Letter(s) from Natalia Kuzovkova to Raju (UK)

Letter 1

Hello Rajugc!

Thank you for a prompt reply to my message
I did not think, that the answer would come so Quickly And I am very glad, that you have not disregarded my letter.

I have already lost hope to find my soul mate and I have decided to try to make it with the help of the Internet.
I have been advised to acquaint myself with a man from your country, as the men in your country are the most decent and kind.

It is very good that I have gone to a club of acquaintances and new beginnings to look at new profiles.
I was extremely surprised when I saw so many profiles of men that search for a woman!!!
Really in your country are there so many lonely men? It is very sad.

SO many of your men are lonely and have no happiness in private life.
I have seen your sincere profile and I have become interested in you very much and have decided to write to you.

In my profile, manager of Internet - club have written residence USA because the base does not accept my Russian postal index.
I do not know why, but I live in Russia and I hope it does not confuse you?

I did not think you would write to me. You at all do not represent And it was pleasant to receive your letter.
Well, I want tell you about myself.
I am your usual Russian women, actually i am not distinguished by anything from others.

It is probable to describe myself it would be easier for me, if I did not make it for the first time.
At me words and ideas because I worry slightly are confused. I did not expect, that you will answer me, and when I have seen your letter, I as if a current have struck in heart

Now I sit behind the computer and I do not know what to write to you.
Excuse me if I make to many mistakes in the letter, I do not absolutely know English.
So if to you something is not clear, then you ask me again, ok?
My name is Natasha, I was born in a small town under the name - Yoshkar-Ola.
My growth 5,5 and weight 110 lbs.
I do not want itself to describe because in this letter I send you the photo and I hope that it to like you.
I also promise that if you will answer me also we shall correspond that I still I shall send you the photos!!!
I like to look comedies.
Music I listen to anyone. For fun I like to read books to play table tennis, to walk with girlfriends.
I do not drink and do not smoke, drugs even never saw.
I very much love animals, two cats at my place live.
I the only child in family and always dreamed that I had sister or the brother.
I live together with my Mum and my father, in our small city there is no prospect,
Also it is impossible to find decent work what to earn for a life.
Therefore I work as the employee on registrations of production at a machine-building factory. I work to earn for my residing.
It not my speciality, but at me is not present other choice.
My main vital principles it is honesty, kindness, decency under the attitude to all people,
Tenderness and love and respect for loved to the man. I do not love lie and to not love false people.
I do not respect arrogance in people. I think that the arrogance worsens to live to these people and environmental people.
In people I respect honesty, compassion to poor people, love and respect for associates.
Therefore I abuse myself if when that have Thought of any person poorly, ok, that it is possible to tell about itself.
Ok, my main hope and dream is a search loving men and creation with him families.
Loving the man which will support me when I shall be need in support, who-what understands me.
But also and who - what only does not praise me when I operate a wrong way.
For me the main thing that the man loved me, respected as the person and paid me attention.
I do not ask, that he sat next me each minute. No, I want, that my beloved did not forget date of our acquaintance,
Date of our wedding, that was interested in my health and mood.....
I am sure, that I will have happiest family. I shall make all that my husband and I lived in harmony and mutual understanding.
I would treat beloved when he will be ill. My grandmother has learned me to some cunnings of national medicine.
I would sit with my loved each evening and shared the ideas and dreams.
I want to work on the speciality and to help the husband to cope with difficulties of modern life
I do not think that the age and appearance is so important though I am rather pretty.
The most important inside you and how do you feel about the life.
I know this life from many sides and I am rather mature already to know how to make a man happy.
I do not know if you answer me or not. But why not to try? I will regret if not to try.
I think we should use every chance to find our happiness.
Life is too short to use it only for thinking and dreaming.
I sincerely hope, whether that our correspondence will show there can be we such pair.
Certainly there will be many complexities on our way. it is possible, that we can remain only friends.
Probably between us strong feeling of love and respect will appear. Yet I do not know. Life will show.
I want to know all about you and about your life, AS we live in the different countries at me there are questions:
Are you ready to have the relation with a women from Russia?
or the woman living abroad is not of interest for you? whether your dreams coincide with my dreams?
Please to answer sincerely all my questions.
Please if you are not serious in search of serious relations that Tell me it.
I shall understand and to not take offence. I hope you to not get tired to read it
With impatience I shall wait from you the letter.
If you have photo, send me please
sincerely Natasha.

