Hi unknown, I wish to see how much you interested in finding and getting acquainted with new and wonderful girl? I'm Nadezhda. I'm hope to your like my photo. I am also search someone with which my life is quiet and astonishing. I am very cheerful, kind and positive girl. But I am still alone and yet very tired of that life. So I went to a dating site and get you email. In fact, I'm search for real man for a serious friendship and even marriage in future. The most important is my purpose - I want to look a lover to my lonely life! I very hope that you are just such a person. I'll be glad if we will find our common interests and our acquaintance is most great moment in our later life. Now I do not know how much you are interested in continuing our conversation therefore greater detail I talk about myself later! I will wait for your answer! See you soon,
Nadezhdchika

Hello,
How are you? I'm glad you answered back. So then, we can start to exchange our photos, life stories, our emotions and cultures if you wish.
Pls send me some of your latest photos. I'm serious in my intentions so please show me your devotion too.
I shall hope that in the future, we shall be very good friends. It- something new and unusual to me. But I shall try, write good letters to you. Pls not be too strict to my mistakes in words, the English language-not my native language.
And i hope will improve the poor level of my language during communication with you. My name-Nadezhda. As for me, I'm 32 now. My birthday - on 10-th of September. I was born in 1987. My weight makes 54 kgs at growth of 172 centimeter, i don't smoke. I live in provincial town Inta(Russia, Komi republic).
I have finished medical university. My formation will consist of 3 levels:school, college, university. I Studied within 18 years. All 18 years I have studied the English language also. I worked as the second surgeon in small clinic within 5 years. I was happy to give health of people, to help them. Many things depend on me during actions. I think in The future I will be capable the surgeon to become independent. you think, what it - good dream? I live one, I have no children and boyfriend. Sometimes I Feel like very lonely in my house. Perhaps, for this reason I have decided to get acquainted with you . To me already 32, also I take a life philosophically. I have the house, work, friends, but I cannot tell, that I'm happy. Probably you felt? Feeling of emptiness? I hope, that you will not be Laughter. And we shall write many letters to each other. I'm very pleased and grateful, that you have answered my letter. I hope , that I shall be Be capable to write to you letter constantly and you are interested in our dialogue. Ok what are you looking and waiting for from woman, to be you life partner, maybe just girlfriend or mistress of house, maybe mother of your children? Another question I'd wish to ask, what made you to reply to my previous letter, just interest or sympathy or politeness or maybe something else? , Is distance between us problem for you? I hope that our communication will continue. Please tell me also your preferences in women. I send you some photos of me and my life.
P. S. Uuuf, finally I've finished this letter-yes, it seems to be rather big and probably hard to read but I wrote it with great inspiration and tried to say as more as possible about me. . ))) Wishing you very good day and hope to hear from you soon, Nadezhda

How are you? Thanks for the photos. I liked your pictures.
I'm very glad that you decided to continue our communication. Now I work, and write the letter to you. Richard, I was thinking of what I can write more about me. But I did not write to you about my family. I think that you should know about it. I was born in a small town of Inta (Russia).
I live here. Richard I do not remember my father because he did not live with us. I was grown only by my mother. We were the best friends. But my mum had a cancer of a stomach, and she has died in 2008. Year was horrendous for me. It was awful and incredible. I could not understand it for long time. I was empty. Even now I remember my mum very much frequently. You know, that I had very happy childhood. Only then, several years I started to understand, that she felt, because I had no father with me. But I have received news from other people, that it was no mistake of my mother. My father (I cannot name his "daddy") never loved my mum. He has left her lonely, because my mum was the pregnant woman. It was very difficult for her to bring up me. Buy to me of a dress and toy. We lived only her little earnings. But we never complained of our life - we have solved all problems together. My mum always spoke me, I should marry the person which I shall real love. I hope you understand, that memory of my mum very important for me. After death of my mum I feel very much lonely, because I have no native sisters and brothers. Richard but I have my best girlfriend Natalya and Marina. oooh I will send you a photo. They are remarkable girl. We can name us sisters because we are friends more than 15 years, and we help each other. Do you have a best friend? I want to tell you about my hobbies. Summer for entertainment I work in my small garden. I raise flowers. Roses, orchids, tulips, an aster. Do you have any favorite hobbies? I can describe my individuality as sunny, active, open-hearted sincere person with stable moral standards. I have never traveled. But I always wanted to visit other countries, meet different people, learn about culture and life. And I hope that I will travel. Richard, i want to know you much better because you are attracting me in what you say. How much time are you in search of women? Richard have you or any of your friends ever had communication experience with women from Russia in reality or internet? What do you think of my character? Do you like my personality. What you do not like in me? Yours, Nadezhda

