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Romance scam letter(s) from Marina Victorovna Bulak to Richard (Germany)
Letter 1
Hello, why did you stop writing? I really miss your letters. What happened to us? Why do not we communicate as before. What is our communication for you? You understand that I began to write to you more and more often. And you stopped answering me. I will be waiting for your answer ! Yours Marina
Letter 2
Hi my dear Richard! Thank you very much for your letter. It brightens my day! I hope that you have the same feeling when you receive mine. And of course, I enjoy our correspondence and I am serious. I consider you to be my friend, I think that you understand me in lots of things and it's easy for me to talk to you on many topics. You can ask me any questions you want. I think that this is very important for the relationship, if both of the partners want the relationship to grow. Trust is also very important, no relationship can be strong without it. Thank you for being honest with me and from my side I can say that I will be honest with you also. I think we should try to tell each other as much as we can. I would like to know you better from inside, Richard, because you seem very interesting to me, so I have a question for you: What qualities do you appreciate in people the most? In my opinion, honesty, faithfulness, kindness, sincere and understanding are very important in people. I also think that in every relationship trust plays the main role. That's why I think that 100 trust should be between man and woman, they should be able to say every single thing to each other, share all their joys and sorrows. If they have a problem they should try to find a solvation together. What do you think, Richard? What is your opinion? You know, Richard, I think that age is very important in the relationships. I think that the man should be older than the woman. As for me I prefer my future husband to be older than I am. Older men know how to treat the girl right, they know what the girl wants. It's much more interesting to talk to them. And there is one more thing. I am looking for the serious relationships and guys of my age they normally want just to have fun, they don't have any serious intentions, they don't think about future. I don't like it. I am not against fun, of course, every person needs rest, but not all the time.
You probably understand me. What do you think am I right, Richard? My dear Richard, please, tell me more about you. What are your goals and dreams?
What are you looking for? And what are your intentions? It will be very interesting for me to know. If it's not hard, please, answer these questions for me. And feel free to ask me anything, I'll answer you with great pleasure. I will be looking forward to your letter!!!! Sincerely, Marina...
Letter 3
Hello my dear, why did you stop writing? what happened to you ? Can't you find 5-10 minutes to answer me? It seems to me not difficult. Tell me about yourself, tell me what you do all day, what do you like to eat, a movie or a theater? I will wait for a response !
Letter 4
Hi my dear Richard!! Thank you very much for your letter and your tender words and care.
You are so sweet to me , it is so pleasant for me to read your letters, when I close my eyes I can see you saying this to me , it makes me feel very good. That's a great feeling, I am thanking God that you are in my life. Even though we are far from each other in reality , in my dreams we are together , we are walking together at some nice place in the nature holding hands and saying tender and warm words to each other. I feel that you are very special to me , I need to read your letters like I need air or water for living. I couldn't even think that something like that could happen to me. Thank you that you are, Richard. You know, Richard, I don't think that the outside beauty is the most important thing, you can be beautiful for some time, even the most beautiful, but in some years this beauty will go away, there will be other people who are going to be looking better. I think that the real beauty is inside your soul, that what stays forever. The person should be beautiful from inside, in my opinion. Don't you agree with me,Richard? Richard, I see in you the person who I can talk easily with, who is interesting for me, the one who is making me want to know you more and more. I would like to know your soul, I would like to know everything about you. I see that you are not playing with me or joking around, many of our thoughts are the same, our values are very close and we are looking for the same things, we both are looking for the special one. I see that I can establish the emotional connection with you, I can talk to you on any topic, it's very easy for me, it seems like I know you for a long time. I like your thoughts about life and relationships between man and woman. By your letters I can say that you are a decent man with serious intentions. I like that in you. I think that we are even a little bit alike in that. I am also serious about our correspondence.
