Letter(s) from Lubov Ganyaeva to Mark (USA)

Letter 1

My love Mark!
Today you have brought up my mood. My heart always jump out, when I see a mail from you. I love you very very much! Your letters makes me often about our future. Every time when I receive your letter, you became a more close man for me!
Dear Mark! I cant live without you any more! I would like to be with you every minutes, hours, days... To hug you and kiss you! And I know, that you feel to me the same. I cant believe in our happiness!!! If I has wings I will fly to you! I have a very serious intention to you and hope you too. My parent love you not less then I. I would like to let you know, to see you always near me, to give all myself to you, to have a family... I know, that you will be a good husband. And I'll be a good wife!

Letter 2

My love Mark!
I am very glad that at last I can write to you my letter. Today I waited for this moment all day when I shall come to club and start to answer your letter. It is always very interesting for me to answer your letters because through our letters there is our dialogue we much think and we state our ideas in our letters. I want to tell you that I very much miss on you , and I am always lonely when I think that you are not with me. I very much want to meet you.
As though I would want that in such evenings you were near to me, strong embraced me and warmed the heat of feelings and love. I wait for this moment very much and I hope that you too. I think about us much and my ideas are constantly occupied with you. You are constant near to me in my heart. Before dream I read your letters and I feel you closer because even the written ideas on a paper pull together. For this time I have understood that I love you and I hope for reciprocity and I would want that this feeling never left us. I very much miss and I wait with impatience of our meeting.

Letter 3

Hello my love Mark!
Thank you very much for all hot letters you wrote me and for your care! There are nobody at this world, only you and me now, you are my one man for that moment! And I am sure that my feelings are mutual. I feel, that our feelings became stronger and we getting new step in our lifes which we chose and this is my dream and most important for us! I do not want to meet so much nobody but you! I would like to thank you for your understanding, care and support, that are so great for me! I so much want for our meeting, but unfortunately, they make me a little worry. As I said, I was at agency asking and answering some questions for making visa. I bring them and show a ticket that I bought. They said, that its ok, and copy it and wrote register number of this ticket. But they said, that its not enough to leave my country and I have to have with me return ticket too. I was really surprised to hear it and answered, that I don't know about a date of my return and I would like to buy ticket at USA, when I will decide with you about my flight back. But they said, that its not a problem of visa agency and I have to show the ticket to American custom, else they will not let me to enter your country. Its a rule of American Embassy and everyone know it so I have no another way. The ticket costs 680 dollars and I don't know what to do. I am very worry about it and I would not like to make you worry too, but its seems I have to do it, I have no another way. I was very worry at visa agency and I asked why they did not tell me about this first day, they said that everybody knows it. As they can do is to fire that manager that did not tell me all information. I think whole day about this all, but I understand, that we anyway have to buy it. Thats really unpleasant for me to ask you about any more help, but I have not know any more but you and this all is necessary for us, for our luck. I sure that we are both worthy for it. My love Mark, if you wishe we can change a date of this ticket when we shall be together or we can sell it in your country. I asked about it, they said, that they will return us 95% of costs of ticket. Please write me what do you think? How to do the best? I will do anything for you and for us for our luck but, you have my heart, now I am a little worry. I am waiting for our meeting with so much impatience!
I love you Mark,
forever yours,

Letter 4

My love Mark!
I am sit back and think about you and how far away you are from me but soon you will be hear and my heart is beating very fast when I think of coming to you. I look at the stars at night and know that you are doing the same. I dream of you every night and wonder what it will be like when I get hear. I wonder if you will hold me in your arms like I will you and tell you how much I love you. Only time will tell and our time is coming soon. And I am getting very excited about us being together for the first time. What do you think it will be like? I was at visa agency today and I will give them all neccassary documents! I brought them a ticket that I baught. I spend a lot of time there asking a lots of questions and filling a lot of documents. They said, that all is fine and visa will be ready in 20 days! And now I am so happy!!! They asked me to come tomorrow one more time to say me more information and to fill some blanks! I so miss you!