The day is wonderful today and I'm in high spirits and how are you? I hope all is well.
Today I've woken up early in morning. Bright streams of sun made me to do this. They easily ********* to my room and keep me awake because my bed is situated exactly near the window which is eastward. I felt myself very pleasantly and cordially. I got up, showered, went to kitchen, made breakfast from eggs, open sandwiches, yoghurt and coffee. Later I went to job. I used to get to job by public transport but in mornings it's nightmare really to use it - so many people, transport is overcrowded and everybody hasten. Richard I told my girlfriend Natalya about you. She is happy that we write letters to each other. Natalya says that I need a man who will help me and who will really care for me. You know I really feel lonely very often but I believe in god luck. I believe in God, he always helps. oooooh I don't remember if I told you about my Cat. It's name is Laki. He the boy. To him 4 years. I heard if a person has a pet in a house and if he takes a good care of it the person is a very good house keeper. I belive it. I never tried to describe to somebody my character in the letter. And I have no idea how to do it. But if there is anything you want to know, I will tell you with pleasure of course. I really can tell that I have the kind heart, and I'm the good listener. I'm an absolutely kind person though at the same time I'm a proud woman;I always appreciated sincerity, honesty and frankness;I'm a loyal person and I always have respect to people. I'm able to forgive and I do not recognize anger. All this are the obvious features of my character, -the features, which I self can see in myself. I want you to learn me more, because I as well would be glad to learn more about you. Ask me any questions you wish in your turn. I will be happy to answer them. Your, Nadezhda

Hello Richard, Thank you very much for your letter. Your letter brightens my day! I hope you have the same feeling when you receive my letter. I enjoy our correspondence and I'm serious. I consider you to be my friend, I think that you understand me in lots of things and it's easy for me to talk to you on many topics. I think that this is very important for the relationship, if both of the partners want the relationship to grow. Richard trust is also very important, no relationship can be strong without it. Thank you for being honest with me and from my side I can say that I will be honest with you also. I think we should try to tell each other as much as we can.
I would like to know you better from inside, Richard, because you seem very interesting to me, so I have a question for you:What qualities do you appreciate in people the most? In my opinion, honesty, faithfulness, kindness, sincere and understanding are very important in people. I also think that in every relationship trust plays the main role. That's why I think that 100% trust should be between man and woman, they should be able to say every single thing to each other, share all their joys and sorrows. If they have a problem they should try to find a solvation together. What do you think, Richard? What is your opinion?
You know Richard I think that age is very important in the relationships. I think that the man should be older than the woman. As for me I prefer my future husband to be older than I'm. Older men know how to treat the girl right, they know what the girl wants. It's much more interesting to talk to them. I'm looking for the serious relationships You probably understand me. What do you think I'm right, Richard?
Please, tell me more about you. What are your goals and dreams? What are your intentions?
Answer these questions for me Ok. Richard and feel free to ask me anything, I'll answer you with great pleasure. Your, Nadezhda

Thank you very much for your letter and your tender words and care.
You are so sweet to me, it is so pleasant for me to read your letters, when I close my eyes I can see you saying this to me, it makes me feel very good. That's a great feeling, I am thanking God that you are in my life. Even though we are far from each other in reality, in my dreams we are together, we are walking together at some nice place in the nature holding hands and saying tender and warm words to each other. I feel that you are very special to me, I need to read your letters like I need air or water for living. I couldn't even think that something like that could happen to me. You know Richard i don't think that the outside beauty is the most important thing, you can be beautiful for some time, even the most beautiful, but in some years this beauty will go away, there will be other people who are going to be looking better. I think that the real beauty is inside your soul, that what stays forever. The person should be beautiful from inside, in my opinion. Don't you agree with me, Richard? I see in you the person who I can talk easily with, who is interesting for me, the one who is making me want to know you more and more. I would like to know your soul, I would like to know everything about you. I see that you are not playing with me or joking around, many of our thoughts are the same, our values are very close and we are looking for the same things, we both are looking for the special one. I see that I can establish the emotional connection with you, I can talk to you on any topic, it's very easy for me, it seems like I know you for a long time. Richard I like your thoughts about life and relationships between man and woman. By your letters I can say that you are a decent man with serious intentions. I like that in you. I think that we are even a little bit alike in that. I'm very serious about our correspondence. I like to read your letters and I think that I will really like to talk to you in person, you seem to be an intelligent and well educated person. I hope that some time we are going to meet. I don't want to lose you and stop our correspondence. I understood that all those qualities which I appreciate and was seeking in man, I see in you Richard. Now Richard, let me answer my another very important question but please say only honestly, ok? Do you see in me the qualities that you appreciate and were searching for in a woman of your dreams? OK, Richard, I'm finishing my letter now and I hope that you are having a great day!

