dr.kirti3182@rediffmail.com good morning. champion Mr. suitable. Let's try to chat)
Im single indispensable Woman,
Now I am searching for able dude!
Reply me at Kseniyalvica@outlook.com:-) I will send You my photos! Thank you anyway

Hello Richard!!! I do not consider as a problem an age difference! Even it is interesting if the man is more senior the woman, it is good when the man has a life experience! Relax, do not need your money. Do not be afraid, I have pure intentions to find a decent man to create a serious relationship. Please send me your photo. I am pleased to get the letter from You. I to want to hear You more and I hope that find the good friend. My name is Kseniya to me 35 years. I much want to find the good friend hope, the satellite during life You understand me and we can correspond with you? I should like to report small about itself, this for me for the first time I never got acquainted through Internet but I think do the exception for itself. I have finished university, I doctor (the surgeon medicine) work in clinic of 4 years.
As my salary small, sometimes I sit in stock exchange Binance. I much love the nature. I live one in house in which there is 2 rooms, I have a cat by name Fluffy. I have much friends. I much love to spend its free time with them. I very pleased that I have a good friends... I think that friends very important for each person. write me little about itself as You, conduct its free time that You love. I wait anxiously your answer. Your friend Kseniya!

Hello Richard!
You have written the letter to me, it is very pleasant. Thanks, that you have found, that minute has answered me. Sincerely conversation I Could not hope for it. Write to me on this email. With that I had problems. I like your photo. You have a kind face! Yes Lena and Elena are the same. Full name Elena. It's cool that you speak several languages. Good job! I also jog too. Relax, do not need your money. Do not be afraid, I have pure intentions to find a decent man to create a serious relationship. Thank you for telling me more about yourself and your life. I'm interested in reading.I do not know what to tell in my first letter because I never got acquainted through the Internet before. It - something new and unusual to me. But I shall try, write good letters to you. I assume, that you will be capable to understand mine Words also that I shall tell to you. I think, that will be correct if I start to speak you about mine all over again because it was I Who started to write. I am not confident, that you will love my letters, that they will be interesting to you but if it will not be so You will write to me about it. Well? Probably you will be surprised, that I do not live in your country. But I hope, that it does not shake You. Same I similarly to many other ladies in other countries in the world. I am a usual woman who has hands, legs, main a Heart which is the most important. I think, that my heart is very sensitive. I hope, that you will understand it from my letters. I shall be very happy, if the distance between us does not do afraid you, and you will answer me. Please not be too strict to My mistakes in words, the English language - not my native language. But I Assume, that I know it well.
Well, my name - Kseniya, as you To know. You can name me as you like.
I shall not be disappointed. To me of 35 years. My birthday - on 28-th of May . I was Given birth in 1986. My height - 172 see. My weight - 47 kg. I live in city Glazov. Glazov known city of Russia. Glazov - very much beutive city. I assume, that you would like city if you saw it. I dreamed to become an actress in my childhood. Probably it - dream of many girls. But my dream did not become true. It is serious The validity of a life. I have finished medical university. My formation will consist of 3 levels: school, college, university. I Studied within 18 years. All 18 years I have studied the English language also. I have finished university in age 25. How to me gave with a medal for excellent results during my studying. Do not think, that I brag (Smile). Than I worked as the second surgeon in small clinic within 4 years. It was very much intresting and in the same Time responsable. I was happy to give health of people, to help them.
Many things depend on me during actions. I think in The future I will be capable the surgeon to become independent. You think, what it - good dream? Probably that I shall work in Clinic, as the basic surgeon. Now I have the small house with a small garden. I live one for this reason I am not capable to Work in a garden it is constant.
But however my garden is very beautiful and pleasant. I like to raise flowers because They the most beautiful which have been created by the nature. I live one, I have no neither children, nor the boyfriend.
Sometimes I Feel like very lonely in my house. Perhaps, for this reason I have decided to get acquainted with you. To me already 35, also I take a life philosophically. I have the house, work, friends, but I cannot tell, that I am happy. I have was not present Many who I can my best half. I have written to you all over again, it means, that I can divide my ideas and feelings with you. I hope, that you will not be Laughter. And we shall write many letters to each other. I am very pleased and grateful, that you have answered my letter, because I Decided to try to get acquainted through the Internet only once. And it was a miracle for me when you have written to me the letter. If it Was not, so I shall never try to do friends through e-mail once again.
I never get acquainted before in such a way. I cannot Understand completely as it works because I have no computer. I - only beginer in work of the Internet. But I hope, that I shall be Be capable to write to you constantly. I hope, that you are interested in our dialogue, as I. I would like to ask you some questions. If you do not want to answer them, you could not to make it, I shall not be offended. What do you do? What your trade? Make you Similarly to this? Who - nambers your family? I ask to tell it in more detail. With whom you live? You can tell to me About all of you, that you want. I shall be pleased to know all about your life. It - only female curiosity. The hope will not offend it You. I understand, that tastes differ, but I hope, that my image will be pleasant for you. But I should tell, That I cannot receive the big files. I shall have trouble. As I use a computer on work. I hope, that you will write to me soon. I thank you Beforehand.
With the best regards. With the best regards Kseniya.

Hello Richard!!!
How - you today? I hope, that all - is good. I also am happy today because I have the letter from you. I have written to me! I very happy. Now I work, and I write the letter to you. Last time I have not had time to add to you the letter. I understand that you are very busy. I work hard too. I work 12 hours a day. But I still find time to write you a letter. Because I want our relationship to develop. I hope that you understand me and will write to me more often. I hope this time to me will not prevent to make it. And so. I did not write to you about my family. But I think that you should know about it, and now I am going to make it. I have been given birth also dews to Glazov. Now I live here. I do not make remember my father because he did not live with us. I was grown only by my mother. We were the best friends on the ground, we were very much the friend close to the friend. But my mum had a cancer of a stomach, and she has died in 2007. Year was horrable for me. I, though I was the unique person on the whole planet. It was awful and incredible. I could not understand it for long time. I was empty. It is difficult to imafine for ideas in my head and my feelings. Even now I remember my mum very much frequently.
You know, that I had very happy childhood. My mum and I went in park together. We play together various games. We spoke much. Only than, several years I started to understand last, that she felt qulity because I had no father with me. But I have received news from other people, that it was no mistake of my mother. My father (I cannot name his "daddy") never loved my mum. Me has left her lonely when he has learned, that my mum was the pregnant woman. It was very difficult for her to bring up me, to feec me to buy me of a dress for this reason I do not carry bosh. We lived only her tiny earnings. But we never complained of our life - we have solved all problems together. But if we were happy, that we tried to tell about our success to our neighbours. My mum always spoke me, that I should marry the person which I shall love. She adviced I to besure in the person before movement to marry him. I think the same. I shall remember the moment during long time. I shall never forget mine eyes of mother when my leg has been broken also I couldn " t, go. Then we were far from our house up to, collects berries. Only my mum and I. But she has taken me on her hands and bore mine to our house. You can imagine it? To me there were 12 years when my mum was carry of me duringan hour. I have understood, that it was difficult to her, but she did not want to leave me alone in a wood to go in the house, to ask whom - that the help. She was afraid, that something awful happen with me in a wood. I hope which you understand, that memory of my mum road for me. After death of my mum I feel very much lonly because I have no neither sisters, nor brothers. To be more exact, I have no any relatives. But I have friends. They Marina and Natalya. They are remarkable girls. We can name us sisters because we are friends more than 15 years, and we help each other. I - confident absolotely, that if I ask Marina, Natalya to help me they will never refuse. Our attitudes are very strong, Time has checked up them. One year ago Marina married, and her husband has taken her to his native city. And Natalya works as a photographer in a photo studio. Also, some of the photos that I will send you were made by my friend Natalya. We write letters each other very much frequently, but it is a pity, that we cannot see the most part the friend from the friend. But Marina has arrived to us in the spring. I taljed very much the whole week, but it was too little, we could not tell each other all events. Now Natalya and I wait for Marina the following arrival. And you, make you hawer such friends?
Also In the summer for entertainment I work in my small garden. I raise flowers. But as a hobby it certainly flowers. Roses, orchids, tulips, an aster and it is a lot of others. But main the place in a garden has my favourite flowers, has raised also an orchid. The hope you can sometime see it. It is a pity, I can write more. I hope, that you will answer my letter. I also hope, that you are interested in our connection. I shall tell to you more about my life in my ambassador of letters. I think, that you are tolerant (smile). Kseniya.

