Hi Manne!
How are you? I have never had real happiness in my life. But now I am happy because I am writing to you. I will never forget you and I hope that you will not forget me either, because now I can not live without your letters. You are helping me to be so happy. How expensive is your health? What have you done today? I hope you write to me very soon, because without your letters my life seems boring.
look forward to hearing from you.
Irina

Hello my joy Manne! I am so happy to see your letter and sincere words. I am very happy that I met you and I believe that we will be together! I understand that we are still far away and now I can only dream about it. Now I'm asking myself why didn't we meet earlier? Manne, I watched a rerun of "**** Govoryat" on TV last night. For several years now, it has been a popular TV show, where they discuss ordinary life problems of people ... They showed a story about disabled people there. This story touched me very much. They talked about people with disabilities who find it very difficult to live in this world. But most of all I remember the story about the man. This man had no arms, no legs. He lost them when he was 16 years old. Now he is 32 years old and he lives a good and happy life. He has his own business. There are hobbies. There are goals and dreams. This is thanks to the support of his relatives and his beloved woman. Yes Yes Yes! He has a beautiful and completely healthy wife. She loves him greatly for his moral values. Do you understand? He has no arms and legs! But he has a kind, strong heart and a pure soul. With these qualities he won his wife. Do you know how they met? You won't believe ... But they met on the Internet. It's a fact ... If you suddenly want to see this story, then you can find it on GOOGLE.COM. title - "**** 'govoryat. Zhizn' bez ogranicheniy". The protagonist of this story is "Aleksey Talay". Manne, only distance separates us from you. I think this is a very small problem. After all, it is easier to overcome several thousand kilometers than learning to live without legs and arms. Do you agree? I couldn't watch it without crying. After watching this story, I drew conclusions. I realized that there is no need to be afraid of anything, no need to look for reasons to retreat. You need to fight for your happiness. You need to set a goal for yourself, go towards it and believe in success! I think we should take this example as a basis. Most have arms and legs. There is everything! But people cannot be happy. They just don't know how to appreciate life. Manne, there is a great distance between us. It is a fact! But I don't think that it can interfere with us. Everything depends only on us! From our desire. From our desire .. Do you agree? Personally, I'm not afraid of the distance that separates us. We only live once and we must always remember this! Our meeting - perhaps it was fate that gave us a chance? A chance to test it? Have you thought about it? Manne, I hope you are not tired of my letter? I hope you understand my reasoning? I would be glad if you share your thoughts with me ... Pffuuuuu .... That's all for today ........

Hello my dear Manne! How was your day? I had a normal working day. It was as monotonous as the other days. Only communication with you brings new colors into my life. It is a pity that there is a distance between us and we cannot meet in any cafe. but there is a lot of time ahead. Perhaps this will happen in the future ??? Manne, what do you think? Today I went for a walk with my friend Marina. We walked in the park, and I thought how great it would be if we (you and me) walked together! What do you think? Wouldn't that be nice? Marina asked me about my personal life. Have I found a man? I said no"! I asked her why she thought so ??? ***** After all, I did not tell anyone about our communication. She told me that I had changed a lot. I have become more beautiful, I smile a lot, and for me it is very noticeable. I think I'm in love with you. But I'm not completely sure of that yet. I tried to resist it, to comprehend it, but every time I came back to the same conclusion. Manne, I hope you are not angry with me for not telling my friend about you? I do not want to say that I met a person in another country, because we have not yet met in person. But I have serious intentions and feelings for you that grow every day. From the very beginning of our communication, I already told you that I want to meet a man with whom I can build a strong relationship. Lately in the morning I wake up with thoughts of you. Quite a lot of time has passed since our acquaintance with you. But I hope that our relationship will grow into something big. I don't want to rush you. But I hope that the meeting will be a new level of our communication. Mmmm? In my country or yours. What do you think Manne? Manne Of course, there is no need to rush to conclusions ... Such a decision must be made with full responsibility! But I'll tell you honestly, I'm already starting to think about it! Because letters cannot convey everything that is in the head, in the soul ... Do you understand my train of thought? Hope so. Tell me your opinion. Okay? Now I am going to finish my letter ... Irina