I'm thinking about you and I'm really happy that we've have our correspondence! This thought makes me smile :)

Hope to hear from you soon, Nadezhda

Hello Richard,

Richard it was very pleasant for me to receive your letter. I'm very happy that I've got acquainted with you, Richard. We started our correspondence not long ago, but I like your letters. It seems to me Richard, I know you for a long time, your thoughts are so close to mine. You know, Richard, I was thinking a lot about my future life and I think that I would like to move to another country. To check up the forces and possibilities. I have a good profession. Richard, I can tell you why. First, I should say that I want stability in my life. I think that it's very hard to get this here in Russia. There are several reasons for that. I don't have anything against Russia. You know Russia is a good country, that's my Motherland and I love it, but the economical situation here is very bad, you can't be sure in the next day, but I am thinking about my future. I would like to find my soul mate, the person I can trust completely, the person who is going to be near me all the time, love me and take care of me. Russian men have lots of bad habits, they drink a lot. My dad used to drink a lot. It gave my mom much pain. I don't want this to happen to me. So, I think now you understand why I would like to move somewhere from Russia. I would really like to have a good and strong family based on good emotional connection first of all and understanding and surely love. I think that these things are the most important. I would like to have my second half near me to feel that I am safe, that I'm loved and that I have a person near me whom I can give all my tenderness and care that is inside of me. I do have a lot to give, but for right now there is no one special whom I can give it to and I don't want to waste it just for someone, I want to meet my only one, my special one.
I'm thinking a lot about you. Ok, I'm finishing my letter now and I will be looking forward to your fast reply! With warm hugs, Nadezhda

Richard I'm very glad that you have written to me. I need your letters, they make me happy.
Today i was late for work because I decided to stay in bed 5 minutes more but I fell asleep again. As the result I overslept, it was already 7-35 am, in 20 minutes I had to be at work place. I've never prepared to go to work so quickly really. One thought gladdens me - in the evening I'll come home, will took a bath, change into my favorite dressing grown and drink a cup of hot lemon tea. I got really tired. I do not remember whether I wrote to you, my mum had no sisters and brothers. I've no cousins. Sometimes I feel very lonely. But I'm glad, that I have Marina and Natalya. Oooh, dear Richard I learned the good news. I was determined with work in clinic!I shall be the surgeon. I think because I have a good diploma ( about my education) I have the diploma the Europe-standard. This diploma entitles to work as the doctor in your country. I shall soon have 40 days a holidays. I will have free time.
Richard, you can't imagine what a pleasure for me was to recieve letters from you during the last days - as if I'm living only for your letters. I'm looking forward to learn you better. I'd like to assure you that you can always count on my understanding and encouragement - I'll always support you and in my turn will thank you for your treatment and respect to me. The main thing for me is how honest, thoughtful, colourful and interesting are your thoughts, words and answers to me and I'm glad that we continue our correspondence. You agree with me? ? Now I cannot present life without your letters. You have changed all my life. Richard Ok!? How was your day??? Yours, Nadezhda

How are you doing Richard? How is your health? I'm very glad to see your letter. Richard i always think of you no matter where and no matter what I do. I'm very happy, I feel that our letters are very important for us both. I want to say thank you. Your letters became part of my life and I'd like to assure you that all my everyday thoughts are about you:your cheerful mood, health, good luck. Very pleasant for me, that I have such a the close person as you. It's a pity that you are far from me. I will hope that we will meet one day. I think we will be glad to see each other. Natalya ask me about you, every day. I say to her that I'm constantly thinking about you. She is very glad for me, and she always asks me to say Hello to you. Yesterday in the evening, I was thinking of my future work in the clinic. I'm happy that I will get my job. I should not study, because I have the diploma of the surgeon of the European standard. I don't know how to spend this month ( vacation ) I don't want to waste my time useless. I must think it over. Of course I will write letters to you. But it will take only the part of my day. What to do in the rest? I must find a decision. I trust you. I have no secrets from you dear, all my letters I write sincerely. Each your letter, your every compliment, amplified my feelings for you. I began to smile more, the days are more pleasant, because i know that there is a man, my dear man in this world. I read your letters and I understand that i was not mistaken in my choice, and you're the my man. I'm sending you a gentle kiss and my warm embrace. Finish this letter with thoughts about you, my dear Richard. Your, Nadezhda

Richard,
Dear this morning i presented some kind of holiday to me. So I had some free time which I devoted to myself. I took a bath with foam, sea salt and aromatic oils. Warm aromatic bath together with strong fragrant coffee and light pork sandwich gave me lots of energy. Reading morning newspaper I found advertisement that boarding home for dogs demands help. I decided to make a good act. I found out that there is need of pet food. I bought food for dogs. I never thought that 15 kg is so heavy - he, he. Dogs are so cute there. They meet you, wag the tail, they know when food is coming. I think they are cute and expansive. Richard now while I'm writing this letter I'm also smiling because I've done smth good and useful. It's such a pleasure to help somebody who's in need of it, for example, it's better to buy some useful thing than 135 red nail polish and to be sure that animals won't be hungry at least for some days or for example to share with old clothes with shelter for the poor. Richard have you ever done any similar noble action? Richard, i hope that our communication with you, grow into a serious relationship. Richard would now describe myself something new. Richard I thought about it and realized that I'm pretty much told you the details of his past life, about how I live now. I told you very little about how I see my future. I would like to see my future with you. Dear now I really understand that you are the man with whom I wanted to connect his life. If you remember, I wrote in my first letter, I was looking for a serious relationship only. I sincerely hope that you respond positively. Embrace Your, Nadezhda