Hi Richard!
How are you? What is the weather like today in your country? I hope all is well. Thank you for telling me more about your day. Maybe one day I will greet you with a kiss from work :) Today it was small a Rain. But it did not last long. Now the air is fresh outside and I'm glad that I can sit near the window and write a letter to you. Today I have had a difficult day, but now i'm free and I can spend my time writing you. Today it is cloudy outdoors that's why I am in a lyrical mood. By the way I'm sorry for my previous letter. It was sad. I did not want to make you disappointed. I hope you did not get offended to my story about the mother. Well, I'm in a good mood and I want to tell you about my hobbies. I like listening to different music. It depends on my mood and feelings. I like Russian composers such as Dunaevskiy and Chajkovsky. But I also like listening to Mozart and Bach. I think they are great composers and no body will surpass them. I like Joe Satriane as well. I suppose he is a magnificent guitar player. I hope you agree with me. I like the group “ Dire Straits ” very much. I like “ Pink Floyd ”. They are not similar to any others. There are a great number of popular musicians abroad. But I remember Russians as well.
May be you heard about the Russian group "Spleen" or "Chaif." But I think the most famous Russian group abroad is “ Gorky Park ”. Probably you've heard about it. They had a great success at the beginning of 90s. By the way I like going to the cinema very much. I like Russian directors such as Tarkovsky, Konchalovsky and Mihalkov. Now days a lot of foreign films are on the screen in Russia. Foreign cinema is widely spread in Russia. I like such old American films as Gladiator, Brave Heart. Mel Gibson is a good actor. New films are also interesting to me. I have seen “ The chronicles of Riddick ” and “ Another vs Predator ” recently. I liked it. I have some favourite shows. For example - "Wildlife" from BBC. They show the most beautiful views of nature and animals. I like to watch programs about nature and animals very mach. I also prefer to watch NBA games. They are fantastic shows.
But unfortunately NBA games are not very often shown on Russian TV.
Criminal programs have the biggest rating on TV, because here TV reporters tell about crimes occurring during a day or a week, they tell about leaders and authorities of criminal business in Russia, juvenile murderers and racists, addicts, maniacs, etc. You know the level of crimes is extremely high in Russia. The majority of our country like to watch these programs. But I hate to do it. I prefer to watch some musical and entertaining shows, and as a rule they are our (Russian) programs and of course they are not known to you. Now you think that I spend my time in front of the TV screen with my mouth full of popcorn and it takes me the whole day (smile.) But it's not true. Actually I watch TV very seldom, once in a blue moon. I have no time and forces to do it. My health is the most important thing for me. I do not boast. My health is really good, and I always try to be in a good form. I jag every morning, try to spend as much times as possible in the open air. I have no car and I take a bus or whatever (I mean transport) very seldom. I take cold - not shower. I have been living in the conditions of rather cold winters and damp autumn since my childhood. Such king of climate helps to toughen my health. I do not smoke and do not take alcoholic drinks. I prefer a healthy way of life and I'm proud of it. Sewing and knitting are my hobbies if it's possible to say so. I also like to spend my free time gardening and gathering much rooms and berries. I love to ski and to skate in winter. I can speak about my hobbies for a long time. But I also want to say that I do not like some things. I do not like artful and envious people. I hate when somebody lies and deceives. I do not love cruelty and roughness. I'm not interested in people, who prefer to spend their time drinking alcohol a lot. I also do not like bad untasty meal and cloudy days (smile.) Richard I shall be glad, if you tell about you many various things for me. I want to know about you more and more. Because you my FRIEND. You agree? Friends always should know well each other. Kseniya!

Hi my Richard!
Cool photo! you're so sweet and romantic. I really enjoy reading your letters! We will realize our dreams and thoughts if the relationship continues to grow and develop!Day is beautiful today, and I'm in a good mood and how are you? I I hope everything is fine. My girlfriend Natalia! She always helps me. I am very Glad to have such a girlfriend. She is very close to me and we often spend time together.
By the way, I told her about you, she is happy What we write letters to each other. Natalia says I need a person Who will help me and who will really love me. You know, I really feel Lonely very often, but I believe in a bauded good luck. I believe in God, he Always helps. I do not remember if I tell you or not about my cat. His The name is fluffy. That's very beautiful. I like to play with it, I like Tell it, so I love to take care of it. Fluffy very gentle and it He loves me too. Every evening he meets me near the house, and each Morning, it goes with me to the clinic, and that she returns. You can laugh at me, but I have to be sure that someone or something waiting To me in the house, regardless of that, only my cat. I hope you do. I have heard If a person has a pet in the house, and if he cares about it Man is a very good home keeper. I believe it. Natalia is a cat in The house too, and our cat loves to play together. But sometimes the cat's cat.
Sorry that I expect too much attention to this in my letters and maybe You are generally not interested in this, but I want to tell you about Dear alive are in my life. I will wait for your photos. IN Weekend I was in the cinema. Because this session began late. Me and Natalia looked "Illustrating Racer." This is very entertainment Americans film. I like this film. Natalia was also amazed. After arrival Cinema I prepare my favorite dish - pancakes. I did it with jam gooseberry.
Very tasty. It is a pity that I can not treat you. it It will be very cozy and nice if everything is fine. I'm sorry, Probably my letter is sad, but I think you are interested in thoughts and feelings. Tell me if something is interesting for you. Sick Tell you this in detail.
Best wishes.

