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Scam letter(s) from Marina Victorovna Bulak to Steve (UK)

Letter 1
Hello Stewart, Dear Stewart, thank you for your letter. I am satisfied to what you wrote to me. I hope that in the future we We will be very good friends, maybe more. I do not know what to do say in my first letter because I never met through Internet before. This is something new and unusual for me. But I will try writing you good letters. Please don't be too ******* my misspellings, English is not my native language. But I suppose I know him well. I am very glad to receive your photo. It's so good for me to see this is to make you understand that I really want to see your face like as often as possible. I really want you to send me your more pictures because you have such bold features. You are so handsome man, you don't look like any of the men I know here Kazakhstan. You are a very handsome man and for me it is a little strange why you are still alone and forced to look for yourself girlfriend on the internet, I think the women in your city are blind that they don't notice you. I think if you lived in my city, I think that I will not pass you by when he meets you on the street. your man gave me confidence that you can protect any woman from any Danger. I would like to have such a person next to me. Well my name is Natalia as you know. You can call me what you are like. I won't be disappointed. I am 34 years old. My birthday is in May 28, 1988 My height is 169 cm. My weight is 52 kg. You can see my photo, do you like it? I live in the city of Kostanay. Kostanay famous city in Kazakhstan. Kostanay is a very beautiful city. I have graduated from medical university. My formation will consist of 3
levels: school, college, university. Do you know anything about this city? this a small town, almost 30,000 people live here. Tell me, that Your full name? Where were you born and what city do you live in? When your birthday? What is your zodiac sign? I studied for 18 years. All
18 I also studied English for years. I finished university at the age of 25. As they gave me with a medal for excellent my learning outcomes. Then I worked as a second surgeon in small clinic for 4 years. It was very interesting and responsible at the same time. I was happy to give health to people, to help them. Much depends on me during actions. I think that in the future I the surgeon can become independent. Do you think it's - good dream? Probably, I am a doctor, I will work in a clinic, because. children's therapist. I treat children. Can you see my photo, do you like it? I don't have a man now and I completely single and free for relationships. Looking for The Internet has led me to the fact that I was disappointed in the men of our city.
There are few good people here, they are all tough and do not know how to love. I have a small house with a small garden. I live alone for this reason I am not able to Garden all the time. But however, my garden is very beautiful and pleasant. i like to raise flowers because they are the most beautiful that have been created nature. I live alone, I have no children, no boyfriend. Sometimes I get very lonely in my house. Perhaps for this why I decided to meet you. I'm already
34 and I treat life philosophically. I have a home, a job, friends, but I can't say that I'm happy. I didn't have many who I am maybe my better half. I wrote to you again, it means that I can share my thoughts and feelings with you. I hope that you won't be a laugh. And we will write each other many letters. I am very I am glad and grateful that you answered my letter, because I I decided to try to get acquainted through the Internet only once. I never meet before in this way. I do not understand completely how it works because I don't have a computer. I'm just new to internet work. But I hope I can write you constantly. I hope that you are interested in our communication, as I am. You can tell me about anything you want. i will be happy know everything about your life. It's just female curiosity. I understand that tastes are different, but I hope you like my image you. But I must say that I cannot receive large files. I need have a problem. How do I use my computer at work? I hope that your letters will not be More than 5.5 megabytes, we are very expensive Internet. If not, then I will understand and I will not be angry. I will wait for your letters with your photos. Be sure to send me some photos, I want to have a little, which is better to present to you. I I hope you write to me soon. I thank you in advance. FROM Sincerely. Natalia
Letter 2
Hello Stewart, How you today? I hope, that all is good. I also am happy today because I have the letter from you. I have written to me! I very happy. Now I work, and I write the letter to you. And so. I did not write to you about my family. But I think that you should know about it, and now I am going to make it. I have been given birth also dews to Kostanay. Now I live here. I do not make remember my father because he did not live with us. I was grown only by my mother.
We were the best friends on the ground, we were very much the friend close to the friend. But my mum had brain ****** after long illness, and she has died when I was absolutely the little girl. Year was horrable for me. I, though I was the unique person on the whole planet. It was awful and incredible. I could not understand it for long time. I was empty. It is difficult to imafine for ideas in my head and my feelings. Even now I remember my mum very much frequently.
You know, that I had very happy childhood. My mum and I went in park together. We play together various games. We spoke much. Only than, several years I started to understand last, that she felt qulity because I had no father with me. But I have received news from other people, that it was no mistake of my mother. My father (I cannot name his "daddy") never loved my mum. Me has left her lonely when he has learned, that my mum was the pregnant woman. It was very difficult for her to bring up me, to feec me to buy me of a dress for this reason I do not carry bosh. We lived only her tiny earnings. But we never complained of our life we have solved all problems together. But if we were happy, that we tried to tell about our success to our neighbours.
My mum always spoke me, that I should marry the person which I shall love. She adviced I to besure in the person before movement to marry him. I think the same. I shall remember the moment during long time. I shall never forget mine eyes of mother when my leg has been broken also I couldn " t, go. Then we were far from our house up to, collects berries. Only my mum and I. But she has taken me on her hands and bore mine to our house. You can imagine it? To me there were 12 years when my mum was carry of me duringan hour. I have understood, that it was difficult to her, but she did not want to leave me alone in a wood to go in the house, to ask whom - that the help. She was afraid, that something awful happen with me in a wood. I hope which you understand, that memory of my mum for me. After death of my mum I feel very much lonly because I have no neither sisters, nor brothers. To be more exact, I have no any relatives . But I have girlfriends. They Marina and Anastasia. They are remarkable girls. We can name us sisters because we are friends more than 15 years, and we help each other. I - confident absolotely, that if I ask Marina, Anastasia to help me they will never refuse. Our attitudes are very strong, Time has checked up them. One year ago Marina married, and her husband has taken her to his native city. We write letters each other very much frequently, but it is a pity, that we cannot see the most part the friend from the friend. But Marina has arrived to us in the spring. I taljed very much the whole week, but it was too little, we could not tell each other all events. Now Anastasia and I wait for Marina the following arrival. And you, make you hawer such friends? Also In the summer for entertainment I work in my small garden. I raise flowers. But as a hobby it certainly flowers. Roses, orchids, tulips, an aster and it is a lot of others. But main the place in a garden has my favourite flowers, has raised also an orchid.
The hope you can sometime see it. It is a pity, I can write more. I hope, that you will answer my letter. I also hope, that you are interested in our connection. I shall tell to you more about my life in my ambassador of letters. Sincerely yours Natalia
Letter 3
Hi Stewart, How are you? What is the weather like today in your country? I hope all is well. Today I have had a difficult day, but now i'm free and I can spend my time writing you. I'm sorry for my previous letter. It was sad. I did not want to make you disappointed. I hope you did not get offended to my story about the mother. Well, I'm in a good mood and I want to tell you about my hobbies. I like listening to different music. It depends on my mood and feelings.
But I also like listening to Mozart and bach. I think they are great composers and no body will surpass them. I like Keith Richards as well. I suppose he is a magnificent guitar player. I hope you agree with me. I like the group “Rolling Stones” very much. I like “Scorpions”, “Green Day”, Led Zeppelin, Metallica, Eagles, Limp Bizkit. I like Linkin Park”, I had grief about death Chester Bennington. They are not similar to any others. I like such American films as Star Wars, The Lake House, Interstellar. Matthew McConaughey is a good actor. I have some favourite shows. For example - " ****'s Kitchen" from FOX and The Tonight Show Starring Jimmy Fallon on NBC.