Hello Richard, How are you doing today? What's new? I'm fine over here and I was very glad to hear from you because I think of you!!!What you made today Richard? Than was engaged? Of what you think when you sleep? Of what you dream? What you ate? Are you tired today? Where you would want to go?
I fall asleep with dream about that that we together. I'm thinking about you all the time, you are very important for me.
Richard, you know, today I woke up with sun beams that were coming out of my window and my first thought was about you! :) I was laying in my bed and thinking, imagining that may be some wonderful day we'll be waking up together like this and the first thing you will do when you wake up is kissing me and wishing me a good morning and I will do the same for you. You know, Richard, I liked that thought :)Who knows, may be some day it will be the reality? How do you think? Would you like that, ***? OK, my dear, I'm finishing my letter and I will be looking forward to your reply!!! I miss you!With sweet thoughts about you, Nadezhda

Dear Richard, Dear i would like to tell you that your letters bring me much joy and make me happier day by day! Richard you are the dearest man of my heart, I'm always looking forward to your letters and gentle words. When I received your letter today, I was very happy. We are far away from each other now, but I'm sure, that we need each other. Richard I'm sure that the fact that we've met was meant to be. I can't find words that can describe my feelings to you, you are making me the happiest woman. I feel your care. I'm glad to feel that I'm not alone. I've got you Richard. Dear i would like to thank you for your love and care. I know that you are serious and sincere with me. Dear from my side I'll do my best, to make you happy. Because deep in my heart I feel, you are a special man who is dear to my heart so much! When i went to bed, i fell asleep with thoughts of you and our relationship. Probably, because I was a long time, but I could not describe my feelings to you. Richard now I can say that I'm more think about you, I have a huge attraction to you Richard. We're breathing the same air, and even thousands of miles away from each other. We're looking at the same sky and see the same moon. I want to continue our relationship, to a new level. That's why I pray you to consider the idea of becoming the most important men in my life. I'm finishing my letter to you and I will be looking forward to your reply! I kiss you my dear Richard. With hugs, Nadezhda

How are you doing? I think that our almost everyday letters should lead to special and important. What will be next - this question excites me. As for me I think that the next step of our communication can be our personal meeting. What do you think? We can go on writing hundreds of letters but nothing will change until we meet. That's why I pray you to consider the idea of becoming the most important person in my life. I'm sincere and I desire to stay with you to know you better. Do you agree with me? Richard, what do you think when will be the most suitable time for our first personal meeting? We should consider meeting. I feel the connection between us, through our words to each other in our letters. Richard we should seriously consider meeting Upon meeting we would realize the chemistry between us and thus this would determine that we are meant to be together as in destiny. I'll kindly read all of your proposals, I'm very curious to know your opinion on this very important question. I'll be waiting for your letter with your thoughts about the future of our relations… Your, Nadezhda

Dearest Richard, Dear Richard, i thought a lot about our meeting. Now I have a vacation. I really want to meet you and spend my free time. I think that I can come to you myself. I do not know, how long it takes the paperwork necessary to travel to you Richard.
I think that for the registration my documents, I will go to a travel agency.
Ok dear to do this step we need to discuss important issues for me:
1. How many days, you can and willing to take accept me as a guest?
2. Where I'm will to live in your house or a hotel?
3. What are the things I take with me? What is the weather you have at this time of year?
Richard, I heard that really difficult to recieve visa for russian single girls nowadays. Foreign countries more and more strict to Russia maybe because of politics too. As soon as I receive from you all the answers to my questions, I can go to the travel agency to obtain detailed information about the trip for you, my love.
Miss about you, Nadezhda