Hi my dear Richard!
Thank you very much for your letter. It brightens my day! I hope that you have the same feeling when you receive mine. And of course, I enjoy our correspondence and I am serious. Yes, I watched Pellestova.
It's really beautiful. I consider you to be my friend, I think that you understand me in lots of things and it's easy for me to talk to you on many topics. You can ask me any questions you want. I think that this is very important for the relationship, if both of the partners want the relationship to grow. Trust is also very important, no relationship can be strong without it. Thank you for being honest with me and from my side I can say that I will be honest with you also. I think we should try to tell each other as much as we can. I would like to know you better from inside, Richard, because you seem very interesting to me, so I have a question for you: What qualities do you appreciate in people the most? In my opinion, honesty, faithfulness, kindness, sincere and understanding are very important in people. I also think that in every relationship trust plays the main role. That's why I think that 100 trust should be between man and woman, they should be able to say every single thing to each other, share all their joys and sorrows. If they have a problem they should try to find a solvation together. What do you think, Richard? What is your opinion? You know, Richard, I think that age is very important in the relationships. I think that the man should be older than the woman. As for me I prefer my future husband to be older than I am.
Older men know how to treat the girl right, they know what the girl wants. It’s much more interesting to talk to them. And there is one more thing. I am looking for the serious relationships and guys of my age they normally want just to have fun, they don’t have any serious intentions, they don’t think about future. I don’t like it. I am not against fun, of course, every person needs rest, but not all the time.
You probably understand me. What do you think am I right, Richard? My dear Richard, please, tell me more about you. What are your goals and dreams? What are you looking for? And what are your intentions? It will be very interesting for me to know. If it's not hard, please, answer these questions for me. And feel free to ask me anything, I'll answer you with great pleasure. I will be looking forward to your letter!!!! Sincerely, Kseniya.

Hi my dear Richard!!
Thank you very much for your letter and your tender words and care.
Thank you for answering my questions. Your answers satisfied me. I also really enjoy your compliments. You are so sweet to me, it is so pleasant for me to read your letters, when I close my eyes I can see you saying this to me, it makes me feel very good. That's a great feeling, I am thanking God that you are in my life. Even though we are far from each other in reality, in my dreams we are together, we are walking together at some nice place in the nature holding hands and saying tender and warm words to each other. I feel that you are very special to me, I need to read your letters like I need air or water for living. I couldn't even think that something like that could happen to me. Thank you that you are, Richard. You know, Richard, I don't think that the outside beauty is the most important thing, you can be beautiful for some time, even the most beautiful, but in some years this beauty will go away, there will be other people who are going to be looking better. I think that the real beauty is inside your soul, that what stays forever. The person should be beautiful from inside, in my opinion. Don't you agree with me, Richard? Richard, I see in you the person who I can talk easily with, who is interesting for me, the one who is making me want to know you more and more. I would like to know your soul, I would like to know everything about you. I see that you are not playing with me or joking around, many of our thoughts are the same, our values are very close and we are looking for the same things, we both are looking for the special one.
I see that I can establish the emotional connection with you, I can talk to you on any topic, it's very easy for me, it seems like I know you for a long time. I like your thoughts about life and relationships between man and woman. By your letters I can say that you are a decent man with serious intentions. I like that in you. I think that we are even a little bit alike in that. I am also serious about our correspondence. I like to read your letters and I think that I will really like to talk to you in person, you seem to be an intelligent and well educated person. I hope that some time we are going to meet.
OK, Richard, I am finishing my letter now and I hope that you are having a great day! I am thinking about you and I am really happy that we've met! This thought makes me smile :) Hope to hear from you soon!
With hugs, Kseniya ...

Hi my dear Richard!!!
It was very pleasant for me to receive your letter. This is really so, in my opinion, the combination of nice appearance and tender heart are your qualities. you're so sweet and romantic. I really enjoy reading your letters! We will realize our dreams and thoughts if the relationship continues to grow and develop! I will be glad if you cook something to eat or we will cook together :) I am very happy that I've got acquainted with you, Richard . We started our correspondence not long time ago, but I like your letters so much, it seems to me like I know you for a long time, your thoughts are so close to mine. I hope that in the future we will become very good friends or even more. You know, Richard , I was thinking a lot about my future life and I think that I would like to move to another country to live, there are few reasons for that. I can tell you why. First of all I should say that I want stability in my life. I think that it’s very hard to get this here in Russia. There are several reasons for that. I don’t have anything against Russia. Russia is a wonderful country, that’s my Motherland and I love it, but the economical situation here is very bad, you can’t be sure in the next day, but I am thinking about my future.What is your opinion, Richard ? And there is a second reason for my intention to move to live to another country. I would like to find my soul mate, the person I can trust completely, the person who is going to be near me all the time, love me and take care of me. Russian men have lots of bad habbits, they drink a lot. My dad used to drink a lot. It gave my mom much pain. I don’t want this to happen to me. So, I think now you understand why I would like to move somewhere from Russia. I would really like to have a good and strong family based on good emotional connection first of all and understanding and surely love. I think that these things are the most important. I would like to have my second half near me to feel that I am safe, that I am loved and that I have a person near me whom I can give all my tenderness and care that is inside of me. I do have a lot to give, but for right now there is no one special whom I can give it to and I don't want to waste it just for someone, I want to meet my only one, my special one.
I am thinking a lot about you, Richard , and I would like to hear from you soon. Ok, I am finishing my letter now and I will be looking forward to your fast reply! Kseniya.

Hi my Richard!!
I'm very glad that you have written to me. I need your letters more and more often. They make me happy. Do I like your photo When it was taken? Yes, you can be my soulmate if our relationship continues to grow and develop. Now If you do not object , I would like to tell to you about my family. My mum had no sisters and brothers. Therefore I've no cousins. To me it's sometimes very lonely. But I'm glad, that I have Marina and Natalya. Richard I was determined with work in clinic! I shall be the surgeon. I shall soon have 40 days a free time.
I will have holidays . After holidays , I shall work as the surgeon.
Hope, that you is glad for me because the surgeon is my favourite trade. Today I have been late for work. When I woke up in the morning, my neighbour came to me. She is an old woman and she is a very good and king woman. we address each other when we need something. Today she came to me because she had a problem. The door to her house has been broken and she couldn’t close it. She lives alone as well, her husband died 5 years ago and now nobody is ready to help her. So, I went to have a look at the door. We tried to repair it but we could do nothing. I am a bad carpenter (smile). As it turned out something was wrong with a lock, it was necessary to ask a specialist’s help. Tanya (this is my neighbour’s name) was very disappointed, what we could do, we are women, and it was clear that a specialist’s help was necessary.
I tried to calm down my neighbour because she doesn’t feel well and it’s very dangerous for her to be nervous. She had to be hospitalized, but she refused to do it and now she has to take injections every day.
I promised to ask for a carpenter. In our clinic there is a man, who is responsible for repair, if something is wrong with the clinic. He drinks alcohol a lot, but he has “golden hands” (in Russia it means that a person with “golden hands” can do all the things very good) I want to ask him to help my neighbour with her door. I want, that he attempt to repair my roof. I do not know whether he will agree. I shall hope for his help. I can’t find him now but as soon as I see him I’ll ask. It is very important to help old people. More than it our government doesn't treat old people well. Pensions are tiny. They don’t get any social aid. Our medicine is not free of charge. Old people have to spend all the money on medicines. Of course it is not good, it’s unfair, unjust. But the economic situation in Russia is not highly developed. Well I am not interested in politics but the question about social aid is very important for me . I wish to have the children 2 . But only from the husband. I want in marriage once.
And to live with my husband up to the end of a life. To bring up children and grandsons. It is my dream. I do not remember I wrote to you about my diploma? I have the diploma the Europe-standard. This diploma entitles to work as the doctor in your country. Your Kseniya.