Hello my wonderful Manne! How was your day? You know, today I again thought a lot about our communication ... about my last letter. Manne, have you noticed that we have been talking about serious things lately? I noticed it.Manne, sometimes it seems to me that we have known each other for a long time. I myself did not notice how you penetrated into my life ... I am telling you everything without any doubts ... You won my trust. This is a great success! Usually I didn’t talk so frankly about life with anyone. But I did it to you. What could this mean? I think that some kind of invisible thread has appeared between us that unites us through the distance. Pffff .... I don't know how to explain to you .. ?? I think that fate gave us a chance. We must use! You ask what chance? And what to use? It's that simple! The chance is to be happy and not be alone. I think we should use it and we need a real meeting. You can write thousands of letters, but you don't recognize a person. But you can meet .. talk .. look each other in the eyes. That is to say, check compatibility. Do you understand me? Manne, I thought a lot and realized that we should meet with you. I understand that if we want strong relations with you, then a meeting is necessary. Do you agree with me? I really want to come to you. I would like to visit you in your country. It is very interesting for me to study the culture of your country. I wonder how you live. I really want to see you. Honey, are you ready to host me in your country? I don’t know how to tell you, but a light came on inside me. He constantly fuels desire for a real meeting. I think it's time for us to move from words to action. Don't be intimidated by my proposal ... I'm not going to take all the suitcases and stay with you. Hihihihi .... Do you understand? We are reasonable people and we both understand that we need a simple meeting ... We need to be together for a while and only then make further decisions. I agree? Manne, I hope that you will carefully read my letter ... You will think it over and tell me your answer on this matter. I will await your answer with great excitement. Already now I can feel my heart beating loudly .. I send you a kiss... Your Irina

Hello Manne!!! I am very glad to see your letter. I fell asleep and woke up with great excitement in my chest. I didn't know how you would react to my question about our meeting. Thoughts about this haunted me. Today all my thoughts are only about this. I waited with great excitement for the moment when I could check my mail. In my head the thoughts were spinning: "did you write to me .... or did not write". Now when I see your letter I did this: fffuuuuuuuuu ..... Manne, I am so glad that you agreed to meet me !!! Uuuuhhhhh .... I'm just incredibly happy with everything that happens. I feel like the happiest girl in the world. Now that I know that you have a desire to meet me, I feel even more confident in myself. My feminine intuition tells me that everything will be fine. I am overwhelmed with emotions of excitement and joy. Joy because we will be together .... excitement because this will be our first meeting. The first meeting will help us understand what our feelings are capable of and whether we are compatible with you. After the first meeting, we will plan our next steps. I think you will agree with my thoughts. If you think otherwise then tell me about it? Now I think that we need to discuss the date of our meeting with you. Tell me, when would you like me to come to you? For example, I will have holidays soon. Soon my supervisor will post a vacation schedule and then I will know the exact date of my vacation. They will last 30 days. I think that this time will be enough for the first meeting. During this time, we will be able to somehow test our feelings and our compatibility. hope you agree with my thoughts ??? Manne, I treasure you very much and I will do everything to ensure that our love picks up speed at the maximum! I hope that you will understand everything that I want to tell you in this letter. On this note, I want to end my letter. With great excitement and fingers crossed, I will wait for your letter. Only yours Irina

Hello my tender Manne! You have no idea how glad I am to see your letter. All this morning I couldn't find a place for myself ... I was distracted ... and why do you think? It's simple. You don't get out of my head. All my thoughts are occupied with our meeting with you. I play them thousands of times in my head and every time I get a lot of excitement. With great excitement I was waiting for the moment when I open my mail and see your letter. Honey, the first thing I think about when I wake up every morning is you !!! My dear, the last thing I think about as I fall asleep every night is you. you are in my every thought, in every movement and breath. With each new day, my feelings for you are getting stronger. You changed my life. Manne, I am so glad that you wrote to me and outlined your thoughts on our meeting. I think the day of our first meeting will remain in our memory for life. This will be the nicest day of my life. I feel that our meeting is getting closer every day. Today there was already the first precondition for this. In the morning I came to work, I went to the notice board and saw the vacation schedule there. Today I found out the exact date of the start of my vacation. My vacation starts at December 14. We've got a couple of weeks left. I think that during this time I will have time to prepare my travel documents. Manne, I will not postpone everything. If I have time after work tomorrow, I will go to a travel agency and find out all the details for traveling to you. Of course I will keep you informed of all matters. Uhhhhhhhh ........ how I wish I could speed up the time and be with you as soon as possible. On this note, I want to end my letter. Your Irina

