news. When travel agency to book tickets, they were told that I have unpaid loan. Ekaterina, said that under the law of my country, a Russian citizen can not leave the country, if there is an unpaid loan. Thomas I do not know what to do now! I've done a lot for our meeting.
I can not live without you. I do not know how we can go through a distance between us ??? I can fly to you if I pay the loan. I have to pay
800 US dollars. But I have a little money. And so that I could fly to you I need in 638 US Dollars. I understand that I upset you my letter.
Now I can not stop my tears! I'm sorry I hurt you! I did not want! I'm sorry I did not keep my promise! We among us thousands of kilometers away and I can not do nothing !!!! I do not understand why I have to suffer ??? All I want is to be with you. I want you to forgive me! I think that you have become me to hate me! I can not live with this thought. forgive me! I do not know what to do ... Natalya
Letter 22
Thomas, I cannot stop my tears. I do not know that to us to do. Unless we cannot pass this barrier????? To us remains a little. But I cannot make anything. Thomas, me it is very sick, I cannot stop my tears. I very much wish to be with you. You are necessary to me Thomas!!!! The life without you is not necessary to me. Because without you I will be never happy!!!! I at all do not wish to think, that I cannot arrive to you. Thomas, I very much am afraid all that I have made was in vain. When my mum took the loan in bank, I knew that she cannot pay the loan! But I hoped that I will go to you and to a smog to help mum to pay the loan. Now we with you a meeting depends on this sum. I do not know that to me to do! I feel broken!!!! To me it is very bad. I cannot stop some tear. Why we not together??????????????? Thomas, all my hopes only on you. Now only our meeting depends on you. I very much hope that you will do the utmost. Thomas, I trust in you!!!! I trust that I am created for you. You the man for which I are created!!! I very much wish to be together with you. I cannot imagine my life without you. I with impatience will wait for your letter. I trust in you!!! Yours Natalya
Letter 23
Thomas, I do not understand you. Unless you do not see that I do for our happiness?????? Unless 638 US dollars it big the sum of money for you???? My mum has not regretted money for us with you!!!!! My mum has received the loan for ours with you of happiness. But for you it is not important. Thomas, me it is very insulting, that you have surrendered and have released hands. It speaks to me only about one. I think that I for you only a toy!!! If I have arrived to you then we would be happy. If we do not meet, then I will be unhappy for the rest of the life!!! I think, if two persons really love each other, then they will make all to be together. You at all do not want bring the contribution to our happiness. I very much would want that I was mistaken, that you really do not love me!!! I cannot imagine, that my love to you without reciprocity. I cannot imagine, that I have made all in vain!!!!!! Thomas, tell to me that to me to do???? Natalya.
Letter 24
I understand, that in this world many bad people. But how these people are connected with us? Thomas, I agree with you, that in the world is much malicious. Many people neglect all for material benefit. But how it touches our relations? How it is connected with you and with me?
Thomas, our love has flashed on huge distance. The destiny has given us chance fortunately, we have found each other on different continents. Agree that it already a miracle! Miracles happen only when trust in them! We believed, that we will find love, and we have found it. Now all that remains to us, it to pass check of force of our feelings. The destiny has presented us a barrier that we have passed, and have proved, that are worthy this happiness. Thomas, yes, in the world it is much malicious, many bad people. Thomas, mass media speak much that the American men treat badly Russian wives, beat them, scoff Thomas, I know that you not one of those men! I know, that you will not cause me a pain! To me without a difference that occurs in the world! To me it is important that occurs in my heart! Thomas, we should not think of the bad! After all thoughts are materialised! If we think about good our life, becomes good! If we think about bad our life becomes bad. You agree with me Thomas? Thomas, we should not doubt in each other. It is a part of our check. Whether we can lose belief, each other?
I am assured, that we will not lose our belief! I believe, that our love will help us with it! Thomas, I trust in you, and I feel you from your letters. I feel your character, all warmth of your heart. I hope, that my letters speak to you that I feel. Thomas, I think, that such letters which we write each other, it is impossible to write nothing testing to the person. Our letters are filled by love! And this main thing! Thomas, we should open our hearts for each other. Only for you and me! I will open my heart for you, and you yours for me! We will not let in anybody our hearts. We will not allow to get to a dirt and harm into our love, in our relations! I believe, that we can stand check! I believe, that we will be together despite of everything! Thomas, let's we will struggle for our meeting, let's we will not think of the bad! let's we will not allow a superfluous occasion to suffer to our heart! I hope, you of the same opinion! We should be together! We have deserved it! Yours and only yours Natalya.
Letter 25
Hello my love Thomas! Thanks that I can read your letter. When I read yours letters to me it becomes easier! To be with you for me the most important thing in a life. You are necessary to me only and your love. You that for the sake of whom I were born. I am grateful to destiny that I have found you! Thomas, I love you with all heart and with all soul. I wish to kiss you to embrace! I wish to hear your voice in my ear, I think that it perfectly! After all only for the sake of it I live. You the man of my dream. Is better you are not present anybody.