Hi my Richard!!!!
Thank you very much for your letter, I was very glad to receive it as usual because your letters always put me in a good mood and make me I like your dream :) It is quite real. I don't know how I'm going to spend my vacation yet. smile :) I am thinking a lot about you and I like to read from you, Richard. I am very glad that you understand me.
You the unique person which to worry about me. You know, Richard, I need to tell you something. I think that friendship is very important in the relationships. Let me explain what I mean here. I think that passion and affection are very good, but two people that decide to be together need to know how deal with each other in everyday life. You know what I mean? And I think that friendship between them will help a lot. I would like to see a very good, I can say the best friend in my soul mate. I think that emotional connection is very important, so that two people will feel very comfortable with each other. How do you think, Richard? When I am reading your letters, Richard, I feel that you are honest and sincere with me, you are telling me a lot about you, so I want to give you the same thing. You know, I have a dream. I would like to find a true love, a special person who is going to love and take care of me and I will do the same for him. I want our love to be forever. I think that when I meet that special one I will give him all of my tenderness, care and love. And what is your dream? What do you want the most from life, Richard? Please, tell me. It will be very interesting for me to know what you are thinking and dreaming about.
You know, Richard, I need to tell you something. I have never thought before that this is possible to find a very good friend, somebody special with the help of Internet. But now I can say that this happened to me, I’ve met you and it seems to me like I know you for a long time even though we exchanged only a few letters. Now I can say that there is a person in the world who understands me, my life position, whose dreams and intentions are close to mine. You should know that you are dear to my heart, I am always ready to listen, understand and try to help you if you need that. Ok, I am finishing my letter now and I will be looking forward to your reply, Richard !!! I am thinking about you!!! :) With tender hugs and kisses Kseniya.

Hi my dear Richard!!!!!
Thank you very much for your letter, I was very glad to receive it.
Don't worry, we will become more than just friends if the relationship continues to grow and develop. Honey, you know, yesterday when I was online and when I was thinking about you :) I’ve seen that story, that I would like to share with you. I hope you will like it, tell me your opinion on that, ok? Here it is: Whenever it rains, it is a very spectacular sight to behold. It can be a mild shower, a fierce thunderstorm, a light drizzle or even a display of lightning amidst a backdrop of scenic landscape, but all that I ask for is that when it rains, I want you to be by my side to admire and take in the beauty of life - water. An essential element that has kept us alive to this very day to continue being in love. Whenever raindrops fall from the sky, big or small, I can be assured that heaven is tearing for the sins of this world. And with every single tear comes drops of forgiveness and it is this act of forgiving that enables the human race to sustain an existence on this living **** and it is this forgiveness that gave rise to love which is the biggest forgiver of all. Watching the rain with you is like a very special ritual. When two minds are deep in thoughts, when two hearts are deep in love, when two people are not speaking but just enjoying the silence of the moment save the thoughts of heaven raining upon green pastures in front of us, we are able to hear each other better. We are able to think more about each other, care more for each other. Like a hand across your shoulders, a gentle massage on the neck, a kiss on the cheek or just the thoughts of each other. Every time when it rains, I feel so warm both physically and emotionally. You will be there with me, holding me tight, feeling the rain splattering against our faces, huddling on to each other for warmth when we hug and kiss in the rain. It is such sheer rejuvenation, experiencing what it is like to be refreshed and free from all burdens and worries, just being with the girl I love, in the rain. The chill of the wind might sear through my heart, the sky might be all gloomy and dark but I am sure that there will always be a rainbow after the rain. It will be a beautiful sight to appreciate in awe as the ray of seven colors stretches from horizon to horizon making it the most majestic view from afar. The warmth of the sun as it re-emerges, the chirping of the bird as they start to feed, the swaying of the tress in the gentle breeze are all but part of the picturesque scenery with us standing in the foreground, completing the picture, just like you complete me, feeling every single gap in my heart just like water filling up an empty glass till it overflows, with your love. The rainbow way above us, coupled with the landscape we are part of is our world of beauty but the greatest beauty of all is the one I will only ever love, standing beside me, with me. That will be you. This very special moment in time spent and shared together is liken to a celebration of our love that is everlasting and eternal, tried but true, encapsulated in the purest form of patience, kindness, understanding, concern, respect, trust and faith in our hearts forever... I hope you liked it, Richard. This story made me think about you, *** :) I am finishing my letter now and I will be looking forward to your reply!!! With hugs and tender kisses, Kseniya...

Hi my Richard!
Now I'm writing to your letter and I'm happy. It's very pleasant that I have such a friend as you are. It's a pity that you are far from me.
I'm glad you liked my letter so much! I actually tried to write it so that you would like it! But I will hope that we will meet one day. I think we will be glad to see each other when we know each other better. Natalya ask me about you every day. I say to her that I'm constantly thinking about you Richard. She is glad for me, and she always asks me to remember her to you. Earlier I didn't manage to find the carpenter. But today I have seen him in the morning and I asked him to repair the door in the Tanya house. In the afternoon he came and said that he had done everything and changed the lock. I thanked him but he said: "Never mind" becouse he is always ready to help old people. My neighour came a little bit later and told me about the carpenter. It turned out that he refused to take money for his work.
Tanya tried to give him some money but he said that he would be offended if she didn't stop doing it. Tanya said: "He has gone with nothing". You know many people in Russia help other people and don't take money for it, if they know that the people have to money. I think it's the only good feature of character of the Russian people which roots go to the old far USSR. It's a pity that many Russian men became alcoholics. I remember that many-many years ago my mum and I had to make a fence around our house. But what could we do? My mum and I?
When my mother came to a shop to buy nails, three men asked her what for she needed nails. She told them and they began laughing, when learnt that a young lady and her little daughter wanted to do. They came to our house together with my mom and everything was ready in the evening. They repesed to teke money. The only thing we could do for them just to feed them with pancakes after their work. By the way since that time it is my favorite food. One of the man asked if the had something to paint the fence. My mum answered that she would buy paint a little bit leter. Bu the very next day in the morning the 2 men came and they brought their own paint and paited the fence. We wanted to pay them for it some money, but they refused.They said that the paint was left after the painting of their fence. Yesterday in the evening I was thinking of my future work in the clinic. I'm happy that I will get my favorite job. I should not study, because I have the diploma of the surgeon of the European standard. I don't know how to spend this month, I don't want to waste my time uselessy. I must think it over. Of course I will write letters to you. But it will take only the part of my day. What to do in the rest? I must find a decision. I hope Richard, you are not sick and tired of my letter.But I want to tell you much. I think you are not against of it, because I suppose you are my friend. Don't forget to write letters to me. Your Kseniya...

