Letter(s) from Lubov Ganyaeva to Jim (USA)

Letter 1

I am so happy to get your letter and I am so happy that we becomingcloser to each other. All night I thinking about you and about us, Iturned on few times the light to read and reread your letters. Itsvery great that people can meet each other throught Internet and writeletters to each other just every day which can let them know moreabout each other, to make fellings and empathies. I am so gald to meetyou in my life and I am planning to meet you in person. I am veryserious in my choice. I dont think that longterm correspondence willhelp us as much as personal meeting. I dont like to speak aboutfinancial, it does not good in Russia, I dont brought up such, and myparents teach me to consult with it only by myself, and if I asksomeone about something, it mean that I thought a lot about wheatherto do it or not. So I thought a lot about is this good or not to askyou about help, but I hope for your understanding because I do it onlyfor both of us and for our happyness. My dear, during the time of ourcommunicating, I understood that we have feeling to each other that Ican call LOVE. Such feelings between people become not only fromnothing and from lots of thought, analyses of relations, understandingand mutual help. With every day I am becoming surer in my choise andin you. And I sure those if I do some mistake you will understand meand forgive me and I can say it about myself too. Looking for ourrelations I understood that only destiny of my heart is to meet you inperson. And I believe in mutual feelings.I was at cash of airport department today asking about cost of thetickets. I dont think that tickets can cost so much! I dont sure inchoice of date, but I asked about cheapest tickets that exists. Itscosts about 780 US dollars. So, here is information about ticket:Depart Samara (KUF) 7:30 amArrive Anchorage (ANC) 3:14 pm, 8 MarAirlines: Aeroflot-Russian International Airlines 712 / 323 Alaska Airlines 1Connect in Moscow (SVO), Seattle (SEA)Unfortunately for that moment its really big money for me. As youknow, I saved up some money, its about 130 dollars for the ticket andall money for the visa. So I need about 650 dollars more. Its reallyhard for me to find now such money by myself, it will take about halfof year more. I thought a lot about how I can get such money to makeus be together. The best idea was to sell a coin, but when I come topawn shop, a man there said me that maximum price is about 220dollars, that he can give me for it. He advise me not to sell thiscoin, because it costs more money that he can give me. He asked why Ineed to sell it and I told him about you and about my visit. He wassurprised, and said, that I have to take this coin with me and inAmerica this coin can cost more then 2000 dollars depending a place ofselling. And he advised me to ask money from you. I dont know nowwhere I can get such money. Will you help me with it? Its reallyunpleasant for me to ask you help, but I its seems I have to do it forboth of us. I will take a coin and will present it to you so you cando what you want with it. I dont know a lots about how to send moneybut if you are interested I will ask it from my cousin, she sent moneyfew times for my aunt from another countries. What do you think abouta date of our meeting? Which is the best? The easiest for me is totake vacation at the next month. Please write me your opinion. I amwaiting your responce with impatience and I hope for soon meeting. Iam sure that meeting in person will be better then thouthands ofletters! And I cant wait to see you in person!Most sweet kisses, yours Lubov

Letter 2

Hello my love! Thank you very much for all hot letters you wrote meand for your care! There are nobody at this world, only you and menow, you are my one man for that moment! And I am sure that myfeelings are mutual. I feel, that our feelings became stronger and wegetting new step in our lifes which we chose and this is my dream andmost important for us! I do not want to meet so much nobody but you! Iwould like to thank you for your understanding, care and support, thatare so great for me! I so much want for our meeting, butunfortunately, they make me a little worry. As I said, I was at agencyasking and answering some questions for making visa. I bring them andshow a ticket that I bought. They said, that its ok, and copy it andwrote register number of this ticket. But they said, that its notenough to leave my country and I have to have with me return tickettoo. I was really surprised to hear it and answered, that I don't knowabout a date of my return and I would like to buy ticket at USA, whenI will decide with you about my flight back. But they said, that itsnot a problem of visa agency and I have to show the ticket to Americancustom, else they will not let me to enter your country. Its a rule of American Embassy and everyone know it so I have no another way. The ticket costs 690 dollars and I don't know what to do. I am very worryabout it and I would not like to make you worry too, but its seems Ihave to do it, I have no another way. I was very worry at visa agencyand I asked why they did not tell me about this first day, they saidthat everybody knows it. As they can do is to fire that manager thatdid not tell me all information. I think whole day about this all, butI understand, that we anyway have to buy it. Thats really unpleasantfor me to ask you about any more help, but I have not know any morebut you and this all is necessary for us, for our luck. I sure that weare both worthy for it. My love, if you wishe we can change a date ofthis ticket when we shall be together or we can sell it in yourcountry. I asked about it, they said, that they will return us 95% of costs of ticket. Please write me what do you think? How to do thebest? I will do anything for you and for us for our luck but, you havemy heart, now I am a little worry. I am waiting for our meeting withso much impatience!I love you, forever yours, Lubov