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I hope u can generous chat;) I'm matchless Mistress. Currently I'm look up polite gentleman! this is my e-mail for answer is NatalyMakarova@outlook.com ! I can send You my photo attached) Have a nice day

Hello Richard, Dear Richard, thanks you for your letter. I am glad to that you have written to me. I shall hope that in the future, we shall be very good friends, and can and more. I do not know what to tell in my first letter because I never got acquainted through the Internet before. It - something new and unusual to me.
But I shall try, write good letters to you. Please not be too strict to My mistakes in words, the English language - not my native language. But I Assume, that I know it well. I understand that there is an age difference between us. But I don't want this to interfere with our communication. Age is just a number. I think seriousness comes with age. Do you agree? I'm not looking for money and riches. I'm looking for only serious and sincere relationship. I don't think that money is the most important thing in a relationship between a man and a woman. The most important thing in a relationship is trust and mutual love. If there is no trust and mutual love, then there will never be a strong relationship. You agree with me? Well, my name - Natalya, as you to know. You can name me as you like. I shall not be disappointed. To me of 41 years. My birthday - on 28 -th of May 1983. My height - 169 see. My weight 56 kg. You can see my photo, it is pleasant to you?
I live in city Pavlodar. Pavlodar known city of Kazakhstan. Pavlodar - very much beutive city. I have finished medical university. My formation will consist of 3 levels: school, college, university. You know something about this city? It is a small city, here lives almost 160000. Approximately 450 kilometres from capital of Kazakhstan. You know the city of Nur-Sultan? Tell to me what your full name?
Where you were born and in what city live? When your birthday? Who you on a zodiac sign? I studied within 18 years. All 18 years I have studied the English language also. I have finished university in age 25. How to me gave with a medal for excellent results during my studying. Than I worked as the second surgeon in small clinic within 4 years. It was very much intresting and in the same Time responsable. I was happy to give health of people, to help them. Many things depend on me during actions. I think in The future I will be capable the surgeon to become independent. You think, what it - good dream? Probably that I’m Doctor, I shall work in Clinic, as the children's therapist. I treat children. You can see my photo, it is pleasant to you? I have no man now, and I am completely lonely and free for relations. In searches on the Internet I was resulted by that I was disappointed in men of our city. Here a little good people, all of them rigid also are not able to love. I have the small house with a small garden. I live one for this reason I am not capable to Work in a garden it is constant. But however my garden is very beautiful and pleasant. I like to raise flowers because they the most beautiful which have been created by the nature. I live one, I have no neither children, nor the boyfriend. Sometimes I feel like very lonely in my house. Perhaps, for this reason I have decided to get acquainted with you. To me already 30, also I take a life philosophically. I have the house, work, friends, but I cannot tell that I am happy. I have was not present many who I can my best half. I have written to you all over again, it means, that I can divide my ideas and feelings with you. I hope, that you will not be laughter. And we shall write many letters to each other. I am very pleased and grateful, that you have answered my letter, because I Decided to try to get acquainted through the Internet only once. I never get acquainted before in such a way. I cannot Understand completely as it works because I have no computer. I only beginner in work of the Internet. But I hope, that I shall be capable to write to you constantly. I hope, that you are interested in our dialogue, as I. You can tell to me about all of you, that you want. I shall be pleased to know all about your life. It only female curiosity. I understand that tastes differ, but I hope, that my image will be pleasant for you. But I should tell that I cannot receive the big files. I shall have trouble. As I use a computer on work. I hope, that your letters will not be Will be more than 5,5 mbytes, at us very expensive Internet. If not I shall understand and I shall not be angry. I will wait your letters with your photos. Necessarily send to me some the photos, I wish to have a little that it is better to present you. I hope, that you will write to me soon. I thank you Beforehand. With the best regards. P.S. As I will wait your photos! I very much wish to see you on a photo because I consider it to see important each other on a photo! Natalya

Hi Richard, How are you? What is the weather like today in your country? I hope all is well.
Today I have had a difficult day, but now i'm free and I can spend my time writing you. I'm sorry for my previous letter. It was sad. I did not want to make you disappointed. I hope you did not get offended to my story about the mother. I am glad to hear that your mother is still alive and you are trying to visit her as often as possible to help her. You're a big lad. I'm surprised she's 93.
She is a big guy. In our country, few people live to this age. Yes, I used to sleep in a tent. It is very interesting. I like to relax in nature away from the city. I like the silence of nature. Well, I'm in a good mood and I want to tell you about my hobbies. I like listening to different music. It depends on my mood and feelings. I like Russian composers such as Dunaevskiy and Chajkovsky. But I also like listening to Mozart and bach. I think they are great composers and no body will surpass them. I like Keith Richards as well. I suppose he is a magnificent guitar player. I hope you agree with me. I like the group “Rolling Stones” very much. I like “Scorpions”, “Green Day”, Led Zeppelin, Metallica, Eagles, Limp Bizkit. I like Linkin Park”.
There are a great number of popular musicians abroad.By the way I like going to the cinema very much. I like Kazakhstan and Russian directors such as Timur Bekmambetov, Konchalovsky and Fyodor Bondarchuk. Now days a lot of foreign films are on the screen. Foreign cinema is widely spread in Kazakhstan. I like such American films as Star Wars, The Lake House, Interstellar. Matthew McConaughey is a good actor. I have some favourite shows. For example - " ****'s Kitchen" from FOX and The Tonight Show Starring Jimmy Fallon on NBC. They show the most Interesting and ridiculous histories. I like to watch programs about nature and animals very mach. I also prefer to watch NBA games. They are fantastic shows.
But unfortunately NBA games are not very often shown on Kazakhstan TV. Criminal programs have the biggest rating on TV, because here TV reporters tell about crimes occurring during a day or a week, they tell about leaders and authorities of criminal business in Kazakhstan, juvenile murderers and racists, addicts, maniacs, etc. You know the level of crimes is extremely high in Kazakhstan. The majority of our country like to watch these programs. But I hate to do it. I prefer to watch some musical and entertaining shows, and as a rule they are our Kazakhstan programs and of course they are not known to you. Now you think that I spend my time in front of the TV screen with my mouth full of popcorn and it takes me the whole day (smile.) But it's not true. Actually I watch TV very seldom, once in a blue moon. I have no time and forces to do it. My health is the most important thing for me. I do not boast. My health is really good, and I always try to be in a good form. I jag every morning, try to spend as much times as possible in the open air. I have no car and I take a bus or whatever I mean transport very seldom. I take cold - not shower. I have been living in the conditions of rather cold winters and damp autumn since my childhood. Such king of climate helps to toughen my health. I do not smoke and do not take alcoholic drinks. I prefer a healthy way of life and I'm proud of it. Sewing and knitting are my hobbies if it's possible to say so. I also like to spend my free time gardening and gathering much rooms and berries. I love to ski and to skate in winter. I can speak about my hobbies for a long time. But I also want to say that I do not like some things. I do not like artful and envious people. I hate when somebody lies and deceives. I do not love cruelty and roughness. I'm not interested in people, who prefer to spend their time drinking alcohol a lot. I also do not like bad untasty meal and cloudy days (smile.) I shall be glad, if you tell about you many various things for me. I want to know about you more and more. Because you my FRIEND. You agree? Friends always should know well each other. Your Natalya