Hi my dear Richard!!!
How are you doing today? What’s new? I am fine over here and I was very glad to hear from you because I miss you very very much!!! I am thinking about you all the time, you are very dear to me. I would definitely understand you if I saw your eyes :) Richard, you know, today I woke up with sun beams that were coming out of my window and my first thought was about you! :) I was laying in my bed and thinking, imagining that may be some wonderful day we’ll be waking up together like this and the first thing you will do when you wake up is kissing me and wishing me a good morning and I will do the same for you. You know, Richard , I liked that thought :) Who knows, may be some day it will be the reality? How do you think? Would you like that, ***? OK, my dear, I am finishing my letter and I will be looking forward to your reply!!! I miss you! With sweet thoughts about you,
Kseniya.

Hello my dear Richard!!!!!!
Thank you for the beautiful lines! My skin is crawling! I would like to tell you that your letters bring me much joy and make me happier day by day! You are the dearest man to my heart, I am always looking forward to your letters. When I received your letter today, I was very happy. Dear I long thought and has solved, what if I shall arrive to you during my holiday??? If you agree to find out that I that for this purpose can is necessary. We are far away from each other now, but I am sure that we need each other, I am sure that the fact that we’ve met was meant to be. Who knows, may be we are two halfs of one? ;) I can’t find words that can describe my feelings to you, you are making me the happiest woman in the world! Richard, I would like to thank you for your love and care, I know that you are serious and sincere with me, from my side I’ll try to do my best to make you happy. Because deep in my heart I feel that you are a very special man who is dear to my heart so much! I am finishing my letter to you and I will be looking forward to your
reply! With hugs, Kseniya. P.S I hope that you will like the photos that I took in my friend Natalya's photo studio. I told you that she's an amateur photographer and many of the photos I'm sending you were taken by her.

Dear Richard,i do not know,how long it takes the paperwork necessary to travel to you Richard. I found out if I could go to your country. I was told that yes. The embassy works, visas are issued. I will have to go through a few surveys and make some references before I can go to you.
But in fact it is real. I know that I can go to you. Just if I do a vaccine and an international certificate of vaccine. Then I will definitely go to you! I think that for the registration my documents,I will go to a travel agency. Ok dear to do this step we need to discuss important issues for me: 1. How many days,you can and willing to take accept me as a guest? 2. Where I'm will to live in your house or a hotel? 3. What are the things I take with me?What is the weather you have at this time of year? Richard,I heard that really difficult to recieve visa for russian single girls nowadays.Foreign countries more and more strict to Russia maybe because of politics too.As soon as I receive from you all the answers to my questions,I can go to the travel agency to obtain detailed information about the trip for you,my love. Miss about you, Kseniya.

Dear mine Richard!!!
Today I went in travel agency and again have learned, that it to be necessary for me for arrival in your country. People have convinced me of travel agency, that we can be together. I am in good mood. I Has asked them once again, how much it would cost for me to make visa.
They said that only the examination of application for visa will cost me 30 euro. This money will not be returned even if the application is rejected. To gat visa I must go to Moscow where is the Embassy. I'll to visit a lot of agencies, offices and organization in Glazov in Moscow. This is the usual way to get visa, it may take me many months.
I said to them that I could wait for a long time. And they offered me to solve the problem and it will take me less time if I use Full Package of Service (FPS.) FPS includes additional payments for a category of the visa, consular services, preparation for interview with commission. FPS costs 360 euro, but the visas agency remove all the problems and thus increases the chance of getting a visa without excessive delays (I can get a visa in a week or two). I thought for a long time and came to the conclusion that this variant is the only right for me. Whether I do not know correctly has made, having paid such money. Probably I needed to consult to you all over again. But I have thought that other exit is not present. For a cheap payment documents are very for a long time made. We do not have time to wait.
I agreed and registered my application for visa, hoping that you'll be glad to meet me. Can you imagine that we'll spend some weeks together Or even can all life. For the sake of happiness and family I am ready on many things. I very much would dream that you all life were only near to me.. I'm immensely happy when I'm thinking about the opportunity. I'll be everything myself? May be you think I try to do too quickly, probably you suppose it's too earty everything us to meet each other. But I cannot wait for ages, I'm happy now at present time.
Necessary to begin moving to howe something in your life, it's important to go ahead, to overcome difficulties to take aim. Very soon I'll leave the work and I'll be able to spend my vacation with you, Richard. I have never been abroad. but now I have a chance to meet you.
It's a dream. You are my friend, and friend sometimes meet each other.
I think it will be great, wonderful, fantastic. I hope you do not think that I'm too impudent. I just want to met you and to spend some time with you. I suppose you have not changed your attitude towards me after this letter. I'm looking forward to seeing to calm down my heart. Please tell me you be able to meet me? Will you be happy to face me? I hope you'll!!! Your Kseniya

Hi my dear Richard!
Peter and Moscow are not Russia. Outside of these cities, things are much worse. We'll talk when I get the chance, don't worry. Thank you for your moral support. I appreciate it! I talked to Natalya about you Richard for a long time yesterday in the evening. I told her that I wanted to meet you. Natalya supported me in my desire. She said that I could't miss a chanse to see you. Natalya is very glad that I've got acquainted with you. She wants me to be happy. I hope, Richard, that one day you and Natalya will be friends. I believe that Natalya be as close to you as to me. Now I often think of you before sleeping. I am glad, that you were not against I have chosen Full Package of Service.
I very much experienced. But I so would like to speed up process and somewhat quicker to be near to you... I do not think your feelings premature. Because I too test to you strong feelings. I not hesitating can tell that I love you. For me a great honor to get acquainted with such fair, open, kind person as you.... Now I with impatience wait for the notice from travel agency. For me days became very long. I want that have faster flown by days of expectation. I want to inform you date of my start faster..I think about our letters to each other. I often ask myself what will be then, when we'll fase. Richard, you know I have a flower Herbicin at home. It's very beautiful, and it needs much care. Now I call it Richard. I hope you are not againstof it.
Every morning I say to it "Good morning, Richard". It's pity that it can't speak to me. It's very interesting how long would we be able to talk when we met for the first time. What do you think of it? It seems to me that I want to tell you much and it will take me several days to tell all about myself.But I'm shy and can be confused when I'll meet you for the first time. But I think that we are mare than friends that is why we will be able to speak of what we want. I saw a plane not long ago. And I thought that these "Iron birds" allow to meet million peaple who are happy to see each other every day (for example Richard and I). But when I think about my future flight on board the blane I can't forget last catastropher of two planes. These incidents were in September. It was terrible to see grief and tears of relatives of the dead people. Now our government is sure that terrorist acts took place hare. I believe that guilty people were severely punished. They have no right to prevent peaceful people from living. I hate terrorism and violence! You should know that fear of terrorists will never stop me.
I'll be able to fly on board the plane and to be afraid of nothing. In my childnood I was flyining by plane. But people sai that flights are if it's true. I heard that passangers are very well served during the flight. I'm interested to see it. Sorry, but now I don't know exact date when I can arrive to you. But I shall necessarily inform when I can. Hope you can patiently wait? I'm ready to give much to know precisely when I can see you. Your love Kseniya.