Letter 2

Hello Rajugc.
I'm happy to hear from you again.
I was afraid that you will not write to me. I really want to continue our relations.
You liked me and I think that is many woman who would like to be with you.
And I'm happy that I have an opportunity to correspond with you.
I have not been married and I do not have any children, but I have dream to find the loving man. And I will give this person all my love and tenderness. So I want to have whole family, my husband I can trust in everything and he also can trust me.
A very important to have the person in which I can trust, you agree with me?
I want to live with the favorite person who will be cares and love me.
I do not know how may be in the future but probably I would like visit you and possible I will come to you some day but first of all we should get to know each other better.
Thanks you for your photo. It was very pleasant for me to receive it.
I'm Christian and I believe in God. You believe in God, do you go in church?
Likely at you other religion, but God one for all people...
Each church holiday I go in church.
I understand, that it should be really interesting to you why I have chosen you from thousand profils.
You unusual the man Rajugc and I hope that it does not confuse you?
It is very important for me, that you understand that to female heart to not explain why I have chosen you....
I hope, that you understand sense of my words.....
Probably, I am the happiest woman... I want to tell that you are similar to me.
I feel very much weariness here from a daily life, The life in Russia is very difficult, and I sometimes am very much tired from it.
In the advanced countries any worker can go to have rest in holiday to receive force for the further work, but at us is small income therefore it is inaccessible to us.
It is very pleasant to know which for many kilometers you have the person who estimates, understand you.
You agree with my idea? Unfortunately I have no opportunity to buy the computer.
and to place home phone because the computer cost approximately 800-1000 $.
and installation of domestic phone number 300 $, its very big money for me, and I can not allow for independent.
Therefore I use services of internet-club it is little expensive, but I have no other choice.
To greatest regret, I can not write to you each day, because it is necessary working and I strongly get tired.
In general I like my job, I see and communicate with many interesting people there.
But it is a hard to work because I have to stay there till late and walk from one place to another.
But this job allows me to have an independent life and to make some money for my living.
I do not want to complain, it is better to work in such place than not have any work at all. I want to ask to write me your telephone number.
I can not give you my telephone number because I live in apartment in which is not present the telephone.
Probably in the future I shall call you from telephone company if we shall be more close to each other and we shall understand that to us is necessary not only to writing but also talk....
Unfortunately is time to finish this letter, my time was finished.
Please tell me more about your life.
I wait your letter with impatience!!!
Sincerely, yours Natasha.

Letter 3

Hello my dear friend Rajugc!
When I wrote to you last letter
I had good mood.
That's why I wanted to joke to transfer you my mood.
I want to tell you, that live in Russia is hard, but is cheerful.
The laughter prolongs life.
The person sometimes should laugh.
Therefore do not think that I'm not serious girl.
Thanks you for congratulations happy New Year. It was very pleasant for me to receive it from you.
I have met New year in the family. At us the good celebratory supper was. All was good!
Each person is unique! Everyone goes the road, but sometimes ways of them are crossed and so families are formed. Sometimes it happens on always, and sometimes for short time. With it it is necessary to be reconciled. It is a life.
I do not have house of phone and the Internet. Therefore I write to you about the Internet of cafe.
I want to tell to you a little about myself.
Today I have reread our letters and have understood that I have written not much about myself.
I think that you can trust and that my hobbies are interesting to you.
My full name is Natasha Kuzovkova.
Now to me of 22 years. My birthday on February, 17. But do not speak that I'm very young. In my age I'm independent and always it seemed to me that my coevals, a little lag behind in development and I like men who are older than me.
I went to school up to 10 classes, and then studied in economic-law liceum at the faculty of law.
I have finished it with two marks "well", and the others were - "perfectly".
I not bad know the English because since the childhood was engaged with tutors.
I want to tell to you, what I prefer to do in my spare time.
I like to read love novels and to look films about love.
I like to look films about sacrificial love, but not soap operas.
Especially I like films "Titanic" and " Pearl Harbor ".
In these films we can see true love and tragedy...
I think that each person dreams about such love!!!
I love silent slow dancing music.
Especially I like a song "Yesterday" of the group "Beatles".
It is very romantic and lyrical song. When I listen to this song I imagine that I live in Middle Ages, and I'm a princess who is waiting for the prince on a white horse!!!
But do not think that I'm only a romantic nature!!! I love also dancing music very much.
In my childhood I was fond of sports gymnastics and now I love this kind of sports.
Every morning I start with warm-up and gymnastics, try to keep my fit.
I love to cook, and all my friends and relatives say that I'm an exellent cooker.
I do not drink strong alcohol drinks but on holidays I can dare to drink wine.
I do not like heavy food and instead of it I prefer salads.
Especially I love salad made tomato and cucumbers,
Filled with olive oil and grins!!! Mmm... It is very tasty!!
I hope that sometime you will try this dish...
One of my biggest hobbies is to plant houses flowers.
It is very thoughtful when in the street winter (and in Russia the cold winter happens some months in one year) and in my flat there are a lot of green flowers and plants!!!
When you come home after street you feel warm in your soul!!!
May be it's a destiny, that I have met you in the Internet...
And we became friends. Though, if I shall be fair, if I had an opportunity to live in other country that I would leave with pleasure.
But what will I do in another country?
I do not know, that I could make in other country.
I have work, I have mother which I love.
One, that I have not here - it is a man with whom I can live and create own family.
But I have difficulties with acquaintance with men.
And now I am very glad, that we have started to correspond with each other.
I hope, that we shall not stop our relations.
Now, when I have written to you this letter, I am afraid, that you can not answer me.
Please do not stop write to me your letters. With your letters I start to think about the best future.
I am sure, that we will have fine future, probably I speak about it early.
You see, that we know not much about each other. And the further acquaintance is necessary for us.
And we have taken the first step.
We should make many steps before we can tell each other that we know each other.
And I hope that you really agree with me. And we shall correspond further.
Your Friend Natasha.

