Salutation my friend I was lucky enough to write to u, excuse me beforehand if I am had disturbed you. Well, as a matter of fact, I'm tired of my lonely and chose to try out Internet dating website! I hope that this action will be another stage in my future whole life. So, I want talk u a little bit about me to know me better! I want, that the written exchanges between us will proceed, and you're wondered and read my mail. I don't sure where to begin my description. I am never tried to tell to someone my individuality in the email before this moment. I'm can describe my person as the merry, strong, frank sincere person. I'm a extraverted girl though at the same time I'm a proud, woman. I 've usually admired genuineness outspoken and forthright. I want you're interested, that our correspondence will proceed. In the next email, I would like to read more about u, your outlook on life. I'm sending u my personal images. I rely on that u like it, and we can get acquainted more. Interested? Please answer ONLY to my private e-mail: IrinaKrasotkaaaa@outlook. com With best wishes, Irina!

Hello, thanks for taking the time and responding to my email. This is a new and unusual experience for me on the Internet. But I will try write you good letters. Do not be too strict about my mistakes in words, English is not my native language. And I hope to improve poor level of English during communication with you. Now, if you do not mind I will tell you a little about myself. My name is Irina I am now 32 years old. My birthday is September 10th. I was born in 1988 year. My weight is 54 kg with a height of 172 cm. I live in the provincial town of Ukhta (Russia, the Republic of Komi) I graduated medical University. My education will consist of 3 levels: school, college, university. I studied for 18 years. All 18 years old I also studied English. I work as a second surgeon in a small clinic for 4 years. I'm proud that I help people. Many things depend on me during the operations. I think that in future I will be able to become an independent surgeon . . I live alone, I have no children and a beloved man . . Sometimes I feel very lonely in her apartment. It is for this reason that I decided get to know you. I like to play sports (most likely, you will notice this in my photos). Twice a week I go to practice in the gym to keep fit. My training includes (aerobics, treadmills, yoga) I'm for a healthy lifestyle :) I have There are no bad habits, such as (alcohol, smoking and drugs). there is Do you have bad habits ??? What else can I tell you about me? I prefer all music regardless of genre (rock, jazz, pop, etc. ) I like watching movies about love, comedy, fantasy. I'm not so I love hits, where the stages of violence show. What else would you like to know? about me ??? Ask questions (only I ask you to ask me adequate questions) I want to say right away that I'm a decent girl and I will not to do ***** photos. . I hope you will not laugh and we will write a lot letters to each other. I hope that you are interested in our dialogue. What do you expect from a woman ?? You want a woman to be your partner in life ??
Maybe you're just looking for a girlfriend or mistress ?? May be are you looking for a mother for your children? What made you answer my previous letter, just interest ?? Or just politeness? Or maybe Is there something else ?, The distance between us is a problem for you?
I hope, that our communication will continue. Tell me about your preferences about woman. I send you a few pictures of me and my life.
I seriously in your intentions, so please show me your devotion.
P. S. Uuuf, finally, I finished this letter. I wrote this a letter with great inspiration and tried to tell as much as possible about me . . )))
I wish you a good and good day !! I hope to hear from you soon,
Irina.

Hello Richard, How are you? Thanks for the photos. I liked your pictures. I;m very glad that you decided to continue our communication. Now I work, and write the letter to you. Richard I was thinking of what I can write more about me. But I did not write to you about my family. I think that you should know about it. I was born in a small town of Ukhta (Russia).
My city is located in 1650 kilometers from Moscow to the northeast.
I live here. Richard I do not remember my father because he did not live with us. I was grown only by my mother. We were the best friends. But my mum had a cancer of a stomach, and she has died in 2006. Year was horrendous for me. It was awful and incredible. I could not understand it for long time. I was empty. Even now I remember my mum very much frequently. You know, that I had very happy childhood. Only then, several years I started to understand, that she felt, because I had no father with me. But I have received news from other people, that it was no mistake of my mother. My father (I cannot name his "daddy") never loved my mum. He has left her lonely, because my mum was the pregnant woman. It was very difficult for her to bring up me. Buy to me of a dress and toy. We lived only her little earnings. But we never complained of our life - we have solved all problems together. My mum always spoke me, I should marry the person which I shall real love. I hope you understand, that memory of my mum very important for me. After death of my mum I feel very much lonely, because I have no native sisters and brothers. Richard but I have my best friend Natalya and Marina. oooh I will send you a photo. They are remarkable girl. We can name us sisters because we are friends more than 15 years, and we help each other. Do you have a best friend?I want to tell you about my hobbies. Summer for entertainment I work in my small garden. I raise flowers. Roses, orchids, tulips, an aster. Do you have any favorite hobbies?I can describe my individuality as sunny, active, open-hearted sincere person with stable moral standards. Richard I want to know you much better because you are attracting me in what you say. How much time are you in search of women?What do you think of my character? Do you like my personality. What you do not like in me? Yours, Irina.

The day is wonderful today and I;m in high spirits and how are you? I hope all is well. Today I;ve woken up early in morning. I got up, showered, went to kitchen, made breakfast from eggs, open sandwiches, yoghurt and coffee. Later I went to job. I used to get to job by public transport but in mornings it;s nightmare really to use it - so many people, transport is overcrowded and everybody hasten. Richard I told my friend Natalya about you. She is happy that we write letters to each other. Natalya says that I need a man who will help me and who will really care for me. You know I really feel lonely very often but I believe in god luck. I believe in God, he always helps. oooooh I don;t remember if I told you about my dog. It's name is Archi. He the boy. To him 4 years. I heard if a person has a pet in a house and if he takes a good care of it the person is a very good house keeper. I belive it. I never tried to describe to somebody my character in the letter. And I have no idea how to do it. But if there is anything you want to know, I will tell you with pleasure of course. I really can tell that I have the kind heart, and I'm the good listener. I'm an absolutely kind person though at the same time I'm a proud woman;I always appreciated sincerity, honesty and frankness;I'm a loyal person and I always have respect to people. I'm able to forgive and I do not recognize anger. All this are the obvious features of my character, -the features, which I self can see in myself. I want you to learn me more, because I as well would be glad to learn more about you. Ask me any questions you wish in your turn. I will be happy to answer them. Your, Irina.

Hello Richard, Thank you very much for your letter. Your letter brightens my day! I hope you have the same feeling when you receive my letter. I enjoy our correspondence and I'm serious. I consider you to be my friend, I think that you understand me in lots of things and it's easy for me to talk to you on many topics. I think that this is very important for the relationship, if both of the partners want the relationship to grow. Richard trust is also very important, no relationship can be strong without it. Thank you for being honest with me and from my side I can say that I will be honest with you also. I think we should try to tell each other as much as we can.
I would like to know you better from inside, Richard, because you seem very interesting to me, so I have a question for you: What qualities do you appreciate in people the most?In my opinion, honesty, faithfulness, kindness, sincere and understanding are very important in people. I also think that in every relationship trust plays the main role. That's why I think that 100 trust should be between man and woman, they should be able to say every single thing to each other, share all their joys and sorrows. If they have a problem they should try to find a solvation together. What do you think, Richard? What is your opinion?
You know Richard I think that age is very important in the relationships. I think that the man should be older than the woman. As for me I prefer my future husband to be older than I'm. Older men know how to treat the girl right, they know what the girl wants. It;s much more interesting to talk to them. I'm looking for the serious relationships You probably understand me. What do you think I'm right, Richard?
Please, tell me more about you. What are your goals and dreams? What are your intentions?Answer these questions for me Ok. Richard and feel free to ask me anything, I'll answer you with great pleasure. Your, Irina.

Hello Richard,

Thank you very much for your letter and your tender words and care.

You are so sweet to me, it is so pleasant for me to read your letters, when I close my eyes I can see you saying this to me, it makes me feel very good. That's a great feeling, I am thanking God that you are in my life. Even though we are far from each other in reality, in my dreams we are together, we are walking together at some nice place in the nature holding hands and saying tender and warm words to each other. I feel that you are very special to me, I need to read your letters like I need air or water for living. I couldn't even think that something like that could happen to me. You know Richard i don't think that the outside beauty is the most important thing, you can be beautiful for some time, even the most beautiful, but in some years this beauty will go away, there will be other people who are going to be looking better. I think that the real beauty is inside your soul, that what stays forever. The person should be beautiful from inside, in my opinion. Don't you agree with me, Richard?I see in you the person who I can talk easily with, who is interesting for me, the one who is making me want to know you more and more. I would like to know your soul, I would like to know everything about you. I see that you are not playing with me or joking around, many of our thoughts are the same, our values are very close and we are looking for the same things, we both are looking for the special one. I see that I can establish the emotional connection with you, I can talk to you on any topic, it's very easy for me, it seems like I know you for a long time. Richard I like your thoughts about life and relationships between man and woman. By your letters I can say that you are a decent man with serious intentions. I like that in you. I think that we are even a little bit alike in that. I'm very serious about our correspondence. I like to read your letters and I think that I will really like to talk to you in person, you seem to be an intelligent and well educated person. I hope that some time we are going to meet. I don;t want to lose you and stop our correspondence. I understood that all those qualities which I appreciate and was seeking in man, I see in you Richard. Now Richard, let me answer my another very important question but please say only honestly, ok? Do you see in me the qualities that you appreciate and were searching for in a woman of your dreams? OK, Richard, I'm finishing my letter now and I hope that you are having a great day!

I'm thinking about you and I'm really happy that we've have our correspondence! This thought makes me smile :)

Hope to hear from you soon, Irina.

Hello Richard,

Richard it was very pleasant for me to receive your letter. I'm very happy that I've got acquainted with you, Richard. We started our correspondence not long ago, but I like your letters. It seems to me Richard, I know you for a long time, your thoughts are so close to mine. You know, Richard, I was thinking a lot about my future life and I think that I would like to move to another country. To check up the forces and possibilities. I have a good profession. Richard, I can tell you why. First, I should say that I want stability in my life. I think that it;s very hard to get this here in Russia. There are several reasons for that. I don;t have anything against Russia. You know Russia is a good country, that;s my Motherland and I love it, but the economical situation here is very bad, you can;t be sure in the next day, but I am thinking about my future. I would like to find my soul mate, the person I can trust completely, the person who is going to be near me all the time, love me and take care of me. Russian men have lots of bad habits, they drink a lot. My dad used to drink a lot. It gave my mom much pain. I don;t want this to happen to me. So, I think now you understand why I would like to move somewhere from Russia. I would really like to have a good and strong family based on good emotional connection first of all and understanding and surely love. I think that these things are the most important. I would like to have my second half near me to feel that I am safe, that I'm loved and that I have a person near me whom I can give all my tenderness and care that is inside of me. And now I met you. And it makes me very happy.
I like you very much and maybe in the future we could try to create happiness together. I'm thinking a lot about you. Ok, I'm finishing my letter now and I will be looking forward to your fast reply! With warm hugs, Irina.