Thomas, I hope that we can be together. Since we are for each other. We were born for each other. I very much love you. I cannot live without you. My thoughts and dreams only about you. I constantly think of us. Yes I can wait till next week. I hope, that we was fast we can together. As soon as we can pay my loan. That I can arrive to you on a next flight. To me it is very difficult carry loneliness. I all my life dreamt to be with you. Now to me helps to struggle with loneliness, it is love which I test to you!!!!! Thomas when I think of you, it becomes easier to me to transfer loneliness. But all the same my heart is broken off on a part from a pain, that between us this distance. I trust that we with you love is strong! Thomas, I trust that we can be together and to become the happiest pair in this world. Thomas, I very much hope that tomorrow I can read your letter. After all only your letter can warm me. I send you the sea of the kisses. I yours and only yours forever Natalya.
Letter 26
Hello my love Thomas! Thanks that I can read your letter. Your letters mean for me much. I madly love you. Thomas, I wish to speak you it every day. I want that you now embraced me, kissed me! You the fine man and all that I wish from life to be it with you. Thomas, I wish to be happy. I would want that my life has been filled by love and tenderness. For me the main thing to be with you! I think every day of us, I imagine us together. And from it it becomes easier to me to endure a pain from loneliness. Thomas, I love you, I very much wish to be with you. For me it is not important anything in my life except you. I hope, that on 1 June we can be together. We are created for each other and we will be together. I trust in it! Thomas, I trust that our love most strongly on light! And only together we can overcome all barriers in a life! And only together we will be happy. I very much wish to be with you to kiss and caress you. I wish to feel each your breath, a kiss.
I want you! I would give all to be only with you. Thomas, you for me the most important person! Thomas, I want that you were always happy. I very much hope that once our dreams can be carried out and we can be together. I with all heart and with all soul hope that tomorrow I can read your letter. I send you the sea of the kisses! I yours and only yours forever Natalya.
Letter 27
Hello my love Thomas! Thanks that I can read your letter. Your letters mean for me much. I madly love you. Thomas, I wish to speak you it every day. I want that you now embraced me, kissed me! You the fine man and all that I wish from life to be it with you. Thomas, I wish to be happy. I would want that my life has been filled by love and tenderness. For me the main thing to be with you! I think every day of us, I imagine us together. And from it it becomes easier to me to endure a pain from loneliness. Thomas, I love you, I very much wish to be with you. For me it is not important anything in my life except you. I hope, that on 1 June we can be together. We are created for each other and we will be together. I trust in it! Thomas, I trust that our love most strongly on light! And only together we can overcome all barriers in a life! And only together we will be happy. I very much wish to be with you to kiss and caress you. I wish to feel each your breath, a kiss.
I want you! I would give all to be only with you. Thomas, you for me the most important person! Thomas, I want that you were always happy. I very much hope that once our dreams can be carried out and we can be together. I with all heart and with all soul hope that tomorrow I can read your letter. I send you the sea of the kisses! I yours and only yours forever Natalya.
Letter 28
Thomas, that has written thanks to me. I am suppressed! Thomas, I cannot make anything for us any more. I have made all that could. I tried!
I think you it saw! Now I understand that all will be useless if I do not find 638 US dollars I cannot fly to you. I have made all that could. I have found money for a trip, but it is not enough of it. Thomas, I have no ways to receive the missing sum. The most terrible in it that at me is not present any variants more where to find the help!!!! Now I understand that I remained one with this problem. I constantly ask myself a question "WHAT TO DO?" I have no answer. Why I should suffer? All that I wished to be it together with loved! Why the love, cannot help us??? Why the enamoured cannot be together? It is a part of thoughts which now in my head! Thomas, I hope that you will forgive me! Thomas, I hope you know, how I tried to carry out our dreams. But now all is terminated! I of nothing to a smog to make. I have encouraged you again, but I could not fulfil my promises! I feel devastated! The destiny operates me like a helpless cat. Thomas, all that is necessary for me in my life love and be loved! I waited it all I wash lives. The destiny has given me chance! The destiny has presented you. But I could not keep chance. Forgive me Thomas!!! Forgive for my feebleness! Forgive for all pain which I to you has caused! Forgive for love! I do not know that with me will be! I do not see sense in my life! The sense has left my life together with chance to be with you!
Yours forever Natalya.
Letter 29
Hello Thomas! I wrote to you, that I wish to be together with you. I wish to care of you. But you write me such bad words. YOU send me very bad photos. At me tears from it flow. I do not know what to do. Natalya.