I like to read your letters and I think that I will really like to talk to you in person, you seem to be an intelligent and well educated person. I hope that some time we are going to meet. It is a pity, that between us there is a distance and we cannot will meet in any cafe. But ahead there is a lot of time. Probably in the future it will occur??? Richard how you think? I wish to tell to you one thing. Today, I became the witness of how the man abused the woman. It was not pleasant to me. It were visitors of my work. The man shouted at the woman at all on eyes. I think, that it is humiliating. I was born in a simple working family and I do not remember a case when my parents swore at me on eyes. Certainly my parents had disagreements. I think, that it happens at everything, but my parents solved such questions without shouts and without hysterics. They simply left in a separate room and there easy solved the problems. I think, that it is a good example. Richard , you think also? I think, that conflicts can be solved without shouts and certainly it is necessary to do it not at all on eyes. I want that in my future relations there was no that I saw in the afternoon. As my mum spoke: "the life is short to swear". I think that mum was right. OK, Richard , I am finishing my letter now and I hope that you are having a great day! I am thinking about you and I am really happy that we've met! This thought makes me smile :) Hope to hear from you soon! With hugs, Marina...
Letter 5
Hi my Richard !!!! Thank you very much for your letter, I was very glad to receive it as usual because your letters always put me in a good mood and make me smile :) I am thinking a lot about you and I like to read from you, Richard. I am very glad that you understand me. You the unique person which to worry about me. You know, Richard, I need to tell you something. I think that friendship is very important in the relationships. Let me explain what I mean here. I think that passion and affection are very good, but two people that decide to be together need to know how deal with each other in everyday life. You know what I mean? And I think that friendship between them will help a lot. I would like to see a very good, I can say the best friend in my soul mate. I think that emotional connection is very important, so that two people will feel very comfortable with each other. How do you think, Richard? When I am reading your letters, Richard, I feel that you are honest and sincere with me, you are telling me a lot about you, so I want to give you the same thing. You know, I have a dream. I would like to find a true love, a special person who is going to love and take care of me and I will do the same for him. I want our love to be forever. I think that when I meet that special one I will give him all of my tenderness, care and love. And what is your dream? What do you want the most from life, Richard? Please, tell me. It will be very interesting for me to know what you are thinking and dreaming about. You know, Richard, I need to tell you something. I have never thought before that this is possible to find a very good friend, somebody special with the help of Internet. But now I can say that this happened to me, I've met you and it seems to me like I know you for a long time even though we exchanged only a few letters. Now I can say that there is a person in the world who understands me, my life position, whose dreams and intentions are close to mine. You should know that you are dear to my heart, I am always ready to listen, understand and try to help you if you need that. Ok, I am finishing my letter now and I will be looking forward to your reply, Richard!!! I am thinking about you!!! :) With tender hugs and kisses Marina...
Letter 6
Hello my Richard!! I'm very glad that you have written to me. I need your letters more and more often. They make me happy. I want to tell you about my good news. Richard I will soon have 40 days of holidays. I will have holidays.
Hope you are happy for me. Yesterday I at me had a difficult day.
There were many clients and consequently were a lot of work. I so have got tired.... After work I have gone home. You know that with me happens? On the way home I have met girlfriend Tatyana by which council I it has appeared on that Site, also has met you... Remember I told to you about it in the beginning of our acquaintance? I was so is happy to our meeting. It too. We did not see for a long time... We have made decision to move in Japanese cuisine restaurant, that To note our meeting and to talk about a life. You like a Japanese cuisine? We have ordered to ourselves beaters and green tea. I have noticed that it has strongly changed. It was very happy, it had a fine mood. I have asked it in what the reason of its good mood? She has told to me, that she has met the man from other country. Their history is similar to ours. But difference that she has met him on the work. It works as the translator of English language in a civil engineering firm... They communicated also as we. You represent!!! I was so is glad for it. She has told to me, that she visited recently it. That will get acquainted more close with it, to learn its culture, the country. To see as it lives. She told this all so emotionally, that I could not stop it. =))) Ohhh... To me so it is pleasant, that it has found the happiness...
Richard , I think that we can follow an example. You so do not think? It once again proves, that for creation of the relation there are no borders... The Distance it is simple figures... You agree? Richard , we communicate with you not the first day. You very much like me. I have noticed that we have something the general. What do you think? Richard , I very much hope that between us there will be something serious and once we as will organise our meeting. You agree? Now I will finish my letter... I wish you all good... Marina...
Letter 7
I really looked forward to your letter. But I don't understand why you can't write at least 1 letter a day, it only takes 5 minutes of your time. I hope you explain to me the reason and send me a photo, I will wait for an answer!
