Hello my love!
I'm glad to come back to you. The trip was normal, but still, I was tired, tired. But thinking about you gives a lot of strength. I came from Kirov.
I was very tired after the trip. I came home, talked with my daughter, with mother and went to bed.
When I arrived in Kirov, I immediately went to the travel agency. I was explained everything there.
I was asked to write an application for a visa to your country. I filed an application for an international passport also.
I will get this passport in an accelerated program in 3 days. I will need to pick up a visa in Moscow after a week.
To conclude a contract with a travel agency, I needed to do: two photos (5x5), health insurance, provide information from the employer, the document on registration from place of residence and birth certificate.
In the contract also specified that the travel agency will book airline tickets for me to your side and back.
I need pay 1070 euros for all their services. Flight tickets to your side and back are included.
I have only 650 euros. I don't have 420 euros. I did not think that the trip to you is so expensive.
The Russian currency very much fallen in price against the international currencies. It would be enough my money to come to you earlier.
I was very upset. I spoke with my mother and asked this lacking money from her.
But she said that she has only 5,000 rubles, which is about 56 euros. My mother said that she need money too, if I will go to your country.
She will need to buy food and to transport my daughter to school. For this is needed money too. My income is just 17,000 rubles per month.
For me 420 euros is a big amount. I don't know where I can take it. I will have to cancel the trip to you probably.
I'm so sorry ... I've already imagined our meeting with you. Probably my destiny is to be alone all my life.
I hoped that in a few days we'll be together, but our plans are crumbling. I feel the pain to tears ...
It is a pity that it is not in my power to change all the circumstances which keep us in the distance.
It's hard to love at such distance. Sometimes I just go crazy, but I know that I am not alone, you're with me.
Your warmth and care are felt even through the thousands of kilometers! I don't want to lose you...
I took day off for today because I can not work in this emotional state. All my thoughts are only about you and our meeting.
I have to go home now to buy products and cook food. I feel really heavy. I love you very much ... And miss you...

Good day my dear friend.
Again the smile on my face and joy in my heart.
Thanks to your answer for all this . Did you like my photos?
How are you mood? How is the weather? We have wonderful weather.
My daughter and I will cook meatball soup, then we will go for a walk. Keep me company?) On them not visible my height, it may be interesting to you, my height is 174 centimeters, weight 58 kilograms.
I value communication with you. I live in a studio apartment with my daughter.I divorced with my ex-husband, I divorced when my daughter was 1 year old. He was cruel to me, cheated on me and he did not appreciate me like woman. I have not seen him for 6 years. He does not help us with daughter and did not interest in our lives. I'm disappointed in him as a man. From family I have only mother Tatiana, grandmother Svetlana. My father died 9 years ago. He had an accident in a car. I loved him very much.
He was a real man. It is a pity that he is not with us ... probably you wondering why I'm not looking for a man in my city? my city very small and all the good men are already taken :) I dearly with you chat! I'm very tired of being alone.
Time goes by for me. My daughter is growing. She often asks me why her friends have a father, and she no??? I want her to live in a complete family. I want her to have, like all children have a mom and dad.
I myself can not substitute for her father.
Now we are vaccinating ordinary citizens and it is successful, it is becoming freer, covid is declining.
I was vaccinated winter and now I am not afraid of him. How are you getting vaccinated?
Everywhere this covid topic is promoted and people have forgotten what a normal life is.
tell me a little about your life ... tell me about your family, oh work, about how you like to spend your free time? I hope for yours quick response!!! Regards Anastasiya!!!

Good morning or good day =)
I do not know how much time you have now. But I hope I'm not distracting you by my letter.
How are you? We had a wonderful walk, we went to the park.
Have you ever been in space? I'm not ). Honestly, I would like to see the planet from space.
It must be an incredible feeling. You know, I would like to say once again that you are very dear to me and I appreciate your chat with me.
I like you and I want to clarify clear in my intentions to you. I've fired in life by men and do not want this again. If you do not want further communication, please do not let me hope !!!!! It is very important to know how do you feel about the fact that I have a child? You are not afraid?
Someday I would like to see you in live, but you know that long distance between us. I have a job, and child and you have probably a lot of things and work! I would also like to ask your phone number with the country code, I want to hear your voice and talk to you, I will call you soon! To be as sincere with you as possible! Natalia is 7 years old and sometimes it seems that she is growing by leaps and bounds. This year, she have already gone to the first class.
She is very clever not for her age. She helps me around... When I cook to eat, she repeats after me.
She takes potatoes and trying to clean it with me. It looks very funny =). She always washes her dishes and helps me in cleaning. You should have seen the order in which she contains her things.
Natalia is all that I have ... I love her very much, but sometimes she did not listen me. She need father's education and care.
On weekends, when I take a break at work, I try to give more attention to Natalia, There in my small town are not many places where you can take a walk with your child. Sometimes we go to the park or just walk on street. In the evening, we make her studies together! I hope that you understand me correctly. I do not want that you to take offense at me....
I'm going to wait for your answer to my letter!
Anastasiya