Letter 4

Hello my dear friend Rajugc.
I am very happy to receive your last letter.
My dear Probably means - that all probably. If we shall want to live together and will be. I cannot tell you while exact answer. We should find out each other better.
I love cleanliness in the house and I watch it.
Mum speaks that I already adult and should choose itself to itself road in a life. She will be glad, if I shall be happy. It is important for her that I was happy.
I know that you are more senior than me.
If I am not mistaken, tomorrow at you Day a birth?! I congratulate you.
I wish you health, happiness and love. That success always was with you.
You know, during this small period of correspondence with you, I have already understood, that I miss your letter.
But as soon as I receive your answer my life at once changes.
Are you missing my letters?
I shall give you my address so we can correspond usual mail, but however it is not so convenient, as it seems to me.
First, letters will go for a long time, and the letter can be stolen.
In Russia it is possible to expect for long time..., but however I shall give you the address:

The country: Russia
Republic: Mari El
City: Yoshkar-Ola
Index: 424038
p\b:6 (a user's box)

I think, that you can send me the letter by correct mail.
If you give me your home address, I can also send you the letter.
But I think, it is a little bit inconvenient for us. Each letter will go very long time.
And it seems to me, that the easiest way to communicate through the Internet.
In general I think, that the Internet is a big achievement as people from two different ends of a planet can communicate with each other without problems.
I have got acquainted with such good man as you, only thank to it I can tell many good words to the Internet!!!
By the way, my mother and friends ask about you all the time, especially my mother.
I have told them that you are a nice and good man.
My mother are very pleased to our correspondence on the Internet and our relations.
My mother wish us good relations in the future and if it is possible, in the future,
If we shall be together they think, that we shall be magnificent pair...
But we should study each other more, really...?
It is very important for me.
There is a fact if you know, that on statistics, the majority of pairs break up, because they knew each other insufficiently,
And I do not want to make such mistake at once. I hope, what you understand me, Yes?
I cannot believe, that I have written to you again such a big message...
I hope, that it will be interesting for you to know about me more?
I would be grateful to you if you will write me in your next letter about your entertainments and about your hobby.
Well, let me to finish my e-mail.
By the way, my mother ask me to say hello to you!
I'll be waiting for your next message with impatience!!!
Please, write me soon!
Sincerely yours, Natasha.

Letter 5

Hello my dear Rajugc.
I was really glad and happy to find your letter again!!!
I did not understand earlier that this such - to receive letters from the person whom you appreciate and respect
Simply for that he is, though this person and I have never seen.
But thanks that you write to me!!!
I have found your structure on a site under the name www.singlec.com
I am afraid to give my love and receive instead of it roughness.
If you have disagreements with your woman, can you apply roughness?
I do not want that this letter contain only the sad side, so despite of sad instants, it is necessary to continue to live and be a pleased life!
I love all seasons. I love autumn. Yellow leaves, gold trees.
It's so fine to walk along the park and listen the rustle of the leaves under feet and to feel a smell of arrival of winter in the air.
And clouds floating along the blue sky and birds flying in the warm grounds.
The rain knocks on windows and on roofs.
It is fine!!! In such weather it would be pleasant to appear in a small room with a warm fireplace.
Weak light and slow music...
It would be paradise!!!
What do you think of it Rajugc? What can be finer than romantic evening in rainy day?
I love all the seasons. Like all people, I wait summer in winter and in summer I wait for approach of winter.
But all the same Russian winter is delightful. All world around white.
White flakes of snow are slowly turned and fall on the ground.
And first frost and first ice under our feet....
And it is pleasant and at the same time easy to break this thin first ice!!!
It will cheerfully burst under the feet and the first small crack is formed under a heel...
And then a web of cracks will spread over all surface of ice.
Oh, I'm a romantic nature!!!
Simply I have remembered my parents and the day they have got acquainted.
As they have told me it was in fine winter evening.
My mum together with her girlfriends went to skate and so it has turned out that my future father went for a drive on the same skating rink.
Suddenly my mother fell on the ice and broke her arm.
And my daddy was near by her and as the true gentleman he helped her to stand and then carried out her up to her house.
Nobody could think that they would fall in love with each other at first sight.
And after a while my father has proposed my mum.
In one and a half year I was born!!!
I love my family very much but it is a pity that there is no photo of them on a computer.
If I have an opportunity I will send you their photos.
I had always good attitudes with my parents. But there were situations when they cried at me but it was rare.
Once when I was 5 years I climbed on the TV-set and fell it down. Parents were in the kitchen, they were cooking as that day we waited for visitors.
They heard the noise and run to the room and they saw me I laid on a floor and cried.
I broke my leg. I remember my mother's eyes very well and the moment when she calmed me before arrival of doctors.
Everyone was frightened very much. But I recovered very soon, but we had not had the Tv-set for a year after it.
And when I went to school my father and me liked to go for a walk and sometimes he took me to his work.
It was interesting to me to observe as at such big factory all strictly and everywhere the order.
It was pleasant for me when he showed me his drawings and posters which he made.
He the engineer and developed projects of new buildings.
I loved him very much.
As to my mum that we now live all together. I love her very much.
We with her the best girlfriends.
She works as the tutor in a kindergarten.
I hope you could imagine my family.
Do you know how your parents have got acquainted???
What attitudes do you have with them now???
I hope to receive your letter very soon!!!