Letter 8
Hi my dear Richard !!! It was very pleasant for me to receive your letter. This is really so, in my opinion, the combination of nice appearance and tender heart are your qualities. I am very happy that I've got acquainted with you, Richard . We started our correspondence not long time ago, but I like your letters so much, it seems to me like I know you for a long time, your thoughts are so close to mine. I hope that in the future we will become very good friends or even more. You know, Richard , I was thinking a lot about my future life and I think that I would like to move to another country to live, there are few reasons for that. I can tell you why. First of all I should say that I want stability in my life. I think that it's very hard to get this here in Russia. There are several reasons for that. I don't have anything against Russia. Russia is a wonderful country, that's my Motherland and I love it, but the economical situation here is very bad, you can't be sure in the next day, but I am thinking about my future. Sometime in the nearest future I am going to have a family and children and I want my future children to be safe, I want them to have everything they want. In my opinion, this is very important. What is your opinion, Richard ? And there is a second reason for my intention to move to live to another country. I would like to find my soul mate, the person I can trust completely, the person who is going to be near me all the time, love me and take care of me. Russian men have lots of bad habbits, they drink a lot. I don't want this to happen to me. So, I think now you understand why I would like to move somewhere from Russia. I am thinking a lot about you, Richard , and I would like to hear from you soon. Ok, I am finishing my letter now and I will be looking forward to your fast reply! With warm hugs, Marina ...
Letter 9
Hello my dear Richard!!! What do you do when come home? That I do the first, when I come for work I check mail. Whether I look there is there a letter when I receive your letter at me is cheered up. I am am overflowed with positive emotions, I smile. How you react to my letters? You rejoice?
You are happy? Today I had any not a usual day. I had a strange feeling. I not when did not test such feeling. Something occurs to me. At the sight of your letter, my head is disconnected also I think only of you. My pulse becomes frequent also my heart starts to fight more strongly.
When I see your photo, I represent as I embrace, I nestle on you. I feel your heat. But it only my thoughts. I think as to appear with you nearby and to see you the eyes at least for one instant. But I do not know as me it to make. After all I do not have wings, and I cannot arrive to you to give you the kiss. I so am happy that have met you. Richard, I feel as my life and this feeling varies goes from my heart. I began to give more than time to the beauty. To spend more time before a mirror. I it do all for the sake of you. I seem to me is enamoured in you. But I still completely am not assured of it. We any more are familiar the first day with you. And for myself I have already drawn some conclusions. I have understood that you sensitive, sincere, reliable. I like these qualities which I has found out in you. They draw me to you. But so it is a pity to me, that between us of thousand kilometres.... Richard, you have similar feelings? Tell to me, open to me the heart. In your life there are any changes after our meeting? In my head now only one thoughts and these thoughts on you. You have given me a new life. Has filled my heart with happiness and love. Probably it is destiny? I send you my photos. I hope you you will tell about the feelings to me. I wish to know. You will tell? Whole also I embrace, yours Marina.
Letter 10
Hi my dear Richard!!! How are you doing today? What's new? I am fine over here and I was very glad to hear from you because I miss you very very much!!! I am thinking about you all the time, you are very dear to me. Richard, you know, today I woke up with sun beams that were coming out of my window and my first thought was about you! :) I was laying in my bed and thinking, imagining that may be some wonderful day we'll be waking up together like this and the first thing you will do when you wake up is kissing me and wishing me a good morning and I will do the same for you. You know, Richard , I liked that thought :) Who knows, may be some day it will be the reality? How do you think? Would you like that, hun? OK, my dear, I am finishing my letter and I will be looking forward to your reply!!! I miss you! With sweet thoughts about you, Marina...
Letter 11
I was very pleased to read your Answer.. I'm glad that you carefully read my last letter. How was your day? You know, today I again thought a lot about our communication . about my last letter. Richard, have you noticed that lately we are talking about serious things? I have noticed that. Richard, sometimes it seems to me that we have known each other for a long time. I myself did not notice how you got into my life . I without any doubts tell you everything . You won my trust.
