Hello my dear friend!
How are you?
You must have been surprised when you received a letter from a woman you have never met?
Please don't be alarmed. You have interested me and therefore I am writing to you.
My name is Natasha, I have no children, I was not married. My photo is attached to the letter.
I am looking for a serious relationship to start a family. And you?
Maybe I am the woman you have been looking for?
Let's get to know each other better. I will wait for your reply!
Have a nice day, dear friend.
Natasha

Hello Sid!!!
Thanks for the photos.I liked your pictures.I don't know why but I feel somewhere deep inside of my heart that I can trust you and rely upon you - maybe I make a mistake ) I am glad to receive a letter from you. I want to hear you more and I hope to find a good friend. My name is Natalya 34 of the year. I really want to find a good friend, hope a companion during life Do you understand me and we can correspond with you? i should like It's not enough to communicate about yourself, for the first time I never met through the Internet but I think to make an exception for myself. I graduated from university, I am a children's pediatrician Clinic work 4 years. I really love nature. I live alone in the house in which there are 2 rooms, I have a dog named Ball. I have a lot friends. I really like spending free time with them. I am very pleased that I have good friends ... I think friends are very important to everyone. write me a little about yourself how are you, spend it for free the time you love. I look forward to your reply.
Your friend Natalya. P.S. This weekend is a public holiday, so I won't be able to write to you.
I will answer your letter on Monday! This mailbox is no longer working NatalyaNatyLove@outlook.com. Please write to this address!

Hello Sid!
You have written the letter to me, it is very pleasant. Thanks, that you have found, that minute has answered me. Sincerely conversation I Could not hope for it. Write to me on this email. With that I had problems. Thank you for your wonderful photos!! Where were they made?
Do they have an origin story? I'd really like to know about it) I do not know what to tell in my first letter because I never got acquainted through the Internet before. It - something new and unusual to me. But I shall try, write good letters to you. I assume, that you will be capable to understand mine Words also that I shall tell to you. I think, that will be correct if I start to speak you about mine all over again because it was I Who started to write. I am not confident, that you will love my letters, that they will be interesting to you but if it will not be so You will write to me about it. Well? Probably you will be surprised, that I do not live in your country. But I hope, that it does not shake You. Same I similarly to many other ladies in other countries in the world. I am a usual woman who has hands, legs, main a Heart which is the most important. I think, that my heart is very sensitive. I hope, that you will understand it from my letters. I shall be very happy, if the distance between us does not do afraid you, and you will answer me. Please not be too strict to My mistakes in words, the English language - not my native language. But I Assume, that I know it well. Well, my name - Natalya, as you To know. You can name me as you like. I shall not be disappointed. To me of 34 years. My birthday - on 28-th of May . I was Given birth in 1986. My height - 172 see. My weight - 48 kg. I live in city Glazov. Glazov known city of Russia. Glazov - very much beutive city. I assume, that you would like city if you saw it. I dreamed to become an actress in my childhood. Probably it - dream of many girls.
But my dream did not become true. It is serious The validity of a life. I have finished medical university. My formation will consist of 3 levels: school, college, university. I Studied within 18 years. All 18 years I have studied the English language also. I have finished university in age 25. How to me gave with a medal for excellent results during my studying. Do not think, that I brag (Smile). Than I worked as the second children's pediatrician in small clinic within 4 years. It was very much intresting and in the same Time responsable. I was happy to give health of people, to help them. Many things depend on me during actions. I think in The future I will be capable the children's pediatrician to become independent. You think, what it - good dream? Probably that I shall work in Clinic, as the basic children's pediatrician. Now I have the small house with a small garden. I live one for this reason I am not capable to Work in a garden it is constant. But however my garden is very beautiful and pleasant. I like to raise flowers because They the most beautiful which have been created by the nature. I live one, I have no neither children, nor the boyfriend. Sometimes I Feel like very lonely in my house. Perhaps, for this reason I have decided to get acquainted with you. To me already 34, also I take a life philosophically. I have the house, work, friends, but I cannot tell, that I am happy. I have was not present Many who I can my best half. I have written to you all over again, it means, that I can divide my ideas and feelings with you. I hope, that you will not be Laughter. And we shall write many letters to each other. I am very pleased and grateful, that you have answered my letter, because I Decided to try to get acquainted through the Internet only once. And it was a miracle for me when you have written to me the letter. If it Was not, so I shall never try to do friends through e-mail once again. I never get acquainted before in such a way. I cannot Understand completely as it works because I have no computer. I - only beginer in work of the Internet. But I hope, that I shall be Be capable to write to you constantly. I hope, that you are interested in our dialogue, as I. I would like to ask you some questions. If you do not want to answer them, you could not to make it, I shall not be offended. What do you do? What your trade? Make you Similarly to this? Who - nambers your family? I ask to tell it in more detail. With whom you live? You can tell to me About all of you, that you want. I shall be pleased to know all about your life. It - only female curiosity. The hope will not offend it You. I understand, that tastes differ, but I hope, that my image will be pleasant for you. But I should tell, That I cannot receive the big files. I shall have trouble. As I use a computer on work. I hope, that you will write to me soon. I thank you Beforehand. With the best regards. With the best regards. Natalya.

Hello Sid!!!
How - you today? I hope, that all - is good. I also am happy today because I have the letter from you. I have written to me! I very happy. Now I work, and I write the letter to you. Last time I have not had time to add to you the letter. I hope this time to me will not prevent to make it. And so. I did not write to you about my family.
But I think that you should know about it, and now I am going to make it. I have been given birth also dews to Glazov. Now I live here. I do not make remember my father because he did not live with us. I was grown only by my mother. We were the best friends on the ground, we were very much the friend close to the friend. But my mum had a cancer of a stomach, and she has died in 2007. Year was horrable for me. I, though I was the unique person on the whole planet. It was awful and incredible. I could not understand it for long time. I was empty. It is difficult to imafine for ideas in my head and my feelings. Even now I remember my mum very much frequently. You know, that I had very happy childhood. My mum and I went in park together. We play together various games. We spoke much. Only than, several years I started to understand last, that she felt qulity because I had no father with me.
But I have received news from other people, that it was no mistake of my mother. My father (I cannot name his "daddy") never loved my mum.
Me has left her lonely when he has learned, that my mum was the pregnant woman. It was very difficult for her to bring up me, to feec me to buy me of a dress for this reason I do not carry bosh. We lived only her tiny earnings. But we never complained of our life - we have solved all problems together. But if we were happy, that we tried to tell about our success to our neighbours. My mum always spoke me, that I should marry the person which I shall love. She adviced I to besure in the person before movement to marry him. I think the same. I shall remember the moment during long time. I shall never forget mine eyes of mother when my leg has been broken also I couldn " t, go. Then we were far from our house up to, collects berries. Only my mum and I.
But she has taken me on her hands and bore mine to our house. You can imagine it? To me there were 12 years when my mum was carry of me duringan hour. I have understood, that it was difficult to her, but she did not want to leave me alone in a wood to go in the house, to ask whom - that the help. She was afraid, that something awful happen with me in a wood. I hope which you understand, that memory of my mum road for me. After death of my mum I feel very much lonly because I have no neither sisters, nor brothers. To be more exact, I have no any relatives. But I have friends. They Anna and Valentina. They are remarkable girls. We can name us sisters because we are friends more than 15 years, and we help each other. I - confident absolotely, that if I ask Anna, Valentina to help me they will never refuse. Our attitudes are very strong, Time has checked up them. One year ago Anna married, and her husband has taken her to his native city. We write letters each other very much frequently, but it is a pity, that we cannot see the most part the friend from the friend. But Anna has arrived to us in the spring. I taljed very much the whole week, but it was too little, we could not tell each other all events. Now Valentina and I wait for Anna the following arrival. And you, make you hawer such friends? Also In the summer for entertainment I work in my small garden. I raise flowers. But as a hobby it certainly flowers. Roses, orchids, tulips, an aster and it is a lot of others. But main the place in a garden has my favourite flowers, has raised also an orchid.
The hope you can sometime see it. It is a pity, I can write more. I hope, that you will answer my letter. I also hope, that you are interested in our connection. I shall tell to you more about my life in my ambassador of letters. I think, that you are tolerant (smile).
Natalya.