Letter 5

My love Mark!
While lying in bed yesterday and thinking about you and the e-mail together, I still wonder if I'm dreaming this magical life with you. Being in love with you brings joy into my life again, when I thought I couldn't feel this way about anyone, You came into my life suddenly and brought happiness I am just thankful that you're in my life. The road for us is still long and wide and very, very difficult, but remember I will always be by your side to support you, no matter what. I did not receive money in western union earlier. It will be for the first time. Tomorrow in the morning if I shall receive their that after a dinner it will be possible to start to make out the ticket. Thank for understanding and care. You so are attentive to me. My heart is very sad with out you. I keep think of you all the time day and night. I still worry but I know that you will help me. Kiss you. Hugs you. I love You Mark!

Letter 6

My love Mark!
There are no words to express the gratitude I feel in my heart that our hearts have come to dwell together, as one. You are my life, my heart, my soul. You are my best friend. You are my one true love. The day we met was fate. Our lives intertwining was fate. You are my destiny. I love you more today than I did yesterday, and I'll love you more tomorrow than I do today. Love is the only thing that makes life worth living. Your love. With all my heart I am forever yours.I shall remain so much how many the visa it approximately 3 months but if we shall marry I will allow shall stay with you for ever. I shall arrive to you when I shall have the visa and the ticket.

Letter 7

My sweetheart Mark!!!
I just so happy to have such great frieand and soulmate as you! Every night I thinking about you, sometimes I can't sleep thinking of you! You can't imagine, how much do you mean for me! You become so close man for me!
Today we had a greatest holiday of out town. There are lots of flags, baloons, fireworks and shows. I was so sad, that you were not with me, I would like to hug you or just keep your hand. That so important for me now, that's my dream. I like such holidays. All people look very happy, and we have some sport meets. We have a great sport centre in our town, where I like to go to do for sport.
Today I talked with my cousin about us more and she is so happy for us! I ask her about transferring money, she said that the best way is to use western union system and she said, that everybody in America know how does it works. I did not hear about this system of money transferring and I just searched Internet for this to read something about it. And i found this site, where anybody can get nearest bank, which included to western union system. Here it is:
www.westernunion.com . You can visit it and look how does it works. Unfortunately there are no banks agents in my town, but I can get it in Samara. Closest bank to road service station is
Phone: (7 ) (846) 2351630
I was in bank and the clerk has told to me is necessary to use number (MTCN) in transfer of money . You will receive this number at bank and you have to give it to me. I need this code, your name, your adress and your zip code to get money. The clerk has told that without MTCN it is practically impossible to receive money.
Its seems all information that you need to send me money is my name and my surname. You know my name and my sirname is: Ganyaeva Please let me know is this information enough for you? Please let me know.
I kiss you and hug you, my love!
Forever yours,

Letter 8

My Love Mark!!!!!
I woke up this morning and rolled over to give you a big hug and a kiss. It was the most wonderful dream I have ever had. You and me were laying next to each other in each others arms. We were kissing each other with so much passion, this was such a real dream it woke me up and I found my self looking for you my heart was pounding so hard I thought you were really here with me. I know it wont be long and we will be together like we want to be. We will be able to feel this passion for real. A dream like this makes me miss you even that much more. And I already miss you so much now. I can't wait for you to be here with me so our hearts and soules can be united together as one for the rest of our lives. I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH!!! And my Love for you grows stronger every day. I know it is just a matter of time and we can be together and show each other the love we have for each other. I MISS YOU VERY MUCH!!! I need 710$ for my ticket.