Dearest Richard, Today I went in travel agency and have learned, that necessary for me for arrival in your country. Richard I've found out full information in travel agency. Staff of travel agency, have convinced me that we can be together. I asked how much it would cost for me to make Norway visa. They said that only the examination of application for visa will cost me 30 Euro. This money won't be returned even if the application is rejected. To get visa I must go to Moscow where is the Norway Embassy. I'll to visit a lot of agencies, offices and organization in Inta in Moscow. This is the usual way to get visa, it may take me many months. I said to them that I could wait for a long time. They offered me to solve the problem and it will take me less time if I use Full Package of Service (FPS). FPS includes additional payments for a category of the visa, consular services, preparation for interview with commission your embassy. FPS costs 360 Euro, but the visas agency remove all the problems and thus increases the chance of getting a visa without excessive delays (I can get a visa in a week or two). On my request to find approximate route.
Package of proposals consists of air ticket there and back. They have told me that they will make all of the necessary documents for me. Assistants of agency told me that the official registration of documents will take some time. I've received lots of papers to fill in. According the conditions of contract agency does all of te documents for me. Organizes my tripin full. Richard, I do not know correctly has made, having paid such money. Probably I needed to consult to you. We do not have time to wait yes? I agreed and registered my application for visa, hoping that you'll be glad to meet me. Can you imagine that we'll spend some weeks together Or even can all life. It is not important for me where to live if I shall be sure in your feelings for 100% my loved and native I without any meditations shall stay to live in a place with you. For the sake of happiness, I'm ready on many things. May be you think I try to do too quickly, probably you suppose it's too early for us to meet each other? I'm happy now at present time. Richard, very soon I'll leave the work and I'll be able to spend my vacation with my Loved Richard. I have never been abroad. Richard now I have a chance to meet you. I think it will be great, wonderful, fantastic. I hope you don't think that I'm too impudent. I just want to met you and to spend some time with you. I'm looking forward to seeing to calm down my heart. Please tell me you be able to meet me? Will you be happy to face me? Your love, Nadezhda

Darling Richard, Dear I talked to Marina about you Richard, for a long time yesterday in the evening. I told her that I wanted to meet you. Marina supported me in my desire. She said that I could't miss a chanse to see you. Marina is very glad that I've got acquainted with you. She wants me to be happy. I hope, Richard, that one day you and Marina will be friends. I believe that Marina'll be as close to you as to me. Now I often think of you before sleeping. I'm glad, that you were not against I have chosen Full Package of Service. I very much experienced. But I so would like to speed up process and somewhat quicker to be near to you. Because I too test to you strong feelings. I not hesitating can tell that I love you. For me a great happiness to get acquainted with such fair, open, kind person as you Richard... Now I with impatience wait for the notice from travel agency. For me days became very long. I want that have faster flown by days of expectation. Richard, you know I have a flower Orchid at home. It's very beautiful, and it needs much care. Now I call it Richard. I hope you are not againstof it. Every morning I say to it "Good morning, Richard" What do you think of it? It seems to me that I want to tell you much and it will take me several days to tell all about myself. But I'm shy and can be confused when I'll meet you for the first time. Dear i saw a plane not long ago. And I thought that these "Iron birds" allow to meet million people who are happy to see each other every day (for example Richard and I)But when I think about my future flight on board the blane I can't forget last catastrophe of two planes. These incidents were in September. It was terrible to see grief and tears of relatives of the dead people. Now our government is sure that terrorist acts took place here. I believe that guilty people were severely punished. They have no right to prevent peaceful people from living. I hate terrorism and violence! You should know that fear of terrorists will never stop me. I'll be able to fly on board the plane and to be afraid of nothing. In my childhood I was flyining by plane. But people say that flights are if it's true. I heard that passengers are very well served during the flight. I'm interested to see it. Dear i don't know exact date when I can arrive to you. But I shall necessarily inform to you. Hope you can patiently wait?

Your love, Nadezhda

Dear Richard i has read your letter and was on the top of the world with happiness! I like to read such letters. After them I feel myself as the happy and desired woman. Dear days of expectation of readiness of documents of steel for me painful. Day for me began very long. I want that my documents were ready as soon as possible. I want that the travel agency has sped up this process. Whether I asked you you approve my act? I have paid the big sum of money for promptness. How you look at it? For me your answer very important. Because it is difficult for me for one to make such decisions. I have paid this money because I want to be with you as soon as possible and because my Holiday (Vacation). It is not a pity to me what money for the sake of our meeting. I'm in a very good mood today, but when I'm reading your letters again and again I feel even better, I love to receive your letters, they always bring me much joy and make me happy! I'm always thinking about you and you are in my thoughts. I wish you could be near me now, but I know that we'll see each other and we'll be together. Now I every day go to travel agency and I try to find out I skin the information concerning readiness of my documents. Today to me have told that probably tomorrow the day after tomorrow me will cause silt on interview in embassy. I was very glad to receive such information. Now day for me lasts as a month as I think all about our long-awaited meetings. I finish the my dear letter. With hugs and warm kisses your love, Nadezhda