They show the most Interesting and ridiculous histories. I like to watch programs about nature and animals very mach. I also prefer to watch NBA games. They are fantastic shows. But unfortunately NBA games are not very often shown on Kazakhstan TV. Criminal programs have the biggest rating on TV, because here TV reporters tell about crimes occurring during a day or a week, they tell about leaders and authorities of criminal business in Kazakhstan, juvenile murderers and racists, addicts, maniacs, etc. You know the level of crimes is extremely high in Kazakhstan. The majority of our country like to watch these programs. But I hate to do it. I prefer to watch some musical and entertaining shows, and as a rule they are our Kazakhstan programs and of course they are not known to you. Now you think that I spend my time in front of the TV screen with my mouth full of popcorn and it takes me the whole day (smile.) But it's not true. Actually I watch TV very seldom, once in a blue moon. I have no time and forces to do it. My health is the most important thing for me. I do not boast. My health is really good, and I always try to be in a good form. I jag every morning, try to spend as much times as possible in the open air. I have no car and I take a bus or whatever I mean transport very seldom. I take cold - not shower. I have been living in the conditions of rather cold winters and damp autumn since my childhood. Such king of climate helps to toughen my health. I do not smoke and do not take alcoholic drinks. I prefer a healthy way of life and I'm proud of it.
Sewing and knitting are my hobbies if it's possible to say so. I also like to spend my free time gardening and gathering much rooms and berries. I love to ski and to skate in winter. I can speak about my hobbies for a long time. But I also want to say that I do not like some things. I do not like artful and envious people. I hate when somebody lies and deceives. I do not love cruelty and roughness. I'm not interested in people, who prefer to spend their time drinking alcohol a lot. I also do not like bad untasty meal and cloudy days
(smile.) I shall be glad, if you tell about you many various things for me. I want to know about you more and more. Because you my FRIEND.
You agree? Friends always should know well each other. Your Natalia
Letter 4
Hi my Stewart! The day is wonderful today and I’m in high spirits and how are you? I hope all is well. Yesterday I was in a bad mood. It was Rain all day long. I’ve already told you that I live in my own house. It’s very beautiful and comfortable, but it’s too old. Waterpipe and heat conductor are very old too and that’s why there are some holes in it. I’m disappointed that during the bad weather there was a failure. Waterpipe and heat conductor are damaged also I have no drinking water, I cannot wash, I cannot cook food, also in my house became very cold, I cannot sleep because of a cold. I asked a specialist’s help, and he tried to repair some parts of the pipes for many times but it didn’t help, because it’s necessary to repair the whole pipes, I have to change the pipes.
And yesterday I come to the conclusion that I have to do it as soon as possible. More than it at this moment it’s necessary. My girlfriend Marina promised me to help. She always help me. I’m very glad to have such a girlfriend. She is very close to me and we often spend time together. By the way I told her about you ans she is happy that we write letters to each other. Marina says that I need a man who will help me and who will really love me. You know I really feel lonely very often but I believe in god luck. I believe in God, he always helps. I don’t remember if I told you or not about my dog. Its name is Buddy.
He the boy. To him 2 years. It is very handsome. I like to play with it, I like to feed it, so I like to take care of it. Buddy is very tender, and it loves me too. Every evening it meets me near the house.
You will laugh at me, but I must be sure that somebody or something waits for me in the house, no matter if it’s just my dog. I hope you do. I heard if a person has a pet in a house and if he takes a good care of it the person is a very good house keeper. I belive it. Marina has a dog at home too, and our dog like to play together. But sometimes dog fight. I’m sorry that I pay too much attention to it in my letters and may be you are not interested in it at all, but I want to tell you about the dearest living being in my life. In weekend I was in a cinema. Because this session began late. I and Marina looked “Atomic Blonde”. This very entertainment american movie.
I like this movie. Marina was delight also. After arrival from cinema I to cook my favorite a dish - Pierogi. I made it with jam a gooseberry. Very tasty. It's a pity, that I cannot treat you. Probably during week I will prepare for future house and pipes repair. I’ll look for people who will help me with it. I imagine my house and pipes after repair. It will be very cosy and nice, if everything will go well. I’m sorry, probably my letter is sad but I think you’ll be interested in thoughts and feelings. Tell me, if something will be interesting for you. I’ll tell you it in detail. With best regards. Natalia
Letter 5
Hi my dear Stewart!

Thank you very much for your letter. It brightens my day! I hope that you have the same feeling when you receive mine. And of course, I enjoy our correspondence and I am serious. I consider you to be my friend, I think that you understand me in lots of things and it's easy for me to talk to you on many topics. You can ask me any questions you want. I think that this is very important for the relationship, if both of the partners want the relationship to grow. Trust is also very important, no relationship can be strong without it. Thank you for being honest with me and from my side I can say that I will be honest with you also. I think we should try to tell each other as much as we can.

I would like to know you better from inside, because you seem very interesting to me, so I have a question for you: What qualities do you appreciate in people the most? In my opinion, honesty, faithfulness, kindness, sincere and understanding are very important in people. I also think that in every relationship trust plays the main role.
That's why I think that 100% trust should be between man and woman, they should be able to say every single thing to each other, share all their joys and sorrows. If they have a problem they should try to find a solvation together. What do you think? What is your opinion? And feel free to ask me anything, I'll answer you with great pleasure. I will be looking forward to your letter!!!! Sincerely,

Natalia
Letter 6
Hi my dear Stewart!!

Thank you very much for your letter and your tender words and care.
You are so sweet to me, it is so pleasant for me to read your letters, when I close my eyes I can see you saying this to me, it makes me feel very good. Even though we are far from each other in reality, in my dreams we are together, we are walking together at some nice place in the nature holding hands and saying tender and warm words to each other. I feel that you are very special to me, I need to read your letters like I need air or water for living. I couldn't even think that something like that could happen to me. Thank you that you are.

You know, Stewart, I don't think that the outside beauty is the most important thing, you can be beautiful for some time, even the most beautiful, but in some years this beauty will go away, there will be other people who are going to be looking better. I think that the real beauty is inside your soul, that what stays forever. The person should be beautiful from inside, in my opinion. Don't you agree with me?

Stewart, I see in you the person who I can talk easily with, who is interesting for me, the one who is making me want to know you more and more. I would like to know your soul, I would like to know everything about you. I see that you are not playing with me or joking around, many of our thoughts are the same, our values are very close and we are looking for the same things, we both are looking for the special one. I see that I can establish the emotional connection with you, I can talk to you on any topic, it's very easy for me, it seems like I know you for a long time. I like your thoughts about life and relationships between man and woman. By your letters I can say that you are a decent man with serious intentions. I like that in you. I think that we are even a little bit alike in that. I am also serious about our correspondence. I like to read your letters and I think that I will really like to talk to you in person, you seem to be an intelligent and well educated person. I hope that some time we are going to meet.

OK, Stewart, I am finishing my letter now and I hope that you are having a great day! I am thinking about you and I am really happy that we've met! This thought makes me smile. Hope to hear from you soon!

With hugs, Natalia
Letter 7
Hi my dear Stewart, I always answer your questions. I have some feelings for you. But in order for them to reach the maximum, we need to communicate more. Do you understand?? I'd like to meet you.It was very pleasant for me to receive your letter. I am very happy that I've got acquainted with you. We started our correspondence not long time ago, but I like your letters so much, it seems to me like I know you for a long time, your thoughts are so close to mine. I hope that in the future we will become very good friends or even more. You know, Stewart, I was thinking a lot about my future life and I think that I would like to move to another country to live, there are few reasons for that. I can tell you why. First of all I should say that I want stability in my life. I think that it’s very hard to get this here in Kazakhstan. There are several reasons for that. I don’t have anything against Kazakhstan. Kazakhstan is a wonderful country, that’s my Motherland and I love it, but the economical situation here is very bad, you can’t be sure in the next day, but I am thinking about my future. Sometime in the nearest future I am going to have a family and children and I want my future children to be safe, I want them to have everything they want. In my opinion, this is very important. What is your opinion? And there is a second reason for my intention to move to live to another country. I would like to find my soul mate, the person I can trust completely, the person who is going to be near me all the time, love me and take care of me. Kazakhstan men have lots of bad habbits, they drink a lot. My dad used to drink a lot. It gave my mom much pain. I don’t want this to happen to me. So, I think now you understand why I would like to move somewhere from Kazakhstan. I would really like to have a good and strong family based on good emotional connection first of all and understanding and surely love. I think that these things are the most important. I would like to have my second half near me to feel that I am safe, that I am loved and that I have a person near me whom I can give all my tenderness and care that is inside of me. I do have a lot to give, but for right now there is no one special whom I can give it to and I don't want to waste it just for someone, I want to meet my only one, my special one. I am thinking a lot about you, and I would like to hear from you soon.