Hello Sid!
How are you? What is the weather like today in your country? I hope all is well. Today it was small a Rain. But it did not last long. Now the air is fresh outside and I'm glad that I can sit near the window and write a letter to you. Today I have had a difficult day, but now i'm free and I can spend my time writing you. I am glad that you have such 3 friends! I'm very happy that you can rely on them. I thought money changed people, but no. Your friend is real! Today it is cloudy outdoors that's why I am in a lyrical mood. By the way I'm sorry for my previous letter. It was sad. I did not want to make you disappointed. I hope you did not get offended to my story about the mother. Well, I'm in a good mood and I want to tell you about my hobbies. I like listening to different music. It depends on my mood and feelings. I like Russian composers such as Dunaevskiy and Chajkovsky. But I also like listening to Mozart and Bach. I think they are great composers and no body will surpass them. I like Joe Satriane as well. I suppose he is a magnificent guitar player. I hope you agree with me. I like the group “ Dire Straits ” very much. I like “ Pink Floyd ”. They are not similar to any others. There are a great number of popular musicians abroad. But I remember Russians as well. May be you heard about the Russian group "Spleen" or "Chaif." But I think the most famous Russian group abroad is “ Gorky Park ”. Probably you've heard about it. They had a great success at the beginning of 90s. By the way I like going to the cinema very much. I like Russian directors such as Tarkovsky, Konchalovsky and Mihalkov. Now days a lot of foreign films are on the screen in Russia. Foreign cinema is widely spread in Russia. I like such old American films as Gladiator, Brave Heart. Mel Gibson is a good actor. New films are also interesting to me. I have seen “ The chronicles of Riddick ” and “ Another vs Predator ” recently. I liked it. I have some favourite shows. For example - "Wildlife" from BBC. They show the most beautiful views of nature and animals. I like to watch programs about nature and animals very mach. I also prefer to watch NBA games. They are fantastic shows.
But unfortunately NBA games are not very often shown on Russian TV.
Criminal programs have the biggest rating on TV, because here TV reporters tell about crimes occurring during a day or a week, they tell about leaders and authorities of criminal business in Russia, juvenile murderers and racists, addicts, maniacs, etc. You know the level of crimes is extremely high in Russia. The majority of our country like to watch these programs. But I hate to do it. I prefer to watch some musical and entertaining shows, and as a rule they are our (Russian) programs and of course they are not known to you. Now you think that I spend my time in front of the TV screen with my mouth full of popcorn and it takes me the whole day (smile.) But it's not true. Actually I watch TV very seldom, once in a blue moon. I have no time and forces to do it. My health is the most important thing for me. I do not boast. My health is really good, and I always try to be in a good form. I jag every morning, try to spend as much times as possible in the open air. I have no car and I take a bus or whatever (I mean transport) very seldom. I take cold - not shower. I have been living in the conditions of rather cold winters and damp autumn since my childhood. Such king of climate helps to toughen my health. I do not smoke and do not take alcoholic drinks. I prefer a healthy way of life and I'm proud of it. Sewing and knitting are my hobbies if it's possible to say so. I also like to spend my free time gardening and gathering much rooms and berries. I love to ski and to skate in winter. I can speak about my hobbies for a long time. But I also want to say that I do not like some things. I do not like artful and envious people. I hate when somebody lies and deceives. I do not love cruelty and roughness. I'm not interested in people, who prefer to spend their time drinking alcohol a lot. I also do not like bad untasty meal and cloudy days (smile.) Sid I shall be glad, if you tell about you many various things for me. I want to know about you more and more. Because you my FRIEND. You agree? Friends always should know well each other. Your friend Natalya.

Hello my Sid!
The day is wonderful today and I’m in high spirits and how are you? I hope all is well. My girlfriend Valentina she is very close to me and we often spend time together. By the way I told her about you ans she is happy that we write letters to each other. Valentina says that I need a man who will help me and who will really love me. You know I really feel lonely very often but I believe in god luck. I believe in God, he always helps. I don’t remember if I told you or not about my dog. Its name is ball. It is very handsome. I like to play with it, I like to feed it, so I like to take care of it. ball is very tender, and it loves me too. Every evening it meets me near the house, and every morning it goes with me to the clinic and that it returns. You will laugh at me, but I must be sure that somebody or something waits for me in the house, no matter if it’s just my dog. I hope you do. I heard if a person has a pet in a house and if he takes a good care of it the person is a very good house keeper. I belive it. Anna has a dog at home too, and our dog like to play together. But sometimes dog fight. I’m sorry that I pay too much attention to it in my letters and may be you are not interested in it at all, but I want to tell you about the dearest living being in my life. I shall wait your pictures . In weekend I was in a cinema. Because this session began late.This very entertainment american movie. I like this movie. Valentina was delight also. After arrival from cinema I to cook my favorite a dish - pancakes. I made it with jam a gooseberry. Very tasty. It's a pity, that I cannot treat you. Probably during week I will prepare for future house repair. I’ll look for people who will help me with it. I imagine my house after repair. It will be very cosy and nice, if everything will go well. I’m sorry, probably my letter is sad but I think you’ll be interested in thoughts and feelings. Tell me, if something will be interesting for you. I’ll tell you it in detail.
With best regards.Your friend Natalya.

Hello my dear Sid!
Thank you very much for your letter. It brightens my day! I hope that you have the same feeling when you receive mine. And of course, I enjoy our correspondence and I am serious. I just need to fix the roof and that's it. I need to do some repairs) I consider you to be my friend, I think that you understand me in lots of things and it's easy for me to talk to you on many topics. You can ask me any questions you want. I think that this is very important for the relationship, if both of the partners want the relationship to grow. Trust is also very important, no relationship can be strong without it. Thank you for being honest with me and from my side I can say that I will be honest with you also. I think we should try to tell each other as much as we can.
I would like to know you better from inside, Sid, because you seem very interesting to me, so I have a question for you: What qualities do you appreciate in people the most? In my opinion, honesty, faithfulness, kindness, sincere and understanding are very important in people. I also think that in every relationship trust plays the main role. That's why I think that 100 trust should be between man and woman, they should be able to say every single thing to each other, share all their joys and sorrows. If they have a problem they should try to find a solvation together. What do you think, Sid? What is your opinion?
You know, Sid, I think that age is very important in the relationships. I think that the man should be older than the woman. As for me I prefer my future husband to be older than I am. Older men know how to treat the girl right, they know what the girl wants. It’s much more interesting to talk to them. And there is one more thing. I am looking for the serious relationships and guys of my age they normally want just to have fun, they don’t have any serious intentions, they don’t think about future. I don’t like it. I am not against fun, of course, every person needs rest, but not all the time.
You probably understand me. What do you think am I right, Sid? My dear Sid, please, tell me more about you. What are your goals and dreams?
What are you looking for? And what are your intentions? It will be very interesting for me to know. If it's not hard, please, answer these questions for me. And feel free to ask me anything, I'll answer you with great pleasure.
I will be looking forward to your letter!!!
Sincerely,Natalya.