Hello Richard, Richard I'm very glad that you have written to me. I need your letters, they make me happy.
Today i was late for work because I decided to stay in bed 5 minutes more but I fell asleep again. As the result I overslept, it was already 7-35 am, in 20 minutes I had to be at work place. I;ve never prepared to go to work so quickly really. One thought gladdens me - in the evening I;ll come home, will took a bath, change into my favorite dressing grown and drink a cup of hot lemon tea. I got really tired. I do not remember whether I wrote to you, my mum had no sisters and brothers. I've no cousins. Sometimes I feel very lonely. But I'm glad, that I have Marina and Natalya. Oooh, dear Richard I learned the good news. I was determined with work in clinic!I shall be the surgeon. I think because I have a good diploma ( about my education) I have the diploma the Europe-standard. This diploma entitles to work as the doctor in your country. I shall soon have 40 days a holidays. I will have free time.
Richard, you can't imagine what a pleasure for me was to recieve letters from you during the last days - as if I'm living only for your letters. I'm looking forward to learn you better. I'd like to assure you that you can always count on my understanding and encouragement - I'll always support you and in my turn will thank you for your treatment and respect to me. The main thing for me is how honest, thoughtful, colourful and interesting are your thoughts, words and answers to me and I'm glad that we continue our correspondence. You agree with me??Now I cannot present life without your letters. You have changed all my life. Richard Ok!?How was your day??? Yours, Irina.

Hello Richard, How are you doing Richard?How is your health? I'm very glad to see your letter. Richard i always think of you no matter where and no matter what I do. I'm very happy, I feel that our letters are very important for us both. I want to say thank you. Your letters became part of my life and I'd like to assure you that all my everyday thoughts are about you:your cheerful mood, health, good luck. Very pleasant for me, that I have such a the close person as you. It's a pity that you are far from me. I will hope that we will meet one day. I think we will be glad to see each other. Natalya ask me about you, every day. I say to her that I'm constantly thinking about you. She is very glad for me, and she always asks me to say Hello to you. Yesterday in the evening, I was thinking of my future work in the clinic. I'm happy that I will get my job. I should not study, because I have the diploma of the surgeon of the European standard. I don't know how to spend this month ( vacation ) I don't want to waste my time useless. I must think it over. Of course I will write letters to you. But it will take only the part of my day. What to do in the rest? I must find a decision. I trust you. I have no secrets from you dear, all my letters I write sincerely. Each your letter, your every compliment, amplified my feelings for you. I began to smile more, the days are more pleasant, because i know that there is a man, my dear man in this world. I read your letters and I understand that i was not mistaken in my choice, and you're the my man. I'm sending you a gentle kiss and my warm embrace. Finish this letter with thoughts about you, my dear Richard. Your, Irina.

Hello Richard,
Dear this morning i presented some kind of holiday to me. So I had some free time which I devoted to myself. I took a bath with foam, sea salt and aromatic oils. Warm aromatic bath together with strong fragrant coffee and light sandwich gave me lots of energy. Reading morning newspaper I found advertisement that boarding home for dogs demands help. I decided to make a good act. I found out that there is need of pet food. I bought food for dogs. I never thought that 15 kg is so heavy - he, he. Dogs are so cute there. They meet you, wag the tail, they know when food is coming. I think they are cute and expansive. Richard now while I;m writing this letter I;m also smiling because I;ve done smth good and useful. It;s such a pleasure to help somebody who;s in need of it, for example, it;s better to buy some useful thing than 135 red nail polish and to be sure that animals won't be hungry at least for some days or for example to share with old clothes with shelter for the poor. Richard have you ever done any similar noble action? Richard, i hope that our communication with you, grow into a serious relationship. Richard would now describe myself something new. Richard I thought about it and realized that I'm pretty much told you the details of his past life, about how I live now. I told you very little about how I see my future. I would like to see my future with you. Dear now I really understand that you are the man with whom I wanted to connect his life. If you remember, I wrote in my first letter, I was looking for a serious relationship only. I sincerely hope that you respond positively. Embrace Your, Irina.

Hello Richard, How are you doing today?What;s new?I'm fine over here and I was very glad to hear from you because I think of you!!!What you made today Richard?Than was engaged? Of what you think when you sleep?Of what you dream? What you ate? Are you tired today? Where you would want to go?
I fall asleep with dream about that that we together. I'm thinking about you all the time, you are very important for me.
Richard, you know, today I woke up and my first thought was about you! :)
I was laying in my bed and thinking, imagining that may be some wonderful day we;ll be waking up together like this and the first thing you will do when you wake up is kissing me and wishing me a good morning and I will do the same for you. You know, Richard, I liked that thought :)Who knows, may be some day it will be the reality? How do you think? Would you like that, ***? OK, my dear, I'm finishing my letter and I will be looking forward to your reply!!! I miss you!With sweet thoughts about you, Irina

Dear Richard, Dear i would like to tell you that your letters bring me much joy and make me happier day by day! Richard you are the dearest man of my heart, I'm always looking forward to your letters and gentle words. When I received your letter today, I was very happy. We are far away from each other now, but I'm sure, that we need each other. Richard I'm sure that the fact that we;ve met was meant to be. I can;t find words that can describe my feelings to you, you are making me the happiest woman. I feel your care. I'm glad to feel that I'm not alone. I've got you Richard. Dear i would like to thank you for your love and care. I know that you are serious and sincere with me. Dear from my side I;ll do my best, to make you happy. Because deep in my heart I feel, you are a special man who is dear to my heart so much! When i went to bed, i fell asleep with thoughts of you and our relationship. Probably, because I was a long time, but I could not describe my feelings to you. Richard now I can say that I'm more think about you, I have a huge attraction to you Richard. We're breathing the same air, and even thousands of miles away from each other. We're looking at the same sky and see the same moon. I want to continue our relationship, to a new level. That's why I pray you to consider the idea of becoming the most important men in my life. I'm finishing my letter to you and I will be looking forward to your reply! I kiss you my dear Richard. With hugs, Irina.

Dear Richard, How are you doing? I think that our almost everyday letters should lead to special and important. What will be next - this question excites me. As for me I think that the next step of our communication can be our personal meeting. What do you think? We can go on writing hundreds of letters but nothing will change until we meet. That's why I pray you to consider the idea of becoming the most important person in my life. I'm sincere and I desire to stay with you to know you better. Do you agree with me? Richard, what do you think when will be the most suitable time for our first personal meeting? We should consider meeting. I feel the connection between us, through our words to each other in our letters. Richard we should seriously consider meeting Upon meeting we would realize the chemistry between us and thus this would determine that we are meant to be together as in destiny. I'll kindly read all of your proposals, I'm very curious to know your opinion on this very important question. I;ll be waiting for your letter with your thoughts about the future of our relations… Your, Irina.

Dearest Richard, Dear, i thought a lot about our meeting. Now I have a vacation. I really want to meet you and spend my free time. I think that I can come to you myself. I do not know, how long it takes the paperwork necessary to travel to you Richard.
I think that for the registration my documents, I will go to a travel agency.
Ok dear to do this step we need to discuss important issues for me: 1. How many days, you can and willing to take accept me as a guest?
2. Where I'm will to live in your house or a hotel?
3. What are the things I take with me? What is the weather you have at this time of year?
Richard, I heard that really difficult to recieve visa for russian single girls nowadays. Foreign countries more and more strict to Russia maybe because of politics too. As soon as I receive from you all the answers to my questions, I can go to the travel agency to obtain detailed information about the trip for you, my love.
Miss about you, Irina.

Dearest Richard, Today I went in travel agency and have learned, that necessary for me for arrival in your country. Richard I've found out full information in travel agency. Staff of travel agency, have convinced me that we can be together. I asked how much it would cost for me to make visa. They said that only the examination of application for visa will cost me 30 USD. This money won't be returned even if the application is rejected. To get visa I must go to Moscow where is the Embassy. I'll to visit a lot of agencies, offices and organization in Ukhta in Moscow. This is the usual way to get visa, it may take me many months. I said to them that I could wait for a long time. They offered me to solve the problem and it will take me less time if I use Full Package of Service (FPS). FPS includes additional payments for a category of the visa, consular services, preparation for interview with commission your embassy.
FPS costs 360 USD, but the visas agency remove all the problems and thus increases the chance of getting a visa without excessive delays (I can get a visa in a week or two). On my request to find approximate route.
Package of proposals consists of air ticket there and back. They have told me that they will make all of the necessary documents for me. Assistants of agency told me that the official registration of documents will take some time. I've received lots of papers to fill in. According the conditions of contract agency does all of te documents for me. Organizes my tripin full. Richard, I do not know correctly has made, having paid such money. Probably I needed to consult to you. We do not have time to wait yes? I agreed and registered my application for visa, hoping that you'll be glad to meet me. Can you imagine that we'll spend some weeks together Or even can all life. It is not important for me where to live if I shall be sure in your feelings for 100 my loved and native I without any meditations shall stay to live in a place with you. For the sake of happiness, I'm ready on many things. May be you think I try to do too quickly, probably you suppose it's too early for us to meet each other?I'm happy now at present time. Richard, very soon I'll leave the work and I'll be able to spend my vacation with my Loved Richard. I have never been abroad. Richard now I have a chance to meet you. I think it will be great, wonderful, fantastic. I hope you don't think that I'm too impudent. I just want to met you and to spend some time with you. I'm looking forward to seeing to calm down my heart. Please tell me you be able to meet me? Will you be happy to face me? Your love, Irina.