Hello my lovely Richard, Dear Richard i was happy to receive the letter from you. Today my letter will be short. At me not so it is a lot of time. I have just left travel agency, and have decided to inform you good news at once.
Me cause to Moscow on interview in embassy. Tomorrow I should leave to Moscow. It seems to me, that I waited for this moment the whole eternity. The travel agency has carried out the task earlier than I thought. It can is connected to that sum of money which I have paid for acceleration of readiness of documents. Now it is not of great importance. I go to embassy!!!Probably tomorrow or the day after tomorrow I can receive documents which are necessary for arrival in your country. Tomorrow I shall write to you from Internet - cafe of the city of Moscow. I shall inform you all news which will concern my trip. After I shall receive documents, I will need to return back to native city to collect necessary things and to buy the ticket in your country. Trip to Moscow costs not cheaply, therefore I wanted to go to Moscow, to pass interview in embassy and to wait for day of a start.
But in the contract it is told, that in your country I can buy the ticket only in travel agency which helps me to collect necessary documents. From superstition I shall not begin to buy the ticket before reception of documents. Of agency of me convince, that it is possible to buy the ticket, and, then to pass interview. They have told to me, that many people do so. But it seems to me wrong. Dear, I was probable next week can inform you date of my start. I believe that next week I can take off to you. How you concern to this? I think that you too will be glad. I shall finish the letter. I shall go to collect things home. P. S Dear i want that you have sent me your full home address, the data on the nearest to you of the airports and phone number. I shall call to you if there will be urgent questions. I hope to receive from you the answer which will bring to me encouragement.
Dear write me the closest airport. Where can you meet me. The route I need to fly. Perhaps the closest airport near your town. Your love, Nadezhda

Darling Richard, Dear Richard, i was glad to receive your letter. Thanks you for all given information. Today i have arrived to Moscow. Dear, I'm in Moscow. You know, Moscow is very expensive and a big city. Today I did not find the way to my hotel. I have helped people as they told me to go. I had very nice walk along Moscow sightseeing yesterday so I'd like to calm my nerves and I'd better to go for a walk again. I'm very tired, and could not write to you is a lot. Darling Richard i informed you some times that cause me to Moscow on interview Now i near Embassy the Norway in internet-cafe. I write to you the letter and i worry. I think, that my destiny tomorrow is solved. Hope to me give the visa and I can meet you. It will be the greatest day in my life!!It's a pity, that i cannot write for a long time. Because I am very strongly tired. I hope, that i can soon write to you about results of visit to Embassy. If I cannot write from Moscow I shall write from Inta. With love yours and only yours, Nadezhda

Dearest Richard, I have more recently left embassy and at once have decided to write to you. I write to you the letter and I smile. I'm so glad!If I could, I would speak with you for a long time. But unfortunately now it is impossible. But I am confident, that our meeting will take place also we shall speak in person. Richard, I want to tell to you about the commission in Moscow. I hope to you it interestingly!!!Tomorrow I shall already write to you from native city. I shall arrive to Inta most likely tomorrow in the evening. I can probably have the visa. I worry, you should understand it. I never thought that the commission will ask such unusual questions. They asked about my ****** life, they asked about children, about work, about patriotism, about my attitude to Norway, about my conversance and awareness of events which happened in the world and in Norway, about my religion and belief. I have told about all my life in detail. I spoke about verything fairly how it's really. To me have told that my answers are unexpected and as a rule applicants don't answer such questions so directly and openly. They haven't got used to hear such answers, but they said that to hear sincere and truthful answers is much more pleasant than words which come not from heart and reason. Children from the orphanages also have made the big impression and rendered the big influence on the commission. To me have told that I the first lady who have such support from children - orphans. Now I should wait the decision I hope, that my visa will be ready within the next few days. The representative of embassy at once informs about it to travel agency. After that i shall buy the ticket in your country. After I shall buy the ticket i shall inform date of the arrival to you. Now I agree with expression: "Expectation of death is worse than the death"I can't concentrate on anything. My heart so worry, I can't work. They have told that the decision will be accepted in several days. I so worry. I so want that this small dream was come true. I simply want to see my lovely Richard. I think the God will help me. I simply want to meet you. I already see us together. I want to construct with you the ship to float under sails in boundless ocean. I want to meet with you a dawn and to see off a sundown. We will float on our ship and our love will illuminate our way. We will look at night at stars, we'll be pleased in the afternoon to the sun. If there will be a storm, our love will protect us. If there will be a calm, our love will be a wind. Our love will be a beacon for us. We will be floating at ocean of love and oblivion and nothing can separate us.
We'll name our ship - Dream. It will be the small ship, but very strong. Because we will make our ship from belief, hope and love. It's impossible to wait, when your dream will fall to you from the sky. It's necessary to go to the dream. It's necessary to clear and build the road itself. If in heart there is a belief and dream, if in heart there is a love and hope, it is necessary to achieve the dream by all means. I always go to the dream. I don't sit on a place. In my life there were very few light moments. On this I try to make everything that my dreams have come true. I understand that now it's only dreams. But these dreams brighten my life. I hope that yours also. Nothing will keep me to arrive to you Richard!!! Sincerely, Nadezhda