Dear I am very happy with your answer. I'm in a very good mood. I am glad that you understand me and your intentions to me are serious. Now I know I have a good friend. Although we are far from each other.
Today is a very difficult day at work... Like I said, I work at a local hospital... I have a lot of work to do. Since I'm alone, sometimes I have to work part-time. I get calls from nearby villages to give massages to adults and young children. Sometimes people give me meat, milk, and potatoes, not money, for the fact that I massage their children . All that they are rich in. I can't say no to them.
Many children have problems with the spine. Without my professional treatment, children do not develop well. Many people have no money and ask me for help. My mother raised me to help people! I really like my job! I have been invited to work in clinics many times Moscow. Lured by a large salary. But money is not the main thing in this life.
I hope you feel the same way. And I've never lived in a big city.
I think big cities spoil people! I want to know how things are going in your life? I have to go to work now. The patient will be here in a minute. I have a letter to finish. It makes me feel better sadly. When I write you a letter. It's like you're right next to me. And now it's time for me to say goodbye to you, until tomorrow.
Anastasiya

Good day my sunny friend) !!!
I was in a hurry to get to work today. I wanted to see your letter as soon as possible. I'm glad you wrote today. I am very pleased. What's new ? We have surprisingly warm weather, today +17. This is some kind of horror, it warmed up so quickly. Recently there was a lot of snow, the temperature is -10, and today it is +17. What is your worst temperature? This winter, it was -36, this is indescribable
weather)))) Congratulate me on your purchase, today I bought a new kettle, the old one broke down, it was electric. Now I bought a regular, steel, gas heating. The phrase on the box, Italian style in your kitchen)))) In an electric kettle, I don't like water. Another taste ... Last night after work my friend came to my house. She is called Olga. This is my best friend. We haven't seen each other for a long time, for a long time yesterday with her talked. I told her about you and me. She asked to convey hello to you from her. Long wanted to ask you? You have harmful habits? I don't smoke myself. I drink alcohol only in the company of holidays, I love wine. Of course, I won't mind you having bad ones habits, but everything should be measured. I think that because of alcohol abuse, many families are crumbling. It's just as bad affects the upbringing of children.
Children look at adults, and in the future will repeat their mistakes themselves! Do you have a hobby as you like Spend some free time!? I try to spend more time with your child. We love to go to the village to see my grandmother. I like rural life. We swim in the river, pick berries and mushrooms in the forest, we ride a bike. In winter we go ice skating and skiing. I like go to the gym. I try to keep track of my figure. I like leisure. I always push people to do it. I help grandma housework. She has a large vegetable garden, a cow and chickens. She taught love me and take care of nature. I forgot to tell you. I have at home dog. His name is Lucky. I found it on the street.
He was all ***** and he had a wound on his back. He was very thin and hungry. I could not walk by and decided to shelter him. He is a very kind and affectionate dog, our guard and family member! I need to work. I will wait for your letter. Anastasiya

Dear It’s very nice see your letter.
How are you feeling??? Today we will go with my daughter to McDonald's, I don’t like this food, it’s very harmful, but sometimes I want to.
This is all because of my daughter, honestly) Please, a smile on your face) Favorite, country-style potatoes and sauce.
My daughter loves French fries, cheeseburger, and of course cocacolla. Amazing food, after 30-40 minutes, I feel hungry again.
But, when you eat, you will eat a whole frying pan...
Warm weather lasted a little, today it is 7 degrees colder, and the north wind is blowing, which is very cold. It's easy for me to communicate with you. It feels like we have known each other for a long time. I began to trust you.
You are probably wondering why I was left alone without a husband? I met my husband when I was still at university.
I was only 20 years old. We were doing well, we loved each other. He looked after me beautifully. Gave flowers almost every day.
Spoiled me with gifts. I studied. he was always there to help me in everything. After graduation, I went to get a job in hospital. My husband started a business. He hired workers and was engaged in the repair of cars.
We were doing well until Nataliya was one year old. He went to my best friend Irina, with whom we went to school and worked together.
I trusted her like my own sister. I introduced her to my husband. At our wedding, she was a friend brides, in Russia this is called a witness. Once I came home from work ahead of time and found them in bed ...
And they locked my daughter Nataliya in another room. I was just terrified. It darkened in my eyes, I almost fainted.
I didn't know what to do. I could neither speak nor breathe. I silently took my daughter and went to my mother. I didn’t take my things.
I don’t know why I’m telling this you. To be honest, I haven't told anyone this. Even my mom doesn't know this.
I tell you this because it is easy for me now. I found you and let go of my past. I hope this will not happen again in the future.
I will not bear such a betrayal again.
When I write you a letter, it seems to me that you are near !!! See you soon:)!!!
Anastasiya

