Letter(s) from Natalia Bukreeva to Kevin (USA)

Letter 1

Dear Kevin!

I am very glad to get your letter today, and I have to say, that I'm happy, that I have decided to communicate via Internet, and to learn English, I speak English pretty good, and I hope, that I don't make many mistakes in my letters. It is a very interesting way of communication, and it is rather new for me. But I have to say, that I am not looking for pen-friend, I want to say, that my intentions are very serious, and I look for my second half, and (I hope, if we with my chosen will want it both) future husband (I have never been married before, and I have my own special reasons for it, may be I'll tell you about it later). I hope you'll understand me, and if it is only the game for you (I don't think so... but...), tell me about it, please, and may be it will be better for us to stop our conversation, because I don't want to hurt myself. I have to say, that I am very interested in you, I want to know you better, and I want to understand you, what kind of man you are... And to decide, was I right or not, when I wrote to you.

So, what else I can say... I'm 1 m 71 sm tall, my weight 52 kg. My favorite flowers are orchids, but I'd love when my man brings me flowers, which he picked up, and it doesn't matter what kind of flowers they are. I like tender colors, not red or dark blue, but pink, and pastel tones. I like to watch movies at home, some TV shows of course, and sometimes sport channel, but not often, because I have to say, that watching sport alone is not interesting for me. I like outdoors activity, and of course tourism, but I have no opportunity for it, but I like to walk in the park and to read books, when the weather is good and warm, and I have free time. I live in a small small town of Novgorod. By the way, I have never been abroad. I live with mom and dad in a 2 room-apartment on the 7-th floor. My father is an invalid (he has a sick heart) he does not work, that is why it is necessary to me to work on two works and to pay rent for an apartment and also buy medicine to my father. But I do not complain, I used to work and help my family in my childhood. I believe that the God will give me sometime happiness to love and to be loved! Well, what else can I tell you...? My hair is light-brown and I have a quiet character. I love nature, flowers, different music, sports. But especially I like to prepare meat and to bake pies. Unfortunately I don't have a man for which it would be desirable to do. Please, do not play with me, do not damage my feelings! Kevin, I am waiting for your answer with impatience!

Your new familiar Natalia.

Letter 2

Dear Kevin! Our correspondence is very pleasant to me and you become not indifferent person for me, I think about you much, and I try to imagine our first meeting. Do you think it can sometime happen? For me acquaintance on the Internet is something new and I do not know to what it can result, in fact there is an ocean between us. But... I believe if two persons are really intended for each other, there will not be any barriers on their way! Dear Kevin, excuse me that my letters are so short, but I have a lot of work, and services of the Internet Cafe are very expensive for me. I will write you tomorrow, and..... I think about you much! Yours Natalia.

Letter 3

Thank you for a good mood and such wonderful day which you give me! Dear Kevin, I have already forgotten that feeling, that condition of flight when any work brings pleasure and everything is gone right! I have told about you to my mum and my friend Elena. They are very glad for me and ask to say to you "hi". Today I got a big dog of breed mastino on training. It is very kind and quiet a dog, but I should make it angry and biting. It is not pleasant to me, but it is my work, without this work my family will not live. And also I prepare dogs for searching drugs and for protection of people. Tomorrow I will try to take the day off on my work and to go on the nature, I get tired very much on my work and a day of rest is very necessary for me. I will take the camera with myself and I will try to send you a photo with Russian nature! Up to tomorrow, the Internet Cafe is almost closed, and I need to be in time on the bus to get to my house. And Merry Christmas to you!!!
Yours Natalya.

Letter 4

My sweet Kevin! How are you? I am great! I went for a walk to the forest, drink country milk and breathed clean air. It is a pity that you were not with me!!! I imagined that we were walking hand to hand and then we sit on bank, having embraced and we dream about our future. But.... You are so far and it makes me very sad. I do not know what is happening with me, I have never had such feelings! I never thought that it is possible to fall in love with the help of Internet, but it happened..... And I do not know what should I do with my feeling!? Kevin, please, write what do you think about it, do you think of an opportunity of our meeting!? If I am only a pen-pal for you, write to me about it, I do not want hurt myself. Now I need to get patience and to wait for your answer. Only yours Natalia. Merry Christmas!