Hello my Richard! Today is a wonderful day and I'm in high spirits, how are you? i hope everyone Fine.I am very glad that you visited your mother. How is she? How is her health? I am very happy to receive your photo !!! I really want you to send me your photo as often as possible! I am always happy when you send me your photos. It cheers me up and makes my day brighter. I hope my photos will make you feel the same way? Yesterday I was in a bad mood. It rained all day. I already told you that I live in my house. Very nice and comfortable, but too old. Plumbing and the heating pipes are also very old and therefore water drips at the seams. I disappointed that it crashed in bad weather. Plumbing and the heating pipes are damaged, I don't have drinking water either, I can't do laundry, I I can’t cook, it’s also very cold in my house. I turned to a specialist for help and he tried to repair some parts of the pipes many times but it did not help, because. repair all the pipes, I must replace pipes. And yesterday I came to the conclusion that I should do it As soon as possible. More than this moment is needed. My friend Marina promised help me. She always helps me. I am very glad that I have such a friend. She very close to me and we often spend time together. By the way, I told her about you, and she is glad that we write letters to each other. Marina says that I need a man who will help me and who will sincerely love me. You know I feel lonely very often, but I believe that god is lucky. I believe in God, he always helps. I don't remember if I told you about my dog or not. His name is Buddy. He is a boy. He is 3 years old. That's very beautiful. I love to play with him, I love to feed him him that's why I love taking care of him. Buddy is very gentle and loves me too much. Every evening she meets me near the house. You will laugh at me, but I must to be sure that someone or something is waiting for me in the house, it doesn't matter my dog. I hope you do. I heard if a person has a pet in the house and if he takes care of him, the man is a very good housekeeper. I believe in it. Marina also have a dog at home and our dog loves to play together. But sometimes the dog fight. Sorry for putting too much emphasis on this in my letters and I can be it you are not at all interested, but I want to tell you about the most expensive living being in my life. I was at the cinema at the weekend. Because this session started late. Me and Marina watched the explosive blonde. This is a very interesting American film. I like the movie. Marina was also delighted. Coming from the cinema, I cook my favorite dish - dumplings. I made it with gooseberry jam. Delicious. His I'm sorry I can't heal you. Perhaps within a week I will prepare for future house and pipe repair. I will look for people who will help me with this. I present my house and pipes after repair. It will be very cozy and cute if everything goes fine. Sorry, my letter is probably sad, but I think you be interested in thoughts and feelings. Tell me is there anything you Interesting. The patient will talk about it in detail. Best wishes. Natalya

Hi my dear Richard!

Thank you very much for your letter. It brightens my day! I hope you have the same feeling when you receive mine. And of course I enjoy our correspondence and I'm serious. I consider you my friend, I think that you understand me in many ways and it is easy for me to talk with you about many things Topics. I like talking to you and getting to know you. You can ask me any questions and I will answer them.I agree with your words and support your opinion.I'll be sure to say hello to the dog for you. I think it's very important for a relationship if both partners want the relationship to develop. Trust is also very important, no relationships can be strong without it. Thanks for being honest with me and for my part, I can say that I will also be honest with you. I think we should try to tell each other as much as possible.

I would like to get to know you better from the inside, because you seem very interesting. me, so I have a question for you: What qualities do you value in people majority? In my opinion, honesty, loyalty, kindness, sincerity and understanding is very important in people. I also think that every Trusting relationships play a major role. That's why I think 100% trust should be between a man and a woman, they should be able to tell every single one each other, to share all their joys and sorrows. If they have a problem, they should try to find a solution together. What do you think? What do you have opinion? And feel free to ask me anything, I will answer you with great pleasure. I wish you a good day and look forward to your letter! Sincerely,Natalya

Hi my dear Richard!!

Thank you very much for your letter and your kind words and concern. You are so nice to me, it's so nice to read your letters when I close my eyes I see how you say it to me, and it becomes very good for me. I really enjoy talking to you and getting to know you.Thank you for your kind words and warm compliments. I'm very pleased. Honey Richard, I want to tell you that I won't be able to write to you until Monday. Marina's mother has a birthday tomorrow and she invited Marina, her family and me to the village to celebrate this day. We will barbecue and swim. I really like Marina's mother in the village. She even has geese and sheep. You represent. We will arrive in the city only on Sunday evening. If we return before the Internet cafe closes, I will write to you on Sunday, and if it is late, then on Monday. Don't lose me, I will miss you. Although in reality we are far from each other, in a dream we are together, we walk together in some beautiful place in nature, holding hands and speaking tender and warm words to each other. I feel that you are very special to I, I need to read your letters, as I need air or water to live. I could not even to think that something like this could happen to me. Thank you for being.

You know, Richard, I don't think outer beauty is the most important thing.
the main thing is that you can be beautiful for a while, even the most beautiful, but in a few years this beauty will be gone, there will be other people who will look better. I think real beauty is inside your soul what remains forever. A person should be beautiful from the inside, in my opinion opinion. Do you disagree with me?

Richard, I see in you a person with whom it is easy for me to communicate, who interesting to me, one that makes me want to get to know you more and more.
I I would like to know your soul, I would like to know everything about you. I understand that you do not play with me and do not joke, many of our thoughts the same, our values are very close and we are looking for the same things, we are both looking for a special I see that I can set an emotional connection with you, I can talk with you on any topic, it is very easy for me, it It seems like I've known you for a very long time. I like your thoughts about life and relationship between a man and a woman. I can tell from your letters that you decent man with serious intentions. I like that about you. I think we even a bit similar in this. I also take our correspondence seriously. I like read your letters, and I think that I would very much like to talk to you in man, you seem like a smart and well educated person. I hope some the time we are going to meet.

OK, Richard, now I am finishing my letter and I hope that you excellent day!
I think of you and I am very happy that we met! This the thought makes me smile.
Hope to hear from you soon!

With hugs, Natalya

Hi my dear Richard, I was very pleased to receive your letter. I am very happy that I have got to know you. We started our correspondence not so long ago, but I I like your letters so much, it seems to me that I have known you for a long time, your thoughts are so close to me. I hope that in the future we will become very good friends or even more.We had a very good weekend and had fun at the birthday party. The weather was amazing and we had a rest in nature. We set the table in the garden and had fun in the open air. We went swimming and sunbathing. It was a lot of fun. It's a pity you weren't there. I missed you. We had a good weekend with family. I understand that you are very interested in meeting in person. I understand the seriousness of your intentions. I understand that only a personal meeting can give 100% of feelings and emotions for our relationship. I need time to think...
Do you understand??? I need to update the holiday schedule! I need to talk to my boss. It's not as easy as it seems!!! I want to be completely confident and ready for our meeting. I want to see in our face-to-face meeting the best time that we can only dream of... I want to remember this wonderful moment for the rest of my life. You know, Richard, I've thought a lot about my future life and I think that I would like to move to live in another country, there are many reasons for this.
I can tell you why. First of all, I must say that I want stability in my life. I think it's very difficult to get here in Kazakhstan. There are a few reasons for that. I have nothing against Kazakhstan. Kazakhstan is wonderful country, this is my homeland and I love it, but economical the situation here is very bad, you cannot be sure about tomorrow, but I think about my future. Someday in the near future I will have a family and children and I want my future children to be safe, I want them to whatever they want. In my opinion, this is very important.
What do you have opinion? And there is a second reason for my intention to move to live in another country. I would like to find my soul mate, someone I can trust completely, the person who will be by my side all the time loves me and takes Take care of me. Kazakh men have many bad habits, they drink a lot. My dad used to drink a lot. This caused my mother a lot of pain. He went on a spree.
When he ran out of money, he sold things from home for a drink and raised his hand to his mother in a state of intoxication. I don't want this to happen to me. So, I think now you understand why I would like to move somewhere from Kazakhstan. I would really like to have a good and strong family based on good emotional relationships. communication in the first place and understanding and necessarily love. I think these the most important things. I would like my significant other to be by my side to feel that I am safe, that I am loved and that there is a person next to me whom I can give all my tenderness and care that is inside me. I have a lot to give but at the moment there is no one in particular who I can give it to, and I don't want to spend it only on someone, I want to meet my one and only, my special one. I think of you a lot and I would like to hear from you soon. Well I I am finishing my letter now and I will be looking forward to your prompt reply! With warm hugs, Natalya