Hello my love Manne.. Today I went to a travel agency to inquire about how I can visit your country. I wondered how much it would cost me to get a visa. They said that the visa exam alone would cost me 45 euro. This money will not be refunded even if the application is rejected. To get a visa, I have to go to Moscow, where the embassy is located. I will be visiting many agencies, offices and organizations in Kolomna and Moscow. (this is the usual way to get a visa) I was told that it can take up to several months !!! I told them I can't wait long! I said that I will have a vacation soon! I was offered to solve the problem ... I was told that it would take less time if I use the full package of services, which includes additional payments for the visa category, consular services and preparation for the interview at the embassy. The full service package costs 360 euro. The visa agency fixes all problems and thus increases the likelihood of obtaining a visa without undue delays. If all goes well, I should be able to get my visa in 5-7 days! I thought for a long time and came to the conclusion that this option is the only one for me. I do not know if I did the right thing by paying that kind of money ??? I guess I needed to consult with you over and over again. But I thought there was no other way out. I agreed, and registered, the visa application, hoping that you will be happy to meet me .. Can you imagine that we will be together for several weeks or even our whole life! What will happen next? Didn't you think? These are long days before we meet. It lasts so long now ... Seconds seem like an eternity .. Now this is the meaning of my whole life. I can't stop thinking about it. For me there is nothing more important than our meeting! There is no one dearer than you Manne! Your love is Irina .

Hi my dear Manne!
Uhhh .. Finally I can write to you again ... I was in the hospital today. But don't worry, I'm fine! I was just getting a physical before the trip. This is necessary so that I can get health insurance. I will need it during the trip. Besides, I haven't checked my health for a long time, so I was glad to do it! I was lucky that I managed to pass the medical examination in one day. Usually in the clinic there are long lines and fuss. But today it was calm. The only thing I didn't have time to do was get the test results because I had to take a coronavirus test. I was told that his results would not be ready until tomorrow. Tomorrow I will need to visit the lab again to get the test results. Now this is a mandatory requirement for all tourists. I saw the plane the other day. I thought that these "iron birds" could meet a million people ... But when I think about my future flight on board an airplane, I am a little afraid ... I cannot forget the two plane crash that was shown on television. It was terrible to see the sadness and tears of the relatives of the dead people. My government is convinced that terrorist attacks are impossible ... They said they are working hard to keep passengers safe. I really want to believe it ... They say that airplanes are one of the safest modes of transport. I have heard that passengers are very well served during the flight. I'm interested to find out personally! Sorry, but now I do not know the exact date when I can come to you. But I'll let you know when I can. Hope you can wait patiently. Manne I want to give you a lot of kisses when I see you. I hope you don’t mind? Hihihihihi =)) Your Irina

My love Manne!
I never forget about you, and it is likely that you are now waiting for my letter. I miss you madly my prince. The closer our meeting, the more difficult it is for me to remain alone. I love your romantic reasoning. You have a rich imagination. I like to read letters like this. Dear then be careful not to use the screen. I spoke to Marina about you last night. She was visiting ... I told her that we will meet soon! Marina is very happy for us. She wants us to be happy! I hope someday you and Marina will make friends or she can come to visit us. I think Marina can be your friend. She asked me to say hello to you !!! My day was wonderful today. I was resting and doing almost nothing. In the morning I woke up .. took a shower .. had breakfast .. cleaned the house. I like it when my house is well-groomed and looks nice and clean. So my day began! After that, I went to the laboratory to collect the test results for a medical examination. I was told that everything is fine with my health! I don't have COVID-19. My test was negative. I was told that I can visit your country without any problems! I was told that I would have to wear a mask. But I think there is nothing wrong with that ... I took the test results to the clinic and went home. On the way home, I stopped by the store to buy some groceries for dinner. So my day passed ... How was your day? What did you do? It’s always interesting for me to hear about your day. Now that you have appeared in my life, I feel that the emptiness that I experienced in my heart and soul is gone .... Now my heart is filled with you Manne! This concludes my letter ... With hugs and warm kisses Your love is Irina ...

Hi my love Manne... I have finally reached the computer, and with great desire I am writing you a letter. I hope you're all right and you look forward to our meeting. Today my letter will be brief. I don't have much time. I will talk about the most important thing. Imagine, today they called me from a travel agency. I was told that tomorrow I need to arrive at the embassy for an interview for a visa and submit my biometric data. If all goes well, I can get my visa! I was very worried after this call. All this was so unexpected for me. I didn't think I would be called to the embassy so quickly! My agent said it was okay. Now I need to prepare for the upcoming trip. I need to collect some things and documents. I'm going to Moscow tomorrow! It seems to me that I've been waiting for this for ages. Manne, I need you to send me your full name, surname, full home address, phone number and the name of the nearest airport where you can meet me. This information is required for the immigration consul. I absolutely must have this information. Without her, I will not be able to pass the interview. It is very serious! Probably tomorrow or the day after tomorrow I will receive the documents required to arrive in your country. I will inform you of all the news that will concern my trip. After I receive the documents, I will need to return to my hometown .. collect the necessary things and wait for the day of my flight. This concludes my letter ..