Letter 6

My dear Rajugc!
I am glad to receive your letter.
It is pleasant for me, that you have answered me. I was afraid, that you do not write to me more never
Forgive me, that I hastened in the last letter and have not answered your questions completely. I so hastened, that have overlooked to tell that the Internet of cafe only has opened and at once has gone to you to write the letter.
I understand, that for you it is too fast. Probably, you have thought, that I am similar to the little girl. But it not so.
I know feeling about which to you I speak. Because I have felt it.
But it was necessary to me be very hurt when I have found out, that my feelings have no reciprocity! It is very hurt for realizing.
It is hurt to understand that the person to whom you are ready to give the life does not appreciate it and only plays with you!
Then it was very hurt me. Since has flowed away a lot of water and anything back you will not return now.
But I do not regret about it. In fact if not it I would not meet you my dear.
Correctly speak, that nobody knows the destiny!
I am grateful to destiny, that I have met you.
With you I have again felt taste by a life. You have allowed my heart to beat with new force.
Due to you I have again grown fond and I have grown fond of you Rajugc!
You in the right to not trust me, but I can make nothing with the feelings to you.
I only hope, that you will answer me with reciprocity. Will not throw me, will not be frightened!
I know as men react to words about love. Many do not trust these words and think, that them want to deceive, achieving from them an arrangement.
Many after these words use women, as a thing! I am sure you not such person. In fact it is known, that at the in love person the reason to be in a fog.
He cannot think as before. All opens for him on the other hand, not known to him. And I should look at all in another way.
Dear I know, that men all over the world are afraid to be the deceived women who hunt for their money.
I heard many sad histories about these men. It was always a pity to me of men deceived same.
After all these histories everyone the man begins to concern with mistrust to words of love. I understand you and I do not wait from you for full trust.
I only know, that in due course you will understand, that I not the hunter behind money. I only the loving woman!
The woman for whom caress and love is necessary. You can give me it. But for this purpose you need to be believed, that I do not want you to deceive.
I fairly admit to you, that for will be a shame if I shall lead myself as hunters behind money do.
My family always and at all times was glorified by the honesty and desire to help kind people.
I cannot soil a name of my family. Me have brought up not as the thief, and as the worthy woman!
Sincerely I hope, that you will understand it soon.
I ask you do not allow me to be silent about my love to you. It is hurt. I would like to share with you the feelings, ideas and desires.
It was pleasant for me to write to you this letter. I hope, that it will be pleasant for you to read it.
It is time to me to go. I shall wait for your fast reply.
With love your Natasha

I would like to answer your questions now:
I hope that your sending will reach me and I to a floor your gift.
You know in a life it is necessary to try, instead of to wait when destiny will solve all for you.
Women are different. But I was brought up by my parents on old customs. I shall be true to the husband and never I shall begin to abuse or deride him. My family will be pleased lives. I shall make all for this purpose.
At us the head of the family is the man!
My stay to you depends on our consent.
My favourite color red.
In the evenings I help family, go in for sports. I run.
I like to walk in park.
I love salads. You love salads? I well do it.
The most pleasant holiday for me is my birthday.
Forgive, but I have not understood a question concerning assistants?!
At me good health
I carry clothes which is pleasant for a body and does not look defiantly.
I dream of the good family, the loving husband and children.
I love classical music, pleasant for my hearing. To me to like to look films about love and honour.
I have opportunity to lose Cd.
To not like me very fat food. To not like music at which there is no sense and not clear, wild. I love convenient clothes.
At me an allergy. I do not have photo of my room here. But if want, I can look.
In the house to me to like when all near at hand. Simply and beautifully. To like me color of wood, it is very beautiful.
I am glad lives. My life has changed, when in her you have appeared.
Me christened, when to me there were 4 months.
I shall help you again grow!
You and only you are necessary for me. At me any relations with other men. You mine the man!
I cannot without dialogue with you.

Letter 7

My love Raju!
I am glad to write to you the letter again
To me today it is better and is glad to see from you your fine letters. You do not represent, what happiness for me to receive your letters. But it happens me is a shame before you when I come and I see from you many letters, and you receive from me one small letter.
I very much hope, that you do not become angry about me because of it. I do not want to offend.
But you in fact realize, that I cannot write to you as frequently, as you to me my love.
I, trusting, that we with you shall meet, and we should not depend on the Internet more. We shall see really each other, and to feel touches.
When we shall arrive to Russia, I shall show you all beautiful places known to me. To you to like. At us it is very beautiful.
My weight makes 47 kg, I do not know, how it will be in pounds. Forgive to me my illiteracy.
I understand, that time is necessary for our meeting. I am ready to wait and hope.
I can find a place where it will be possible to look DVD. I earn in a month 170 $. It not so is a lot of, for a life me suffices and suffices what to help parents.
I like to lie down in a bath, to relax after the long working day.
On work we do sketches with figure, and then if it accepts the heads. We render already figures on products. You saw sometime Russian national toy - the Nested doll?
I told to my mum about you. She has told, that if you the good person she will not object to our relations. She does not want that you offended me. For her this main thing.
Yes you are right at me green eyes.
I ask you do not experience for me too strongly. With me all will be good. Do not worry. Be engaged in the affairs when you can you to me write. I shall wait for you.
With love in heart and soul your gentle Natasha

Letter 8

My love Raju!
I am glad to write to you the letter again
Today at me day a birth. I cannot write you the big letter, therefore I ask you, do not take offence at me for this short letter.
I should go to the house and prepare for a meeting of visitors.
It is very pleasant for me to see from you many letters with songs and signs on attention.
I really want to be with you, but I am afraid to go in travel agency because it is sure, that I trains to you will cost money. But, unfortunately, I do not have means. And if I shall ask for you the help decide that the woman, thirsting money from men.
I do not want, that you so thought, therefore I am afraid to go and find out about the visa.
To me it is sad, that you are not present with me. We could not note with you Day in love, and I shall celebrate my birthday, unfortunately, without you my love. But I sincerely believe, that all to change and we still shall meet together holidays!
I have not received from you any sending. You have sent something to me? What was it?
I want to thank you for your fine flowers. It is very pleasant for me to receive such fine bouquet of colors!
I always shall be with you my love. You unique the man which I love more lives.
With love in heart and soul your gentle Natasha