Hi my Richard!!!!
Thanks you for your letters, is very pleasant for me, that you have appeared in my life. You became dear to my heart. I any more do not see the life without you. Did you say not to deceive you? It's you who don't deceive me and be affectionate and attentive and respectful with me. In turn, I will reciprocate. I don't want to look for anyone. I feel like I've found my man and it's you!!! I wouldn't have taken a special photo for you and wouldn't have been going to visit you if I didn't care about you. Is it really not clear? Yesterday I went on film. "THE GREAT GATSBY". You looked this film? I have not absolutely understood sense of it cinema because thought absolutely about the friend. I all the day think of our meeting. I cannot more about anything think. I am glad that you approve my act. It is difficult for me . Therefore I always wait for your approval. After your approval I receive moral simplification. I have paid for promptness because I want to be with you as soon as possible. I had this feeling long before our conversation on a meeting. After I have sped up this process, I began to experience. It seemed to me, that you can count me as the impudent woman. I experienced that . Now I every day go to travel agency and I try to find out I skin the information concerning readiness of my documents. Today to me have told that probably tomorrow the day after tomorrow me will cause silt on interview in embassy. I was very glad to receive such information. Now day for me lasts as a month as I think all about our long-awaited meetings. I finish the my dear letter. With love Kseniya.

Hello my honey Richard!!!
Dear Richard, I was happy to receive the letter from you. Today my letter will be short. Of course, we will not only be partners, but also best friends. At me not so it is a lot of time. I have just left travel agency, and have decided to inform you good news at once. Me cause to Moscow on interview in embassy. Tomorrow I should leave to Moscow. It seems to me, that I waited for this moment the whole eternity. The travel agency has carried out the task earlier than I thought. It can is connected to that sum of money which I have paid for acceleration of readiness of documents. Now it is not of great importance. I go to embassy!!! Probably tomorrow or the day after tomorrow I can receive documents which are necessary for arrival in your country. Tomorrow I shall write to you from Internet - cafe of the city of Moscow. I shall inform you all news which will concern my trip. After I shall receive documents, I will need to return back to native city, to collect necessary things and to buy the ticket in your country. Trip to Moscow costs not cheaply, therefore I wanted to go to Moscow, to pass interview in embassy and to wait for day of a start.
But in the contract it is told, that in your country I can buy the ticket only in travel agency which helps me to collect necessary documents. From superstition I shall not begin to buy the ticket before reception of documents. Of agency of me convince, that it is possible to buy the ticket, and, then to pass interview. They have told to me, that many people do so. But it seems to me wrong. Dear, I was probable next week can inform you date of my start. I believe that next week I can take off to you. How you concern to this? I think that you too will be glad. I shall finish the letter. I shall go to collect things home. I want, that you have sent me your full home address , the data on the nearest to you of the airports and phone number. I shall call to you if there will be urgent questions. I hope to receive from you the answer which will bring to me encouragement. Your love Kseniya...

Hi my dear Richard!!!!
Dear, thank you for your kind words. Why didn't you send me the data I asked for? I asked you to send the nearest airport, phone number and address. Please send this data to me in the next email.Today I have arrived to Moscow. I am very tired, and could not write to you is a lot. Dear, I informed you some times that cause me to Moscow on interview Now I near Embassy the in internet-cafe. I write to you the letter and I worry. I think, that my destiny tomorrow is solved. Hope to me ' give the visa and I can meet you. It will be the greatest day in my life!! It's a pity, that I cannot write for a long time. Because I am very strongly tired. I hope, that I can soon write to you about results of visit to Embassy. If I cannot write from Moscow I shall write from Glazov. With love yours and only yours Kseniya.

Hi my dearest Richard!
I have more recently left embassy and at once have decided to write to you. I write to you the letter and I smile. I'm so glad! If I could, I would speak with you for a long time . But unfortunately now it is impossible. But I am confident, that our meeting will take place also we shall speak in person. Thanks for the information. I wrote it all down! Richard, I want to tell to you about the commission in Moscow. I hope to you it interestingly!!! Tomorrow I shall already write to you from native city. I shall arrive to Glazov most likely tomorrow in the evening. I can probably have the visa. Because I tried for it much. I worry, you should understand it. I never thought that the commission will ask such unusual questions. They asked about my ****** life, they asked about children, about work, about patriotism, about my attitude to Norway, about my conversance and awareness of events which happened in the world and in Norway, about my religion and belief. I have told about all my life in detail. I spoke about verything fairly how it's really. To me have told that my answers are unexpected and as a rule applicants don't answer such questions so directly and openly. They haven't got used to hear such answers, but they said that to hear sincere and truthful answers is much more pleasant than words which come not from heart and reason. Children from the orphanages also have made the big impression and rendered the big influence on the commission. To me have told that I the first lady who have such support from children - orphans. Now I should wait the decision. I hope, that my visa will be ready within the next few days. The representative of embassy at once informs about it to travel agency.
After that I shall buy the ticket in your country. After I shall buy the ticket I shall inform date of the start. Now I agree with expression: "Expectation of death is worse than the death" I can't concentrate on anything. My heart so worry, I can't work. They have told that the decision will be accepted in several days. I so worry. I so want that this small dream was come true. I simply want to see my lovely friend. I think the God will help me. I simply want to meet you. I already see us together and I sink in dreams. I want to construct with you the ship to float under sails in boundless ocean. I want to meet with you a dawn and to see off a sundown. We will float on our ship and our love will illuminate our way. We will look at night at stars, we'll be pleased in the afternoon to the sun. If there will be a storm, our love will protect us. If there will be a calm, our love will be a wind. Our love will be a beacon for us. We will be floating at ocean of love and oblivion and nothing can separate us.
We'll name our ship - Dream. It will be the small ship, but very strong. Because we will make our ship from belief, hope and love. It's impossible to wait, when your dream will fall to you from the sky.
It's necessary to go to the dream. It's necessary to clear and build the road itself. If in heart there is a belief and dream, if in heart there is a love and hope, it is necessary to achieve the dream by all means. I always go to the dream. I don't sit on a place. In my life there were very few light moments. On this I try to make everything that my dreams have come true. I understand that now it's only dreams.
But these dreams brighten my life. I hope that yours also. Nothing will keep me to arrive to you Richard!!!