Hello my lovely Richard, Dear Richard from trip to Moscow i still had many positive emotions. I when did not go on so important affairs, therefore strongly worried. On road to Moscow i with anybody did not communicate because thought of interview in embassy. I experienced that any failure can visit me. I was afraid that can wait up to me in reception of the visa. But my experiences appeared are vain. On interview to me did not give the exact answer. In a corridor I have waited the person which was in the commission and he has told, that I should not worry. Has told that in two or three days representatives of embassy will contact travel agency and will cause me to Moscow for reception of the visa. Therefore i have gone home with quiet soul. Now I need to wait the answer from embassy then it is necessary to buy the ticket in your country, to go again to Moscow to receive the visa and to wait day of a flight. The second trip to Moscow does not deliver me of inconvenience. The ticket to me will need to be bought in Inta from representatives of travel agency. To take off I should from the Moscow airport because I will need to come in embassy and to receive the visa. Some days in Moscow should to live and to wait for readiness of the visa. Moscow city, not familiar to me. Hotels cost very dearly and it is terrible to me to be in Moscow one. Therefore I have chosen not absolutely convenient, but a safe variant. Today I went to travel agency and told him about trip to Moscow. They sincerely were glad for me. Unfortunately the Embassy yet did not contact travel agency. I think that has passed not enough time. I think tomorrow or the day after tomorrow representatives of embassy will cause me for reception of the visa. I want that it has taken place as soon as possible. I want to buy as soon as possible the ticket to you and to wait for day of a flight. Dear if tomorrow or the day after tomorrow me will cause for reception of the visa. I shall buy the ticket with a stock of 5-6 days. I shall better wait these days. I need to prepare much for all for the period of the absence. I love you and I want to be only with you. The feeling of love amplifies every new day. Your love, Nadezhda

Honey Richard, Dear Richard i was very glad to receive your letter. My visa is available but I can take away her only after i shall buy the ticket in your country. Tomorrow or after tomorrow, i shall buy the ticket in your country but only after to me inform from travel agency, and will tell, that my documents are completely ready. For arrival to you. I every day think of our meeting with you. I know how it is to be thinking about someone all the time, i have felt that as well. So then I try to keep myself busy doing other things and it helps. I guess that's how I've been able to get along all this time without somebody special in my life. I keep myself busy with study, with friends. I have become used to it now, but not entirely. Some times i get along doing chores around the house, listening to music, or helping other people with their problems. It has been so many times that I wanted to be with someone. So as time went on, little by little I had to learn how to not feel lonely. But i have also learned that it's not all that possible. And in the same way I try to avoid getting hurt, as it has happened to me before. And that too is not all that possible. On the other side I have seen other peoples mistakes and I like to think that I wont make the same ones. I try to think of many possible results, I like to be cautious and to think ahead, but I have learned that as careful that i may be, there is always something that can go wrong. So why should i continue to hold back and not live my life like others, by going ahead with what my heart says and being as cautious as possible, right? We are only human and imperfect, all I can try is to do the best I can, with the person that best fits my way of thinking.
And it would seem so strange that I could find such a person on the other side of the planet. Imagine if the Internet didn't exist, I would have never known about you and I would probably continue to live the same way forever. There is only so much happiness that one can achieve alone, but I would like to think that I could achieve so much more with you. It would be wonderful to stop dreaming about it and make it come true. So at the same time, I also think about what would be needed to make a relationship work and how to provide for as much as possible. It's not easy when other pressures are felt in a relationship. So if at first we should decide to take this beyond what it has become so far, i think it will be like awaking from a dream and trying our best to make the dream come true. Like i said before, there is a lot to talk about, a lot to learn and understand. The feeling of love is great, but it takes little bit more to have a place to live, to be healthy and have a family. I know that these are subjects that can't be decided or solved in a week, but the most important thing will be addressed, how well we get along. There is one thing that i know for sure, i like you very much and we will have a wonderful time together. Your words in every letter have shown me that we think the same way, so i truly believe that something great and long lasting will come out of this. I think about you every day and wish you were near me already. I will just have to be patient and wait for that moment to come true. With hugs and tender kisses. Yours, Nadezhda