Hello dear. How are you? I hope my last letter did not strained you. I was thinking all yesterday night about it.
Maybe I should not have written this all about the ex-husband to you?
I know I have written that the heart says.
Today could not get to work in five hours. I had to stand on street. The building next door from my work caught fire. Firefighters arrived and they blocked the road. Firefighters carried people from the burning building. People inhaled carbon monoxide. I helped doctors to provide first aid.
It was very scary. I worried about people. But thank God, all alive. Now we have a lot of work. I have to make up for the missing working time. I quarreled with the boss. They say that I should go to work through the back door. But I could not throw people in trouble. I think that I did the right thing. I have a lot of emotions now, it is necessary to calm down and get to work. There's no time to write more.
I will try to write again before I will go home ... Your Anastasiya

Hello my dear!!! I began to wake up every morning with thoughts about you. I have no other joy than to think about you, present you around and dream about our future. Thoughts of you do not go out from my head. I have not experienced such feelings long ago. Sometimes I think that I'm going crazy. I began increasingly represent us together !!! I did not think that I can once again experience such feelings.
We know little of each other, but you have already take a place in my heart and my life. I grateful to my destiny and my curiosity for for our acquaintance.
I remember when I was terribly nervous when you wrote me first letter.
I was afraid that you did not properly understand my thoughts and intentions.
But now I see that we understand and feel each other. Do you feel it?
Maybe it's our destiny. You just imagine that we live in thousands of kilometers from each other. We speak and think in different languages, but this does not prevent us to get acquainted. I want to know you more. I want to be worthy of your attention. Maybe, this letter will seem to you too frankly. But I can no longer keep these thoughts inside me. Maybe I'm in a hurry with events, but all these words are sincere and from a pure heart!
I look forward to your sincere
response. Your Anastasiya

Hello my friend!!! I thought yesterday about what reaction you will have to my letter.
I'm glad that you understand me. My mother Tatiana came to visit us today. I'm sending you her photo.
I asked mother to take Natalia to her for a few days because I have no one with whom I can leave daughter at home.
The accident occurred at the Nataliya school. Hot water pipe burst and flooded the whole first floor.
I told mother about you and me. Of course, she was surprised that Icommunicate with man from another country.
She worries about our with daughter future . She asked a lot of questions about you. Mother asked how do you think about my daughter? She asked how will we solve the problem with the fact that we live in different countries? I said that we are getting to know each other and did not think about meeting. My mother is very happy that the man appeared in my life.
She knows that no one was at me for a long time. Mother really wants to get to know you.
She sends her greetings to you! She could not sleep today, probably.
She will be thinking all night about what I told her.
I hope that I did the right thing. Write me please what do you think about it?
I thought about what she had said about our meeting with you, when I went to work.
She's right that we live in different countries. We must make great efforts to meet.
Correspondence letters is one thing, but the meeting in live is another.
You can only understand a person looking into the eyes.
But I think that I have known you all my life. You're getting own person to me.
I'm beginning to worry about you every day.
I think about what are you doing now about what you eat. I think about your mood.
Everything that happens in your life is important to me!!! You are very dear to me.
I really do not want to end my letter because when I write to you, I think that I'm talking to you.
But my work is calling me. It's time to work. I really miss you and wait for your letter. I kiss you! Your Anastasiya