This is a great success . Usually I have not talked to anyone so frankly about life . But with you I did it. What could this mean? I think that between us there was some invisible thread that unites us through the distance . I do not know how to explain . I think that fate gave us a chance. We must use . You will ask what chance? And what use? It's just . Chance - to be happy and not to be alone . I think we should use it and we need a real meeting. You can write thousands of letters, but do not recognize a person ... But you can meet, talk . look at each other's eyes . so to speak, check compatibility . Do you understand me? I do not know how to tell you, but a light burned inside me. He constantly warms up the desire for a real meeting. I think that it's time for us to move from words to action. Do not be frightened of my proposal . I'm not going to take all the suitcases and stay with you.
Do you understand? We are reasonable people and both understand that we need a simple meeting . We need to stay together for a while and then make further decisions. I agree? Richard, I hope that you will carefully read my letter . All you think over and tell me your answer on this matter. I will wait for your answer with great excitement. Already now I feel how loud my heart is beating . :) I send you a kiss . Your Marina...
Letter 12
Hello my wonderful Richard !!! I am very glad to see your letter. I Fell asleep and woke with great excitement in my chest. I did not know how you would react to my question about our meeting. Thoughts about this did not bother me.
Today, all my thoughts only about this. I waited with great excitement at the moment when I could check my mail. In my head, there were thoughts: "You wrote to me .... or did not write." Now that I see your letter, I did so: fffuuuuuuuuu ..... Richard, so glad. You agreed to meet me !!! Uuuuhhhhh .... I'm just incredibly happy with everything that's happening. I feel like the happiest girl in the world. Now that I know that you have the will to meet me, I feel even more confident in myself. My female intuition tells me that everything will be fine. I'm overwhelmed with emotions of excitement and joy. Joy because we will be together .... the excitement because this will be our first meeting. The first meeting will help us understand what our feelings are capable of and whether we are compatible with you. After the first meeting, we will plan our further actions. I think that you will agree with my thoughts. If you think otherwise, then tell me about it? Now I think that we need to discuss the date of our meeting with you. Tell me, when would you like me to come to you? For example, I will soon have a vacation. Soon my guide will post a schedule of holidays and then I will know the specific date of my vacation. They will last for 40 days. I think that this time will be enough for the first meeting. During this time, we will be able to somehow check our feelings and our compatibility. I hope that you agree with my thoughts ?? Richard, very much I value you and I will do everything for our love to gain speed at the maximum! I hope that you will understand everything that I want to tell you in this letter. On this note I want to finish my letter. With great excitement and crossed fingers, I will wait for your letter. Your Marina.
Letter 13
Hello my gentle Richard!!! You do not represent, as I am glad to see your letter. Today all the day long I did not find to myself a place... I was disseminated... And how you think why? All is simple. You do not leave my head. All my thoughts are occupied by ours with you a meeting. I scroll them in a head of thousand times and each time I test a lot of excitement. With the big excitement I waited for the moment when I will open my mail and I will see your letter. The darling, I first about what think waking up every morning, It you!!! My dear, the last about what I think, falling asleep every night is you. You in each my thought, in each movement and breath.
With each new day my feelings to you become more and more strong. You have changed my life. Richard, I so am glad, that you have written to me, and have stated the thoughts concerning our meeting. I think day of our first meeting remains in our memory for all life. It will be the most good day in my life. I feel, that every day our meeting becomes closer. Today there was already a first precondition to it. In the morning I have come for work, I have gone to a bulletin board and have seen there the schedule of holidays. Today I have learnt an exact date started of my vacation.
My vacation will begin with will begin in weeks. At us in a stock is couple of weeks. I think that for this time I will have time to prepare my documents for travel. Richard, I will not shelve all. If tomorrow after work I have time, I descend in travel agency and I receive all particulars for travel to you. Certainly I will keep you informed all affairs. Uhhhhhhhh........
As though I would like to accelerate time and to be with you as soon as possible. On this note I wish to finish the letter. For ever yours Marina .
Letter 14
Dear mine Richard!!! Today I went in travel agency and again have learned, that it to be necessary for me for arrival in your country. People have convinced me of travel agency, that we can be together. I am in good mood. I Has asked them once again, how much it would cost for me to make visa.
They said that only the examination of application for visa will cost me 30 usd. This money will not be returned even if the application is rejected. To gat visa I must go to Moscow where is the Embassy. I'll to visit a lot of agencies, offices and organization in Bratsk in Moscow. This is the usual way to get visa, it may take me many months.
