Letter(s) from Irina Shadrina to Oscar (USA)

Letter 1

Hello dear Oscar !! !
It shall be possible I to name you so? I already for a long time did not speak such words anybody.

Thank to you for your letter! I am sincerely glad to each your letter.
It is pleasant to me to communicate with you. I frequently think of you. I am glad that you tell about the life.
We should learn each other better. I hope our letters will help us to become closer. When I write the letter I present as I tell it personally to you. I hope, you understand, about what I speak.
I made not broken by our distinction in the age of! For me it not the initial factor!
I think, that the person should be good, with sense of humour, and understanding!
And age not the main thing! With the adult of persons it is much more interesting actually
Already saw life. It is much more more qualified and is cleverer. It is possible to study and study new. As Will be prepared, all age is obedient to like.

We should trust each other, because without trust it is impossible to live. I earlier too have trusted in the man, and it has deceived me. I to want to tell to you about it. I was madly in love with the man, and it only pretended, that loves me. Actually it scoffed at my feelings. There was such, that it nominated to me meetings, promised to come to me, I waited for it, and it did not occur. I sometimes cried, because it did not come in the evening, at us in city in the evening is not so quiet, and I worried for him. And it, bad man, came in day or through two and spoke, that he had businesses and that it loves me. And then I have learned through his friends,
that at this time it had a good time with what that by the maidens. It did not love to work, it frequently borrowed from me money, promised to give back, but never returned the debts. And I forgave it, because loved. I even hid it from the mum. Some time has passed, and I have seen it in the street with other woman. They were kissed. I did not remember, how has come home. I cried all night. I had depression very long. I began much to work, and began to overlook this villain.

After that case I have decided, that I shall never deceive the in love people, I shall never scoff and to play by feelings of other people, and I have decided, that all this not for me. I shall not bear some more such moment in life. I do not want more so to risk and to break to myself life. I want to be simply happy and to live as the normal man. I want to be happy with the man and to lead with it all life. This man should be more senior than me, that it could learn me and my future children. I wait from the man of understanding, I think, that this most important and, certainly, large love both cares of me and our future family. I shall try to make the man happy. But without his help, without his love and understanding it will make difficultly. I once again to want to test such feeling as love. I very much to hope for it. I to think, that you understand my words.

I love when the people trust each other I think that the trust this most important in the attitudes you see without trust can not be pure love.
I do not love the people which deceive and play by feelings of other people I think you me understand!!!
Mine dear I want will find the man which to love and to respect me and I want to create with it family.
I precisely do not know what at me the plans, but I think that if I will love meeting of that man which me and will offer me to leave for him behind the husband, I shall be the very good wife.
I want to have children. I shall care of children and about the husband I shall do an ? for the family

It seems, that with each letter between us there is something greater, than friendship. We begin more to trust each other, we become more frank, you agree with me? I think, that our souls approach. I want to continue with you the attitudes, and I to trust, that all can be very well. I wish to you good mood!!! I shall wait about impatience your letter, and to miss for you!!!
Your friend Irina !!!.

P.s Thank for you foto you very liked me

Letter 2

Hello dear !!!

How you? At me all is good !!!
I very much waited your letter!
I do not understand, that with me, I the whole days think of you! You pleasant, good, kind, I can speak you it always! And you understand me! It is very pleasant for me, that far from Russia the man lives to which I am necessary! I very much love your letters, I with the large pleasure read the letters! And I am ever more and I understand you more! I feel, how with each letter you become closer for me. I am tired from life here without the man, which I can grow fond of, and you - unique who is necessary to me, and gives me force to live. You see, that we became much closer, than ever before. You can not imagine at all that you mean for me. You mean much. You can
ask, it is possible: why. I do not know. But I really know - that you for me became the very close man. I never knew such beautiful soul as yours. You have opened it once for me and never closed. Now I open my soul for you. I give you my heart. I think, you unbiassed and are honour to me. Now I completely trust to you, and you became for me the close and native man, to which I can open the heart. I love to read the letters from you. My heart always trembling, when I see the message from you in my letter box. I become by the seized aspiration from you. I think, that all will be good, and we shall meet! Our meeting will decide much! We should understand each other and have real dialogue! I very much would like to go for a walk with you along the street, to travel, to have a good time together. I shall go with the large pleasure near to you!!!
Excuse me, if I am too expressive. Probably, you did not expect it from me? But something has changed a way of my life recently, and I believe, that it - you.
Recently I read the novel about love. In this novel it was told concerning a history of love. It - history, has taken place 18 centuries. Reading this book, I have understood, that as well as now in those times the love was most important in human life. The man always checked feelings of love. I know, you the very sensitive man, you should understand that I speak. I very much love to read the books concerning love.
The love this word, which is known all over the world. The love connects the people from the various countries. I think, that for love there are no obstacles.
I always closely read your letters.
I write you from my heart.
If you think, that I write you not so, please, correct me.
What you think of my letter?

I wait the frank answer.

Irina !!!

Letter 3

Hello dear !!!