Ok, I am finishing my letter now and I will be looking forward to your fast reply! With warm hugs, Natalia
Letter 8
Hi my Stewart!! I'm very glad that you have written to me. I need your letters more and more often. They make me happy. Now If you do not object, I would like to tell to you about my family.
My mum had no sisters and brothers. Therefore I've no cousins. To me it's sometimes very lonely. But I'm glad, that I have Marina and Anastasia. I was determined with work in clinic! I’m the children's therapist. I shall soon have holidays, I shall work as the senior therapist. Hope, that you is glad for me because the senior therapist is my favourite trade. Today I have been late for work. When I woke up in the morning, my neighbour came to me. She is an old woman and she is a very good and king woman. We address each other when we need something. Today she came to me because she had a problem. The door to her house has been broken and she couldn’t close it. She lives alone as well, her husband died 5 years ago and now nobody is ready to help her. So, I went to have a look at the door. We tried to repair it but we could do nothing. I am a bad carpenter (smile). As it turned out something was wrong with a lock, it was necessary to ask a specialist’s help. Nina (this is my neighbour’s name) was very disappointed, what we could do, we are women, and it was clear that a specialist’s help was necessary.
I tried to calm down my neighbour because she doesn’t feel well and it’s very dangerous for her to be nervous. She had to be hospitalized, but she refused to do it and now she has to take injections every day.
I promised to ask for a carpenter. In our clinic there is a man, who is responsible for repair, if something is wrong with the clinic. He drinks alcohol a lot, but he has “golden hands” (in Kazakhstan it means that a person with “golden hands” can do all the things very good) I want to ask him to help my neighbour with her door. I want, that he attempt to repair my roof. I do not know whether he will agree. I shall hope for his help. I can’t find him now but as soon as I see him I’ll ask. It is very important to help old people. More than it our government doesn't treat old people well. Pensions are tiny. They don’t get any social aid. Our medicine is not free of charge. Old people have to spend all the money on medicines. Of course it is not good, it’s unfair, unjust. But the economic situation in Kazakhstan is not highly developed. Well I am not interested in politics but the question about social aid is very important for me . I do not remember I wrote to you about my diploma? I have the diploma the Europe-standard. This diploma entitles to work as the doctor in your country. Your Natalia
Letter 9
Hi my Stewart, Thank you very much for your letter, I was very glad to receive it as usual because your letters always put me in a good mood and make me smile. I am thinking a lot about you and I like to read from you. I am very glad that you understand me. You the unique person which to worry about me. You know, I need to tell you something. I think that friendship is very important in the relationships. Let me explain what I mean here. I think that passion and affection are very good, but two people that decide to be together need to know how deal with each other in everyday life. You know what I mean? And I think that friendship between them will help a lot. I would like to see a very good, I can say the best friend in my soul mate. I think that emotional connection is very important, so that two people will feel very comfortable with each other. How do you think? When I am reading your letters Stewart, I feel that you are honest and sincere with me, you are telling me a lot about you, so I want to give you the same thing. You know, I have a dream. I would like to find a true love, a special person who is going to love and take care of me and I will do the same for him. I want our love to be forever. I think that when I meet that special one I will give him all of my tenderness, care and love. And what is your dream? What do you want the most from life? Please, tell me. It will be very interesting for me to know what you are thinking and dreaming about. You know Stewart, I need to tell you something. I have never thought before that this is possible to find a very good friend, somebody special with the help of Internet. But now I can say that this happened to me, I’ve met you and it seems to me like I know you for a long time even though we exchanged only a few letters. Now I can say that there is a person in the world who understands me, my life position, whose dreams and intentions are close to mine. You should know that you are dear to my heart, I am always ready to listen, understand and try to help you if you need that. Ok, I am finishing my letter now and I will be looking forward to your reply!!!
I am thinking about you!!! With tender hugs and kisses Natalia
Letter 10
Hi my Stewart, Now I'm writing to your letter and I'm happy. It's very pleasant that I have such the close person as you are. It's a pity that you are far from me. But I will hope that we will meet one day. I think we will be glad to see each other when we know each other better. Marina ask me about you every day. I say to her that I'm constantly thinking about you. Earlier I didn't manage to find the carpenter. But today I have seen him in the morning and I asked him to repair the door in the Nina house. In the afternoon he came and said that he had done everything and changed the lock. I thanked him but he said: "Never mind" becouse he is always ready to help old people. My neighour came a little bit later and told me about the carpenter. It turned out that he refused to take money for his work. Nina tried to give him some money but he said that he would be offended if she didn't stop doing it. Nina said:
"He has gone with nothing". By the way he and his college will repair my roof in the house. You know many people in Kazakhstan help other people and don't take money for it, if they know that the people have to money. I think it's the only good feature of character of the Kazakh people. It's a pity that many Kazakh men became alcoholics. I remember that many-many years ago my mum and I had to make a fence around our house.
But what could we do? mum and I? When my mother came to a shop to buy nails, three men asked her what for she needed nails. She told them and they began laughing, when learnt that a young lady and her little daughter wanted to do. They came to our house together with my mom and everything was ready in the evening. They repesed to teke money. The only thing we could do for them just to feed them with pancakes after their work. By the way since that time it is my favorite food. One of the man asked if the had something to paint the fence. My mum answered that she would buy paint a little bit leter. Bu the very next day in the morning the 2 men came and they brought their own paint and paited the fence. We wanted to pay them for it some money, but they refused.
They said that the paint was left after the painting of their fence. Yesterday in the evening I was thinking of my about career and increase on a post in the clinic. I'm happy that I can get my favorite job In any country. I should not study, because I have the diploma of doctor, medical business of the European standard. I don't know how to spend this month, I don't want to waste my time uselessy. I must think it over. Of course I will write letters to you. But it will take only the part of my day. What to do in the rest? I must find a decision. I hope, you are not sick and tired of my letter.But I want to tell you much. I think you are not against of it, because I suppose you are my closest the man of my heart . Don't forget to write letters to me. Your Natalia
Letter 11
Hi my Stewart, How are you? Today I've the big desire to write to you. How are you doing today? What’s new? I am fine over here and I was very glad to hear from you because I miss you very very much!!! I am thinking about you all the time, you are very dear to me. Dear Stewart, here's my number + 7 7142 44 39 08. but dear Stewart, international telephone communication is impossible in my city. I live more than 4000 kilometers from Nur-Sultan. in my city there is only one antenna tower and we have only local mobile communication. My phone operator doesn't even have an international code. Stewart, you know, today I woke up with sun beams that were coming out of my window and my first thought was about you! :) I was laying in my bed and thinking, imagining that may be some wonderful day we’ll be waking up together like this and the first thing you will do when you wake up is kissing me and wishing me a good morning and I will do the same for you. You know, I liked that thought :) Who knows, may be some day it will be the reality? How do you think? Would you like that, ***? I suppose I can tell you about my bad experience in relations. If you are not interested in it you may stop reading the letter. I won't be offended. I think I can tell you the story because you have become very very close to me recently. I hope you have an idea of the problem with alcohol in Kazakhstan and I suppose you understand why I don't want to look for a husband in Kazakhstan. Let's begin since the very first day of the acquaintance. I worked in the clinic as a the children's therapist's assistant. I was going home after my work but it began raining and I could not go because I had left my umbrella at home. It was summer but never the less I didn't want to get wet and to take a cold. I was standing under the roof of the building waiting till the rain would stop. But the rain was not going to stop and I wanted to go home in the rain. But a young man was going in my direction with an umbrella. He saw that I couldn't go with an umbrella and offered me to take his one. I asked him: "And what about you?" He said that he would spend some time in the clinic and may be the rain would stop soon. I asked how I would be able to return him the umbrella. He said his adress to me and his name. His name is Nikolay. It was not far from the clinic. I wrote down his adress and promised to give him the umbrella the next day in the evening. On my home I thanked the yuong man and asked the God to stop the rain. But it was raining the whole night. I cursed myself that I had taken the umbrella and that he was wet to the skin because of me. I didn't sleep a wink at night. The next day in the clinic was so long for me. I was looking forward to finishing my work to give the umbrella back to Nikolay. I wanted to learn how he was. As soon as my working day was over, I chanded my working clother and left my work. Nikolay was standing at the door smiling. It turned out that he remembered the time when my work was over. He came to meet me. I asked about his health at once. He said that everything was all right. He didn't get too wet because he was running home. Then we walked for a long time. We talked a lot. My mum had died already and I was alone. He was the dearest and the closest man in the world for me at that time. He saw much of each other at time. But i didn't invite him my house I wanted to check him. Once we were invited to a Birthday party of his friend. I agreed to go to see his friends, as i wanted to know more about him. Nikolay didn't drink even champagne. I thought it was because of me, because I didn't drink as well. But his friends told me that Nikolay really didn't drink alcohol. I liked Nikolay. I think so did he. We became more than friends and he began to live in my house. First 2 months we were very happy, we were on the seveth heaven. But then he got a very good job.