Hi my Richard!! I'm very glad that you have written to me. I need your letters more and more often. They make me happy. I'm happy to see your new photo!!! If you always look at me the way you do in this photo, I will dream of you every minute. You have the most courageous and handsome face I have ever met. I love this photo! Muuuaaahhhh ......We also collect currant leaves, mint and make tea. We also grow rose hips. Now, if you don't mind, I would like to tell you about my family. My mom there were no sisters and brothers. That's why I don't have cousins. For me it is sometimes very lonely. But I'm glad that I have Marina and Anastasia. I was determined with work in the clinic! I am a pediatric therapist. I'm on vacation soon will work as a senior therapist. I hope you are happy for me because senior therapist is my favorite profession. Today I was late for work. When I woke up in the morning my neighbor come to me.
She is an old woman, and she is a very good and regal woman. We turn to each other when we need something. Today she came to me because she had problem. The lock on the door to her house was broken and she couldn't close it. She also lives alone, her husband died 8 years ago and now no one is ready help her. So I went to look at the door. We tried to fix it, but we couldn't do anything. I am a bad carpenter (smiles). As it turns out, something with the mechanism in the lock is not so, I had to seek help from a specialist. It was clear that specialist help was needed. I tried to calm my neighbor, because she is not feeling well and it is very dangerous for her to be nervous. I promised to ask a carpenter. In our clinic there is a person who is responsible for repairs, if something is wrong with clinic. He drinks a lot, but he has "golden hands" (in Kazakhstan this is means that a person with "golden hands" can do everything very well) I want ask him to help my neighbor with the door. I want him to try to recover my roof. I don't know if he will agree. I will hope for his help. I can't find him now, but as soon as I see him, I'll ask. It is important to help the elderly People. Moreover, our government treats old people badly. Pensions tiny. They do not receive any social assistance. Our medicine is not free. Old people have to spend all their money on medicines. This is not good, of course.
unfair, unfair. But the economic situation in Kazakhstan is not very developed.
Well, I'm not interested in politics, but the question of social help is very important to me. I don’t remember, I wrote you about my diploma? I have a diploma Eurostandard.
This diploma gives the right to work as a doctor outside my country. Your Natalya

Hi my dear Richard, Thank you very much for your letter, I was very glad to receive it as usual because your letters always put me in a good mood and make me smile.I completely agree with you. You know, Richard, I thought a lot about my future life and I think I would like to move to another country to live, there are several reasons for this. I can tell you why. First of all, I must say that I want stability in my life. I think it's very difficult to get here in Kazakhstan. There are several reasons for this. I have nothing against Kazakhstan. Kazakhstan is a wonderful country, it is my Motherland and I like it, but the economic situation here is very bad, you cannot be sure about the next day, but I am thinking about my future. And there is a second reason for my intention to move to live in another country. I would like to find my soul mate, a person whom I can completely trust, a person who will be by my side all the time, love me and take care of me. Kazakh men have many bad habits, they drink a lot. My dad drank a lot. It caused my mother a lot of pain. I don't want this to happen to me. So, I think now you understand why I would like to move somewhere from Kazakhstan. I am thinking a lot about you and I like to read from you. I am very glad that you understand me. You the unique person which to worry about me. You know, I need to tell you something. I think that friendship is very important in the relationships. Let me explain what I mean here. I think that passion and affection are very good, but two people that decide to be together need to know how deal with each other in everyday life. You know what I mean? And I think that friendship between them will help a lot. I would like to see a very good, I can say the best friend in my soul mate. I think that emotional connection is very important, so that two people will feel very comfortable with each other.
How do you think? When I am reading your letters Richard, I feel that you are honest and sincere with me, you are telling me a lot about you, so I want to give you the same thing. You know, I have a dream. I would like to find a true love, a special person who is going to love and take care of me and I will do the same for him. I want our love to be forever. I think that when I meet that special one I will give him all of my tenderness, care and love. And what is your dream?
What do you want the most from life? Please, tell me. It will be very interesting for me to know what you are thinking and dreaming about. You know Richard, I need to tell you something. I have never thought before that this is possible to find a very good friend, somebody special with the help of Internet. But now I can say that this happened to me, I’ve met you and it seems to me like I know you for a long time even though we exchanged only a few letters. Now I can say that there is a person in the world who understands me, my life position, whose dreams and intentions are close to mine. You should know that you are dear to my heart, I am always ready to listen, understand and try to help you if you need that. Ok, I am finishing my letter now and I will be looking forward to your reply!!! I am thinking about you!!! With tender hugs and kisses Natalya

Hi my Richard, Now I'm writing to your letter and I'm happy. It's very pleasant that I have such the close person as you are. It's a pity that you are far from me. But I will hope that we will meet one day. I think we will be glad to see each other when we know each other better. Marina ask me about you every day. I say to her that I'm constantly thinking about you. I'm sorry you've had bad experiences with women. I'm ashamed of them. I am not looking for money and wealth. I'm looking for only serious and sincere relationship. I don't think that money is the most important thing in a relationship between a man and a woman. The most important thing in a relationship is trust and mutual love. If there is no trust and mutual love, then there will never be a strong relationship. You agree with me? Earlier I didn't manage to find the carpenter. But today I have seen him in the morning and I asked him to repair the door in the Nina house. In the afternoon he came and said that he had done everything and changed the lock. I thanked him but he said: "Never mind" becouse he is always ready to help old people. My neighour came a little bit later and told me about the carpenter. It turned out that he refused to take money for his work. Nina tried to give him some money but he said that he would be offended if she didn't stop doing it. Nina said:
"He has gone with nothing". By the way he and his college will repair my roof in the house. You know many people in Kazakhstan help other people and don't take money for it, if they know that the people have to money. I think it's the only good feature of character of the Kazakhstan people which roots go to the old far USSR. It's a pity that many Kazakhstan men became alcoholics. I remember that many-many years ago my mum and I had to make a fence around our house. But what could we do? mum and I? When my mother came to a shop to buy nails, three men asked her what for she needed nails. She told them and they began laughing, when learnt that a young lady and her little daughter wanted to do. They came to our house together with my mom and everything was ready in the evening. They repesed to teke money. The only thing we could do for them just to feed them with pancakes after their work. By the way since that time it is my favorite food.
One of the man asked if the had something to paint the fence. My mum answered that she would buy paint a little bit leter. Bu the very next day in the morning the 2 men came and they brought their own paint and paited the fence. We wanted to pay them for it some money, but they refused. They said that the paint was left after the painting of their fence. Yesterday in the evening I was thinking of my about career and increase on a post in the clinic. I'm happy that I can get my favorite job In any country. I should not study, because I have the diploma of doctor, medical business of the European standard. I don't know how to spend this month, I don't want to waste my time uselessy. I must think it over. Of course I will write letters to you.
But it will take only the part of my day. What to do in the rest? I must find a decision. I hope, you are not sick and tired of my letter.But I want to tell you much. I think you are not against of it, because I suppose you are my closest the man of my heart . Don't forget to write letters to me. Your Natalya

