I have good news, very good for me and for you dear! Today in the morning I have come to travel agency, to me informed good news. Now it is necessary for me to buy the ticket to you and to go in Moscow for my visa and wait day of my flight. I'm immensely happy. I will be able to see you in person!!! I asked how, as to me have explained to me it is necessary to have the ticket to you I would be able to go to Duesseldorf International Airport on the August 6, and how much it would cost. They said that the ticket would cost 405 Usd. I asked them to find a cheaper ticket, because the price is too high for me. But as it turned out I would not be able to have a cheaper ticket so quicly, the date is too early. Tickets must be reserved long beforehand. I asked them to offer me other variants of the flight. Well now I shall inform concerning the information of flight! Moscow - Dusseldorf, Aug 6, Tue, 6 hours and 10 minutes on the road
1. Moscow, Domodedovo - Munich, terminal 2
Flight LH-2527 on Airbus A320, operated by Lufthansa
12:30 - 14:45, flight 3 hours 15 minutes
Connection in Munich, 1 h 45 min
2. Munich, Terminal 2 - Dusseldorf
Flight LH-2016 on Airbus A321, operated by Lufthansa
16:30 - 17:40, flight 1 h 10 min Dear, I feel itself it is a little inconvenient because I had to address to you for the help. I always counted myself the independent person, which itself can solve all problems. But, this time, I could not all to take into account and was mistaken that I can pay all travel itself. But I'm glad that now I have you Wim , -the man, which can help me. After ours acquaintance, at me varies sensations of. Earlier I counted myself the strong and independent person, and it was pleasant for me to feel, that I can care of myself. And now I feel simply the woman who requires support. But it is pleasant for me, to feel beside strong the man which protects me from all excitements of a life! Wim, I informed a place of arrival to you to the agent and he has calculated the staying payment for me. It will be for me (320 $). Into it enters: Flight from Moscow Domodedovo International Airport up to Duesseldorf Airport and back, 2 ticket 160 $(there and back ) + airticket to Moscow 235 $ + (2-3 days meals and hotel in Moscow) 330$ . With me have still remained money, after payment of the first parts of cost. And now is necessary for me, in 5-6 days about 320 USD to pay in agency the second part of cost travel agency. I hope dear, that this money not difficulty for you and you can help to pay to me, in 5-6 days, 320USD help me?????? Lovely, I hope, that I did not make to you difficulty by the haste.
Probably it is not planned expenditure for you. As you remember, I have already paid the cost of the visa itself and the services the agency is approximately 390 $. If it so, do not become angry about me please, I very much miss you and i wait for ours meetings very much. I wait for your letters Wim! I know that you are my strong and intelligent man and you do not leave me in this situation. I'm sure you can help me to make real our meeting! Thousand kisses. Yours woman, Natalya

Hello my dearest Wim, How are doing today? Hope this letter will find you in high mood. Fortunately Wim now we can be together at last. I hope soon I will inform you the information concerning my flight to you: plane and date of arrival. You can't even imagine it's such a pity and irritating how many different things are necessary for me for travel: clothes, cosmetics, some gifts for you from me. I will prepare special gift for you my dear. You will be happy. Best gift specially for you. Which I will show you when I will arrive to you. I hope, that my gifts will be pleasant for you. Wim you know, I’d wish it to be as rehearsal of our honey moon. I’d wish it to be absolutely unforgettable and I’m ready to devote myself totally to you - I’m ready to fulfill all of your desires, dreams and requests when we’ll be together during days and nights! It would be wonderful to see some historical sightseeing, acquaint with your culture, eat some traditional food - do it together and enjoy each minute of company of each other. I want the time before our meeting to pass in one day to have possibility to fly off tomorrow already - but dreams, dreams… My embraces Wim. I miss you very much. Wim I've been to my friend Natalya. We went to the country side and visited church. It's such a wonderful building as if from old Russian folk fairytale. We've been to divine liturgy. How was your day?????? With great love and devotion your darling woman, Natalya

Hello Wim, Dear Wim I was very glad to receive your letter. My visa is available but I can take away her only after I shall buy the ticket in your country. Tomorrow or after tomorrow, I shall buy the ticket in your country but only after to me inform from travel agency, and will tell, that my documents are completely ready. For arrival to you. I every day think of our meeting with you. I know how it is to be thinking about someone all the time, I have felt that as well. So then I try to keep myself busy doing other things and it helps. I guess that's how I've been able to get along all this time without somebody special in my life. I keep myself busy with study, with friends .I have become used to it now, but not entirely.Some times I get along doing chores around the house, listening to music, or helping other people with their problems. It has been so many times that I wanted to be with someone. So as time went on, little by little I had to learn how to not feel lonely. But I have also learned that it's not all that possible. And in the same way I try to avoid getting hurt, as it has happened to me before. And that too is not all that possible. On the other side I have seen other peoples mistakes and I like to think that I want make the same ones. I try to think of many possible results, I like to be cautious and to think ahead, but I have learned that as careful that I may be, there is always something that can go wrong. So why should I continue to hold back and not live my life like others, by going ahead with what my heart says and being as cautious as possible, right? We are only human and imperfect, all I can try is to do the best I can, with the person that best fits my way of thinking. And it would seem so strange that I could find such a person on the other side of the planet. Imagine if the Internet didn't exist, I would have never known about you and I would probably continue to live the same way forever. There is only so much happiness that one can achieve alone, but I would like to think that I could achieve so much more with you. It would be wonderful to stop dreaming about it and make it come true. So at the same time, I also think about what would be needed to make a relationship work and how to provide for as much as possible. It's not easy when other pressures are felt in a relationship. So if at first we should decide to take this beyond what it has become so far, I think it will be like awaking from a dream and trying our best to make the dream come true. Like I said before, there is a lot to talk about, a lot to learn and understand. The feeling of love is great, but it takes little bit more to have a place to live, to be healthy and have a family. I know that these are subjects that can't be decided or solved in a week, but the most important thing will be addressed, how well we get along. There is one thing that I know for sure, I like you very much and we will have a wonderful time together. Your words in every letter have shown me that we think the same way, so I truly believe that something great and long lasting will come out of this. I think about you every day and wish you were near me already. I will just have to be patient and wait for that moment to come true. With hugs and tender kisses. Yours, Natalya