Darling Richard, Dear I talked to Natalya about you Richard, for a long time yesterday in the evening. I told her that I wanted to meet you. Natalya supported me in my desire. She said that I could't miss a chanse to see you. Natalya is very glad that I've got acquainted with you. She wants me to be happy. I hope, Richard, that one day you and Natalya will be friends. I believe that Natalya'll be as close to you as to me. Now I often think of you before sleeping. I'm glad, that you were not against I have chosen Full Package of Service. I very much experienced. But I so would like to speed up process and somewhat quicker to be near to you. . Because I too test to you strong feelings. I not hesitating can tell that I love you. For me a great happiness to get acquainted with such fair, open, kind person as you Richard. . . . Now I with impatience wait for the notice from travel agency. For me days became very long. I want that have faster flown by days of expectation. Richard, you know I have a flower orchid at home. It's very beautiful, and it needs much care. Now I call it Richard. I hope you are not againstof it. Every morning I say to it "Good morning, Richard" What do you think of it?It seems to me that I want to tell you much and it will take me several days to tell all about myself. But I'm shy and can be confused when I'll meet you for the first time. Dear i saw a plane not long ago. And I thought that these "Iron birds" allow to meet million people who are happy to see each other every day (for example Richard and I)But when I think about my future flight on board the blane I can't forget last catastrophe of two planes. These incidents were in September. It was terrible to see grief and tears of relatives of the dead people. Now our government is sure that terrorist acts took place here. I believe that guilty people were severely punished. They have no right to prevent peaceful people from living. I hate terrorism and violence! You should know that fear of terrorists will never stop me. I'll be able to fly on board the plane and to be afraid of nothing. In my childhood I was flyining by plane. But people say that flights are if it's true. I heard that passengers are very well served during the flight. I'm interested to see it. Dear i don't know exact date when I can arrive to you. But I shall necessarily inform to you. Hope you can patiently wait?

Your love, Irina.

Hello my dear Richard, Dear Richard i has read your letter and was on the top of the world with happiness! I like to read such letters. After them I feel myself as the happy and desired woman. Dear days of expectation of readiness of documents of steel for me painful. Day for me began very long. I want that my documents were ready as soon as possible. I want that the travel agency has sped up this process. Whether I asked you you approve my act? I have paid the big sum of money for promptness. How you look at it?For me your answer very important. Because it is difficult for me for one to make such decisions. I have paid this money because I want to be with you as soon as possible and because my Holiday (Vacation). It is not a pity to me what money for the sake of our meeting. I'm in a very good mood today, but when I'm reading your letters again and again I feel even better, I love to receive your letters, they always bring me much joy and make me happy! I'm always thinking about you and you are in my thoughts. I wish you could be near me now, but I know that we;ll see each other and we;ll be together. Now I every day go to travel agency and I try to find out I skin the information concerning readiness of my documents. Today to me have told that probably tomorrow the day after tomorrow me will cause silt on interview in embassy. I was very glad to receive such information. Now day for me lasts as a month as I think all about our long-awaited meetings. I finish the my dear letter. With hugs and warm kisses your love, Irina.

Hello my lovely Richard, Dear Richard i was happy to receive the letter from you. Today my letter will be short. At me not so it is a lot of time. I have just left travel agency, and have decided to inform you good news at once.
Me cause to Moscow on interview in embassy. Tomorrow I should leave to Moscow. It seems to me, that I waited for this moment the whole eternity. The travel agency has carried out the task earlier than I thought. It can is connected to that sum of money which I have paid for acceleration of readiness of documents. Now it is not of great importance. I go to embassy!!!Probably tomorrow or the day after tomorrow I can receive documents which are necessary for arrival in your country. Tomorrow I shall write to you from Internet - cafe of the city of Moscow. I shall inform you all news which will concern my trip. After I shall receive documents, I will need to return back to native city to collect necessary things and to buy the ticket in your country. Trip to Moscow costs not cheaply, therefore I wanted to go to Moscow, to pass interview in embassy and to wait for day of a start.
But in the contract it is told, that in your country I can buy the ticket only in travel agency which helps me to collect necessary documents. From superstition I shall not begin to buy the ticket before reception of documents. Of agency of me convince, that it is possible to buy the ticket, and, then to pass interview. They have told to me, that many people do so. But it seems to me wrong. Dear, I was probable next week can inform you date of my start. I believe that next week I can take off to you. How you concern to this?I think that you too will be glad. I shall finish the letter. I shall go to collect things home. P. S Dear i want that you have sent me your full home address, the data on the nearest to you of the airports and phone number. I shall call to you if there will be urgent questions. I hope to receive from you the answer which will bring to me encouragement.
Dear write me the closest airport. Where can you meet me. The route I need to fly. Perhaps the closest airport near your town. Your love, Irina.

Darling Richard, Dear Richard, i was glad to receive your letter. Thanks you for all given information. Today i have arrived to Moscow. Dear, I'm in Moscow. You know, Moscow is very expensive and a big city. Today I did not find the way to my hotel. I have helped people as they told me to go. I had very nice walk along Moscow sightseeing yesterday so I;d like to calm my nerves and I;d better to go for a walk again. I'm very tired, and could not write to you is a lot. Darling Richard i informed you some times that cause me to Moscow on interview Now i near Embassy the Norway in internet-cafe. I write to you the letter and i worry. I think, that my destiny tomorrow is solved. Hope to me give the visa and I can meet you. It will be the greatest day in my life!!It's a pity, that i cannot write for a long time. Because I am very strongly tired. I hope, that i can soon write to you about results of visit to Embassy. If I cannot write from Moscow I shall write from Ukhta. With love yours and only yours, Irina.

Dearest Richard, I have more recently left embassy and at once have decided to write to you. I write to you the letter and I smile. I'm so glad!If I could, I would speak with you for a long time. But unfortunately now it is impossible. But I am confident, that our meeting will take place also we shall speak in person. Richard, I want to tell to you about the commission in Moscow. I hope to you it interestingly!!!Tomorrow I shall already write to you from native city. I shall arrive to Ukhta most likely tomorrow in the evening. I can probably have the visa. I worry, you should understand it. I never thought that the commission will ask such unusual questions. They asked about my ****** life, they asked about children, about work, about patriotism, about my attitude to Norway, about my conversance and awareness of events which happened in the world, about my religion and belief. I have told about all my life in detail. I spoke about verything fairly how it's really. To me have told that my answers are unexpected and as a rule applicants don't answer such questions so directly and openly. They haven't got used to hear such answers, but they said that to hear sincere and truthful answers is much more pleasant than words which come not from heart and reason. Now I should wait the decision I hope, that my visa will be ready within the next few days. The representative of embassy at once informs about it to travel agency. After that i shall buy the ticket in your country. After I shall buy the ticket i shall inform date of the arrival to you. Now I agree with expression: "Expectation of death is worse than the death"I can't concentrate on anything. My heart so worry, I can't work. They have told that the decision will be accepted in several days. I so worry. I so want that this small dream was come true. I simply want to see my lovely Richard. I think the God will help me. I simply want to meet you. I already see us together. I want to construct with you the ship to float under sails in boundless ocean. I want to meet with you a dawn and to see off a sundown. We will float on our ship and our love will illuminate our way. We will look at night at stars, we'll be pleased in the afternoon to the sun. If there will be a storm, our love will protect us. If there will be a calm, our love will be a wind. Our love will be a beacon for us. We will be floating at ocean of love and oblivion and nothing can separate us.
We'll name our ship - Dream. It will be the small ship, but very strong. Because we will make our ship from belief, hope and love. It's impossible to wait, when your dream will fall to you from the sky. It's necessary to go to the dream. It's necessary to clear and build the road itself. If in heart there is a belief and dream, if in heart there is a love and hope, it is necessary to achieve the dream by all means. I always go to the dream. I don't sit on a place. In my life there were very few light moments. On this I try to make everything that my dreams have come true. I understand that now it's only dreams. But these dreams brighten my life. I hope that yours also. Nothing will keep me to arrive to you Richard!!! Sincerely, Irina.

Dear Richard i was very glad to receive your letter. My visa is available but I can take away her only after i shall buy the ticket in your country. Tomorrow or after tomorrow, i shall buy the ticket in your country but only after to me inform from travel agency, and will tell, that my documents are completely ready. For arrival to you. I every day think of our meeting with you. I know how it is to be thinking about someone all the time, i have felt that as well. So then I try to keep myself busy doing other things and it helps. I guess that's how I've been able to get along all this time without somebody special in my life. I keep myself busy with study, with friends. I have become used to it now, but not entirely. Some times i get along doing chores around the house, listening to music, or helping other people with their problems. It has been so many times that I wanted to be with someone. So as time went on, little by little I had to learn how to not feel lonely. But i have also learned that it's not all that possible. And in the same way I try to avoid getting hurt, as it has happened to me before. And that too is not all that possible. On the other side I have seen other peoples mistakes and I like to think that I wont make the same ones. I try to think of many possible results, I like to be cautious and to think ahead, but I have learned that as careful that i may be, there is always something that can go wrong. So why should i continue to hold back and not live my life like others, by going ahead with what my heart says and being as cautious as possible, right?We are only human and imperfect, all I can try is to do the best I can, with the person that best fits my way of thinking.
And it would seem so strange that I could find such a person on the other side of the planet. Imagine if the Internet didn't exist, I would have never known about you and I would probably continue to live the same way forever. There is only so much happiness that one can achieve alone, but I would like to think that I could achieve so much more with you. It would be wonderful to stop dreaming about it and make it come true. So at the same time, I also think about what would be needed to make a relationship work and how to provide for as much as possible. It's not easy when other pressures are felt in a relationship. So if at first we should decide to take this beyond what it has become so far, i think it will be like awaking from a dream and trying our best to make the dream come true. Like i said before, there is a lot to talk about, a lot to learn and understand. The feeling of love is great, but it takes little bit more to have a place to live, to be healthy and have a family. I know that these are subjects that can't be decided or solved in a week, but the most important thing will be addressed, how well we get along. There is one thing that i know for sure, i like you very much and we will have a wonderful time together. Your words in every letter have shown me that we think the same way, so i truly believe that something great and long lasting will come out of this. I think about you every day and wish you were near me already. I will just have to be patient and wait for that moment to come true. With hugs and tender kisses. Yours, Irina

How are doing today? Hope this letter will find you in high mood. Fortunately Richard now we can be together at last. I hope soon i will inform you the information concerning my flight to you: plane and date of arrival. You can't even imagine it's such a pity and irritating how many different things are necessary for me for travel: clothes, cosmetics, some gifts for you from me. I will prepare special gift for you my dear. You will be happy. Best gift specially for you. Which I will show you when I will arrive to you. I hope, that my gifts will be pleasant for you. Richard you know, I;d wish it to be as rehearsal of our honey moon. I;d wish it to be absolutely unforgettable and I;m ready to devote myself totally to you - I;m ready to fulfill all of your desires, dreams and requests when we;ll be together during days and nights!It would be wonderful to see some historical sightseeing, acquaint with your culture, eat some traditional food - do it together and enjoy each minute of company of each other. I want the time before our meeting to pass in one day to have possibility to fly off tomorrow already - but dreams, dreams… My embraces Richard. I miss you very much. Richard I've been to my friend Natalya. We went to the country side and visited church. It's such a wonderful building as if from old russian folk fairytale. We've been to divine liturgy. How was your day?????? With great love and devotion your darling woman, Irina.