Hi my Richard, How are you? Today I've the big desire to write to you. How are you doing today?
What’s new? I am fine over here and I was very glad to hear from you because I miss you very very much!!! I am thinking about you all the time, you are very dear to me. Richard, you know, today I woke up with sun beams that were coming out of my window and my first thought was about you! :) I was laying in my bed and thinking, imagining that may be some wonderful day we’ll be waking up together like this and the first thing you will do when you wake up is kissing me and wishing me a good morning and I will do the same for you. You know, I liked that thought :) Who knows, may be some day it will be the reality? How do you think?
Would you like that, ***? I suppose I can tell you about my bad experience in relations. If you are not interested in it you may stop reading the letter. I won't be offended. I think I can tell you the story because you have become very very close to me recently. I hope you have an idea of the problem with alcohol in Kazakhstan and I suppose you understand why I don't want to look for a husband in Kazakhstan. Let's begin since the very first day of the acquaintance. I worked in the clinic as a the children's therapist's assistant. I was going home after my work but it began raining and I could not go because I had left my umbrella at home. It was summer but never the less I didn't want to get wet and to take a cold. I was standing under the roof of the building waiting till the rain would stop. But the rain was not going to stop and I wanted to go home in the rain. But a young man was going in my direction with an umbrella. He saw that I couldn't go with an umbrella and offered me to take his one. I asked him: "And what about you?" He said that he would spend some time in the clinic and may be the rain would stop soon. I asked how I would be able to return him the umbrella. He said his adress to me and his name. His name is Nikolay. It was not far from the clinic. I wrote down his adress and promised to give him the umbrella the next day in the evening. On my home I thanked the yuong man and asked the God to stop the rain.
But it was raining the whole night. I cursed myself that I had taken the umbrella and that he was wet to the skin because of me. I didn't sleep a wink at night. The next day in the clinic was so long for me. I was looking forward to finishing my work to give the umbrella back to Nikolay. I wanted to learn how he was. As soon as my working day was over, I chanded my working clother and left my work. Nikolay was standing at the door smiling. It turned out that he remembered the time when my work was over. He came to meet me. I asked about his health at once. He said that everything was all right. He didn't get too wet because he was running home. Then we walked for a long time. We talked a lot. My mum had died already and I was alone. He was the dearest and the closest man in the world for me at that time. He saw much of each other at time. But i didn't invite him my house I wanted to check him. Once we were invited to a Birthday party of his friend. I agreed to go to see his friends, as i wanted to know more about him. Nikolay didn't drink even champagne. I thought it was because of me, because I didn't drink as well. But his friends told me that Nikolay really didn't drink alcohol. I liked Nikolay. I think so did he. We became more than friends and he began to live in my house. First 2 months we were very happy, we were on the seveth heaven. But then he got a very good job. He became a truck driver. He made much money. But he began drinking alcohol. At first a little bit - then more and more. He didn't sleep at home at night. When he was ***** he began beating me. I tolerated, I beared it. I thought he change for the better, that he would the same he had been before. But nothing chanded. Once I was beaten by him bitterly and left my house. He didn't came back 9 days. Our friends told me that they had seen Nikolay with other girls. I came to the conclusion that it was enough to bear it. When he came back he even wasn't sorry and didn't apologize. I don't think that he had forgotten that he had beaten me.
I didn't say a word in the evening. I started the talk in the morning when he was sober. So I made him leave my house forever. He was shouting, screaming and he even broke a foto in the frame where my mom and I were. I saad to him that I would call a police, well he had gone. Forever. Now I am happy that I didn't marry him. Don’t want such relations once again. Almost all Kazakhstan men drink alcohol alot that's why I don't want to have any relations with them. I suppose you understand me. I'm sorry my letter is too long. But I wanted to show you what I am feeling. I am very happy that I got acquainted with you. I hope our communication will never stop. Marina has told to you "Hi". I have to finish me letter. Thanks that you write me. With all my heart, your Natalya P.S. By the way, I have overlooked to tell to you. Today building expert have repaired my pipes on water supply and a heat supply. I am happy! Now I can not freeze in the winter. It is very little necessary for the lonely woman for happiness!!! (smile) Мy pipes on water supply and a heat supply was repaired by the same carpenter who repaired Nina door.

Hello my dear Richard, It was very pleasant for me to receive your letter as usual. I always think about you, I need you a lot, you are always in my thoughts. The first thing that I do when I come internet cafe I check my e-mail and hope to receive a letter from you. I like your letters very much, I feel how sincere and serious you are to me. I can’t express my feelings to you, but if we meet you’ll see everything in my eyes, my joy, my happiness. Honey, when I look at your photos I imagine our meeting, I would like you to know how much you mean to me, I am really happy that I’ve met you!I'll be sure to send your regards to Marina.I completely agree with you. I have the same opinion on this matter.I am very pleased with your sensual and tender words. Thank you for giving me warmth and happiness every day. We are far away from each other now, but I am sure that we need each other, I am sure that the fact that we’ve met was meant to be. Who knows, may be we are two halfs of one? ;) I can’t find words that can describe my feelings to you, you are making me the happiest woman in the world! I would like to thank you for your love and care, I know that you are serious and sincere with me, from my side I’ll try to do my best to make you happy. Because deep in my heart I feel that you are a very special man who is dear to my heart so much! My sunshine, you know, I’d like to tell you that you’ve changed my life a lot, you are always in my thoughts. I am sure that we’ve met because God helped us, this is His present for us. You know, I am already afraid to lose you, lose our special connection that we have for now, I don’t know how my life is going to be without you, I can’t imagine it now. You’ve brought me so much joy and happiness, I trust you completely! I opened my heart to you and I would really like our relationships to be forever like it is now, like we are in the wonderful sweet dream! I am finishing my letter to you now and I am waiting for your reply now! With hugs, Natalya

Hello my sunshine Richard, How are you today? Do you have some new? I'm doing well here I think a lot about you. I was very happy to receive a letter from you. Do you know that your letters always bring me joy. I'm happy to see your new photo!!! If you always look at me the way you do in this photo, I will dream of you every minute. You have the most courageous and handsome face I have ever met. Richard, today I went for a walk with my Marina's friend We were walking in the park and you know I always had I thought how nice it would be if we (you and I) walked together. How you think wouldn't that be great? So I decided to go to an Internet cafe and immediately write you a letter, now I have a little more free time so that I can write to you almost every day or every two days! It makes me feel better, because I'm used to your letters and miss you if I don't hear from you, you know? You know, Richard, I already told you that I want to find my true love, my soul mate, I think I'm very close to her now. I take you very seriously there is only one left. Our meeting. This is very important in my opinion. opinion. And this is the best way to learn about each other much more. I dreaming about it, about the time when we first see each other, look into each other's eyes ... For now, these are only my dreams, but I want all this to happen true? Okay, ***, I'm finishing my letter and I'll be waiting for your next letter.
very impatient!!! Have a nice day and write soon! I miss you!