Hello my love Richard.
Dear Richard, I have received your electronic letter . I was very glad to read him . I also like green tea. I'll bring some of my favorite green tea. I hope that the airport will not decide that this is marijuana ahaha. I'm glad you had a good day! When I arrive I'll take care of it. Your letters install to me unlimited quantity of confidence. Having read them I become the omnipotent person. Very much has changed from the moment of our acquaintance. I, think, that I began to live only after acquaintance to you. Till this time I only existed. After our acquaintance my life has sharply changed in the best side. It has noticed not only I. My fellow workers, my friends, even my patients - all have noticed change in my life. Everyone ask the same question. It is interesting to all why I look so happy....
From road I am very tired. I as have reached a house and have gone to bed. I think that I knowingly have visited to Moscow. From trip I still had many positive emotions. I when did not go on so important affairs, therefore strongly worried. On road to Moscow I with anybody did not communicate because thought of interview in embassy. I experienced that any failure can visit me. I was afraid that can give up to me in reception of the visa. But my experiences appeared are vain. On interview to me did not give the exact answer. In a corridor I have waited the person which was in the commission and he has told, that I should not worry. Has told that in two or three days representatives of embassy will contact travel agency and will cause me to Moscow for reception of the visa. Therefore I have gone home with quiet soul. Now I need to wait the answer from embassy then it is necessary to buy the ticket in your country, to go again to Moscow to receive the visa and to wait day of a start. The second trip to Moscow does not deliver me of inconvenience. The ticket to me will need to be bought in Glazov from representatives of travel agency. To take off I should from the Moscow airport because I will need to come in embassy and to receive the visa. It would be convenient for me to take off from the Glazov airport but for this purpose to me some days in Moscow should to live and to wait for readiness of the visa. Moscow not city familiar to me. Hotels cost very dearly and it is terrible to me to be in Moscow one. Therefore I have chosen not absolutely convenient, but a safe variant. Today I went to travel agency and told him about trip to Moscow. They sincerely were glad for me. Unfortunately the Embassy yet did not contact travel agency. I think that has passed not enough time. I think tomorrow or the day after tomorrow representatives of embassy will cause me for reception of the visa. I want that it has taken place as soon as possible. I want to buy as soon as possible the ticket to you and to wait for day of a start. Dear if tomorrow or the day after tomorrow me will cause for reception of the visa I shall buy the ticket to you for Norway, 6 or 7 . I shall buy the ticket with a stock of 5-6 days. I shall better lead these days pending. Suddenly there will be unforeseen circumstances. Dear, I finish the letter and I shall go home. I need to prepare much for all for the period of the absence. I love you and I want to be only with you. The feeling of love amplifies every new day . Your love Kseniya.

Hi my dear Richard!!!
Darling, of course I am ready to accept your love. We will make each other happy. What do I want you to do? Just loved and appreciated.
That's all I need. Loved my visa is available, but I can take away her only after I shall redeem the ticket in your country. Tomorrow or after tomorrow, I shall buy the ticket in your country but only after to me inform from travel agency, and will tell, that my documents are completely ready. For arrival to you. I every day think of our meeting with you. I know how it is to be thinking about someone all the time, I have felt that as well. So then I try to keep myself busy doing other things and it helps. I guess that's how I've been able to get along all this time without somebody special in my life. I keep myself busy with study, with friends. I have become used to it now, but not entirely. Some times I get along doing chores around the house, listening to music, or helping other people with their problems. It has been so many times that I wanted to be with someone. So as time went on, little by little I had to learn how to not feel lonely. But I have also learned that it's not all that possible. And in the same way I try to avoid getting hurt, as it has happened to me before. And that too is not all that possible. On the other side I have seen other peoples mistakes and I like to think that I wont make the same ones. I try to think of many possible results, I like to be cautious and to think ahead, but I have learned that as careful that I may be, there is always something that can go wrong. So why should I continue to hold back and not live my life like others, by going ahead with what my heart says and being as cautious as possible, right? We are only human and imperfect, all I can try is to do the best I can, with the person that best fits my way of thinking. And it would seem so strange that I could find such a person on the other side of the planet. Imagine if the Internet didn't exist, I would have never known about you and I would probably continue to live the same way forever. There is only so much happiness that one can achieve alone, but I would like to think that I could achieve so much more with you. It would be wonderful to stop dreaming about it and make it come true. So at the same time, I also think about what would be needed to make a relationship work and how to provide for as much as possible. It's not easy when other pressures are felt in a relationship. So if at first we should decide to take this beyond what it has become so far, I think it will be like awaking from a dream and trying our best to make the dream come true. Like I said before, there is a lot to talk about, a lot to learn and understand. The feeling of love is great, but it takes little bit more to have a place to live, to be healthy and have a family. I know that these are subjects that can't be decided or solved in a week, but the most important thing will be addressed, how well we get along. There is one thing that I know for sure, I like you very much and we will have a wonderful time together. Your words in every letter have shown me that we think the same way, so I truly believe that something great and long lasting will come out of this. I think about you every day and wish you were near me already. I will just have to be patient and wait for that moment to come true. With hugs and tender kisses,
Yours Kseniya...