He became a truck driver. He made much money. But he began drinking alcohol. At first a little bit - then more and more. He didn't sleep at home at night. When he was ***** he began beating me. I tolerated, I beared it. I thought he change for the better, that he would the same he had been before. But nothing chanded. Once I was beaten by him bitterly and left my house. He didn't came back 9 days. Our friends told me that they had seen Nikolay with other girls. I came to the conclusion that it was enough to bear it. When he came back he even wasn't sorry and didn't apologize. I don't think that he had forgotten that he had beaten me. I didn't say a word in the evening. I started the talk in the morning when he was sober. So I made him leave my house forever. He was shouting, screaming and he even broke a foto in the frame where my mom and I were. I saad to him that I would call a police, well he had gone. Forever. Now I am happy that I didn't marry him. Don’t want such relations once again. Almost all Kazakh men drink alcohol alot that's why I don't want to have any relations with them. I suppose you understand me. I'm sorry my letter is too long.
But I wanted to show you what I am feeling. I am very happy that I got acquainted with you. I hope our communication will never stop. Marina has told to you "Hi". I have to finish me letter. Thanks that you write me. With all my heart, your Natalia P.S. By the way, I have overlooked to tell to you. Today building expert have repaired my pipes on water supply and a heat supply. I am happy! Now I can not freeze in the winter. It is very little necessary for the lonely woman for happiness!!! (smile) Iy pipes on water supply and a heat supply was repaired by the same carpenter who repaired Nina door.
Letter 12
Hello my dear Stewart, It was very pleasant for me to receive your letter as usual. I always think about you, I need you a lot, you are always in my thoughts. The first thing that I do when I come internet cafe I check my e-mail and hope to receive a letter from you. I like your letters very much, I feel how sincere and serious you are to me. I can’t express my feelings to you, but if we meet you’ll see everything in my eyes, my joy, my happiness. Honey, when I look at your photos I imagine our meeting, I would like you to know how much you mean to me, I am really happy that I’ve met you! We are far away from each other now, but I am sure that we need each other, I am sure that the fact that we’ve met was meant to be. Who knows, may be we are two halfs of one? ;) I can’t find words that can describe my feelings to you, you are making me the happiest woman in the world! I would like to thank you for your love and care, I know that you are serious and sincere with me, from my side I’ll try to do my best to make you happy. Because deep in my heart I feel that you are a very special man who is dear to my heart so much! My sunshine, you know, I’d like to tell you that you’ve changed my life a lot, you are always in my thoughts. I am sure that we’ve met because God helped us, this is His present for us. You know, I am already afraid to lose you, lose our special connection that we have for now, I don’t know how my life is going to be without you, I can’t imagine it now. You’ve brought me so much joy and happiness, I trust you completely! I opened my heart to you and I would really like our relationships to be forever like it is now, like we are in the wonderful sweet dream! I am finishing my letter to you now and I am waiting for your reply now! With hugs, Natalia
Letter 13
HI my sunshine Stewart, How are you today? What is new with you? I am doing fine over here, thinking about you a lot. I was very glad to receive a letter from you.You know, that your letters always bring me joy. Stewart, how was your day? What did you do? Today I went for a walk with my friend Marina. We’ve been walking in the park and you know I always had a thought how nice it could be if we (you and me) were walking together. How do you think, wouldn’t it be nice? So I decided to come internet cafe and write you a letter right away, now I have a little bit more free time, so I can write you almost every day or every two days! This makes me feel better because I have got used to your letters and I miss you if I don’t hear from you, you know? You know Stewart, I’ve told you before that I wanted to find my true love, my soul mate, I think that I am very close to it now. I am very serious about you, there is only one thing left. Our meeting. This is very important, in my opinion. And this is the best way to learn much more about each other. I am dreaming about it, about the time we can see each other for the first time, look into each others eyes… It’s only my dreams for now, but I want all this to come true? OK, ***, I am finishing my letter now and I will be looking for your next letter very impatiently!!! Have a great day and write back soon!
I miss you! Natalia
Letter 14
Hi my dear Stewart, Thank you very much for your letter, I was very glad to receive it. I am always very happy when I get a letter from you. You know that you are very important to me and I am thinking about you all the time. Yesterday when I went to bed I was thinking about you, about us, remembering how we’ve met, remembering our first letters when we didn’t know each other at all and comparing to what we have now and this comparison made me smile. Because now I feel that I have the person in the world who cares about me, who I can talk to about everything, the one who is very interesting for me. Honey, you know, I am very glad that we have each other. I think that the worst thing in the world is when you are alone, when nobody is near you, when there is no person who is close to your heart and soul. I think that even though we are apart from each other now, we are still happy, happy with the thought that we are in each other’s life. Happy to think about us, to dream about our meeting that is going to happen some time, about our future, happy future if everything goes right. My dear Stewart, all above is said honestly, from the bottom of my heart. This is how I feel, this is what inside of me, deep in my soul.
I think that you are that special one who I can share it with. I wanted you to know how I feel and what I am thinking about. Honey, please, tell me what are you thinking about and what is in your mind?
I would really like to know that, this is important for me. Important to know what are your joys and sorrows. Bye for now, my sunshine!
Remember I am thinking about you!!!
Have a great day!
With tender hugs and kisses, Natalia
Letter 15
Hi my sunshine Stewart, How are you doing today? How is everything with you? Thank you very much for your letter, I was very glad to receive it. Your letters like a bright sun make my day. I am thinking about you a lot and I just can’t get you out of my head.
But I think that this is a good thing, actually deep in my heart I feel that the emotional connection we are developing is becoming ****** day by day. I feel that my feelings to you are getting stronger and stronger. Every day I am thinking about you more and more. You know, every day I think how great this is that we’ve met in internet, from so many men and women that are there we’ve chosen each other, not anybody else. I am so thankful to fate that it gave me you. All the time I am dreaming about you and me, us together. These are very wonderful dreams, I am thinking about our future together, what if we meet and like each other a lot and then how everything would be changed for both of us. I like dreaming about us, hoping for the great future together. Stewart, tell me how was your day? How is evejrything? What is new? I want to know all about you!!! Please, tell me about your childhood! I would really like to know it, I want to know all about my sunshine :) I am finishing my letter now and I will be looking forward to your reply very impatiently! With tender hugs and kisses, Natalia
Letter 16
Hello my dear Stewart, Honey, I think you see everything in my letters. It shows that I'm glad I met you. How was I supposed to comment on what you wrote??? I don't understand???? I'm glad you ended your last relationship and found me. At the weekend, Marina and I went to a cafe to eat rolls.
And how did you spend your weekend???, I was very glad to receive it.