Hi my dear Richard, Thank you very much for your letter, I was very glad to receive it. I am always very happy when I get a letter from you. You know that you are very important to me and I am thinking about you all the time.I completely agree with you and have the same opinion.I am very pleased with your sensual and tender words. Thank you for giving me warmth and happiness every day. I understand that you are very interested in meeting in person. I understand the seriousness of your intentions. I understand that only a personal meeting can give 100% of feelings and emotions for our relationship. I need time to think...
Do you understand??? I need to update the holiday schedule! I need to talk to my boss. It's not as easy as it seems!!! I want to be completely confident and ready for our meeting. I want to see in our face-to-face meeting the best time that we can only dream of... I want to remember this wonderful moment for the rest of my life. Yesterday when I went to bed I was thinking about you, about us, remembering how we’ve met, remembering our first letters when we didn’t know each other at all and comparing to what we have now and this comparison made me smile. Because now I feel that I have the person in the world who cares about me, who I can talk to about everything, the one who is very interesting for me. Honey, you know, I am very glad that we have each other. I think that the worst thing in the world is when you are alone, when nobody is near you, when there is no person who is close to your heart and soul. I think that even though we are apart from each other now, we are still happy, happy with the thought that we are in each other’s life. Happy to think about us, to dream about our meeting that is going to happen some time, about our future, happy future if everything goes right. My dear Richard, all above is said honestly, from the bottom of my heart. This is how I feel, this is what inside of me, deep in my soul. I think that you are that special one who I can share it with. I wanted you to know how I feel and what I am thinking about. Honey, please, tell me what are you thinking about and what is in your mind? I would really like to know that, this is important for me. Important to know what are your joys and sorrows. Bye for now, my sunshine! Remember I am thinking about you!!! Have a great day!
With tender hugs and kisses, Natalya

Hi my sunshine Richard, How are you doing today? How is everything with you? Thank you very much for your letter, I was very glad to receive it. Your letters like a bright sun make my day. I am thinking about you a lot and I just can’t get you out of my head. But I think that this is a good thing, actually deep in my heart I feel that the emotional connection we are developing is becoming ****** day by day. I feel that my feelings to you are getting stronger and stronger. Every day I am thinking about you more and more. You know, every day I think how great this is that we’ve met in internet, from so many men and women that are there we’ve chosen each other, not anybody else. I am so thankful to fate that it gave me you. All the time I am dreaming about you and me, us together. These are very wonderful dreams, I am thinking about our future together, what if we meet and like each other a lot and then how everything would be changed for both of us. I like dreaming about us, hoping for the great future together. Richard, tell me how was your day? How is evejrything? What is new? I want to know all about you!!! Please, tell me about your childhood! I would really like to know it, I want to know all about my sunshine :) I am finishing my letter now and I will be looking forward to your reply very impatiently! With tender hugs and kisses, Natalya

Hello my dear Richard, Thank you very much for your letter, I was very glad to receive it. You know that each letter that you send me brings me much joy. Today the weather is good here. I have spent all my day outside. When I came internet cafe, I decided to check my e-mail right away, it was very pleasant for me as usual to receive a letter from you, I have been waiting for it impatiently!!! Your letters always bring me joy and good mood :) I am really very happy that I’ve got acquainted with you. You are like a wonderful dream that came into my life, I think and dream about you very often! :) Honey Richard, I was very pleased to learn more about you and your childhood. You had an interesting childhood. From my childhood, I can only tell you that my father beat my mother before he left us when I was very young. My mother died when I was 13 and my grandmother took care of me. Until her death, I lived under her supervision and now I am left only with my friends and you. It's good that I found you and I have a person close to me. My dear Richard, I think that there is something between us that make me trust you and open my heart for you, I would like to give you my full trust because I see in your letters how sincere and serious you are towards me. Honey, I can’t describe you all of my feelings, the thought that the person like you have appeared in my life makes me feel so excited!!! You are far from me now, but I feel that my happiness is somewhere near me. I hope that we’ll be happy together. Sweetheart, all I’ve told you is very true, all of my words are coming from my heart and soul! I wish to tell, that I have really reflected on visiting of your country. Now time of my vacation. I, think, that now the most favorable time for our meeting.
During a vacation I can visit agency of travel and learn about visiting of your country. What do you think of it? I know, that after holiday I will need to work much. Work takes away a lot of time and it is difficult to reflect on private life. I, think, that time for private life has now come. If you really want our meeting tomorrow I can visit agency travel... What do you think of it? I like to dream about you because it brings me much joy. I am so happy that you are in my life now. You mean so much to me. Your love, care and attention are vitally important to me. The thoughts about you warm my heart and soul. I don’t know what I would do if I didn’t meet you, you brought me a new life.
Sweetheart, I really need you! You are so important to me. I am finishing my letter now and I will be looking forward to your fast reply!!! With hugs and tender kisses, Natalya

Hello my warm angel Richard!!!

I am madly glad to receive from you your warm and your most gentle letter. Each your word is filled by such warm solar beams. I always read your letters on some times. I read and I represent you nearby, I close eyes, I look, how you near to me sit. These imaginations it after all so is healthy and so it is pleasant.Your words always cheer me up and give me warmth. Thank you for your love and tenderness. Darling Richard, I thought much, and have understood, that we should meet you. I understand, that if we want with you strong relations the meeting is necessary.
You with me agree? But I very much wish to arrive to you. Next week on work to me give holiday in a current of 2-3 months. And if you not against, I like to spend this time with you. I would like to visit you in your country. It is very interesting to me to learn culture of your country. Interestingly as you live.
You know, that I never was outside of Kazakhstan. I very much wish to see you.
The darling you is ready to accept me in the country? I had a dream this night. Today you have dreamt me. You have met me at the airport when I have arrived to you. You stood in a white jacket, and in hands you had very big bouquet of a rose. On your person the dazzling smile shone. You have approached to me and have strong embraced me, and I have kissed you for the first time. When we have left the airport, you have suggested to walk on a city and to show me sights. I have agreed, and You have started to show me your fine city. We went, talked, told different histories from a life. We are surrounded with beautiful green avenue, we go lengthways it, then unexpectedly you pick up me on hands and start to turn with me. I laugh, and even in a dream I have felt warmth of your embraces. Then you have put me on the earth, and we have appeared the person to each other. In your eyes I saw the reflexion of the dark blue sky.
And at all have not noticed that evening, and began to darken. You have suggested me to go to you home and to have supper with you. When we have arrived to you, the table has been already covered. You set fire two candles and have switched off light. We sat the friend opposite to the friend and have started to eat. We spoke and laughed. You have included slow music and have invited me to dance. You took me for a waist, and I have compressed your neck, and we have started to dance. On this place the alarm clock has rung out. And I have woken up. This dream such was such distinct, I so did not wish to wake up. And when I have woken up, it was very a pity to me, that it was only a dream. I very much would want that this dream was carried out. I hope that you liked my dream. I will look forward your letter Yours and only yours Natalya P.S. I hope, you will not give up to meet me in the country. If you cannot, simply tell to me about it. I require only your consent, you agree to meet me?????