I said to them that I could wait for a long time. And they offered me to solve the problem and it will take me less time if I use Full Package of Service (FPS.) FPS includes additional payments for a category of the visa, consular services, preparation for interview with commission. FPS costs 360 usd, but the visas agency remove all the problems and thus increases the chance of getting a visa without excessive delays (I can get a visa in a week or two). I thought for a long time and came to the conclusion that this variant is the only right for me. Whether I do not know correctly has made, having paid such money. Probably I needed to consult to you all over again. But I have thought that other exit is not present. For a cheap payment documents are very for a long time made. We do not have time to wait.
I agreed and registered my application for visa, hoping that you'll be glad to meet me. Can you imagine that we'll spend some weeks together Or even can all life. For the sake of happiness and family I am ready on many things. I very much would dream that you all life were only near to me.. I'm immensely happy when I'm thinking about the opportunity. I'll be everything myself? May be you think I try to do too quickly, probably you suppose it's too earty everything us to meet each other. But I cannot wait for ages, I'm happy now at present time.
Necessary to begin moving to howe something in your life, it's important to go ahead, to overcome difficulties to take aim. Very soon I'll leave the work and I'll be able to spend my vacation with you, Richard. I have never been abroad. but now I have a chance to meet you.
It's a dream. You are my friend, and friend sometimes meet each other.
I think it will be great, wonderful, fantastic. I hope you do not think that I'm too impudent. I just want to met you and to spend some time with you. I suppose you have not changed your attitude towards me after this letter. I'm looking forward to seeing to calm down my heart. Please tell me you be able to meet me? Will you be happy to face me? I hope you'll!!! Your Marina.
Letter 15
Hi my dear Richard! I talked to Masha about you Richard for a long time yesterday in the evening. I told her that I wanted to meet you. Masha supported me in my desire. She said that I could't miss a chanse to see you. Masha is very glad that I've got acquainted with you. She wants me to be happy.
I hope, Richard, that one day you and Masha will be friends. I believe that Masha'll be as close to you as to me. Now I often think of you before sleeping. I am glad, that you were not against I have chosen Full Package of Service. I very much experienced. But I so would like to speed up process and somewhat quicker to be near to you... I do not think your feelings premature. Because I too test to you strong feelings. I not hesitating can tell that I love you. For me a great honor to get acquainted with such fair, open, kind person as you....
Now I with impatience wait for the notice from travel agency. For me days became very long. I want that have faster flown by days of expectation. I want to inform you date of my start faster..I think about our letters to each other. I often ask myself what will be then, when we'll fase. Richard, you know I have a flower Herbicin at home. It's very beautiful, and it needs much care. Now I call it Richard. I hope you are not againstof it. Every morning I say to it "Good morning, Richard".
It's pity that it can't speak to me. It's very interesting how long would we be able to talk when we met for the first time. What do you think of it? It seems to me that I want to tell you much and it will take me several days to tell all about myself.But I'm shy and can be confused when I'll meet you for the first time. But I think that we are mare than friends that is why we will be able to speak of what we want. I saw a plane not long ago. And I thought that these "Iron birds" allow to meet million peaple who are happy to see each other every day (for example Richard and I). But when I think about my future flight on board the blane I can't forget last catastropher of two planes. These incidents were in September. It was terrible to see grief and tears of relatives of the dead people. Now our government is sure that terrorist acts took place hare. I believe that guilty people were severely punished. They have no right to prevent peaceful people from living. I hate terrorism and violence! You should know that fear of terrorists will never stop me. I'll be able to fly on board the plane and to be afraid of nothing. In my childnood I was flyining by plane. But people sai that flights are if it's true. I heard that passangers are very well served during the flight. I'm interested to see it. Sorry, but now I don't know exact date when I can arrive to you. But I shall necessarily inform when I can. Hope you can patiently wait? I'm ready to give much to know precisely when I can see you. Your love Marina.