Letter 5

My sweetheart Kevin!!!!!!
I'm also really very shocked, but I'm too tired to be lonely and I want us to use the chance to find our happiness. My mother is really very anxious for me but anyway she trusts you and she hopes that I'll live better life with you and due to you. Now, I'll try to give you a bit more detailed information about my arrival to you. According to the American Laws I need to use my visa not longer than in 28 days after it was made. So I need to use it till the 2nd of March. In case I'll come to the USA till the 2nd of March, I'll be allowed to stay in America for 3 months. In case I'll get married during that 3 months, or I'll find a man who will be guarantee person, I'll get a working visa H2B for 3 years and I'll be allowed to stay in America forever. I had a meeting with the travel agent and he said, that in case I want to fly away till the 2nd of March I need to reserve tickets till the 12th of February. I'm sending you the site of the travel agency "Kompas" , which have made me the visa and where I will arrange tickets: www.kompas-travel.ru . You can send money with Western Union to the name of my travel agent: Yulia Vysochina to Moscow. If you don't want to send money via Western Union, you can send them straight on the travel agency account, it's in the "Hansabanka" the account: LV91HABA0551009055657, the owner of account is Tatjana Kreicberga (it's the chief accountant of the travel agency). Honey Kevin, I want to ask you a very important thing: do you really want me to stay with you forever? I ask you this to know whether I should leave my work here and how soon should I pack my luggage. Please, answer my question, I'm awaiting for your soon reply. I love you, I miss you, I send you a thousand of hot kisses, yours Natalia.

Letter 6

My love, my life, my light Kevin!
All my relatives and close friends are very happy for me! In the closest days they will come together in my house for saying "goodbye" to me. I started to pack my luggage slowly because of impatience. I want to say that I have a nice gift for you, but I won't tell you what is it, I want to make a surprise for you. But in fact I have two presents, and one of them is a warm sweater from camel wool which I sew for you by myself and have to finish in the closest time. It's decorated with your initials, honey. I was almost totally desperate to find my soul mate, but now, my lovely Kevin, I want to say right from my heart the most important words in one's life: I love you!!! I want to be with you everywhere and all the time! And I wait for your next letters with the great impatience, darling.
Forever your Natalia.

Letter 7

My dearest man in the world Kevin!
Thank you so much for all that you're doing for our happiness! I called my travel agent right from the work and she said that she's picked money, so tomorrow I'll go to the travel agency to arrange tickets! I'm so happy that it seems to me I can fly! Sorry for the short letter, but I'm too tired today and I must prepare for the visit to the travel agency tomorrow early in the morning. Honey, as soon as I get my flying information (date and time of my arriving, flight number etc.), I will write it to you immediately right from the travel agency. Bye for now and sweet dreams, yours truly Natalia Cooper.

Letter 8

My love Kevin!

I don't know, how to begin my letter... When I fill in one questionnaire for people who move to the USA in the travel agency yesterday, I found question or prevention, it is about "pocket money", it says, that I have to have 1200-1500 USD with me, when I'll move to USA. When I come to you, and when I'm with you, it will be guarantee for me, that I won't do anything wrong in the USA! I asked about it the agent of the travel agency, and he told me, that it is immigration law for all Russian (and not only Russian) people, who move to the USA, I have to show this money at the customs (I don't need to spend this money or pay it, I only have to have it with me in the airport), and only in this case they'll let me enter the USA! If I don't have this money , when I move to you, they won't let me enter the plane!!! It is so horrible! I'm so sad about it! I started to search for the money (because I think, that procedure of sponsorship is very long and hard for us), because I don't know what I have to do, I wanted to buy tickets yesterday, but I don't know what to do now. My love, I'll do my best to find this money, may be I'll borrow it, because I'll be able to send this money back, when I come to you, I know, that I don't need it, when I'm with you. But I don't know how much it will take for me to get this sum. I'll do my best. I love you, my dear, and I want to be with you as soon as possible, I even can't sleep now. Oh, I'm so tired, I'll go home now, I'll write to you tomorrow morning. I know, that nothing can prevent us from meeting each other, I know, that our love will crush everything every troubles, which are between us!