Dear mine Richard, Today I went in travel agency and have learned, that it to be necessary for me for arrival in your country. People have convinced me of travel agency, that we can be together. I am in good mood. I wondered how much it would cost for me to make visa. They said that only the examination of application for visa will cost me 30 usd. This money won't be returned even if the application is rejected. To gat visa I must go to Nur-Sultan where is the embassy. I'll to visit a lot of agencies, offices and organization in Pavlodar in Nur-Sultan. This is the usual way to get visa, it may take me many months. I said to them that I could wait for a long time. And they offered me to solve the problem and it will take me less time if I use Full Package of Service (FPS). FPS includes additional payments for a category of the visa, consular services, preparation for interview with commission. FPS costs 360 usd, but the visas agency remove all the problems and thus increases the chance of getting a visa without excessive delays (I can get a visa in a week or two). I thought for a long time and came to the conclusion that this variant is the only right for me. Whether I do not know correctly has made, having paid such money. Probably I needed to consult to you all over again. But I have thought that other exit is not present. For a cheap payment documents are very for a long time made. We do not have time to wait. I agreed and registered my application for visa, hoping that you'll be glad to meet me. Can you imagine that we'll spend some weeks together or even can all life. It is not important for me where to live if I shall be sure in your feelings for 100 percent my loved and native I without any meditations shall stay to live in a place with you. For the sake of happiness and family I am ready on many things.
I very much would dream that you all life were only near to me. I'm immensely happy when I'm thinking about the opportunity. I'll be everything myself? May be you think I try to do too quickly, probably you suppose it's too earty everything us to meet each other. But I can't wait for ages, I'm happy now at present time. Necessary to begin moving to howe something in your life, it's important to go ahead, to overcome difficulties to take aim. Very soon I'll leave the work and I'll be able to spend my vacation with you. I have never been abroad. But now I have a chance to meet you. It's a dream. You are my friend, and friend sometimes meet each other. I think it will be great, wonderful, fantastic. I hope you don't think that I'm too impudent. I just want to met you and to spend some time with you. I suppose you haven't changed your attitude towards me after this letter. I'm looking forward to seeing to calm down my heart. Please tell me you be able to meet me? Will you be happy to face me? I hope you!! Your Natalya

Hi my dear Richard, I talked to Marina about you Richard, for a long time yesterday in the evening. I told her that I wanted to meet you. Marina supported me in my desire.
She said that I could't miss a chanse to see you. Marina is very glad that I've got acquainted with you. She wants me to be happy. I hope that one day you and Marina will be friends. I believe that Marina be as close to you as to me. Now I often think of you before sleeping. I am glad, that you were not against I have chosen Full Package Service. I very much experienced. But I so would like to speed up process and somewhat quicker to be near to you... I do not think your feelings premature. Because I too test to you strong feelings. For me a great honor to get acquainted with such fair, open, kind person as you.... Now I with impatience wait for the notice from travel agency. For me days became very long. I want that have faster flown by days of expectation. I want to inform you date of my start faster. I think about our letters to each other. I often ask myself what will be then, when we'll fase. It's very interesting how long would we be able to talk when we met for the first time. What do you think of it? It seems to me that I want to tell you much and it will take me several days to tell all about myself. But I'm shy and can be confused when I'll meet you for the first time. But I think that we are mare than friends that is why we will be able to speak of what we want. I saw a plane not long ago. And I thought that these "Iron birds" allow to meet million peaple who are happy to see each other every day. But when I think about my future flight on board the blane I can't forget catastropher of two planes.
It was terrible to see grief and tears of relatives of the dead people. Now our government is sure that terrorist acts took place hare. I believe that guilty people were severely punished. They have no right to prevent peaceful people from living. I hate terrorism and violence! You should know that fear of terrorists will never stop me. I'll be able to fly on board the plane and to be afraid of nothing. In my childnood I was flyining by plane. But people sai that flights are if it's true. I heard that passangers are very well served during the flight. I'm interested to see it. Sorry, but now I don't know exact date when I can arrive to you. But I shall necessarily inform when I can. Hope you can patiently wait? I'm ready to give much to know precisely when I can see you. Your love Nataya

Hi my sweetheart Richard, Dear Richard, I read your letter and was on top of the world with happiness! I like your romantic reasoning. You have a rich imagination. I like read such letters. After them, I feel like a happy and desirable woman. Your letters always make me happy and my day becomes happier.All is well at work. I want my documents to be ready as soon as possible. I want to travel The agency has accelerated this process. I asked you to approve my action? I have paid a large amount of money for efficiency. How do you like it? For me your answer was important. Because it is difficult for me to make such decisions alone. I have paid this money because I want to be with you as soon as possible because my Holiday. I do not feel sorry for any money for the sake of our meeting. I am in very good mood today, but when I read your letters again and again, I I feel even better, I love receiving your letters, they always bring me a lot of joy and make me happy! I always think of you and you are on my mind. I would you like to be next to me now, but I know that we will see each other and we will together. When I think about all this, it seems to me that I am flying in the sky!!! :) My day was fine and I rested today. I overslept today, woke up, and then very good shower, had breakfast and cleaned the house a bit. I like when my house is cozy and looks nice and clean. I also went to the cinema yesterday with Marina, we had a great time. The movie was scary, but I really liked it. Tomorrow I plan to go to the gym because I want to stay in the shape of. I like it when my figure is slim and looks good. So I'll take care of mine health. I'm fine, now that you've come into my life, I I feel that the emptiness that was in my heart and soul is gone, I know that you think and care about me, and this is the most important thing for me! I I would like to tell you that you have changed my life a lot, and although you far from me, I know for sure that you are next to me in my thoughts, you always with me. I want you to feel very comfortable and happy because you very important to me! Honey, you know there are so many stars in the sky but last night, when I looked at him, I found one beautiful star, which will lead us and our happiness! All the words I say to you come from my heart and I never get tired of telling you how much you and our relationship mean to to me! :) Now I go to the travel agency every day and try to find out information about the readiness of my documents. Today I was told that it is possible Tomorrow the day after tomorrow I will be called for an interview at the embassy. I I was very happy to receive this information. Now a day for me lasts like a month, like me to think all about our long-awaited meetings. I am finishing my letter now and I will be waiting for your reply!!! WITH hugs and warm kisses, Your love Natalya

Hi my dear Richard, Dear Richard, I was glad to receive your letter. Thanks you for all given information. Today I have arrived to Nur-Sultan. I am very tired, and could not write to you is a lot. Dear Richard, I informed you some times that cause me to Nur-Sultan on interview Now I near Embassy the in internet-cafe. I write to you the letter and I worry. I think, that my destiny tomorrow is solved. Hope to me' give the visa and I can meet you. It will be the greatest day in my life!! It's a pity, that I cannot write for a long time. Because I am very strongly tired. I hope, that I can soon write to you about results of visit to Embassy. If I cannot write from Nur-Sultan I shall write from Pavlodar. With love yours and only yours Natalya