Hi, how are you doing ? I am writing you a letter again, my dear friend.
We have terrible weather. The temperature is +1, strong wind, rain, the night was -1, some snow.
How is the weather?
I hope that my last letter was not load to you.
Yesterday I came home after work. Home was quiet, because my daughter is at my mother.
I felt very sad in my soul.
The flat is not enough children's laughter.
I already miss of my daughter. I have spoken with her by phone an hour ago. She said that she is all right.
My mother lives in the village. They walked by the river today. I also would like to walk there with you.
I rarely have dreams lately. You will not believe, but tonight I had you in my dreams.
In the dream I was running for you, and you smile turned out farther away from me.
Then I stopped running and you yourself came up to me. I do not remember what happened next.
When I woke up, I forgotten this moment.
But I remember the feeling of joy and warmth from the meeting with you.
I woke up at five in the morning, and then could not sleep.
I tried to remember the dream completely all this time.
When I came to work today head doctor came up to me.
He said that I have changed. He said that I am now constantly fly somewhere in the thoughts.
He said about smile on my face and that I began to think less about work.
The chief doctor asked me with a smile on his face: you're in love with somebody?
I was very surprised that he asked it. Is it really strike the eye? I began to spend time little with people at work.
More and more often I try to go home and dream of you. Probably, I fall in love with you.
All the time I think about you. I imagine that you arrive to my city that we are together with you!!!
But then I begin to think that you are far from me and maybe we will never see each other.
Tears appears in my eyes of those thoughts. I'm absolutely alone and only your letters warm my heart.
I am very glad that you came in my life. I want to believe that you are my destiny, that we made for each other!!! I'm sorry, that I am so frank but I have no one to share my feelings.
I wrote this to you and in I feel easily in my soul right now.
I would like to hug and kiss you now. I really trust you.
I hope that you feel the same feelings to me. I really want this!!!
I beg you not to play with me please. Speak always the truth to me.
I look forward to your answer. Your Anastasiya

Hello, from northern ****, with a temperature of -1, rain during the day, and a little snow at night.
Hello my beloved, do you feel my unusual love for you ???)))))))))))))))) How are mood? How are you ????
I miss you so much. Today my mother came and brought my daughter.
At school, my daughter's accident was eliminated. The school is open again for classes. Mum will stay overnight with us. They were very tired from the road. I cooked for them eat. Daughter is good, joyful, contented, did not study))) Children) My mom asked how are you doing ??? Do we communicate with you? I said everything is good, very good))) Mom is very worried about us. I told my mother that I have a vacation soon from work.
I've been waiting for him for a whole year. I will be able to spend more time at home with my daughter.
We will go to my grandmother in the village, we will spend time in nature ...
Of course, I would really like to spend my vacation with you. It would be the most the best vacation of my life! And I want, and I want it, very much.
I have been lonely for a long time, without a man ... I will leave my daughter to my grandmother in the village.
Fresh air, natural food, fruits, vegetables, berries. And my mother said that it would be useful, she would go with her.
I will spend a lot of time with my granddaughter)))) And she told me, take a rest, and it is already necessary to meet a man!
For a serious relationship !!!!
I just started saving money to come to visit you.
I want to see your country. I want you to show me your favorite places where you like to relax. Just thinking about it I feel warm in my soul. I dream of seeing you live.
My the heart always wants to be near you. I want to hear your voice, see your eyes. Your kind, gentle, full of love look - I have it now it’s not enough. I want to be next to you and look into your beautiful eyes close, close, at a distance of breath. And your smile - this is what makes you forget about all the problems and adversities. I just I miss you. Children love gifts. And for me you are a gift bestowed by heaven. I love you! I hope that by reading this letter you have the same feelings for me that you miss me too. You do not can you imagine how I want to run up to you, cling to your strong manly chest, smell your body. My favorite, native! Believe in the sincerity of my words, because before I could not say what I tell you. Why? Yes, because there has never been anyone I loved the way I love you! I myself am surprised at this, but nothing can be done I can not. I don’t want to! You are the best, you are the most beloved, you are the most a dear person for me, for whom I - both into fire and into water! At least for the end of the world! At the end of my letter, I want to wish the two of us as soon as possible.
the meeting I am looking forward to like nothing else. Hope it's mutual. Before goodbye my dear. Don't forget, write. I kiss you and love you very much !!!
Anastasiya

Hello my lovely !!! I and my mother had an interesting conversation about you yesterday.
We had a long conversation with her about my future with you.
She offered me to meet with you. Because I have about a week later vacation will begin... Of course, it's a good idea.
Mother said she will gladly keep an eye on my child and even take our dog Lucky!! I understand that I can not take my daughter with me.
At first, I myself should come to you. We need to know each other better. Moreover my daughter have to go to school.
I do not know how we meet and how much it will cost. I have never been abroad and I can not imagine what to do to come to you!
What do you think about our meeting with you? Do you want me to come to you?
I really want to meet and test our feelings. You attract me very much!!!
My heart tells me that you are the person with whom I will be all my life!
We are adults and I believe that letters will not replace our meeting.
When we will be together, we will check our feelings and we will think about our future.
If you agree that I should come to you, then I will go to the KIROV. It is the nearest big city to me.
There I will find out what I need to travel to you. I have some money, I hope it will be enough to come to you.
Honey, I'm so lonely without you. There are emptiness and indifference to everything that is happening around me.
Your love - this is the most precious thing in my life, and now I'm especially clearly understand it.
You are my joy, my soul, my light and my air. Sometimes it seems to me that not only you know about it, but also all around, because my feelings for you just can not be overlooked. I am waiting for your answer, and I think only about you.
I will always be only yours! Anastasiya