Letter 9

Hello my lovely Raju!!!
Thanks you for your songs and photo, to me was very pleasant to receive it.
How are you today?
Any your mood today I want to try to make even better.
This morning I did not go to my job, because this morning I flew to my job.
Today I came to my job beforehand. And I was first who came to the office.
And I was happy all the day. My colleagues were surprised. They have asked me why I'm so happy.
I have coming on my work is similar to an early birdy, no, as in love birdy!
Yes my dear Raju, I love you, I have fallen in love with you.
Last night I thought of us. About you and about me. About us together.
I could not fall a sleep. I thought what I can do to see you.
I want to arrive to you and to meet you very much! I hope you share my feelings and my desires?
I talked to my boss about this problem, and he agrees to give me long-term holiday for this travel!!!
It's all that I want now. I have a passport, but I do not have a visa to your country.
Today I have addressed visas agency.
I wondered how much it will cost for me to make visa.
They told me that consideration of the application on reception of the visa costs 100 dollars.
This sum does not come back even in that case if my application will not be approved.
And for getting a visa is necessary to go to Moscow where there is an consulate.
They have told that I will must visit set of various departments, state and medical institutions both in Cheboksary, and in Moscow.
It is necessary to wait for a long time the queue.
It is a usual way of getting a visa and procedure of reception can be delayed for some weeks or even months.
Besides if my application will not be approved, it will turn out that I squander money all for nothing.
I said I cant wait so long. To me have told that is possible to avoid set of problems and to make
all in faster terms if to use full package of service.
The full package of service includes additional payments for a category of the visa, consular services, preparation for interview with commission, interview.
The full package of service costs 485 dollars, but the visas agency remove all problems and thus increases the chance of getting a visa without excessive delays.
I asked how long time it will take to get a visa if to use a full package of service.
They have answered that it will take about one week. Maybe 2 weeks if there will be some troubles.
I have told that this variant satisfies me and I agree.
I have asked, whether there will be troubles with visa, because there were the terrible terrorist actions in USA and the conflict with Iraq.
I was answered that they will request information about me in the police.
And if in the police they will be answered that I the law-abiding citizen.
I will get the visa. I have never outraged the law.
And I have never done anything unlawful. I will have preparation for interview.
It will help me to receive the visa. And I really have registered the visa application with great belief and with great hope that you will be glad to meet me.
With belief and with hope that you want to meet me.
I really want to give you a gift - our meeting though I am not sure if you
Really want to meet me.
Can you imagine that if everything will be well, in two weeks we can meet?
If it would happen, would be it as a gift for you? Would be you happy if we could spend some days together?
I have a wild desire to meet you, to embrace you.
I have some savings. I do not want to cause you a monetary outlay. I will make all myself.
My dear I very much would want to arrive for the money to you but unfortunately at me it turns out nothing.
I have 100 dollars but you understand that it not chance for us.
I have asked in agency that to me to make and to me have told that can be you can help me with it.
As to me you have told can send me of money on the Western Union.
And me then to receive this money from you. It is necessary for you to know my full name and my adress.
I to you these data already allowed. But if you for any reason have lost my address that I to you again I shall inform all data.
To me have told that the Western Union it quickly and conveniently to send remittances.
Thus 385 dollars are necessary for me. And now all only depends on you when I to you shall come.
It is very inconvenient for me to ask you this money, but I do not see other way that we could meet so soon.
I know that you did not expect that I will tell all this.
But it is possible to wait eternally. But in fact nobody knows that waits for us tomorrow.
Maybe such opportunity will not be presented any more.
I have opened to you my heart and soul. I speak what I feel.
I am not confused by my feelings. I speak straight and openly.
The loneliness has made me courageous.
You can think That I hurry events. But I have found new feeling which never head. I am happy right now.
I seem I has found searched for a long time.
In Russia speak: " Under lying stone the water does not flow "
It mean that it is necessary to do a step onward to achieve something.
I am afraid to lose a opportunity to communicate with you because I can not
eternally use another computer.
Also remember that I very strongly love you!!!! And certainly with impatience I wait from you the letter.
Your Natasha.