Hello my dear Manne! I was so glad to receive your letter. Now I am writing you a letter with great desire, in which I wish to tell you about all my feelings. For me it has now become a need, because I feel that our dreams are becoming reality. I hope that very soon I will be able to finish preparing the documents for the trip to you and we will be together! I so wanted to celebrate this New Year with you. I hope that in 2021 we can meet with you and celebrate all the holidays together. I think that 2021 has prepared a lot of good surprises for us. Did you make a wish to the chimes? I made 3 wishes. All my desires and dreams are associated with you alone. I so hope that all my wishes will come true! The main thing is that we always think about each other, and we have a great desire to be together. I know we both want this, and we will do everything that depends on us in order to realize our meeting. I want you to embrace me and kiss me. I hope my candor pleases you my dear Manne? I see we are made to be together. I tell my friends that I have found my most beloved person. They envy me a little and are happy for me. They often ask me if I trust you? I answer them that I trust you 1000 and even more! My friends said that after meeting you, I changed a lot. I got a smile on my face and I notice it too, with you I became happier. I got the meaning of life. I want to thank you for making my life brighter. What are you up to today? I am finishing my letter for today .. I really look forward to your answer! Your Irina

Hello Manne! I was looking forward to your letter. Thank you for the information provided. Today I arrived in Moscow. I am very tired and cannot write to you much. I am writing this letter to you and I am worried because today our fate will be decided. Today I will have a very responsible and stressful day! I hope I can get a visa and we can see each other soon. I only know one thing: "I want to always be with you !!!" I feel like a little girl who fell in love for the first time. You know, I'm very happy that this happened !!! I don't want this to end someday. You are in every cell of my body **** You are in my every thought .. I wish I could write for a long time. Because I am very tired. I hope that I will soon write to you about the results of the visit to the embassy. If I cannot write from Moscow, I will write from Kolomna. I will keep you informed ..

Hello my dear Manne! I miss you so much! Where are you? I'm so lonely... I wish you were here! Hope you are okay today and have a great day !? Tell me what have you done? Today is Christmas Eve in our country. I wanted to write to you today to wish you a Merry Christmas. I want the Christ Child to bring you good luck, health and joy, as well as many of your desires to come true. You must already know that in our country we celebrate Christmas on January 7th. There will be a night service in our church today. I'm going to go to church to pray and ask God for forgiveness. I like going to church. I feel a sense of peace and peace of mind after attending church. I think there is something special about this. Do you agree? This concludes my short letter. I will look forward to your letter with great love. Your tender Irina

Hi my dear Manne! Finally I'm home! I'm glad to write to you again! I can't wait to tell you about the commission in Moscow. I hope you will be interested to know about it? I'll start from the very beginning .. I had a lot of positive emotions from my trip to Moscow. I have never been involved in such important matters and therefore was very worried. On the way to Moscow, I did not communicate with anyone because I was thinking about an interview at the embassy. I understood that any refusal could ruin everything. I was afraid that I might be denied a visa. But my worries were in vain. I can probably get a visa. I tried a lot !!! I never thought the commission would ask such unusual questions? They asked about my *** life, about children, about work, about patriotism, about my attitude towards your country, about my religion and beliefs. I answered all their questions in detail. I was told that my answers are unexpected and, as a rule, applicants do not answer such questions so directly and openly. They were not used to hearing such answers, but they said that hearing sincere and truthful answers is much more pleasant than words that do not come from the heart and mind. At the interview, I was not given a precise answer. In the corridor, I waited for a person who was on the commission, and he said that I shouldn't worry. He said that in the near future the representatives of the embassy will contact the travel agency and call me to Moscow to obtain a visa. If a visa is opened for me, I will have to buy tickets to your country and again go to Moscow to collect the visa and wait for the start day. I will need to buy a ticket to Kolomna from the representatives of the travel agency. Departure should be from the Moscow airport. After I buy tickets, I can tell you the date of my start. I hope you will answer me soon .. Your love is Irina