Letter 16
Thanks you for your letters, is very pleasant for me, that you have appeared in my life. You became dear to my heart. I any more do not see the life without you. Yesterday I went on film. "THE GREAT GATSBY". You looked this film? I have not absolutely understood sense of it cinema because thought absolutely about the friend. I all the day think of our meeting. I cannot more about anything think. I am glad that you approve my act. It is difficult for me . Therefore I always wait for your approval. After your approval I receive moral simplification. I have paid for promptness because I want to be with you as soon as possible. I had this feeling long before our conversation on a meeting. After I have sped up this process, I began to experience. It seemed to me, that you can count me as the impudent woman. I experienced that . Now I every day go to travel agency and I try to find out I skin the information concerning readiness of my documents. Today to me have told that probably tomorrow the day after tomorrow me will cause silt on interview in embassy. I was very glad to receive such information. Now day for me lasts as a month as I think all about our long-awaited meetings. I finish the my dear letter. With love Marina.
Letter 17
Dear Richard , I was happy to receive the letter from you. Today my letter will be short. At me not so it is a lot of time. I have just left travel agency, and have decided to inform you good news at once.
Me cause to Moscow on interview in embassy. Tomorrow I should leave to Moscow. It seems to me, that I waited for this moment the whole eternity. The travel agency has carried out the task earlier than I thought. It can is connected to that sum of money which I have paid for acceleration of readiness of documents. Now it is not of great importance. I go to embassy!!! Probably tomorrow or the day after tomorrow I can receive documents which are necessary for arrival in your country. Tomorrow I shall write to you from Internet - cafe of the city of Moscow. I shall inform you all news which will concern my trip. After I shall receive documents, I will need to return back to native city, to collect necessary things and to buy the ticket in your country. Trip to Moscow costs not cheaply, therefore I wanted to go to Moscow, to pass interview in embassy and to wait for day of a start.
But in the contract it is told, that in your country I can buy the ticket only in travel agency which helps me to collect necessary documents. From superstition I shall not begin to buy the ticket before reception of documents. Of agency of me convince, that it is possible to buy the ticket, and, then to pass interview. They have told to me, that many people do so. But it seems to me wrong. Dear, I was probable next week can inform you date of my start. I believe that next week I can take off to you. How you concern to this? I think that you too will be glad. I shall finish the letter. I shall go to collect things home. I want, that you have sent me your full home address , the data on the nearest to you of the airports and phone number. I shall call to you if there will be urgent questions. I hope to receive from you the answer which will bring to me encouragement. Your love Marina...
Letter 18
Hi my dear Richard !!!! Dear Richard , I was glad to receive your letter. Thanks you for all given information. Today I have arrived to Moscow. I am very tired, and could not write to you is a lot. Dear, I informed you some times that cause me to Moscow on interview Now I near Norway Embassy the in internet-cafe. I write to you the letter and I worry. I think, that my destiny tomorrow is solved. Hope to me ' give the visa and I can meet you. It will be the greatest day in my life!! It's a pity, that I cannot write for a long time. Because I am very strongly tired. I hope, that I can soon write to you about results of visit to Bratsk Embassy . If I cannot write from Moscow I shall write from Bratsk. With love yours and only yours Marina.
Letter 19


Hi my dearest Richard! I have more recently left embassy and at once have decided to write to you. I write to you the letter and I smile. I'm so glad! If I could, I would speak with you for a long time . But unfortunately now it is impossible. But I am confident, that our meeting will take place also we shall speak in person. Richard, I want to tell to you about the commission in Moscow. I hope to you it interestingly!!! Tomorrow I shall already write to you from native city. I shall arrive to Bratsk most likely tomorrow in the evening. I can probably have the visa.
Because I tried for it much. I worry, you should understand it. I never thought that the commission will ask such unusual questions.