Hello my dear Sid!!
Thank you very much for your letter and your tender words and care.
You are so sweet to me, it is so pleasant for me to read your letters, when I close my eyes I can see you saying this to me, it makes me feel very good. That's a great feeling, I am thanking God that you are in my life. Even though we are far from each other in reality, in my dreams we are together, we are walking together at some nice place in the nature holding hands and saying tender and warm words to each other. I feel that you are very special to me, I need to read your letters like I need air or water for living. I couldn't even think that something like that could happen to me. Thank you that you are, Sid.
You know, Sid, I don't think that the outside beauty is the most important thing, you can be beautiful for some time, even the most beautiful, but in some years this beauty will go away, there will be other people who are going to be looking better. I think that the real beauty is inside your soul, that what stays forever. The person should be beautiful from inside, in my opinion. Don't you agree with me, Sid?
Sid, I see in you the person who I can talk easily with, who is interesting for me, the one who is making me want to know you more and more. I would like to know your soul, I would like to know everything about you. I see that you are not playing with me or joking around, many of our thoughts are the same, our values are very close and we are looking for the same things, we both are looking for the special one. I see that I can establish the emotional connection with you, I can talk to you on any topic, it's very easy for me, it seems like I know you for a long time.
I like your thoughts about life and relationships between man and woman. By your letters I can say that you are a decent man with serious intentions. I like that in you. I think that we are even a little bit alike in that. I am also serious about our correspondence.
I like to read your letters and I think that I will really like to talk to you in person, you seem to be an intelligent and well educated person. I hope that some time we are going to meet.
OK, Sid, I am finishing my letter now and I hope that you are having a great day!
I am thinking about you and I am really happy that we've met! This thought makes me smile :) Hope to hear from you soon!
With hugs,
Natalya.

Hello my dear Sid !!!
It was very pleasant for me to receive your letter. This is really so, in my opinion, the combination of nice appearance and tender heart are your qualities. I am very happy that I've got acquainted with you, Sid . We started our correspondence not long time ago, but I like your letters so much, it seems to me like I know you for a long time, your thoughts are so close to mine. I hope that in the future we will become very good friends or even more. You know, Sid , I was thinking a lot about my future life and I think that I would like to move to another country to live, there are few reasons for that. I can tell you why. First of all I should say that I want stability in my life. I think that it’s very hard to get this here in Russia. There are several reasons for that. I don’t have anything against Russia. Russia is a wonderful country, that’s my Motherland and I love it, but the economical situation here is very bad, you can’t be sure in the next day, but I am thinking about my future. Sometime in the nearest future I am going to have a family and children and I want my future children to be safe, I want them to have everything they want. In my opinion, this is very important. What is your opinion, Sid ? And there is a second reason for my intention to move to live to another country. I would like to find my soul mate, the person I can trust completely, the person who is going to be near me all the time, love me and take care of me. Russian men have lots of bad habbits, they drink a lot. My dad used to drink a lot. It gave my mom much pain. I don’t want this to happen to me. So, I think now you understand why I would like to move somewhere from Russia. I would really like to have a good and strong family based on good emotional connection first of all and understanding and surely love. I think that these things are the most important. I would like to have my second half near me to feel that I am safe, that I am loved and that I have a person near me whom I can give all my tenderness and care that is inside of me. I do have a lot to give, but for right now there is no one special whom I can give it to and I don't want to waste it just for someone, I want to meet my only one, my special one. I am thinking a lot about you, Sid , and I would like to hear from you soon. Ok, I am finishing my letter now and I will be looking forward to your fast reply! With warm hugs, Natalya...

Hello my Sid !!
I am very glad that you wrote to me. I need your letters more and more often. My mobile operator will not be able to receive an international signal from another country! I'm sending you my number, and I hope that you can call me! +7(39144)721-27-66 They make me happy. Now if you don't mind I would would like to tell you about my family. My mom didn't have sisters and brothers. Therefore, I have no cousins. It's very lonely for me sometimes. But I am glad that I have Valentina and Anna. Sid I decided on work in the clinic. I'll have 40 days soon free time. I will have a vacation After the holidays I will work doctor.
Hope you are happy for me because my doctor favorite profession. Today I was late for work. When I woke up in In the morning my neighbor came to me. She's an old woman and she very nice and royal woman. we turn to each other when we need something. Today she came to me because she had a problem. Door to her house was destroyed and she could not close it. She lives alone her husband died 5 years ago and now no one is ready to help her. So I went to look at the door. We tried to repair it, but there was nothing we could do. I'm a bad carpenter (smiles).
It turned out there is something wrong with the lock, I had to ask the help of the specialist Tanya (this is the name of my neighbor) was very disappointed with what we could do, we are women and it was clear that I needed the help of a specialist. I tried to calm my neighbor because she feels bad and it is very dangerous for her to be nervous.
She had to be hospitalized, but she refused to do it now she has to give injections every day. I promised to ask a carpenter. There is a person in our clinic who is responsible for repair if something is wrong with the clinic. He drinks alcohol a lot, but he has "golden hands" (in Russia this means that a person with "Golden hands" can do everything very well) I want to ask him help my neighbor with her door. I want him to try to mend roof. I do not know if he will agree.
I will hope for his help. I cannot find him now, but as soon as I see him, I will ask. This is very it is important to help the elderly.
Moreover, our government does not. treat the elderly well. Pensions are tiny. They don't get any social help. Our medicine is not free.
Old people have to spend everything money for medicines. Of course, this is not good, this is unfair, unfair. But the economic situation in Russia is not very developed. Well, I not interested in politics, but the question of social assistance very important for me. I wrote to you about my diploma? I have European standard diploma. This diploma entitles you to work as doctor in your country. Your Natalya.

Hello my Sid !!!!
Thank you very much for your letter, I was very happy to receive it as usually because your letters always cheer me up and make me :) :) I think about you a lot and love to read from you, Sid. I am very glad that you understand me. You are a unique person to worry about me. We will definitely meet if our relationship develops well! You know Sid I have to tell you something. I think friendship is very important in relations. Let me explain what I mean here. I think passion and affection is very good, but two people who decide to be together you need to be able to communicate with each other in everyday life. You know I mean? And I think the friendship between them will help a lot.
I am would like to see very well, I can say the best friend in my soul friend. I think the emotional connection is very important, so two people will feel very comfortable with each other. What do you think, Sid? When I read your letters, Sid, I feel that you are honest and sincerely with me, you tell me a lot about yourself, so I want to give the same to you. You know, I have a dream. I would like to find true love, a special person who is going to love and care for me and I will do the same for him. I want our love to be forever. I think that when I see this special, I will give him all my tenderness, care and love.
What is your dream? What do you want most of all from life, Sid?
Please, say Me. It will be very I am interested to know what you think and dream about. You know, Sid, I need to tell you something. I have never thought before that you can find a very good friend, someone special using the internet. But now I can say that it happened to me, I met you and it seems to me that I know you for a long time, although we exchanged only a few letters. Now i can say that in the world there is a person who understands me, my life a position whose dreams and intentions are close to mine. You should I know that you are dear to my heart, I am always ready to listen, understand and try to help you if you need it. Ok i finish letter and I will wait for your reply, Sid !!! I think of you!!! :) With tender hugs and kisses. Natalya.