Hi my sweet Manne!
Today I have good news for you ... Recently an agent called me and said that my visa is available !!! I can pick it up, but only after I redeem tickets to your country. I think the time has come so that we can discuss the date of our meeting with you. You should think carefully before giving me an answer. I have to be sure that you can meet me at the airport. For example, it would be convenient for me to come to you on January 15. What do you think? Every day I think about our meeting with you. After we met, my life changed dramatically for the better. My colleagues, my friends, even my clients have all noticed the changes in my life. Everyone asks the same question. Anyone wondering why I'm so happy ?? Haha =)) .. I think we have a lot to discuss ... For example, I wanted to ask, what is the weather in your city now? I need to know what clothes should I wear? I do not want to take anything extra with me. I want to take only the most necessary things with me! What do you say? If I have enough time tomorrow, I will buy tickets to your country. I want our meeting to take place as soon as possible .. I hope you are glad to hear that and you are also looking forward to our meeting. Tell me how you imagine our first meeting. Do you already have plans? It's a secret? =)) .. What are we going to do on our first day? Where will we go?????? Of course, you don't have to answer this question. You can keep it a secret and surprise me. For example, I already have a pleasant surprise for you *** This is my gift for you. But I will keep it a secret until the day we meet with you .. On this note, I'm going to end my letter. Till tomorrow Your Irina

Hello my dear Manne! I read your letter with tears in my eyes. I feel so bad. I am very upset. I do not know what to do. My heart is breaking in pain. Forgive me Manne. Please do not be offended by me. I don't even know how, and what to tell you. I wanted to call you and explain everything over the phone. But I was afraid that you would be angry with me, so I decided to write to you. I went to the travel agency this morning to pick up the documents. My documents are ready! I'm very glad! I took the documents and contacted a company that sells air tickets. I said that I needed to have a ticket to Frankfurt International Airport for January 22 and a ticket to Moscow with an open return date. I also asked how much will it cost? They said the tickets would cost 976 euro. I asked to find tickets cheaper, because the price is too high for me! But as it turned out, it is impossible to buy air tickets cheaper, because the departure date is too fast. They explained to me that tickets must be booked in advance. I asked them to offer me other flight options. We found the most suitable departure for January 23. Tickets cost 846 euro. I begged them for a long time, and said that my fiance Mannewas waiting for me! If I asked for them a little longer, I would cry. After some time, the service agreed to reserve a ticket on my terms. But I have too little time to pay for the tickets. They said that if I didn't pay the rest of the ticket price, I would lose the money I gave them. I got mad at them! But they explained that it would be very difficult to sell a ticket on a plane that is flying. They will have to lower the price. I agreed. I was told to pay 846 euro. But that was too much for me because I only had 416 euro. This was my last money for the plane on which I am going to come to you. It was very difficult for me to tell you this story. I did everything I could. I paid for the visa. I paid for part of the ticket. But that was not enough. There was not enough money. I asked the service to give me more time so that I could raise money. I was told that I have to pay another 430 euros before January 22. (this is the deadline) Otherwise, I will lose the money I paid. This is a lot of money for me! But most importantly, I will miss the chance to see you Manne! I thought my money would be enough. But I failed. I thought that nothing would stop me from meeting you. But I have to pay the rest of the money for the tickets. This is a lot of money for me! For you Manne, I'm ready for anything! But I can't keep up with these costs. I'm asking you Manne, excuse me, I don't have that amount of money! I have no idea where I can find them! More than anything, I want to be with you. I ask you only one thing, do not leave me. I don't want to be left alone. I wanna be with you. You are very dear to me. When I met you, I realized that you were the right man. You are the man who won my heart. I do not want to lose you. Forgive me! Manne, promise me that you won't leave me. I think there is always a way out! We will definitely find a solution for our meeting. True? I believe that we will find a way out of our situation. Right? Manne, let's look for it together. The main thing is to have patience and hope. I hope you understand me and support me. I really need your support during this difficult and difficult period of time. I don't know what else to tell you ... Your love Irina

I couldn't sleep all night today. I cried all night, from all these problems. I feel really bad. I'm afraid you won't write to me. I really want to be in your arms as soon as possible. I've been very nervous these last few days. I understand that now our fate is being decided, I understand that these days our future is being decided, the development of our love, the development of our relations is being decided. I understand that I cannot remain indifferent to everything that has happened in recent days. So I'm very nervous, I didn't sleep today, I didn't have an appetite, because I can't solve the problem on my own. I'm very worried these days... My love, I really hope for your help.