Dear Richard, I have good news, very good for me and for you dear! Today in the morning I have come to travel agency, to me informed good news. Now it is necessary for me to buy the ticket to you and to go in Moscow for my visa and wait day of my flight. I'm immensely happy. I will be able to see you in person!!! I asked how, as to me have explained to me it is necessary to have the ticket to you I would be able to go to Oslo Airport Gardermoen on the 2 December, and how much it would cost. They said that the ticket would cost 620 eur. I asked them to find a cheaper ticket, because the price is too high for me. But as it turned out I would not be able to have a cheaper ticket so quicly, the date is too early. Tickets must be reserved long beforehand. I asked them to offer me other variants of the flight. Well now I shall inform concerning the information of flight! 04:25 PM − 07:30 PM 3h 05m
VKO Vnukovo Airport→IST Istanbul New Airport
TK-418 · TURKISH AIRLINES · AIRBUS A321-100/200
Overnight flight
Stop at Istanbul IST 19h 05m 02:35 PM − 04:30 PM Arrival on Thu, Dec 03 3h 55m
IST Istanbul New Airport→OSL Oslo Airport Gardermoen
TK-1753 · TURKISH AIRLINES · BOEING 737-800 (WINGLETS) Dear, I feel itself it is a little inconvenient because I had to address to you for the help. I always counted myself the independent person, which itself can solve all problems. But, this time, I could not all to take into account and was mistaken that I can pay all travel itself. But i'm glad that now I have you Richard , - the man, which can help me.
After ours acquaintance, at me varies sensations of. Earlier I counted myself the strong and independent person, and it was pleasant for me to feel, that I can care of myself. And now I feel simply the woman who requires support. But it is pleasant for me, to feel beside strong the man which protects me from all excitements of a life! Richard, I informed a place of arrival to you to the agent and he has calculated the staying payment for me. It will be for me (520 eur).
Into it enters: Flight from Moscow Vnukovo International Airport up to Oslo Airport Gardermoen and back, 2 ticket 260 eur(there and back ) + airticket to Moscow 235 eur + (2-3 days meals and hotel in Moscow) 330eur . With me have still remained money, after payment of the first parts of cost. And now is necessary for me, in 5-6 days about 380 eur to pay in agency the second part of cost travel agency. I hope dear, that this money not difficulty for you and you can help to pay to me, in 5-6 days, 380 eur help me?????? Lovely, I hope, that I did not make to you difficulty by the haste.
Probably it is not planned expenditure for you. As you remember, I have already paid the cost of the visa itself and the services the agency is approximately 360 eur. If it so, do not become angry about me please, I very much miss you and i wait for ours meetings very much. I wait for your letters Richard! I know that you are my strong and intelligent man and you do not leave me in this situation. I'm sure you can help me to make real our meeting! Thousand kisses. Yours woman, Irina.

Hello my love Richard.
Dear Richard, I received your letter. My love Richard, I was very worried when I had to ask you Help. I was afraid that you would surrender to me. I thought it would leave me to insult and won't help me. But you didn't make. I am glad that our meeting will take place soon. You act like a real gentleman. I promise you that you will never regret that met me. I will not bring you, I promise. Dear, now I have to pay the travel agency 380 euros. I asked travel agent about how my beloved men can help me. Travel agent told me that you can transfer money for a ticket to bank account, travel agency, or I could open an account in the name and you could transfer to my account. But the money transfer will be take a very long time. The travel agent said that translation takes several days. Money can be credited to the account in a day of my beginning. So my travel agent advised me to use money transfers.
for example, Money Gram or "RIA money order". If you take advantage of services "Money Gram" or "RIA money transfers", money will come within fifteen minutes. So I can go and get the same the day you send it to me. My data: Name: IRINA
Surname: KHATKINA
Country Russia
City: Ukhta
Street: Pervomayskaya
House: 30
Apartments: 4
Postal Code: 169300
You need 380 euros to pay for the ticket.
Here is my mobile number: +7 927 874 6097. Your woman, Irina.

Hello my dear, My dear, I had problems. I couldn't send you a letter. I contacted a specialist. He told me that my email address got a virus. and now it doesn't work. The specialist helped me make a new postal address. I beg you, please write to me at my new email address: Natalya.Natysiinka@outlook.com With warm hugs Natalya...

Hello Richard, sorry for my late reply. I was sick with the flu. Now in Russia there is an epidemic of influenza and the virus has intensified a bit.
This is a high fever that not all antiviral drugs can lower. Yesterday I felt a little better, but I did not go to the library, as I could infect someone. Now I feel better and I immediately went to the library to write to you.
I'm very glad that you decided to continue our communication. I was thinking of what I can write more about me. But I did not write to you about my family. I think that you should know about it. I was born in a small town of Saransk (Russia). My city is located in 650 kilometers from Moscow to the southeast. I live here. I do not remember my father because he did not live with us. I was grown only by my mother. We were the best friends. But my mum had a cancer of a stomach, and she has died in 2006. Year was horrendous for me. It was awful and incredible. I could not understand it for long time. I was empty. Even now I remember my mum very much frequently. You know, that I had very happy childhood. Only then, several years I started to understand, that she felt, because I had no father with me. But I have received news from other people, that it was no mistake of my mother. My father (I cannot name his "daddy") never loved my mum. He has left her lonely, because my mum was the pregnant woman. It was very difficult for her to bring up me. Buy to me of a dress and toy. We lived only her little earnings. But we never complained of our life - we have solved all problems together. My mum always spoke me, I should marry the person which I shall real love. I hope you understand, that memory of my mum very important for me. After death of my mum I feel very much lonely, because I have no native sisters and brothers. but I have my best friend Marina and Anastasiya. oooh I will send you a photo. They are remarkable girl. We can name us sisters because we are friends more than 15 years, and we help each other. Do you have a best friend?I want to tell you about my hobbies. Summer for entertainment I work in my small garden. I raise flowers. Roses, orchids, tulips, an aster. Do you have any favorite hobbies?I can describe my individuality as sunny, active, open-hearted sincere person with stable moral standards. I want to know you much better because you are attracting me in what you say. How much time are you in search of women?What do you think of my character? Do you like my personality. What you do not like in me? Yours, Natalya

Hello dear Richard, How you? What is the weather today in your country? I hope all is well. Today I have had a difficult day, but now I’m free and I can write the letter you. I'm sorry for my previous letter. It was sad. I did not want to make you disappointed. I hope you did not get offended to my story about the mother. Well, I want to tell you about my hobbies. I like listening to different music. It depends on my mood and feelings. I like Joe Satriane as well. I suppose he is a magnificent guitar player. I hope you agree with me. I like the group “Dire Straits” very much. I like “Pink Floyd”. They are not similar to any others. There are a great number of popular musicians abroad. But I remember Russians as well. May be you heard about the Russian group "Spleen" or "Chaif." But I think the most famous Russian group abroad is “Gorky Park”. Probably you've heard about it. They had a great success at the beginning of 90s. I like going to the cinema very much. Now days a lot of foreign films are on the screen in Russia. Foreign cinema is widely spread in Russia. I like such old American films as Gladiator, Brave Heart. Mel Gibson is a good actor. My health is the most important thing for me. I do not boast. My health is really good, and I always try to be in a good form. I every morning, try to spend as much times as possible in the open air. I have no car and I take a bus. I have been living in the conditions of rather cold winters and damp autumn since my childhood. Such of climate helps to toughen my health. I do not smoke and do not take alcoholic drinks. I prefer a healthy way of life and I'm proud of it. Sewing and knitting are my hobbies if it's possible to say so. I also like to spend my free time gardening collect berries. I love to ski and to skate in winter. I can speak about my hobbies for a long time. But I also want to say that I do not like some things. I do not like artful and envious people. I hate when somebody deceives. I do not love cruelty and roughness. I'm not interested in people, who prefer to spend their time drinking alcohol. I also do not like bad untasty meal and cloudy days. I shall be glad, if you tell about you many various things for me. I want to know about you more and more. Because you my Friend. You agree? Friends always should know well each other. Your Natalya...

Hi my dear Richard,

Thank you very much for your letter. It brightens my day. I hope that you have the same feeling when you receive my letter. And of course, I enjoy our correspondence and I am serious. I consider you to be my friend, I think that you understand me in lots of things it's easy for me to talk to you on many topics. You can ask me any questions you want. I think that trust is very important for the relationship, if both of the partners want the relationship to grow. No relationship can be strong without it. Thank you for being honest with me and from my side I can say that I will be honest with you also. I think we should try to tell each other as much as we can. I am very glad to receive your photo. For me so it is pleasant to see it, that you understand, that I very much wish to see your person as it is possible is more often. I very much want that you sent me your photos more often, because at you such courageous features. You such beautiful man you are not similar to one of men which I know here in Russia. You very beautiful man and for me it is a little strange, why you remained till now one and are compelled to search to yourself for the girlfriend on the Internet, I think, women in your city are blind that do not notice you. I think, if you lived in my city I think I would not pass by you when would meet you in the street. Your person instal in me confidence, that you can protect any woman from any danger. I would like, that near to me there was such person.