Hello my dear Sid!!!!!
Thank you very much for your letter, I was very glad to receive it. As soon as we meet, I think that for us it will be the most pleasant moment in our lives! I wrote you my mobile phone number along with my city code, and I also wrote you in advance that my mobile operator does not accept international calls.. I'm sad to say this... I'd really like to talk to you, but that's not possible right now...
Honey, you know, yesterday when I was online and when I was thinking about you :) I’ve seen that story, that I would like to share with you. I hope you will like it, tell me your opinion on that, ok? Here it is: Whenever it rains, it is a very spectacular sight to behold. It can be a mild shower, a fierce thunderstorm, a light drizzle or even a display of lightning amidst a backdrop of scenic landscape, but all that I ask for is that when it rains, I want you to be by my side to admire and take in the beauty of life - water. An essential element that has kept us alive to this very day to continue being in love.
Whenever raindrops fall from the sky, big or small, I can be assured that heaven is tearing for the sins of this world. And with every single tear comes drops of forgiveness and it is this act of forgiving that enables the human race to sustain an existence on this living **** and it is this forgiveness that gave rise to love which is the biggest forgiver of all. Watching the rain with you is like a very special ritual. When two minds are deep in thoughts, when two hearts are deep in love, when two people are not speaking but just enjoying the silence of the moment save the thoughts of heaven raining upon green pastures in front of us, we are able to hear each other better.
We are able to think more about each other, care more for each other.
Like a hand across your shoulders, a gentle massage on the neck, a kiss on the cheek or just the thoughts of each other. Every time when it rains, I feel so warm both physically and emotionally. You will be there with me, holding me tight, feeling the rain splattering against our faces, huddling on to each other for warmth when we hug and kiss in the rain. It is such sheer rejuvenation, experiencing what it is like to be refreshed and free from all burdens and worries, just being with the girl I love, in the rain. The chill of the wind might sear through my heart, the sky might be all gloomy and dark but I am sure that there will always be a rainbow after the rain. It will be a beautiful sight to appreciate in awe as the ray of seven colors stretches from horizon to horizon making it the most majestic view from afar. The warmth of the sun as it re-emerges, the chirping of the bird as they start to feed, the swaying of the tress in the gentle breeze are all but part of the picturesque scenery with us standing in the foreground, completing the picture, just like you complete me, feeling every single gap in my heart just like water filling up an empty glass till it overflows, with your love. The rainbow way above us, coupled with the landscape we are part of is our world of beauty but the greatest beauty of all is the one I will only ever love, standing beside me, with me. That will be you. This very special moment in time spent and shared together is liken to a celebration of our love that is everlasting and eternal, tried but true, encapsulated in the purest form of patience, kindness, understanding, concern, respect, trust and faith in our hearts forever... I hope you liked it, Sid. This story made me think about you, *** :) I am finishing my letter now and I will be looking forward to your reply!!! With hugs and tender kisses, Natalya.

Hello my Sid!
Now I'm writing to your letter and I'm happy. It's very pleasant that I have such a friend as you are. It's a pity that you are far from me.
But I will hope that we will meet one day. I think we will be glad to see each other when we know each other better. Please let me know how your meeting went. Valentina ask me about you every day. I say to her that I'm constantly thinking about you Sid. She is glad for me, and she always asks me to remember her to you. Earlier I didn't manage to find the carpenter. But today I have seen him in the morning and I asked him to repair the door in the Tanya house. In the afternoon he came and said that he had done everything and changed the lock. I thanked him but he said: "Never mind" becouse he is always ready to help old people. My neighour came a little bit later and told me about the carpenter. It turned out that he refused to take money for his work. Tanya tried to give him some money but he said that he would be offended if she didn't stop doing it. Tanya said: "He has gone with nothing". By the way he and his college will repair my roof in the house. You know many people in Russia help other people and don't take money for it, if they know that the people have to money. I think it's the only good feature of character of the Russian people which roots go to the old far USSR. It's a pity that many Russian men became alcoholics. I remember that many-many years ago my mum and I had to make a fence around our house. But what could we do? My mum and I?
When my mother came to a shop to buy nails, three men asked her what for she needed nails. She told them and they began laughing, when learnt that a young lady and her little daughter wanted to do. They came to our house together with my mom and everything was ready in the evening. They repesed to teke money. The only thing we could do for them just to feed them with pancakes after their work. By the way since that time it is my favorite food. One of the man asked if the had something to paint the fence. My mum answered that she would buy paint a little bit leter. Bu the very next day in the morning the 2 men came and they brought their own paint and paited the fence. We wanted to pay them for it some money, but they refused.They said that the paint was left after the painting of their fence. Yesterday in the evening I was thinking of my future work in the clinic. I'm happy that I will get my favorite job. I should not study, because I have the diploma of the surgeon of the European standard. I don't know how to spend this month, I don't want to waste my time uselessy. I must think it over. Of course I will write letters to you. But it will take only the part of my day. What to do in the rest? I must find a decision. I hope Sid, you are not sick and tired of my letter.But I want to tell you much. I think you are not against of it, because I suppose you are my friend. Don't forget to write letters to me. Your Natalya.

i'm non Katerina.

Hello my dear Sid!!!
How are you doing today? What’s new? I am fine over here and I was very glad to hear from you because I miss you very very much!!! I am thinking about you all the time, you are very dear to me. I was in a lot of pain after your letter.. But thank you for explaining it to me!
I'll be very happy to meet your secretary! :) Sid, you know, today I woke up with sun beams that were coming out of my window and my first thought was about you! :) I was laying in my bed and thinking, imagining that may be some wonderful day we’ll be waking up together like this and the first thing you will do when you wake up is kissing me and wishing me a good morning and I will do the same for you. You know, Sid, I liked that thought :) Who knows, may be some day it will be the reality? How do you think? Would you like that, ***? OK, my dear, I am finishing my letter and I will be looking forward to your reply!!! I miss you! With sweet thoughts about you, Natalya.

Hello my dear Sid!!!!!!
I would like to tell you that your letters bring me much joy and make me happier day by day! You are the dearest man to my heart, I am always looking forward to your letters. When I received your letter today, I was very happy. Dear I long thought and has solved, what if I shall arrive to you during my holiday??? If you agree to find out that I that for this purpose can is necessary. We are far away from each other now, but I am sure that we need each other, I am sure that the fact that we’ve met was meant to be. Who knows, may be we are two halfs of one? ;) I can’t find words that can describe my feelings to you, you are making me the happiest woman in the world! Sid, I would like to thank you for your love and care, I know that you are serious and sincere with me, from my side I’ll try to do my best to make you happy. Because deep in my heart I feel that you are a very special man who is dear to my heart so much! I am finishing my letter to you and I will be looking forward to your reply! With hugs, Natalya.

Dearest Sid,
How are you doing?I think that our almost everyday letters should lead to smth special and important.What will be next - this question excites me. As for me I think that the next step of our communication can be our personal meeting. What do you think? We can go on writing hundreds of letters but nothing will change until we meet.That's why I pray you to consider the idea of becoming the most important person in my life.I'm sincere and I desire to stay with you to know you better.Do you agree with me? Sid,what do you think when will be the most suitable time for our first personal meeting?We should consider meeting.I feel the connection between us,through our words to each other in our letters. Sid we should seriously consider meeting.Upon meeting we would realize the chemistry between us and thus this would determine that we are meant to be together as in destiny. I'll kindly read all of your proposals,I'm very curious to know your opinion on this very important question.I’ll be waiting for your letter with your thoughts about the future of our relations… Your, Natalya.