They asked about my sexual life, they asked about children, about work, about patriotism, about my attitude to Norway, about my conversance and awareness of events which happened in the world and in Norway, about my religion and belief. I have told about all my life in detail. I spoke about verything fairly how it's really. To me have told that my answers are unexpected and as a rule applicants don't answer such questions so directly and openly. They haven't got used to hear such answers, but they said that to hear sincere and truthful answers is much more pleasant than words which come not from heart and reason. Children from the orphanages also have made the big impression and rendered the big influence on the commission. To me have told that I the first lady who have such support from children - orphans. Now I should wait the decision. I hope, that my visa will be ready within the next few days. The representative of embassy at once informs about it to travel agency. After that I shall buy the ticket in your country. After I shall buy the ticket I shall inform date of the start. Now I agree with expression: "Expectation of death is worse than the death" I can't concentrate on anything. My heart so worry, I can't work. They have told that the decision will be accepted in several days. I so worry. I so want that this small dream was come true. I simply want to see my lovely friend. I think the God will help me. I simply want to meet you. I already see us together and I sink in dreams. I want to construct with you the ship to float under sails in boundless ocean. I want to meet with you a dawn and to see off a sundown. We will float on our ship and our love will illuminate our way. We will look at night at stars, we'll be pleased in the afternoon to the sun. If there will be a storm, our love will protect us. If there will be a calm, our love will be a wind. Our love will be a beacon for us. We will be floating at ocean of love and oblivion and nothing can separate us. We'll name our ship - Dream. It will be the small ship, but very strong. Because we will make our ship from belief, hope and love. It's impossible to wait, when your dream will fall to you from the sky. It's necessary to go to the dream. It's necessary to clear and build the road itself. If in heart there is a belief and dream, if in heart there is a love and hope, it is necessary to achieve the dream by all means. I always go to the dream.
I don't sit on a place. In my life there were very few light moments.
On this I try to make everything that my dreams have come true. I understand that now it's only dreams. But these dreams brighten my life. I hope that yours also. Nothing will keep me to arrive to you Richard!!! With tenderness your Marina.
Letter 20
Hi my dear Richard !!! Loved my visa is available, but I can take away her only after I shall redeem the ticket in your country. Tomorrow or after tomorrow, I shall buy the ticket in your country but only after to me inform from travel agency, and will tell, that my documents are completely ready. For arrival to you. I every day think of our meeting with you. I know how it is to be thinking about someone all the time, I have felt that as well. So then I try to keep myself busy doing other things and it helps. I guess that's how I've been able to get along all this time without somebody special in my life. I keep myself busy with study, with friends. I have become used to it now, but not entirely. Some times I get along doing chores around the house, listening to music, or helping other people with their problems. It has been so many times that I wanted to be with someone. So as time went on, little by little I had to learn how to not feel lonely. But I have also learned that it's not all that possible. And in the same way I try to avoid getting hurt, as it has happened to me before. And that too is not all that possible. On the other side I have seen other peoples mistakes and I like to think that I wont make the same ones. I try to think of many possible results, I like to be cautious and to think ahead, but I have learned that as careful that I may be, there is always something that can go wrong. So why should I continue to hold back and not live my life like others, by going ahead with what my heart says and being as cautious as possible, right? We are only human and imperfect, all I can try is to do the best I can, with the person that best fits my way of thinking. And it would seem so strange that I could find such a person on the other side of the planet. Imagine if the Internet didn't exist, I would have never known about you and I would probably continue to live the same way forever. There is only so much happiness that one can achieve alone, but I would like to think that I could achieve so much more with you. It would be wonderful to stop dreaming about it and make it come true. So at the same time, I also think about what would be needed to make a relationship work and how to provide for as much as possible. It's not easy when other pressures are felt in a relationship. So if at first we should decide to take this beyond what it has become so far, I think it will be like awaking from a dream and trying our best to make the dream come true. Like I said before, there is a lot to talk about, a lot to learn and understand. The feeling of love is great, but it takes little bit more to have a place to live, to be healthy and have a family. I know that these are subjects that can't be decided or solved in a week, but the most important thing will be addressed, how well we get along. There is one thing that I know for sure, I like you very much and we will have a wonderful time together. Your words in every letter have shown me that we think the same way, so I truly believe that something great and long lasting will come out of this. I think about you every day and wish you were near me already. I will just have to be patient and wait for that moment to come true. With hugs and tender kisses, Yours Marina...
Letter 21
Hello my love Richard!!!! I addressed the company which sells tickets for plans. I asked them how, as to me have explained to me it is necessary to have the ticket to you I would be able to go to Oslo on 26 February, and how much it would cost. They said that the ticket would cost 1139 euro. I asked them to find a cheaper ticket, because the price is too high for me.
But as it turned out I would not be able to have a cheaper ticket so quickly, the date is too early. Tickets must be reserved long beforehand. I asked them to offer me other variants of the flight. We found the most suitable one. The flight is on 1 March. The ticket costs 878 euro I asked the to reserve the ticket for me. But they refused to do it having said that they had a lot of clients. They cannot reserve my ticket without advance money. I was imploring them.