Letter 10

My love Raju!
I am glad to see your fine letter again.
Your gentle and warm words caress my hearing. I know, how it will be pleasant to talk to you when we shall meet. We shall enjoy conversation with each other.
It was very pleasant for me to read your letter. I wait with impatience of the moment when I can be with you my love.
Thanks you for your songs and ideas. You are able to interest the woman. Your poems very much like me. It is a pity to me, that we with you are widely spaced and we can not embrace. But I sincerely believe, that all to change in the best side.
At me small earnings, but I shall save in process of the opportunities. In fact understand, that I cannot do without meal and water, without clothes and heat and many other charges. So has left, that I not rich and my family cannot help me with my desire to be with you. I do not have friends which can help me such big money. Guarantors are necessary for bank. Now you understand, that I can wait for the help only from the God.
You are afraid to help me because do not trust me. It is bad. When people do not trust each other. If you want, as I can prove to you the reality? I cannot arrive to you independently, I do not have money. How I can prove to you?
The international Women's day celebrate on March, 8. It is day when to women give gifts and do pleasant. You find out about this holiday more when all world begins to speak about it.
At me heart starts to beat more strongly when I think of an our meeting. It will be the finest time in my life. I shall be with you my love. It is fine!
I shall be with you because - I LOVE YOU!!!
I want to be with you as soon as possible. It is pleasant for me to hear, that you will give for me a gift for March, 8. It is always pleasant to receive gifts from favourite people!
Forgive me, but I need to go.
I shall miss on you my sweet.
With love in heart and soul your gentle Natasha

Letter 11

My love Raju!
I am glad to write to you the letter again
I am glad opportunities to write to you. I am grateful to founders of the Internet. If there was no Internet, we with you would not meet each other. Between us would be nothing. We would not know each other and lived so. But due to the Internet we know and we aspire to find out the friend better.
At us feelings have appeared. Feelings which force our hearts to beat more strongly.
I am grateful to founders of the Internet.
I want to thank you for congratulations. It was very pleasant for me to receive it from you.
My dear I would like to answer you whenever possible all your questions:
If I knew as to you to arrive, I already would be at you and you perfectly know it. My parents do not have money to help. If the chance was, I would use this chance.
485 $ (US) - cost of services of agency and cost of the visa. I will cost how many the ticket yet I do not know, but I know approximate cost of the ticket to you. It costs approximately 700 $ (US)
You ask about a sending to you. But I do not know all of you receive, that I shall send you. In fact you already know, how the post service in our country works. The only thing, that I can make it a copy of the passport and send you it. To people to which I do not trust, I do not send the documents.
I do not trust post service, therefore I do not want to risk. Think of it.
If at me were money, I would send you it that you arrived to me. I would not think and have sent you it, only that you were with me!
I shall regret nothing for the favourite person. The love in fact is not estimated in money! Money should please in love, instead of to give rise to quarrels and insults!
It is very a pity to me, that you had bad week. How there are affairs at you now?
You already know, that at us the holiday - the International women's day (on March, 8) was.
I have received many pleasant congratulations and a gift from native and close.
My family has presented me a set of creams for a body. Girlfriends have presented a set for a bath (a towel, a mitten and another). It was very pleasant for me to observe, how men give to women gifts.
This day inspectors of movement on roads did not write out penalties to women to drivers. They gave them flowers and cards.
This day I would like to be with you my love. You for me the most important gift! It is not necessary for me of gold and silver, it is not necessary for me of all it.
You are necessary for me only Raju!!!
I cannot present the life without you my love any more!
Let we are divided, but we shall be together! We should not lose hope!
We should aspire to our purpose - to be together!
Each holiday for me not a holiday because I was not present with you. When I shall be with you, it will be true holiday!
Forgive me, but I need to go.
I shall wait for your fast letter.
With hope in heart and soul your gentle Natasha

Letter 12

My love Raju!
I have decided to write to you the letter and to tell to you, that I have very strongly missed on you!
How you my love? You well feel yourselves?
I never shall leave you. I always shall be with you! Jewelry are not necessary for me. You are necessary for me only!
You know, today I especially strongly would like, that you were with me. I do not know why, but today my feelings are aggravated also you to me are very strongly necessary.
I ask do not perceive my letter as a joke, it is not true. I want to share sincerely with you the feelings, desires and dreams.
My feelings, probably, have become aggravated after approach of spring. At us here it is very wet. The city on half has plunged into water. But it will pass it is necessary to wait only. And feelings will stay!
You do not represent as me difficultly without you. To know, that you wait for me, and I cannot be with you. It is true torture for my heart.
Only you can cure my soul and heart. Only your love gives to me of force and hopes. I do not present the life without you! It will be existence, instead of a life.
I would like, that we were together. I know it difficultly, but we need to try.
I believe, we with you shall consult. For it we will have happy months, years of a joint life!
With love your gentle Natasha

Letter 13

My love Raju!
I am glad to see your fine letter again.
Your gentle and warm words caress my hearing. I know, how it will be pleasant to talk to you when we shall meet. We shall enjoy conversation with each other.
It was very pleasant for me to read your letter. I wait with impatience of the moment when I can be with you my love.
Thanks you for your songs and ideas. You are able to interest the woman. Your poems very much like me. It is a pity to me, that we with you are widely spaced and we can not embrace. But I sincerely believe, that all to change in the best side.
At me small earnings, but I shall save in process of the opportunities. In fact understand, that I cannot do without meal and water, without clothes and heat and many other charges. So has left, that I not rich and my family cannot help me with my desire to be with you. I do not have friends which can help me such big money. Guarantors are necessary for bank. Now you understand, that I can wait for the help only from the God.
You are afraid to help me because do not trust me. It is bad. When people do not trust each other. If you want, as I can prove to you the reality? I cannot arrive to you independently, I do not have money. How I can prove to you?
The international Women's day celebrate on March, 8. It is day when to women give gifts and do pleasant. You find out about this holiday more when all world begins to speak about it.
At me heart starts to beat more strongly when I think of an our meeting. It will be the finest time in my life. I shall be with you my love. It is fine!
I shall be with you because - I LOVE YOU!!!
I want to be with you as soon as possible. It is pleasant for me to hear, that you will give for me a gift for March, 8. It is always pleasant to receive gifts from favourite people!
Forgive me, but I need to go.
I shall miss on you my sweet.
With love in heart and soul your gentle Natasha