I would like to know you better from inside, because you seem very interesting to me, so I have a question for you: What qualities do you appreciate in people the most? In my opinion, honesty, faithfulness, kindness, sincere and understanding are very important in people. I also think that in every relationship trust plays the main role. That's why I think that 100 trust should be between man and woman, they should be able to say every single thing to each other, share all their joys and sorrows. If they have a problem they should try to find a salvation together. What do you think? What is your opinion? And feel free to ask me anything, I'll answer you with great pleasure. I will be looking forward to your letter!!!!
Sincerely Natalya...

Hi my dear Richard, Thank you very much for your letter and your tender words. You are so sweet to me, it is so pleasant read your letters. When I close my eyes I can see you saying this to me. It makes me feel very good. Even though we are far from each other, in my dreams we together. We are walking together at some nice place in and saying tender and warm words to each other. I feel that you are very special to me.

You know Richard, I don't think that the outside beauty is the most important thing, you can be beautiful for some time, even the most beautiful. But in some years this beauty will go away, there will be other people who will look better. I think that the real beauty is inside your soul. The person should be beautiful from inside, in my opinion. Don't you agree with me?

Richard, I see in you the person who I can talk easily with, who is interesting for me. I would like to know your soul, I would like to know everything about you. I see that you are not playing with me or joking. Many of our thoughts are the same, our values are very close and we are looking for the same things. I see that I can establish the emotional connection with you. I can talk to you on any topic. It's very easy for me, it seems like I know you for a long time. I like your thoughts about life and relationships between man and woman. By your letters I can say that you are a decent man with serious intentions. I like that in you. I think that we are even a little bit alike in that. I am also serious about our correspondence. I like to read your letters and I think that I will really like to talk to you in person, you seem to be an intelligent and well educated person.

OK Richard, I am finishing my letter now and I hope that you are having a great day. I am thinking about you and I am really happy that we've met. This thought makes me smile. Hope to hear from you soon. With hugs Natalya...

Hi my dear Richard, It was very pleasant for me to receive your letter. I am very happy that I've got acquainted with you. We started our correspondence not long time ago, but I like your letters so much, it seems to me like I know you for a long time, your thoughts are so close to mine. I hope that in the future we will become very good friends or even more. Place of my work the Saransk regional clinical hospital 3 (traumatologic hospital). I work in it as the surgeon-dentist. I studied as the trade the Saransk medical college. You know Richard, I was thinking a lot about my future life and I think that I would like to move to another country to live, there are few reasons for that. I can tell you why. First of all I should say that I want stability in my life. I think that it’s very hard to get this here in Russia. There are several reasons for that. I don’t have anything against Russia. Russia is a wonderful country, that’s my Motherland and I love it, but the economical situation here is very bad, you can’t be sure in the next day, but I am thinking about my future. And there is a second reason for my intention to move to live to another country. I would like to find my soul mate, the person I can trust completely, the person who is going to be near me all the time, love me and take care of me. Russian men have lots of bad habits, they drink a lot. My dad used to drink a lot. It gave my mom much pain. I don’t want this to happen to me. So, I think now you understand why I would like to move somewhere from Russia. I like to prepare. Especially I like to prepare various salads: olivye, venegret, crab sticks, a herring under a fur coat, a mimosa, fruit salads. They very tasty, nutritious and in them it is a lot of vitamins for maintenance of good health. From hot meal I like to prepare two national dishes in Russia: these are pelmeni and a borsch. I would really like to have a good and strong family based on good emotional connection first of all and understanding and surely love. I think that these things are the most important. I would like to have my second half near me to feel that I am safe, that I am loved and that I have a person near me whom I can give all my tenderness and care that is inside of me. I do have a lot to give, but for right now there is no one special whom I can give it to and I don't want to waste it just for someone, I want to meet my only one, my special one. I am thinking a lot about you, and I would like to hear from you soon. Ok, I am finishing my letter now and I will be looking forward to your fast reply! With warm hugs Natalya

Hi my Richard, I'm very glad that you have written to me. I need your letters more and more often. They make me happy. I was determined with work in clinic! I shall be the surgeon. I shall soon have holidays, I shall work as the senior surgeon. Hope, that you is glad for me because the surgeon is my favorite trade. Today I have been late for work. When I woke up in the morning, my neighbor came to me. She is an old woman and she is a very good and king woman. We address each other when we need something. Today she came to me because she had a problem. The door to her house has been broken and she couldn’t close it. She lives alone as well, her husband died 5 years ago and now nobody is ready to help her. So, I went to have a look at the door. We tried to repair it but we could do nothing. I am a bad carpenter (smile). As it turned out something was wrong with a lock, it was necessary to ask a specialist’s help. Klava (this is my neighbor’s name) was very disappointed, what we could do, we are women, and it was clear that a specialist’s help was necessary. I tried to calm down my neighbor because she doesn’t feel well and it’s very dangerous for her to be nervous. She had to be hospitalized, but she refused to do it and now she has to take injections every day. I promised to ask for a carpenter. In our clinic there is a man, who is responsible for repair, if something is wrong with the clinic. He drinks alcohol a lot, but he has “golden hands” (in Russia it means that a person with “golden hands” can do all the things very good) I want to ask him to help my neighbor with her door. I want that he attempt to repair my roof. I do not know whether he will agree. I shall hope for his help. I can’t find him now but as soon as I see him I’ll ask. It is very important to help old people. More than it our government doesn't treat old people well. Pensions are tiny. They don’t get any social aid. Our medicine is not free of charge. Old people have to spend all the money on medicines. Of course it is not good, it’s unfair, unjust. But the economic situation in Russia is not highly developed. Well I am not interested in politics but the question about social aid is very important for me. I do not remember I wrote to you about my diploma? I have the diploma the Europe-standard. This diploma entitles to work as the doctor in your country. Your Natalya…

Hello my Richard, Now I'm writing to your letter and I'm happy. It's very pleasant that I have such the close person as you are. It's a pity that you are far from me. But I will hope that we will meet one day. I think we will be glad to see each other when we know each other better. Marina asks me about you every day. I say to her that I'm constantly thinking about you. I am thinking a lot about you and I like to read from you. I am very glad that you understand me. You the unique person which to worry about me. You know, I need to tell you something. I think that friendship is very important in the relationships. Let me explain what I mean here. I think that passion and affection are very good, but two people that decide to be together need to know how deal with each other in everyday life. You know what I mean? And I think that friendship between them will help a lot. I would like to see a very good, I can say the best friend in my soul mate. I think that emotional connection is very important, so that two people will feel very comfortable with each other. How do you think? When I am reading your letters Richard, I feel that you are honest and sincere with me, you are telling me a lot about you, so I want to give you the same thing. You know, I have a dream. I would like to find a true love, a special person who is going to love and take care of me and I will do the same for him. I want our love to be forever. I think that when I meet that special one I will give him all of my tenderness, care and love. And what is your dream? What do you want the most from life? Please, tell me. It will be very interesting for me to know what you are thinking and dreaming about. It's a pity that many Russian men became alcoholics. I remember that many-many years ago my mum and I had to make a fence around our house. But what could we do? Mum and I? When my mother came to a shop to buy nails, three men asked her what for she needed nails. She told they and they began laughing, when learnt that a young lady and her little daughter wanted to do. They came to our house together with my mom and everything was ready in the evening. They refused to take money. The only thing we could do for them just to feed them with pancakes after their work. By the way since that time it is my favorite food. One of the man asked if the had something to paint the fence. My mum answered that she would buy paint a little bit later. Next day in the morning the 2 men came and they brought their own paint and painted the fence. We wanted to pay them for it some money, but they refused. They said that the paint was left after the painting of their fence. Yesterday in the evening I was thinking of my future work in the clinic. I'm happy that I will get my favorite job. I should not study, because I have the diploma of the surgeon of the European standard. I don't know how to spend this month, I don't want to waste my time useless. I must think it over. Of course I will write letters to you. But it will take only the part of my day. What to do in the rest? I must find a decision. I hope, you are not sick and tired of my letter. You know Richard, I need to tell you something. I have never thought before that this is possible to find a very good friend, somebody special with the help of Internet. But now I can say that this happened to me, I’ve met you and it seems to me like I know you for a long time even though we exchanged only a few letters. Now I can say that there is a person in the world who understands me, my life position, whose dreams and intentions are close to mine. You should know that you are dear to my heart, I am always ready to listen, understand and try to help you if you need that. Ok, I am finishing my letter now and I will be looking forward to your reply!!! I am thinking about you!!!
With tender hugs and kisses

Hi my dear Richard, How are you doing today? What’s new? I am fine over here and I was very glad to hear from you because I miss you very very much!!! I am thinking about you all the time, you are very dear to me. Richard, you know, today I woke up with sun beams that were coming out of my window and my first thought was about you! I was laying in my bed and thinking, imagining that may be some wonderful day we’ll be waking up together like this and the first thing you will do when you wake up is kissing me and wishing me a good morning and I will do the same for you. You know, I liked that thought. Who knows, may be some day it will be the reality? How do you think? Would you like that, ***? OK my dear, I am finishing my letter and I will be looking forward to your reply!!! I miss you!
With sweet thoughts about you, Natalya…

Hello my dear Richard, I would like to tell you that your letters bring me much joy and make me happier day by day! You are the dearest man to my heart, I am always looking forward to your letters. When I received your letter today, I was very happy. We are far away from each other now, but I am sure that we need each other, I am sure that the fact that we’ve met was meant to be. Who knows, maybe we are two halves of one? I can’t find words that can describe my feelings to you, you are making me the happiest woman in the world! I would like to thank you for your love and care, I know that you are serious and sincere with me, from my side I’ll try to do my best to make you happy. Because deep in my heart I feel that you are a very special man who is dear to my heart so much! I am finishing my letter to you and I will be looking forward to your reply! With hugs Natalya…