You know that each letter that you send me brings me much joy. Today the weather is good here. I have spent all my day outside. When I came internet cafe, I decided to check my e-mail right away, it was very pleasant for me as usual to receive a letter from you, I have been waiting for it impatiently!!! Your letters always bring me joy and good mood :) I am really very happy that I’ve got acquainted with you.
You are like a wonderful dream that came into my life, I think and dream about you very often! :) My dear Stewart, I think that there is something between us that make me trust you and open my heart for you, I would like to give you my full trust because I see in your letters how sincere and serious you are towards me. Honey, I can’t describe you all of my feelings, the thought that the person like you have appeared in my life makes me feel so excited!!! You are far from me now, but I feel that my happiness is somewhere near me. I hope that we’ll be happy together.
Sweetheart, all I’ve told you is very true, all of my words are coming from my heart and soul! I wish to tell, that I have really reflected on visiting of your country. Now time of my vacation. I, think, that now the most favorable time for our meeting. During a vacation I can visit agency of travel and learn about visiting of your country. What do you think of it? I know, that after holiday I will need to work much. Work takes away a lot of time and it is difficult to reflect on private life. I, think, that time for private life has now come. If you really want our meeting tomorrow I can visit agency travel... What do you think of it? I like to dream about you because it brings me much joy. I am so happy that you are in my life now. You mean so much to me. Your love, care and attention are vitally important to me. The thoughts about you warm my heart and soul. I don’t know what I would do if I didn’t meet you, you brought me a new life. Sweetheart, I really need you! You are so important to me. I am finishing my letter now and I will be looking forward to your fast reply!!! With hugs and tender kisses, Natalia
Letter 17
Hello my warm angel Stewart!!!

I am madly glad to receive from you your warm and your most gentle letter. Each your word is filled by such warm solar beams. I always read your letters on some times. I read and I represent you nearby, I close eyes, I look, how you near to me sit. These imaginations it after all so is healthy and so it is pleasant. Darling Stewart, I thought much, and have understood, that we should meet you. I understand, that if we want with you strong relations the meeting is necessary. You with me agree? But I very much wish to arrive to you. Next week on work to me give holiday in a current of 2-3 months. And if you not against, I like to spend this time with you. I would like to visit you in your country. It is very interesting to me to learn culture of your country. Interestingly as you live. You know, that I never was outside of Kazakhstan. I very much wish to see you. The darling you is ready to accept me in the country? I had a dream this night. Today you have dreamt me. You have met me at the airport when I have arrived to you. You stood in a white jacket, and in hands you had very big bouquet of a rose. On your person the dazzling smile shone. You have approached to me and have strong embraced me, and I have kissed you for the first time. When we have left the airport, you have suggested to walk on a city and to show me sights. I have agreed, and You have started to show me your fine city.
We went, talked, told different histories from a life. We are surrounded with beautiful green avenue, we go lengthways it, then unexpectedly you pick up me on hands and start to turn with me. I laugh, and even in a dream I have felt warmth of your embraces. Then you have put me on the earth, and we have appeared the person to each other. In your eyes I saw the reflexion of the dark blue sky. And at all have not noticed that evening, and began to darken. You have suggested me to go to you home and to have supper with you. When we have arrived to you, the table has been already covered. You set fire two candles and have switched off light. We sat the friend opposite to the friend and have started to eat. We spoke and laughed. You have included slow music and have invited me to dance. You took me for a waist, and I have compressed your neck, and we have started to dance.
On this place the alarm clock has rung out. And I have woken up. This dream such was such distinct, I so did not wish to wake up. And when I have woken up, it was very a pity to me, that it was only a dream. I very much would want that this dream was carried out. I hope that you liked my dream. I will look forward your letter Yours and only yours Natalia P.S. I hope, you will not give up to meet me in the country. If you cannot, simply tell to me about it. I require only your consent, you agree to meet me?????
Letter 18
Dear mine Stewart, I really want our first meeting and the night to take place as soon as possible.Today I went in travel agency and have learned, that it to be necessary for me for arrival in your country. People have convinced me of travel agency, that we can be together. I am in good mood. I wondered how much it would cost for me to make visa. They said that only the examination of application for visa will cost me 30 usd. This money won't be returned even if the application is rejected. To gat visa I must go to Nur-Sultan where is the embassy. I'll to visit a lot of agencies, offices and organization in Kostanay in Nur-Sultan. This is the usual way to get visa, it may take me many months. I said to them that I could wait for a long time. And they offered me to solve the problem and it will take me less time if I use Full Package of Service (FPS). FPS includes additional payments for a category of the visa, consular services, preparation for interview with commission.
FPS costs 360 usd, but the visas agency remove all the problems and thus increases the chance of getting a visa without excessive delays (I can get a visa in a week or two). I thought for a long time and came to the conclusion that this variant is the only right for me.
Whether I do not know correctly has made, having paid such money.
Probably I needed to consult to you all over again. But I have thought that other exit is not present. For a cheap payment documents are very for a long time made. We do not have time to wait. I agreed and registered my application for visa, hoping that you'll be glad to meet me. Can you imagine that we'll spend some weeks together or even can all life. It is not important for me where to live if I shall be sure in your feelings for 100 percent my loved and native I without any meditations shall stay to live in a place with you. For the sake of happiness and family I am ready on many things. I very much would dream that you all life were only near to me. I'm immensely happy when I'm thinking about the opportunity. I'll be everything myself? May be you think I try to do too quickly, probably you suppose it's too earty everything us to meet each other. But I can't wait for ages, I'm happy now at present time. Necessary to begin moving to howe something in your life, it's important to go ahead, to overcome difficulties to take aim. Very soon I'll leave the work and I'll be able to spend my vacation with you. I have never been abroad. But now I have a chance to meet you. It's a dream. You are my friend, and friend sometimes meet each other. I think it will be great, wonderful, fantastic. I hope you don't think that I'm too impudent. I just want to met you and to spend some time with you. I suppose you haven't changed your attitude towards me after this letter. I'm looking forward to seeing to calm down my heart. Please tell me you be able to meet me? Will you be happy to face me? I hope you!! Your Natalia
Letter 19
Hi my dear Stewart, I talked to Marina about you Stewart, for a long time yesterday in the evening. I told her that I wanted to meet you.
Marina supported me in my desire. She said that I could't miss a chanse to see you. Marina is very glad that I've got acquainted with you. She wants me to be happy. I hope that one day you and Marina will be friends. I believe that Marina be as close to you as to me. Now I often think of you before sleeping. I am glad, that you were not against I have chosen Full Package Service. I very much experienced. But I so would like to speed up process and somewhat quicker to be near to you... I do not think your feelings premature. Because I too test to you strong feelings. For me a great honor to get acquainted with such fair, open, kind person as you.... Now I with impatience wait for the notice from travel agency.
For me days became very long. I want that have faster flown by days of expectation. I want to inform you date of my start faster. I think about our letters to each other. I often ask myself what will be then, when we'll fase. It's very interesting how long would we be able to talk when we met for the first time. What do you think of it? It seems to me that I want to tell you much and it will take me several days to tell all about myself. But I'm shy and can be confused when I'll meet you for the first time. But I think that we are mare than friends that is why we will be able to speak of what we want. I saw a plane not long ago. And I thought that these "Iron birds"
allow to meet million peaple who are happy to see each other every day. But when I think about my future flight on board the blane I can't forget catastropher of two planes. It was terrible to see grief and tears of relatives of the dead people. Now our government is sure that terrorist acts took place hare. I believe that guilty people were severely punished. They have no right to prevent peaceful people from living. I hate terrorism and violence! You should know that fear of terrorists will never stop me. I'll be able to fly on board the plane and to be afraid of nothing. In my childnood I was flyining by plane.
But people sai that flights are if it's true. I heard that passangers are very well served during the flight. I'm interested to see it.