Letter 14

My love Raju!
I am glad to write to you the letter again
How you? With you all is good? I'm fine. I am very strong on you I miss.
Thanks you for your flowers. It was very pleasant for me to see it.
My dear at you is ICQ? To me have told, that is possible to communicate with the help of this program.
My dear I the only child in family. I studied cost of digital chambers and have found out that it costs good money. The price changes from Shirokov $ up to 1000 $ you think, now permissibly to spend such money?
If I will have chamber that I can send for you good photos.
You, probably, already know, that today at us in Russia a holiday on May, 9. It is great day for our country. My grandfather witnesses occurrence of this holiday.
At us two weeks distributed memorable tapes as a token of memory.
Tell to me, please, as we shall carry out our first day together?
My sweet I have not enough time, because today a holiday. I shall think of you.
I ask you continue to think of me.
See you soon your gentle Natalia.

Letter 15

My love Raju!
I am glad to write to you the letter again
I hasten to congratulate you on a holiday - Day of Mother!
It is a great holiday, but we in Russia for some reason do not have this holiday.
But I shall necessarily congratulate today mum on this holiday and I shall transfer from you greetings to her. She will be glad.
Yesterday I was very glad to dialogue with you. Today I have read your letters and it wanted to be even stronger with you. Thanks you for your patience and love. You true the man. You dream of each woman.
I want to thank to you for your songs and flowers. It is very romantic.
To me to like that you named me - Natalia
With my cats and colors all is good. They are pleased to arrival of summer.
I become now warmer also shall start to run, it will be possible with me my girlfriend, she still thinks. When I of me am an opportunity, I try to allocate time for sports.
At me orthodox belief in the God. It only directions in service to the God. Therefore I do not think, that distinction in belief very strong. All of us trust in one God, and this main thing!
My sweet I it is ready to changes in a life if we shall be happy together I it is ready to leave Russia for ever.
I had affinity one person, but he has severely deceived me also I do not want to recollect it.
In family the man main, the wife should give only councils.
Yes, really to use the Internet dearly.
I want to be mother, I should be mum, in fact it is incorporated by the nature in my essence.
I shall give you the full address of the Western union in my city.
Thanks you for trust to me. I very much appreciate it. You unique the man in my heart. I trust you and I do not have doubt in your honesty.
I never was not present you to a deceit because very strongly I like!
I do not have allergy. I have a few gold things. All this gifts of my parents and friends.
We are close to our meeting and it very strongly pleases me. We are created the friend for the friend.
My dear the visa costs 485 $, and the ticket 700 $, at me for certain, still there will be charges on trip to Moscow, hotel if it will be necessary to wait. Any more there will be no charges my love. And trips to be necessary for hotel approximately 180 $. All this charges.
My love I has tried to answer each your question if at you still will questions we we can speak about it in ICQ.
How you? How mark this holiday?
I shall do to pleasant my mum. Today she at me will have a rest also nothing to do{make}. I very strongly love my mum.
Also I want to make to her pleasant.
My love forgive me, but I need to go already.
With hope for a fast meeting your gentle Natalia


YOSHKAR OLA , 424000

(7 ) (836 ) 2414300

Letter 16

My love Raju!
I am very glad to see your fine letter.
How you my love? At all of you it is good?
Forgive me, that I needed time to write to you the letter. I have been borrowed. I was in a garden.
At me all is fine. I have started to go in for sports. Now I do jogs in the evenings. I wish to look well when we we shall meet. It is pleasant to you to hear it? I hope, that you are glad to hear about my diligence for you.
At me for you one more news. I have solved, that it is necessary for me to find additional work.
So I can postpone more money to arrive to you. You are glad?
See, I try to be with you as soon as possible. I wish to have time to meet you in this summer.
Tell to me, what you like to do during free time from work?
I like to read novels, to prepare. To me very much to like to prepare for salads. You love salad?
I love not only salads, but also a lot of other food. I the alive person. I love Russian kitchen, to me to like the pizza and is a lot of another.
I never travelled for limits of the country. All my travel was within the limits of republic.
I am not the stinker or the greedy woman. I the normal, simple woman who wishes to be with you.
I work 5 days in a week. On work we decorate and we create projects of figures for products. Basically we decorate utensils and souvenirs.
The Internet of cafe it is located in 30 minutes on foot from my house.
My visa will be done within 2-3 weeks, and it will last 3 months. If you want that validity of the visa was more everyone will be more expensive and will borrow more time.
I shall give you again the address of the Western union.
Yours the last the letter has forced my heart to fight even more strongly. I hope that soon we a meeting will occur to you.
My sweet, forgive me, but I need to go.
I was very glad to write to you this letter.
With love in heart and a soul your gentle Natalia.

PS: address of the Western union.