Letter 9

Greetings my love Mark!!!!!
I am very glad to receive your letter and read your ideas, it is always very pleasant for me because I feel you beside. In your last letter I have read your desire to help me and to buy the ticket at home, thank you for understanding and trust, I am very glad that we at last can make something for our meeting. It very much pleases me because I dream of our meeting most of all and I wait for this moment most of all in my life! I think it our destiny to be together and for me are very interesting your ideas in this occasion . I went to agency and found out that we can make with the ticket, there to me have told that there are two variants of registration of the visa and purchase of the ticket:
1. you buy the ticket at yourself and I receive it here in this case to me it will be necessary to go to Moscow and to register this ticket in the American embassy it occupies about 3 months and trip to Moscow will cost for me about 200 dollars. Then I give this ticket with the passport to agency for registration of the visa, it will occupy about 4-5 weeks.
2 package deal gives agency, it means that I buy the ticket at them and at once I pay for visa and they start to make out all necessary documents for my trip to you. They have contract with embassy therefore the ticket bought at them it is not necessary to register. All official registration of papers in agency will occupy about 3 weeks. It is the most convenient way for us my love. But it is very interesting to me to know that you think about it because such questions we should solve together because we a single whole and as the future pair should discuss all. I ask you only about one let's make it quickly because I cannot without you my patience exhausted also I am tired from loneliness. I thank you for all that you have made and will make for us and for that you are with me.
All yours Lubov!!!!!

Letter 10

My love Mark!
I am so happy to get your letter and I am so happy that we becoming closer to each other. All night I thinking about you and about us, I turned on few times the light to read and reread your letters. Its very great that people can meet each other throught Internet and write letters to each other just every day which can let them know more about each other, to make fellings and empathies. I am so gald to meet you in my life and I am planning to meet you in person. I am very serious in my choice. I dont think that longterm correspondence will help us as much as personal meeting. I dont like to speak about financial, it does not good in Russia, I dont brought up such, and my parents teach me to consult with it only by myself, and if I ask someone about something, it mean that I thought a lot about wheather to do it or not. So I thought a lot about is this good or not to ask you about help, but I hope for your understanding because I do it only for both of us and for our happyness. My dear, during the time of our communicating, I understood that we have feeling to each other that I can call LOVE. Such feelings between people become not only from nothing and from lots of thought, analyses of relations, understanding and mutual help. With every day I am becoming surer in my choise and in you. And I sure those if I do some mistake you will understand me and forgive me and I can say it about myself too. Looking for our relations I understood that only destiny of my heart is to meet you in person. And I believe in mutual feelings. I was at cash of airport department today asking about cost of the tickets. I dont think that tickets can cost so much! I dont sure in choice of date, but I asked about cheapest tickets that exists. Its costs about 870 US dollars. So, here is information about ticket:
Depart Samara (KUF) 9:30 am
Arrive Detroit (DTW) 9:17 pm Sun 15-Feb
Airlines: Samara Airlines 15
Aeroflot-Russian International Airlines 303
Air Canada 7999
Connect in Moscow (SVO), Toronto (YYZ)
Unfortunately for that moment its really big money for me. As you know, I saved up some money, its about 160 dollars for the ticket and all money for the visa. So I need about 710 dollars more. Its really hard for me to find now such money by myself, it will take about half of year more. I thought a lot about how I can get such money to make us be together. The best idea was to sell a coin, but when I come to pawn shop, a man there said me that maximum price is about 220 dollars, that he can give me for it. He advise me not to sell this coin, because it costs more money that he can give me. He asked why I need to sell it and I told him about you and about my visit. He was surprised, and said, that I have to take this coin with me and in America this coin can cost more then 2000 dollars depending a place of selling. And he advised me to ask money from you. I dont know now where I can get such money. Will you help me with it? Its really unpleasant for me to ask you help, but I its seems I have to do it for both of us. I will take a coin and will present it to you so you can do what you want with it. I dont know a lots about how to send money but if you are interested I will ask it from my cousin, she sent money few times for my aunt from another countries. What do you think about a date of our meeting? Which is the best? The easiest for me is to take vacation at the next month. Please write me your opinion. I am waiting your responce with impatience and I hope for soon meeting. I am sure that meeting in person will be better then thouthands of letters! And I cant wait to see you in person!
Most sweet kisses, yours