Dear mine Sid!!!
Today I went in travel agency and again have learned, that it to be necessary for me for arrival in your country. People have convinced me of travel agency, that we can be together. I am in good mood. I Has asked them once again, how much it would cost for me to make visa.
They said that only the examination of application for visa will cost me 30 pounds. This money will not be returned even if the application is rejected. To gat visa I must go to Moscow where is the Embassy.
I'll to visit a lot of agencies, offices and organization in Glazov in Moscow. This is the usual way to get visa, it may take me many months.
I said to them that I could wait for a long time. And they offered me to solve the problem and it will take me less time if I use Full Package of Service (FPS.) FPS includes additional payments for a category of the visa, consular services, preparation for interview with commission. FPS costs 360 pounds, but the visas agency remove all the problems and thus increases the chance of getting a visa without excessive delays (I can get a visa in a week or two). I thought for a long time and came to the conclusion that this variant is the only right for me. Whether I do not know correctly has made, having paid such money. Probably I needed to consult to you all over again. But I have thought that other exit is not present. For a cheap payment documents are very for a long time made. We do not have time to wait.
I agreed and registered my application for visa, hoping that you'll be glad to meet me. Can you imagine that we'll spend some weeks together Or even can all life. For the sake of happiness and family I am ready on many things. I very much would dream that you all life were only near to me.. I'm immensely happy when I'm thinking about the opportunity. I'll be everything myself? May be you think I try to do too quickly, probably you suppose it's too earty everything us to meet each other. But I cannot wait for ages, I'm happy now at present time.
Necessary to begin moving to howe something in your life, it's important to go ahead, to overcome difficulties to take aim. Very soon I'll leave the work and I'll be able to spend my vacation with you, Sid. I have never been abroad. but now I have a chance to meet you.
It's a dream. You are my friend, and friend sometimes meet each other.
I think it will be great, wonderful, fantastic. I hope you do not think that I'm too impudent. I just want to met you and to spend some time with you. I suppose you have not changed your attitude towards me after this letter. I'm looking forward to seeing to calm down my heart. Please tell me you be able to meet me? Will you be happy to face me? I hope you'll!!! Your Natalya.

Hello, my dear Sid!
I told Valentina about you Sid for a long time yesterday in evening. I told her I wanted to meet you. Valentina supported me in this my wish.
She said I couldn't miss the chance to see you. Valentina this is I'm very glad to have met you. She wants me to be happy. I hope,Sid, that one day you and Valentina will become friends. I believe so that Valentina is as close to you as she is to me. I often think of you now before going to bed. I'm glad you didn't mind my choice Full package of services. I've been through a lot. But I would like to speed up the process and get close to you as soon as possible... I don't consider that your feelings are premature. Because I feel strong for you too feelings. I don't hesitate to say that I love you. This is a great honor for me it is an honor to meet such an honest, open, kind person like you.... Now I am looking forward to receiving a notification from the travel Agency. For me the days became very long. I want the days to pass faster waiting. I want to tell you my start date faster.I think about our letters to each other. I often ask myself what will happen next, when we get to you. Sid, you know I have flower Herbicide at home. This very beautiful, and it needs a lot of care.
Now I call it Sid. I hope you we don't mind that. Every morning I tell him, " Good morning, Sid." I wish he could talk to me. Very interesting, how long will we be able to talk when we meet for the first time? What are you think about it? I think I want to tell you a lot, and it will be I need a few days to tell you all about myself.But I'm shy and I can be confused when I meet you for the first time. But I think we we are more than friends, so we can talk about what we do.
want. I saw a plane not so long ago. And I thought that these " iron birds " allow millions of peas to meet, who are happy to see each other every day (for example, Sid and I). But when I think about my future flying on Board blaine I can't forget the last disaster of the two planes. These incidents occurred in September. It was terrible to see grief and tears of relatives of the dead people. Now our government I am sure that the attacks were committed by a hare. I believe that people are to blame they were severely punished. They have no right to interfere with peaceful people from life. I hate terrorism and violence! You must know this fear the terrorists will never stop me. I can fly on a plane. a plane and nothing to be afraid of. As a child I flew by the plane. But people say that there are flights, if this is true. I heard that passengers are very well served during the flight. It is interesting to me to see him. Sorry, but now I don't know the exact date when I will be able to arrive in you. But I'll let you know when I can. I hope you can be patient wait? I would give a lot to know exactly when I can see you.
Your love Natalya.

Hello my Sid!!!!
Thanks you for your letters, is very pleasant for me, that you have appeared in my life. You became dear to my heart. I any more do not see the life without you. Yesterday I went on film. "THE GREAT GATSBY". You looked this film? I have not absolutely understood sense of it cinema because thought absolutely about the friend. I all the day think of our meeting. I cannot more about anything think. I am glad that you approve my act. It is difficult for me . Therefore I always wait for your approval. After your approval I receive moral simplification. I have paid for promptness because I want to be with you as soon as possible. I had this feeling long before our conversation on a meeting. After I have sped up this process, I began to experience. It seemed to me, that you can count me as the impudent woman. I experienced that . Now I every day go to travel agency and I try to find out I skin the information concerning readiness of my documents. Today to me have told that probably tomorrow the day after tomorrow me will cause silt on interview in embassy. I was very glad to receive such information. Now day for me lasts as a month as I think all about our long-awaited meetings. I finish the my dear letter.
With love Natalya.

Hello my beloved Sid!
I didn't get your letter today! Where did you go? Why didn't you write to me? You know that our meeting will take place soon! I care what you write to me! It is important for me to receive letters from you!
Please never leave me without a letter! Your Natalya.

Hello my honey Sid!!!
Dear Sid, I was happy to receive the letter from you. Today my letter will be short. At me not so it is a lot of time. I have just left travel agency, and have decided to inform you good news at once.
Me cause to Moscow on interview in embassy. Tomorrow I should leave to Moscow. It seems to me, that I waited for this moment the whole eternity. The travel agency has carried out the task earlier than I thought. It can is connected to that sum of money which I have paid for acceleration of readiness of documents. Now it is not of great importance. I go to embassy!!! Probably tomorrow or the day after tomorrow I can receive documents which are necessary for arrival in your country. Tomorrow I shall write to you from Internet - cafe of the city of Moscow. I shall inform you all news which will concern my trip. After I shall receive documents, I will need to return back to native city, to collect necessary things and to buy the ticket in your country. Trip to Moscow costs not cheaply, therefore I wanted to go to Moscow, to pass interview in embassy and to wait for day of a start.
But in the contract it is told, that in your country I can buy the ticket only in travel agency which helps me to collect necessary documents. From superstition I shall not begin to buy the ticket before reception of documents. Of agency of me convince, that it is possible to buy the ticket, and, then to pass interview. They have told to me, that many people do so. But it seems to me wrong. Dear, I was probable next week can inform you date of my start. I believe that next week I can take off to you. How you concern to this? I think that you too will be glad. I shall finish the letter. I shall go to collect things home. I want, that you have sent me your full home address , the data on the nearest to you of the airports and phone number. I shall call to you if there will be urgent questions. I hope to receive from you the answer which will bring to me encouragement. Your love Natalya.

Hello my dear Sid!!!!
Dear Sid, I was glad to receive your letter. Thanks you for all given information. Today I have arrived to Moscow. I am very tired, and could not write to you is a lot. Dear, I informed you some times that cause me to Moscow on interview Now I near Embassy the in internet-cafe. I write to you the letter and I worry. I think, that my destiny tomorrow is solved. Hope to me ' give the visa and I can meet you. It will be the greatest day in my life!! It's a pity, that I cannot write for a long time. Because I am very strongly tired. I hope, that I can soon write to you about results of visit to Embassy.
If I cannot write from Moscow I shall write from Glazov. With love yours and only yours Natalya.