YOSHKAR OLA , 424000

(7 ) (836 ) 2414300

Letter 17

My love Raju!
How you? How at you business?
I today had a heavy day. I very much hope, that for you today was much better, than for me. Since the morning I was late for the bus and I had to write a justificatory note, in occasion of delay for work. Today all was not so. I start to trust in opinion of people on Monday. People speak, that it is the heaviest day. I hope, that week will be absolutely another.
I wish, that at all of you it was very good. I wish you fine working week.
My dear I shall try to call to you again. I cannot give number of phone because I call from branch of mail. Thanks you for your flowers, songs and your love!
My dear I do not blame you for your past. Everyone does errors. The main thing that such did not repeat any more. I shall continue to work, that to us it was easier. To me will pleasantly hear that you to help me with this month. I very strongly wish to be with you.
Here that you asked that:
My Country - Russia,
Republic: Mari El
My City - Yoshkar-Ola,
My Name - Natalia
My Lastname - Kuzovkova
I shall never throw you. I very strongly love you!
If I could be with you now has tried to decorate this evening. With you I could relax. I very strongly regret, that I was not present with you. Forgive me for it.
My sweet, I hope, that our meeting it will be fast.
With love your gentle Natalia

Letter 18

My love Raju!
I am glad to write to you the letter again
Forgive that was late. I have settled all the problems, and now I can go to you. In fact we so long waited for it!!! I cannot believe, that this day will soon come. Day of ours with you of a meeting. Day when I can touch the most favourite person on all white light!
Forgive me, that kept you waiting, but all has already terminated and now we shall meet.
Tonight I go to Moscow and in the morning of next day I shall be there. There I will be met by representatives of agency and will help me. I in Moscow have a girlfriend, I shall visit her. When I it will be known about the schedule of flight to you shall inform. Remains to a few time up to ours with you of a meeting.
I hope, what you well feel yourself? I wish to see to you cheerful!
You do not represent how to be strong to me it would be desirable with you!
Forgive, but I need to go.
With love in heart and a soul your gentle Natalia

Letter 19

My love Raju!
I am glad to write to you again.
I'm fine do not worry. Now I am in Moscow, at the girlfriend of the childhood. With her I have got acquainted, when to me there were 7 years. Since then we are friends. I was very glad to see her. However, when I have arrived to Moscow I was almost lost. It is very big city to be lost easily here again. It is good, that I was helped by kind people. There are at us still kind and decent people. In fact to me could not help, and direct in the unknown person a direction from there I reached with greater work. In that put I has gone through
Stress. I was frightened.
Excuse me, that I have forced to worry you. I very strongly worried.
Thanks you that you support me. Without your support to me it would be very bad.
Thanks for your full data, with these data I shall not be lost.
My sweet it is difficult to me to speak you about this. But it appears to arrive to you it is necessary to pass medical survey. Which the biocontrol refers to. Unfortunately, passage of the biocontrol demands money. There Is it a compulsory procedure. Without this me will not release from the country. I have spent all the savings to arrive to Moscow. Therefore I ask you to help me again. Passage of the biocontrol costs 207 Euro. When I shall pass this biocontrol, only then I can fly to you and to be with you wash sweet.
My sweet I ask you to send addressed to my aunt. Because so take small Percent for transfer.
I did not think that Moscow on so much expensive city. Forgive me if this letter will afflict you. But I should you tell it. I very much regret, that so it has turned out.
With love your gentle Natalia

Letter 20

My love Raju!
I am glad to write to you the letter again
Forgive me for a delay. Here in Moscow to have to wait to write to you my love.
I'm fine. I ask you take care.
My sweet you know my aunt cannot receive your money. To her have told that the exact information is necessary, such which you gave when sent money for me. If you can that write to me all this in detail. To the aunt have told that something in a surname.
On passages of the biocontrol some days is required to me. Therefore do not worry. I experience to your health. Try to correct for the health. When I shall be with you, I shall track your health. You will be the happiest person on light.
Forgive me, but my time comes to an end.
With love your Natalia

Letter 21

My dear Raju
I am glad to write to you the letter again. How you? I hope that at you all well!
My sweet I I have finished passage of the biocontrol, but unfortunately still not with you. I know that you very strongly become angry about me.
Forgive me, but at me bad news.
I could not fly to you, only because to me have not allowed to make it.
When I have come already to fly to you. At the airport the dog has started to bark at me. After that to me have approached employees of the airport and militia. Me have asked to pass additional survey. Me have accused of transportation of drugs. I was in a shock. I did not know that to me to answer, because I knew that all this lie. At me have checked up all things. They have found at me a ring which I my love carried to you. To me have told, that as this ring is old and has a
historical value to take out it from the country it is necessary to pay the certain sum of money at a rate of 230 $. But it not the main thing.
That me have kept the main thing in militia more than day. To all this time I asked the god to help me. I did not have an opportunity to inform you about it. I know as strongly you worried. Forgive me. When at me have not found drugs, from me have taken the analysis of blood. This
analysis has shown presence in my blood of narcotic substance. I do not know as it it could appear in me?! On me have already started to start proceeding while I have not told it that recently to me injections, during passage of the biocontrol did. Check has been made and it has
appeared that the medical sister has entered to me a wrong medicine. And consequently to me there was all this. Now I cannot leave the country yet business will not end.
My sweet I has solved, that I shall bring an action against clinic where I passed the biocontrol. I shall demand compensation of damage physical and moral. My dear I ask you to support me and him to become angry about me. I shall soon have a meeting with the lawyer and we shall solve for what sum I shall bring an action the claim.
Forgive me, that I still not with you. When all I shall end with you and we shall be the happiest people on all White light! I cannot leave all as is, after the horror transferred by me! I ask you to understand me.
Your support and love is necessary to me
With love your true Natalia