Hello my lovely Wim,
Dear Wim from trip to Moscow i still had many positive emotions. I never go on so important affairs, therefore strongly worried. On road to Moscow i with anybody did not communicate because thought of interview in embassy. I experienced that any failure can visit me. I was afraid that can wait up to me in reception of the visa. But my experiences appeared are vain. On interview to me did not give the exact answer. In a corridor I have waited the person which was in the commission and he has told, that I should not worry. Has told that in two or three days representatives of embassy will contact travel agency and will cause me to Moscow for reception of the visa. Therefore i have gone home with quiet soul .Now I need to wait the answer from embassy then it is necessary to buy the ticket in your country, to go again to Moscow to receive the visa and to wait day of a flight. The second trip to Moscow does not deliver me of inconvenience. The ticket to me will need to be bought in Ukhta from representatives of travel agency. To take off I should from the Moscow airport because I will need to come in embassy and to receive the visa. Some days in Moscow should to live and to wait for readiness of the visa. Moscow city, not familiar to me. Hotels cost very dearly and it is terrible to me to be in Moscow one. Therefore I have chosen not absolutely convenient, but a safe variant. Today I went to travel agency and told him about trip to Moscow. They sincerely were glad for me. Unfortunately the Embassy yet did not contact travel agency. I think that has passed not enough time. I think tomorrow or the day after tomorrow representatives of embassy will cause me for reception of the visa. I want that it has taken place as soon as possible. I want to buy as soon as possible the ticket to you and to wait for day of a flight. Dear if tomorrow or the day after tomorrow me will cause for reception of the visa. I shall buy the ticket with a stock of 5-6 days. I shall better wait these days. I need to prepare much for all for the period of the absence. I love you and I want to be only with you. The feeling of love amplifies every new day. Your love, Natalya

Dearest Wim, I have more recently left embassy and at once have decided to write to you. I write to you the letter and I smile. I'm so glad! If I could, I would speak with you for a long time. But unfortunately now it is impossible. But I am confident, that our meeting will take place also we shall speak in person. Wim, I want to tell to you about the commission in Moscow. I hope to you it interestingly!!!Tomorrow I shall already write to you from native city. I shall arrive to Ukhta most likely tomorrow in the evening. I can probably have the visa. I worry, you should understand it. I never thought that the commission
will ask such unusual questions. They asked about my ****** life, they asked about children, about work, about patriotism, about my attitude to Netherlands, about my conversance and awareness of events which happened in the world, about my religion and belief. I have told about all my life in detail. I spoke about everything fairly how it's really. To me have told that my answers are unexpected and as a rule applicants don't answer such questions so directly and openly. They haven't got used to hear such answers, but they said that to hear sincere and truthful answers is much more pleasant than words which come not from heart and reason. Now I should wait the decision I hope, that my visa will be ready within the next few days. The representative of embassy at once informs about it to travel agency. After that I shall buy the ticket in your country. After I shall buy the ticket I shall inform date of the arrival to you. Now I agree with expression: "Expectation of death is worse than the death "I can't concentrate on anything. My heart so worry, I can't work. They have told that the decision will be accepted in several days. I so worry. I so want that this small dream was come true. I simply want to see my lovely Wim. I think the God will help me. I simply want to meet you. I already see us together. I want to construct with you the ship to float under sails in boundless ocean I want to meet with you a dawn and to see off a sundown. We will float on our ship and our love will illuminate our way. We will look at night at stars, we'll be pleased in the afternoon to the sun. If there will be a storm, our love will protect us. If there will be a calm, our love will be a wind. Our love will be a beacon for us. We will be floating at ocean of love and oblivion and nothing can separate us.
We'll name our ship - Dream. It will be the small ship, but very strong. Because we will make our ship from belief, hope and love. It's impossible to wait, when your dream will fall to you from the sky.It's necessary to go to the dream. It's necessary to clear and build the road itself. If in heart there is a belief and dream, if in heart there is a love and hope, it is necessary to achieve the dream by all means. I always go to the dream. I don't sit on a place. In my life there were very few light moments. On this I try to make everything that my dreams have come true. I understand that now it's only dreams. But these dreams brighten my life. I hope that yours also. Nothing will keep me to arrive to you Wim!!! Sincerely, Natalya