Letter 30
Hello my beloved Thomas! I am grateful to you, that today I can read your letter. Your letters help me to live! I wish to be with you. I want to you!! You everything, that are necessary for me in this life! Understand, that I searched for you all my life and I wish to spend all my life only with you. Only you can present to me happiness in this life and I am assured, that I will be happy only with you. I madly wish to embrace you. Now I do not have not enough your tender hands, I would like to be forgotten and easier to be with you. Code I will arrive to you. That I will find work. And I will help to cope with the finance too. Now for us the most important thing that we were together. I very strongly love you and I wish to be together with you. Thomas, you sense of my life. On my person there is a smile when I think of you! I imagine, that I can see your fine eyes, your gentle smile every day. I dream to wake up and feel your breath. It would be fine! To me it is very sad, that only in letters we can speak about love each other. But I hope, that it very soon to change! I dream to begin ours with you day! I believe, that when we will be together, we can begin ours with you a new life, we will be happy in this life! I trust in our love! Thomas, I cannot live without you and your letters. I look forward each your letter. I very much hope that tomorrow I can read your letter. I send you the sea of the kisses! I yours and only yours forever Natalya
Letter 31
Hello my love Thomas! Thanks that I can read your letter. I love you. You the man of all my life, you my ideal. Thomas, I am assured that when we will be together at us always all it will be good. I searched for you all my life and at last it has come true. I cannot believe to my happiness!!! I am very glad that you are in my life! I very much very much love you!!!! I would like to shout for pleasure. It so perfectly that we will together. Thomas, we will be the happiest pair in this world. I cannot call you. As I have no phone. Thomas, today I went to learn how you can help us. In the beginning I have gone to travel agency, I have explained to them, that you wish to help me. They have advised to me to address in bank. After I has gone to bank, and talked to its employee. He has told and that they have company Western Union branch. To me have told about this company. Thomas, this company is engaged in remittances worldwide. Branches Western Union, are worldwide. Thomas, whether you heard about such company? I hope, that Western Union, can help us. Thomas, only you can make me happy. I imagine every day that I look in your fine eyes. I cannot tear off a sight from them, we look each other and we can not come off, to us nothing is important except us. I look in your bottomless eyes and I see in them my reflexion, in your eyes the ray of light which burns warms me and my heart! Thomas, a lot of love is stored in your eyes, tenderness, caresses, kindness. I wish to see your eyes every day I would want that you looked at me and gave me your warm sight. Thomas, your eyes the finest on light. You are the best man in the world! You are necessary to me only!!! I very much wish to be only with you. I would like to shout from a pain that we not together. But I hope what be very fast we can together for ever. We are created for each other, and we should be together! I very much hope that tomorrow I can read your letter. I now would like you to embrace and kiss each centimetre of your fine body. I love you. I yours and only yours forever Natalya.
Letter 32
Hello my love Thomas! Why you have not written today to me? I very much waited for your letter. I hope, that you have not forgotten me. To me so it is now lonely. I do not have not enough you, my love!!! Your letters bring to me many happiness and smiles! When I receive your letter, I as if fly in clouds! I would like to be in your embraces now. My heart and thoughts belong to you!!! I there is nothing I can not think... I constantly think of you! Beloved I very much worry about us with you, for our happiness!!! Write to me my love. To me it is very bad without your letters. Yours Natalya
Letter 33
Hello Thomas! Why you answer nothing to me? What is up? write to me! Also tell! Yours Natalya.
Letter 34


Hello my love Thomas! I have come to library and I do not see your letter. I do not understand why you have ceased to write to me? That occurs. I hope, that you will answer me, and will explain. Yours Natalya.
Letter 35
Hello my beloved Thomas! Thanks that I can read your letter. When I see your letter, I feel your care, your love! Your letters gentle as petals of roses. Your letters help me to live! I cannot live without you. You are necessary to me only and your love. I went in Western Union. Also asked them about safety. To me have told, that it is a safe way. And I can receive your help only. I hope, that it will work.
Thomas, you my life! I live to be only together with you and only to make you the happiest man in this the world! I very much miss on you. I wish to be together with you! I think only of you. I think of us, I think of ours with you of a life! Our love is the strongest on light and together we can overcome all!!! I never felt feelings which I test to you!!! I re-read all your letters. Thomas, anybody never spoke to me of words which you speak to me. You have learnt me to love!!! I fall in love more and more with you with letter everyone yours every day my feelings grow and become stronger! I listen to my heart always and my heart speaks that I can become happy only together with you! You the man which have kindled a fire in my breast, you the man which force to knock my heart faster. You the man which live in my breast at the left! I love you with all heart and with all soul. I very much do not have you, I do not have not enough your warm embraces and your gentle kisses! I hope that tomorrow I can read your letter. I send you the sea of the kisses! I yours and only yours forever Natalya.
Created: 2017-07-19    Last updated: 2017-07-19    Views: 1439