Sorry, but now I don't know exact date when I can arrive to you. But I shall necessarily inform when I can. Hope you can patiently wait? I'm ready to give much to know precisely when I can see you. Your love Natalia
Letter 20
Hi my sweetheart Stewart, Dear Stewart, I has read your letter and was on the top of the world with happiness! I like your romantic reasonings. At you rich imagination. I like to read such letters. After them I feel myself as the happy and desired woman. I want that my documents were ready as soon as possible. I want that the travel agency has sped up this process. Whether I asked you approve my act? I have paid the big sum of money for promptness. How you look at it? For me your answer was important. Because it is difficult for me for one to make such decisions. I have paid this money because I want to be with you as soon as possible because my Holiday. It is not a pity to me what money for the sake of our meeting. I am in a very good mood today, but when I am reading your letters again and again I feel even better, I love to receive your letters, they always bring me much joy and make me happy! I am always thinking about you and you are in my thoughts. I wish you could be near me now, but I know that we’ll see each other and we’ll be together. When I think about all this it feels like I am flying in the sky!!! :) My day was fine and resting today. I slept in today, woke up, then took a very nice shower, had breakfast and cleaned my house for a little while. I like when my house is cosy and looks nice and clean.
Today I’ve also went to the movies with my girlfriend, we had a wonderful time. The movie was a scary one, but I liked it a lot.
Tomorrow I am planning to go to the gym because I want to stay in shape. I like when my figure is slim and looks fine. So I’ll take care of my health. Everything is alright with me, now when you’ve appeared in my life, I feel that the emptiness I had in my heart and soul have gone away, I know that you think and care about me, and this is the most important thing for me! I would like to tell you that you’ve changed my life a lot, and even though you are far away from me, I know for sure that you are near me in my thoughts, you are always with me. I want you to feel very comfortable and happy because you are very important to me! Honey, you know, there are so many stars in the sky, but yesterday night when I looked at it, I’ve found this one beautiful star that will lead us and our happiness! All the words I tell you are from my heart and I’ll never get tired of telling you how much you and our relationships mean to me! :) Now I every day go to travel agency and I try to find out I skin the information concerning readiness of my documents. Today to me have told that probably tomorrow the day after tomorrow me will cause silt on interview in embassy. I was very glad to receive such information.
Now day for me lasts as a month as I think all about our long-awaited meetings. I am finishing my letter now and I will be looking forward to your reply!!! With hugs and warm kisses, Your love Natalia
Letter 21
Hello my honey Stewart, Dear Stewart, I was happy to receive the letter from you. Today my letter will be short. At me not so it is a lot of time. I want, that you have sent me your full home address, a phone number and the nearest airport where you will be capable to meet me. This the information necessary for embassy in Nur-sultan. Of course I'm thinking about our first night, I'm very worried and I can't wait for it to finally happen. I have just left travel agency, and have decided to inform you good news at once. Me cause to Nur-sultan on interview in embassy. Tomorrow I should leave to Nur-sultan. It seems to me, that I waited for this moment the whole eternity. The travel agency has carried out the task earlier than I thought. It can is connected to that sum of money which I have paid for acceleration of readiness of documents. Now it is not of great importance. I go to embassy!!! Probably tomorrow or the day after tomorrow I can receive documents which are necessary for arrival in your country. Tomorrow I shall write to you from Internet - cafe of the city of Nur-sultan. I shall inform you all news which will concern my trip. After I shall receive documents, I will need to return back to native city, to collect necessary things and to buy the ticket in your country. Trip to Nur-sultan costs not cheaply, therefore I wanted to go to Nur-sultan, to pass interview in embassy and to wait for day of a start.
But in the contract it is told, that in your country I can buy the ticket only in travel agency which helps me to collect necessary documents. From superstition I shall not begin to buy the ticket before reception of documents. Of agency of me convince, that it is possible to buy the ticket, and, then to pass interview. They have told to me, that many people do so. But it seems to me wrong. Dear, I was probable next week can inform you date of my start. I believe that next week I can take off to you. How you concern to this?
I think that you too will be glad. I shall finish the letter. I shall go to collect things home. I shall call to you if there will be urgent questions. I hope to receive from you the answer which will bring to me encouragement. Your love Natalia
Letter 22
Hi my dear Stewart, Dear Stewart, I was glad to receive your letter. Thanks you for all given information. Today I have arrived to Nur-Sultan. I am very tired, and could not write to you is a lot. Dear Stewart, I informed you some times that cause me to Nur-Sultan on interview Now I near Embassy the in internet-cafe. I write to you the letter and I worry. I think, that my destiny tomorrow is solved. Hope to me' give the visa and I can meet you. It will be the greatest day in my life!! It's a pity, that I cannot write for a long time. Because I am very strongly tired. I hope, that I can soon write to you about results of visit to Embassy.
If I cannot write from Nur-Sultan I shall write from Kostanay. With love yours and only yours Natalia
Letter 23
Hi my dearest Stewart, I have more recently left embassy and at once have decided to write to you. I write to you the letter and I smile. I'm so glad! If I could, I would speak with you for a long time. But unfortunately now it is impossible. But I am confident, that our meeting will take place also we shall speak in person. I want to tell to you about the commission in Nur-Sultan. I hope to you it interestingly!!! Tomorrow I shall already write to you from native city. I shall arrive to Kostanay most likely tomorrow in the evening. I can probably have the visa. Because I tried for it much. I worry, you should understand it. I never thought that the commission will ask such unusual questions. They asked about my ****** life, they asked about children, about work, about patriotism, about my attitude to your country, about my conversance and awareness of events which happened in the world and in your country, about my religion and belief. I have told about all my life in detail. I spoke about very thing fairly how it's really. To me have told that my answers are unexpected and as a rule applicants don't answer such questions so directly and openly. They haven't got used to hear such answers, but they said that to hear sincere and truthful answers is much more pleasant than words which come not from heart and reason. Children from the orphanages also have made the big impression and rendered the big influence on the commission. To me have told that I the first lady who have such support from children - orphans. Now I should wait the decision. I hope, that my visa will be ready within the next few days.
The representative of embassy at once informs about it to travel agency. After that I shall buy the ticket in your country. After I shall buy the ticket I shall inform date of the start. Now I agree with expression: "Expectation of death is worse than the death" I can't concentrate on anything. My heart so worry, I can't work. They have told that the decision will be accepted in several days. I so worry. I so want that this small dream was come true. I simply want to see my lovely friend. I think the God will help me. I simply want to meet you. I already see us together and I sink in dreams. I want to construct with you the ship to float under sails in boundless ocean. I want to meet with you a dawn and to see off a sundown. We will float on our ship and our love will illuminate our way. We will look at night at stars, we'll be pleased in the afternoon to the sun. If there will be a storm, our love will protect us. If there will be a calm, our love will be a wind. Our love will be a beacon for us. We will be floating at ocean of love and oblivion and nothing can separate us. We'll name our ship - Dream. It will be the small ship, but very strong. Because we will make our ship from belief, hope and love. It's impossible to wait, when your dream will fall to you from the sky. It's necessary to go to the dream. It's necessary to clear and build the road itself. If in heart there is a belief and dream, if in heart there is a love and hope, it is necessary to achieve the dream by all means. I always go to the dream.
I don't sit on a place. In my life there were very few light moments.
On this I try to make everything that my dreams have come true. I understand that now it's only dreams. But these dreams brighten my life. I hope that yours also. Nothing will keep me to arrive to you!!! With tenderness your Natalia
Letter 24
Hello my Stewart, Dear Stewart, I have received your electronic letter. I was very glad to read him. Your letters install to me unlimited quantity of confidence. Having read them I become the omnipotent person. Very much has changed from the moment of our acquaintance. I, think, that I began to live only after acquaintance to you. Till this time I only existed. After our acquaintance my life has sharply changed in the best side. It has noticed not only I. My fellow workers, my friends, even my patients - all have noticed change in my life. Everyone ask the same question. It is interesting to all why I look so happy.... Dear yesterday I could not write to you because all the day long was in a way. I have arrived to Kostanay late at night. From road I am very tired. I as have reached a house and have gone to bed. I think that I knowingly have visited to Nur-Sultan. From trip I still had many positive emotions. I when did not go on so important affairs, therefore strongly worried. On road to Nur-Sultan I with anybody did not communicate because thought of interview in embassy. I experienced that any failure can visit me. I was afraid that can give up to me in reception of the visa. But my experiences appeared are vain. On interview to me did not give the exact answer. In a corridor I have waited the person which was in the commission and he has told, that I should not worry.