Hi my dearest Richard, I have more recently left embassy and at once have decided to write to you. I write to you the letter and I smile. I'm so glad! If I could, I would speak with you for a long time. But unfortunately now it is impossible. But I am confident, that our meeting will take place also we shall speak in person. I want to tell to you about the commission in Nur-Sultan. I hope to you it interestingly!!! Tomorrow I shall already write to you from native city. I shall arrive to Pavlodar most likely tomorrow in the evening. I can probably have the visa. Because I tried for it much. I worry, you should understand it. I never thought that the commission will ask such unusual questions. They asked about my ****** life, they asked about children, about work, about patriotism, about my attitude to your country, about my conversance and awareness of events which happened in the world and in your country, about my religion and belief. I have told about all my life in detail. I spoke about very thing fairly how it's really. To me have told that my answers are unexpected and as a rule applicants don't answer such questions so directly and openly. They haven't got used to hear such answers, but they said that to hear sincere and truthful answers is much more pleasant than words which come not from heart and reason. Children from the orphanages also have made the big impression and rendered the big influence on the commission. To me have told that I the first lady who have such support from children - orphans. Now I should wait the decision. I hope, that my visa will be ready within the next few days. The representative of embassy at once informs about it to travel agency. After that I shall buy the ticket in your country. After I shall buy the ticket I shall inform date of the start. Now I agree with expression: "Expectation of death is worse than the death" I can't concentrate on anything. My heart so worry, I can't work. They have told that the decision will be accepted in several days. I so worry. I so want that this small dream was come true. I simply want to see my lovely friend. I think the God will help me. I simply want to meet you. I already see us together and I sink in dreams. I want to construct with you the ship to float under sails in boundless ocean. I want to meet with you a dawn and to see off a sundown. We will float on our ship and our love will illuminate our way. We will look at night at stars, we'll be pleased in the afternoon to the sun. If there will be a storm, our love will protect us. If there will be a calm, our love will be a wind. Our love will be a beacon for us. We will be floating at ocean of love and oblivion and nothing can separate us. We'll name our ship - Dream. It will be the small ship, but very strong. Because we will make our ship from belief, hope and love. It's impossible to wait, when your dream will fall to you from the sky. It's necessary to go to the dream. It's necessary to clear and build the road itself. If in heart there is a belief and dream, if in heart there is a love and hope, it is necessary to achieve the dream by all means. I always go to the dream. I don't sit on a place. In my life there were very few light moments.
On this I try to make everything that my dreams have come true. I understand that now it's only dreams. But these dreams brighten my life. I hope that yours also. Nothing will keep me to arrive to you!!! With tenderness your Natalya

Hello my Richard, Dear Richard, I have received your electronic letter. I was very glad to read him. Your letters install to me unlimited quantity of confidence. Having read them I become the omnipotent person. Very much has changed from the moment of our acquaintance. I, think, that I began to live only after acquaintance to you.
Till this time I only existed. After our acquaintance my life has sharply changed in the best side. It has noticed not only I. My fellow workers, my friends, even my patients - all have noticed change in my life. Everyone ask the same question. It is interesting to all why I look so happy.... Dear Richard, yesterday I could not write to you, because I was on the road all day. I arrived in Pavlodar late at night. I was very tired from the road. I have as is got home and went to bed. I think I deliberately visited Nur-Sultan. I have a lot of positive emotions from the trip. When I didn't continue things are so important, so I'm very worried. On the way to Nur-Sultan, I no one contacted because they thought about an interview at the embassy. I experienced that any failure can visit me. I was afraid that I might be abandoned in obtaining a visa. But my experiments were in vain. At an interview with I was not given an exact answer. In the corridor I was waiting for a man who was on the commission and told me not to worry. Said that in in two or three days, the embassy representatives will contact the travel agency and call me to Nur-Sultan to get a visa. So I went home with a quiet soul. Now I need to wait for a response from the embassy, then this is necessary buy a ticket in your country, go to Nur-Sultan again to get a visa and wait for launch day. The second trip to Nur-Sultan does not relieve me of inconvenience. A ticket to me will need to be bought in Nur-Sultan from travel agency representatives. I have to take off from Nur-Sultan airport because I will need to come to the embassy and get a visa. It would be it is convenient for me to fly out of Pavlodar airport, but for this I will have to live in Nur-Sultan for several days and wait for the visa to be ready. Nur-Sultan is not a city I know. Hotels are very expensive and it's terrible I should be alone in Nur-Sultan. That's why I didn't choose convenient but safe option. Today I went to a travel agency and told him about Trip to Nur-Sultan. They were genuinely happy for me. Unfortunately the embassy until I contacted the travel agency. I think it hasn't been long enough. I I think tomorrow or the day after tomorrow representatives of the embassy will call me to get a visa. I want it to happen as soon as possible. I want to buy a ticket to you as soon as possible and wait start day. Darling, if tomorrow or the day after tomorrow they call me for obtaining a visa I will buy you a ticket. I will buy a ticket from stock 5-6 days. I'd rather spend these days waiting. Suddenly it will be unforeseen circumstances. Dear Richard, I finish the letter and I shall go home. I need to prepare much for all for the period of the absence. I love you and I want to be only with you.
The feeling of love amplifies every new day. Your love Nataly

Hi my dear Richard, Dear Richard, I was very glad to receive your letter. My visa is available, but I can take away her only after I shall redeem the ticket in your country.
Tomorrow or after tomorrow, I shall buy the ticket in your country but only after to me inform from travel agency, and will tell, that my documents are completely ready. For arrival to you. Honey Richard, I've never heard that phrase. But I really liked her. Thank you. I every day think of our meeting with you. I know how it is to be thinking about someone all the time, I have felt that as well. So then I try to keep myself busy doing other things and it helps. I guess that's how I've been able to get along all this time without somebody special in my life. I keep myself busy with study, with friends. I have become used to it now, but not entirely. Some times I get along doing chores around the house, listening to music, or helping other people with their problems. It has been so many times that I wanted to be with someone. So as time went on, little by little I had to learn how to not feel lonely. But I have also learned that it's not all that possible. And in the same way I try to avoid getting hurt, as it has happened to me before. And that too is not all that possible. On the other side I have seen other peoples mistakes and I like to think that I wont make the same ones. I try to think of many possible results, I like to be cautious and to think ahead, but I have learned that as careful that I may be, there is always something that can go wrong. So why should I continue to hold back and not live my life like others, by going ahead with what my heart says and being as cautious as possible, right? We are only human and imperfect, all I can try is to do the best I can, with the person that best fits my way of thinking. And it would seem so strange that I could find such a person on the other side of the planet. Imagine if the Internet didn't exist, I would have never known about you and I would probably continue to live the same way forever. There is only so much happiness that one can achieve alone, but I would like to think that I could achieve so much more with you. It would be wonderful to stop dreaming about it and make it come true. So at the same time, I also think about what would be needed to make a relationship work and how to provide for as much as possible. It's not easy when other pressures are felt in a relationship. So if at first we should decide to take this beyond what it has become so far, I think it will be like awaking from a dream and trying our best to make the dream come true. Like I said before, there is a lot to talk about, a lot to learn and understand. The feeling of love is great, but it takes little bit more to have a place to live, to be healthy and have a family. I know that these are subjects that can't be decided or solved in a week, but the most important thing will be addressed, how well we get along. There is one thing that I know for sure, I like you very much and we will have a wonderful time together. Your words in every letter have shown me that we think the same way, so I truly believe that something great and long lasting will come out of this. I think about you every day and wish you were near me already. I will just have to be patient and wait for that moment to come true. With hugs and tender kisses, Yours Nataly

Hello my dear love Richard! My most gentle, caring, kind and passionate Richard. I am very glad to receive your letters my Richard. It's always, always always brings so many good feelings about both of us, about our future together... It will be the most magical, wonderful and long-awaited time. We will be with you my Richard. We shall be together day and night! This time will belong only to both of us. Do you love me... I love you ... I am grateful to you for everything, for everything that you do for me!!!! I wake up in the middle of the night and can't sleep for a long time times, the thought of you haunts me. I feel like a little girl who fell in love for the first time... I love you Richard. You are in every cell of my body. You've changed my idea of the world.
The world has become very small Became owned by both of us. Soon we will be together. My heart beats very fast boom... boom... boom..... boom. I do I don't know how I will feel when I see you. I really want this. I Love you. I wish you a pleasant day and send you thousands, millions of the most passionate and tender kisses. Your love,Nataly.