I waited for your answer. For me time stops when I wait for your letter. All my ideas only about you and about our first appointment. I constantly think of you, you have occupied a place in my heart. At work I became slightly inattentive also my girlfriends speak, that I am in love. I was never so is happy. I absolutely have changed, my girlfriends and familiar speak about it. It is all because of you. I as though fly in heavens.
I already so have become attached to you, that I miss each day without your letters. I always, think of you. I nothing can make with myself. I think, that I am in love. Yes I love you!!! I talked about it to the mum, and she speaks, that it is good, she thinks, that I shall be happy. I have told to the mum, that you the most good man and that I completely trust you. She speaks me, that I should not be mistaken. She speaks, that we owe even closer study each other. She to love me. And she is simple my native mother. I think, that you understand me. She wishes to us happiness and large love.
Sometimes I dream that you will meet me at the airport with the big bouquet of roses, we search each other by eyes and when we find each other, we run on meeting. You embrace me, and you speak, that at last together my love Irina !!!! I shall embrace you. We shall have a passionate kiss at our meeting. After the airport we shall go to cafe and we shall speak about love. I shall want to look where you live. We shall go to you home. You will show me your house. I shall look all your rooms. We shall lift glasses with red wine for our first meeting. I very romantic person. I love romantic music. I the request to include you a romantic melody. You will invite me on dance. I dream to dance with you till morning. You will embrace me for a waist and we shall be turned in slow dance. I shall look at you. Our lips have merged in kisses again. It is dream of many girls. I as well as would like all girls of love, children, family happiness.
I want have a line of the person to which I can to trust all pleasures and troubles. You would like to embody my dreams in a reality?
Write to me about what you dream. I think our dreams coincide. It is difficult for me to fall in love with persons. I very well should know persons what to fall in love with him. Reading I understand your letters that you the good person. I think at a meeting we shall understand that we have true love. Unfortunately it is very difficult to understand that you feel on distance. Therefore it is necessary for us to meet. Our letters and words will be vain if we shall not meet. You agree?

I think it it is silly to love persons and to not want him to see.

I hope I not vainly I trust you the dreams.
I am sure we shall make our dreams a reality.

Have remarkable day and enjoy life.

With love Irina !!

Letter 4

Hello my love my darling, my future husband !!!
I love I love I love you my darling. You yes cannot will imagine as I is now happy. I have just read through your letter, and on my eyes tears now run, but do not worry it tears of pleasure. My darling I love you more lives, and I am grateful to the god for that that it has connected ours to you hearts.
my darling I have told to my mum about you and about our attitudes, I have told to it that you transfer me greetings and that you promise to care and love all life me. You cannot my darling will imagine as my mum was happy when it has heard these words. It has told that only will be glad if at us with you all will be good. My mum transfers you greetings and wishes us with you the big love and happiness.
My darling I wish to tell to you fairly that earlier I could not trust in that what probably to love which person you when did not see. But now all my opinion on it has changed. My darling after ours with you of acquaintance all my life completely has changed. My friends and my parents speak about it all. My darling now I trust in that that the love on distance is possible. I love you more lives my darling, and I am grateful to you for all that you do for me. Oscar your love allows me force to live in this difficult world.
All these years I searched for the person which will love and respect with me, I would dream of that that will find the person which to wish to create family with me and which will wish to live with me all life. And here my dream has come true also I cannot trust in that that it is all the truth my darling/
you cannot present as I is now happy, I again and again read your letter and I understand as strongly you me love. My darling I wish to tell to you that I completely trust you in all and I know that if I shall arrive to you that you will care of me and to love me.
My darling yes I wish to be only yours all life, yes I wish to be your wife and yes I wish to have children from you.
My darling I now sit here in the Internet of cafe and I represent that as to us it will be good together. I think of that as I shall come to you and I represent ours with you a meeting. I see that as you meet me at the airport with a greater bouquet of colors. My darling when I see you that I run to you on a meeting and you take me on hands and speak me (Irina my love you cannot imagine as I it is happy that we at last that together)
My darling I see our future and I want all will tell to you that at us with you well. I very much very strongly wish to arrive to you and to remain with you to live on always. My darling I wish to learn as much as possible about your country, I would want that you acquainted me with culture and traditions of your country, I would want that you acquainted me with your friends and parents because this all really is very important for me/
I completely and in all trust you, and I know that when I shall arrive to you that you will care of me and I have told about it to my mum and it trusts the same to you. My darling I really would want that you were my husband. I would want that we with you had children because I you will be assured of that that the best father, I know that we with you can give good education to our future child.
My darling of rather our meeting, at me already has now begun holiday and I am ready to that what to arrive to you as soon as possible.
Today I yes went to a travel company and learned there about that that is necessary for me will for that what I could arrive to you and to me have told the following.
1) I should do my passport which will cost for me 200 $ and will be ready within 5 days.
2) I should do which give the visa to me is right to come to you for the period of 90 days. The visa will cost for me 250 $ + 100 $ consular gathering.
My dear really it is very a shame to me before you with that that I have no money for a trip to you and me sadly from that that I should be asked from you the help but we do not have other choice.
I have learned about that where you can send me of money. To me have told that at us in city is Western Union and that it is very reliable remittance . My the darling for that what you could send me of money to you it is necessary to know the following information on me.

My full name irina Shadrina
The country Russia
City Cheboksary
St Lenina 50/61
Post cod 424018
My darling to me as would tell that for that that I could receive your money I should know as the information on you. And still you should give me MTCN.

My darling I ask you please there is nothing do not worry all it will be good, I am not going to deceive you or to play with you. My darling I swear to you that that I when in a life I shall not break your heart because I very much very strongly love you and if to you that will be bad to me the same it will be bad because we with you native people now .
My dear I has decided to do so, that as soon as my documents I will be ready shall send at once to you a copy of it because I would want that you saw that all goes well. I love you and I promise you that I shall arrive to you!!!
I love you and I shall wait your letter, yours and only your future wife Irina!!