Has told that in two or three days representatives of embassy will contact travel agency and will cause me to Nur-Sultan for reception of the visa. Therefore I have gone home with quiet soul. Now I need to wait the answer from embassy then it is necessary to buy the ticket in your country, to go again to Nur-Sultan to receive the visa and to wait day of a start. The second trip to Nur-Sultan does not deliver me of inconvenience. The ticket to me will need to be bought in Kostanay from representatives of travel agency. To take off I should from the Nur-Sultan airport because I will need to come in embassy and to receive the visa. It would be convenient for me to take off from the Kostanay airport but for this purpose to me some days in Nur-Sultan should to live and to wait for readiness of the visa. Nur-Sultan not city familiar to me. Hotels cost very dearly and it is terrible to me to be in Nur-Sultan one.
Therefore I have chosen not absolutely convenient, but a safe variant.
Today I went to travel agency and told him about trip to Nur-Sultan. They sincerely were glad for me. Unfortunately the Embassy yet did not contact travel agency. I think that has passed not enough time. I think tomorrow or the day after tomorrow representatives of embassy will cause me for reception of the visa. I want that it has taken place as soon as possible. I want to buy as soon as possible the ticket to you and to wait for day of a start. Dear if tomorrow or the day after tomorrow me will cause for reception of the visa I shall buy the ticket to you. I shall buy the ticket with a stock of 5-6 days. I shall better lead these days pending. Suddenly there will be unforeseen circumstances. Dear, I finish the letter and I shall go home. I need to prepare much for all for the period of the absence. I love you and I want to be only with you. The feeling of love amplifies every new day. Your love Natalia
Letter 25
Hi my dear Stewart, Dear Stewart, I was very glad to receive your letter. My visa is available, but I can take away her only after I shall redeem the ticket in your country. Tomorrow or after tomorrow, I shall buy the ticket in your country but only after to me inform from travel agency, and will tell, that my documents are completely ready. For arrival to you. I every day think of our meeting with you. I know how it is to be thinking about someone all the time, I have felt that as well. So then I try to keep myself busy doing other things and it helps. I guess that's how I've been able to get along all this time without somebody special in my life. I keep myself busy with study, with friends. I have become used to it now, but not entirely. Some times I get along doing chores around the house, listening to music, or helping other people with their problems. It has been so many times that I wanted to be with someone. So as time went on, little by little I had to learn how to not feel lonely. But I have also learned that it's not all that possible. And in the same way I try to avoid getting hurt, as it has happened to me before. And that too is not all that possible. On the other side I have seen other peoples mistakes and I like to think that I wont make the same ones. I try to think of many possible results, I like to be cautious and to think ahead, but I have learned that as careful that I may be, there is always something that can go wrong. So why should I continue to hold back and not live my life like others, by going ahead with what my heart says and being as cautious as possible, right? We are only human and imperfect, all I can try is to do the best I can, with the person that best fits my way of thinking.
And it would seem so strange that I could find such a person on the other side of the planet. Imagine if the Internet didn't exist, I would have never known about you and I would probably continue to live the same way forever. There is only so much happiness that one can achieve alone, but I would like to think that I could achieve so much more with you. It would be wonderful to stop dreaming about it and make it come true. So at the same time, I also think about what would be needed to make a relationship work and how to provide for as much as possible. It's not easy when other pressures are felt in a relationship. So if at first we should decide to take this beyond what it has become so far, I think it will be like awaking from a dream and trying our best to make the dream come true. Like I said before, there is a lot to talk about, a lot to learn and understand. The feeling of love is great, but it takes little bit more to have a place to live, to be healthy and have a family. I know that these are subjects that can't be decided or solved in a week, but the most important thing will be addressed, how well we get along. There is one thing that I know for sure, I like you very much and we will have a wonderful time together. Your words in every letter have shown me that we think the same way, so I truly believe that something great and long lasting will come out of this. I think about you every day and wish you were near me already. I will just have to be patient and wait for that moment to come true. With hugs and tender kisses, Yours Natalia
Letter 26
Hello my dearest Stewart, I have good news, very well for me and for you! I wanted to call to you and to explain all by phone. But I am afraid, that you become angry on me and will refuse to help me, therefore I have decided to write to you. Today in the morning I have come to travel agency where to me informed good news. I have got the visa. Now it is necessary for me to buy the ticket to you and to go in Nur-Sultan behind the visa and to wait day of my start. I'm immensely happy. I will be able to see you in person!!! Dear I it is very good to speak in English you to not worry for us. I addressed the company which sells tickets for plans. I asked them how, as to me have explained to me it is necessary to have the ticket to you I would be able to go Heathrow Airport on the September 6th and how much it would cost. They said that the ticket would cost
1033 Pounds. I asked them to find a cheaper ticket, because the price is too high for me. But as it turned out I would not be able to have a cheaper ticket so quickly, the date is too early. Tickets must be reserved long beforehand. I asked them to offer me other variants of the flight. We found the most suitable one. The flight is on September 11th. The ticket costs 285 Pounds I asked the to reserve the ticket for me. But they refused to do it having said that they had a lot of clients. They cannot reserve my ticket without advance money. I was imploring them. But it did not work. They said that they would help me with great pleasure but they couldn't. The rules are so. I was in a panic, I was so disappointed. Then I asked them if I could give just a part of the money. But they did not agree again. I asked them for a long time saying that my fiance Stewart is waiting for me. If I asked them a little bit longer I would burst out of crying.
Maybe God heard my prayers, and the service worked agreed to reserve the ticket on my conditions. But I have too little time to pay, for the ticket. They said if I did not day the rest of the ticket price, I would loose the money I'd already given to them. I was angry, but they explained that it would be very difficult to sell the ticket for the plane which is flying. They would have to lower the price. I agreed.
They told me to pay 823 Pounds. But it was too much for me, because I had only 225 Pounds. I asked to wait for me during 12 hours. I went out of the room. Anastasia met me at the door. I told her everything. She understood everything and advised me to **** our treasures to a pawnshop. It was very difficult for me to agree to do it. I did not want to burden Anastasia. But at the same time I want to meet you. We pawned the treasures, I got 90 Pounds and I paid the part of the ticket price 415 Pounds. It was my last money, it was for the plane by which I'm going to come to you. It was very difficult for me to tell you this story. I have done all what I could. I have paid for the visa. I have paid for the part of the ticket. But this was not enough. The money was not enough. I did not want to burden you. I wanted to come to you with nobody's help. I thought my money would be enough. But I failed. Now I feel guilty myself. I did not manage to do all myself for our meeting. I thought nothing would prevent me from meeting you.
But I must pay the rest of the money for the ticket It's just 511 Pounds. I must pay it till the September 9th. Otherwise I will loose the money I have paid and i will loose the chance to see you. And our treasures will be sold by the pawnshop. Now I feel guilty that I could not do what i promised to come to you with my own money. I always do what I promise. I feel at ease now, I'm ashamed of asking you to help me. Unfortunately the clinic did not pay me the money I'd earned. I really hoped to get this money. But I'll get the money from the clinic in a month or two. Because it's very typical for Kazakhstan to hold up the payments of salary. I asked the clinic to give me my money earlier, but they refused to do it. Now the clinic does not have the money necessary for me. Our clinic depends on the budget, it did not get money for a longtime. I think it's because of the financial crisis and terrorist acts. I must say to you that I will not be able to meet you because I will not be able to pay the whole sum of money myself. Of course I realize that I should not ask you to give me the money.