Hi my sunshine Richard, How are you today? What is new with you? I am doing fine over here, thinking about you a lot. I was very glad to receive a letter from you. You know, that your letters always bring me joy. So I decided to come internet cafe and write you a letter right away, now I have a little bit more free time, so I can write you almost every day or every two days! This makes me feel better because I have got used to your letters and I miss you if I don’t hear from you, you know? Today I went for a walk with my girlfriend Marina. We’ve been walking in the park and you know I always had a thought how nice it could be if we (you and I) were walking together. How do you think, wouldn’t it be nice? You know Richard, I’ve told you before that I wanted to find my true love, my soul mate, I think that I am very close to it now. I am very serious about you, there is only one thing left. Our meeting. This is very important, in my opinion. And this is the best way to learn much more about each other. I am dreaming about it, about the time we can see each other for the first time, look into each others eyes… It’s only my dreams for now, but I want all this to come true? OK, I am finishing my letter now and I will be looking for your next letter very impatiently!!! Have a great day and write back soon!
I miss you! Natalya…

Hi my dear Richard, Thank you very much for your letter, I was very glad to receive it. I am always very happy when I get a letter from you. You know that you are very important to me and I am thinking about you all the time. Yesterday when I went to bed I was thinking about you, about us, remembering how we’ve met, remembering our first letters when we didn’t know each other at all and comparing to what we have now and this comparison made me smile. Because now I feel that I have the person in the world that cares about me, who I can talk to about everything, the one who is very interesting for me. Honey, you know, I am very glad that we have each other. I think that the worst thing in the world is when you are alone, when nobody is near you, when there is no person who is close to your heart and soul. I think that even though we are apart from each other now, we are still happy, happy with the thought that we are in each other’s life. Happy to think about us, to dream about our meeting that is going to happen some time, about our future, happy future if everything goes right. I do not know as you to answer your question because I never travelled from Russia earlier and never thought over a trip so far from my house. Certainly, when I have come to Internet cafe to start to search to myself of the friend that I thought that once we will need to meet and he will probably ask me to arrive to it, but I did not think that it will be so soon. I thought that we need to learn at first each other as it is possible is better. I know a little about you and I think you so know about me a little. I think to us it is necessary to think a little and then to solve and plan more seriously ours with you I will meet my dear. My dear Richard, all above is said honestly, from the bottom of my heart. This is how I feel, this is what inside of me, deep in my soul. I think that you are that special one who I can share it with. I wanted you to know how I feel and what I am thinking about. Honey, please, tell me what are you thinking about and what is in your mind? I would really like to know that, this is important for me. Important to know what are your joys and sorrows. Bye for now, my sunshine!
Remember I am thinking about you!!!
Have a great day!
With tender hugs and kisses, Natalya…

Hi my sunshine Richard, How are you doing today? How is everything with you? Thank you very much for your letter, I was very glad to receive it. Your letters like a bright sun make my day. I am thinking about you a lot and I just can’t get you out of my head. But I think that this is a good thing, actually deep in my heart I feel that the emotional connection we are developing is becoming ****** day by day. I feel that my feelings to you are getting stronger and stronger. Every day I am thinking about you more and more. You know, every day I think how great this is that we’ve met in internet, from so many men and women that are there we’ve chosen each other, not anybody else. I am so thankful to fate that it gave me you. All the time I am dreaming about you and me, us together. These are very wonderful dreams, I am thinking about our future together, what if we meet and like each other a lot and then how everything would be changed for both of us. I like dreaming about us, hoping for the great future together. I am finishing my letter now and I will be looking forward to your reply very impatiently! With tender hugs and kisses, Natalya…

Hello my dear Richard, Today the weather is good here. I have spent all my day outside. When I came internet cafe, I decided to check my e-mail right away, it was very pleasant for me as usual to receive a letter from you, I have been waiting for it impatiently!!! Your letters always bring me joy and good mood, I am really very happy that I’ve got acquainted with you. You are like a wonderful dream that came into my life, I think and dream about you very often. My dear Richard, I think that there is something between us that make me trust you and open my heart for you, I would like to give you my full trust because I see in your letters how sincere and serious you are towards me. Honey, I can’t describe you all of my feelings, the thought that the person like you have appeared in my life makes me feel so excited!!! You are far from me now, but I feel that my happiness is somewhere near me. I hope that we’ll be happy together. Sweetheart, all I’ve told you is very true, all of my words are coming from my heart and soul! I wish you and the people who are close to you to be healthy and fine. I am finishing my letter now and I will be looking forward to your reply. I send you my tender kiss Natalya…

Hello my warm angel Richard, I am madly glad to receive from you your warm and your most gentle letter. Each your word is filled by such warm solar beams. I always read your letters on some times. I read and I represent you nearby, I close eyes, I look how you near to me sit. These imaginations it after all so is healthy and so it is pleasant. Darling Richard, I thought much, and have understood, that we should meet you. I understand that if we want with you strong relations the meeting is necessary. You with me agree? But I very much wish to arrive to you. Next week on work to me give holiday. And if you not against, I like to spend this time with you. I would like to visit you in your country. It is very interesting to me to learn culture of your country. Interestingly as you live. You know, that I never was outside of Russia. I very much wish to see you. The darling you is ready to accept me in the country? I wish to tell, that I have really reflected on visiting of your country. Now time of my vacation. I, think, that now the most favorable time for our meeting. During a vacation I can visit agency of travel and learn about visiting of your country. What do you think of it? I know, that after holiday I will need to work much. Work takes away a lot of time and it is difficult to reflect on private life. I, think, that time for private life has now come. If you really want our meeting tomorrow I can visit agency travel... What do you think of it? I had a dream this night. Today you have dreamt me. You have met me at the airport when I have arrived to you. You stood in a white jacket, and in hands you had very big bouquet of a rose. On your person the dazzling smile shone. You have approached to me and have strong embraced me, and I have kissed you for the first time. When we have left the airport, you have suggested to walk on a city and to show me sights. I have agreed, and you have started to show me your fine city. We went, talked, told different histories from a life. We are surrounded with beautiful green avenue, we go lengthways it, then unexpectedly you pick up me on hands and start to turn with me. I laugh, and even in a dream I have felt warmth of your embraces. Then you have put me on the earth, and we have appeared the person to each other. In your eyes I saw the reflexion, reflexion of the dark blue sky. And at all have not noticed that evening, and began to darken. You have suggested me to go to you home and to have supper with you. When we have arrived to you, the table has been already covered. You set fire two candles and have switched off light. We sat the friend opposite to the friend and have started to eat. We spoke and laughed. You have included slow music and have invited me to dance. You took me for a waist, and I have compressed your neck, and we have started to dance. On this place the alarm clock has rung out. And I have woken up. This dream such was such distinct, I so did not wish to wake up. And when I have woken up, it was very a pity to me, that it was only a dream. I very much would want that this dream was carried out. Dear Richard, i thought a lot about our meeting. Now I have a vacation. I really want to meet you and spend my free time. I think that I can come to you myself. I do not know, how long it takes the paperwork necessary to travel to you Richard.
I think that for the registration my documents, I will go to a travel agency.
Ok dear to do this step we need to discuss important issues for me:
1. How many days, you can and willing to take accept me as a guest?
2. Where I'm will to live in your house or a hotel?
3. What are the things I take with me?What is the weather you have at this time of year? Richard, I heard that really difficult to recieve visa for russian single girls nowadays. Foreign countries more and more strict to Russia maybe because of politics too. As soon as I receive from you all the answers to my questions, I can go to the travel agency to obtain detailed information about the trip for you, my love. I hope that you liked my dream. I will look forward your letter Yours and only yours Natalya… PS. I hope, you will not give up to meet me in the country. If you cannot, simply tell to me about it. I require only your consent, you agree to meet me?????

Dear mine Richard, Today I went in travel agency and have taught that it to be necessary for me for arrival in your country. People have convinced me of travel agency that we can be together. I am in good mood. I wondered how much it would cost for me to make visa. They said that only the examination of application for visa will cost me 30 usd. This money won't be returned even if the application is rejected. To get visa I must go to Moscow where the embassy is. I'll to visit a lot of agencies, offices and organization in Saransk in Moscow. This is the usual way to get visa, it may take me many months. I said to them that I could wait for a long time. And they offered me to solve the problem and it will take me less time if I use Full Package Service (FPS). FPS includes additional payments for a category of the visa, consular services, and preparation for interview with commission. FPS costs 360 usd, but the visas agency remove all the problems and thus increases the chance of getting a visa without excessive delays (I can get a visa in a week or two). I thought for a long time and came to the conclusion that this variant is the only right for me. Whether I do not know correctly has made, having paid such money. Probably I needed to consult to you all over again. But I have thought that other exit is not present. For a cheap payment documents are very for a long time made. We do not have time to wait. I agreed and registered my application for visa, hoping that you'll be glad to meet me. Can you imagine that we'll spend some weeks together or even can all life. It is not important for me where to live if I shall be sure in your feelings for 100 percent my loved and native I without any meditations shall stay to live in a place with you. For the sake of happiness and family I am ready on many things. I very much would dream that you all life were only near to me. I'm immensely happy when I'm thinking about the opportunity. I'll be everything myself? May be you think I try to do too quickly. But I can't wait for ages, I'm happy now at present time. Necessary to begin moving to in your life, it's important to go ahead, to overcome difficulties to take aim. Very soon I'll leave the work and I'll be able to spend my vacation with you. I have never been abroad. But now I have a chance to meet you. It's a dream. You are my friend, and friend sometimes meet each other. I think it will be great, wonderful, and fantastic. I hope you don't think that I'm too impudent. I just want to meet you and to spend some time with you. I suppose you haven’t changed your attitude towards me after this letter. I'm looking forward to seeing to calm down my heart. Please tell me you be able to meet me? Will you be happy to face me? I hope you!!