Your loving sweetheart, Natalia Cooper.

Letter 9

My love, my life, my future Kevin!
It is very important for me to express to you how much you really mean to me. I wish I could do this in person while holding you in my arms and gazing into your eyes. But since we are physically separated by miles of emptiness, this expression must come in the form of letters such as this. Kevin, I know it is difficult for you, as it is for me, to be separated for so long. Life seems to be full of trials of this type which test our inner strength, and more importantly, our devotion and love for one another. After all, it is said that "True Love" is boundless and immeasurable and overcomes all forms of adversity. In truth, if it is genuine, it will grow stronger with each assault upon its existence. Kevin, our love has been assaulted many times, and I am convinced that it is true because the longer I am away from you, the greater is my yearning to be with you. You are my devoted Prince, and I am your enchanted Princess. I cherish any thought of you, prize any memory of you that rises from the depths of my mind, and live for the day when our physical separation will no longer be. Until that moment arrives, I send to you across the miles, my tender love, my warm embrace, and my most passionate kiss. I love you I love you I love you Kevin! Me and my mum for the past two days went to all of our friends and relatives trying to lend some money for my trip to you. But we have got only 350$. Now I need 1150$ more for pocket money to fly to you, my sweet Kevin! Please, let my dream come true, I will come to you and you'll never regret about it! I miss you so much. I wait and wait and wait for your letters as I wait and wait and wait for you. I printed your letters and reading them every evening. You are so amazing with the way you can put your love into words that pierce my heart the way you do. I don't want a man unless its you, I don't want a lover unless it you. I don't want to marry unless to you. I just want my soul mate, I just want you. I want you cause I need you cause I love you and I can't live without you. Hell is living without you, there is no true love without you.
Always your Natalia Cooper.

Letter 10

My honey, love of my life Kevin!
I'm so sorry for not writing you for so long time, I missed talking to you so much!!! What a pity that we weren't together on St.Valentines Day, but I'm sure that the day we will meet each other in person will be our personal holiday of love! As you know, I had to arrange tickets till the 12th of February to be able to fly to you when my visa is still valid (till the 2nd of March). So, I've finally got those tickets and I will arrive to you on the 1st of March! The only thing that we have to do is to find somewhere those 1150$ for the pocket money... My dear and beloved knight Kevin, when I've read about your firearms collection which you want to sell to get money for my arrival to you I was shocked!!! That firearms are very valuable for you, aren't they? And you want to sell some for me?!!! Honey, I was crying when I read that letter... No one has ever done such a thing for me! Our love is really blessed by God and it's one in a million! But I couldn't let you do that! I went to the town of Samara to the family of not close relatives of mine hoping to borrow from them some money. I know that those money won't be paid, it's only to show the Customers that I have them, and I'll be able to send those money back as soon as I come over the American Border. But unfortunately I had no luck. My relatives had just taken a car on credit, so they are saving money for it themselves. I'm so sad, my lovely sweetheart Kevin! You write that you'll have money before the 5th of March, but I must fly to you till the 2nd of March because my visa is time-limited! I don't know what to do now, I want to be with you most of anything in life and I'm so confused! My love Kevin, I have the only valuable thing of my own - the golden ear-rings which I'd got a long time ago from my grandmother, I could try to sell them, but it was said to me that I will have only about 130-150$ for them... Please, write me soon, if I have to do it and will it help our situation or you'll be able to do something by yourself? My fate is completely in your hands now and I wait for your decision, darling. Kissing you a thousand times and hoping on better, yours loving Natalia Cooper.

Letter 11

My sweetheart Kevin!
I'm really very anxious as far as I got no letters from you for 3 days already. I don't know, whether you got my latest letters to you. The Internet Cafe's worker told me that it could be the computer problem and he gave me a piece of advice to create a new mail-box. Honey, please answer me as soon as possible whether you got this letter from me. I'm waiting for your reply with a greatest impatience.
Loving you, Natalia Cooper.