But at the time I cannot just that I will not come to you. I have done too much to organize our meeting. If I refuse to meet you it will mean that everything was in vain. It's terrible for me to refuse to come to you, I have done all what I could. Now I want you to help me and I think there is nothing horrible if I ask you to help me. Of course I realize that may be you have no feelings to me and may be you're not interested in our meeting. I understand that the sum of money is too big. I know it and that's why it's more difficult for me to ask it from you. But at the same time any person can find himself in my conditions. And now there is only one thing which I can do. I just must say that I will never come to you. But I do not want to say so, because I want to meet you. That's why I must be honest, I need your help. Of course I understand that I must not do it. But I'm an honest person. I'm ashamed of asking you to help me, but life is a difficult thing, everything can happen. Of course it's up to you to decide if you want to help me or not. It's bad, but not fatal. I will loose my money. It's bad but not mortal either. 360 Pounds which I have paid for the visa and 415 Pounds which I have paid for the ticket are too much for me. But I'm not sorry for what I have done for our meeting. In fact money is just paper, our treasures are just metal details. That's why I was the first who decided to meet each other. But I do not want all my efforts to be spent in vain. If you really want to meet me, if you can help me to organize our meeting please send me the money till the morning of the September 9th. Please forgive me my words. I say so because I'm in despair. Now when just one step can connect us, I'm afraid. I need you, I want to be with you, I need you help, believe me, I'm honest with you. I did not manage to estimate my forces. And all my efforts spent in vain. I understand that the sum of money is too big for you. I did not want to ask you. I can do everything myself. My loneliness made me strong. I had always been living with my own efforts I always relied on myself. I asked somebody to help me very seldom, but now I ask you to help me. I will give you all the money back as soon as I'm able. Maybe I made you offended. But I need you. I do not know if my letter you disappointed. But I have written you an honest letter. I'm looking forward to you answer. I hope for you. I ask you to not worry.I send you flight details: Air Astana
8h 10m in flight 13:15.11 Sep, Sun - Nur-Sultan (Astana), NQZ
17:25.11 Sep, Sun - Frankfurt am Main, FRA Transfer 2h 35m Lufthansa
1h 40m in flight 20:00.11 Sep, Sun - Frankfurt am Main, FRA
20:40.11 Sep, Sun - London Heathrow, LHR Natalia
Letter 27
Hello my wonderful Stewart! Honey Stewart, I didn't expect my trip to have such a high price. I was blinded and consumed by my feelings for you. I wanted to meet you so badly. I didn't want to ask for your help. I wanted to come to you on my own. Well, your country has very strict rules for visiting you.
To get a visa, I need to fulfill a number of conditions and collect the entire package of my documents. I have already paid most of the money. only 511 euro was not enough for me. I tried all the options to find this amount of money but it was all unsuccessful. I was forced to ask for your help, I was very ashamed. But your help is the last hope for me. Honey Stewart, I promise you that you will never regret our meeting. I will make you the happiest man in the whole world. Dear Stewart, I contacted the bank for advice. I was told that you can sen 511 EUR to my bank account from your country without any problems.
money transfer takes about three days. Dear Stewart, I promise you that you will never regret our meeting. I promise you that I will not disappoint you. my feelings for you are real and I believe in fate. I feel a deep connection between us. I feel like we are kindred spirits.
I am sending you my bank details: First name: Natalya
Last name: Strogaya Account number (IBAN): KZ408562204219493925 Name of the bank: Bank CenterCredit JSC
SWIFT/BIC: KCJBKZKX My Address: Frolov St 67, Kostanay City, post code 110000, Country Kazakhstan The bank's address 98, PANFILOV STR.
City: Almaty
Postal code 050000 I'm so happy that you came into my life! You have been a revelation to me! It seems that until I met you, I simply did not meet mature men on my way! I'm really missing you!!! There is joy in my heart, because I have such a wonderful man with whom I will be happy, and who will be happy with me. It's you, my love Stewart. Thanks to you, I have a feeling of confidence in the future! Whatever happens to me, we can all go through and win together and side by side!! You are my strong shoulder, on which I can always lean! You are my support, I know that you feel me and my emotions, and sometimes one of your words or a look is enough for me to easily move from a state of despair to a state of happiness, joy and boundless trust !!! Thanks for everything you do for me!!! You are my treasure and I will always tell you this!!! Your beloved Natalya
Letter 28
I am very sad. Your friends never saw me and they know nothing about me. I never saw your friends too. Why they name me scam??? To me I am very insulting also I do not know that to me to do now. I remained alone with the problems of our meeting. Dear Stewart, I am an ordinary and peaceful girl from Kostanay. I am an ordinary child therapist, I had the right upbringing. I did very well at school, I graduated from the university with honors. I work with kids. Children sense bad people, they feel deception. because children are still unspoiled by the hypocrisy and cynicism of society. I have never deceived people in my life, I have never committed any crime in my life. I spent all my youth and youth on hard work and training as a doctor. All I want is a cherished and sincere love. that's why I came to the Internet, because I was disappointed in the men in my city. I met you and felt a deep inner connection. For the first time in a long time, I had feelings that I have never experienced! I believe in fate, I believe in karma, I believe in God, I believe in kindness and justice! I am a strong woman, but at the same time I am fragile as glass. I am not going to harm you, I am not going to steal your money.
it's impossible! I don't want money to ruin our relationship. I'm sure money is evil! There are many problems in the world because of money.
I really wanted to come to you on my own, but I did not expect that it could have such a high price. You can blame me for not calculating the cost in advance and you'd be right. I was blinded by feelings and love. love gave me strength and confidence. I felt that nothing was impossible for me and I did not notice that I did not have enough financial resources to pay for the entire cost of my trip. I ask you not to break my heart, I ask you to bring our romance to a happy end.
Our novel is very similar to those love stories from movies and books, where the happy end is on a thorny path. We are worthy of each other.
I ask you to give me a hand of support To overcome this small and at the same time big step. I promise that you will never regret our meeting! I don't want to hide my emotions. I have feelings for you. I really have feelings for you. For me, you are warmer than the sun, softer than clouds, more fragrant than flowers. I am the happiest woman in the world because you are my happiness. I will write on the sand, on the asphalt, on the walls about how beautiful and good you are. If this inscription is washed away by the rain, I will ask the rainbow to rewrite it all over again. I want you to remember, know and
believe: my love for you is eternal.
Letter 29
Hello my wonderful Stewart! Honey Stewart, I'm sending you the selfie you asked for. I hope that very soon we will be together. I love you. I would give anything just to spend one day with you. How long do the days go by in separation from you. Seconds feel like an eternity. My strongest desire in this world is to hug you. Create reality all your and my desires. Loving each other.. kissing... hugging you. Admire your loving gaze. Feel your gentle caresses. Tell me that everything will be fine and we will be together.. I can't imagine my life without you anymore.. I think about us all the time..
I think about meeting you.. how we will spend time together.. where are we going... what are we doing........... Now that's my dream. You understand? That's why I wake up in the morning.. go to work... just breathe. Now my whole life is focused on our meeting .. I believe that when we are together, our life will change. That's why it's so important to me.... Yours Natalia
Letter 30
Hello my gentle Stewart.. I understand every day that you have strong feelings for me. I am looking forward to the moment when we meet. I will be the happiest when it happens. I'm waiting for the moment when our hearts will merge into a single whole. It's getting harder and harder for me to live without you. You changed my life, for me you are the dearest person.
You are my happiness! Dear Stewart, I have read the news of your queen's death. this is sad news. I grieve and condole with you, your country, your people. I am so inspired by the history of your country and the royal family. I was upset when Princess Diana died. when I come to you I would like to visit her grave. I have never met people like you. You are the best, most caring, most gentle. Stewart you are the most important thing that happened to me.
You are my Love! You touched my heart. You are my favorite person. I really want to be always with you. Thank you, beloved, for being you, for your understanding, support in difficult times. I am so grateful to you that you are with me. I like you! I dreamed of a man like you Stewart! I am sure that you and I will be the happiest in the world. I miss you so much my love!!!! Yours Natalia
Created: 2022-09-13    Last updated: 2022-09-13    Views: 180
    

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