But it did not work. They said that they would help me with great pleasure but they couldn't. The rules are so. I was in a panic, I was so disappointed. Then I asked them if I could give just a part of the money. But they did not agree again. I asked them for a long time saying that my fiance Richard, is waiting for me. If I asked them a little bit longer I would burst out of crying. Maybe God heard my prayers, and the service worked agreed to reserve the ticket on my conditions. But I have too little time to pay, for the ticket. They said if I did not day the rest of the ticket price, I would loose the money I'd already given to them. I was angry, but they explained that it would be very difficult to sell the ticket for the plane which is flying. They would have to lower the price. I agreed. They told me to pay 878 euro. But it was too much for me, because I had only 276 euro. I asked to wait for me during 12 hours. I went out of the room. Alena met me at the door. I told her everything. She understood everything and advised me to pawn our treasures to a pawnshop. It was very difficult for me to agree to do it. I did not want to burden Alena. But at the same time I want to meet you. We pawned the treasures, I got 164 euro and I paid the part of the ticket price 440 euro. It was my last money, it was for the plane by which I'm going to come to you. It was very difficult for me to tell you this story. I have done all what I could. I have paid for the visa. I have paid for the part of the ticket. But this was not enough. The money was not enough. I did not want to burden you. I wanted to come to you with nobody's help. I thought my money would be enough. But I failed. Now I feel guilty myself. I did not manage to do all myself for our meeting. I thought nothing would prevent me from meeting you. But I must pay the rest of the money for the ticket It's just 438 euro. I must pay it till the 28 February Otherwise I will loose the money I have paid and i will loose the chance to see you.
And our treasures will be sold by the pawnshop. Now I feel guilty that I could not do what i promised to come to you with my own money. I always do what I promise. I feel at ease now, I'm ashamed of asking you to help me. Unfortunately the restaurant director did not pay me the money I'd earned. I really hoped to get this money. But I'll get the money from the restaurant director in a month or two. Because it's very typical for Russia to hold up the payments of salary. I asked the restaurant director to give me my money earlier, but they refused to do it. Now the restaurant director does not have the money necessary for me. Our restaurant director depends on the budget, it did not get money for a longtime. I think it's because of the financial crisis and terrorist acts. I must say to you that I will not be able to meet you because I will not be able to pay the whole sum of money myself. Of course I realize that I should not ask you to give me the money. But at the time I cannot just that I will not come to you. I have done too much to organize our meeting. If I refuse to meet you it will mean that everything was in vain. It's terrible for me to refuse to come to you, I have done all what I could. Now I want you to help me and I think there is nothing horrible if I ask you to help me. Of course I realize that may be you have no feelings to me and may be you're not interested in our meeting. I understand that the sum of money is too big. I know it and that's why it's more difficult for me to ask it from you. But at the same time any person can find himself in my conditions. I'm an honest person.
I'm ashamed of asking you to help me, but life is a difficult thing, everything can happen. 390 usd which I have paid for the visa and 440 euro which I have paid for the ticket are too much for me. But I'm not sorry for what I have done for our meeting. In fact money is just paper, our treasures are just metal details. But I do not want all my efforts to be spent in vain. If you really want to meet me, if you can help me to organize our meeting please send me the money till the morning of 28 February Please forgive me my words.
I say so because I'm in despair. Now when just one step can connect us, I'm afraid. I need you, I want to be with you, I need you help, believe me, I'm honest with you. I did not manage to estimate my forces. And all my efforts spent in vain. My loneliness made me strong. I had always been living with my own efforts I always relied on myself. I asked somebody to help me very seldom, but now I ask you to help me. I will give you all the money back as soon as I'm able.
Maybe I made you offended. But I need you. I do not know if my letter you disappointed. But I have written you an honest letter. I'm looking forward to you answer. I hope for you. I ask you to not worry. I send data of my flight:
Letter 22
information: Full name: Marina Bulak

Age: 30

Full adress: Russia, brastk, lenina 34. Dear, when will you help our meeting? I need to know this and I need to find out how you can help our meeting!
Created: 2020-02-21    Last updated: 2020-02-21    Views: 173