Hello my dearest Richard, How are doing today? Hope this letter will find you in high mood. Fortunately Richard now we can be together at last. I hope soon i will inform you the information concerning my flight to you: plane and date of arrival. You can't even imagine it's such a pity and irritating how many different things are necessary for me for travel: clothes, cosmetics, some gifts for you from me. I will prepare special gift for you my dear. You will be happy. Best gift specially for you. Which I will show you when I will arrive to you. I hope, that my gifts will be pleasant for you. Richard my favorite flowers are orchids and roses. I am pleased that you want to invite me to a restaurant. But I think that we could have a romantic evening at home in one. I want to make dinner myself. 00000 you know, I'd wish it to be as rehearsal of our honey moon. I'd wish it to be absolutely unforgettable and I'm ready to devote myself totally to you - I'm ready to fulfill all of your desires, dreams and requests when we'll be together during days and nights!It would be wonderful to see some historical sightseeing, acquaint with your culture, eat some traditional food - do it together and enjoy each minute of company of each other. I want the time before our meeting to pass in one day to have possibility to fly off tomorrow already - but dreams, dreams… My embraces Richard. I miss you very much. Richard I've been to my friend Natalya. We went to the country side and visited church. It's such a wonderful building as if from old russian folk fairytale. We've been to divine liturgy. How was your day?????? With great love and devotion your darling woman, Nadezhda

Dear Richard, I have good news, very good for me and for you dear! Today in the morning I have come to travel agency, to me informed good news. Now it is necessary for me to buy the ticket to you and to go in Moscow for my visa and wait day of my flight. I'm immensely happy. I will be able to see you in person!!! I asked how, as to me have explained to me it is necessary to have the ticket to you I would be able to go to OSL Airport on the 1 May and how much it would cost. They said that the ticket would cost 189 Euro. I asked them to find a cheaper ticket, because the price is too high for me. But as it turned out I would not be able to have a cheaper ticket so quicly, the date is too early. Tickets must be reserved long beforehand. I asked them to offer me other variants of the flight. We found the most suitable one.
Depart · May 1, 06:25 PM − 08:05 PM 2h 40m SVO Sheremetyevo International Airport→OSL Oslo Airport Gardermoen SU-2534 · Aeroflot · Airbus A320-100/200 Dear, I feel itself it is a little inconvenient because I had to address to you for the help. I always counted myself the independent person, which itself can solve all problems. But, this time, I could not all to take into account and was mistaken that I can pay all travel itself.

But i'm glad that now I have you Richard , - the man, which can help me.
After ours acquaintance, at me varies sensations of. Earlier I counted myself the strong and independent person, and it was pleasant for me to feel, that I can care of myself. And now I feel simply the woman who requires support. But it is pleasant for me, to feel beside strong the man which protects me from all excitements of a life! Richard, I informed a place of arrival to you to the agent and he has calculated the staying payment for me. It will be for me (304 ?).
Into it enters: Flight from Moscow Sheremetyevo International Airport up to (Oslo Airport Gardermoen) and back, 2 ticket 152 ?(there and back ) + airticket to Moscow 235 ? + (2-3 days meals and hotel in Moscow) 330?. With me have still remained money, after payment of the first parts of cost. And now is necessary for me, in 5-6 days about 320Euro to pay in agency the second part of cost travel agency. I hope dear, that this money not difficulty for you and you can help to pay to me, in 5-6 days, 320Euro help me?????? Lovely, I hope, that I did not make to you difficulty by the haste.
Probably it is not planned expenditure for you. As you remember, I have already paid the cost of the visa itself and the services the agency is approximately 310 ?. If it so, do not become angry about me please, I very much miss you and i wait for ours meetings very much. I wait for your letters Richard! I know that you are my strong and intelligent man and you do not leave me in this situation. I'm sure you can help me to make real our meeting! Thousand kisses. Yours woman, Nadezhda

Dear, I am pleased to write a letter. I'm upset that I wasn't ready and I had to ask for your help. And I was very worried and waited for your response. I am pleased that you can help our meeting. Richard I need to know how you can help. I will find out information from my travel agent for paying for tickets. Now I know that we can be together. I'm very happy. Every day I wait and dream about our meeting. When I can meet you at the airport, look into your eyes, hear a voice and a hug. For me it will be the happiest day. And I want him to come as soon as possible. You are for me a man with whom I want to be and bind my life. I send you my information: name: Nadezhda Belyakova
address ; Russia City, Inta. , Street: Vostochnaya 20. , zip Code:
number: +7-966-376-3194. I do not have a copy of my passport right now. But I will ask my travel agent to send me the copy I made for the agency. I will send in my next letter.

Dear Richard, I am glad to receive a letter. I am pleased that you are thinking and waiting for us to be together. I am very upset of the difficulties. But I hope that we can overcome these difficulties together. The zip code is the index of the nearest branch near my house. I was at a travel agency yesterday. My travel agent asks me when I can pay for my flight. Dear understand that I can't come to you without your help. Understand that I did a lot for our meeting. Dear I asked my travel agent to make copies of my documents for me. My travel agent ask me why I'm doing this. I told the travel agent what my loved one asked me to do to help me. My travel agent made me a copy. Richard I made a copy of the passport as you requested. The travel agent said it was very dangerous to send copies of documents on the Internet. I said that I completely trust you and love you. Dear, I am sending you a copy of your passport. I will be waiting for your letter. Yours Nadezhda