Hello my dearest Sid!
I have more recently left embassy and at once have decided to write to you. I write to you the letter and I smile. I'm so glad! If I could, I would speak with you for a long time . But unfortunately now it is impossible. But I am confident, that our meeting will take place also we shall speak in person. Sid, I want to tell to you about the commission in Moscow. I hope to you it interestingly!!! Tomorrow I shall already write to you from native city. I shall arrive to Glazov most likely tomorrow in the evening. I can probably have the visa.
Because I tried for it much. I worry, you should understand it. I never thought that the commission will ask such unusual questions.
They asked about my ****** life, they asked about children, about work, about patriotism, about my attitude to UK, about my conversance and awareness of events which happened in the world and in UK, about my religion and belief. I have told about all my life in detail. I spoke about verything fairly how it's really. To me have told that my answers are unexpected and as a rule applicants don't answer such questions so directly and openly. They haven't got used to hear such answers, but they said that to hear sincere and truthful answers is much more pleasant than words which come not from heart and reason.
Children from the orphanages also have made the big impression and rendered the big influence on the commission. To me have told that I the first lady who have such support from children - orphans. Now I should wait the decision. I hope, that my visa will be ready within the next few days. The representative of embassy at once informs about it to travel agency. After that I shall buy the ticket in your country. After I shall buy the ticket I shall inform date of the start. Now I agree with expression: "Expectation of death is worse than the death" I can't concentrate on anything. My heart so worry, I can't work. They have told that the decision will be accepted in several days. I so worry. I so want that this small dream was come true. I simply want to see my lovely friend. I think the God will help me. I simply want to meet you. I already see us together and I sink in dreams. I want to construct with you the ship to float under sails in boundless ocean. I want to meet with you a dawn and to see off a sundown. We will float on our ship and our love will illuminate our way. We will look at night at stars, we'll be pleased in the afternoon to the sun. If there will be a storm, our love will protect us. If there will be a calm, our love will be a wind. Our love will be a beacon for us. We will be floating at ocean of love and oblivion and nothing can separate us. We'll name our ship - Dream. It will be the small ship, but very strong. Because we will make our ship from belief, hope and love. It's impossible to wait, when your dream will fall to you from the sky. It's necessary to go to the dream. It's necessary to clear and build the road itself. If in heart there is a belief and dream, if in heart there is a love and hope, it is necessary to achieve the dream by all means. I always go to the dream.
I don't sit on a place. In my life there were very few light moments.
On this I try to make everything that my dreams have come true. I understand that now it's only dreams. But these dreams brighten my life. I hope that yours also. Nothing will keep me to arrive to you Sid!!! With tenderness your Natalya.

Hello my love Sid!!!
Dear Sid, I have received your electronic letter . I was very glad to read him . Your letters install to me unlimited quantity of confidence. Having read them I become the omnipotent person. Very much has changed from the moment of our acquaintance. I, think, that I began to live only after acquaintance to you. Till this time I only existed. After our acquaintance my life has sharply changed in the best side. It has noticed not only I. My fellow workers, my friends, even my patients - all have noticed change in my life. Everyone ask the same question. It is interesting to all why I look so happy....
From road I am very tired. I as have reached a house and have gone to bed. I think that I knowingly have visited to Moscow. From trip I still had many positive emotions. I when did not go on so important affairs, therefore strongly worried. On road to Moscow I with anybody did not communicate because thought of interview in embassy. I experienced that any failure can visit me. I was afraid that can give up to me in reception of the visa. But my experiences appeared are vain. On interview to me did not give the exact answer. In a corridor I have waited the person which was in the commission and he has told, that I should not worry. Has told that in two or three days representatives of embassy will contact travel agency and will cause me to Moscow for reception of the visa. Therefore I have gone home with quiet soul. Now I need to wait the answer from embassy then it is necessary to buy the ticket in your country, to go again to Moscow to receive the visa and to wait day of a start. The second trip to Moscow does not deliver me of inconvenience. The ticket to me will need to be bought in Glazov from representatives of travel agency. To take off I should from the Moscow airport because I will need to come in embassy and to receive the visa. It would be convenient for me to take off from the Glazov airport but for this purpose to me some days in Moscow should to live and to wait for readiness of the visa. Moscow not city familiar to me. Hotels cost very dearly and it is terrible to me to be in Moscow one. Therefore I have chosen not absolutely convenient, but a safe variant. Today I went to travel agency and told him about trip to Moscow. They sincerely were glad for me. Unfortunately the Embassy yet did not contact travel agency. I think that has passed not enough time. I think tomorrow or the day after tomorrow representatives of embassy will cause me for reception of the visa. I want that it has taken place as soon as possible. I want to buy as soon as possible the ticket to you and to wait for day of a start. Dear if tomorrow or the day after tomorrow me will cause for reception of the visa I shall buy the ticket to you for UK, 6 or 7 . I shall buy the ticket with a stock of 5-6 days. I shall better lead these days pending. Suddenly there will be unforeseen circumstances. Dear, I finish the letter and I shall go home. I need to prepare much for all for the period of the absence. I love you and I want to be only with you. The feeling of love amplifies every new day . Your love Natalya

Hello my dear Sid!!!
Loved my visa is available, but I can take away her only after I shall redeem the ticket in your country. Tomorrow or after tomorrow, I shall buy the ticket in your country but only after to me inform from travel agency, and will tell, that my documents are completely ready. For arrival to you. I every day think of our meeting with you. I know how it is to be thinking about someone all the time, I have felt that as well. So then I try to keep myself busy doing other things and it helps. I guess that's how I've been able to get along all this time without somebody special in my life. I keep myself busy with study, with friends. I have become used to it now, but not entirely. Some times I get along doing chores around the house, listening to music, or helping other people with their problems. It has been so many times that I wanted to be with someone. So as time went on, little by little I had to learn how to not feel lonely. But I have also learned that it's not all that possible. And in the same way I try to avoid getting hurt, as it has happened to me before. And that too is not all that possible. On the other side I have seen other peoples mistakes and I like to think that I wont make the same ones. I try to think of many possible results, I like to be cautious and to think ahead, but I have learned that as careful that I may be, there is always something that can go wrong. So why should I continue to hold back and not live my life like others, by going ahead with what my heart says and being as cautious as possible, right? We are only human and imperfect, all I can try is to do the best I can, with the person that best fits my way of thinking. And it would seem so strange that I could find such a person on the other side of the planet. Imagine if the Internet didn't exist, I would have never known about you and I would probably continue to live the same way forever. There is only so much happiness that one can achieve alone, but I would like to think that I could achieve so much more with you. It would be wonderful to stop dreaming about it and make it come true. So at the same time, I also think about what would be needed to make a relationship work and how to provide for as much as possible. It's not easy when other pressures are felt in a relationship. So if at first we should decide to take this beyond what it has become so far, I think it will be like awaking from a dream and trying our best to make the dream come true. Like I said before, there is a lot to talk about, a lot to learn and understand. The feeling of love is great, but it takes little bit more to have a place to live, to be healthy and have a family. I know that these are subjects that can't be decided or solved in a week, but the most important thing will be addressed, how well we get along. There is one thing that I know for sure, I like you very much and we will have a wonderful time together. Your words in every letter have shown me that we think the same way, so I truly believe that something great and long lasting will come out of this. I think about you every day and wish you were near me already. I will just have to be patient and wait for that moment to come true. With hugs and tender kisses,
Yours Natalya...

Dear Sid, today we with Valentina leave in village to its grandmother.
She too wishes to give you a gift. Probably I will not write tomorrow to you. Because in village there is no Internet. Do not worry on Monday I will inform you all details of my flight. Please apologize for writing you a short letter and really did not answer yours. I just hurry on a bus that goes on schedule. I kiss and wish good weekends!
Your Natalya.