Hi my dear Richard, I talked to Marina about you Richard, for a long time yesterday in the evening. I told her that I wanted to meet you. Marina supported me in my desire. She said that I couldn't miss a chance to see you. Marina is very glad that I've got acquainted with you. She wants me to be happy. I hope that one day you and Marina will be friends. I believe that Marina be as close to you as to me. Now I often think of you before sleeping. For me a great honor to get acquainted with such fair, open, kind person as you.... Now I with impatience wait for the notice from travel agency. For me days became very long. I want that have faster flown by days of expectation. I want to inform you date of my start faster. I think about our letters to each other. I often ask myself what will be then, when we'll face. It's very interesting how long we would be able to talk when we met for the first time. What do you think of it? It seems to me that I want to tell you much and it will take me several days to tell all about myself. But I'm shy and can be confused when I'll meet you for the first time. But I think that we are mare than friends that is why we will be able to speak of what we want. I saw a plane not long ago. And I thought that these "Iron birds" allow meeting million people who are happy to see each other every day. But when I think about my future flight on board the plane I can't forget catastrophe of two planes. It was terrible to see grief and tears of relatives of the dead people. Now our government is sure that terrorist acts took place hare. I believe that guilty people were severely punished. They have no right to prevent peaceful people from living. I hate terrorism and violence! You should know that fear of terrorists will never stop me. I'll be able to fly on board the plane and to be afraid of nothing. In my childhood I was flying by plane. But people say that flights are if it's true. I heard that passengers are very well served during the flight. I'm interested to see it. Sorry, but now I don't know exact date when I can arrive to you. But I shall necessarily inform when I can. Hope you can patiently wait? I'm ready to give much to know precisely when I can see you. Your love Natalya.

Hi my sweetheart Richard, Dear Richard, I has read your letter and was on the top of the world with happiness! I like your romantic reasoning. At you rich imagination. I like to read such letters. After them I feel myself as the happy and desired woman. I want that my documents were ready as soon as possible. I want that the travel agency has sped up this process. Whether I asked you approve my act? I have paid the big sum of money for promptness. How you look at it? For me your answer was important. Because it is difficult for me for one to make such decisions. I have paid this money because I want to be with you as soon as possible because my Holiday. It is not a pity to me what money for the sake of our meeting. I am in a very good mood today, but when I am reading your letters again and again I feel even better, I love to receive your letters, they always bring me much joy and make me happy! I am always thinking about you and you are in my thoughts. I wish you could be near me now, but I know that we’ll see each other and we’ll be together. When I think about all this it feels like I am flying in the sky!!! My day was fine and resting today. I slept in today, woke up, then took a very nice shower, had breakfast and cleaned my house for a little while. I like when my house is cosy and looks nice and clean. Today I’ve also went to the movies with my girlfriend, we had a wonderful time. The movie was a scary one, but I liked it a lot. Tomorrow I am planning to go to the gym because I want to stay in shape. I like when my figure is slim and looks fine. So I’ll take care of my health. Everything is alright with me, now when you’ve appeared in my life, I feel that the emptiness I had in my heart and soul have gone away, I know that you think and care about me, and this is the most important thing for me! I would like to tell you that you’ve changed my life a lot, and even though you are far away from me, I know for sure that you are near me in my thoughts, you are always with me. I want you to feel very comfortable and happy because you are very important to me! Honey, you know, there are so many stars in the sky, but yesterday night when I looked at it, I’ve found this one beautiful star that will lead us and our happiness! All the words I tell you are from my heart and I’ll never get tired of telling you how much you and our relationships mean to me! I am finishing my letter now and I will be looking forward to your reply!!!
With hugs and warm kisses, Your love Natalya...

Hello my dear Richard, You became dear to my heart. I any more do not see the life without you. Yesterday I went on film. "Star wars. The latent threat 3D". You looked this film? I have not absolutely understood sense of it cinema because thought absolutely about the friend. I all the day think of our meeting. I cannot more about anything think. I am glad that you approve my act. It is difficult for me. Now I every day go to travel agency and I try to find out I skin the information concerning readiness of my documents. Today to me have told that probably tomorrow the day after tomorrow me will cause silt on interview in embassy. I was very glad to receive such information. Now day for me lasts as a month as I think all about our long-awaited meetings. I finish my dear letter. With love Natalya

Hello my honey Richard, Dear Richard, I was happy to receive the letter from you. Today my letter will be short. At me not so it is a lot of time. I have just left travel agency, and have decided to inform you good news at once. Me cause to Moscow on interview in embassy. Tomorrow I should leave to Moscow. It seems to me, that I waited for this moment the whole eternity. The travel agency has carried out the task earlier than I thought. It can is connected to that sum of money which I have paid for acceleration of readiness of documents. Now it is not of great importance. I go to embassy!!! Probably tomorrow or the day after tomorrow I can receive documents which are necessary for arrival in your country. Tomorrow I shall write to you from Internet - cafe of the city of Moscow. I shall inform you all news which will concern my trip. After I shall receive documents, I will need to return back to native city, to collect necessary things and to buy the ticket in your country. Trip to Moscow costs not cheaply, therefore I wanted to go to Moscow, to pass interview in embassy and to wait for day of a start. But in the contract it is told, that in your country I can buy the ticket only in travel agency which helps me to collect necessary documents. From superstition I shall not begin to buy the ticket before reception of documents. Of agency of me convince, that it is possible to buy the ticket, and, then to pass interview. They have told to me, that many people do so. But it seems to me wrong. Dear, I was probable next week can inform you date of my start. I believe that next week I can take off to you. How you concern to this? I think that you too will be glad. I shall finish the letter. I shall go to collect things home. I want, that you have sent me your full home address, the data on the nearest to you of the airports and phone number. I shall call to you if there will be urgent questions. I hope to receive from you the answer which will bring to me encouragement. Your love Natalya...

Hello how are you doing? How is your mood? I've already got attached so much to you that I miss when I can't read your regular letter or can't answer to you. My everyday thoughts are about you: your cheerful mood, health, success. I’ve seriously thought today about the future of our communication. Hope to hear from you soon.

Hi my dear Richard, Dear Richard, I was glad to receive your letter. Thanks you for given information. Today I have arrived to Moscow. I am very tired, and could not write to you is a lot. Dear, I informed you some times that cause me to Moscow on interview Now I near Embassy the in internet-cafe. I write to you the letter and I worry. I think that my destiny tomorrow is solved. Hope to me ' give the visa and I can meet you. It will be the greatest day in my life!! It's a pity that I cannot write for a long time. Because I am very strongly tired. I hope, that I can soon write to you about results of visit to Embassy. If I cannot write from Moscow I shall write from Saransk. With love yours and only yours Natalya.

Hi my dearest Richard, I have more recently left embassy and at once have decided to write to you. I write to you the letter and I smile. I'm so glad! If I could, I would speak with you for a long time. But unfortunately now it is impossible. But I am confident, that our meeting will take place also we shall speak in person. I want to tell to you about the commission in Moscow. I hope to you it interestingly!!! Tomorrow I shall already write to you from native city. I shall arrive to Saransk most likely tomorrow in the evening. I can probably have the visa. Because I tried for it much. I worry, you should understand it. I never thought that the commission will ask such unusual questions. They asked about my ****** life, they asked about children, about work, about patriotism, about my attitude to your country, about my conversance and awareness of events which happened in the world and in your country, about my religion and belief. I have told about all my life in detail. I spoke about very thing fairly how it's really. To me have told that my answers are unexpected and as a rule applicants don't answer such questions so directly and openly. They haven't got used to hear such answers, but they said that to hear sincere and truthful answers is much more pleasant than words which come not from heart and reason. Now I should wait the decision. I hope that my visa will be ready within the next few days. The representative of embassy at once informs about it to travel agency. After that I shall buy the ticket in your country. After I shall buy the ticket I shall inform date of the start. Now I agree with expression: "Expectation of death is worse than the death" I can't concentrate on anything. My heart so worry, I can't work. They have told that the decision will be accepted in several days. I so worry. I so want that this small dream was come true. I simply want to see my lovely friend. I think the God will help me. I simply want to meet you. I already see us together and I sink in dreams. I want to construct with you the ship to float under sails in boundless ocean. I want to meet with you a dawn and to see off a sundown. We will float on our ship and our love will illuminate our way. We will look at night at stars, we'll be pleased in the afternoon to the sun. If there will be a storm, our love will protect us. If there will be a calm, our love will be a wind. Our love will be a beacon for us. We will be floating at ocean of love and oblivion and nothing can separate us. We'll name our ship - Dream. It will be the small ship, but very strong. Because we will make our ship from belief, hope and love. It's impossible to wait, when your dream will fall to you from the sky. It's necessary to go to the dream. It's necessary to clear and build the road itself. If in heart there is a belief and dream, if in heart there is a love and hope, it is necessary to achieve the dream by all means. I always go to the dream. I don't sit on a place. In my life there were very few light moments. On this I try to make everything that my dreams have come true. I understand that now it's only dreams. But these dreams brighten my life. I hope that yours also. Nothing will keep me to arrive to you!!! With tenderness your Natalya

Hello my Richard, Dear Richard, I have received your electronic letter. I was very glad to read him. Your letters install to me unlimited quantity of confidence. Having read them I become the omnipotent person. Very much has changed from the moment of our acquaintance. I, think that I began to live only after acquaintance to you. Till this time I only existed. After our acquaintance my life has sharply changed in the best side. It has noticed not only I. My fellow workers, my friends, even my patients - all have noticed change in my life. Everyone ask the same question. It is interesting to all why I look so happy... I think that I knowingly have visited to Moscow. From trip I still had many positive emotions. I when did not go on so important affairs, therefore strongly worried. On road to Moscow I with anybody did not communicate because thought of interview in embassy. I experienced that any failure can visit me. I was afraid that can give up to me in reception of the visa. But my experiences appeared are vain. On interview to me did not give the exact answer. In a corridor I have waited the person which was in the commission and he has told that I should not worry. Has told that in two or three days representatives of embassy will contact travel agency and will cause me to Moscow for reception of the visa. Therefore I have gone home with quiet soul. Now I need to wait the answer from embassy then it is necessary to buy the ticket in your country, to go again to Moscow to receive the visa and to wait day of a start. The second trip to Moscow does not deliver me of inconvenience. The ticket to me will need to be bought in Saransk from representatives of travel agency. To take off I should from the Moscow airport because I will need to come in embassy and to receive the visa. It would be convenient for me to take off from the Saransk airport but for this purpose to me some days in Moscow should to live and to wait for readiness of the visa. Moscow not city familiar to me. Hotels cost very dearly and it is terrible to me to be in Moscow one. Therefore I have chosen not absolutely convenient, but a safe variant. Today I went to travel agency and told him about trip to Moscow. They sincerely were glad for me. Unfortunately the Embassy yet did not contact travel agency. I think that has passed not enough time. I think tomorrow or the day after tomorrow representatives of embassy will cause me for reception of the visa. I want that it has taken place as soon as possible. I want to buy as soon as possible the ticket to you and to wait for day of a start. Dear if tomorrow or the day after tomorrow me will cause for reception of the visa I shall buy the ticket to you. I shall buy the ticket with a stock of 3-6 days. I shall better lead these days pending. Suddenly there will be unforeseen circumstances. Dear, I finish the letter and I shall go home. I need to prepare much for all for the period of the absence. I love you and I want to be only with you. The feeling of love amplifies every new day. Your love Natalya.