Hi my lovely Richard!
This morning I have arrived to travel agency where to me informed Good news. Now it is necessary for me to buy the ticket to you and Enter into Moscow behind the visa and to wait day of my beginning. I Very happy. I be able see you personally!!! Dear I it Very good to speak in English you not to worry for us. I have addressed The company which sells tickets for plans. I have asked them as, concerning me have Explained to me it is necessary to have the ticket to you, I would be Capable to go to Oslo on december, 4st, and how many it would cost.
They have told, that the ticket will cost 1290 EURO. I have asked, that they have found a Cheaper ticket because the price is too high for me. But as it turned I would not be to have in a condition cheaper ticket so quickly, date Is too early. Tickets should be kept long in advance. I have asked them To offer me other variants of flight. We have found the most suitable One. Flight, on december, 7rd. The ticket costs 760 euro. I Asked to reserve the ticket for me. But they have refused to make it Having told, that they had many clients. They cannot reserve mine The ticket without the advanced money. I asked them. But it has not made Work. They have told, that they will help me with the great pleasure, but to it Could not. Rules so. I was in a panic, I have been so disappointed.
Then I have asked mif which I could give only parts of money. But they Disagreed again. I asked them during long time speaking that mine The groom Richard waits for me. If I have asked them little bit longer I It would be broken off from shout. Probably the God has heard my prays, and service The working has agreed to reserve the ticket for my conditions. But I have also It is a little time to pay, for the ticket. They have told, whether I have made day Rest of the price for the ticket, I would release money to which I have already given Them. I was angry, but they have explained, that it will be very difficult To sell the ticket for the plane which flies. They would have to Lower the price. I have agreed. They have told to me to pay 356 EURO. But it was It is too much for me because I had only 226 euro. I have asked to wait for me Within 11 hours. I left a room. Natalya has met me at doors. I Told its all. She has understood all and advised to me to **** Our treasures to a pawnshop. Richard, it was very difficult for me to Agree to make it. I did not want to burden Natalya. But at the same time I Wish to meet you, Richard very much. We have put in **** treasures, I have reached 136 EURO and I have paid a part of the price for the ticket 352 EURO. It was my last Money, it was for the plane which I am going to arrive to you. It was Very difficult for me to tell to you this history. I have made all that I Could. I have paid for the visa. I have paid for a part The ticket. But it was insufficiently. Money was insufficiently. I have not made Wish to burden you. I wished to arrive to you with any help. I The thought my money would be enough. But I have failed. Now I feel guilty muself. It was not possible to me to make all directly for sew meetings. I thought Nothing would interfere with that I have met you. But I should pay other part Money for the ticket It - only 408 EURO. I should pay it to 4 From december. Otherwise I will release money which I have paid, and I will release chace to see you. And our treasures will be sold by a pawnshop.
Now I feel guilty, that I could not make that I promised to arrive to you With my own money. I always do that I promise. I feel easy now, I Ashamed of to ask, that you have helped me. Unfortunately the clinic did not pay Money I have earned me. I really hoped to receive this money. It would be Will solve all problems. But I will receive money from clinic in a Month or two. As it is very typical for Russia to support Salary payments. I have asked, that the clinic has given me my money earlier, But thay has refused to make it. Now the clinic does not have money Necessary for me. Our clinic depends on the budget, it did not reach Money during long time. I think, that these problems because of war in Syria, and Europe of sanctions against Russia. Possibly I should tell to you, that I be able not meet you Because I be able not pay the whole sum of money independently. From I understand a course, that I should not ask, that you have given me money. But When I cannot only, that I will not come to you. I have made also Very to organise our meeting. If I refuse to meet you it will mean That all was in voun. Awfully for me to refuse to arrive in You, I have made everything, that I could. Now I want, that you have helped me and me Think, that there is nothing horable if I ask that you have helped me. Certainly I Understand what to be you have no feelings to me, and to be you not Interested at our meeting. I understand, that a sum of money also The big. I know itand for this reason, for me it is more difficult to ask it from You. But at the same time any person can appear in mine Conditions. And now there is only one thing which I can make. I only Should tell, that I will never come to you. But I do not wish to tell so, Because I wish to meet you. For this reason I should be fair, I require yours The help. Certainly I understand, that I should not make it. But I - fair The person. I am ashamed of to ask, that you have helped me, but a life - difficult The thing, all can happen. Certainly to you to decide to solve if You wish to help me or not. It is bad, but not fatal. I will release mine Money. It is bad, but is not mortal also. 360 EURO for which I have paid The visa, to consular gathering 131 EURO and for the state Taxes 90 EURO, For the ticket to Moscow and backs 220 EURO, for hotel in a city Moscow 110 EURO, and 36 EURO for which I have paid for the ticket, It is too much for me. But I do not regret, for what I have made for ours Meeting. Actually money is only paper, our treasures are only metal Details. For this reason I was the first who has decided to meet each other.
But I do not want, that all my efforts have been spent in vain. If you it is valid Wish to meet me if you can help to organise to me our meeting please Send me money till the morning from december, 4st. Please forgive to me My words. I speak so because I am in despair. Now, when only one step can Connect us, I am afraid. I require you, I wish to be with you, I require you Help, trust me, I am fair with you. It was not possible to me to estimate mine Forces. And all my efforts spent in vain. I understand that the sum Money is too big for you. I did not wish to ask you. I can make All is direct. My loneliness has made me strong. I always was Living with my own efforts I always relied on me. I have asked someone To help me very much cellcom, but now I ask, that you have helped me. I will give to you All money back, as soon as I in a condition. Probably I have made, you offended. But I require you. I do not know if my satisfaction of the letter you or The disappointed. But I have written you the fair letter. I look Send you the answer. I hope for you. I ask, that you did not worry. I send Data of my flight. Flight: AY714 Aerospatiale/Alenia ATR 72
National Airlines
21:00 07 Dec, Tue
Moscow - Sheremetyevo
22:20 07 Dec, Tue
Helsinki - Helsinki Transfer: 40 m Flight: AY919 Embraer 190
National Airlines
23:00 07 Dec, Tue
Helsinki - Helsinki
23:35 07 Dec, Tue
Oslo - Oslo With love, yours Kseniya.

Hello my love Richard, I want to say that I do not know how international transfers work. Do you know? Dear, I need to pay the second part for the ticket until December 4th. I will give you all the necessary data and send you my passport as soon as you have the opportunity to help me. If you knew how much it means to me our meeting . I prepared a lot , I did a lot of things for us to be together . But I was faced with an obstacle . The clinic has not paid me in time -earned money , so I do not could buy the ticket in your country. In a crisis clinic often linger earned money. Doctors began to pay less money. But I'm still hoping that I can come to overpower and you. From my mother I inherited jewels . I was hoping for that can take advantage of the cost of these products. when mom I leave these things , she said that they should be useful to me in difficult times.
She said if they attack the difficulties I I can sell these things .
But when I did not think I would live to such times . Or when I did not think I would sell valuables that are left from my mom . But when I became understand that you can not rely on the clinic , I began to hope for precious things. I thought that the cost of these things to be missed to come to you. But their overall value to the small amount of money. I strongly upset. Owners of pawnshops enjoy the fact that under the conditions crisis, people will give up their precious things. Hence they have offer very little money for gold. Hurt me. I am sorry to tears , because I did everything to our meeting place. I or when not asked you to help me. I was hoping for own forces . But my hopes were destroyed . I had to ask you for help. but you misunderstood me. You began to think badly of me . you become think that they need money for my own needs . I am writing you this letter and weep with resentment . Keyboard flooded with tears. No one can help me . I was all alone . I was able to overpower payments for visa.
I paid for the ticket to Moscow , paying for accommodation in Moscow when was at the interview , paying for consular fees, for state taxes.
Able to pay the money for the ticket , but I did not have some 408 euro. I did not want to ask you about these money. I did not want to be humiliated in front of you , but I could not find other way . I wanted to believe in our meeting . I wanted implement our plans . I wanted us to be happy . I still I hope that a miracle will take place and we can meet. Your Alina.