Hello my dearest Richard, I have good news, very good for me and for you! I wanted to call to you and to explain all by phone. But I am afraid, that you become angry on me and will refuse to help me, therefore I have decided to write to you. Today in the morning I have come to travel agency where to me informed good news. I have got the visa. Now it is necessary for me to buy the ticket to you and to go in Moscow behind the visa and to wait day of my start. I'm immensely happy. I will be able to see you in person!!! Dear Richard,I it is very good to speak in English you to not worry for us. I addressed the company which sells tickets for plans. I asked them how, as to me have explained to me it is necessary to have the ticket to you I would be able to go to Oslo Gardermoen International Airport on the august 10, and how much it would cost. They said that the ticket would cost 965 euros. I asked them to find a cheaper ticket, because the price is too high for me. But as it turned out I would not be able to have a cheaper ticket so quicly, the date is too early. Tickets must be reserved long beforehand. I asked them to offer me other variants of the flight.
We found the most suitable one. The flight, is on the august 10. The ticket costs 746 euros. I asked the to reserve the ticket for me. But they refused to do it having said that they had a lot of clients. They cannot reserve my ticket without adwanced money. I was imploring them. But it did not work. They said that they would help me with great pleasure but they couldn't. The rules are so.
I was in a panic, I was so disappointed. Then I asked themif I could give just a part of the money. But they did not agree again. I asked them for a long time saying that my fiance Richard is waiting for me. If I asked them a little bit longer I would burst out of crying. Maybe God heard my prayers, and the service worked agreed to reserve the ticket on my conditions.
But I have too little time to pay, for the ticket. They said if I did not day the rest of the ticket price, I would loose the money I'd already given to them.
I was angry, but they explained that it would be very difficult to sell the ticket for the plane which is flying. They would have to lower the price. I agreed. They told me to pay 848 euros. But it was too much for me, because I had only 350 euros. I asked to wait for me during 11 hours. I went out of the room.
Marina met me at the door. I told her everything. She understood everything and adviced me to **** our treasures to a pawnshop. It was very difficult for me to agree to do it. I did not want to burden Marina. But at the same time I want to meet you. We pawned the treasures, I got 80 euros and I paid the part of the ticket price 430 euros. It was my last money, it was for the plane by which I'm going to come to you. It was very difficult for me to tell you this story. I have done all what I could. I have paid for the visa. I have paid for the part of the ticket. But this was not enough. The money was not enough. I did not want to burden you. I wanted to come to you with nobody's help. I thought my money would be enough. But I failed. Now I feel guilty muself. I did not manage to do all myselffor our meeting. I thought nothing would prevent me from meeting you.
But I must pay the rest of the money for the ticket It's just 408 euros. I must pay it till the august 9. Otherwise I will loose the money I have paid and i will loose the chance to see you. And our treasures will be soldby the pawnshop.
Now I feel guilty that I could not do what i promised to come to you with my own money. I always do what I promise. I feel at ease now, I'm ashamed of asking you to help me. Unfortunately the clinic did not pay me the money I'd earned. I really hoped to get this money. It would solve all the pdavidlems. But I'll get the money from the clinic in a month or two. Because it's very typical for Russia to hold up the payments of salary. I asked the clinic to give me my money earlier, but thay refused to do it. Now the clinic does not have the money necessary for me. Our clinic depends on the budget, it did not get money for a longtime. Of course I realize that I should not ask you to give me the money. But at the time I cannot just that I will not come to you. I have done too much to organize our meeting. If I refuse to meet you it will mean that everything was in voun.
It's torrible for me to refuse to come to you, I have done all what I could. Now I want you to help me and I think there is nothing horable if I ask you to help me. Of course I realize that may be you have no feelings to me and may be you're not interested in our meeting. I understsnd that the sum of money is too big. I know itand that's why it's more difficult for me to ask it from you. But at the same time any person can find himself in my conditions. And now there is only one thing which I can do. I just must say that I will never come to you. But I do not want to say so, because I want to meet you. That's why I must be honest, I need your help. Of course I understend that I must not do it. But I'm an honest person. I'm ashaned of asking you to help me, but life is a difficult thing, everything can happen. Of course it's up to you to decide if you want to help me or not. It's bad, but not fatal. I will loose my money. It's bad but not mortal either. 360 euros which I have paid for the visa and 430 euros which I have paid for the ticket are too much for me. But I'm not sorry for what I have done for our meeting. In fact money is just paper, our treasures are just metal details. That's why I was the first who decided to meet each other. But I do not want all my efforts to be spent in vain. If you really want to meet me, if you can help me to organize our meeting please send me the money till the morning of the august 9. Please forgive me my words. I say so because I'm in despair. Now when just one step can connect us, I'm afraid. I need you, I want to be with you, I need you help, believe me, I'm honest with you. I did not manage to estimate my forces. And all my efforts spent in vain. I understand that the sum of money is too big for you. I did not want to ask you. I can do everything myself. My loneliness made me strong. I had always been living with my own efforts I always relied on myself. I asked somebody to help me very selcom, but now I ask you to help me. I will give you all the money back as soon as I'm able. Maybe I made you offended. But I need you. I do not know if my letter satisfacted you or disappointed. But I have written you an honest letter. I'm looking forwarol to you answer. I hope for you . I ask you to not worry. I send data of my flight: Nataly

Good afternoon my love Richard! How was your day? What's new? I'm fine. What are your plans for the weekend? You must have had a tough week and are very tired? What a pity that now I am not next to you and I can not give you a massage or cook a delicious dinner with dessert in our bedroom. I really really miss you. I only think about you every day. I really want to be near you. I love you very much and I can't live without you. I miss you so much. I did not expect the trip to be so expensive. I was hoping to cover all expenses myself. I wanted to meet you so much. I didn't want to ask for your help. I wanted to come to you on one's own. Well, your country has very strict rules to visit you. To get a visa, I need to fulfill a number of conditions and collect The whole package of my documents. I already paid most Money. 408 euros were not enough for me. I tried all the options To find this amount of money, but all this was unsuccessful. I was forced to To ask about your help, I was very ashamed. But your help is the last I hope for me. Dear Richard, I promise you that you will never regret our meeting. I will make you the happiest person around the world. Honey Richard, if you can help me pay for the air ticket, then you will never regret our meeting. I will make you the happiest man in the whole world. I love you very much and want to be near you. My heart Richard, my soul wants you. I'm dying of loneliness. I staked everything I had to be by your side. I won't survive if we don't meet. Please don't break my heart. I promise you that I will make you the happiest man in the whole world. I will be your support for you. I want to share with you all the difficulties of life. I want to give you my heart, my body. My full name is Makarova Natalya
Address: The country: Kazakhstan
City: Pavlodar
Street: Minina
The house: 17
Post code: 140010
my number +77711196917
Unfortunately my passport is at the embassy and I don't have the opportunity to make a copy. My dear Richard, I imagine how we fall asleep and wake up next to each other, caress you and understand that you are pleased with what I do. I dream how I relax in your arms and gratefully accept the happiness that you give me. Now I can't imagine how I could live so long without you?! And how to live without you at all? I am very much used to you, to your letters, which radiate joy and tenderness. Never before, before meeting you, I could not feel the warmth and joy in my soul only from the fact that my angel is nearby and at the same time very far away, who can simply please my heart. I finish my letter and send you passionate kisses. Richard, I always look forward to your reply and hope to hear from you soon. I love you very much and very soon everything will end and we will be together. I promise you. With love, your Nataly