Hi my dear Richard, Dear, I was very glad to receive your letter. My visa is available, but I can take away her only after I shall redeem the ticket in your country. Tomorrow or after tomorrow, I shall buy the ticket in your country but only after to me inform from travel agency, and will tell, that my documents are completely ready. For arrival to you. I every day think of our meeting with you. I know how it is to be thinking about someone all the time, I have felt that as well. So then I try to keep myself busy doing other things and it helps. I guess that's how I've been able to get along all this time without somebody special in my life. I keep myself busy with study, with friends. I have become used to it now, but not entirely. Some times I get along doing chores around the house, listening to music, or helping other people with their problems. It has been so many times that I wanted to be with someone. So as time went on, little by little I had to learn how to not feel lonely. But I have also learned that it's not all that possible. And in the same way I try to avoid getting hurt, as it has happened to me before. And that too is not all that possible. On the other side I have seen other peoples mistakes and I like to think that I wont make the same ones. I try to think of many possible results, I like to be cautious and to think ahead, but I have learned that as careful that I may be, there is always something that can go wrong. So why should I continue to hold back and not live my life like others, by going ahead with what my heart says and being as cautious as possible, right? We are only human and imperfect, all I can try is to do the best I can, with the person that best fits my way of thinking. And it would seem so strange that I could find such a person on the other side of the planet. Imagine if the Internet didn't exist, I would have never known about you and I would probably continue to live the same way forever. There is only so much happiness that one can achieve alone, but I would like to think that I could achieve so much more with you. It would be wonderful to stop dreaming about it and make it come true. So at the same time, I also think about what would be needed to make a relationship work and how to provide for as much as possible. It's not easy when other pressures are felt in a relationship. So if at first we should decide to take this beyond what it has become so far, I think it will be like awaking from a dream and trying our best to make the dream come true. Like I said before, there is a lot to talk about, a lot to learn and understand. The feeling of love is great, but it takes little bit more to have a place to live, to be healthy and have a family. I know that these are subjects that can't be decided or solved in a week, but the most important thing will be addressed, how well we get along. There is one thing that I know for sure, I like you very much and we will have a wonderful time together. Your words in every letter have shown me that we think the same way, so I truly believe that something great and long lasting will come out of this. I think about you every day and wish you were near me already. I will just have to be patient and wait for that moment to come true. With hugs and tender kisses.
Yours Natalya...

Hello my dearest Richard, I have good news, very well for me and for you! I wanted to call to you and to explain all by phone. But I am afraid, that you become angry on me and will refuse to help me, therefore I have decided to write to you. Today in the morning I have come to travel agency where to me informed good news. I have got the visa. Now it is necessary for me to buy the ticket to you and to go in Moscow behind the visa and to wait day of my start. I'm immensely happy. I will be able to see you in person!!! I addressed the company which sells tickets for plans. I asked them how, as to me have explained to me it is necessary to have the ticket to you I would be able to go to Berlin on the September 27, and how much it would cost. They said that the ticket would cost 1173 euro. I asked them to find a cheaper ticket, because the price is too high for me. But as it turned out I would not be able to have a cheaper ticket so quickly, the date is too early. Tickets must be reserved long beforehand. I asked them to offer me other variants of the flight. We found the most suitable one. The flight is on September 30. The ticket costs 285 euro I asked the to reserve the ticket for me. But they refused to do it having said that they had a lot of clients. They cannot reserve my ticket without advance money. I was imploring them. But it did not work. They said that they would help me with great pleasure but they couldn't. The rules are so. I was in a panic, I was so disappointed. Then I asked them if I could give just a part of the money. But they did not agree again. I asked them for a long time saying that my fiance Richard is waiting for me. If I asked them a little bit longer I would burst out of crying. Maybe God heard my prayers, and the service worked agreed to reserve the ticket on my conditions. But I have too little time to pay, for the ticket. They said if I did not day the rest of the ticket price, I would loose the money I'd already given to them. I was angry, but they explained that it would be very difficult to sell the ticket for the plane which is flying. They would have to lower the price. I agreed. They told me to pay 813 euro. But it was too much for me, because I had only 225 euro. I asked to wait for me during 12 hours. I went out of the room. Marina met me at the door. I told her everything. She understood everything and advised me to **** our treasures to a pawnshop. It was very difficult for me to agree to do it. I did not want to burden Marina. But at the same time I want to meet you. We pawned the treasures, I got 90 euro and I paid the part of the ticket price 315 euro. It was my last money, it was for the plane by which I'm going to come to you. It was very difficult for me to tell you this story. I have done all what I could. I have paid for the visa. I have paid for the part of the ticket. But this was not enough. The money was not enough. I did not want to burden you. I wanted to come to you with nobody's help. I thought my money would be enough. But I failed. Now I feel guilty myself. I did not manage to do all myself for our meeting. I thought nothing would prevent me from meeting you. But I must pay the rest of the money for the ticket It's just 498 euro. I must pay it till the September 30. Otherwise I will loose the money I have paid and i will loose the chance to see you. And our treasures will be sold by the pawnshop. Now I feel guilty that I could not do what i promised to come to you with my own money. I always do what I promise. I feel at ease now, I'm ashamed of asking you to help me. Unfortunately the clinic did not pay me the money I'd earned. I really hoped to get this money. But I'll get the money from the clinic in a month or two. Because it's very typical for Russia to hold up the payments of salary. I asked the clinic to give me my money earlier, but they refused to do it. Now the clinic does not have the money necessary for me. Our clinic depends on the budget, it did not get money for a longtime. I think it's because of the financial crisis and terrorist acts. I must say to you that I will not be able to meet you because I will not be able to pay the whole sum of money myself. Of course I realize that I should not ask you to give me the money. But at the time I cannot just that I will not come to you. I have done too much to organize our meeting. If I refuse to meet you it will mean that everything was in vain. It's terrible for me to refuse to come to you, I have done all what I could. Now I want you to help me and I think there is nothing horrible if I ask you to help me. Of course I realize that may be you have no feelings to me and may be you're not interested in our meeting. I understand that the sum of money is too big. I know it and that's why it's more difficult for me to ask it from you. But at the same time any person can find himself in my conditions. And now there is only one thing which I can do. I just must say that I will never come to you. But I do not want to say so, because I want to meet you. That's why I must be honest, I need your help. Of course I understand that I must not do it. But I'm an honest person. I'm ashamed of asking you to help me, but life is a difficult thing, everything can happen. Of course it's up to you to decide if you want to help me or not. It's bad, but not fatal. I will loose my money. It's bad but not mortal either. 390 euro which I have paid for the visa and 315 euro which I have paid for the ticket are too much for me. But I'm not sorry for what I have done for our meeting. In fact money is just paper, our treasures are just metal details. That's why I was the first who decided to meet each other. But I do not want all my efforts to be spent in vain. If you really want to meet me, if you can help me to organize our meeting please send me the money till the morning of the September 30. Please forgive me my words. I say so because I'm in despair. Now when just one step can connect us, I'm afraid. I need you, I want to be with you, I need you help, believe me, I'm honest with you. I did not manage to estimate my forces. And all my efforts spent in vain. I understand that the sum of money is too big for you. I did not want to ask you. I can do everything myself. My loneliness made me strong. I had always been living with my own efforts I always relied on myself. I asked somebody to help me very seldom, but now I ask you to help me. I will give you all the money back as soon as I'm able. Maybe I made you offended. But I need you. I do not know if my letter you disappointed. But I have written you an honest letter. I'm looking forward to you answer. I hope for you. I ask you to not worry. I send data of my flight: Moscow - Berlin Flight: TK4002
Airbus A321 Turkish Airlines Moscow - Vnukovo 02:05 30 September
Antalya - Antalya 06:40 30 September

Transfer: 2 hours 10 minutes Flight: TK2409
Boeing 737-800 Turkish Airlines Antalya - Antalya 08:50 30 September
Istanbul - Istanbul 10:15 30 September

Transfer: 3 hours 45 minutes Flight: TK1753
Airbus A321 Turkish Airlines

Istanbul - Istanbul 14:00 30 September
Berlin - Berlin 16:55 30 September Your love Natalya...

Hello my loved Richard,

How is your weather? I hope you are doing well and had a wonderful time. Dear Richard, your letters always bring me a very good mood. Richard, all my thoughts are about you. I want to be with you as soon as possible. I want to hug and kiss you tightly. to be in your warm and tender embrace. Richard, I'm asking you to please send me 498 euro. Today I was at the agency talking to the director. The director said that it is difficult to send finance to Russia because of the sanctions. Understand? The director of the agency told me that an employee of the agency works as a guide in Kazakhstan. You can send help in the name of an agency employee to Kazakhstan through a Western Union, MoneyGramm or RIA branch. Dear Richard, here is the information from the agency staff so you can send help: The name: Yeldar
Surname: Meshitboyev
The country: Kazakhstan
City: Astana
Street: Titova
The house: 14
The post code of an index: 020000

Dear Richard, I hope for your help and concern for me. I love you very much. want to be with you. to be in your tender arms. we will be happy together. I am waiting for your information. I love you very much, love, love my beloved Richard.

In our city, young couples walk in the park. They hug and kiss. I would also like to feel your kisses and your caresses. My friend Marina asked me to give you a big and fiery hello, as well as the strongest hugs. Accept from me my most sincere wishes, my most sincere and passionate air kisses, as well as my warmest and fiery embraces. Would you like to feel my passionate kisses, and my passionate embraces from my loving heart? I dream of feeling your passionate kisses and warm hugs. And now my Richard ehas come to an end, and it's Richard efor me to leave. I leave with thoughts of you, my love. Remember that I love you, my darling. I will wait for your letters, my love.

Your favorite Natalya