Hello my lovely Sid!
This morning I have arrived to travel agency where to me informed Good news. Now it is necessary for me to buy the ticket to you and Enter into Moscow behind the visa and to wait day of my beginning. I Very happy. I be able see you personally!!! Dear I it Very good to speak in English you not to worry for us. I have addressed The company which sells tickets for plans. I have asked them as, concerning me have Explained to me it is necessary to have the ticket to you, I would be Capable to go London Heathrow, LHR on June 11 , and how many it would cost.
They have told, that the ticket will cost 1320 Pound sterling. I have asked, that they have found a Cheaper ticket because the price is too high for me. But as it turned I would not be to have in a condition cheaper ticket so quickly, date Is too early. Tickets should be kept long in advance. I have asked them To offer me other variants of flight. We have found the most suitable One. Flight, June 14. The ticket costs 654 Pound sterling. I Asked to reserve the ticket for me. But they have refused to make it Having told, that they had many clients. They cannot reserve mine The ticket without the advanced money. I asked them. But it has not made Work. They have told, that they will help me with the great pleasure, but to it Could not. Rules so. I was in a panic, I have been so disappointed.
Then I have asked mif which I could give only parts of money. But they Disagreed again. I asked them during long time speaking that mine The groom Sid waits for me. If I have asked them little bit longer I It would be broken off from shout. Probably the God has heard my prays, and service The working has agreed to reserve the ticket for my conditions. But I have also It is a little time to pay, for the ticket. They have told, whether I have made day Rest of the price for the ticket, I would release money to which I have already given Them. I was angry, but they have explained, that it will be very difficult To sell the ticket for the plane which flies. They would have to Lower the price. I have agreed. They have told to me to pay 256 Pound sterling. But it was It is too much for me because I had only 126 Pound sterling. I have asked to wait for me Within 11 hours. I left a room. Valentina has met me at doors. I Told its all. She has understood all and advised to me to **** Our treasures to a pawnshop. Sid, it was very difficult for me to Agree to make it. I did not want to burden Valentina. But at the same time I Wish to meet you, Sid very much. We have put in **** treasures, I have reached 130 Pound sterling and I have paid a part of the price for the ticket 256 Pound sterling. It was my last Money, it was for the plane which I am going to arrive to you. It was Very difficult for me to tell to you this history. I have made all that I Could. I have paid for the visa. I have paid for a part The ticket. But it was insufficiently. Money was insufficiently. I have not made Wish to burden you. I wished to arrive to you with any help. I The thought my money would be enough. But I have failed. Now I feel guilty muself. It was not possible to me to make all directly for sew meetings. I thought Nothing would interfere with that I have met you. But I should pay other part Money for the ticket It - only 398 Pound sterling. I should pay it to June 11 .
Otherwise I will release money which I have paid, and I will release chace to see you. And our treasures will be sold by a pawnshop.
Now I feel guilty, that I could not make that I promised to arrive to you With my own money. I always do that I promise. I feel easy now, I Ashamed of to ask, that you have helped me. Unfortunately the clinic did not pay Money I have earned me. I really hoped to receive this money. It would be Will solve all problems. But I will receive money from clinic in a Month or two. As it is very typical for Russia to support Salary payments. I have asked, that the clinic has given me my money earlier, But thay has refused to make it. Now the clinic does not have money Necessary for me. Our clinic depends on the budget, it did not reach Money during long time. I think, that these problems because of war in Syria, and Uk of sanctions against Russia. Possibly I should tell to you, that I be able not meet you Because I be able not pay the whole sum of money independently. From I understand a course, that I should not ask, that you have given me money. But When I cannot only, that I will not come to you. I have made also Very to organise our meeting. If I refuse to meet you it will mean That all was in voun. Awfully for me to refuse to arrive in You, I have made everything, that I could. Now I want, that you have helped me and me Think, that there is nothing horable if I ask that you have helped me. Certainly I Understand what to be you have no feelings to me, and to be you not Interested at our meeting. I understand, that a sum of money also The big. I know itand for this reason, for me it is more difficult to ask it from You. But at the same time any person can appear in mine Conditions. And now there is only one thing which I can make. I only Should tell, that I will never come to you. But I do not wish to tell so, Because I wish to meet you. For this reason I should be fair, I require yours The help. Certainly I understand, that I should not make it. But I - fair The person. I am ashamed of to ask, that you have helped me, but a life - difficult The thing, all can happen. Certainly to you to decide to solve if You wish to help me or not. It is bad, but not fatal. I will release mine Money. It is bad, but is not mortal also. 360 Pound sterling for which I have paid The visa, to consular gathering 131 Pound sterling and for the state Taxes 90 Pound sterling, For the ticket to Moscow and backs 220 Pound sterling, for hotel in a city Moscow 110 Pound sterling, and 36 Pound sterling for which I have paid for the ticket, It is too much for me. But I do not regret, for what I have made for ours Meeting. Actually money is only paper, our treasures are only metal Details. For this reason I was the first who has decided to meet each other.
But I do not want, that all my efforts have been spent in vain. If you it is valid Wish to meet me if you can help to organise to me our meeting please Send me money till the morning from June 11 Please forgive to me My words. I speak so because I am in despair. Now, when only one step can Connect us, I am afraid. I require you, I wish to be with you, I require you Help, trust me, I am fair with you. It was not possible to me to estimate mine Forces. And all my efforts spent in vain. I understand that the sum Money is too big for you. I did not wish to ask you. I can make All is direct. My loneliness has made me strong. I always was Living with my own efforts I always relied on me. I have asked someone To help me very much cellcom, but now I ask, that you have helped me. I will give to you All money back, as soon as I in a condition. Probably I have made, you offended. But I require you. I do not know if my satisfaction of the letter you or The disappointed. But I have written you the fair letter. I look Send you the answer. I hope for you. I ask, that you did not worry. I send Data of my flight. LOT Polish Airlines LO 678
20:30 14 Jun, Mon Moscow Sheremetyevo, SVO
21:45 14 Jun, Mon Warsaw Frederic Chopin, WAW Night transfer 9h 45m LOT Polish Airlines LO 281
07:30 15 Jun, Tue Warsaw Frederic Chopin, WAW
09:10 AM 15 Jun, Tue London Heathrow, LHR With love, yours Natalya.

Hello my darling Sid,
I miss you a lot.Disperse all of these terrible strange ****** worries and fears of mine.Honey,please tell me that you are well. Please tell me that you love and waiting me.Please tell me that you think about me and will never forget.Please tell me that you want me to be near you.Please tell me that you want me to come to you very soon.Please tell me that you can organize our so long-awaited personal meeting.
Please don’t tell me again that we have to lay it aside again.Please,please,please,please,please!!!Try to understand me correctly,try to understand my feelings,my emotions, my belief,my awaiting,my inner world,my wishes,dreams and desires… Your beloved woman, Natalya.

Hello my beloved Sid! It has been a very long time since my letter but there has been no response from you. The Internet cafe is closing now and I'm going home. Please read my long letter very carefully!
Tomorrow I will come to the Internet cafe and hope to get a letter from you. I kiss you, yours Natalya.