Hello my love!!!
I'm very glad that you ready to meet me in your country.
I will go to Kirov tomorrow to begin to make the documents.
Write me the name of the airport where I will come.
I hope that you meet me at the airport.
I am very worried, because soon we will be together.
I imagine our meeting with you and as we run towards each other, the way you hug me and kiss me. The tears of happiness come to my eyes from these thoughts.
I will be with my favorite man soon!!! I'm happy!
I am ready to shout about it everywhere, but I can to shout it only in my mind ..
I'm at work right now. I will be take the day off for tomorrow to go to Kirov.
My mother stayed at my home to keep an eye on my daughter.
I hope that I will succeed tomorrow in Kirov and soon we will be together.
I'll write you all details about my trip when I come from Kirov.
I must work now! I love you and I miss you. Your Anastasiya

My Beloved I am glad to get your letter.
Today I wanted to go to Kirov, to make documents and to know what I need to travel to you.
Can you meet me at the airport? Can you tell me the name of the airport?
From where will be convenient to you to pick me up?
I really want to meet, soon I will have vacation and this is the most convenient time for me to fly to you.
I'm looking forward to our meeting with you.
I am filled with feelings for you, my heart is filled with love and is being torn apart.
I believe in our future with you and my heart tells me that we will succeed.
Letters can not replace our meeting. We can communicate via e-mail for a long time!
But we can not check our feelings without meeting!
You hold a special place in my life and in my heart.
I love you very much and I want to be with you.
All of our letters, all our feelings do not justify our meeting?
I do not want to believe it. My feelings for you are sincere.
I want to be near you. I want to love you for the fact that you are in my life.
I want to prepare delicious dinners for you, see off to work, meet from work, enjoy success with you and share grief with you, support you in difficult times. I want to fall asleep on your chest, to wake up and see your dear face first thing.
I dream to wallow and luxuriate in your arms.
I very much hope that you will answer me soon...
I love you. Your Anastasiya.

Hello my love!
I'm glad to come back to you. The trip was normal, but still, I was tired, tired. But thinking about you gives a lot of strength. I came from Kirov.
I was very tired after the trip. I came home, talked with my daughter, with mother and went to bed.
When I arrived in Kirov, I immediately went to the travel agency. I was explained everything there.
I was asked to write an application for a visa to your country. I filed an application for an international passport also.
I will get this passport in an accelerated program in 3 days. I will need to pick up a visa in Moscow after a week.
To conclude a contract with a travel agency, I needed to do: two photos (5x5), health insurance, provide information from the employer, the document on registration from place of residence and birth certificate.
In the contract also specified that the travel agency will book airline tickets for me to your side and back.
I need pay 1070 euros for all their services. Flight tickets to your side and back are included.
I have only 650 euros. I don't have 420 euros. I did not think that the trip to you is so expensive.
The Russian currency very much fallen in price against the international currencies. It would be enough my money to come to you earlier.
I was very upset. I spoke with my mother and asked this lacking money from her.
But she said that she has only 5,000 rubles, which is about 56 euros. My mother said that she need money too, if I will go to your country.
She will need to buy food and to transport my daughter to school. For this is needed money too. My income is just 17,000 rubles per month.
For me 420 euros is a big amount. I don't know where I can take it. I will have to cancel the trip to you probably.
I'm so sorry ... I've already imagined our meeting with you. Probably my destiny is to be alone all my life.
I hoped that in a few days we'll be together, but our plans are crumbling. I feel the pain to tears ...
It is a pity that it is not in my power to change all the circumstances which keep us in the distance.
It's hard to love at such distance. Sometimes I just go crazy, but I know that I am not alone, you're with me.
Your warmth and care are felt even through the thousands of kilometers! I don't want to lose you...
I took day off for today because I can not work in this emotional state. All my thoughts are only about you and our meeting.
I have to go home now to buy products and cook food. I feel really heavy. I love you very much ... And miss you...