Hello my favorite man Sid! My love, please forgive me for having to ask you for help. Please forgive me, my love. My dear, I will now urgently go to my travel agency and find out how you can leave your help for me quickly and safely! If you knew how much it means to me our meeting . I prepared a lot , I did a lot of things for us to be together . But I was faced with an obstacle . The clinic has not paid me in time -earned money , so I do not could buy the ticket in your country. In a crisis clinic often linger earned money. Doctors began to pay less money. But I'm still hoping that I can come to overpower and you. From my mother I inherited jewels . I was hoping for that can take advantage of the cost of these products. when mom I leave these things , she said that they should be useful to me in difficult times.
She said if they attack the difficulties I I can sell these things .
But when I did not think I would live to such times . Or when I did not think I would sell valuables that are left from my mom . But when I became understand that you can not rely on the clinic , I began to hope for precious things. I thought that the cost of these things to be missed to come to you. But their overall value to the small amount of money. I strongly upset. Owners of pawnshops enjoy the fact that under the conditions crisis, people will give up their precious things. Hence they have offer very little money for gold. Hurt me. I am sorry to tears , because I did everything to our meeting place. I or when not asked you to help me. I was hoping for own forces . But my hopes were destroyed . I had to ask you for help.I am writing you this letter and weep with resentment . Keyboard flooded with tears. No one can help me . I was all alone . I was able to overpower payments for visa . I paid for the ticket to Moscow , paying for accommodation in Moscow when was at the interview , paying for consular fees, for state taxes . Able to pay the money for the ticket , but I did not have some
398 pounds. I did not want to ask you about these money. I did not want to be humiliated in front of you , but I could not find other way . I wanted to believe in our meeting . I wanted implement our plans .
I wanted us to be happy . I still I hope that a miracle will take place and we can meet . Your Natalya.

My dear Sid, I was very worried when I had to ask you for help. I was afraid you'd give up on me. I didn 't dare to read your letters for a long time. I thought he would leave scolding me and not help me. But you didn't. I am glad that our meeting will take place soon. You're behaving like a true gentleman. I promise you that one day you will not regret having met me. I won't bring you, I promise.
After receiving your letter, I went to the travel agency. Upon arrival at the travel agency, then I asked the travel agent how my love could help me. The travel agent said I am told that you can transfer the money for the ticket to my personal bank account. But the transfer of money will take a very long time. The travel agent said that the transfer takes several days (5-7 days). The money can be credited to the account after the day of my start. So the travel agent advised me to use money transfers like Ria.
If you use the Ria services, the money will arrive within fifteen minutes. In order for you to send money you will need to know: My address
Name: Natalya
Surname: Zhevlatova
Country: Russia
City: Glazov
Street: Builders
House: 15
Postal code: 427627 In order for me to get your help, I need to know: 1) your full last name. 2) The city from which your help will be sent. 3) the amount you will send. 4) A confidential number where I can get your help. I hope that today you will have the opportunity to help our meeting.
I'll be expecting a letter from you soon. for your letter your love Natalya.

Hello my beloved Sid! I haven't had a letter from you in a long time.
My love, did you teach my data a lesson? Please write to me as soon as you see my letters! I love you! Your Natalya.

Dear Sid, my tears are dripping on . computer keyboard, I don't know what to tell you. I was very upset by this change in our dialogue, but I didn't think it would affect me. I've been so happy in the last few days that everything is going well, we'll be quick, we'll be able to work together, and now I really don't know I do, my friend Valentina has prepared gifts for you and I bought this for you, but I'm afraid all my dreams are about you ... the high-speed meeting has now fallen into the abyss, after tomorrow I have to pay the payment at the Agency, and what will I say there?This is my beauty this person doesn't trust me because of this, I'm afraid that it won't go any further, I'll just laugh , but I want to tell you that I was honest and frank in this matter. in my letters to you, I have experienced many disappointments in my own life and in the lives of others. I was finally sure I'd found a man, but then your friend Roger showed up and changed your mind.. I was a complete fool to trust you.. I won't take any photos of you! It hurts and offends me to read your message about distrust! It's a great excuse, but I can't go on because my eyes are completely closed filled with tears, darling, I'm afraid I'll lose. I'll be calling you today. I will prove to you that I am honest and sincere!
Your Natalya.

Hello my lovely man Sid!
How are you doing? How is your health? My love, it was very nice to hear your voice!! I really enjoyed talking to you my love! Sid, I can't sleep until late at night because I usually think of you Sid, I think it's up to you to make plans and let me know what to expect...I sincerely hope in our future that your goals will coincide with mine!! My love, as you asked, I am sending you a photo of my passport. Sid I believe that it is impossible to always be alone, you need to have a woman with whom you can something to talk about that could help and please you at any time:in a difficult or happy moment.Someone who will take care of you, will meet you with a cooked dinner, warm you up at night with warmth and love. Sid, just remember me and my words to you, and I believe that all the troubles will disappear. Sid...I just want to say that I thank fate for giving me you, honey.Each of your letters makes my soul and mood be in high spirits.I always think of you , no matter where or what I do.A woman who is totally devoted to you, Natalya.

My love, did you get my letter and my passport photo? Please write to me as soon as you receive my two letters! Your Natalya.

Hello my beloved Sid! It's been a very long time since my last email. My beloved, did you get a photo of my passport? My love, I worry about you when you don't write to me for so long. My love I hope that you are doing well! My love, it's already late in the evening, I'm going to go home to sleep. I hope that tomorrow when I come to the Internet cafe I will receive a letter from you! I love you! Your Natalya.

Hello my love Sid! My love, it's been a very long time but I haven't received an answer! I don't know what's going on with you! I do not know why you do not write to me! Dear, please explain to me what is the matter??? I'm in an Internet cafe right now and I'm waiting for your answer! yours Natalya.

Hello my dear Sid! I just read two of your poems. I'm just in shock with you!! How can you say that??? Dear, I do not know why all my letters that were addressed to you were found somewhere. I have no idea what kind of photo you sent me. And what kind of passports are they? I called you, I sent you my real passport. Why do you suggest nonexistent options ????? It is easiest to criticize and do nothing .
You know exactly what kind of situation I'm in . You know I can't do this without your help . You know I can't come without your help ...
You're doing this do you use it ???? Did you find it your name on the list of scammers ???? Did you find it on your friends ' list ????? I want to say that in my city, several thousand people have the name Natalya and several thousand have the surname waschtowitz . If one of these people was blacklisted, it does not mean that this person is me !!!! Do you understand that ????? You know that !!!! I'm sure of it .
But you're more afraid for your money than you are for me. Is 398 pounds more important to you than our meeting ?????? Is money so important that it can decide the fate of people ???? Really 398 pounds, so much money that you're afraid to risk it to change your life ???? Answer me these questions . We still have time to make the meeting real . You have an opportunity to help me . You have the opportunity to change our destiny , to make our meeting real . Trust me and you will never regret it . I promise you that I won't trade our love for money . I wouldn't trade our relationship for money . This is very ****** !!!! You must understand that !!!! I hope that tomorrow I will be able to pay for the tickets . I hope that you will show courage and make our meeting real . I hope that soon we will be able to be close to each other and laugh at the nonsense that has arisen in the preparation for the meeting ... I'm waiting for your letter . You can still change our lives . You have such opportunities . I won't let you down . Your Natalya.

Hello my dear Sid! I am very hurt and hurt to read your letter of disbelief. I do not know where these photos come from!! I do not know who used my photos!!! My dear, I went to the police station today. I wanted to write a statement, but I didn't know who or how to do it.
they looked at me like I was a fool.... At the police station, I was told that it was possible that my photos were stolen and used for their own purposes.. Honey, I took the photo just like you asked. I hope you'll believe me now. Dear, we have a holiday in Russia today and the Internet cafe is working in a reduced mode. I can't write to you until tomorrow.. I hope that you will draw the right conclusion and help our meeting. I love you! Your Natalya.

Nice to meet you! Wonderful day and wonderful mood. I seek a handsome man to establish a very reliable relationship. I are alone and I am very lonely. I thought send you a letter maybe we can become friends and more, I can attach you picture, tell more about you. I locate in the center of Eurasia-Kazakhstan. My name Dana. I am 33 years old. I was born September 10. According to the horoscope I am - Virgo. If you share my desire to meet then I am very happy about communication with you. Attach me your photos and I will send my images too. Good day. If you are interested in me Please write ONLY to my personal mail box: DanaaNurzeitowa@outlook.com Best regards, Dana